Letter(s) from Svetlana Sushentsova to Buddy (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my new friend Buddy.
It was very pleasant for me to receive your answer. I came to the Internet cafe just to find some information and was looking through the sites. And suddenly my eye fell down on you. It was some dating site MatchDoctor if I am right. I liked very much what I have seen and decided to write you to learn more about you.
So if it is interesting for you, I believe I should tell you now more about myself.
My real name is Sveta or Svetlana but I like when people calls me Sveta or Svetik, but you may call me like you want.
I'm 28 years old soon 29. I was born on December, 28, 1975. I was born and I live in Russia, in city Tver.
It is famous city in Russia.
I have never was been out side of Russia but I have been in several cities in my country. I have never had friends from other country. I'm brunette with brown eyes.
Sometimes I change my hair color from dark to blondy...
My height 5 ' 6 ", weight about 58 kg (120 pounds). I live alone in an apartment. My mum lives near me in my city. I use the program-translator therefore I bring apologies for bad language. I hope that you will understand me. I shall wait your following letter and want to learn about you more in detail.
You have so much questions, please understand I will try to answer all of them in our communication’s process.
I sending a picture to you like I promised…
Hope you will like me, anyway I will wait for your next letter soon.
Sveta

Letter 2

Hi my friend Buddy.
You have so much questions, please understand I will try to answer all of them in our communication’s process.
I speak English not bad but not so good…
I think that it quite enough that I know to be able to dialogue with each other for the first time if I would come to you if it will happen someday, of course.
In the last letter I have forgot to inform you that I have no the computer of a house and consequently I write you from Internet Cafe. This is paid service of granting of work on the computer and grantings of using of a network the Internet. Therefore sometimes I would not be able to write to you everyday. Please sorry for it. Also please sorry but I have not access to chat online, it is very expensive here, I hope you will understand my situation and you will continue to write letters to my e-mail address, OK???
My mum is 61 years old but she is much younger. I very much love her because she one at me. My daddy has died when to me was 26 years 2 years ago.
He has got in failure and next day he has died in hospital of loss of blood. But time flies imperceptibly and I have reconciled to his loss. I work as a librarian in the local library. Though I have a high education, I can't find job on my profession that is why I work there to be more independent. My work quiet and easy. I like my work though it does not bring to me the big money. But to find such work in Russia it is very difficult, therefore to have to remain on this place. And do you like your work? What do you do at work? I quite often get tired at work and I come home to sleep. Because in the library sometimes there are many visitors and I get tired strongly.
But I shall find time to write to you.
Excuse if I shall not answer you some of your questions or it is wrong to understand them, simply the program of translation on the computer works automatically and does not take into account features of our languages. Therefore sometimes I have to think of a question or a word myself. Because I know English sometimes slightly apply the knowledge reading your letters. I have not a telephone, sorry… I wait for your answer with impatience...
Sveta

Letter 3

Hi my dear friend Buddy.
Again I came to the Internet cafe just to get a letter from you. It always brings me so much joy to read what you write me, about your life there.
May be I should tell you more about my job. As I already told you I work as a librarian in the library which is called Tver Center Library. In general I like my job, I see and communicate with many interesting people there. But it is a hard work because I have to stay there till late and walk from one place to another. But this job allows me to have an independent life and to earn for my living. I never told to you about that that I like. I very much love sports: tennis, swimming, volleyball... I love some extreme kinds of sports...
I also love winter kinds of sports.
And what kinds of sports like you?
I do not drink and I do not smoke and I think it a bad habit though some my friends and familiar do it, but I am not offended on them and I think it business of everyone and I do not interfere with their life. I do not drink though in holidays I like to drink champagne or a wine, beer in small amounts also is pleasant though never I take a great interest alcohol.
And what drinks like you?
I like to listen to music. I like various styles. I listen to different music on my mood.
And what music is pleasant to you?
I like to cook. I love Russian food, but it demands very big efforts. I think that preparation of Russian dish this present art. Some dishes demand very long operating time above them, but then the dish turns out very tasty and appetizing.
And what from food it is pleasant to you? I with impatience shall wait your following letter.
And it is a pic of me…
This pic was made in our city in summer. So you can see me and my girlfriend Marina. I am in white...
Hope you'll like it.
Sveta

Letter 4

My dear friend Buddy.
It was very pleasant for me to read your letter again.
I have high education and my profession is technologist of keeping and processing a food products but now I have work to not my profession because I can not find a place because here are a little companies work in this sphere… May be one day I can find my work but it would not be in our city….
Also you have interested what my name means in Russian you know it means like “light” or “lightly” in yours.
You know I forgot to inform you in the last letters that I single though three years back I had the friend, but he has left from me to other girl because she was rich. I think that he has acted ugly though it is his affairs and I not in the right to decide for him. I not in the right to interfere with his life.
Now I have no the friend too because can not find the good person. Here in Russia it is very difficult for making because many men drink, and rough with girls. I am tired to search to myself for the friend because I am tired to be one. My friends are surprised why I cannot find boyfriend in our city but you even do not imagine how it is difficultly and it is practically impossible. Though many wanted to have with me love and friendship but I cannot meet who is even do not pleasant to me. And I very much want love and which tendernesses so do not suffice me. I have few friends though they quite good people. We frequently meet with them on a nature and we have a rest, play volleyball, we talk, sometimes we drink beer.
Buddy, and how you have a rest and you have what friends?
Write to me about it because it will be very interesting to me to know it... Miss your letters…
Sveta

