Letter(s) from Olga Loskudova to Ted (UK)


I very much like to read yours letters and they deliver to me a lot of pleasures. With each your letter I begin understand that at us with you can that that will turn out. I already more reflect on ours with you the attitudes more seriously. My opinion is those, I consider that most important between the man and woman this complete trust, I hate when the people deceive each other. As I consider in what that the moment we of life to accept the conciliatory proposals, you see it too is the important part of the attitude between the man and woman. You probably think that I the very serious man, but it not so, I simply do not want to be mistaken in a choice of the future husband and liking man. At the given moment my feelings to YOU already that that more than friendly . To your words I begin to understand that you the honor man. Your words which you write me warm my soul and heart. It so is wonderful when there is in this world a man to which I is not indifferent. It is pleasant to me so to receive from you the letters and feelings which I thus test to not pass by words. It is very pleasant to me to learn that we by mutual understanding each other, you see it is the very important fact in ours with you the attitudes. If we want to create strong union, we should trust and understand each other in all I feel fine, concerning me can not worry with me that's all right. Today I have received from us at job wages. To you probably will be ridiculous but I had made forty dollars. Well good we shall not speak about problems which rise on our way. Write to me as it is possible more often, I very much like to read your letters, they install in me any pleasure in life, to believe in that that at me somewhere away there is liked a man, the mood at once raises, it would be desirable to live and to believe in that that we when be we shall meet. I shall wait for your answer today. Many times you a kiss and from the bottom of the heart I embrace. You in my heart each minute. At me even such feeling, that I have received a charge of the large energy for all day. Write to me about the work. I would like to know about you all, what at you the most favorite dish, than you love to be engaged in free from work time. Lovely I want to tell, that I have chosen in you soul superior others in love, in mercy, in mighty desire to love and to bring happiness. And please, with me be honor. You see the deceit breaks huge quantity of families. Today I shall visit church and I shall be asked for us. Be healthy and in a good arrangement of spirit, know that you always in my heart. The fidelity and caress is necessary to you? I have selected destiny of a fidelity, as closest to my nature. Will be sure. Vainly speak, that the love is blind; True in that fond is indifferent to those or other lacks, which it perfectly sees, if only it seemed, that it finds in the man that for him most important. And it in you is. As I would like to see us together, evenings, in a room. We would get with you long conversation, one that I love; we would touch the people, things seen for day. Recently has found east love treatise and would like it to you to read - Three sources have inclinations of the man: soul reason a body. An inclination of souls derive friendship. An inclination of mind derive respect. An inclination of a body derive desire. The connection of three inclinations derives love. I shall wait for your letter.

Letter 2

Hi my love Ted! I was very pleased to accept from you the message.
When I read your message, in me even were on eyes of tear of pleasure. I see, that we are necessary the friend the friend. Not seldom I visit church, and about me ask about you and our about an occurring. How you there without me? I here very much without you the people. You in ideas always with me. You show very strong interest to me it very pleasantly to feel. I began very much to think of us with you, which waits for us forward. Write to me all questions, which you interest. I shall be very pleased to answer to you them. I to earn approximately about 200 dollars a month my lovely and from this I to pay for my apartment and gas, both light and water. You now, second man in this world, that to me is necessary most of all. The first man - my mum. I very much hope that that our occurring rate the future is carried out. I am very grateful to you, that you believe me. Through the Internet it - as that is not natural, we should take each other in arms and view the friend the friend in eyes and to speak concerning it, as the world is perfect. In me very good mood. I want to know all. To me you are very important. When I began to correspond with you, I had that that hope, that in us with you everyone will be good. With each your message I have understood, that I have found, that the man, that to me is necessary. I as well as you want to see, that you will believe to me very faster it, it would be desirable. I want to capture you tenderness. I examine that building the spiritual emotional establishment of the man is exact and it is meaningful the purposes of family education. I want to you to inform that my senses and words concerning you always were, I am sincere also always perceived, that we put a lot of trust, that our union would be, when it is real. Now I am sure concerning all 100 , that I can to you to believe. And you, that the man, that to me is necessary. When I read your message, I saw in it your sincerity and attachment behavior to me. I have made of your message for me the immediately large conclusion, which is possible is to expressed in three words "I LIKE YOU ". Today I even felt so highly, in me by all was going to so easily, because my ideas were directed concerning you. I as knew, when I think of you, and you think of me, and it has warmed mine I throttle also body. To me became sad. I perceive, that our attitudes are under construction on trust. But we should believe to each other, without it we simply can not exist. Today, when I continued a path home, I thought of it so much to me to recognize you concerning it. You see between us there should be a complete trust, and we should know rather each other all. You probably think, that I examinesuch not modern, but I, that at first time I should have affinity with the liked man. Now in me the large declination to you, I do not know, why but it - true. Sometimes such dreams dream me, what is it is a shame to me to you to speak concerning it. This dream dreamed me today at night.

