Letter(s) from Zhanna Grigoryeva to Steven (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, Steven!
How are you? Probably, if you have guessed, this is Janna :) I'm very glad to get your answer, Steven!
First of all, please let me apologize for the delay in my response to you, Steven, but I was busy in last time. I'm happy so much that you have written me, believe me, Steven!
I at once want to tell, that I sent that letter to two more other men.
But I should To tell, that up to this time I have not received more any letters back. I want to be Fair with you and to have your trust from the first letters! I shall ask you that you also were always fair with me.
I do not think, that there is a sense to speak a lie. You agree with me? Both of us search for love and I want, that my love was strong, pure,
Present and long! I think, that you want the same things!
I want to hope, that you will be good the man! The matter is that I almost nothing know about you. I wrote to you Casually. I chose absolutely casually you from the list of men. I also did not think, that so many men will search for the love on the Internet!
In our city there are no many opportunities to get acquainted with men from other countries I casually opened a site True.com and it spoke me, that here there are many men! It was very interesting To observe a site true.com and it many opportunities for the man and women from the various countries are valid! You agree with me?
I want to speak you so many things! Please excuse me if I can not speak you much Today. We shall have still time to speak! Before us still it is a lot of time to learn Each other! About! I so to worry, that you will not love my picture and will stop to write to me!
I am valid to worry as the small girl at the first appointment to the man!
I would like to ask you that you sent me as much as possible your pictures. It will allow me to represent you and your life better!
Also, I'm hoping that my e-mail was so big surprise for you too,
really? But most important, I would like to say to you that I have decided to write you through the Internet thanking to my best girlfriend Natasha. My girlfriend Natasha have met a good man through the Internet from Germany, Berlin City, by the the Internet too. Her boyfriend is Frank. Natasha and Frank are very happy together! I see that they are happy so much together, and I have decided to find a man from other country too, as Natasha did it :)
Possible, you can ask me, why I didn't find a russian man? I will be very serious, I will answer to you, that I had a boyfriend from Russia from my City, I loved him very much, but he has thrown me in last time. He found an other girl, as I have understood.
Also I have seen that he liked to drink an alcohol very very much, as many men in Russia do it, may be you know about it. I don't like this when men like to drink so much as my last boyfriend did it! I am non-drinking and non-smoking girl! Simply, I don't have a harmful habits! Also I want to say that on the words of my girlfriend Natasha,
the men from other countries, especially from Germany and USA,
are very good, and they can to appreciate and to respect women as considerable men too.
It's the opinion of Natasha, and I want to agree with Natasha completely. Natasha has chosen her boyfriend Frank from Germany because she know German language a little. I don't speak German language, I can speak and write English language, and I have decided to find the man from USA and I have decided to write you, Steven.
Well, Steven, let me to tell to you about me more... As I said you earlier, I'm 30 years old, I was born on March, 12 , 1975 :) And when you was born? What's an exact date of your Happy Birthday? Tell me, ok?
I'm White Russian girl on nationality. On religion, I'm Christian (Russian Ortodox), and I believe in God Jesus. I have never been married and I am a single girl.
I have no any children, and I think, that I Would like the child from loved the man.
I in general very much love children and if you have already children It will not do a problem to me.
I'm a sensitive, a kind-hearted, a thoughtful and easily amused. On opinion of my close friends and relatives, I'm a kind, jolly, clever and intelligent, purposeful, sociable.
About my City where am I live? :) I would like to tell to you that I live in Arkhangelsk here in Russia. Arkhangelsk is situated around 1,300 kilometers from our Russian Capital Moscow City.
Our City Arkhangelsk is one of the beautiful cities of Russia, I like my wonderful City very much. There are many beautiful streets, squares and other sights in our city.
Also I would like to tell to you about my education. I have studied in an Arkhangelsk Polytechnical University. I have ended the university in 1996. Also I want to say to you that I have learned the English Language when I have studied in the university, I can speak English without any problems, I think so... But I can see that I'm making many orthographic mistakes, I think so, I hope that you'll can to understand my English without any problems? Really, Steven? Please,
tell me about this in your next e-mails, ok? Also I would like to tell to you that after the finishing of the university, I have gotten a diploma of a speciality "The Book Keeping And Audit". But unfortunately I didn't need my education yet, because here in Russia,
as in many other countries, it's very difficult to find a good job on a good speciality.
Now I'm working as a waiter in the bar. I like to work here in our bar, and our visitors are a good clients. Also I want to say to you,
that I have an access to Internet by the computer which is situated in an cabinet of our boss here in our bar, because I don't have a computer in my home, and I have asked the sanction at our director for my using of the Internet, and he permitted me to use the computer in a free time from my job.
Wowww, I have written so much! I didn't think that I can to write about myself so much, really. Probably, I'm finishing my e-mail to you. Steven, I'll be grateful so much, if you'll write me about yourself so much, as I did it. I would like, if you'll tell me, for example, about your family, is your family large? About your city where are you living, I have never been in other countries and in USA too, and I'll be glad to know about your country. Ok, let me to finish my e-mail, I hope to see your answer soon! I'm attaching my photo, I hope you will find my photo good. Ok, good bye, Steven, hoping to see your message soon!
Take care,
Your new russian friend,

