Letter(s) from Maria Nizovtseva to Damien (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, Damien!
How are you doing? Probably, if you have guessed, this is Mariya :) I'm very glad to get your answer! I'm happy so much that you have written me, believe me, Damien! Also, I'm hoping that my e-mail was so big surprise for you too, really? But most important, I would like to say to you that I have decided to write you through the Internet thanking to my best girlfriend Sveta . My girlfriend Sveta have met a good man from Germany, Frankfurt City, by the the Internet too. Her boyfriend is Oliver . Sveta and Oliver are very happy together. I see that they are happy so much together, and I have decided to find a man from other country too, as Sveta did it :) Possible, you can ask me, why I didn't find a russian man? I will be very serious, I will answer to you, that I had a boyfriend from Russia from my City, I loved him very much, but he has thrown me in last time. He found an other girl, as I have understood. Also I have seen that he liked to drink an alcohol very very much, as many men in Russia do it, may be you know about it. I don't like this when men like to drink so much as my last boyfriend did it! I am non-drinking and non-smoking girl. Simply, I don't have a harmful habits! Also I want to say that on the words of my girlfriend Sveta , the men from other countries, especially from Germany and USA, are very good, and they can to appreciate and to respect women as considerable men too. It's the opinion of Sveta , and I want to agree with Sveta completely. Sveta has chosen her boyfriend Oliver from Germany because she know German language a little. I don't speak German language, I can speak and write English language, and I have decided to find the man from USA, and I have decided to write you, Damien. Well, Damien, let me to tell to you about me more. As I said you earlier, I'm 30 years old, I am "The Twin" on Zodiac, I was born on July, 4, 1974, if you can see I'll 31 y.o. soon :) And when you was born? What's an exact date of your Happy Birthday? Tell me, ok? I'm White Russian girl on nationality. On religion, I'm Christian( Russian Ortodox), and I believe in God Jesus. As I said earlier, I HAVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED AND I DON"T HAVE A KIDS. I'm a sensitive, a kind-hearted, a thoughtful and easily amused. On opinion of my close friends and relatives, I'm a kind, jolly, clever and intelligent, purposeful, sociable.
About my City where am I live? :) I would like to tell to you that I live in Samara City here in Russia. Samara is situated around 1,100 kilometers from Moscow City. The time zone of Samara is GMT+4 too. Our City Samara is one of the largest industrial, scientific and cultural centres of Russia which is situated on the coast of the one of the largest rivers in the world, Volga River. I like my wonderful City very much, though the population of our Samara is around 1,200 thousand people. There are many beautiful streets, squares and other sights in our Samara.
Also I would like to tell to you about my education. I have studied in a Samara State University. I have ended the university in 1997. Also I want to say to you that I have learned the English Language when I have studied in the university, I can speak English without any problems, I think so. But I can see that I'm making many orthographic mistakes, I think so, I hope that you'll can to understand my English without any problems? Really? Please, tell me about this in your next e-mails, ok? Also I would like to tell to you that after the finishing of the university, I have gotten a Diploma of a Speciality "The doctor the Surgeon". But unfortunately I didn't need my education yet, because here in Russia, as in many other countries, it's very difficult to find a good job on a good speciality.
Now I work as the doctor in our hospital. Also I want to speak you, That I have access to Internet computer, which is located in Study of our main doctor here in ours to hospital, because I have no a Computer in my house, and I has asked sanction in ours main doctor for My use of the Internet, and he has permitted me to use the computer in a Free time from my job.Wow, I have written so much! I didn't think that I can to write about myself so much, really. Probably, I'll finish my e-mail to you. Damien, I'll be grateful so much, if you'll write me about yourself so much, as I did it. I would like, if you'll tell me, for example, about your city where are you living, about the weather, is there a hot summer? I have never been in USA, and I'll be glad to know about your country. Ok, let me to finish my e-mail, I hope to see your answer soon! I hope that you'll like to look on my photo too. Oh, sorry, I forgot, my friends Sveta , Oliver , and my parents asked me to say to you a greetings from them! Ok, good bye, Damien, hoping to see your message soon!
Sincerely,
Your friend from Russia,
Mariya.

