Letter(s) from Oksana Soboleva to Maurice (USA)

Letter 1

Dear
What are you doing with me? Your personality just makes me crazy and I'm dreaming all days long only about you, my dear! I'm so happy to know you, you cannot even imagine! Last night I felt that you are next to me lying on my bed. I felt you everywhere around me. It was a very sweet feeling I cannot even describe it... You know what did we do...? I had a desire to eat whole of you, to embrace whole of you... I did not want to let you leave me... I just wanted you to be everytime next to me. I want to say you THANK YOU for your existence. For everything you did for me to light the dreams and sweet emotions go on. Lately both I and my grandmother cooked turkey. Turkey was one of the best dishes I have ever cooked. I want you to try it one day. Look what a beautiful words I found for you: There's a sea between us, love, and I wish that it weren't true, for every day when I awake, I yearn to be with you. There are many miles between us, love, though you're always here in my heart, and every night, beneath the silver starlight, I pray for the day we'll never part.
I am very glad that you believe me and I promise you that I do not disappoint you... Tomorrow at once since morning after I shall receive money I shall go to pay for the documents... The moment of our meeting will come very soon!!... I feel it!... Please... Do not consider youself silly... I can not describe size of the feeling to you by simple words and moreover - I consider you as that romantic and remarkable man in this imperfect world... By your letters you completely not silly and opposite you are very sensitive... I appreciate all your qualities and believe me that it would impress any woman.... I am happy that has found you!!.. It very much was lucky me... I want and is ready to devote to you all my life... I trust only you... I love you so strong... So you can not imagine at all as!!!!!!
Kiss you
Your Oksana!!!!!!!!!

Letter 2

Dear
Your letter breaks off to me heart... I read it and cry... I decided questions concerning the documents and was then compelled to work before late time... Last time I work also hardly very much... don't think that I didn't wanted to write to you... Simply I could not have time all at once.. I thought of you all time and was very much suppressed by that could not send to you the letter... Now I believe you as to anybody to another and I am ready to devote to you all my life... I very much love you also miss on you before loss of mind... You are sole for me in this world... I shall do all that you were happy with me!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am very tired.... But I still had forces to come running in the Internet cafe to write to you!!!!... Be patient... I never shall force you to doubt of me....
Simply understand that to me uneasily... When I shall be with you all shall change!!!... Be collected patiences!!!!.. The visa and passport will be ready in 10 days.. .. Already absolutely soon we shall together my Love!!!!!!!!! I love you am more than life!!!!!!!!!
Kisssssssssss you!!!!!!!!your Oksana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 3

Never do not doubt any more of me!!!!!!!!... I am yours and only by yours!!! Remember it!!! And you are only mine !!!

Letter 4

Dear
TIME MOVE SO FAST AND I CAN'T WAIT THE TIME WHEN WE WILL BE TOGETHER. I WANT TO KISS YOU TO HOLD YOU SO MUCH. I CAN ONLY DREAM ABOUT IT. AND I'M WAITING WHEN ALL THESE DREAMS WILL COME TRUE. I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU...THANK YOU, FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE, FOR WHAT I WILL BE WHEN I WILL BE WITH YOU, FOR EXISTING ... THANK YOU FOR OUR LOVE AND FOR LEAVING ME TO BE A PART OF YOU...THANK YOU BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME TO SMILE, BECAUSE I WILL BE VERY HAPPY ON HAVING HAD YOU CLOSE TO ME...
THANK YOU FOR PERMITTING TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIFE, FOR THE SINCERITY OF YOUR WORDS, FOR THE KISSES THAT YOU WILL GIVE ME AND I WILL FEEL...THANK YOU FOR THE SILENTLY CARESSES, FOR LEAVING ME TO DELIVER ME EVERYTHING WITHOUT I KNOWING IT... THANK YOU BECAUSE EVEN BEING FAR YOU..YOU LIVE IN ME,LIKE ME IN YOU... THANK YOU FOR DOING OF THIS DISTANCE A HOPE'S PARADISE... THANK YOU FOR BEING LIKE YOU ARE AND FOR BEING LEAVES ME I ... THE WOMAN WHO MORE LOVES YOU ...
FOR EVERYTHING WHAT WE WILL BE WHEN WE ARE UNITED AND BECAUSE OUR LOVE IS ETERNAL...THANK YOU FOR LEAVING ME TO ENTER IN YOUR DREAMS, BECAUSE TO YOUR SIDE I WILL LIVE THE BEST MOMENTS... THANK YOU FOR BEING MINE AND TO LEAVE ME TO BE YOUR ... FOR EVERYTHING, THEREFORE, AND FOR WHAT EVEN WE HAVE NOT LIVED... I LOVE YOU MY LIFE ... YOU ARE EVERYTHING WHAT MORE I WISH...
p.s.:I should reserve the tickets in my travel agency and as soon as possible... I can add only 85 $... It is almost all my salary... I should leave a few money reach Moscow...
Kiss you
Your Oksana!!!!!!