Letter 2

Hello, Steven!
How are you? I am fine! Today in our city very good weather and all day the sun is high above a head!
I love similar weather and it does my day by more fine! Today I have received one more big pleasure in my day!
Yes! This your letter. I am slightly emotional today. Excuse me. OK?
The matter is that I have good mood.
I also hope, that you will have today good day! My day today began well enough.
Mum has woken me today at 7:00. I always am usual to rise approximately in 6:30-7:00. In my room the beam of the sun got And after I took a bath mum invited me to drink tea and to take easy breakfast. My mum leaves on work most Last. She all over again feeds all and only then goes on work. I also itself to rise earlier and help to take breakfast.
My mum rather good cook and she well is going! We usually try to eat healthy food.
Daddy very requiring to meal! he speaks, that the food should be healthy and natural! I agree with these words.
Now however in shops very many various products which to contain artificial additives, but we try To take only natural products. I also think, that it is good to prepare to eat. Mum of me has learned much!
Thank you for your answer on my last e-mail so much, Steven. In my opinion, it's so wonderfully, that we are writing to each other,
because from our messages we learn about each other more and more,
really, Steven? I'm interested in our correspondence very much, it's very interesting to learn about you, about your life in your country,
believe me, as a whole, I read your letters with a huge pleasure!
Ok, Steven, I hope that it will be interesting for you to learn about my enthusiasmes, my favourite things as a whole:)
From music???:) I like to listen the russian and foreign musical executors. From Russian musical executors I like to listen the songs of the following groups 'Zemfira', 'Splin', 'Ariya', 'BI-2', and so on. Did you heared about this musical groups? Ok, from the foreign executors I like to listen ' Bon Jovi ', 'U2', 'Cranberries',
'Scorpions','Elton John ', and so on. In general, I like to listen good and modern music, Steven, and what kind of music do you like?
It would be interesting to me to learn about it. Please, tell me, ok?
From movies? I like to look the comedies, fantastic films, romanticism and so on. But very huge impressions have left to me the films ' The Lord Of Rings', ' Harry Potter '. I hope what you looked these films?
But especial impression was for me as the film ' The Patriot ' by an actor Mel Gibson, where the war between England and America is described. This film has liked to me by that this film show the natural spirit of the patriotism, the love to a Native Land! I consider, that it's very important qualities, which should have all people on the world! Really? Steven, I hope that you looked this film too, and that you had a magnificent impressions from a viewing of this film. Mel Gibson has played his role as a talented actor on my opinion! I liked to look the film ' Cruel Intentions', on my opinion,
it's very sensual and instructive film for all youth. Aslo from comedies I liked the film ' Me, Myself And Irene ' by the comic actor Jim Carrey:) I hope that you looked this so ridiculous film:) From a fantasy, I liked film ' Planet Of The Apes', it's a very entertainment film in my opinion '.
Also I want to tell to you, that I like to read the books, especially the literature of the domestic writers: Tolstoy, Chehov, Pushkin, and so on. But I was in huge delight from a reading of th book S. King ' The Dark Tower ', in my opinion, it's very interesting book, where the main hero Roland is a purposeful man, he goes to the purpose, to a dark tower, and I like the quality of Roland is the purposefulness! I consider, that this one of the important qualities of any man. I hope what you will agree with me, really, Steven?
About food? Ok, from the favourite food dishes, I want to allocate a fried potatoes, various kind of the soups, also I like a meat too, I don't want to hide it from you:) I like the fish and chicken very much, do you like the chicken? It's so tasty, really? Also I like a pizza very much. It's very tasty too, I like pizza with a cheese. I would like to say you that I like a fruit and vegetables, especially,
an apple lemon, orange, banana, tomatoes, cucumbers and so on, there are many kinds of vitamins. Steven, do you like to cook? I cook not bad as my family and the friends said me at once:)
Also about my favorite kind of sports, I like to sport very much, do you like it? In winter I like to ski, it's cool to be on the fresh air. Also I like to play on volley too. But most of all I like to aerobic, we are with my girlfriend Natasha engaged by the aerobic in the free time, on my opinion, this kind of sport helps to support my body in the good form. Also I would like to say to you that I like to dance ball dances:) Have you ever danced the ball dance with any girl?
:) It's so attractive and beautifully, really, Steven? I'm sure,
that you would like to dance the ball dancing with me at once?:) It will be wonderful! Probably, in the future, we will dance the ball dancing with you, it would be cool! Really?:)
About my hobbie? I like to collect various beautiful female magazines,
about a style, about female life for example and so on. For a small period of the time, I have a large collection of different magazines.
Simply, I like to read the best magazines.
I would like to tell you about my dreams too. I'm dreaming to drive a car in the future, it would be so cool and interesting. But I want to tell, that our family don't have the car, it's very expensive to buy the car, but our father has told that probably, through one year, he will can to buy the car and I'll can to learn how to drive the car:)
Steven, would you like to learn me how drive a car at once?:) It will be kindly since your side:)
By the way, my parents and friends ask about you all time:) Especially my parents, I have told to my parents, that you are decent and good man, my parents are very pleased to our orrespondence on the Internet and our relations, Steven. My parents wish to us a good relations in the future, and it's possible, in the future, if we will be together in your country, they would want that we will be a magnificent pair too:) But remember, Steven! We should learn each other ever more and more! Really.? It's very important for me, Steven! The fact in that, if you know, that on the statistics, majority of a pairs are separated because they knew each other not enough, and I don't want to do a mistake at once, I hope that you will can to understand me,
Steven, really? As I spoke you earlier, we must to learn about each other more and more from our e-mails.
Dear Steven!!! Also I want to tell you, that I would like to speak with you by the phone at once, I hope, that it's a good idea, really,
Steven? I want to hear your voice, Steven, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. But unfortunately, I don't have the telephone in our apartment, because it's very expensive to establish the telephone now in this time in Arkhangelsk, but it will be possible, that may be through some months we will have the telephone. Also, I want to tell you, that I have interested at our director about using of the bar's telephone, but our director has told me, that the bar's telephone is for working needs for our institution! The director has told us, that the work personnel of bar can not use the telephone of bar for our individual purposes. Also I have asked to use the telephone at my friends, and Natasha and Frank too, but all of them don't have the phone too, it's the difficult situation with the phone.
From this, I have thought and I have come to the conclusion, I will can to call to you from the Arkhangelsk Telegraph, it's the best variant, Steven!
Dearest Steven, you can give to me the number of your phone, I can call to you from the City's Telegraph, please give me your phone number, ok? I have a huge desire to hear your voice, Steven, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. Please, send me your phone number in your next e-mail, ok??? Please, don't forget, Steven!
Steven, I can't believe, I have written to you such large e-mail. I hope, that it will be interesting to read about me more. Really?
Your letters help me better to represent your life. I never travelled far from a house and I dream To visit sometime USA. Unfortunately I shall not arrive yet to USA.
Probably in the future. I all over again would like to find mine soulmate,
My love! Probably then I would go in USA. For me it is very interesting to study about your culture. I heard many stories On TV and I saw many beautiful places in USA. But I would like to see it in a reality! Probably in the future!
You would like to arrive to Russia soon? We have also many beautiful places!
Steven, I would be grateful to you, if you will write to me in your next e-mail about your enthusiasmes, about your hobbies, what kind of music do you prefer? What kind of movies and another too? What is your favorite color too??? My favorite color is blue, it calms so much.
Well, let me to finish my messgae. By the way, my parents, my sisters and my friends ask me again to say to you a great greetings from them! It's as usual. Steven, I will wait for your next e-mails! Steven, please, write me as soon as possible! Ok?
Good-bye, see you soon. Janna