Letter 2

Hi my friend Damien!
I'm glad so much to receive your answer again! It's very interesting for me to read your messages, from them we are learning more about ourself, and I begin know more about you, Damien.
My dear friend, of course, may be you want learn about our correspondence, about correspondence's essence too, really? As I want to tell that I have decided to get acquainted through an Internet due of my girlfriend Sveta which one year back has gotten acquainted with the foreigner German Oliver , I have said you about this earlier. Damien, may be, possible, we will together in the future time, may be I would like to look our marriage too, if you will want this, I don't want to hide this so important fact, but we must to learn more things about each other more and more, it will reasonably and correctly, really, Damien? I hope that you will agree with me with this fact too. Please, tell me about this, ok? But in my opinion, again and again, we must learn about each other more and more, I repeat this! Please, agree with me, Damien.
My dear friend Damien, I would like to tell you about my family. I want to say to you that I have a large family too. This are my mom Nina, my daddy Pavel too. Also I have two sisters. They are Katya and Masha. My sister Katya is 19 years old. But Masha is smaller sister between me and Katya too, Tanya is ten years old.
On professions my mom is a seller in the shop, and my dad is an engineer on the factory. My sister Katya is a student of the university, she is studing on the lawyer, and Masha is a schoolgirl. Our family are living without any conflicts too, we have a good understanding between our members of our family. Because, I think that our parents gave to us a good education. I think that it's so good and I'm so proud that we have my mom and my daddy. Also I want to say to you that I live with my family in one apartment.
Also I want to tell that I have consulted with my parents about the account my acquaintances with you through the Internet, they have estimated it as positively because they care about my future life of course. My parents would want that I have a happy life, and would want that I will find my man. As I told you earlier, I have never been married.
I like my work. I should spend advices with the patients. Certainly it is very responsible, to do the conclusions for the patients. But I work 5 years and for me it not difficultly. Most of all I like to take part in operations. It is the very much exciting moment. I'm very interested to learn about your work, Damien, and what do you do in free from work time? During our weekends, in my free time, we are with my girlfriends, also with Sveta and Oliver sometime, go for a walk to the city, we like to sit in cafe too for a cup of tea. I like my girlfriends very much, especially my best girlfriend Sveta . She is as native sister for me! By the way I want to say to you that Sveta works as a waiter in our bar. Also I want to say to you that Sveta and Oliver are living in Samara City now. Sveta have visited Oliver to Germany at last time, Oliver asked Sveta to visit in Germany him after that when they have understood that they love each other. I remember, Sveta was so happy in this time. They lived together during two month in Germany. And then they have came to Russia, to Samara City too, simply, Sveta said to Oliver that she have missed about her parents, and that she want to visit on some time her parents, and they came to Samara from Germany. They are very happy together, they love each other very much, I envy to Sveta and Oliver slightly :) and also, of course, we meet with each other sometimes and spend a lot of time together. We are so good friends! Also I want to say to you that I have never been outside of Russia, I have never been in USA and other countries, but I would like to travel at once, it's so romantical, I think :)
Well, Damien, I must to finish my e-mail to you, I hope that we will continue to correspond with each other and you will tell me much more about yourself, and I will try to tell about myself as more as possible in future e-mails. I want to ask you about more things, Damien, and I hope that you will understand my questions and will answer me for them. I want to learn more about your country, please, tell me about your family, about your friends. A great hello to you from my parents, my friends Sveta and Oliver too. I hope to see your message soon. Bye-bye...
GOD BLESS YOU,
YOUR RUSSIAN FRIEND,
Mariya.

Letter 3

Hello, Damien! How are you doing?
Thank you for your answer on my last e-mail so much, Damien. In my opinion, it's so wonderfully, that we are writing to each other, because from our messages we learn about each other more and more, really, Damien? I'm interested in our correspondence very much, it's very interesting to learn about you, about your life in your country, believe me, as a whole, I read your letters with a huge pleasure! Damien, I hope that it will be interesting for you to learn about my enthusiasmes, my favourite things as a whole :)
>From music??? :) I like to listen the russian and foreign musical executors. From Russian musical executors I like to listen the songs of the following groups 'Zemfira', 'Splin', 'Ariya', 'BI-2', and so on. Did you heared about this musical groups? Ok, from the foreign executors I like to listen 'Bon Jovi', 'U2', 'Cranberries', 'Scorpions','Elton John', and so on... In general, I like to listen good and modern music, Damien, and what kind of music do you like? It would be interesting to me to learn about it. Please, tell me, ok? >From movies? I like to look the comedies, fantastic films, romanticism and so on. But very huge impressions have left to me the films 'The Lord Of Rings', 'Harry Potter'. I hope what you looked these films? But especial impression was for me as the film 'The Braweheart' by an actor Mel Gibson, where the war between England and Scotland is described. This film has liked to me by that this film show the natural spirit of the love, the love to a Native Land! I consider, that it's very important qualities, which should have all people on the world! Really? Damien, I hope that you looked this film too, and that you had a magnificent impressions from a viewing of this film. Mel Gibson has played his role as a talented actor on my opinion! I liked to look the film 'Cruel Intentions', on my opinion, it's very sensual and instructive film for all youth. Aslo from comedies I liked the film 'Me, Myself And Irene' by the comic actor Jim Carrey :) I hope that you looked this so ridiculous film :) From a fantasy, I liked film 'Planet Of The Apes', it's a very entertainment film in my opinion'.
Also I want to tell to you, that I like to read the books, especially the literature of the domestic writers: Tolstoy, Chehov, Pushkin, and so on. But I was in huge delight from a reading of th book S. King 'The Dark Tower', in my opinion, it's very interesting book, where the main hero Roland is a purposeful man, he goes to the purpose, to a dark tower, and I like the quality of Roland is the purposefulness! I consider, that this one of the important qualities of any man. I hope what you will agree with me, really, Damien?
About food? Ok, from the favourite food dishes, I want to allocate a fried potatoes, various kind of the soups, also I like a meat too, I don't want to hide it from you:) I like the fish and chicken very much, do you like the chicken? It's so tasty, really? Also I like a pizza very much. It's very tasty too, I like pizza with a cheese. I would like to say you that I like a fruit and vegetables, especially, an apple lemon, orange, banana, tomatoes, cucumbers and so on, there are many kinds of vitamins. Damien, do you like to cook? I cook not bad as my family and the friends said me at once :)
Also about my favorite kind of sports, I like to sport very much, do you like it? In winter I like to ski, it's cool to be on the fresh air. Also I like to play on volley too. But most of all I like to aerobic, we are with my girlfriend Natalia engaged by the aerobic in the free time, on my opinion, this kind of sport helps to support my body in the good form. Also I would like to say to you that I like to dance ball dances:) Have you ever danced the ball dance with any girl? :) It's so attractive and beautifully, really, Damien? I'm sure, that you would like to dance the ball dancing with me at once? :) It will be wonderful! Probably, in the future, we will dance the ball dancing with you, it would be cool! Really? :)
About my hobbie? I like to collect various beautiful female magazines, about a style, about female life for example and so on. For a small period of the time, I have a large collection of different magazines. Simply, I like to read the best magazines.
I would like to tell you about my dreams too. I'm dreaming to drive a car in the future, it would be so cool and interesting. But I want to tell, that our family don't have the car, it's very expensive to buy the car, but our father has told that probably, through one year, he will can to buy the car and I'll can to learn how to drive the car:) Damien, would you like to learn me how drive a car at once? :) It will be kindly since your side:)
By the way, my parents and friends ask about you all time:) Especially my parents, I have told to my parents, that you are decent and good man, my parents are very pleased to our ñorrespondence on the Internet and our relations, Damien. My parents approve our relations and wish to us a good relations in the future, and it's possible, in the future, if we will be together in your country, they would want that we will be a magnificent pair too:) But remember, Damien! We should learn each other ever more and more! Really...? It's very important for me, Damien! The fact in that, if you know, that on the statistics, majority of a pairs are separated because they knew each other not enough, and I don't want to do a mistake at once, I hope that you will can to understand me, Damien, really? As I spoke you earlier, we must to learn about each other more and more from our e-mails.
Dear Damien!!! Also I want to tell you, that I would like to speak with you by the phone at once, I hope, that it's a good idea, really, Damien? I want to hear your voice, Damien, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. But unfortunately, I don't have the telephone in our apartment, because it's very expensive to establish the telephone now in this time in Samara City, but it will be possible, that may be through some months we will have the telephone.Also I have asked to use the telephone at my friends, and Sveta and Oliver too, but all of them doesn't have the phone too, it's the difficult situation with the phone.
>From this, I have thought and I have come to the conclusion, I will can to call to you from the Samara City Telegraph, it's the best variant, Damien!
Dearest Damien, you can give to me the number of your phone, I can call to you from the City's Telegraph, please give me your phone number, ok? I have a huge desire to hear your voice, Damien, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. Please, send me your phone number in your next e-mail, ok??? Please, don't forget, Damien!
Damien, I can't believe, I have written to you such large e-mail. I hope, that it will be interesting to read about me more. Really? Damien, I would be grateful to you, if you will write to me in your next e-mail about your enthusiasmes, about your hobbies, what kind of music do you prefer? What kind of movies and another too? What is your favorite color too??? My favorite color is blue, it calms so much. By the way, my parents, my sisters amd my friends ask me again to say to you a great greetings from them! It's as usual.Damien, I will wait for your next e-mails! Damien, please, write me as soon as possible! Ok? Good-bye, see you soon Damien!
My best regards to you,
your friend,
Mariya.

