Letter(s) from Natalia Yanalova to William (USA)

Letter 1

Hi William! Hello it's me Natalia.
Honestly speaking, I was very surprised that you have answered me. Now I understand that people in your country are really responsible! But I want to be honest with you. I have a very close girlfriend. Her name is Katya. She has made me go to the computer club and place my personal features in Internet. I have written to you because you were first in list the most suitable people for me. In general I wanted to write nobody. I understand that she wants me to find happiness, but, frankly speaking, I am not sure that it is possible to find happiness in Internet. I even did not think that you will answer me. May be, is it the fate? What do you think of it? Today I have come to the computer club and send you my photo and I hope, that you will like it. I saw your photo and I liked what I saw in it!!! Thank you for this and I hope you will be able to send me else. And so if you have interest in me after this letter, then I shall glad to know you better. We can become the friends, but, may be, and more. Time will show. Would you like to become my friend?
Well, my name is Nataliya, I am 26 years old and I was born on March 7, 1978. I live in Russia, the city of Cheboksary. It is not big but very beautiful and cozy city. I have brown eyes and wavy hair. But I try to change my image often since I always like to be different.
In life I am very cheerful person. I am responsible person, I think, that the person should concerns about associates so how want that concerned about him. What do you think of it?
If you come here, you will find an ensemble of different architecture here. There are also theatres, cinemas, cafes and many other cute places. Though I have a higher education, I can't find job on my profession that is why I work there to be more independent. My parents are on pension already. But pensions are so small that my father works. And now I would like to ask you some questions.
Tell me more about yourself, please, everything you want me to know. Where do you live, what place do you work in? Tell me about your parents. Everything you write me will be interesting for me. Unfortunately, I don't have a phone and computer that is why I use the service of the Internet-Cafe that is why sometimes delays can be in my replies. I hope you understand me. Waiting for your reply.

Letter 2

Hello Will!
I am happy to hear from you again. How are you? Your photo very good. Hope everything is Ok. I shall send you my photo later.
In this letter I will try to tell you more about my life style. I like music, reading, movies very much. I often meet with my friends. Sometimes we go to the cinema or to the theatre. But sometimes I prefer just to stay at home, to read an interesting magazine or just to watch TV. I am fond of languages, I had a course of English in the University so I speak English rather fluently. I like to visit a sports hall. I engage in aerobics 2 times a week. And do you have any hobbies, what do you like and dislike?
And here it is else a little about myself: my height is 167 centimeters (5 feet and 7 in), and I weigh 48 kilograms (105 pounds). I have never been to other countries and I have not friends country. I have never been married and have no children.
You know, I decided to use the service of the Internet because I have a dream to create a family. Unfortunately I was not able to find a man here in Russia. They don't care about their women and I dream about a loving and care man. I would give him all of my love and tenderness in return. Well, I will close here for now. Waiting impatiently for your next letter.
Have a good day.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 3

Hi William!!!
Again I have come to the Internet cafe just to get a letter from you. It always brings me so much joy to read what you write me, about your life there. My a complete name Nataliya Yanalova. How you want, that I should to name you?
I like to get to know more and more about you. I wan to know about you as much as possible. It makes me closer to you. In the childhood I went to the music school. I played the piano, violin.
But I did not played the for a long time. But I can remember how to do it.
Dear, how do you usually rest? What do you do? What is your most favorite thing? As for me, mostly I like an active rest somewhere in the nature. We often go to the country side and to the houses of rest. We have a very beautiful nature and it is such a pleasure early in the morning to go to the forest, to breath the fresh air, to hear the sound of the wind. You see, I am a little bit romantic. I like to be with my friends though I have only few of them, they are true friends and we always support each other in everything. Here it is rather cool now but I still enjoy the weather. You know it is very beautiful here.
In Russia Christmas to celebrate all family. To prepare much tasty for products and it is a lot of fun and to invite relatives. I wrote you before a little bit about city. It is really very nice. There is a central park here where I like to walk when I go to work. Also the architecture of it is very interesting. There is a Drama Theatre which impresses me with its power. I like to go there when there is a new season.
Also you can find lots of memorials there.
So you can enjoy the beauty when you walk through it.
And what about you, are there any interesting places in your city? Can you tell me about them.
May be I should tell you more about my job. I work the seller of the medical goods in a drugstore. In general I like my job, I see and communicate with many interesting people there. But it is a hard work because I have to stay there till late and walk from one place to another. But this job allows me to have an independent life and to make some money for my living.
So, I don't want to complain. It is better to work in such a place than not to have any work at all. Of course, I want to visit you and I will come to you some day but first of all we should get to know each other better with the help of the letters. I would like to come to you some day as your guest so you could see if you like me or not. If you like me and we feel that we are compatible, that we could be happy with each other, I would like to be your life partner and to stay with you. As we talk about work, tell me please, more about your working day. It will be really interesting for me.
And now I need to say good-bye.
Till next time.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 4