Letter 5

Dear Maurice,
When I close my eyes, I see you next to me - two hearts bound in Circle of love. Two bodies pressed closely to each other. I want to kiss your lips and embrace you strong . I steadfastly look in your eyes, and our souls are united. I begin to understand that my life without you is not meaningful. Today I thought only about you all day long . We became frank with you and I think that we should be together. I want to require you and to be with you. My thoghts only about you and about us with you together. I wait the day when we meet, when you tell me at a meeting: β€œHello my Darling! At last we meet!”.
I have found out the information concerning flights and I send it to you...
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$894.99
9:50 am Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive London (LHR) 1:05 pm Mon 28-Mar
Duration: 6hr 15mn Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 261
British Airways 697
Connect in Vienna (VIE)

10:30 pm Depart London (LHR)
Arrive Moscow (SVO) 5:20 am +1 day Tue 28-Jun
Duration: 3hr 50mn Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 248
Nonstop flight
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$902.81
8:00 am Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive London (LHR) 11:10 am Mon 28-Mar
Duration: 6hr 10mn Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 127
Lufthansa 4772
Connect in Dusseldorf (Dusseldorf International Airport)

10:30 pm Depart London (LHR)
Arrive Moscow (SVO) 5:20 am +1 day Tue 28-Jun
Duration: 3hr 50mn Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 248
Nonstop flight
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$939.16
7:20 am Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive London (LHR) 1:00 pm Mon 28-Mar
Duration: 8hr 40mn Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 285
British Airways 573
Connect in Milan (MXP)

10:30 pm Depart London (LHR)
Arrive Moscow (SVO) 5:20 am +1 day Tue 28-Jun
Duration: 3hr 50mn Aeroflot-Russian International Airlines 248
Nonstop flight
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Kiss you my Love!!!!!!!!
your Oksana!!!!!!!

Letter 6

Dear
All day I wishing you were here with me. Yesterday as been a long day for me.I know what i want and that is for you to be near.I can only wait . The wind and oceans is the only thing between us for now.I was sad today,all i thought about is you.I was bored knowing how bad i want you and the distances between us is for.I hurt today in a good way knowing soon you will be with me,but i felt better when i thought of the happiness you bring my heart and soul.I went to my room this afternoon and look at you and read all of your letters today. I know in my heart there is true love and trust.I want to hold you strongly and love you softly.I want you to know my love for you is very strong and passionate.My heart travels with this letter to you and my love for you.My life has not been the same since we have met in the distance.I have more happiness and energy now.Without you in my life it would not be worth living for.I want to embrace you,and softly kiss you and to love you forever.MY feeling for you are as strong as yours and maybe even strong than your. I feel like i could tell you all these thing all night and would never be bored of saying them to you.My sweets i write this letter to you from my heart and from the love i have for you.All i want is to be able to embrace you and sincerely love you .
My LOVE is true and deep for you and i will always love you no matter what.
Kiss you
Your Oksana – forever!!!

Letter 7

Dear
Today it is such a wonderful day in my life, because I received your letters. I reread it several times and felt that we become closer to each other. I want you to know that I need you and your letters very much. I like at your picture you're a very handsome man. You have very kind eyes. I want so very much to beside you and to look into them! I'm grateful to God that He gave you to me, and I'm so grateful to you. That now I have You, and I won't feel myself lonely anymore. When I was a child I liked very much when Mom read fairy-tales to me. Most of all fairy tales I liked that one- where a prince saved a girl. They loved each other and the whole world was glad for them. I thought I would never meet my prince. But now when I met you I believe that a fairy tale can be real.You lighted up a light of hope in my heart, and light rays of love. I love all this world only for that it gives you to me! When being lonely I often ask God to give me power to outlive all this. He helped me much.
Excuse me please that did not write to you 2 days... I again was very much engaged on job and could not escape write to you my Love!!!! I so strongly miss on you!!!!!!!!
I have received money and tomorrow I shall go to pay for the ticket...
Then I shall inform you all details and flight with which I fly to you!!!! I am very strong love you!!!!!!
Kiss you
Your Oksana!!!!!

Letter 8

Dear
If love and say it to each other both in words or by doing nice things to each other like giving each other a good kiss, or some beautiful flowers, - a nice dinner, - or a warm hug, - or touch the head softly like you do with small kids to tell them that you love them and appreciate them more than everything in the whole world. Then I think we both will be encouraged to have an everlasting competition in making each others hearts smile and make each other feel real happiness deep inside where it does good grows strong - and start to float around in every part of our bodies making us smiling from top till toe for everyone to see it and for ourselves impossible to hide. Then we will have a safe and strong feeling of real lasting love and happiness inside our hearts, and find strength and support in each other which will make us able to withstand troubles and bad times both as ownstanding persons but just as much as the couple we make together.
I think it is very important to not be to careful in showing each other that we love each other a lot of physical contact hugs, kisses, smiles holding each other close and...I did not thought I would write this and having sex together is the most beautiful and ultimate way to show each others that you appreciate the other one more than anyone else in the whole world.
I hope these thoughts is something nearby the thing you appreciate in a woman, if it is I just wanted to tell you that I really really like you very much.
Excuse me but I should book a ticket through my travel agency as it was by the basic condition that my visa and passport were ready in the shortest terms.... And as the visa is already paid I can not to refuse to carry out conditions of the contract from my party... You should understand me... I so strongly wait for our meeting!!!! Think up something please... I should pay the tickets this week... And the next week the visa and passport will be available also I shall come to you my love!!!!
Lots of hugs and kisses and love from me I feel so good and warm inside my heart when I think of you.
Kiss you
Your Oksana!!!

