Letter(s) from Ekaterina Isaeva to Johannes (Holland)

Letter 1

Hello dear Johannes!!! I am very pleased that you liked my structure. I live in Russia in city Medvedevo. It is small but beautiful city. I shall inform you directly about me. My name Ekaterina. To me of 28 years. My growth of 170 centimeters, weight of 57 kg. I was newer married. I have no children, but very much I love children. Some my girlfriends have children, to me very much to like with them to play. I have higher education in sphere of economy and I am the expert in marketing. At present I work at the enterprise. I have very beautiful eyes. I think that you have estimated it, having seen my structure. I like to be engaged in sports meets. I frequently go fitnes club. I like to behave in the sports form. I do not smoke and I do not drink alcoholic drinks. I think that to be healthy and strong it is a pledge of each person. You agree with me? I ask, that you have sent the photos. It for me is necessary, that I knew with whom I correspond. But appearance it not the main thing. It is very important for me to learn you up to depth of soul. The main thing in the person is his soul and his private world. We should understand each other, we should pass a long way many know about the friend the friend. I to you shall help to learn me better. I well speak in English. At school I was the diligent schoolgirl. At me very good teacher of the English language was. I think that you can understand my letters. I very much like to walk along the street cities, like to go in museums. Sometimes we with the girlfriend go to cinema, we look various films. My liked season is spring. I very much love singing birds. It is very interesting to look at children who let paper a vessel on streamlets. I want to know more concerning you. Inform me about your habits, about your friends. Where you live? What like to eat? Be not confused to ask me. I shall wait your answer and a photo. Your friend from Russia Ekaterina.

Letter 2

Hi my dear Johannes!!!!!! I am happy, that you again to answer me.
I - am very close to readable your letter and to understand almost all.
It was very interesting to me to read it and i to study a lot of new about you.
I might not find before the person at us in Russia though I met one guy, But it was necessary to him only one, it was necessary to it of sex, but for me not main, I want true love, and at us in Russia all man cannot trust, all of them like to drink alcoholic drinks and to walk and they may not kindle the family center, and I want to find the prince which I would love me, I shall store myself only for beloved. You to me it is very similar! I very much want to find out about you more and more and more. You, that the person of whom I dreamed. Even my girlfriend approves you and speaks, it To me was very successful. I want it, you have written to me the big letters, has written to a thicket, that i was pleased to your each word, each letter. I think, which it will be interesting to you to study better about me. As I have written earlier, I live with together with mum. She very good mother. In us from her very much good relations and she my best friend, the assistant. She the most dear the person for me. I very much to love and respect her.
We always with it may find the generallanguage. I to think that you are good to understand it. My mother to know, that we are copied with each other. I have told it, it from you the letter arrived still. She as well as I am very pleased, that I at last have found such person as you. But she speaks me, that I should be very cautious, which have not deceived me. But I see, that you serious and I believe you. In me - not existing from my mum of any secrets. We to live together with my mum. My father has left from us 5 years back. I long in May do not pass it.
I very much to love it. But in them with mother recently was disagreements.
I have assumed, from which all goes to get divorced. I now to not see it. I to not know in general where it now. But I very much to be absent on it. I have no brothers. I to have only one sister. She now to live in Moscow, together with the husband. I to not have the computer of a house, therefore I to write to you from the Internet of cafe. There to work my best The girlfriend. I to know herfrom the childhood. We with it together to grow. I to arrive to itand there To use the Internet, it is very convenient for me. In me - it is a lot of hobbi. In a free time from work i to like to spend to spend with friends. I to like to listen classical music. To me to similar Bethoven and Chaykovski. To listen what to music you? To me to similar simply good modern music to be encouraged. I very much to like to be on character . I to like to be in to wood and on lake. To me very much to a similar camping site. I to like to float. Each Sunday together with the girlfriend I to go to unit. I very well swim. In the childhood I always borrowed the awarded places. To start me my daddy has learned. You to like to float? I very much. I very much to love animals. I have cat Barsik this very beautiful and clever animal. I have brought up her from birth. In it the same character as in me. I like, that with and have considered any tasty dishes and prepared for them and in me well it gathers. Today I was prepared for a pie with apples and with a highlight. I have thought up the recipe. To love it all my relatives and friends. They speak, it better me nobody may prepare for it. It - very much pity to me, that you in May do not try and estimate it. I to think, that it also to similar you. And you also would approve my culinary abilities. I very much to love the Russian kitchen. I to want to know what dishes similar you? You prefer what alcoholic drinks? And than you to similar to be borrowed in leisure? What kinds of sports meets to similar you? To me to like to look the big tennis.
And nevertheless I love basketball. I to want to study it - is more about you. You may inform me about life, a lot - is the best? I shall finish the letter. If you may send me a little bit more photo. I am fast to hope, to receive your letter and shall try to answer faster.
I very much would want to call to you but I do not have phone because for me it is big luxury,
And mum does not presume the phone for us, but I can cause you from international
The telephone company, certainly it is expensive for me, but I shall try.
Write to me faster I shall be very glad to have with you dialogue.
Bye Bye. yours Ekaterina.