"We have supper with you in you, at home and then we go to you in dream, and we begin to be engaged with you love. " But in term of a storage I know of rather very small sex, only on television Membranulas and would like to study maximal with you concerning it. Excuse me, that I speak with you so sincerely, but I think, that you should know concerning me only. I would be happy to visit you - limen of my desires. My senses to you are reflected in this poem. My love - similarly to a burning flame Attenuation up to I know your name In my heart I live I can not without you Develop my love, it you can only do. Give me all your love and I shall give you mine And for ever two of us To be united I want to please your reason, body, and douche I want to be unique love, which you know I can be young, but my love is pure. We have lonely hearts, Together we - e??a I treat hold so many secrets I can only inform you But where - mine soulmate, The god only gives me a key For love we know only, that is required We should like, esteem, believe, and intercommunicate With you I should be joint My reason will be easy, My heart will be admired When I find you, in one we will grow But remember, All of us enter and we abandon this world one I shall wait your answer.

Letter 3

Hi my love Ted. I have received yours email. I loved it. Honourly, I completely use Reception of your characters. That I use most of all, which you very much open, and It does it very simple for me to open my basis also. That I really loved, was your three sources of love. It - silent understanding, Mutual privacy, trust, sharing sights and pardon. It - loyalty in good times. The love is pleased existing, it hopes during the future, and it does not reflect the past. It - chronicle " day per day from " Irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, large victories and General purposes. If you have love in your resource, it can fill very many things you in absence. By and large, which can slightly also " to be juicy " for the man, but it Something, that to close by me within the limits of the last several years. Successful opencast but it is honour, they really do not mean much, because their things do not help the basis. I am pleased, that you can trust me, and you can name me the love. I hope it of a Leg that path. If there is any time, where you doubt rather concerning me or if I speak something, that the infringements you, please inform me. I think, that is very simple, be Honourly, when we speak concerning good subjects, however, I find difficult to be completely honour, when we speak concerning the negative editions. At least it - for me. I hope, sometime, that you feel, that you can trust me sufficient to inform me "Poor" things also. Especially, if you - infringement with me. I shall try to do Same. However, I should emphasize, I have no any any reason to doubt rather concerning you. Honourly, your characters were filled so with the large soul and basis, which it me to feel really good. It was long time, as I felt warm feeling Inside my basic principles. I love to receive yours e-mails. You, seem, very pleasant person, it seems, really for knowing, that you search in the Attitude, and does not wish to agree about less than it, you search, It seems, really for using a resource, and to have the strong basis. Gratitude for opening your basis to me. I wish to study much more concerning you. I am sorry, that did not write to you earlier, I might not use Internet - cafe, they had problem with a network, and the Internet - cafe on worked. Now all have settled also I again can write to you my lovely. I hope, what you to not take offence at me for these problems from Internets - cafes? I certainly to have phone on work my lovely, but my boss to not allow to use it in the personal purposes. If lifes itself to allow to me your phone number, I could try to you to call from telegraph mine lovely. In the days off I to like to meet mine friends and to visit some cafe or a sconce, we share news, news, behind a cup of coffee and pizza. I very much to like to go by horses, I to like is silent animals, they very kind, clever beautiful. I to like very much horses and to go for a drive on them.

I shall finish on this letter, I shall be with impatience to wait for your letter, love mine, please, write to me faster, I very much to miss without you.
Know, that far in Russia, the girl lives which loves you and the letter waits from you. To not overlook me.