Hello dear Bill.
As always I came to the Internet Center with a great pleasure. I like to get to know more and more about you and where do you live. It was interesting and beautiful.
I very much would like to visit you. I wan to know about you as much as possible. It makes me closer to you.
I am poorly familiar with classical music. I in the childhood studied. Now it is a lot of work.
It is pleasant for me, that you play on a jazz. It is very unusual music.
Cold war it not good time in Russia.
Dear, how do you usually rest? What do you do? What is your most favorite thing? As for me, mostly I like an active rest somewhere in the nature. We often go to the country side and to the houses of rest. We have a very beautiful nature and it is such a pleasure early in the morning to go to the forest, to breath the fresh air, to hear the sound of the wind. You see, I am a little bit romantic. I like to be with my friends though I have only few of them, they are true friends and we always support each other in everything. Here it is rather cool now but I still enjoy the weather. You know it is very beautiful here.
I wrote you before a little bit about city. It is really very nice. There is a central park here where I like to walk when I go to work. Also the architecture of it is very interesting. There is a Drama Theatre which impresses me with its power. I like to go there when there is a new season.
Also you can find lots of memorials there.
So you can enjoy the beauty when you walk through it.
At us I am now cold also I want to send you a photo about the first snow.
I am just interested in everything connected with you.
Miss your letters.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 5

Hello dear Bill.
I am so happy to hear from you again.
I want to tell to you about my attitudes with men in the past. I loved one man. Love most the over in all of world. It was at me for the first time. It was fine. It was approximately 8 months ago. We have not been married! However, we lived together. I loved him and wanted to be happy with him. We had many pleasant moments. But it was not for a long time. I such person who if likes entirely and completely. I was true to him and never allowed an occasion for jealousy. Some time we were happy and even wanted to get married. At that moment, I dreamed a marriage with him. However, he abused alcoholic drinks, and is modern it became even more often. Once when he has much drunk he has come home with other girl and has told that I can leave and that I am not necessary for him any more. I have told to him that he has drunk today much and tomorrow it will be a shame to him. However, he did not listen to me. I have apologized before the girl and have asked her to leave. Then he was enraged, started to shout has called me the prostitute, and has then struck me, not having any reason for it. The same evening I have collected the things and left to parents. Then I have understood, that it was not that person who is necessary for me. I am afraid to be injured again.
I feel so tired from the life here and you are the only one who warms me and gives me strength to live. The life in Russia is so difficult and though we got used to it sometimes I feel so unsafe and tired from everything. But I am lucky one to get $ 95 a month. This money allows me to go to the Internet cafe to send you letters and to get yours. It is the only one thing in my life which makes me happy. I miss so much being without your letters. And the Internet-cafe is the only one place where I can communicate with you. Unfortunately, I can't afford myself to buy a computer since it costs for about 500-700 dollars and it is too much for me. Not so many people in our town can afford to buy a computer.
Well, enough complaining... May be you will tell me about the life in in your country, it will cheer me up.
Also I would like to have your mail address for some case. And this is mine.
10-55 Engels str.,
Cheboksary, 454048, Russia.
I want to hear from you so much when you will be in Philadelphia.....
I shall send you my photo later.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 6