Letter 3

Hi my lovely Johannes!!!!!! Thank for your new letter. I very much, very much wanted To answer you at once!! As I wrote to you earlier, I write you with INTERNET CAFE and this time I did not have material opportunity. Now I have found it is a little money also has first of all decided to write to you, because you for me it is very important. In the future my material opportunity should to be improved and I shall try to write to you more often. I to be afraid, that you to not write to me. it is very difficult to not have a house the computer. I for a long time dream of the computer, but never had opportunities to buy. I already to miss under your letters slightly. With each new letter we to become closly and closly to each other. All of us the each is more to learn the other. And I to consider, that it is correct. Now I to think, that I already it is ready you to tell about the experience with the man. At me the man was. I was very happy with him. I to love him and to be pleased to everyone to carry spend together with him day. We were happy with him exactly 1 year. I already to dream of wedding and I to want to give birth to it him children. But has taken place case which has turned completely all my life. I to find out, that he to begin to accept narcotic substances. Every day he was more difficult for finding out all. Then all this began to be combined with alcohol. Both all my plans and dreams have failed. We began to not understand each other. he began to concern very badly to me. To avoid me. His love began only a drug and to drink. I to try to him to help, but it to not listen to me. I many night to cry and think. And I to decide that all this not for me. I shall not take out some more such moment in life. I any more will not entrust to Russian men. I to not want more so to risk and break to itself life. I to want to be simply happy and to live as the normal person. My very good girlfriend 3 years back too has got acquainted with very good the man in the Internet. They liked each other very much, and in 2 months she has left to him to USA.
Then they have got married and live very happily. At them even recently has appeared the daughter. And she has named her in honour of me Ekaterina.
After that I to decide to address in service acquaintances. And I to find you. And we to write each other. And me it very much to like. I to want to be happy with the man and to carry out
with him all life. I to wait from the man of understanding, I to think that it the most important and certainly big love and care of me and of ours the future family. I shall try to make the man happy.
But without his help, without his love and understanding it will make difficultly.
I once again to want to test such feeling as love. I very much to hope for it. The love is most fine feeling on the ground.
My feelings to you are very fair and true. Therefore I to write to you.
I to think, that you to understand my words. I to want to find out your opinion on all this.
It while all. I to promise you to write later. I with impatience i shall wait for your letter.
Kiiisssssssss
Your Ekaterina.