Letter 3

Hi my dearest friend Steven!
Steven, I was so happy to get your answer again and again, it was so good part of my day when I have saw your words in the computer.
Also besides today, I had to serve a very bad client in our bar. He was very drink a vodka, and he all time prevented me to work. It was expressed in that he tried to embrace me and all time spoke me so various abusive words. Eventually our service of protection, police has expelled him from the bar, but my mood was awfully bad. And when I have saw your answer in the computer, my mood became so good. Steven, please, don't worry about this so bad case with this so bad client, ok? It's ok now.
Dearest Steven, I see that we are interested in each other more and more, and I think that it's so good for us, because I have so good and liked friend as you, Steven. I'm so interested by you Steven, that my life became better than before an acquaintance with you, Steven,
I feel it, really. You are so good friend, you can understand me as a good friend to good friend, and I think that it's important thing in the life. Steven, I see that you trust me, as I do it with a great pleasure to you, and I think that it's so good thing in our friendship, really, Steven? I hope that you understand me, Steven,
that in my opinion, all people in the world must to understand each other in spiritual plan of a dialogue. Do you agree with me, Steven?
Tell me about it, ok?
Well, I would like to ask you about Disney World. You sometime visited Similar place? I have dream to visit sometime Disney World. Probably we Let's visit together Disney World sometime? I shall have a vacation In the spring.
It will be in March and if things will go well we might visit Disney World together! What you think of it? It is far from your city?
My vacation will last one month. In last the spring I did not take a vacation. Now I I have also additional holiday. I wanted to carry out holiday especially, but Time went also I and did not take a vacation. The matter is that my boss offered me additional earnings And I therefore did not go to have a rest. I have understood that sometimes because of money people People do not clear things. I do not want to give the big value to money. There are in life more important things, than money. But anyhow sometimes we are in Dependences on money and it is very bad. My work pays to me enough money for residing, but it is not enough for pleasure. I to not complain of life.
All Depends from me! I live fairly and I am glad to life. Excuse me,
that I to mention the private life in such details. You my friend and I think,
that I can with you about it speak. You also do not hesitate to speak with me on any themes.
We friends and we should understand each other By the way I want to say to you that believe in God very much, I believe in Jesus, I am a Christian woman as I said you earlier. I like to go to Church( Russian Ortodox), it's not far from our bar too. Our City's Church is a very beautiful place, there is a lot of an beautiful icons too, I like this. The priests sing beautiful songs and I like it very much. This so calms my soul when I have a bad mood too.
But now, I want to say to you that your e-mails calms me too when I have a bad mood, I feel it, Steven. I want to say to you that some people of our work personal, here in our bar know that we with you write to each other by the Internet. They said me that it's so good for us, they ask me to say to you a friend hello and they, as me, want know more about your country, about your culture.
My dear friend Steven, also I want to ask you your full name and your home address on any unforeseen case also. Please, send me it, okey?
Steven, I would like to send you my home address too. As a matter of fact may be, possible, our director's computer will break in the any time, as director have warned me, and I think that it will be so pity that we willn't can to write to each other by emails during long time.
But I think that God willn't admit it, because he know that we like to write to each other our e-mails as I feel it. Steven, I can send you a postmails or postcards by the usual mail service also. But you must know that will be better if you willn't send me a postmessages or other any parcel posts, for example by our city usual pochtamt.
Steven, I want to say to you that it's so shame that we in Russia have a peoples or some mail organizations who like steal the postsendings of any peoples. I know many so shame, so bad cases about it from my girlfriends. It's the shame for this peoples and organizations, realy? I hope that in your country all ok with postorganization. Please, don't send me anything by the our city's pochtamt, I don't want that your postsending will stealed by any thieves! But I will give you my home address and my full name on any case.
It's here:
My full name is Janna Grigoryeva,
and my home address is:
Lenina street 12 Apartment 7
Arkhangelsk, 163000
Russian Federation
Please, write this datas on a paper on any cases, ok, Steven?
I so want to hear your voice, it will important for me to hear your voice, Steven. On this note, I will finish my e-mail to you. Please, answer me soon, ok,
Steven? I will wait for your messages, Steven.
Sincerely, your dear friend,
PS Also I want to tell to you that I to write to you usually in the evening when the computer is free, but it always on miscellaneous.
I usually leave home at 22:00.