Letter 4

Hi my unique and lovely love Ted!!! My most remarkable man on this Earth. I have received your letter and was very glad to read it. When I to read your letter, at me on soul it became easier, it is very pleasant to me to feel, that somewhere at the other edge of ground there is a man, which loves me and waits, to which I am not indifferent. This very pleasant feeling. I thank the God, that I have found you, mine lovely. You would know what this happiness, to find in the life of that unique and unique man, with which in the future are going for ever to connect the life. I also seems has found such man is you my love. I to feel, that I very strongly to grow fond of you. Thanks for all photos which you me to send today, I very much liked it to see. My lovely, I to not find the man here in Russia to not have the groom here. The matter is that I not trust to Russian men, at me certainly was many admirers. All of them spoke me, that love me and want to be with me, but all of them a deceit of me and everything, that was necessary for them from me is only sex and more than anything, it does not arrange me. I want serious relations. At me the novel one year ago with the person, appear, that he was really serious concerned to me. All was good what that time, we did not have with him sex. At one moment I have learned that he to me constantly changes. he changed to me with many women. We at once have left him. I store heat and love only for the one who will be valid to love me and care to me. Display of tenderness, and that the man will deserve me and I a gift to him of my most secret, that at me to eat and make his happiest the man on the ground! Therefore I never before in the of life had no sex and to know about it, you see this whole art of love to which I would like to learn from you a little, you more skilled in it and might give me lessons. You see life without love is not meaningful. I to not know, how many it will cost for me to call to you in the Great Britain my lovely, but I would like to hear once your voice and to speak with you. I to visit church almost each Saturday together with my mum, I asked about that ours with you the friendship proceeded also relations grew on trust and understanding. Know, mine lovely, I frequently dream of us with you, I present as we with you to meet. Our first minutes of meeting. When I to dream about on with you, on me the poetry finds. And sometimes I even to write poems. Last night I to write one about us with you. Listen:

The handle is taken by I in hands,
The letter I write to you.
The handle does not write mine,
The hand mine shivers,
And heart mine feels,
Forever to us to be friends.

The cat loves the cat,
Birdy - nightingale,
The boy loves the girl,
And I love you!

Let life yours flows the river
Among high coast
And let always live with you:
Hope To trust and Love.

Sometime, among papers,
Covered by a layer of a dust,
To find a card you mine
Also will recollect, how we with you each other loved.

Tell me please, that you think of it, it would be very interesting to me to know. It was pleasant to you whether or not. I am not sure, that at me it is absolutely good to turn out. But I to
try to express you the feelings in this poem, and I hope, that it was pleasant to you. I shall wait for your letter with impatience.

Letter 5

Hi my love Ted! I am glad to receive your letter now. With each letter from you I to feel more and more than positive energy of us to each other. I feel inside my heart, that you that the man whom I to search in my life, and that you can do Me by the happy woman, you such kind and tender. I to dream of meeting once you and to spend time together. It would be simply remarkable prod riving time how you to consider my love? You would like to meet Me once? I feel very specially to you, you for Me so very important man in a life. My heart prompts Me, That I Have Found My Love In A Life And Very Much would like, that we with you were happy. If we manage a meeting when that. I love you and I yesterday to write a short poem for you. She little bit sad, but I think, that it to like you my love. Listen:

Far you
And I miss:
As in desert flowers
Without water dry up,
Do not know,
How many up to a rain.
I guess,
When I shall see you
Also I grieve
I pending meetings...
So passes all for nothing
Without you this evening

Tell to me, that you to think of my poem to you and whether to like you it. My love, mail in our city works awfully and there constantly everyone steal, so if you will send something to us it will be stolen by workers of mail. Besides my branch of mail has been closed still one month ago that they many things have stolen. I spoke my friends about you and they are very happy for me, that I have found you, my friends see. What I happy to come after Internet - cafe and that at me always good mood when I to speak about you. My favourite food stuffs: cheese, a ham, sausage, a potato. Meat, greens, vegetables, fruit, I also very much to love seafoods. My lovely, I unfortunately to not have phone but if you to allow to me the number, probably I could call to you. For me to put phone of a house, there is some problem. The matter is that the house in which I live has no technical support for carrying out of phone and for this purpose it is necessary to pull own special cable to my apartment, and it costs for me very dearly. It is possible to stretch the same cable the general for all tenants of a house, but for this purpose it is necessary to receive the sanction all over again from management of the house and also to collect from all tenants of money, and it is not real. Because phone is absolutely not necessary for many people and many also to not have such huge money. And I to not have it is so much money to lead an own cable and to put home phone. It costs about 900 dollars. I very much shall wait for yours the answer tomorrow. I love you and is mad on you I miss my lovely.

Yours for ever love Olga!