Letter 4

Hi my dear prince Johannes!!!!!
I shall be possible to name you so? I already during long time did not speak such words from whom.
I have arrived today to the Internet of cafe, and was very admired to your letter. In me since then morning was bad Mood, and only you might please me. I already begin to be absent under your letters and when you will write to me in me, I am encouraged, also always I feel excellently. I was more and it is more and beginnings to be convinced more, that I to have already the appendix to you and already to wait for your letters with impatience. I to not think, which such may take place and it - very much pleasant for me also I think to you also. It is very pleasant for me, that you understand me and capable to listen to me. Understanding - very main thing Between people when they want to have serious attitudes. If people - are not capable to listen the each other and also to not understand, in them any future - not existing. I am very pleased, that in us very much all well my gentle. I want to inform you many thanks that that you in me, that we have found each other and now more and more and we study more, and we get used the each other. This most important in our life. I very much even would like to remain within one minute with you and to speak confidentially my dear. Even, to hear your sweet and gentle voice, but we have no the phone. If it is required to be made on the computer I during long time have made it. I think, that on a voice about the person it possible to understand it is a lot of. How you think, I am right? But I can correspond with you only on the computer. But I think, and I hope, that which the moment which will meet us also all will arrive we shall do us to do happy each other. I think, what you agree with me? But we should study the friend the friend from various managements, it then would not be late. You see in life, all is important.
Even if you will pass probably the moment, it is possible to regret for it very much. In us now good weather, earlier everyone was rains, and was dirty. We with mum have small summer residence. Now, so it is good. I so wanted to be now there in a years residence with you to conversation on everything to discuss All you and my problems to look at stars to convenient on you and to dream about our future. But I can only to dream of it because you so it are far from me my honey. In a garden in us a berry and vegetables grow and Many beautiful flowers. I give you their my dear. I so love red roses. To me during long time did not give flowers, and I dream, it in such beautiful time I love and it will present me red roses, and I shall be in love with it without opinion. Also it - everyone will be so romantically, and I was beautiful already for long time did not check such feeling and very much want to check up them!!! But while I one also search for the partner in life. I very much want to continue with you attitudes and I believe, that In us everyone may be good my sweet!!! I have written to you, that I work as the cook in a dining room. My mum on pension. And I very much try at work, I obey the head. Now I work on changes because of a set of clients. In us it - is a lot of visitors, everyone speaks, that in us very tasty food. Earlier I worked for 8.00. Hours, and now till. At presence of higher education in us it is very difficult to find normal work. I estimate this work because, if, you will lose other Work, it is necessary to wait 1-years. Certainly, in Russia now it is very difficult to live and me without distinction where to live, though in the north, only if With me there will be my loved person!!! You agree with me? I wanted to inform you, that in me June, 16 will be birthday. I do not know what gift to do to me it is direct.
My birthday was June, 16. Certainly, the best gift is, that I have found you. Induce me, what gift is better to do to itself? My Mum, I know, already during long time have prepared me for a gift, she so does each time, will buy earlier and torments me. Mum transfers you congratulations and speaks, that you were healthy and always to you bore. On this Sunday we with it shall go in church, and I shall pray for your health, for your successful has put. I the supporter and I believe in the God. In leisure I always go in church.
I ask there concerning all whom me i know. My sister in Moscow has the child - the boy. It soon should arrive to us on visiting. I am very similar children also would like, that mybe had the child from loved person. You as suspect it to a case? Unfortunately in me time arrives to the end, I would write to you even more, but in us still all life in the future. Please, write to me as your affairs, what you do, how your health, how your relatives? I shall wait from you the letter and very much - very much to grieve without on you my fine friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yours Ekaterina.

Letter 5

Hi my sweet Johannes!!!!!!!! I so am happy, that you at me on mind all the day.
I am happy to read your letter. How at you an affair? How mood? How your health?
I to think, that at you all is good. I to want to tell you, that my heart began to beat more often, when i to think of you!!!! I to want to feel you, your gentle sight, yours a smile, your hands. I so to require in heat and care and I to think, that I to ask not so much. I to search pure love and romanticism in attitudes. I to like when all is beautiful, fine, gentle and it is romantic!!! Desire to have the family, the loved person beside, feeling care and constant support in difficult minute, to what to aspire each person in life and I too. To me already 29 years, and I to not have, about what I to speak you. I was close to happiness in the past, but my trust to break my heart. I should trust the person with which I all life. To trust his each word, gesture, a sight, a smile. In the world now so it is a lot of meanness and deceit, that it is necessary to concern to people very closely, which to surround you. I to not speak you, that it is necessary to concern about mistrust to everyone, it is just necessary to know the person so that to be completely sure in him. I to know you not long, but I can tell, that you very fair and open and it very much to involve me and let's me trust, that I that I can love and be loved!!! Now I to want to share with you my small pleasure. I to want to see your pleasure and problems and to divide them with you. I to want to know what to do you happy? And I shall try, that everything, that I to make was the present happiness for you. Please give me chance to make it!!! Give me chance again to feel the loved and loving woman. Time will come and I shall give you all myself. I shall give you so much to love, that you will live as in a fairy tale.
We should be together!!! Distance between us very big. And it will be very difficult for us to meet.
I very much want to start new life. Our desires coincide. The main thing it that you will be near to me.
I wait for your beautiful letter and I promise, that I shall think of you each minute.
I shall experience for you.

I give you sensitive and beautiful k i s s s s s s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have good day.
YOURS EKATERINA!!!!!!!!