Letter 4

Hi dearest Steven!
First I once again want to tell to you that at us very bad Internet and I could not look on your picture in true.com, and I do not know why on that site to write that I to live in the USA...
I have gotten your answer as usual, and I was so happy from your words again! Steven, I want to say to you that your messages became an important part of me and my life, your e-mails help me live, I don't have boring mood in general, but it there comes when is bad weather in the street when it's coldly. But when I receive your warm messages, I forget about bad mood at once, I have a smile on my face and magnificent mood from your e-mails. I can't without your messages now,
Steven. You can see that I write to you so long inform e-mails about myself, because I want that we know about ourself very much. I thought that it's so imortant for us Steven, realy Steven?
Steven, and how you spend your vacation? Tell me, ok? It will be interesting for me.
Near our city we have a wood and it is very fine to visit a wood and to take walks in the summer.
I am not sure, that your wood reminds in USA. In our zone it basically the mixed wood also are available Also fields. I think, that the nature here is rather good. Many people have sites near city The grounds and they I have the garden house. It is not so big house and it specially to go in the summer from city And to spend time on a nature. You have similar garden sites? O! So it is interesting to me to know more about your life.
I certainly understand, that you it is probable to spend a lot of time for work also. But probably also it is necessary To give an organism rest! I think, that the most important rest and work were in norm. Then the person will be To feel like more it is better! You agree with me Steven?
My daddy has a vacation also in the summer and he likes to go and fish. Daddy has a small boat and he with the brother ( it is my uncle Aleksey) go on the river to fish. Our River Dvina is rich a fish. It however not that fish,
Which floats at ocean. But it also very tasty river fish! I dont know how to write correctly the name of a fish In English, but in Russian the fish refers to as: Chuka, Lech ', Okun ', Som and many various small fishes. Daddy usually The good fisherman! I think, that many men like to fish. But except for rest we should work also.
I dream, that when I shall have my family we shall go in a vacation and to travel! I would like Together with the husband to go for example on the sea! I would like to be floating by a boat on water. Also it is possible to travel on the automobile!
It is possible to think out a lot of entertainment! Something I begin to dream already! I in general the woman very romantic and impressionable.
I like to carry out productive leisure! You love productive leisure? I very much dream to be rolled on a motorcycle.
I was never rolled on a motorcycle though I see in it a lot of entertainment.
Dear Steven, also my friends in our bar are asking me about you very much all time :) I tell them that you are very good man, also I want to say to you that some my girlfriends envy me slightly because I found so good man as you by the Internet. But I don't address on their envy of any my attention. Also my collegues from my job asked me about that did you sent me any gifts. I answered them that it's not nessesary for me. The main gifts from you to me are your warm messages and you, Steven! Also if your remember, Steven, I said you in my last message about that it's not necessary to send me any parcels by the usual pochtamt services and any others Post Services. I have said to Natasha and Frank about larceny of postmails and others sendings about that some my friends said me. Frank was agree with me too that it willn't nessesary to send any things by the Arkhangelsk Services. The fact in that when Frank and Natasha have got acquainted, Frank decided to send to Natasha a nice gifts to Arkhangelsk by any Federal Express Service. This gifts were a beautiful flowers and nice woman white dress for Natasha. When Frank sent it to Natasha, Natasha didn't receive this so nice gift from Frank. The gifts were lost by this Service for the not clear reasons.
It was so pity for Frank, and, is especially for Natasha. She cried very much from this to a mountain. Frank wanted to submit to court on this Service, but Natasha reconvinced Frank to not submit to court on this Service. So this beautiful gifts was lost without a trace, Steven.
From this my dear Steven, please, don't send me anything by the any Post Services, ok? I don't want that will happen as it was happen with Frank and Natasha. Also Natasha and Frank want that if we with you will be together, that we will visit them. Steven, they will leave Russia through some time, they will come to Frank's Native Land to Germany.
Frank said to Natasha that he don't want to live in Russia, because he likes his native Germany more than Russia, Natasha want to live in Germany too as she said me, also I will miss about them. Also they see that we have a good relation with you and they wish us that we will together soon and that I will come to you in America, and we will live together as Natasha and Frank are living together.
I today would want to teach you Russian also!
- " Ya budu dumat o vas! " = I shall think of you!
- " Ochen prekrasno poluchat vashi pisma " = it is very fine to receive your letters!
- " Ya tak rada, chto ya mogla vas nahodit! Vi ochen horoshii mujchina
" = I so am glad, that I might find you!
You very good the man!
- " Ya imela bolshoi i trudnii den na rabote " = I had the big and difficult day at work.
I want to say to you, Steven, that I will think about you more and more, possible,
about my coming to you Steven, I feel that our relations are more than friendship, realy Steven??? I feel it by my heart and soul,
because I can't without your e-mails now. Well, Steven, on this I'm finishing my message to you, as usual a warmth greetings from my family to you, and from Frank and Natasha too, Steven! I'm waiting for your e-mails as soon, as possible!!!
Thinking about you, Steven,
My warmth kisses,
PS I to send you in this letter a photo of my mum!

Letter 5

Hello my dearest Steven!
I want to say to you that as usual and usual, I'm happy so much from your answer on my last e-mail my Steven!!! I think about you my Steven all days. I so wait for your warm messages for me Steven, I want to say to you that now I cann't without you and your so feelings emails my Steven. You e-mails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you Steven is a beterest part of my lonely life now, your messages give me a great happiness and pleasure in my life Steven. Believe me Steven, that I speak this my words with my sincere care to you Steven, with my respect for you Steven.
How are you? I am fine! How at you weather? How your relatives and friends? In the order and all asked to speak my family to you Hello!
Now all my family knows about you. I spoke them about you. You know, it was very interesting to my sister And she also asked about you. Mum asked how many to you of years,
whether and my daddy has asked you have children.
I answered their questions and we discussed you last night. I spoke my family, that you the good person.
After supper we spoke about you only with my mum. You are probable only may guess, that at mum and at the daughter There may be secrets and nobody understands better the daughter as own mother. Mum however warned me, that I to not rush to enter with you relations. I was itself I realize. I have told, that you kind the man and decent.
If we had with you relations it would be probably necessary for you to speak with my daddy! he also very good The person. he to care very much of our family.
Everyone wish for me only happiness.
Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my Steven, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my Steven.
In last night I didn't sleep well, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my Steven, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm messages, and in basically about you my Steven! I thought about all my Steven, I want to say to you that I cann't without you my Steven, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my Steven, yes................Steven,........yes...... I love you my dearest Steven! My Steven, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it's so sensual for me my Steven, I cann't without you Steven. I LOVE YOU, DARLING! I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it's my love to you my dear Steven. From your messages Steven, I see that we aren't indifferent to each other Steven, I hope that you will agree with me my Steven, is it for true Steven? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my Steven. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my Steven, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him,
he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you Steven,
you are my future man Steven. Also in the eyes of God that he cried,
I think that he is very happy for us my Steven. I cried too Steven, because it's so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my Steven,
because I cann't to be one my Steven, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answred, but I said them that I want it very much, but I cann't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my embarrassment. I am felling embarrassed girl, I said about you in my last e-mails my Steven. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not embarrassment my Steven, I feel to you all my love to you Steven!
By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents and my girlfriend Natasha and Frank. My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling Steven. In the eyes of my mom and my dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my Steven. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love Steven, also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you Steven will live in America because they understand that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm GREETINGS to you and they wish us, my Steven, our future family happiness and great mutual love my Steven. Also my girlfriend Natasha and her boyfriend Frank said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my Steven. They are very happy about us my dear Steven, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my Steven, and I agreed with them on 100 per cent!!! Also Natasha and Frank said you a hot friend HELLO and they will hope that we will together with you Steven. My darling, I am so happy for us my dear Steven. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear Steven, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you have or do you write with any another women my Steven??? It's so important for me my Steven, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you Steven write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my Steven. I don't want an other man, because I love you, Steven! But more of all I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love Steven!!! I say you about it very seriously my Steven! It will so pity for me if you are having or writing with an other woman my dear Steven, and deceive me in our relations, please,
say me, Steven, do you write with an other women? We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their,
but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear Steven, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my Steven? I think that my collegues in our bar will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each other too,
I will can to send emails from your country them too. My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much, and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my Steven. I love you Steven and I cann't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my Steven. It's so necessary for me my Steven. I so love you Steven!
By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents for my future coming to you my Steven, as I know from my girlfriend Frank, I will need in the foreign passport and visa too, I will try learn about it Steven in near future time my Steven. My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love Steven. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you badly Steven. I will wait for your mutual warmth emails, Steven. As usual, warmth greetings from my girlfriend Natasha, Frank and my family to you.
All my warmth kisses,
Warmth hugs,
Your lady,

