Letter(s) from Olga to Rob (Canada)

Letter 1

Good afternoon my new and mysterious stranger Rob. At once to want you to thank, that you to not leave without attention my letter both to write to me back and to give yours e-mail the address. I hope. That your day passes well and your mood fine, as my mood very remarkable, because it was very pleasant that you have written to me today. As I really to wait from you the letter. As acquaintance for me through the Internet yet which is not familiar and I first time has solved to give my questionnaire in the Internet. Because I did not get acquainted yet with the man through the Internet. And I think, it is what is it very interesting. Therefore I first have solved to write to you, as to me from all man. You at once to me have attracted also to me your questionnaire has liked. I to find you attractive by the man. And I hope. That we shall hold our messages and in the future. I have learned by myself to admire and I know, that my happiness only in my hands. I the woman, which define The life, instead of is arranged under circumstances. I to understand it only from my bad experience from mine last The relation . I firmly have acquired one rule, which me to learn my mum and with which I am grateful for it: " Only woman who has grown fond of, can be rather successful and at her all will be in her life ". It is necessary Only aspiration and reliance both all will be. And I now adhere to this corrected, which to learn me my mum. If you understand me Rob, I not the actress. I simply to become now to her in life, that I could find Love and happiness. As the present woman always there is some actress. You with me agree Rob? As a rule The men very much appreciate female weakness and easily to use to her. And I shall be weak only for this purpose the man, which I really shall love and I shall be convinced in his love to me back, then I shall be the weak woman for him , that Mine the man was with me a number(line) and to feel strong. Though I to consider , that the relation between the man and The woman should be 50/50. and I to think what is it fairly and correctly. You with me agree Rob? I am glad From that I now to know the price of human life, price to own freedom and know, from mine mine last The relation and I am glad that I now behind all these awful years for me, that the life happens sometimes such Unpredictable also that per one perfect day she can stop. As about these constantly I meet With it at my job, when I to see all these homeless people and I shall learn from them their life and through what they to pass, Also are be such cases, that I to see death of these unfortunate people. It is valid all very awfully for seeing And to observe, as these people suffer. The life as can i?eiiaianoe a surprise as treachery from close the people, In which you were earlier sure on all 100 % and for which you could earlier offer the life for the sake of this man. I became the WOMAN, which is not able to refuse myself in anything, within limits , certainly. I have learned to do Only what my soul, it certainly my job lays to, which I to be proud of. Also I try to avoid dialogue With those the people, which are unpleasant to me. I try to create around of myself ao?o Happiness and to cause only positive emotions. As one spoke the French the writer Simona De Bovuar: " the woman are not born. The woman become with years! " And I for a long time to realize this true, From my last relations . Rob I hope. That I to not bother to you with yet @ ideas on this life and statements (hahaha). It is a small joke, that on yours face the smile has appeared. I with impatience shall wait your new letter, and as your photos. And I in the meantime send a pair of pictures me. That you had the best representation about me. I hope they to you will like, and you me will not discuss strictly (hahaha). Still small smile for you Rob.

Yours are new also mysterious friend Olga.
Which with impatience your new letter will wait.