Hi my sweetheart Bill.
You are just great! I read and re-read your letters and I am so happy I am able to communicate with you. I congratulate you happy birthday. I to wish to you goods, health and happiness. Thanks for yours the post address.
I should tell you that you are a very interesting person and I just enjoy our correspondence. I always dreamt to find such an interesting, smart, intelligent man with a sense of humor. I believe there are so many women who want to be with you.
And I am happy that you write to me.
Well, I could continue talking about how I like you but I don't want to bother you with my thoughts. I just want you to know that I like you very much.
So, what's new?
As for me, nothing special. An every day routine but your letter is like a ray of the sun for me in my dull and gray life.
I to send you a photo about mine the parents, grandmother and grandfather.
We to have a rest with the relatives in a wood.
Miss you.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 7

Dear Bill.
It is pleasant for me to receive your letter.
You to me very interesting the man.
You now to be with your family?
We with Russia to celebrate Christmas on new a calendar. And you on old.
We shall cheerfully meet New year with my family. What you to do in New year?
I don't have a man here since it is difficult to find a good man in Russia. I had serious relations but we parted with him.
But it is another story and I will tell you it in another letter. I think you differ from Russian men. I think that you are a clever, kind, tender man this is one of the reasons why I want to write you.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 8

Dear Bill!!!
I to not receive from you the letter. How are you doing? I to like to speak with you. Today on December 31 and in our country today Holiday. I sincerely want you to congratulate about New year and I wish you good in a life, Much good mood, love and health.
In our country New year to celebrate very cheerfully. It is an interesting holiday.
Today I shall prepare for many salads, fried the hen and fruit. We shall have fun And to go at a fur-tree. It in Russia the most cheerful holiday. At you a symbol of Christmas - Santa. At us - Grandfather a Frost. What will you do in New year? Tell.
I to want more and more and it is more to learn about you.
It is very interesting to me to read your letters. You the remarkable person also can be we shall together. I once again to congratulate on a holiday and to wish you to note wonderfully this day. You for me are very important in a life.
I do not have a man here since it is difficult both to find and to want our meeting and love.
The only thing I dream about is to see you.
It is the only thought I have for now.
I to you to send a New Year's card.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 9

Hi Bill. I am always happy, when I to write to you. I to like to talk to you. Today on December, 25 and in your country today a holiday. I sincerely to congratulate you on Christmas and I wish all most good in a life. In our country Christmas to celebrate on January, 7. I to know, that at you the big holiday today in your country. I to want more and more and it is more to learn about you. It is very interesting to me to read your letters. You the remarkable person also can be we shall aianoa. I once again to congratulate on a holiday and to wish you to note wonderfully this day. You for me are very important in a life.
That you to do in a holiday?
YanalovaNata7

Letter 10

Hi dear Bill.
It is pleasant to me again to receive the letter.
Today I to have a rest. We with the parents to go to shop and to buy products.
My the mother to prepare it is a lot of.
I to meet mine the girlfriend and we shall go for a walk in park. I do not have a man here since it is difficult to find a good man in Russia. I had serious relations but we parted with him.
But it is another story and I will tell you it in another letter. I think you differ from Russian men. I think that you are a clever, kind, tender man this is one of the reasons why I want to write you. I to want to know as you to concern to me.
I think you now to come home?
As your mood?
It is pleasant to me to you to write.
Thank. You me to like.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 11

Hi my dear Bill. Yes, I really name you favorite because I like to communicate with you You are very pleasant for me. You know sometimes to me it would be desirable even to appear near to you and to take your hands and to look in your eyes. Your letters are very pleasant for me. You know to me it would be desirable even to appear near to you and to take your hands and to look in your eyes. Your letters are very pleasant for me. Today we have Christmas and I have left work earlier and have asked to remain replacement for me at work. Mum has invited several familiar. We drink tea and ate an apple pie.
And how you celebrate holidays today?
I to wait for your returning.
With a holiday!!!
YanalovaNata7