Letter 4

Hi my dearest friend Damien!
Damien, I was so happy to get your answer again and again, it was so good part of my day when I have saw your words in the computer. Damien, before my coming to computer, I had a sad mood because the weather was very bad, it is very coldly. It is around -15 degrees C of air without sunshine. Today there was a very heavy day at work. I carried out operation at one of my patients. During this operation happened so the patient was close to death. It is a very stressful situation. But fortunately all has passed well. The patient though in coma, but his life that does not threaten.It's ok now. Dearest Damien, I see that we are interested in each other more and more, and I think that it's so good for us, because I have so good and liked friend as you, Damien. I'm so interested by you Damien, that my life became better than before an acquaintance with you, Damien, I feel it, really. You are so good friend, you can understand me as a good friend to good friend, and I think that it's important thing in the life. Damien, I see that you trust me, as I do it with a great pleasure to you, and I think that it's so good thing in our friendship, really, Damien? I hope that you understand me, Damien, that in my opinion, all people in the world must to understand each other in spiritual plan of a dialogue. Do you agree with me, Damien? Tell me about it, ok?Besides I want to inform you my parameters. My growth about 5 '8'. My weight 58kg. By the way I want to say to you that believe in God very much, I believe in Jesus, I am a Christian woman as I said you earlier. I like to go to Church( Russian Ortodox) . Our City's Church is a very beautiful place, there is a lot of an beautiful icons too, I like this. The priests sing beautiful songs and I like it very much. This so calms my soul when I have a bad mood too. But now, I want to say to you that your e-mails calms me too when I have a bad mood, I feel it, Damien. I want to say to you that some people of our work personal, here in our hospital know that we with you write to each other by the Internet. They said me that it's so good for us, they ask me to say to you a friend hello and they, as me, want know more about your country, about your culture. My dear friend Damien, also I want to ask you your full name and your home address on any unforeseen case also. Please, send me it, okey? Damien, I would like to send you my home address too. As a matter of fact may be, possible, our main doctor's computer will break in the any time, as main doctor have warned me, and I think that it will be so pity that we willn't can to write to each other by emails during long time. But I think that God willn't admit it, because he know that we like to write to each other our e-mails as I feel it. Damien, I can send you a postmails or postcards by the usual mail service also. But you must know that will be better if you willn't send me a postmessages or other any parcel posts, for example by our city usual pochtamt. Damien, I want to say to you that it's so shame that we in Russia have a peoples or some mail organizations who like steal the postsendings of any peoples. I know many so shame, so bad cases about it from my girlfriends. It's the shame for this peoples and organizations, realy? I hope that in your country all ok with postorganization. Please, don't send me anything by the our city's pochtamt, I don't want that your postsending will stealed by any thieves! But I will give you my home address and my full name on any case.
It's here:
My full name is Mariya Orehova,
and my home address is:
28 Halilovskaya Street, 2
Samara, 443015 Russia
Please, write this datas on a paper on any cases, ok, Damien? Also, Damien, thank you for your phone number Damien too, I promise you, if I will have a free time, I will call you soon by the Samara's Telegraph as I said you earlier. I so want to hear your voice, it will important for me to hear your voice, Damien. On this note, I will finish my e-mail to you. Please, answer me soon, ok, Damien? I will wait for your messages, Damien.
ALSO AS IT'S USUAL,
'HELLO' TO YOU
FROM MY FAMILY
AND FRIENDS SVETA AND OLIVER TO YOU Damien!!
MY BEST WARMTH FRIENDS HUGS TO YOU! XOXOXO
Sincerely, your dear friend,
Mariya.