Letter 5

Hi my lovely friend Buddy.
I am very glad to read your letter again.
I never wrote to you about that I have a hobby - I collect old coins. I have about 200 in the collection. I began to be engaged in it when to me was about 6 years. I very much like to do it but I have no many money to increase a collection new copies. But I do not worry about it because I treat quietly this. I think that it is pleasant to you.
You know for these some letters I have fallen in love with you very strongly. I for a long time did not test anything to men, and you seem have demented me. I understand that it a little bit silly so quickly to fall in love but it is valid so. I never thought that I shall fall in love with persons with help Internet but I so have strongly grown fond of you that to me now not important as we have got acquainted with you because the main thing this that that I love you madly and it is very healthy...
I very much want to arrive to you but unfortunately I have no such opportunity. I can find money to the visa and passport and make it at work but on tickets I can not find money. The visa and passport will cost about 320-380 $ US and on air tickets about 700-900 $ US. You may prompt me what to do or you can help me. Remember I will save money for my visa and passport but for tickets..??? I dream to appear about you and to present you the present love, the present passion which you did not test already for a long time.
It would very pleasant for me if you will be able to help to me amount for tickets. So if you will help to me this money it would nessesary to do it via Money Gram or Western Union transfer system because we have only these kinds of transfer syster in our city. But it is not necessary to do it through a mail or any other system because we can simply lose this money. If you can make it today that to me it will be very pleasant. So I can give my money for registration of the passport and the visa that will borrow in time about 2 weeks. I shall use your money reserved seat so would not any problems later.
Though if you cannot will make it today to me pleasantly to know date when you can make it really that I have calculated the days and most quickly appeared with you.
Buddy, I want to be only yours.
I love you and very much I miss on you.
How can I explain my feelings, I falling in love to you and I can not do anything with myself.
I can not keep my feelings.
Yours and only yours Svetlana Sushentsova

Letter 6

Hi my lovely sweet friend Buddy.
I have read your letter.
I speak English not bad but not so good…
I think it is quite enough for be able to dialogue with each other for the first time when I would come to you.
Of course, we have some problems but I want that together we have tried to make as it is possible better. I can make the working visa through my firm so there is no necessity to worry for the visa. I paid for it 360 $ US.I have already given documents and money to registration of the visa and passport and have told to me that it will be ready in 10-14 days. My visa will work in your country maximum for 3 months. I very much hope that you will not wait and will try to send me money faster that I might buy tickets already. You know I plan to leave my country from international airport Sheremetyevo in Moscow. I think I can save some money for trip to Moscow but I have not any money for international flight to your country.
I need in about 850 $ US on air tickets and very much I hope for your help though I shall try to find some sum of money and to facilitate your problems. I want to arrive to you faster and my sweet now it depends only on you. I already spoke as difficultly to earn such money in Russia. I and thought that money may stop our attitudes. Really a little it is a shame to me to ask it from you but I have no other exit in this situation though I too have rescued 360 $ for my trip. I wanted to buy the new TV but I have no now this necessity because I love you and I want to meet you so strongly that is ready on all. I very much want to leave from here to you, I was bothered with my city, I want to see only you and to be only with you. I have never thought that I would fall in love to you so quickly and it is not some joke my feelings are real for you. I want to execute all your dreams and imaginations of me because I love you madly. I want to do only as you will wish. I very much believe in you and your help money faster.
Buddy, if you will send me money that make it through Western Union or Money Gram. Sorry but we have not any other transfer system therefore one of those ways would good to use for us.
Also I must to know your full address if I would receive it.
Yours Sveta

Letter 7

Hello my lovely Buddy!!!
I do not mean to ignore you. My apologies. Sorry but I have not a computer at home therefore I can not write to you everyday. I thrill to the thought of receiving your letters, as well as returning them. I will try harder to please you from now on as to not lose our bond that we have begun to have between us.
Today I use new version of translator-program. Hope it will work some better.
As the days pass and the minutes tick away, I have you and only you on my mind. I cannot stop thinking, wondering, daydreaming about you. As I've said before, you are my heart and soul, my reason for going on, my eternal fire that burns deep. My love, without you, my world is a barren wasteland full of despair and sadness. You are the sunshine that warms my face, soothes a weary soul, relieves the aches and pains.
To have you with me would be more priceless than diamonds, worth more than any amount of money, even more valuable than life itself. You have become my one hope in life, and without you, I see no future. To be together would mean everything in itself to me. I LOVE YOU. I have never had a person with such a domineering effect on my person such as you, and we have not even met yet. Once together I am certain that all things will be possible and nothing will be out of our grasp. To have you near me would mean the world, and that is all I dream and work for. Though things are a bit rough, they will work out eventually and then things will be great in our worlds. I love you and that's all that matters. It will guide me though any and all difficulties to get me and you together.
Once together, we can delight in our life together, be one, love and be loved as two such people should. The heights of our love cannot be matched on a scale, will fly higher than any airplane, and be bigger than any ocean. I LOVE YOU! More so than any material possessions, natural beauty, or love of parents. I want to be with you, become a part of you, to hold you tight and never let go. Without you, I am shallow, empty, unfulfilled.
As I wrote to you I have paid 360 $ US already for my registration of visa and passport.
If you remember I do not have home phone at all.
You know also I can not use to call to you a work telephone because it is forbidden here. I can not promise to you about phone calling but I will try to do it…
So for now I shall pause and await your next letter. I LOVE YOU. That is all that matters to me is to be with you. For with you, all things are possible.
Miss you...
Sveta