Letter 12

Hello dear Bill!
I hope you are doing well today,Bill. As for me, I am ok. I miss you and your letter today, Bill. I hope you have not forgotten about me? Ok, write me dear Bill, when you can. I will wait to hear from you.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 13

Hello my dear Bill!!! I to be pleased your returning.
So, how are you today? As for me, not bad but I am sad a little bit now since I can't be with you now.
You know I am getting used to you so much, I already can't be without your letters. It is a great stimulus for me in the life. I like you so much and don't want to be hurt like it was once. I loved one person so much and wanted to give him everything, to make him happy. But he was so unfaithful and cheated. It is a problem of many men in Russia, they drink too much and then are unfaithful to their wives. I see that you are a very good, honest person. And I am so happy I was able to meet you.
I know it is not a very modest question, but can you please, tell me about your past relations with women. Sorry for asking. But if it is not pleasant for you to talk about this, let's close this topic. We have been corresponding for some time already and already know much about each other.
With each letter I feel myself closer to you. You are already a very important part of my life and I don't want ever to lose you. You are a wonderful person, the best I have ever known. I go to bed with the thoughts about you and get up thinking of you. I often think what you do at this or that moment. How could we do it together. I like this thoughts and fantasies.
And now I would like to ask you.
What are your intentions to me?
Would you like to meet me?
May be you think it is early now to think about it.
But it is very important for me. I shall send you my photo later.
It will be pleasant to me to see yours.
Ok, have a good day!
YanalovaNata7

Letter 14

Hello dear Bill!
How are you? I hope you are fine. Because I so get accustomed to your letters and they bring me big joy, when I find out their in my mailbox. I have big pleasant thinking that man, living in another end of the Earth, write me. Thank you! I am very interested in you and I think that you are very especial man for me. I don't have a man here since it is difficult to find a good man in Russia.
My the mum parents are very happy that I could find my soul mate. They will take any decision which I make.
They told me that I am already not young girl and it is my fate. I already to try to not think of problems. I only to think of you. Our meeting is the beginning of a new life. And that we to do all is sincerely. I am inclined to accuracy. And I could represent to what day we shall to be beside. I only to want to think, how we shall be together. My dreams only with you.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 15

Hello my dear Bill!!!
I just can not find words of the pleasure. I am so happy that I have found you in this huge world. You are the unique man whom I can tell all ideas and dreams. When I write you the letter, I have something in my soul such that it is impossible to explain, it is necessary to feel. Already several days I just sit near the table in my home and reread your letters. And all time I think of that how to see you. I imagine how you hold my hand on the beach; how you hug me, and I feel myself loved by the important man for me. Mother looks at me with a kind smile and tell that she is happy to see me such what I now. I am and myself happy, that again I write you the letter. It is filled with all my love and tenderness to you. I want so much to see you near with me, but it is very bad that it is impossible now. Now I constantly watch news hoping to learn something about your country. With much interest I study English. Furthermore, it is very interesting for me, also I need it. In general, it is interesting for me to study all that is unknown for me. In total certainly to not learn, but it seems to me that it is better to know about all slightly than all about the little. And consequently each dialogue with the person for me is lesson. But the most important dialogue for me is when I communicate with you. I want to know your ideas, reasoning, to know about you insofar it is possible. When I began to correspond with you I even did not hope that we'll have so good relations.
In a my opinion, I have already told you about life in Russia. Only, I have not told you, life in Russia is not so easy. In Russia there are much people who try to make money on their life no legal work.
Also the biggest problem in Russia is alcoholism.
It is very bad. But this is Russia - rich country with begger people. Many girl can deceive. And to visit America to have citizenship.
I have some requirements to my life.
But the most main of them are to find happiness with loved man and make him happy, find harmony in family and in society.
I want to find serious man who can provide stable life for me and our future children. I do not strive to richness, but I want stability. Now I want to know you better, because I think that you are like such man, man of my dream.
If so, inform me and I shall not disturb you with my letters. I thought, that we could develop our relations and it is possible someday to meet in person in the future. I look for the man in other country because in Russia all men drink vodka much and beat women. But it is not main reason. The main reason is concluded in that, I had unpleasant life experience with Russian man. Therefore I wrote you letters.
With each your letter I understood that I have found man who is important for me. I want to hug you tenderly. I consider that exactly creation of a spiritual emotional basis of the person is a purpose sense of creation of family. I want to tell you that my feelings and words to you are always sincere and I always understood that we put a lot of trust that our union would be in real one day. I want to tell you that my aunt, living in Moscow, has girlfriend who works in American embassy. There is not American embassy in my city. Her girlfriend can help us to meet in person. My aunt has already made the visa to the USA for her daughter approximately one year ago. Now her daughter lives in the USA with her husband. I can get in touch with my aunt ask her about the visa. What do you think of it?
YanalovaNata7

