Letter(s) from Tatyana Scheglova to Nicolai (Denmark)

Letter1

Hello my new and very much the distant friend Nicolai!! How are you?
Tell to me please as your real name? How to me you name , by name?
I am very glad that We have started correspondence with you. Because it really gives for me The big chance that I can find the friend and can be beloved. But We can understand it only when we shall know about each other much. Therefore I very much want to write in this letter as more useful Information for you. I hope that you can understand my letters? It Not a problem for you? Inform me?!!! I know English.
I for a long time Tried to search the man.
I want to tell to you about that that I live in the city of Cheboksary, it is good the city, he is in the Tatyana region region Russia in republic Chuvashia. The population of our city about 500000 person.

I think that you Have a question for me: why I did not marry Russian to the man? I I shall be glad the answer to him. I had several years ago boyfriend, I Very much loved him and the family with him wanted to create. But he of saws many vodka And sometimes even beat me. But I suffered these insults. But then we not Could be more together and have left, he lives with the girl, which Vodka together with him drinks. I very much do not like when the man drinks a lot of vodka, It is very bad. I do not drink and I do not smoke. I heard much on To TV, from books and from people that men from other countries very much They are good also can appreciate and respect women. Therefore at me has appeared Dream to find beloved outside Russia!!! I shall be happy
To allow love, dream care, caress good and kind the man!!!!

I want to write to you about myself. I already spoke you my name is Tatyana, To me 29 years old. My birthday on September, 10, 1977. Inform me Exact date of your birth?!!! I shall be glad to know it! My growth 170 Centimeter, my weight of 52 kgs. As you saw my hair on Photos the blonde
also I have average length. My color of eyes Blue. My constitution good and I think that my figure is fine. Excuse me for such impudence:))). I I work in shop of perfumery as the seller. What to write to you, i use also the Internet of cafe.
As I have no computer of a house and phone.
I hope, that you could learn much About me from this letter!!! I to write diligence is as much as
possible My data!!! I shall be glad if you will write more about yourselves and it is possible To the family and that as well as where do you live. It will be very interesting To me!!!! I shall finish this letter today!!!!!
I hope, that have liked you my picture. I would like to see your picture also.
I hope to see Your answer as soon as it will be possible!!! Your newfriend Tatyana.

Letter 2

Hi my friend Nikolai! How at you weather? At us spring, now at us +15 C.
I want to tell to you that I not when was not outside Russia.
But here not that does not hold me. I dream to visit there where I was not, to me it is very interesting!
Now I'm at work and I have small break. That is having not rummaged and simply there is a free time. There is an audit of the goods, it is recalculation of the goods. So there is each month. Before us with girls to give out wages, check presence of the goods. Sometimes it happens, that money less than should be, and sometimes on the contrary. But so less often, there is no money more often. I do not know, from what it occurs. It maybe a mistake, and maybe, someone is not pure on a hand. And if it's less than goods, than money our collective divides the sum of shortage into all fifty-fifty. So we work. But will finish talk about work, it's boring. I want to tell to you, that to me the age of my future husband is not so important either he is rich or poorer. All this has no for me great value. The most important for me that the husband was kind, tender and also we had mutual understanding among themselves because it is very important!!! I very much would like that we saw all high qualities each other and really had love and strong feelings. I want to tell to you a little about my family. I live in an apartment from 2 rooms. I not when have not been married and I have no children! We live with mum and my senior brother, to it now 40 years and he works as the driver. My mum on pension, I the daddy has died in 1990. my mum worked in militia earlier, and the daddy was the doctor. I have finished economic faculty and have received higher education, but it is a problem in our city to have work the economist and consequently I work as the seller. My city Cheboksary is about 900 kilometers from Moscow. As we live almost on coast river Volga.
If it's fair, I do not believe in friendship between man and woman. If man is friends with woman, on some reason, he usually want to oversleep with she. Or he loves her, but she is indifferent to him, also he is necessary to be content with friendship. I think so Men such ridiculous! And if the woman is beautiful, very beautiful, she may make all with the man, what she want. I'm not beautiful, I know it. Maybe slightly I'm nice, but no more. But my dream is those. I want, that somebody have estimated me for my personal qualities, instead of for my appearance. Tell me about
yourself, OK? What you expect from our dialogue? What you like, and what unlike? Tell me about your country, about your customs and habits. Some people speaks, that people in your country lonely and closed and they have few present friends. Is it truth? Tell me about your house, please. Is where you live beautifully? At on now bad weather. What is the weather at you? Audit will now be finished, and I'll go to a trading counter. To serve buyers. And what razor you use?
Mack 3? May be Shik? These shaving systems are very popular at our men. Bye! I hope, that you not exhaustion this long letter:))). I very much diligence that it was interesting to you!!! your Tatyana.

