Letter(s) from Alisa Nikolaeva to Buddy (Canada)


Hi my lovely prince ,it was wonderful to read your new lines of your new letter.

It is so much passion and so much trembling in them.

I nevertheless see that you may not believe the happiness still. But to you will come in it to believe it the validity.

It is the present love has rushed into your life! She has not knocked at all on your door has simply come and does not want to leave.

And she will not leave never she there was inside you she has remained inside me.

Now she has hidden but when we shall see each other she will cheer up.

She becomes the big burst of emotions. She will be free and can do all that will want with us. We in her authority now lovely.

More there is no disappointment there is no pain for the last insults more. There is only I and you and anybody more on all white light.

There are two hearts.

Two hearts which are beaten in a uniform impulse ready to merge in one big heart filled by love.

Now all that around not so important is important only that as soon our hands will incorporate.

New life of any loneliness begins more is not present.

There is no more grief and should not be and there are no doubts. It seems to me that our love will suffice for the whole world.

I now sit I write you the letter and I listen to a slow song of group O-Zon which refer to as " Oriunde Al Fi " and on heart it is very quiet and pleasant.

I think that you now think of me because I feel heat on soul.

Last night at me was such feeling that with you something happened also I simply might not find to itself(himself) a place.

I do not know why I had such feeling but it was I long not might fall asleep. But then I have calmed myself and could fall asleep.

Loved I very much worry for you. Even if you will be ill to me I will be very sad also shall worry.

All these compliments are devoted only to you my sweet!!!!! I love you!!!!!!

I so have strongly got used to you that you for me became an ideal - you mine and whose more, only mine!!!!

I give you to nobody!!!! I trust you and I can tell about the places in a body and in soul, I have nothing to hide from you - you see you my lovely!!!!!

I like and I adore you!!!!!

I can continue indefinitely!!!! Lovely morally I am available to all tests. I was adjusted on preparation for trip.

It will be the most desired travel to my life.

I want to capture you tenderness. I examine that the creation of the spiritual emotional basis of the man is exact and it is meaningful the purposes of formation of family. I want to you to inform that my feelings and words concerning you always were, I am sincere also always understood, that we put a lot of trust that our union would be, when it is real. Now I am sure concerning all 100 , that I can to you to trust. And you, that the man, that to me is necessary.

When I read your letter, I saw in it your sincerity and fidelity to me.

I have made of your letter for me the directly large conclusion, which is possible is to expressed in three words by I LOVE YOU.

Today I even felt so highly, in me by all was going so easily, because my ideas were directed concerning you.

I as knew, when I think of you, and you think of me, and it to heat up my soul and body. You probably think, that I examine such not modern, but I that at first time I should have affinity with the favourite man. Now in me the large propensity to you, I do not know, why but it - truth. Sometimes such dreams dream me, that it is a shame to me to you to speak concerning it.

This dream dreamed me today at night. We have supper with you in you, at home and then we go to you in dream, and we begin to be engaged with you love.

But in life I know of rather very small floor, only on television films and would like to study maximal with you concerning it.

The justification, that I speak with you so sincerely, but I think, that you should know concerning me only.

I would be happy to visit you - limit of my desires.

My favourite time of reception of the foodstuffs, which I do not know on any other business, I love everything, that is made with a fruit.

I very much love you, and completely you I trust.

Lovely that I can tell this smallest to you still more so much many words in my stock but I am afraid that at me onoaioe hands to print them.

There is nothing better than to speak gentle words to the person directly looking to him in eyes.

I wait for the moment when I can tell you the most important words looking to you in eyes.

It will be the unforgettable moment in my life.

Loved, on it I shall finish letters to you.

I wait following your letter with impatience as always.

Set of kisses and strong embraces for you. I love you I miss on you lovely.

Yours for one century Alisa!!!!!!!!

Letter 2

Hi my sweet peach, I so am glad to read your letter again. I hear from you so much pleasant gentle words! I never and there is nobody did not hear similar.

You force my heart to thaw you have allowed me to fall in love with you but I do not regret about it I want to be in love in you.

I for a long time did not test similar feelings and that that occurs now lifts me on heavens.

You force me to regret about that that I now not with you I so want to embrace you and and so I want you to kiss.

It is similar to that when tease. It would seem we so are close but simultaneously and so are far from each other.

As though I would like to close eyes and having opened them to see you near to me.

But alas oaei may be only in imagination. But on the other hand we may force to come true any imagination if we like each other.

Loved it seems to me for us there has come that time when we may not be detached from each other any more.

I any more shall not sustain this torture in distance. I a thought to us was necessary to meet to give will to our feelings differently our feelings will die being in a cell under the name distance.