Letter 16

Hello my dear Bill.
How are you today??? Are you alright???
That you very much like me also I to speak it fairly. My heart thinks of you every day. And I want our future. I write one more To the man is my friend. He is strongly sick. I to not want to speak you about him. He cannot go and unique happiness for him it to write to me. I to not want to refuse him and we friends.
I to want with him the greater. But I cannot. I regret him. You for me very important person. I very much want to meet you and with yours family.
It will be very interesting to me. I very much wait.
Now I have met Katya. She asked me why do I need photo now? I have told her that I want to show it you and now I am going to write you letter! You don't imagine who she was happy, that I found you. Katya, too, addressed to Internet for searching of her love but she could not meet worthy man.
I am just happy in these moments of life, I am happy because I know such man as you. Exactly such I imagined my future husband!!! I think that happiness comes suddenly, and this will foolishly to abandon to this happiness. I want to tell you that you are my happiness.
I do not know, if you love me, the same powerfully as me, but I just can not more keep my own feelings to you inside of me. Oh, yes!!! I almost have not forgotten to tell you about my aunt. Yesterday we have spent the remarkable evening with her. When I came to her home... This was really surprise for me!!! A supper, cooked by my aunt, was already on the table, and red wine. Don't worry, I did not drink much. This was miraculous evening. I was not happy so long time. I think that my life changes to the best. First I have met you, and I think that this is the most important event in my life. My aunt has presented me the red suit, and I even am afraid to ask its price of this suit, it is very beautiful.
By the way, I have told my aunt about me and you, and that we already have some feeling to each another. We did not speak about this much, because it was already late and I needed to get some dream. But I think that I'll tell her about you in detail today! I hope that you are not against?
YanalovaNata7

Letter 17

My dear and love Bill.
We with my girlfriend went to go for a drive on skates. I quickly to be dispersed and lose balance and to fall. It was unpleasant and hurt. Now it is good me.
You very interesting person for me. I want to hold you for a hand and Together to spend time. It will be an entertainment for us. I want with you family and I think it for you is not the insult. But for me you can do happiness for me in the future.
Excuse me if I offend you. I now to understand, that you for me Love which can be family.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 18

Hello my sweetheart Bill!
In your letters I see a lot of your love to me. I appreciate it so much and photo which you me to send. You the nice man and yours of work.
But you should know how it is difficult for me to write you this letter. Today I could get in touch with my aunt's friend, who works in embassy in Moscow and have learned how I can get the visa and arrive to you. She has told me that the best variant and more available for me will be the registration of the tourist visa (B-2), its validity is 1 year from the date of arrival to USA, but I was very frustrated when I heard its price, it costs 395 American dollars. When I heard this price, tears flowed on my cheeks. I have explained her that Bill is man, without whom I can not live and I wanted so much her to see and understand how I love you so much. But she answered me that she understands everything but she can do nothing because rules are rules and other any way is impossible. Also I'll need to go to Moscow. Ticket to Moscow cost 172 dollars.
In Moscow when visa will be ready to notarize and pay for it.
I can begin to make visa now but for it I need to be sure that when visa will be ready I will be able to pay for it. So now I ask you can you make sending through Western Union for 10 days. I think it is the best variant to get visa and we shall not lose our time in vain. So if you are agree I begin to make visa. Without your consent I can not begin it because if I shall not pay in time then all work of them people will be in vain. I hope in your concent because now all depends on you.
I love you, miss you and I look forward to our meeting.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 19