Letter 2

Hello my new friend Rob. I hope, that you have good day and good mood. I have good mood, as new acquaintance - It is interestingly always. The acquaintance through the Internet is possible To consider as something new me, because I did not meet the people thus never. only it is possible to present, that through one wire we can find out each other and write to each other letters, though we while far apart. It is valid so conveniently and me to like, that we to have our messages and can more find out each other. As you Rob, it is valid me to interest as the man and I would like further to write to you, if you do not mind. As I think, that the acquaintance through the Internet it is very pleasant, and it is much easier, than at real meeting in a street or somewhere in cafe behind coffee. And now I to want as to inform you more information concerning me. My name is Olga. Me now 30 years. I was born October, 11 1975 Year of birth. till a mark a horoscope. I - Libra. I live in small is proud about number the population approximately 280 000 people, though our state makes approximately 800 000 people. In our city as well as in other cities the various people and a lot of nation, from all world live. I think, what is it not most important, main, that the people were able to be friends and to understand each other. That there was no violence and murder. I to think, what is it most important. I hope to find the serious relations with the man in the Internet. I am single also I not I have children. I live with my grandmother in one city. My grandmother lives not far from me in the own house. It approximately 10 minutes driving by the bus. And I live in an apartment which to me has remained from mine the parents. as I now have remained one and with me except for my grandmother, nobody remained. As I recently to lose the parents. It was in February, 2005. When my parents to go home from the visitors on our automobile. As they went to mine to the aunt in the next city. To celebrate Birthday by mine the aunt. This aunt. The native sister by mine the mum. Only she the grown-up. And when they came back, to them on a counter strip of movement to go away other machine, which has not consulted with management and they have confronted with the machine, where there were my parents. As there was a very slippery road and there was a sleet about a rain. It was very awful. When me to bring to identify mine the parents, I was in such Shock. Because there there was no whole body. Them even to collect till pieces. I do not know, how I to bear all this, it was such HORROR!!!. And I could identify mine the parents only till their clothes, which have remained, and their wedding ring. Because the bodies could not be identified. I long could not in myself reach, only grandmother to me the help go through all this HORROR and that to me should be seen. We even to bury my parents in the closed coffin, because from them a little that there was also it so all was awful. And when I to look on our automobile from this awful failure, I was surprised, there it was valid not anything alive. And there there was so much a lot of blood. This such sad and terrible stage. I long months could not reach in myself. Only due to mine the grandmother, I now to continue to live further and to work. As when there was this misfortune, I did not work more than two month, because I could not reach in myself. For me it was so difficultly all this to go through. It so is awful. When lose the parents. And me so becomes sad, when I to recollect all this. For me it seems, what is it there was all recently. Though already to pass it is more than year. I now have apartment in new area of city, which to me has remained in the inheritance from my parents. Rob I to write to you from Internet - cafe as I now have no mine The own computer. I had earlier my own computer when we lived on ours Old apartment and when my parents were alive. But literally for two, three weeks prior to our moving on new Apartment in new area at us to plunder our apartment whence at us Have born and to steal much from engineering and equipment in that number and mine the computer. at us to steal all video and audio the goods. And as home appliances. But and most important to me our family videocamera and my small portable computer (notebook) was a pity to lose. Which to me was very dearly among only. As I there to store all our family information, and main, all our photos ours family and our relatives. There I stored all our photos where I, my mum and father. There was more than hundred photo, me with the parents for last 10-15 years and are a pity to me so. I to give back all. If to me to return my computer from a photo mine the parents, as this most expensive and valuable, that at me was necessary, but any another's people to steal him at me. As I so have not enough now mine the parents and these photos very much would help to me. As I to find some photo, where I and my mum in last summer of 2004. When we with her were together. It is all that I could rescue from all photo. Which have remained from our moving, as other photos were all in my computer. Unfortunately, I and to not find a photo where my father, though he not love to be photographed and always turned away, when I to photograph him. But my father always love to photograph me. Now I live on our new apartment in new area but Only I have no now my computer. I want to learn about you too and ask, that you wrote me about job and about to your family too. I want to know, what you want new in your life? My main desire it to create amicable family and maybe to have children. I think, that I the adult woman already and I am ready for this purpose. As Rob, I would like to set to you pair mine questions. As it would be interesting to me to know the answers on them. What you have felt, when you have received my first letter? You in general romantic man? I always liked the successful men, and I never tried it to hide, because I always knew, What price and what forces and diligence, pays this success. Such men besides profits at job, have profit in personal life. I tried to avoid the losers, which always to stick to me as the fly on honey. Such losers like To dump the problems on fragile female shoulders and suppress the woman by the unsuccessful destiny. With such By the man the woman to lose all vital forces and all energy, and to go out as flowers without water, because she tries to solve problems, which To her not under force, also perceives all vital supports, as due. The loser exhausts from the woman all Last juices from her life and energy. And the successful man, on the contrary, installs reliance, calmness, Stability and safety. Having come off from so lyrical meditations, I have tried to direct the ideas In other channel also has thought that most important, that disturbs me at the given moment, this mine present Material situation . Because I till now ONE and at me no children. And I so love children and always wanted to have the boy and girl. I to want to create the family. Because I think, that I am ready to this. Rob, rather music, I as listen various music. I like all directions, old and new songs, I listen all but rap. I put some of my pictures, that you could see me and what there was my mum. I ask, that you sent me your pictures too. Write me please. I wait your fast reply, as it will be interesting to me to learn about you something.