Unfortunately I have no a photo in a swim suit.

I thought very much and have understood that our meeting is necessary for me as air.

I should be near to you I at last should understand that I want and I think that you too should define the feelings.

I am slightly embarrassed but lovely I very much would want to meet you soon.

Yes I want to ask you you want to meet me in the person shortly????

It is important for me because I very much love you and for me am intolerable to be far from you.

In general I loved mine want to visit you to your country and to begin to build our future with you????

Take off to you I can from Moscow or St. Petersburg.

For the sake of a meeting with you I can take holiday in the near future.

Lovely I very much want to arrive to you I want to feel that you are real both that you beside and that you love me.

You know that I indefinitely trust you. And I want that you knew it. I was sometimes difficult to trust the person under the Internet think.

I want from you reciprocity. I want that we had mutual trust. I trust you because I am pushed with love to you.

I would not like that we hesitated the friend before the friend and of something were afraid.

I want to tell that I the adult person which do not love hypocrisy and a deceit. I am very trustful also me easily to convince on something.

I had to suffer because of my trust much. And I do not want more. You trust me??? It is very important for me.

I want that you have believed in my love. It not jokes I am really strong in you have fallen in love.

And if you will leave me that my heart will be broken. And probably I shall never not search any more for the loved person I there will be one.

But now I want to belong to you lovely my prince. Write hundred you think of it. Consider to this it is serious important for us.

I wait your letter with the answer.

I love you and sant a big kiss for you!!!

Your for ever Alisa!!!

Letter 3

To my lovely man,

My tender, I shall start this letter with that that I shall tell that is boundless I love you and I shall like what did not happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope that at you all well lovely at me all perfectly! Greetings to you from mum and her best regards.

I have told mum yesterday that at us conversation on that to meet was and has told that I want to go to you to meet you.

Mum was slightly excited but at the same time I have told shall write to you her words exactly ,

she have told: " Alisa you waited the happiness many years and you have deserved the right on him and I am happy that you have found him now all in your hands "

These words of mum were for me as suggestion to me and now I am quiet and I know that mum has no anything against.

I waited your letter with the big impatience because I worried I only might assume that you will answer me.

In a head different ideas I climbed thought that you will answer that you are not ready to this and you still need time.

Time for me the most terrible enemy the more slowly it lasts the more sadly to me.

I always knew that sooner or later to us will be necessary to talk about a meeting but did not know as it to make and that then will be.

For me iaa personal meeting this beginning of my new life and I hope you think as well as I.

And now I have read your letter and have understood that your opinion on it to converge with mine.

I do not have words to express the happiness you have agreed to meet me!!!!!! I in the seventh sky with happiness!!!!!!

It was the important step in our relations and we have made him and now I shall not go any more back I shall be with you up to the end.

Whether personally I thought much is necessary for us this meeting and whether in general there will be I to you as it is pleasant when you will see me.

All these ideas did not leave my head! But I have told myself that I believe you and I believe in your words so all your words the truth!

And I am sure that you do not change the opinion on me when we shall meet.

My sweet it is necessary for us to think about all details of our meeting. If I go to you that most likely I should fly to you by the plane from Moscow.

I mean should be sure in that that you will meet me in any case. You should me promise that to me will not come to reach you itself.

I worry not much because I shall treat in the country unfamiliar to me and only you the person closest to me there.

I so want our meeting with you, my Beloved Prince!!! I all life dreamed of such person, as you. For me to think of you each minute is big pleasure!!!

To think of the loved person is a great pleasure!!! My ideas about our meeting do not give me to me to sleep!!!

I so want to see you, my love!!! I love you very much!!! I love you, my dear!!!!!!

I very much want, that when I opened eyes in the morning you was always with me beside!!! You would would like it, my charm?

I expect day when I shall see you, my love!!! To me my love would be desirable to present you full pleasure of our first night with you!!!

You would like it, my beloved? My love to you grows with each minute!!!

I so want to take a walk with you in this fine weather, but you are not present with me beside.




And now my time in Internet - cafe has approached to the end and it is time to me to leave. I leave with ideas on you, my love!!!

Remember, that I love you, my charm. I adore you and have become missed of you!!!! How you feel yourself my lovely???

I each day think only of you and can not sleep Because I want to be near to you, I am very strong you I like and I adore,

To me very much the hunt to be with you beside!!! Each day, each hour, each minute and second I think and I dream only of you my fine future husband!!!

I love you and I can not live without you!!! At last let's meet and we shall kiss each other Also we shall do each other pleasure and pleasure

In our new life, I want you!!!!! I love you! I adore you!!!

Lovely you want that I have learned about documents for trip to you in particular about the visa and the passport?!!!