Letter 3

Hello my friend Nikolai! Thanks you for your pictures. I liked to observe i=t very much!
How is your affairs? At last, I could work on computer.
very complex day yesterday was and I had a lot of work. Our weather Well +15=D1, it warmly. I am surprised very much with events which occur in our country, where active terrorism and captures of cities, where complex conditions. My brother with his family wait when to them will give an apartment from work. To it the promise to do it to 1993 more year, but he till now lives with us. 5 person it is a little close, but we have got used. I very much would like that people in our country had the best life and more than good conditions. But it only dream, the winter directs at ideas to write about sad, but these are realities of the Russian life. I want to tell to you about myself little bit more. My favourite color is blue. My= favourite flowers it is a violet. I well concern to any style of music, the most important that she was as mood. But I listen to Russian fate more. I very much love comedies. And still I look thrillers. I think the American comedies and thrillers the best in the world. Russia is not able to do good cinema. I really want to find native soul about which we shall live together happily long and long years. I am very tired from all troubles and misfortunes of our city and the country, from Russian men who do not recognize love and pleasure of family. Therefore I do not want much from a life, is simple that I have found good the man!!! There can be it there will be you? It is necessary for us to study much about each other. We should completely belief that we have found that that for a long time searched and then we shall be happy!!! I very much would like it!!! My religion the Christian and I visiting church from 2 weeks about one month. We also observe some religious posts and holidays. It is not so strong difficulty of us, but we know that our souls pure before the god and we are happy from it. At leisure from work I very much love walks on the nature, in theatre. The nature delivers to me a lot of pleasure. I am happy when a presence there!!!! I love meetings with friends and many conversations on the last years or the childhood. It is very fine!!!! In the street it is already dark also we have closed shop. I have remained to finish this letter. Because I began to write him during the lunchtime and half for 1 hour has not had time to write even. But now I did not hurry up and I stop to write. Soon I shall go home in the cold bus and I shall go on dark street to the house. But I shall be glad to think of our correspondence. It is very interesting to me. I have feeling in soul, that I have found the new good friend!!!! your Tatyana.

Letter 4

Hello my dear Nilolai! With impatience waited your letter.What mood?
What for feelings at you on soul? What you think of me? Forgive, that it is too many questions. I would like to learn you more and more. For me the friendship very much means. The friendship is communication between people which pulls together people. The friendship does people by relatives to each other. They have one blood, therefore friendship, it not simply conversation with each other and an exchange of any ideas or experiences. The friendship is an exchange of souls, an exchange of feelings. The love she is very similar to friendship, but is much stronger. The love does two people by a single whole. If the person is jealous loved or regrets to him of something is not love. For me attitudes with the person very much mean. And for you? What people mean for you? When people begin to love you how you concern to them? Once again ask to forgive me for a heap of questions. I not so like, when to me ask much. dear you have things which you irritate? I do not like, when the person is drunk. I very badly treat harmful habits. I do not understand, what for someone sells drugs, you see it ruins many people. Unless money cost human lifes? I never use alcoholic drinks and I do not smoke. I want, that my children were healthy. I so want to have children. I think, that human attitudes should not depend on money. Only the love may give a high-grade marriage. You with me agree dear? I do not have present friend. At me is familiar and fellow workers, but they never will go on victims for the sake of me. They only can sympathize with me if the help will be necessary for me or I shall be in a trouble. I can trust only to mum. I know, that she will help me always. She will make everything, that will be in her forces. And now, I hope, at me very good friend dear has appeared still. Write to me necessarily. Tatyana.