Letter 5

Hi dearest Damien!
I have gotten your answer as usual, and I was so happy from your words again! Damien, I want to say to you that your messages became an important part of me and my life, your e-mails help me live, I don't have boring mood in general, but it there comes when is bad weather in the street when it's coldly. But when I receive your warm messages, I forget about bad mood at once, I have a smile on my face and magnificent mood from your e-mails. I can't without your messages now, Damien. You can see that I write to you so long inform e-mails about myself, because I want that we know about ourself very much. I thought that it's so imortant for us Damien, realy Damien?
By the way today in the street there is a strong frost, as all sky has tightened by clouds, wind, I to not love such weather, when there is a frost. But not looking on it, I very much love summer! I love summer, because in this season I have a vacation from my work. I like to spend this vacation with my family and with my friends too. Basically, in vacation I like to go to camping too in the wood, which is situated around near Samara City. Damien, I hope that you know that our russian woods are so beautiful, I hope in America too. There are the pines and beautiful russian birches basically in our woods. Also through this wood proceeds the small river, this place is so real romanticism, believe me Damien! We are with my family, my dad, my mom, and my sisters pack a backpacks, we take a large tent, we take a necessary foodstuff, and we are together with my family go to camping. I like this very much, Damien. Especially, I like to be near this small river too, my dad like to fish very much, I'm not fisher :) But, once I have tried to fish, and I have catched a small carp too :) I was so surprised by this, and what about you? Do you like to fish? :) Also do you know, Damien, that the food which is prepared on a nature more better than the food in home? It's a fish soup basically. Also we eat fish canned food. It's the sprat in a tomato sauce. It's so tasty to eat on nature. In total, I like camping very much, Damien, and how you spend your vacation? Tell me, ok? It will be interesting for me.
Dear Damien, also my friends in our hospital are asking me about you very much all time :) I tell them that you are very good man, also I want to say to you that some my girlfriends envy me slightly because I found so good man as you by the Internet. But I don't address on their envy of any my attention. Also my collegues from my job asked me about that did you sent me any gifts. I answered them that it's not nessesary for me. The main gifts from you to me are your warm messages and you, Damien! Also if your remember, Damien, I said you in my last message about that it's not necessary to send me any parcels by the usual pochtamt services and any others Post Services. I have said to Sveta and Oliver about larceny of postmails and others sendings about that some my friends said me. Oliver was agree with me too that it willn't nessesary to send any things by the Post Services. The fact in that when Oliver and Sveta have got acquainted, Oliver decided to send to Sveta a nice gifts to Samara by any Federal Express Service. This gifts were a beautiful flowers and nice woman white dress for Sveta . When Oliver sent it to Sveta , Sveta didn't receive this so nice gift from Oliver . The gifts were lost by this Service for the not clear reasons. It was so pity for Oliver , and, is especially for Sveta . She cried very much from this to a mountain. Oliver wanted to submit to court on this Service, but Sveta reconvinced Oliver to not submit to court on this Service. So this beautiful gifts was lost without a trace, Damien. From this my dear Damien, please, don't send me anything by the any Post Services, ok? I don't want that will happen as it was happen with Oliver and Sveta . Also Sveta and Oliver want that if we with you will be together, that we will visit them. Damien, they will leave Russia through some time, they will come to Oliver 's Native Land to Germany. Oliver said to Sveta that he don't want to live in Russia, because he likes his native Germany more than Russia, Sveta want to live in Germany too as she said me, also I will miss about them. Also they see that we have a good relation with you and they wish us that we will together soon and that I will come to you in USA, and we will live together as Sveta and Oliver are living together. I want to say to you, Damien, that I will think about you more and more, possible, about my coming to you Damien, I feel that our relations are more than friendship, realy Damien??? I feel it by my heart and soul, because I can't without your e-mails now. Well, Damien, on this I'm finishing my message to you, as usual a warmth greetings from my family to you, and from Oliver and Sveta too, Damien! I'm waiting for your e-mails as soon, as possible!!! Yes, I nearly have not forgotten to say to thee, that I dispatch thee a photo of my parents. I hope, what is it to like thee!
P.S. I want to tell you that I the surgeon, to do of operations on change of a leather, to amputate of parts of a body. I to work each day except for Sunday, since 7 mornings till 8 evenings. I became the doctor because from childhood to dream begin the doctor.
Thinking about you, Damien,
My warmth kisses,
Mariya.