Your new friend
Olga.

Letter 3

Hello my new friend Rob. Is glad to receive your new letter and to learn about you it is more. Rob, thanks to you for your photos, which you to send to me. I have received them all and they to me were very pleasant. Rob, you really fine look on your photos and you very much like to me. And as that you really such vigorous man and it very much is pleasant to me. As I liked to a photo you and yours children. All of you so look happily. That I to envy you. I to think. That your children are really happy. Because you are very remarkable, good and very careful father for your children. And I always dreamed of such husband as you. Which love me and our children will be. And we would be the happiest family. I hope, that I have interested you and we let's have correspondence with you. I shall be glad to answer all yours questions, as I want, that you knew about me too. I not have very good English, but I studied English at school and as in Institute. I can almost all understand and as I can talk on my English language freely. But for me it is still complex to write on English language. Therefore I still sometimes use the program of the interpreter. I want to tell about myself little bit more. I live in small city Yoshkar ola. Mine the city is located in an average part Russia, it to make 900 kilometers up to Moscow. My city small, but very beautiful, It is located on the river Kokshaga. to me very much to like our city. As I was born here and to carry out the childhood, I studied and now to work here on advantage for my city. We have beautiful a nature. In a circle of city there is a beautiful wood and a lot of small lake, at us a very beautiful nature and much fresh air. In the summer we go for city often with my friends and to enjoy our nature both such pure and fresh air. I want to speak about my job As. I work in fund of the help to the homeless people and children - orphan. I like my job, as I like to help other people. Our organization actively cooperates with " Red Cross ", but the basic financing at us goes from our urban administration. We leave on a street and I distribute by him meal and hot dinner, because they have no money for this purpose. The employees of our fund collect clothes, warm things. Then we give back it to the poor people for nothing. Also we visit shelters for the children - orphans. I want to tell to you slightly about myself. For fun I love to read the books magazines for the women and to look similarly to them, as I love the body and to watch it . As to go for a walk in park, to attend a sports hall, also I like to go with the friends in theatre and to listen to music and as I love to go in a cinema and as love to go to concerts With my girlfriends and on various exhibitions. As I love to leave on a nature, I love fresh air. as I love to play bowling. I love some kinds sports kinds and I to play of volleyball as to me is pleasant this game and I constantly to visit sports club on aerobics at me of employment 2 times per one week. I on life the very sports man both love healthy and high-grade life. As health I to think this most important in our life. You with me agree. I want to get acquainted with the serious man, which is ready to begin the serious relations. I want the favourite man, which will be to me the friend also. I want trust and respect in the relation with him. I want, that you wrote about the job too, as it is interesting to me too. We have no telephone of a house, as our apartment is located in new area of city. And there is no telephone line still. because, when we to come on our new apartment. We had much to buy and to make repair by ours a new apartment and anew to buy a part of a thing (audio, video and home appliances), which at us to steal on our old apartment. Therefore we not begin the first time to put the telephone, as my parents so to take the large loan