Letter 6

Hi my love Steven!
I have gotten your warm words from your answer on my last message my darling! My dear, my love Steven, in my last e-mail I have told you about my love feelings to you, Steven, I wrote this message with so close love feelings to you, dearest, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you,
because it is so dificult to hide a close feelings to love man,
Steven. I love you, Steven, and I want to say to you that, please,
don't discharge me from you, Steven. Steven, it's so pity for me that our messages connect us only, I want to see you in reality my Steven. I so want it, darling! Our e-mails connect our close love feelings to each other, our messages are our rescue with boredom and from all of boring things. I want to say to you my darling that I cann't without your messages now Steven, your e-mails are necessary for me so much my Steven, I love it and I love you my dearest Steven!!!
I assumed it, that if I meet good and kind the man we should meet.
Without it We can not have the relation. I think, that we already know enough about each other to have a meeting.
You are interesting to me very much and I think, that we may be good family together! If things will go well,
I would like to be your wife! I dream to find my happiness and I shall hope, that we may be happy.
Already all my family knows, that I want to meet you. I spoke with mum and daddy about it. Mum and daddy wish me Only the best in this life. They will be glad, if I shall find my happiness. Daddy as the man wants, that I had the good husband. he should be kind and gentle with me and always take about me care. It was spoken by my daddy.
Only you should promise my parents, that you will take about me care.
Probably you will write the letter to my daddy?
It will be very good! My daddy will be very glad to your letter. You write it in English and I shall translate it for mine Families. I hope, what it will not be difficult for you?
I want to test love and I want, that me loved. My Steven, I think, that you also want to have the good wife!
I think, that I shall be for my husband the good wife. I shall be the good mistress on kitchen and I shall be true only to my husband.
I can promise and guarantee it. I know, that you the person of your word. You will never deceive and betray me.
Your purposes in life coincide with mine and I think, that we may have good family together! What you think of it?
My love Steven, I want to say that my and my best friends Natasha and Frank are very happy for us my love Steven, they are all time ask about you, about your feelings to me and I don't worry say about our love feelings now, because I don't want to hide my love to you from everybody my Steven, I have found sense of my life my Steven, I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU BADLY, DARLING!
My love Steven, I want to say to you that my collegues on my job are very happy for us too! In total all my collegues says me that they are very glad for us too, but one of the waiters say about me very bad things too, she is Raisa, she is 44 years old. She is not so good woman, she gossips about me that I am not considerable woman, because I found you my Steven in Internet and she considers that it's not good my Steven, because she said that in their past live time when in Russian Federation was Soviet Union, in this time boys found the girls and that it was better than in present time, when in more cases girls find boys. I was so bad from Raisa's words my Steven, because I think that she is not right, realy my Steven? I think that man can chose like woman or woman can chose like man if they want it mutual,
really Steven? I think that we have mutual love feelings and it is better of all when the loving each other people love each other mutual, I think that it is an important fact of love about reciprocity. Really my Steven, is our feelings mutual??? I think from our messages that it's true my Steven. Also I want to say to you that Raisa doesn't have a husband, she lives one, she considers that all men do not deserve her attention because, I think, that she is not simple in herself soul, I think that she think very high about herself simply, she think that all men is silly men, it's her opinion only, I don't know why she think so bad about men, why??? My dearest,
did you meet such, I think, silly peoples as Raisa the ideas of which is not right in my opinion. I think that she is not right in that she said about men!!! I think that this woman is egoist woman, I think that you will agree with me my Steven. But I don't want to say about this woman to you in all because it is so boring for me. Ok? I want to speak about us my dear.
My Steven, I want to say to you that my parents so happy that we met each other, I say you again and again about it!!! I have consulted with my coming to you, I want to say to you that from my words about it my mom and dad were so surprised too, they asked me, am I sure about my coming to you, and I have answered that I cann't without you and I have decided to be with you, Steven, all my life too. My mom and dad have agreed with me, because they understand that I cann't without you, and also they have told me as they love each other when they were young people too. I want to say to you that my mom and dad have asked me to say to you a warmth hello from them again and again!
They wish us a good life together too!
My dearest Steven, also I have a good news! I want to say to you that Natasha and Frank have reminded me today with my possible coming to you my Steven. The fact in that Natasha have a good aunt Tatyana in Moscow which, possible, will can help me with an information about my coming to you in USA Steven in future soon!
Also I want to say to you that Natasha aunt Tatyana has helped to Natasha at once when Natasha and Frank have met each other in Internet, when Frank asked Natasha to come to him in Germany, Hamburg City. Natasha aunt Tatyana has helped to Natasha with all information for need necessary documents for the Natasha coming to Germany to Frank. This aunt Tatyana works in one of the individual travel firm in Moscow City. It's so positively for us because she will can to help me with all important detaled things of information about all necessary documents for my future coming to you in USA my love Steven. Also I want to remind that Natasha and Frank will go to Germany soon, as I said you earlier, because Frank want it, Natasha want it too, they decided about it earlier. And Natasha will address to her aunt Tatyana about all necessary information for coming to Germany too, and Natasha will can ask Tatyana about all necessary information for the documents and prices of my coming to you in USA.
Natasha will try to connect with Tatyana in Moscow soon on days, and will ask about all important information too! Frank and Natasha say to you a friend greetings again and again my Steven, and hope that we will together soon too! They are so happy, and happy for us my love Steven. Also I want to say to you my Steven that it's so good that Natasha and Frank, and also me and you my Steven found each other by the Internet, I think that the Internet is the assistant in everything, in Internet people can find any information, and it's inportant that the people can to fall in love by the Internet, realy my dear Steven??? I so love you my darling, I'm sure in my love with you so much, and I want to say to you that with every day I want to be with you more and more my Steven, I love you so much dear, I can't without you my Steven, you are so necessary for me Steven, I love you, Steven!!!!!!!!!
I am ready To apply all my forces on our meeting. I think, that we should have a meeting so or Differently, because we should know each other better. The meeting in the person will help To us to make serious steps in our life. You agree with me?
I was very resolutely adjusted to a meeting with you. I shall find out the information As soon as possible. I shall inform you immediately as soon as I shall have The necessary information. I so am excited about our meeting. I understand, that I can not To hide tears for pleasure at our meeting from my eyes. You only do not pay attention If I shall cry in day of our meeting. OK? You promise me? I so want To have sensation of your man's hands. So your caress is necessary for me. I want To feel your care. I then shall be the happiest woman in the world!
I shall try to do by that happy the man in the world! I want, that we Now went towards to our love. I want, that our meeting was a first step To happy joint life!!!! Let's do our life happy and long!
Now I would like to speak you in Russian three important words. YA TEBYA LYUBLYU! You know, what it means?
YA TEBYA LYUBLYU! = I LOVE YOU! It is the truth and I have to you similar feelings.
Please do not worry, I always to receive all your letters! I to receive a photo which you to me to send, I to print out it on the printer and now it is at my place!
I always very much to love heat it is more than a cold! And when I shall arrive to you I is happy with you!!!
Also I promise you that I shall do now utmost for as soon as possible to arrive to you!!!
I shall be happy to be your wife!
Also I want to ask you that you to write the letter to mine to the daddy and to send it to me through e-mail, I shall read it to him, well?
I want, that the union of our hearts was strong! I want to care of you, I want to love you All my female heart. I do not want, that something prevented us in life. But without It it is impossible, therefore we should overcome all. Our love should overcome all!
Also my Steven, on days, possible tomorrow or after tomorrow, I want to go to the church that I must thank God that we found each other my love, I so thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you my Steven, I know about it, Steven! My darling, on this I will end my e-mail to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love desire!!! You must know, Steven, how I feel so happy myself when I read your messages my darling! Well, I must be off my Steven, I will think about you Steven so much, I love you, and I want to be with you as soon as possible my love Steven!!!!!
kisses and huges
your love, Janna