Letter 6

Hello my dearest Damien!
I want to say to you that as usual and usual, I'm happy so much from your answer on my last e-mail my Damien. I think about you my Damien all days. I so wait for your warm messages for me Damien, I want to say to you that now I can't without you and your so feelings emails my Damien. You emails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you Damien is a beterest part of my lonely life now, you messages give me a great happiness and pleasure in my life Damien. Believe me Damien, that I speak this my words with my sincere care to you Damien, with my respect for you Damien. Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my Damien, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my Damien.
In last night I didn't sleep well, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my Damien, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm messages, and in basically about you my Damien. I thought about all my Damien, I want to say to you that I can't without you my Damien, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my Damien, yes................Damien,........yes......
I love you my dearest Damien! My Damien, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it's so sensual for me my Damien, I can't without you Damien. I love you darling! I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it's my love to you my dear Damien. From your messages Damien, I see that we arn't indifferent to each other Damien, I hope that you will agree with me my Damien, is it for true Damien? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my Damien. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my Damien, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you Damien, you are my future man Damien. Also in the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us my Damien. I cried too Damien, because it's so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my Damien, because I can't to be one my Damien, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answred, but I said them that I want it very much, but I can't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my embarrassment. I am felling embarrassed girl, I said about you in my last e-mails my Damien. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not embarrassment my Damien, I feel to you all my love to you Damien!
By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents and my girlfriend Sveta and Oliver . My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling Damien. In the eyes of my mom and my dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my Damien. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love Damien, also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in USA my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you Damien will live in USA because they understand that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm greetings to you and they wish us, my Damien, our future family happiness and great mutual love my Damien. Also my girlfriend Sveta and her boyfriend Oliver said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my Damien. They are very happy about us my dear Damien, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my Damien, and I agreed with them. Also Sveta and Oliver said you a hot friend hello and they will hope that we will together with you Damien. My darling, I am so happy for us my dear Damien. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear Damien, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you write with any another women my Damien??? It's so important for me my Damien, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you Damien write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my Damien. I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love Damien!!! I say you about it very seriously my Damien! It will so pity for me if you are writing with an other woman my dear Damien, and deceive me in our relations, please, say me, Damien, do you write with an other women? We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear Damien, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my Damien? I think that my collegues in our bar will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each other too, I will can to send emails from USA them too. My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much, and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my Damien. I love you Damien and I can't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my Damien. It's so necessary for me my Damien. I so love you Damien!
By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents for my future coming to you my Damien, as I know from my girlfriend Sveta , it are the foreign passport and visa too, I will try learn it Damien in near future time my Damien. My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love Damien. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you. I will wait for your mutual warmth emails, Damien. As usual, warmth greetings from my girlfriend Sveta , Oliver and my family to you.
P.S. Yesterday perfect holiday Valentine's Day. We in Russia too mark this holiday. I very much love you and for me it is the very important holiday. I am very glad that I have met you in the life. I am very happy when I read your letters. For me they are very important. I want to tell you Be My Valentine. I send you a poem to me it seems to you it is pleasant.
Hi my love !!!!!
We'll take a walk together
near the ocean shore,
and I'll kiss your naked body
as you cry with tears of joy...
While I hold you close to me
and keep you from the cold,
we'll whispher to each other
little secrets left untold...
Your busom so inviting
as I beg for your embrace,
it's warmth is so exciting
while tears of pleasure run my face...
And as you lay upon me
I can look into your eyes,
like a gateway into heaven
as the moon begins to rise...
We make love to each other
like the world will never end,
we passionately kiss one another
while time just seems to bend...
All my hot kisses,
Warmth hugs,
Your lady,
Mariya.

Letter 7

Hello my love Damien!
I have gotten your warm words from your answer on my last message my darling! My dear, my love Damien, in my last e-mail I told you about my love feelings to you, Damien, I wrote this message with so close love feelings, dear, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you, because it is so dificult to hide a close feelings to love man, Damien. I love you, Damien, and I want to say to you that, please, don't discharge me from you, Damien. Damien, it is so pity for me that our letters connect us only, I want to see you in reality my Damien. I so want it, darling. Our letters connect our close love feelings to each other, our letters are our rescue with boredom and from all of boring things. I want to say to you my darling that I can't without your letters now Damien, your letters are necessary for me my Damien, I love it and I love you my dear Damien!!!
My love Damien, I want to say that my parents and my best friends Sveta and Oliver are very happy for us my love Damien, they are all time ask about you, about you feelings to me and I don't worry say about our love feelings now, because I don't want to hide my love to you my Damien, I have found sense of my life my Damien, I love you and I miss you my darling.
My love Damien, I want to say to you that my collegues on my job too are very happy for us too. In total all my collegues says me that they are very glad for us too, but one of the waiters say about me very bad things too, she is Raisa, she is 43 years old. She is not so good woman, she gossips about me that I am not considerable woman, because I found you my Damien in Internet and she considers that it is not good my Damien, because she said that in their past live time when in Russia was USSR, in this time boys found the girls and that it was better than in present time, when in more cases girls find boys. I was so bad from Raisa's words my Damien, because I think that she is not right, realy my Damien? I think that man can chose like woman or woman can chose like man if they want it mutual, realy Damien? I think that we have mutual love feelings and it is better of all when the loving each other people love each other mutual, I think that it is an important fact of love about reciprocity. Realy my Damien, is our feelings mutual? I think from our letters that it is true my Damien. Also I want to say to you that Raisa doesn't have a husband, she lives one, she considers that all men do not deserve her attention because, I think, that she is not simple in herself soul, I think that she think very high about herself, she think that all men is silly men, it is her opinion, I don't know why she think so bad about men, why? My dear, did you meet such, I think, silly peoples as Raisa the ideas of which is not right in my opinion. I think that she is not right in that she said about men. I think that this woman is egoist woman, I think that you will agree with me my Damien. But I don't want to say about this woman to you in all because it is so boring for me. Ok? I want to tell about us my dear.
My dear, I want to say to you that my parents so happy that we met each other, I have consulted with my coming to you, I want to say to you that from my words about it my mom and dad were so surprised too, they asked me, am sure about my coming to you, and I have answered that I can't without you and I have decided to be with you, Damien, all my life too. My mom and dad have agreed with me, because they understand that I can't without you, and also they have told me as they love each other when they were young people too. I want to say to you that my mom and dad have asked me to say to you a warmth hello from them! They wish us a good life together too!
My dear Damien, I want to say to you that Sveta and Oliver have reminded me today with my possible coming to you my Damien. The fact in that Sveta have a good aunt Marina in Moscow which, possible, will can help me with an information about my coming to you Damien in future soon. Also I want to say to you that Sveta 's aunt Marina has helped to Sveta at once when Sveta and Oliver have met each other in Internet, when Oliver asked Sveta to come to him in Germany, Hamburg City. Sveta 's aunt Marina has helped to Sveta with all necessary documents for the Sveta 's coming to Germany to Oliver . Marina works in one of the individual tourist firm in Moscow City. It is so positively for us because she will can to help me with all important things of information about all necessary documents for my future coming to you in USA my love Damien. Also I want to remind that Sveta and Oliver will go to Germany soon, as I said you earlier, because Oliver want it, Sveta want it too, they decided about it earlier. And Sveta will address to her aunt Marina about all necessary information for coming to Germany too, and she will ask Sveta 's aunt Marina about all necessary documents and prices of my coming to you in USA.
Sveta will ring to Marina in Moscow soon on days and will ask about all important information too. Also Oliver and Sveta said to you a friend hi again and again my Damien and hope that we will together soon too. They are so happy for us my love Damien. Also I want to say to you my Damien that it is so good that Sveta and Oliver , and also me and you my Damien found each other by the Internet, I think that the Internet is the assistant in everything, in Internet people can find any information, and it is inportant that the people can to fall in love by the Internet, realy my dear Damien? I so love you my darling, and I want to say to you that with every day I want to be with you more and more my Damien, I so love you dear, I can't without you my Damien, you are so necessary for me Damien, I love you, Damien.
On days, possible tomorrow, I want to go to church that I must thank our God that we found each other my love, I so thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you my Damien, I know about it, Damien. My darling, on this I will finish my letter to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love desire, you must know how I feel so happy myself when I read your letters my darling. Ok, I must go my dear, I will miss you Damien, I love you, and I want to be with you for ever soon my love Damien!
Truly,
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
kisses and huges
Mariya.