in bank, when we to move in our new apartment. Because there was to remain very dangerously. As that old house where we to live of the beginnings to give cracks and we should leave from there for the sake of our safety. And my parents to take the large loan in bank, that we could buy our new apartment. And as to make repair and to buy a part from audio, video engineering, which is necessary in each house. And consequently we did not become while to establish a telephone line in our apartment, because it here in Russia is very expensive. And we on that moment to not have such money. As first of all we should make repair in an apartment as soon as possible both to move and to buy the necessary goods and furniture for our apartment. Therefore I till now to not have my telephone at me at home, as it we could not to ourselves allow then, when my parents were still alive. And now I especially can not afford such opportunity. I have no the brothers sister as I was in family one and always dreamed to have the younger brother or sister but I and to grow in family one about what now I to regret no except my grandmother. There are relatives of a uncle and aunt, but all of them live in the next cities. And some absolutely far from me. Therefore I have got used already to live independent life. This the life quickly is learned also by in due course get I already to get used to this. I as to not have children and never was behind the husband. Tell me more about your city. Rob, you to consider itself how the romantic man whether or not? You prefer blonde or women with a dark hair? And why? Please answer me on this questions. I want to learn you more. as it is interesting to me to find out you more and me pleasantly your dialogue. Because at me in my life something has appeared new and interesting to me, than I can engage and give the time write to you Rob. Rob I wait from you the new letter and your new pictures. But I want to ask you, that you sent your pictures in the small size, because you know that I write you from Internet - cafe and I have no superfluous time to spend in Internet. Rob, I shall pass necessarily from you hi mine the grandmother, I think. That it will be pleasant for her. Rob, I never was in Canada, but I heard on TV, what is it very beautiful and large country much. That there you have much perfect and beautiful places. And as that there so the much good and kind people, in particular man, which beautifully are able to look after the women and that the Canadian men, very good father for children. Therefore I have decided to try to find such the man and me so was lucky Rob, I to meet you. As in me at once very much have liked and to interest me. You such remarkable man, which to me to write all so about itself and life. You so is sincere to me and me so pleasantly our dialogue. And as to children. That you me excuse Rob, that I did not speak concerning children earlier. I love them. I am glad to hear, that you have children already. I think, that I feel well to your children, as to you. I want to get acquainted with them once. I want, that they well spoke about me. If you will fill my life the love, I shall not require children. I shall love another's children. And my love will be more for you one. Rob, I send you a little bit my recent photos, which were made by it in the summer. It I from my colleagues at my job, when we to leave in city, when we feeds with hot dinner the homeless people. And this red form, is our working clothes, in which we to leave in city. I hope Rob, you my photos will be pleasant. And you will know more about me and about my job. I hope to you like Rob my photos. I as shall try to send my pictures to you in following my letter. And as I shall be with impatience to wait your new letter. To me very pleasantly your dialogue is valid. With wishes successful to you day, yours are new the friend, by name Olga.