My dear Will.
I thought of you. It is not pleasant for me, that you it is not enough to me to write.
You my love and I want to create with you family. When I have met you I closed my structure on Yahoo and to write to you. You for me are the kind and good person. I do not want you to deceive and Fair with you.
I want with you a meeting. It will be huge happiness for me. I think you want our meeting. I with pleasure write to you my letters. My feeling to you very strong and pleasant.
You want, that I was your wife? You write to other people?
I want honesty in the attitude to me. It for me important. I also very much to wait for that moment when we shall be together. We shall like each other. I to dream of it. I to not represent, that will be when we shall be together.
I want to see your letters and to meet you. I think of you.
You think of me or you to overlook?
Respect for you.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 20

Hello my dear Bill!
I have reread your letter over and could not understand about that you write.
I could not understand how is it possible human feeling change on money.
I have asked about this from man who works in Internet - cafe. Oh, my God!!!
He has said that this is truth, there is much people in Russia which want to cash from American men. It is very bad way to make money. I would like to pay for arrival to you myself but I have no money, my love. I got accustomed to earn the money honestly. I can not thieve, defraud, lie and trade my body. I earn approximately 95 $ US at month. These money are little, but I never nor shall earn the money bad way. Now I understand why you difficult believe me. I understand you very well!!! But I do not know what to do now! I wait your answer my love!
YanalovaNata7

Letter 21

Hello my dear Bill!!!!
I am so happy to get your letter! Your letters bring joy in my soul! I want to see you so much. When loving people believe each other, it is a real love. I love you and I see, you love me too. I believe that we shall be together soon. I miss you so much especially in this dull day. I think of you all the time. Thank you very much for your care and wish to help me. I will be waiting for your help. I look forward to day of our meeting. I shall leave my family. I the adult girl. You did not answer questions in last letter. I have to go to the drug store and to buy some medicine for myself. It is rather cold here and wet. So I think I've caught a cold. I have a cough and headache. But the thought about you cheers me up and warms me. So I don't feel so bad.
I give you my kisses and hugs!
YanalovaNata7

Letter 22

Dear Will.
You very good person and I think.
To me to like, that you speak. You very clever and careful person. My heart feels and lasts to you. You should understand me.
I after work late to come back from work both to come into Internet - cafe and to write to you.
At me not the big money and I want to spend and write to you. You for me happiness.
It is very pleasant for having good and dearly the person in other country.
I insist also it there will be a happiness for me.
I want love with you. And very much I think of you.
With each letter I feel myself closer to you. You are already a very important part of my life and I don't want ever to lose you. You are a wonderful person, the best I have ever known. I go to bed with the thoughts about you and get up thinking of you. I often think what you do at this or that moment. How could we do it together.
As for me, not bad but I am sad a little bit now since I can't to receive from you the letter.
Respect for you.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 23