Letter 8

Hello my love man, my dearest Damien!
How are you doing my Damien? I'm doing so fine, my honey! I have gotten you answer, my Damien, more as usual, it's so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me, your warmth words my dear Damien. My dearest Damien, I love you my Damien, I love you so much that I can't without you now my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the inseparable part of my life my love Damien. I say about it very seriously! Because you know how much I love you my darling Damien, I cann't without you my Damien! All days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting my Damien, I cann't wait a moment when we will meet in your airport my love, I want it so much my darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each other, dearest Damien! My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this my dear Damien, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear Damien, I love you very much, I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my love man Damien! My love Damien, I want to say to you that my girlfriend Sveta tried to connect with her aunt Marina in Moscow to ask her about the all necessary information about my future coming to you my Damien, but I want to say to you that it was so pity for me that Sveta 's aunt Marina wasn't on the place in this moment when Sveta rong to her aunt. But Sveta said me that she will try to ring to Marina to Moscow soon on nearest time! We are me and my parents sure that Sveta 's aunt will give to us all information about my coming to you my love Damien. My dear, I cann't wait a time when we will together my dear, I miss you badly my darling! At last night I couldn't to sleep again my dear Damien, I thought about you and about us my dearest Damien!
My love Damien, before my writing to you, in my mind came a liric thinking about you my darling. I have found an Internet one liric poem too, I want to say to you that I like this poem so much, I want to show my great love and missing about you in this poem, I hope that you will love this feel and soul poem for you my darling, is

---SO FAR AWAY---(by Steve Forsythe)

SO FAR AWAY.....
THE BEACHES OR FORESTS YOU WALK

YET SO CLOSE.....
ALWAYS IN MY HEART

SO FAR AWAY
I CANNOT TOUCH YOUR HAND
I CANNOT FEEL YOUR BREATH
I CANNOT HOLD YOU CLOSE

YET SO CLOSE
I ! CAN FEEL YOU IN MY HEART
I CAN SEE YOU IN MY MIND
I HEAR YOU IN MY EARS

YOU CAN BE SO FAR AWAY
YOU CAN BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD

BUT AS LONG AS I KNOW OF YOUR LOVE....
AS LONG AS I HAVE YOUR DEVOTED EMAILS
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE

FOR,
AS SURE AS THE SUN RISES
AND THE TIDES WILL CHANGE
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR LOVE
AN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE TO MY HEART

My love Damien, I hope you love this poem, it one that makes me think of you often my darling, this poem from my heart which fulled by our love to each other my Damien. I hope that you will can test this so love liric words. My darling, also again and again I want to say to you that my parents are very very happy for that we will together soon my dear Damien. My mom and my dad all time ask about you, and on their words I understand that they love you too, as their native son! My sisters Katya and Dasha ask me about you too :) Simply, my family understand completely that I have found my boyfriend as you dear, my love Damien. Also as usual and usual warmth greetings from my family to you, my dearest Damien!
My Damien, also again I want to share with you my some problem in my job, it's again Raisa, my colleague on work... :( I want to say to you that I heared from Raisa so bad words to my side again recently :( As you remember, as I told you earlier, Raisa think about our love very very bad! I think that simply she envies us very much, really, Damien? She said that all men promise to the women a happy life and love on a beautiful words, and she said that you are not exception :( She said me that you speak a beautiful words to me only, and that you willn't to undertake all of effort for our quick meeting and she said also that simply, all men are people who promise on words very much, but on the actions, as since sides of the gentleman, they are weak people. Also she said that you willn't do all things for our meeting my dear Damien, it was insulting for me from her words :( My dear Damien, I cried from her words very much, she said me a dirty lie!!! Realy, my Damien? She think about all men very bad, I don't know, I don't understand!!! WHY? Why she think about men so bad? I think that she don't and willn't understand so happy feelings as the LOVE between woman and man! My Damien, I want to say to you that I don't want to work in our hospital, it's so pity for me, because from this so bad and silly Raisa. I want to say to you that also Raisa is a distant relative of main doctor of our hospital, she adjusts our doctor against me some time. Raisa said to our doctor that he will forbid me to use the computer for my writing to you, she said that the computer is not for the love feelings, she said that the computer is for work needs only! When I heared it, I cried my dear Damien. Why Raisa is so bad to me and to us with you my darling? WHY? :( I don't understand it, my Damien! My darling, I want to say to you that I willn't can to go against Raisa because she is the relative of the doctor of our hospital, but by the way I want to say to you that I spoke with our main doctor Alexandr too. He said that I don't must to pay of attention on Raisa, but since other side he cann't go against Raisa too because they are the relatives. But Alexandr said me that I can use the computer for my writing to you my dear Damien, because he is a good man and he said that he understand my love to you Damien and he said me that he have a good wife which he love very much and he told also about their love with his wife too, I thank our doctor Alexandr that he has solved me to use the computer that I can to write you my dear, but he repeat me that he cann't go against Raisa, he said that, possible and I think it is true, that Raisa will render on me moral pressure, he said also that it will be better for me that, if I willn't work with Raisa, I will can to leave my job. My darling, I don't want that Raisa offended me by her silly statements!!! I don't want to work with this so bad woman Raisa my darling, I don't want to hear her of the insult never! I want to say to you that my mom and my dad, and also Sveta and Oliver calmed me after Raisa's words. I cried on the shoulders of Sveta . Oliver and Sveta said me that all will ok, because we with you love each other, and any Raisa willn't to prevent us when we will together with you my love Damien, they said also that it will be better that I will leave from my job and I will prepare to my coming to you my dear Damien, my parents and Sveta and Oliver said me that they are indignant by the bad words of Raisa, is especial my dad. He don't want that her daughter as me willn't offend anybody. By the way my parents and Sveta and Oliver sure that you will a good husband for me, and also that you willn't offend me never, I said to my parents and Sveta and Oliver that you are not capable on bad things with me as do it Raisa. My dear Damien, please, promise to me that you willn't offend me, please, promise me about it my dear, please, I trust you so much, and I don't want that you will break my heart at once! I love you so much my dear Damien, I so trust to your love feelings to me my darling, I cann't without you my Damien, I cann't! I want to be with you for ever my Damien, I love you and I miss you badly, darling, I hope that we will find all our life forces for that we will together soon my love Damien. I love you and I miss you very much my Damien! Ok, on this note, let me finish my letter to you my Damien, I want to say to you that I will wait for you messages with a great pleasure. Ok, see you soon my love Damien.Ok, again and again warmth greetings from my mother, my father, my sisters and Sveta with Oliver to you my dearest love man Damien!!!
Thinking about you so much, Damien,
My aspiration to be with you as soon as possible,
Truly, your love Mariya.