Letter 4

Hello my perfect friend Rob. I hope that at you all well. As I to see from you the new letter and it means, that we are slightly interesting each other. And both of us like our dialogue.Rob, how passes your day? I am not sure, but I to think that at you now probably morning, and the day can. As I to know that we in a different hour belt(zone), but I do not know how many approximately at you now of time. Therefore I am simple to you to wish successful day and I hope my letter will bring to you a little calmness and the small smile on yours face. Rob, thanks to you for your new photos. I as to receive and to save them at myself. They to me were very pleasant. Rob, me really pleasantly your dialogue and I now each day with impatience to wait from you the new letter. Rob, I today with my colleagues with my work to visit one of the house, which the house - boarding school for homeless children or children refers to as which parents to throw. It is really very sick to look on these perfect and remarkable children, which to throw their parents. As at us in Russia behind each born child give decent money, and if it is the second child, there are more money. Therefore at us in Russia much such cases when at us the woman to give rise only for the sake of money, and it is all really so awfully to see such children, which are compelled to suffer all life because of that that him have given rise for the sake of money and at which who will be never known, their father. I to talk today about one of such children. His name Aleksey, him 5,6 years and he to me to tell rather his mum. As Aleksey there was a first child in family, therefore he there is lived some years. And it he speaks perfectly to remember as with it his parents acted. His parents recently it is a lot of to drink "vodka", it is one of most popular an alcoholic product in Russia. Rob, I hope you to hear rather ours "vodka" and as she the alcohol works on the people with the contents in her the large degrees. Aleksey to me told, when his parents to drink vodka, they frequently him to beat. And he is rare when to eat, therefore he to get in the house - boarding school from illness connected with a stomach and digestion. At him was the very much exhausted body. And when his parents to find out that it is possible to earn on birth children and they have begun to be engaged in it. At first mum at Alekseia has given rise the first child. And when has received for him money, then she to hand over it in the children 's house. The second child then has appeared, and Aleksey told to me, that remembers it there was a girl and they as to hand over her in the children's house, when have received money for birth of the child. And they to spend all this money, which them to give for birth of the child. And when they to drink vodka, they did not feed Alekseia. therefore he was compelled to go on streets and to ask the passers - by money, that he could buy something to eat. And then he to get to us, when our organization fed to hot dinner of the homelesses. He spoke, that came to us pair of time and once he saw me and to remember me. Now with him all is good and wonderfully, he is in the children's house a boarding school. And he is very glad, that he now here. Because his tutors surround by care and love, which he to not see never. As them here very perfectly feed. The parents Alekseia to deprive on the parental rights and now they as on former to continue to drink vodka. but itself Aleksey now to not recollect at all the parents. And I so am glad for him , that at him now all is good also he now has recovered slightly. Rob, thanks to you once again for the so perfect letter. You it is valid me so to please, when to me to write. When I to receive your letters, I have a smile on mine face. thanks for so kind words. You it is valid me so to calm and me pleasantly. That there is on light such man, which speaks me so kind, pleasant and tender words. I think. That you really are able to address with the woman. As our men really silly and blind and they love first of all only itself. As to cinema, probably most liked at me films about love and comedies, and as some kind serials. As to your number the telephone, I have received him and has remembered. And if I will have such opportunity, I shall call at once to you Rob, and you I shall warn about it beforehand. And what news at you Rob?. How to pass your day? It is very interesting Rob, whether you recollected me? I today to think of you since morning, as I to wake up from an idea on you and as you to do my day remarkable, because I know that I in the evening should to go in cafe and to look your mail. And what happiness, that I to reach and to see from you the letter. Rob, You really to do my days easier and perfect, as my ideas on you help me better to live my day and I the mail and that you me is ready on much due to yours to not overlook and to write to me. As your letters Rob, give me much new forces and a lot of energy for forthcoming tomorrow's day. And today I shall think again of you and tomorrow as I shall rise since morning from my dream, from an idea and new ideas about you Rob. Because I feel a little magic in my life when I think of you Rob. I want to send you brilliant light, From my heart and soul. Close your eyes, feel the universe, feel my light coming to you, drink it in. only with the best regards to you and successful day. Olga.