Lovely on it I shall finish the the letter and I shall wait the answer soon!!!

Gently whole you and strong I embrace!!!!

With all love yours Alisa!!!!!!

Letter 4

Hello my lovely,

how are you? Any your mood today I want to try to make even better.

This morning I didn't go to my job, because this morning I flew to my job.

Today I came to my job beforehand. And I was first who came to the office.

And I was happy all the day. My colleagues were surprised. They have asked me why I'm so happy.

I have coming on my work is similar to an early birdy, no, as in love birdy!

Yes my dear, I love you, I have fallen in love with you.

Last night I thought of us. About you and about me. About us together. I couldn't fall asleep.

I thought what I can do to see you. Dear Buddy, unfortunately I have no a phone number. I too very much would like to speak with you, I think so we would become more close to each other.

I want to arrive to you and to meet you very much! I hope you share my feelings and my desires?

I talked to my boss about this problem,and he agrees to give me long-term holiday for this travel!

It's all that I want now. I have a passport, but I don't a visa to your country.

Today I have addressed visas agency. I wondered how much it will cost for me to make visa.

They told me that consideration of the application on reception of the visa costs 100 dollars.

This sum does not come back even in that case if my application will not be approved.

And for getting a visa is necessary to go to Moscow where there is an consulate.

They have told that I will must visit set of various departments, state and medical institutions both in Tula, and in Moscow.

It is necessary to wait for a long time the queue.

It is a usual way of getting a visa and procedure of reception can be delayed for some weeks or even months.

Besides if my application will not be approved, it will turn out that I squander money all for nothing.

I said I can't wait so long. To me have told that is possible to avoid set of problems and to make all in faster terms if to use full package of service.

Full package of service includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for Interview with commission, interview.

The full package of service costs 530 dollars, but the visas agency remove all problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays.

I asked how long time it will take to get a visa If to use a full package of service.

They have answered that it will take about one week. Maybe 2 weeks if there will be some troubles.

I have told that this variant satisfies me and I agree.

I have asked, whether there will be troubles with visa,

I was answered that they will request information about me in the police.

And if in the police they will be answered that I the law-abiding citizen, I will get the visa. I have never outraged the law.

And I have never done anything unlawful. I will have preparation for interview. It will help me to receive the visa.

And I really have registered the visa application with great belief and with great hope that you will be glad to meet me, with belief and with hope that you want to meet me.

I really want to give you a gift - our meeting though I am not sure if you really want to meet me.

Can you imagine that if everything will be well, in two weeks we can meet?

If it would happen, would be it as a gift for you? Would be you happy if we could spend some days together?

I have a wild desire to meet you, to embrace you.

I would like to give birth so much to children my loved person, in children our happiness how many will want, but the most important should be made so that children did not require anything that at them all was.

Maybe such opportunity will not be presented any more. I have opened to you my heart and soul. I speak what I feel.

I am not confused by my feelings. I speak straight and openly. The loneliness has made me courageous.

You can think that I hurry events. But I have found new feeling which never had. I am happy right now.

I seem I has found what searched for long time. In Russia speak: "under a lying stone the water doesn't flow ".

It mean that it is necessary to do a step onward to achieve something.

I am afraid to lose an opportunity to communicate with you because I cannot eternally use another's computer.

But I will receive soon a vacation. During all my life I spent my vacation in my village or travelling across Russia.

But now I can spend my vacation with my friend, with you! It is big happiness.

I should use this opportunity. In my heart never was such confidence and feeling.

And I am afraid to lose it. May be I hurry events, but I am afraid that all will be terminated, and then I will go mad.

You my dear friend, and friends meet sometimes. I shall receive a vacation, it's my vacation and I want to spend it with my dear friend.

I think it will be wonderful. I apologize, if have offended you. I hope, that you do not regard my words as impudence.

I simply want to meet and spend some happy days with you. What will be after, I do not know. But all people meet.

The distance does not frighten me. But without a meeting there can not be a continuation.

I hope, that your feelings to me have not changed after that.

But I want to see you to slightly becalm my tormented heart. Tell me please, can you meet me?

Tell me please, you will be glad to meet me? You will be glad if I will arrive to you?

I believe and I hope that I have not angered and have not offended you.

I believe and I hope that you have feelings to me. I believe and I hope that you want to meet me.

It can be outlined in advance by destiny. I sincerely hope that my letter has brought pleasure to you.

And I sincerely hope that you want to meet me to spend some time together.

And I sincerely hope that you would be happy to meet me. Would you be happy?

I with trembling heart shall wait for your answer

I love you, and I want you very much, and I do not want to lose this feeling

Forever yours Alisa.