Letter 6

Hi Ted, my lovely and gentle the man!!! And I TO CONGRATULATE YOU on the VALENTINE DAY of YOU ABOUT our HOLIDAY!!! My love, I very strongly to miss on you and you are very necessary for me, I want to be with you for ever!!! Difficult day today was and I had to work difficultly so it has made me tired, but I all the same went in Internet - cafe to write to you how strongly I love you and how I to miss on you. My love, today our holiday and we with you should have a rest and celebrate it together but so it turns out, that while we not together with you and me is sad from it. I would give all on light that though on one minute arrive to you and to kiss you, I would tell to you about that as I love you and I would be happy, but I not the magician, and you not the wizard and are really a pity to me about it. My love, I composed a small poem for you about my love to you and I shall hope, that you will love it also!!! My poem to you:

My love to you to not die away,
In my soul the fire flares,
Alas, I cannot change something,
I am compelled to understand you.
Believe! I shall wait very for a long time,
When to me you will return,
I am ready to present all world flowers.
My ideas are full only you,
My dream, - that you was with me.
Now I to not eat - in fact appetite was gone,
Your image in soul to me a fuse.
I can react only on it
And for the sake of you I am ready to refuse all.
The hope in fact last dies,
Her I do not begin - to perish,
Morally there will be I anything,
My brain understands all this,
And the common sense does not help me,
In fact I love you madly
And for you it is ready thoughtlessly
To go there where you go,
Give the God, that the you will find happiness!

My love, I to hope, that you will understand my poem!!! I very much love you and gift of the poet so it is possible sometimes wakes up of my love to you at me when I shall arrive to you and when we with you shall create our family probably we could write verses and poems about love, I to think, that it could be amusing!!! my Love, I very much want to be as soon as possible with you and I want, that we with you created our fine family and that we liked each other up to the old age!!! I LOVE YOU my LOVELY AND GENTLE the MAN of DREAM!!! YOU my SPECIAL the MAN And I SHALL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!! I WANT TO be YOUR WIFE And I SHALL be the BEST WIFE FOR YOU!!! My love, I shall like to celebrate all our holidays with you and it will be the happiest time during our life!!! I want to be with you for ever and I shall be happy to love you eternally!!! My love, to me already is time to go, I should prepare for a supper of a house and the help to my mum so I shall hope, that you will not overlook to write to me tomorrow your letter!!! My mum to transfer you greetings and mum congratulates us about our holiday!!! Mum wishes you good and a sound health, and also good mood and success!!! My love, me is time to go, so I wait your letter tomorrow!!! I very strongly love you and to tender kiss!!!

About the big love your Olga!!!

Letter 7

Hello my fine Ted! I so to love you my lovely! I am glad to read your message now, it brings to me a lot of pleasure and happiness. We with you of two half of our common happiness and while we not together, our happiness will not be full. You to agree with me in it? You see you love me, I love you, and it means, that we should be together and give love and embraces each other. I very much want, that it has faster taken place my lovely, I very alone feel here, I know, that the person who is far from me - you, love me and wait and soon we shall together, we to overcome all barrier and obstacles and shall be together! I very much to miss on you, I can not without you. I want to be with you beside now and to give you my gentle kisses. To caress your body, to prepare in the morning for you for breakfast, to awake you in the morning my kisses and tenderness and on kitchen for you available breakfast. You come from work, and I speak you as I on you missed also we love to the friend of the friend all night. My lovely, I want, that we always were as a single whole and were together. It is very pleasant for me to hear my love, that you would like that I to arrive to you in England and also it is very pleasant for me to hear, that you would like to marry me. These are very responsible steps to make it. My lovely. I to not understand you a little, about what messages of the text you to ask me? I to thank you for a beautiful poem. I very much liked it to read, thanks. Thanks also for a photo which was in Portugal the last year when you had a rest, I very much loved it. I love you and I wait your answer.

Yours forever Olga!!!

P.S. My lovely, I have applied specially for you a file of record of my voice on

Letter 8

Hi my love Ted, my pretty man!!! In free time I was thinking about us and about love. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Love is content with the present, it hopes for the future, and it doesn't brood over the past. It's the day-in and day-out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough. Tell me what do you think about this. I am sorry my lovely that I did not write to you to these days, I have been very much borrowed on my work. The matter is that we have received a party of the new goods in shop where I to work and to us it was necessary to accept and make out all this. It has borrowed all my time and consequently I could not reach to Internet - cafe to write to you. I hope that you to understand it and will not become angry about me. I very much would like to arrive to you in England my lovely to learn you better in the person and to learn your country. I shall soon have my holiday on work, it could be the best time for us to meet. I shall wait your letter my love. Bye bye!!!