Letter 5

Hello my dear friend Nikolai! How are you??? You very attractive person. When I read up your letter, I feel a small regret, that it was terminated and at the same time I am happy. It is similar to when finish to read the interesting book. Only except for it, I feel something else. I feel, that me pull to you. dear you sometime tested similar feeling when you pulls to the person? For me it is amazing, as I still at all did not see you. For me you not simply attractive person, you also very good person. I have understood it on your words. I am happy to know you. For me it is honour. I know, that you count me the beautiful person. But I want to know fairly, what I need to change in the appearance? I think, that I am not ideal. I would like to be better to like you. You know, that I live in Russia in city of Cheboksary. My city is in republic Chuvashia. It is very beautiful city. His age exactly one thousand years. In him lives about 500000 people. Unfortunately now it was the city in which a lot of criminality. To leave on street after approach of night it happens very dangerously. I never left the city. To travel to me it seems very interestingly. In the childhood, I dreamed, that sometime I shall go round all world and I shall see many different people. But now I became adult and I understand, that with my financial income it to make simply not probably. I can not even visit to have a rest to Black sea which is in a southern part of Russia. I for a long time had to say goodbye to children's dream. It would be very interesting to me to learn more about that place where you live. Tell to me dear. Ok? How people live in your city? What these people? With the help of you, I can open for myself new city in which you live. It is very interesting to me. You now for me very dear friend dear. I hope, you will not delay the answer Tatyana.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Nikolai! I understand each your word or even I feel him all soul. Today I have understood, that constantly I think of you and these ideas deliver me happiness. I have asked me to release from work, not having told the true reason, what for I need to go. This reason were you. I wanted to be convinced, that you have written to me and to give you the answer. I searched for usual friendship in the Internet, but today have understood, that have found something the greater. I have found you and it seemed to me, that I test to you strong feeling. I tried to convince myself, that it may not be. I know about you not much enough and not to time did not see. But my heart, my soul speak, that I knew you all life. You trust in resettlement of souls after death. I earlier in it never trusted, but at me such feeling, that we were together earlier. I as though hear your laughter and I see your smile for which I am ready to give all. My dear, it seems to me, that our relations are very serious, than simply usual correspondence. Forgive, if you have believed in my friendship and did not expect from me anything the greater. I trusted in friendship, but now I feel more, than the usual friendly attitude. I very much very much wish you happiness and I do not want you to torment with feelings which you from me would not expect. I shall understand your refusal. Please, be fair with me as were fair before. If, you want, that I was near to you, we will need to apply many efforts to meet.
I shall speak today with mum about you. I yet did not speak her, that have met the man in Internet. But now I think, that the moment has come to speak her about us with you! I also shall
go to ask the boss that he has given me holiday from work in the near future. I think, that he will be not against as I two years had no holiday. Holiday simply was not necessary for me, as I at all did not have time for my private life! Ok, now I should go.
I with impatience shall wait your answer. I believe you and I trust.
Kiss you and hugs! Your Tatyana.

Letter 7

Hello my loved Nikolaj! How at you weather? At us the spring warm weather!
I yesterday spoke with my mum what to wish to have relations with the man from other country. It has funny smiled and then has told, that when it was young corresponded with the man from Austria but then yet was not Internet and it was necessary to wait long when the letter will find the addressee on the post mail!
But they could not have a future as then there were other times. Then there was an Iron Curtain and the authority had communists who considered, that the Soviet girl should not have the relations with the person from capitalist country!
I am glad, that we now live in Democratic Russia and I can visit you without any problems! We with mum long spoke also it has asked me, that I am really confident, that you the good person and will not cause me a pain!
I had told my mather, that I can trust you, not because I am good to know you.
Simply I to feel, that you good heart!!!
For this purpose the meeting also is necessary to us to not play for time on Internet.
I to wish to speak with you looking each other in eyes and to learn you in a reality!
I spoke with my boss. It has told, that I can take holiday in the the middle May for one month. I also am very grateful to it. My mum has learned, that it can receive tickets of the plane for 50 Percent from cost, as it the deserved worker (internal affairs) of militia of Russia.
To it will allocate money from fund of the Ministry of Internal Affairs of city Cheboksary. Now it on pension and to it in December have handed over an award of 1 degree for merits before fatherland.
An award the president of our republic Chuvashia Nikolay V.
My Mather asked, that you have given me the name of the airport and city in which I should arrive!
Write to me the airport in your city! Also write to me the your full data.
I to give you the my full data and home address too!