My dear Bill.
I have explained them, that Bill is man without which I can not live, and I have wanted very much them to have seen it and understand how I love you very much. But they have answered me, that they understand all but they can do nothing because rules are rules, another any way is impossible, but they have told me, that I can ask necessary money for the visa from you 395 $ and trip to Moscow 172 $. They have told me, that loving man should pay for his girl, I have told them, that it slightly is not polite, but they have explained me, that you will understand all. I hope very much that you will understand me.
I live with my parent in small flat.
As I have already told you, my parents are already on pension (I mean they are retired). My dad is 57 years old, He was an engineer on one of the factory of Cheboksary.
He worked there many years. My mom was a teacher in the school, she teached pupils Russian language. I am very happy to have such kind parents.
Our family is very friend. I love my parents, and they love me, too. More so I am only kid they have.
I told my parents about you, about us, about our relations.
My parents are very happy that I could find my soul mate. They will take any decision which I make.
They told me that I am already not young girl and it is my fate. I at job to trade in the medical goods.
In a my opinion, I have already told you about life in Russia. Only, I have not told you, life in Russia is not so easy. In Russia there are much people who try to make money on their life no legal work. Also the biggest problem in Russia is alcoholism.
It is very bad. But this is Russia - rich country with begger people. In embassy I have been told, that the best way is send me facilities for making visa is use of system of transfer Western Union, it is very reliable system of remittances and it is situated in some banks of our city. I have been told that for getting your transfer you need know my precise address, and after transfer you should inform me of 10 figures of a remittance, exact amount of transfer, your full name and exact address. For this purpose you will need know my exact address:
10-55 Engels str., Cheboksary, 454048, Russia, Nataliya Yanalova. Please, make transfer before long, I really do not present the further life without you! And I ask you, do not take offence at my request, to me so have told, that you should understand it. But as soon as I to you to arrive, I shall be arranged to work and necessarily return your money, it will be for me a point of honor, I hope, that you understand me.
I just do not want to do any mistake. In the bank I have been said that, if you or I shall do some mistake, so I shall not be able to get your transfer and you will have to call back the money and send with faithful information anew. But I do not want you to have any problems and inconveniences. I love you, Bill! I look forward to hear from you tomorrow. And of course, I look forward to the day of our meetting face to face.
Very much I wait from you the answer and as I wait for your transfer, you are necessary for me! You are my LOVE! Your eternal love Bill!
YanalovaNata7

Letter 24

Love Bill.
I to not know, that to you to write, as you to not want to meet me. I very much to want with you to meet. I to want to arrive to you, and you to not want me to help. Money nothing means in life. And it could be by chance for us, for construction of strong love. I am a pity, that to not have money for the visa. In Russia it is very difficult to have the large money. I very much to want to help the people and to do by him pleasantly, but I to not have means for this purpose. If you to understand me, I shall be very glad. You see, I to think of you. I to want will meet you. I to not know any more what to do, that you to me to believe, it is difficult to me with you to talk concerning money. It is not convenient to me to ask to help these. If you really me to like, you will understand, but I to not see it. If you to not understand me, I shall not have with you of the attitude. It will be very difficult with you. I to not want be deceived.
At me already to happen in life such. I to not want to recollect it, but you give an occasion to make it. I am very bad to feel. When to recollect it. I already to grow fond of you, but I can not you see. If we can not meet, I shall not write to you. I shall look forward to hearing from you. I very much to want, that you me to understand. This main and then is possible to build our attitudes. I to dream of you. I to love you.
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Letter 25

Dear Bill.
It is not pleasant for me, that you to not trust me. I very much love you.
And I dream to be with you. You to speak me not pleasant things about me.
I to understand you and to excuse. I it there were my letters sent to you.
I think in our misunderstanding is guilty Internet - cafe. I cannot go in Another it far to be from my house. I to create a new box NataYana7@mail.ru.
It will be better if you will send me letters on it. I to feel, that you the good both clever person and my love. I cannot deceive you. If you to want be with me you should trust me. My soul to feel you the good person. And we should be together!!!! I shall dream a good life with you and love with you. I to want to change mine a life, but you loved, you to not trust me. I to you to give the information and to ask money for our meeting. If I shall not write to you unpleasantly about money. Excuse me. I to suffer and ask you money to receive the visa and to meet you. And to love you. I not the greedy girl, and you for me the favourite person And to you to concern polite. I shall wait from you of the letter and photo, If you want will send me pleasantly.
If you want I shall send my photo more. If you want I shall send my photo more.
I to love you and to want to be with you!!!
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Letter 26