Letter 9

Hello my love man, my dearest Damien!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm really happy so much to receive your lovely answer again and again my darling!!! I love you, I cann't without you, dearest love Damien!!! I can't be apart from you, it's so hard! My Damien, you are my life, Damien, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth, to look into your kind and tender eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you, dear. I'm sure everything will be well and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together my Damien. I often think about us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy, my love Damien. I know that our hearts will together always, because our love is eternal, this great feeling connects the another people and us through a continents. My dear, my love Damien, as it seems, this feeling great love which includes a three basic feelings. These feelings are a trust, careful attitude to each other, and complete understanding to each other, sometimes even understanding without words,do you agree with me my darling? But not looking on that the love is very strong great feeling, it also is very fragile, realy my dear, because only one word or an not right action can destroy it and already anybody willn't can to restore this great feeling. Probably, you will think that a purpose of all my correspondence with you it's only desire to leave for USA.
Believe me my love Damien, it's not so my love, the fact in that when I began to write to you, I couldn't believe what it is possible to fall in love through the Internet. I thank God and an Internet that we found each other in this so large world my darling. Only I have decided to try to do it and that from this it has turned out. We are me and you love each other very much and we should be together, because we can't withoiut each other my darling. I have learned much in the searches as we want to meet each other very much.
Damien, my dearest love man!!! I have a good great happy news for us my darling Damien!!! My girlfriend Sveta have connected with her aunt Marina to Moscow at last. Marina has said to Sveta that she has learned how much cost a visa and a foreign passport too. Marina have called in embassy and there have said to her that it will be better for us with you, Damien, if I will have the visa of a tourist. This tourist visa B-2, the visitor visa will valid during six months. On this type of visa I'll can travel till USA without any restrictions. The price of this visa, as Marina was informed in embassy, is 130 US dollars. Besides the process of the registration of the visa costs 75 US dollars. By the way Sveta 's aunt Marina as has taken an interest about other kinds of the visas too, as to her have said, that there is a set of kinds of the visas. For example, visa of a bride. Marina has thought that this visa of bride approaches to us, but her in Embassy have said that this visa costs more expensively and visa's registration costs a lot of money. It's around 700 dollars US and the registration of the visa will during seven months, it is very long and expensive! From it because the tourist visa B-2 is the betterest variant than visa of bride now for us my love Damien! My love Damien, I want to ask you one thing my Damien, I will need to ask your help with a financial charges for the getting all necessary documents for my coming to you, Damien. As probably, may be you know an economic situation in our country, simply it's awful, and at our bar don't give the salary to work personal during a long time. Our government explains it to those that simply they don't have a money, it's a difficult financial situation, and they don't have a recourses on the salary for the any kind of the job in total. My dearest, my love Damien, I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only recourses separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey, and I don't want to lose you. Nobody can help me with it. Of course, I asked my parents and friends Sveta and Oliver too to help me with this charges on the necessary documents for my coming, but my mother and father doesn't have such money though they would like to help us, Damien.
My dearest Damien, in general I'll need for 400 US dollars. It's certainly large money, you probably have thought what is it more than the total price of the visa and visa's registration, but I will must to get the foreign passport too of course the price of which is 70 US dollars. Also I will need to pay for medical exams too, it will be 50 dollars. And of course I will need to pay for the coming from Samara to Moscow City, I have learned about the price of the airplane ticket Samara - Moscow, it will be 1080.00 russian rubles or it is around 35 US dollars.
By the way Sveta 's aunt Marina will try to find the cheaper prices of the air ticket for the fling to you. I want to ask you, Damien, what is the nearest airport (name of the airport) from your city? Also, please, tell me about the approximate price of the airplane ticket too, ok? Please, Marina will need this datas as she said to Sveta . As Sveta said me, Marina will try to find a cheaper airticket! I so happy from this so happy news!
But now, at first, my Damien, I will must to begin a process of the registration of all necessary documents, in total I will need 400 US dollars as I said, Damien. My dearest Damien, if you will send me this so necessary recourses for this documents, it will be better to do through a system of Western Union, I have interested about this at my friends Sveta with Oliver . Damien, I want to say to you that when Oliver asked Sveta to come to him in Germany, and he helped to Sveta with the necessary Sveta 's charges for her coming, Oliver have sent the necessary recourses on the documents and airplane ticket to Sveta through the sistem of Western Union too. Oliver trust to this sistem Western Union, as Oliver have said me, Western Union is the beterest and fast transfer system in the world. Also my love Damien, as Oliver said me, you will need in some datas from me, you will need my full name, if you remember, Orehova Mariya , also here is an address of the nearest bank where is situated the sistem of Western Union in Samara :