My full name: Tatyana Kupsoltseva. My address! Street an home: Sverdlova 10-34.
City: Cheboksary. State: Chuvashia. Country: Russia.

I hope to receive your answer soon! I all to burn from impatience!
I will take tomorrow free day from my work to go to learn, that I need to do to receive all necessary documents for visiting your country!
I will write to you tomorrow more information! Love and Kisses! Your Tatyana.

Letter 8

How are you Today my Sweet heart Nikolai? I today for a long time could not fall asleep, as me all tormented ideas about you and about our first meeting. Today I do not work. I am glad, that I shall be soon capable to arrive to you. I went to transport campaign to learn, what documents to me need to be issued and in what term. To me have told, that I need to make out the visa, foreign the passport and the insurance document, and also the medical inquiry. I all over again was very much afflicted, as to me have told, that 2 months is required to legalize these papers as it will be necessary to give inquiry in embassy for reception of the visa, and now the big turns! Then it is necessary to wait approval of the visa. The passport for travel abroad will be ready in one week after payment. I informed about it to the mum. She did not begin to waste time all for nothing. We with her went to the Ministry of Internal Affairs. I am very grateful to her, as she has solved my problem with reception of the visa. I have written the application on reception of the visa and they at once have made inquiry in embassy directly! Now I shall be capable to receive the tourist visa for one month without any problems! My visa will be open for 30 days. To me her to make out during two weeks. I now do not need to wait for 2 months. Only 2 weeks and the visa will be at me! Also I have met with approval from fund of the Ministry of Internal Affairs for reception of the discount of 50 % at purchase of air tickets! Now it is a little about sad. Not all so is smooth as me it would be desirable. There were problems with payment of documents and the ticket. I need to pay till May, 15. To me need 820 euro to capture all cost of my documents and the ticket plus transport campaign keeps the commission for rendering of services and for speed of official registration of papers, and also an insurance sheet on 150 euro. I yesterday have received my wage payment 120 euro. Some accumulation. Also my mum has given me all money which at her were in a coin box. For me it is a pity nothing to her. But all the same it is not enough money to capture all charges of my travel! I now everywhere to try to borrow money, but everywhere was refused. It me very much to afflict as my happiness was so close. I have thought and have decided to write to you about this problem as I know, that you to not give up to me and I think, that will be capable to help me as I all to make, that was in my forces and even little bit more! Certainly it is not convenient for me to ask you about such help and in other situation I would not ask you about it, now I do not have more other output. I was always fair with you and to want, that you trusted me, as the trust always stands on the first place in relations. It is required to me 550 more euro. Please transfer me this money today or tomorrow. I know, that there is a fast way of transfer of money between the countries. Systems of monetary transfers Western Union and money gram. You can use any of these monetary systems.
Their addresses in my city.
1) Western union: RUSSIAN AGRICULTURAL BANK; URITSKOGO, 12.
CHEBOKSARY, 428032. RUSSIAN FEDERATION.
2) Money gram: SVIAZ BANK; 44, YAROSLAVSKAYA STR. CHEBOKSARY, RUSSIAN FEDERATION
428000
For transfer of money to you it is required my nameplate data. My full name: Tatyana Kupsoltseva. I sent my home address to you in the letter yesterday!
I was necessary to return you all this money when there will be at me such opportunity. I do not like to be the debtor. Nevertheless I am very happy what to find you! What weather at you in the
near future will be? At us +20!
I should go now home. I shall wait for your letter!
More Love and more kisses! Your Tatyana.

Letter 9

Hello my dear love Nikolai!
I have received yours the letter. I have well understood it.
I to tell all to my mum concerning that that you asked, I wanted to send money to you, but mum has not resolved to me it.
I very much miss on you, and very much I want to be with you my lovely Nikolai.
I cannot argue with my mum. I do not know what now to do.
Prompt that to me to do? I completely trust you.
I all time think of you Nikolai.
I shall wait your answer. Yours Tatyana.

Letter 10

Hello my loved Nikolai!
I have received your letter!
I have understood you, it is bad that you me to not trust, I am afflicted.
The way is convenient for me, that you then arrive to me.
I shall know that I am necessary for you. I shall not go to Moscow.
It is the big city and I do not know there not whom.
I very much want to be with you my lovely Nikolai!
I also think of you all time!
I shall wait from you for the letter. With love yours Tatyana.