Dear and love Bill.
I to want you to tell the honour answer.
It is a lot of American people to deceive and to scoff with the Russian girl.
They to speak good words and to call to itself, to promise them good life.
They to come to them. They to do on the contrary attitude.
I to not want you to deceive. You to deceive Internet - cafe.
When I shall be capable to buy the computer. I shall write to you.
You me very much to like. But you to speak many intimate things about me.
Can mine iecuia and photo take away in Internet - cafe and send other people.
That you want to know, what I can show you mine a reality?
For this purpose I want to change mine e-mail the address.
But soul me to speak another. You will find the woman, which will want an adventure.
I to want you is real. And to want the husband and family. But I am not capable to pay travel to you.
It is pleasant to me to think of you. I your friend. YanalovaNata7

Letter 27

My dear Bill.
Well, I see that you don't trust me. I understand you quite well. Though it is rather offending for me, I will close my eyes for this. The only thing I dream about is to see you.
It is the only thought I have for now and I will do everything for it. I just want you to believe and to trust me as it is very important. We can't have any relations if we don't trust each other. In any way, I love you and will always do as you are the dearest person in my life and I am sure I will never meet such a great person like you in my life any more. I to want to tell you, that all girl in Russia to speak the truth. It is a lot of the girl in Russia want to have the favourite man and to create family in America.
Now very much all to not speak the truth. I the unique man, which to speak with you the truth.
I to want to find you and to be with you.
Me to speak familiar the girl. In America the bad people live. They to call to itself the Russian girl and to beat, to scoff and to abuse her.
It is difficult to me too to do a choice. But I to trust, that you the good man.
And I to want be with you. It is honour.
I to want to love you and to have with you family.
I can not live in Russia. She me to not like.
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Letter 28

Dear Bill.
But the most main of them are to find happiness with loved man and make him happy, find harmony in family and in society.
I want to find serious man who can provide stable life for me and our children. I do not strive to richness, but I want stability. Now I want to know you better, because I think that you are like such man, man of my dream.
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Letter 29

Love Billn.
I to not know, that to you to write, as you to not want to meet me. I very much to want with you to meet. I to want to arrive to you, and you to not want me to help. Money nothing means in life. And it could be by chance for us, for construction of strong love. I am a pity, that to not have money for the visa. In Russia it is very difficult to have the large money. I very much to want to help the people and to do by him pleasantly, but I to not have means for this purpose. If you to understand me, I shall be very glad. You see, I to think of you. I to want will meet you. I to not know any more what to do, that you to me to believe, it is difficult to me with you to talk concerning money. It is not convenient to me to ask to help these. If you really me to like, you will understand, but I to not see it. If you to not understand me, I shall not have with you of the attitude. It will be very difficult with you. I to not want be deceived.
At me already to happen in life such. I to not want to recollect it, but you give an occasion to make it. I am very bad to feel. When to recollect it. I already to grow fond of you, but I can not you see. If we can not meet, I shall not write to you. I shall look forward to hearing from you. I very much to want, that you me to understand. This main and then is possible to build our attitudes. I to dream of you.
I to love you.
YanalovaNata7

Letter 30

Hello my dear Bill!
I have just read your letter, and I am a little worried. What's happened, Bill? I hope you are alright! I am a little sad right now, because yet I can not be near with you, Bill. Correct me if I mistaken, but for second I have thought that you distrust in my feelings to you. I do not know whence to occur my photo on a site. Can me deceive the Internet of cafe and write to you from me. Or my letters to intercept. I do not know?
And this is a little offends me; because I never gave you cause to distrust. I want to tell you that you worry in vain, Bill. I really love you, and I shall be happy to have such husband like you, Bill! I would give you all of my warm and weasel! I was not happy so long time, and suddenly I find man, who has given me new sense in life! I have understood that we have much common, and how well we suit to each other!!! I tried to say this you, but you, probably, did not very attentively read my letters, Bill! Really, do you want to make me wretch once again? Certainly, I am myself guilty in that I has loved you. Since the beginning I told you that I even did not hope that you'll answer me, Bill. But you have answered me, and in your letter I have seen the good man, who is, too, lonely, like me!!! After I have met you, I begin believe again in fate! I really think, that this is intended by fate, Bill.
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