GUTA BANK
SPORTIVNAYA, 30
SAMARA , 443030
RUSSIA
Orehova Mariya

My dearest Damien, I want to ask you, when you will sent this recourses 400 dollars, it will be necessary for me, that you must to send me an important information which required at a parcel of money. As Oliver said me, it is the control number which consist of 10 digits (Money Transfer Control Number-MTCN). This number you will have in the receipt which work operator will give you. My dearest Damien, you will must to send me this so important data in e-mail. Without this data MTCN I willn't can to get the recourses which are necessary for my coming to you my dear Damien. My love Damien, I understand completely that it's a large money, but to me any more on whom I can to rely and on this I ask you about your help with this charges. My love Damien, we are me and you love each other very much and we will together, simply, I sure in it my darling Damien!!! I'm waiting and I'm dreaming for a moment of our meeting in your airport my Damien. I will cry in this moment, when I will leave from an air gangway and when I will see you my Damien, because it will from our happiness my dear Damien. I close my eyes and I am imagining about this so happy picture. My love, I dream as we will live together my darling, to go for a walk, keeping for our hands my love Damien. I want that you will show me your native land, a places where you like to go for a walk and where you like to spend a more of your time, also I want to get acquainted with your relatives and closest friends so much! I want to be with you very much, so much my love Damien! I love you Damien, and I miss you my dearest love Damien! My dear Damien, I want to say to you that I have spoke with my mom and dad, also with my sisters about us again and again, especially about my coming to you. I want to say to you that my family have so many happy smiles for us and they approve our close love feelings with you my Damien, they are so happy because we love each other very much, simply they have said me that we will happy with you and they wish us a large happiness together! They see my feelings and my happiness from our love with you, and they understand me that we with you can't without each other and wish us a great love in this time and our future life too! Simply great greetings from my family to you, Damien, please, accept the love from my parents, they love you as a relative son! Also hi from Sveta and Oliver to you too! I so thank Sveta and Oliver , because they are my closest friends and because thanking to them, especially to Sveta , we have found each other, Damien.
Well, my love Damien,
let me to end my e-mail my dearest Damien, I'm waiting for your messages so much my love man Damien!!!
I love you Damien,
hugs and kisses,
Truly, your love lady for ever....Mariya .

Letter 10

Hi my love Damien!!!!!!!!
As I to understand from your letter that you leave at date of birth to grandmother in Ireland. I want to give best regards to your grandmother and to congratulate å ¸ happy birthday. Please make it from me! As I want to say to you that. I want to say You that if you to send me necessary funds in Monday or Tuesday that in Wednesday I could go in Moscow and begin registration of the documents that I To understand that you to not have time to send necessary funds for the visa from USA but it it is possible To make and in Ireland. For it you is necessary only my complete name and address of bank in City Samara to arrive to you my love. I want to say to you that if you to send To me money for the visa in the beginning of week that approximately on Wednesday I can fly to Moscow and To begin registration of the visa. I want the visa will inform to you that to be done within 8 days. I think that just all documents will be ready to your arrival in USA. I very much often think of that, as though together with thee we would conduct time. I think of that as together we would have ours with thee romantic evening. First of all. I would invite you over for dinner. I'm cooking. First I would you to shower me with my favorite flowers. Dining room table would be set with the best dishes, best flatware, bascily the best of everything because you deserve it. Two candles in the center of table they would be the color of red as the symbol of love. Classical music playing on the CD Player. Lights turn down low. We have a fireplace in living room totally brick. So fire would be crackling. So basiclly the setting would be good music, good food and good atmosphere. You would come over to my side of the table and ask me to dance. I take your hand hold you close as we would stay to the music. Holding one another passion stiring with-in.
You look into my eyes I look deeply into yours trying to read eachothers thoughts. We would dance for a while not to worried about the dinner. Just knowing we are togther talking, spending time with one another becomes the event of the evening. Then after dancing we could sit next to the fire. Munch on some popcorn with lots of butter if you'd like and sip our favorite beverage and laugh and giggle at eachothers leveity. Then maybe if the mood is right and all the signs are visible then maybe not you never know. We kiss for the first time. Hoping and wishing that the night will never end. New thoughs and emotions stir with in us. I place my hand on your cheek. As I looking longingly into your eyes. Sending a mental thought as you read my mind. Hoping you are thinking the same as I am. Then we may kiss some more. Filling the night with endless passion. Then when the night comes to a close you walk me to my door. One more kiss for the road then we part. Only to go home knowing we had had the best evening with one another that any two people could share. As we put on our night close and turn out the light we aly there in bed only thinking of eachother, the dreams of spending another day together will hopefully come soon. Well what do you think? Sound good? Well there is more nights and days that could sound just as or more romantic. I love being romantic and putting forth the effort in doing so. I sense you are one too. So I think we could make quite an interesting life togther once the time has come. I hope I don't seem like I am pushing you or rushing you to think something your not ready for. My point is someday if things become more romantic between us that these things could be a possiblity. Only time will tell.
On it I want to finish my letter to thee. I shall wait very much from thee the letter, please write to me, I very much it want.
Always thy and only thy, Mariya.