Letter 7

Hello my love man, my dearest Steven!
How are you doing my Steven? I'm doing so fine, my honey!
I have gotten you answer, my Steven, more as usual, it's so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me, your warmth words my dear Steven. My dearest Steven, I love you my Steven, I love you so much that I cann't without you now my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the inseparable part of my life my love Steven. I say about it very seriously! Because you know how much I love you my darling Steven, I cann't without you my Steven!
All days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting my Steven, I cann't wait a moment when we will meet in your airport my love, I want it so much my darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each other, dearest Steven! My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this my dear Steven, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear Steven, I love you very much,
I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my love man Steven! My love Steven, I want to say to you that my girlfriend Natasha tried to connect with her aunt Tatyana in Moscow to ask her about the all necessary information about my future coming to you my Steven, but I want to say to you that it was so pity for me that Natasha aunt Tatyana wasn't on the place in this moment when Natasha rong to her aunt. But Natasha said me that she will try to ring to Tatyana to Moscow soon on nearest time! We are me and my parents sure that Tatyana aunt will give to us all information about my coming to you my love Steven. My dear, I cann't wait a time when we will together my dear, I miss you badly my darling! At last night I couldn't to sleep again my dear Steven, I thought about you and about us my dearest Steven!
My love Steven, before my writing to you, in my mind came a liric thinking about you my darling. I have found an Internet one liric poem too, I want to say to you that I like this poem so much, I want to show my great love and missing about you in this poem, I hope that you will love this feel and soul poem for you my darling, is

---SO FAR AWAY---(by Steve Forsythe)








My love Steven, I hope you love this poem, it one that makes me think of you often my darling, this poem from my heart which fulled by our love to each other my Steven. I hope that you will can test this so love liric words. My darling, also again and again I want to say to you that my parents are very very happy for that we will together soon my dear Steven. My mom and my dad all time ask about you, and on their words I understand that they love you too, as their native son!
My sisters Katya and Masha ask me about you too :) Simply, my family understand completely that I have found my boyfriend as you dear, my love Steven. Also as usual and usual warmth greetings from my family to you, my dearest Steven!
My Steven, also again I want to share with you my some problem in my job, it's again Raisa, the waiter in our bar... :( I want to say to you that I heared from Raisa so bad words to my side again recently :(
As you remember, as I told you earlier, Raisa think about our love very very bad! I think that simply she envies us very much, really,
Steven? She said that all men promise to the women a happy life and love on a beautiful words, and she said that you are not exception :(
She said me that you speak a beautiful words to me only, and that you willn't to undertake all of effort for our quick meeting and she said also that simply, all men are people who promise on words very much,
but on the actions, as since sides of the gentleman, they are weak people. Also she said that you willn't do all things for our meeting my dear Steven, it was insulting for me from her words :( My dear Steven, I cried from her words very much, she said me a dirty lie!!!
Realy, my Steven? She think about all men very bad, I don't know, I don't understand!!! WHY? Why she think about men so bad? I think that she don't and willn't understand so happy feelings as the LOVE between woman and man! My Steven, I want to say to you that I don't want to work in this bar, it's so pity for me, because from this so bad and silly Raisa. I want to say to you that also Raisa is a distant relative of our boss of our bar, she adjusts our director against me some time. Raisa said to our director that he will forbid me to use the computer for my writing to you, she said that the computer is not for the love feelings, she said that the computer is for work needs only! When I heared it, I cried my dear Steven. Why Raisa is so bad to me and to us with you my darling? WHY? :( I don't understand it, my Steven! My darling, I want to say to you that I willn't can to go against Raisa because she is the relative of our bar's director, but by the way I want to say to you that I spoke with our director Alexandr too. He said that I don't must to pay of attention on Raisa,
but since other side he cann't go against Raisa too because they are the relatives. But Alexandr said me that I can use the computer for my writing to you my dear Steven, because he is a good man and he said that he understand my love to you Steven and he said me that he have a good wife which he love very much and he told also about their love with his wife too, I thank our director Alexandr that he has solved me to use the computer that I can to write you my dear, but he repeat me that he cann't go against Raisa, he said that, possible and I think it is true, that Raisa will render on me moral pressure, he said also that it will be better for me that, if I willn't work with Raisa in one bar, I will can to leave my job. My darling, I don't want that Raisa offended me by her silly statements!!! I don't want to work in this bar with this so bad woman Raisa my darling, I don't want to hear her of the insult never! I want to say to you that my mom and my dad,
and also Natasha and Frank calmed me after Raisa's words. I cried on the shoulders of Natasha. Frank and Natasha said me that all will ok,
because we with you love each other, and any Raisa willn't to prevent us when we will together with you my love Steven, they said also that it will be better that I will leave from my job in the bar and I will prepare to my coming to you my dear Steven, my parents and Natasha and Frank said me that they are indignant by the bad words of Raisa, is especial my dad. He don't want that her daughter as me willn't offend anybody. By the way my parents and Natasha and Frank sure that you will a good husband for me, and also that you willn't offend me never, I said to my parents and Natasha and Frank that you are not capable on bad things with me as do it Raisa.
Not so long ago I heard on TV, that now very many men invite the woman In another the country and then select all documents. The woman may not leave the another's country and then the man does with the woman All that wants. I do not know as it Be relative USA. I heard, that similar situations occur in Europe. It really is very awful.
Many women go to work to Europe under the invitation and also get in awful position. They are compelled to be engaged in sale of the body,
that Them released back to Russia. These awful things really occur in the world. Russian women have no many money and they therefore Go in other country to earn money. Men from Europe to use it. You heard about similar histories?
I am valid to trust, that USA this good place to live and you have no similar situations. Except for that I trust you.
I know, that you will never deceive me. I very trustful woman. I do not want, that my heart was broken.
I search only for my happiness and I never harmed anybody. I think,
that we deserve to be happy.
My dear Steven, please, promise to me that you willn't offend me, please,
promise me about it my dear, please, I trust you so much, and I don't want that you will break my heart at once! I love you so much my dear Steven, I so trust to your love feelings to me my darling, I cann't without you my Steven, I cann't! I want to be with you for ever my Steven, I love you and I miss you badly, darling, I hope that we will find all our life forces for that we will together soon my love Steven. I love you and I miss you very much my Steven! Ok, on this note, let me finish my letter to you my Steven, I want to say to you that I will wait for you messages with a great pleasure. Ok, see you soon my love Steven. Ok, again and again warmth greetings from my mother, my father, my sisters and Natasha with Frank to you my dearest love man Steven!!!
Thinking about you so much, Steven,
My aspiration to be with you as soon as possible,
Truly, your love Janna.
PS Please let's try together to receive the visa to me! I shall do it! I find out all and I shall write to you that will be necessary for me for this purpose, well?