Letter 9

After I have written to you I has gone on travels agency...
My God!!! Why they have not said to me earlier!??... I nearly have not lost consciousness from that they have said to me.... They have said that the visa and passport are available also I can fly to you BUT ME WILL NOT PASS AT CUSTOMS HOUSE BECAUSE TO GO AWAY To YOU I AM OBLIGED TO HAVE AT ITSELF the CASH SUM of MONEY EQUAL living wage - $ 40 Per DAY... And AS MY VISA IS MADE FOR 3 MONTHS THAT I SHOULD HAVE ON HANDS AT ARRIVAL $ 3600!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... I AM In a SHOCK.... I SO WAS UPSET... I cried all night... I cried and could not stop... I am so strong love you and I can not lose you!!!... You are the best and perfect that was in my life... I can not live without you... I want to die because I do not present my life without you my love!!!! I have informed this awful and unfair news my parents... They are ready on all for the sake of me and have said that can take in a duty only $ 900.... Excuse me please for that I so lead and has disappointed you... I can not believe that so all happened.... To me does not suffice $ 2700 and I do not know where to find it... I understand that the life is difficult and on ways to our happiness there are many barrier and lay that money which you earn be given to you by the large work... but there was only one and last step and we shall be happiest in the world... If you do not refuse me and can help me that I can live further having devoted itself to you wholly and for ever... It is the sum of money only formality... On arrival to you I return this money to you wholly... They will be not necessary to me any more as you will be near to me... IT IS MY DREAM And LAST HOPE... I LOVE YOU SO MORE THAN MY LIFE... YOU ARE SENSE OF MY LIFE... YOU MY DESTINY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 10

My dear Maurice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You break off my heart... This awful misfortune!!!... I so strongly worry for you!!!... I am not frightened of it!!.. I appreciate your frankness and I love you now even more strongly!!!!! I am so strong love you... I can not live without you!!! I want to die with you only to be near to you... I want to love you on the present instead of through the Internet!!!!.. I want to be with you not looking on anything!!! You are the most dear man for me!!!!
I already have received the visa for 3 months and I can not exchange it!!!... This money It only formality... They are the passing to you and this passing at once will return to you with my arrival!!!! I want to be your wife... I want to be yours!!!!!!! I shall not spend any dollar... I return to you them wholly as soon as I shall find myself in your embraces!!!!...
It is my dream and it under threat of!!! I should be with you...!! This Money is last barrier to our happiness!!!!!! I shall be dismissed from job because I precisely know that I shall be yours for ever!!!!!!! I implore you... Think up something!!! You should hurry up!!! I can not live without you...!!! You my destiny!!!!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your Oksana - forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 11

Maurice,
I see now that business not in money... You simply have lost trust to me... I have explained all to you in the last letter... I Have passed you all that to me have said in agency... I can not change the document because it has personal character and nobody will make it anew.... Business not in money still because this time this money is the large sum but at the same time is not EXPENSES!!! This MONEY IS ONLY FORMALITY and it would be returned to you in the complete size and safety... I feel that your feelings to me not on are strong as mine and it afflicts me very much.... You at all not love me!!!!!!!! I so hoped that we shall meet absolutely soon but you do not want it!!! It is very a pity... I so strongly have fallen in love with you as in anybody another ever!!!! And you break to me heart!!! I try to do all that depends on me... I already represented myself by your wife and you so act with me.. .. I wanted to devote to you the life and only to you... I do not see sense in my further existence without you... But I see that to you it is indifferent... If I was on your place that I would make all only for the sake of that to be with you!!!!... I am ready to give back life for you!!!!.... It is a pity that I was mistaken in you... I simply wanted love you both to be and to be love in exchange... I dreamed of that we became one uniform and love and cared about each other all life... It was first time when I so seriously has reflected on the serious relations as a marriage and did not expect such act from you... I all the same Love you more than life and there will be love...

Letter 12

How you can not understand that business not in the ticket!!!... I can pay the tickets for 1 month both on 2 and on 3 but it nothing changes... Me simply will not pass in Moscow at customs house!!!! If you really want me that you will think up something!!!! I believe in you!!! And I on former very strongly love you!!!!! If you find these 2700 $ that our life for ever change and I shall do you most happy man in the world!!! Try to borrow this money from somebody... Make something!!! You need to borrow this money only for 1 week and then when I shall come to you - you to give back them!!!! I love you!!!!!!!! I can not live without you!!!!!!!!!!!!