Letter 5

Hi Rob. How you today? I am glad, that you have found time to write to me. Rob, I to receive your new photos. For what you to want to thank, as they have liked me as, as well as all others. I write you after job. I had today heavy day, as we went for city on job. But not looking that I am tired, I have decided to visit Internet - cafe and to write to you, as I am very much interested in you. I hope, that you with pleasure find time to answer to me, as your letters bring to me pleasure. I would like to learn as you have a rest in free time,Rob. What sports you like? I like volleyball, tennis and aerobics. What films you prefer to look, what music you listen to? I like to listen classical and instrumental music. as I love alive music. It very relaxing for me. And I like a romantic, family films. My favorite film - " What want women " with Mel Gibson. Did you see this film. and as I like a serial: "X-Fails" are very interesting a serial and I it almost always to look and I try to not pass it. Rob?, what you think of volleyball and aerobics? I very romantic woman and consequently I like to look films about love. But I like comedies too. Rob, I have forgotten to speak you, that I like to cook also. You tried Russian foodstuffs? I would like to cook you something from Russian sometime. And I think that you will like Russian food - pel'meni and soup "borsch". As I am perfect to prepare Russian gylash from meat all kinds. It is really very tasty. To this me to learn my mum, for what I am very grateful to it. My mum really was the very remarkable man and I her very much love. Because she much me to learn in this life. As Rob, I to want at you to ask pair of questions: You like is tasty (delicious) to eat? And as You prepare usually nutrition itself or you to go in restaurant? Rob, I think, that everyone the man likes fast driving the automobile. Dear, you have the automobile? What stamps of automobiles you prefer? I have no the personal automobile but I like the American and German automobiles and sometime I'd like to learn on driver but I haven't free time for this. Rob,I know, that I shall miss without my friends and my grandmother, which will stay in Russia, but I shall have my love, it will be your love and it will fill in all my melancholy. In life there can not be all how want. It is necessary to refuse something and I can not always live with my grandmother. I should begin my own life. I had no the purpose to move in Canada. I wanted to find the man, which will love me and it were you Rob. I so am grateful to you. You really could my heart a little kindle from your kind and tender words and I am grateful to you i, that you to give mine heart the second breath, because it lives now new life in dreams of you. Because last days I constantly to think of you. You could so deeply penetrate into my heart. Rob, you can remain in my heart for ever? I really to search for the man is like you and what happiness. That I to find for so much of years my searches, you Rob. you the surprising and remarkable man. And I even till now understand I can not. As you till now one. If I to meet here at myself in Russia the same man as you, I to struggle for you, for the love. And I to not give back you ieeiiio! As to Aleksey, I am necessary ia?aaai next time your wishes and I shall say to him, that now about him know in Canada and about him now to be asked. Yes Rob, I to believe in the God and we with my grandmother to go in church each Sunday, on our sunday service. And as to my growth, I ' am 5 '7'. And at us now really heat summer . More correctly at us the middle summers and very warmly. The sun shines and very hotly in afternoon. Concerning time, we and Moscow are in one time zone. Therefore at us as much of time, as in Moscow. Rob, I send you a photo, which we to make yesterday, when have visited a house - boarding school for children. And as a photo that the unfortunate small boy Aleksey. Which history I to you to tell. On this photo he now has recovered for these a little month, as when he has entered this children's house, he was such poor and hungry. And now he looks superb. I hope, that you find time to answer my letter. I shall wait your letter and pictures with pleasure. Yours Olga.

Letter 6

Hi Rob. As your day and how your businesses? I hope that at you all well and wonderfully. Rob, ask me to excuse for my short letter, as me today to invite at date of birth, one of the colleague with my work. And consequently I should still have time to reach home both to change clothes and to take a shower. And as to have time to buy any gift for her . As our chief today us to release earlier because of this perfect occasion. He as has congratulated her at the presence of all and has wished only. And to release those who goes for her day birth. Mine the colleague call Nataliya Andreevna. she is more senior than me today for 8 years. As today to her 38 years are executed. She to work for us, in our organization, group economist in a department of distribution. It is very a pity, that you could not to be present on this holiday of soul. it was pleasant Rob, if you to be present together with me on this holiday. As Nataliya Andreevna invited all with the second half. And I probably sole, which without the young man. And it would be pleasant to me to be invited on this holiday together with you Rob. I shall write tomorrow longer letter to you, as now I really to not have the time suffices. A gentle kiss to you. also I shall represent you Rob, that you will be near to me. Wish to me successfully to carry out time Rob, but you will be in my ideas. And consequently you mentally will be near to me. With ideas on you Rob, yours Olga.