Letter 8

Hello my love man, my dearest Steven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am very happy to receive your letter today. I waited very much today to write to you as soon as possible.
Also it was very interesting to me to receive your letter. My work today it is good enough. But I much I think of you. I right now test such pleasant feelings. When I began to write to you I did not think that I shall be To test similar feelings. With each other letter which I wrote to you I all more to appreciate our friendship.
I love you and I want to be with you. I very much would like that our feelings were mutual.
I trust you. I in general think, that the present love will consist of the following components. It:
1. A physical inclination. I to you have a physical inclination. YOU have to me a physical inclination?
2. Trust. I trust you completely. I know, that you the good person. I want to hope, that you trust me also.
From the first letters I wanted, that between us there was a trust.
3. Understanding. I think, that I understand yours the purposes in life. I know, that you want. Both of us want to have family and to be happy.
Our purposes coincide!
4. Feeling of the responsibility. I shall never cause you a pain. I shall be always true to you. I shall never deceive you.
I would like, that you also never have offended me. I can give you a part of my heart and soul. If you might look in my heart you would understand, that my heart very pure and it is open for you. Please, do not deceive me never and do not break my heart. OK?
I cann't be apart from you, it's so hard! My Steven, you are my life, Steven, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth,
to look into your kind and tender eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you, dear. I'm sure everything will be well and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together my Steven. I often think about us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy, my love Steven. I know that our hearts will together always,
because our love is eternal, this great feeling connects the another people and us through a continents. But not looking on that the love is very strong great feeling, it also is very fragile, realy my dear, because only one word or an not right action can destroy it and already anybody willn't can to restore this great feeling.
Probably, you will think that a purpose of all my correspondence with you it's only desire to leave for USA.
Believe me my love Steven, it's not so my love, the fact in that when I began to write to you, I couldn't believe what it is possible to fall in love through the Internet. I thank God and an Internet that we found each other in this so large world my darling. Only I have decided to try to do it and that from this it has turned out. We are me and you love each other very much and we should be together,
because we can't withoiut each other my darling. I have learned much in the searches as we want to meet each other very much.
Steven, my dearest love man!!! I have a good great happy news for us my darling Steven!!! My girlfriend Natasha have connected with her aunt Tatyana to Moscow at last. Tatyana has said to Natasha that she has learned how much cost a visa. Tatyana have called in embassy and there have said to her that it will be better for us with you, Steven, if I will have the visa of a tourist. This tourist visa B-2, the visitor visa will valid during six months. On this type of visa I'll can travel till USA without any restrictions. The price of this visa, as Tatyana was informed in embassy, is 150 US dollars. Besides the process of the registration of the visa costs 175 US dollars. By the way Natasha aunt Tatyana as has taken an interest about other kinds of the visas too, as to her have said, that there is a set of kinds of the visas. For example, visa of a bride. Tatyana has thought that this visa of bride approaches to us,
but her in Embassy have said that this visa costs more expensively and visa's registration costs a lot of money. It's around 650 dollars US and the registration of the visa will during seven months, it is very long and expensive! From it because the tourist visa B-2 is the betterest variant than visa of bride now for us my love Steven! My love Steven, I want to ask you one thing my Steven, I will need to ask your help with a financial charges for the getting all necessary documents for my coming to you, Steven. As probably, may be you know an economic situation in our country, simply it's awful, and at our bar don't give the salary to work personal during a long time. Our government explains it to those that simply they don't have a money,
it's a difficult financial situation, and they don't have a recourses on the salary for the any kind of the job in total. My dearest, my love Steven, I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only recourses separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey, and I don't want to lose you.
My dearest Steven, in general I'll need for 480 US dollars. It's certainly large money, you probably have thought what is it more than the total price of the visa and visa's registration Also I will need to pay for medical exams too, it will be 150 dollars. And of course I will need to pay for the coming from Arkhangelsk to Moscow City, I have learned about the price of the airplane ticket Arkhangelsk - Moscow, it will be 2080.00 russian rubles or it is around 65 US dollars.
By the way Natasha aunt Tatyana will try to find the cheaper prices of the air ticket for the fling to you. I want to ask you, Steven,
what is the nearest airport (name of the airport) from your city?
Also, please, tell me about the approximate price of the airplane ticket too, ok? Please, Tatyana will need this datas as she said to Natasha. As Natasha said me, Tatyana will try to find a cheaper airticket! I so happy from this so happy news!
But now, at first, my Steven, I will must to begin a process of the registration of all necessary documents, in total I will need 480 US dollars as I said, Steven. My dearest Steven, if you will send me this so necessary recourses for this documents, it will be better to do through a system of Western Union, I have interested about this at my friends Natasha with Frank. Steven, I want to say to you that when Frank asked Natasha to come to him in Germany, and he helped to Natasha with the necessary Natasha charges for her coming, Frank have sent the necessary recourses on the documents and airplane ticket to Natasha through the sistem of Western Union too. Frank trust to this sistem Western Union, as Frank have said me, Western Union is the beterest and fast transfer system in the world. Also my love Steven,
as Frank said me, you will need in some datas from me, you will need my full name, if you remember, Janna Grigoryeva, also here is an address of the nearest bank where is situated the sistem of Western Union in Arkhangelsk:
My dearest Steven, I want to ask you, when you will sent this recourses 480 dollars, it will be necessary for me, that you must to send me an important information which required at a parcel of money.
As Frank said me, it is the control number which consist of 10 digits (Money Transfer Control Number-MTCN). This number you will have in the receipt which work operator will give you. My dearest Steven, you will must to send me this so important data in e-mail. Without this data MTCN I willn't can to get the recourses which are necessary for my coming to you my dear Steven. My love Steven, I understand completely that it's a large money, but to me any more on whom I can to rely and on this I ask you about your help with this charges. My love Steven, we are me and you love each other very much and we will together, simply, I sure in it my darling Steven!!! I'm waiting and I'm dreaming for a moment of our meeting in your airport my Steven.
I will cry in this moment, when I will leave from an air gangway and when I will see you my Steven, because it will from our happiness my dear Steven. I close my eyes and I am imagining about this so happy picture. My love, I dream as we will live together my darling, to go for a walk, keeping for our hands my love Steven. I want that you will show me your native land, a places where you like to go for a walk and where you like to spend a more of your time, also I want to get acquainted with your relatives and closest friends so much! I want to be with you very much, so much my love Steven! I love you Steven, and I miss you my dearest love Steven! My dear Steven, I want to say to you that I have spoke with my mom and dad, also with my sisters about us again and again, especially about my coming to you. I want to say to you that my family have so many happy smiles for us and they approve our close love feelings with you my Steven, they are so happy because we love each other very much, simply they have said me that we will happy with you and they wish us a large happiness together! They see my feelings and my happiness from our love with you, and they understand me that we with you can't without each other and wish us a great love in this time and our future life too! Simply great greetings from my family to you, Steven, please, accept the love from my parents, they love you as a relative son! Also hi from Natasha and Frank to you too! I so thank Natasha and Frank, because they are my closest friends and because thanking to them, especially to Natasha, we have found each other, Steven.
My parents also know about all expenses and daddy has told, that can give me 100 dollars. Also to me 100 dollars at work should pay. It already 200 dollars to our meeting. It already the most part!
This 200 dollars I shall spend for residing at Moscow while the visa it will be made out (hotel, meal and transport)
My documents and other expenses. I would like to ask you that you sent me approximately 480 dollars. I want to tell, that Probably there will be unplanned charges, but it will not be much. If you will help me of 480 dollars I think, that it will be to take all things with documents enough. I certainly promise you, that I shall take economy. Believe me, I am able to count money and to save. Life in Russia of me has learned this. 480 dollars it is many money. You will help with it, Steven?
Well, my love Steven,
let me to end my e-mail my dearest Steven, I'm waiting for your messages so much my love man Steven!!!
Wanting to be with you so much my love Steven,
Truly, your love lady for ever....Janna.
PS Please do not worry I To receive a photo which you to me to send.
Also I want tell to you that I can to receive the visa of the tourist. I do not want to start to make out the visa of the bride because it is very long process, and it is very expensive.
Do not worry I to have the property in Russia, all with it is good. I own an apartment where my parents live, they to write down the apartment on me.