Letter 9

Hello my love Ted! I have received your letter, it is full of emotions of heat and sympathy to me. I start to understand, that my life is not meaningful without you because I love you. I think, that during that time, that we with you write, each other we have much gone through together and between us the feeling has appeared. I think, that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you. I spoke with mum about that that, probably, I shall leave, she only were glad for me, she thinks, that it and is my happiness. I to tell to mum about you much, she knows, that you the good person and will care of me when I shall arrive to you. My mum trust to you completely and consequently she not against that I visited you in your country and releases me to you with quiet soul. Mum knows, that near to you I shall be in safety. Besides my mum sees all, how I love you strongly and as I always with alarm go to Internet - cafe to see your letters, and what happy I come after perusal of your message as I all light with happiness, that you at me are my lovely. Mum knows, that I shall be happy only with you, she truly wishs us with you of good luck. Today I all the day long thought only of you, how we shall meet you. I to represent it to myself as you meet me at the airport a bouquet of scarlet roses as we search, each other eyes, we find and we rush in embraces each other. Now I went to Agency and at once have decided to write to you that to me there have told. To me have told in Agency to travel to the Great Britain for visiting to me it is necessary to show, that:

1 I want to visit the Great Britain within no more than 6 months.
2 I to intend to leave the Great Britain at the end of my visiting.

With the visa of visiting I can usually enter and leave the Great Britain any quantity of times while all this is still valid. Visas of visiting can be valid within 6 months, one year, two years, five years or ten years. But as I never visited{attended} the Great Britain before the visa visiting only for the period of 6 months will be given out to me.

That I should do my application:

1 To fill in the application in the form (VAF1).
2 my passport and the document of travel.
3 Photo (45mm x 35mm).
4 Payment the visa of 100 pounds sterling. It cannot be compensated, and I should pay it at once at submission of the application and all above mentioned documents for registration on the visa.
5 Tickets of the plane there and back. I should have necessarily the ticket of the plane in a way back as I am obliged to return in Russia on expiry of the term of action the visa. Cost of tickets of the plane will cost for me 500 pounds sterling. Here enters: a return ticket and also insurance during flight. All completely I to require for trip to you of 600 pounds sterling.

Unfortunately, I cannot arrive to you now because for application for registration of the visa and registration of all documents, are necessary money in the sum of 600 pounds sterling which now at me are not present. I to not know, that to me to do now, I very much to want to arrive to you my love, but I to not have savings in the sum of 600 pounds sterling to pay the visa independently and from it to me is very sad on soul and my heart suffers. And consequently it is necessary to wait, when I can find this money, but I am not sure, that I can find such sum. Those who follows to the Great Britain with the visa of visiting, should specify, where they are going to stop. As I am going to visit you I need to know your exact home address and your full name, and the address of the airport nearest to you where I should arrive. I very much you ask to send me this information. When I shall come to you we with you together can start to learn each other better in the person, I think, that we are created the friend for the friend. Time will show all and probably we would marry with you in the future and have got happy family. Also I hope, that we can create the happiest family together. My lovely to make all photos which I you to send my close girlfriend. She the digital chamber and do has these pictures for me. She not the professional photographer, but seems that at her pictures well turn out. She lives now in the other city and came to me on a vacation. These are the freshest photos of me this year recently. I to thank you that you agree to help me money for registration of my documents, I to start to prepare for documents and to me it will be necessary do a photo on the passport for travel abroad and the visa, the reference with indication to a post and date from receipt on work, the revenue with a seal of the organization. It will be occupy some time, about two days. When I to finish documents, I can begin registration having placed money.
I tomorrow shall go to bank specially to find out, as well as where you can send money that it has reached here to me for my mobile phone and for my trip. Today fine day, but me it is sad, because we with you so far apart. Between us huge distance, but in the ideas I with you and you - always in my heart.. I to love you and for ever in your ideas. I wait your letter it important for me.

Letter 10

First name: OLGA
Last name: LOSKUTOVA
Country: RUSSIA
ZIPE CODE: 199155

I to learn from the operator western union in bank and he to me to tell, that I should inform you my complete name, that you could send me money through western union. After you will send money, you in bank inform ten numbers (MTCN), number control and not overlook to write your full address and the full name which you are filled at a sending of money and should inform me it. Also specify the sum which you to send me. My lovely love, I to the visa to last within 6 months and this time I can remain together with you in your country. my mum to transfer you greetings and all my girlfriends also to transfer you greetings!!! My love, I with Impatience I wait for your letter!!! I strongly love you and I tender kiss!!!

Your Olga!!!