Letter 9

MY ANGEL Steven!!!
I so am happy that you have not refused to help me with the visa, I very much experienced for it!!!
We with you shall be happy together I is sure in it!!!
I know that you will protect and protect me when I shall arrive to you!!!
Mum also knows it and trusts you!
Yes separation from all my relatives and the native land it will be difficult for me, but I am sure that with you I shall overlook about all on light!!!
I so am glad, that things go well between us. We shall soon Together and we shall have happy time together. I want to connect ours Hearts! I so am excited about our meeting! I shall cry for pleasure,
When I shall see you the first time. You only please do not pay to this attention.
OK? I so want to feel your care of me. I so want to understand,
That you love me. I shall be true only to you. I want to love you.
I want to arrive to you and never to not feel any more Similar feelings. This fear from men sweated loved to bring in my heart the big grief.
I love you and we shall be happy together.
my Angel, please do not worry, I receive always all your letters, I to receive photos!!!
I also want to tell to you that if I shall make out the visa of the tourist that it our meeting will be faster!
Especially before to us to marry I all the same should fly to Russia again, and then I shall already receive the visa of the bride to fly to you and marries. Believe me it is the most good variant for us, well?
I was more today can not write than anything as I am overflown with happiness and I do not have not enough words to express it! I am very glad that between us exists Trust, I am simply happy to realize that my loved trusts me. Except for that I become more sure that we soon shall meet you, because love May overcome any distances.
Certainly there are difficulties which prevent To us to reunite, but we together should overcome them, because all in ours Hands. We should meet you because we may not live the friend without The friend, you agree with me? I wait for your answer Steven, eternally loving you Janna

Letter 10

Hello my loved Steven
I very much wait our meeting! I each day to imagine this The moment. I even to worry as it slightly will occur on most Business. I very much want that it has more soon taken place.
I already wrote to you that my birthday March, 12, 1975. I already to answer you it.
Also my growth 170 sm weight 55 kg, color of my eyes brown.
I already about all it wrote to you, you did not read some parts of my letters likely...
How you today? At me all is good. I today went In medical institution and to pass survey. I very much It is glad, that I completely healthy! My loved, my mum very much wants,
That I have transferred the letter which she has written to you.
I shall write tomorrow to you it. Mum very much wants to speak itself With you but she does not know the English language. All mine The family sends the regards to you. I have told to girlfriends,
That I am fast shall go to you and they are very glad for me. They are glad,
That I have found the love!!! I love you!!! I am very strong to love you and without you and your letters, me it is very bad. I to require you and in your words.
You to love me and this biggest happiness in the world. I am very strong to wait our meeting and to think, that it will be fast. I to want to speak with you, a kiss of you long long to go with you to cinema. Up to a meeting with you, my life was monotonous. I to not have happiness with the loved person. I to search the love, but these searches have not resulted me in it. I to receive only disappointment.
Each day I to think about life and to see, that I of nothing to cost in this world and to me it was very bad. But I to not want to recollect, that was earlier. I have you and more than nothing it is necessary to me. Without you and your love, my heart it will be empty on always. I to know, that you to see it and to want me. We to like each other and we should be together. I to wait this moment. My English not yet well, but I to study each day. I shall wait for your letter and to trust in our meeting.
I shall wait from you the letter soon. With love, yours Janna.
PS YOU at all do not imagine as I want to be near to you!!!
I need you!!!