Letter 6

Hi my love Johannes!
I have received your letter, it is full of warm-heartedness and sympathies to me. I think that for that time that we with you are copied we very much pulled together and between us The feeling has appeared, I think that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you, you has taken a place in my heart. You on always will stay in my heart. Now it is beaten so frequently and only for the sake of you. It was filled with love with each your letter. It shivers from each your warm word, from that love with which your letters are filled. My heart now belongs only to you, my love. I am very happy, that you at me are. I for a long time did not test such fine feelings as now and to this I am obliged only to you. Only with you I again might feel such fine feeling as love. And I have grown fond of you on always!!! I shall love you up to the end of my life!!!! I thank the god for that that it has presented persons with such feeling as love. The love radically may change persons. And I feel it. Representing you I can and cry and laugh at happiness. I can sit and think hours of us with you, my long-awaited!!! I dream, how we with you meet and thrown each other in embraces. I pay with happiness, that we together. We have more whom it is not necessary, we live only the friend for the friend. We are full of desire to make each other a lot of pleasant. Such my dreams.At work I became slightly absent-minded also my girlfriends speak that I not the. They are surprised, that I began to smile and be pleased frequently. I became not a lot of absent-minded, because my ideas only about you, my love!!! There would be no minute that I did not think of you. You have taken a huge place in my life. Everyone see, that to me there is also I am not ashamed it. I am proud, that we have found each other and to me the hunt to shout it on all planet what all heard about my pleasure and were pleased with me. Yes, I love you!!!!! My love to you sincere and pure as morning dew after a rain. My love huge and she wishes from you only reciprocity. And you consider this carefully, please!!!!!!!!!!
I talked about it to mum and she speaks that it well, she is glad to me and thinks that I shall be happy. She approves us and wishes only the most good. She has told, that to me, that probably it is bad to love persons and to not be with him beside. I have decided to check up her and have asked, she might release me from herself. She very long thought and has told, that I now adult and should think of it itself. She has told, that I should make all make happy of you and to be happy itself. But I know, she experiences for me and it is correct iioio that she my native mother and each mother thinks of the child. But I told to her, that you very good and careful person and she have calmed down.
My life, I think that we should meet, we should see each other look in eyes because through the Internet emotions are lost and it is difficult to understand each other. You understand me? Every day I was more and I grieve without you more. You are necessary for me and as I think that I am necessary for you. So it is bad, that between us distance, but it not a handicap to two people loving each other. You with me agree my love?
The person flies even on the moon because it is interesting to him that there. And it is important for two loving people to be in a place and to be happy!!!!!!!!!! How you think my lovely on the account of it??? We should give each other only love and that that is interconnected to it. We became frank with you and I think that you want to learn about my sexual experience. In Russia all men only dream to drag you in bed and to do with you only that that him a hunt, they do not know a word love and they as animals only and dream to satisfy the force, but I do not want it, I do not want to be given the first comer that he has taken pleasure. The love it something from above she is given to the person to learn happiness in this life, to learn spiritual mood, and some men represent her only as sex, I think that it not correctly and I hope that you with me agree. I to want to have sex only with loved by the man. I to be given him completely both a body and soul. We together learn all depths of pleasure. Our passion will be poured out for limits of flat love and we shall enjoy the friend the friend all life up to last moment of our existence. Sex it first of all spiritual pleasure when man loves the woman and they answer each other mutual merge of bodies, and then already receive physical satisfaction. I hope, what I am right, mine Baby???
Today at me day off and we with the girlfriend walked on city, went shopping also I waited for the moment that you will write to me the letter and I have waited him. I feel that our hearts are beaten in one rhythm, and you feel it? You feel as I you I like???
I wait for your letter, whether it is important for me to know you share my ideas.

Forever yours Ekaterina!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 7

Hi my most dear person on light Johannes!!!!!!!!
Lovely, I am already valid I can not without you and without your letters. At me tears with happiness drip when I read your letters. I thank the god for that that he has sent me of such person as you, such gentle, quick-witted, and the most important loving me. And I am very glad to that that on light there is a love. Such fine and I her test this feeling to you, my honey!!!! Yes, I shall not cease to speak you, that I very much love you. I think, that the equation of love very simple as 1 + 1, but at the same time very complex because together with pleasure the love may to bring and tears and sufferings. And these my sufferings from that that we not together, my love, that we may not touch each other look each other in eyes still more many many desires which I and you may not execute the friend for the friend. I understand my honey, that for our meeting it is required it is a lot of time, but I sometimes at night reflect, that we can not be together and I all life shall suffer from love to you. But I do not want to think about it because it not and all of us equally shall meet you. Honey, we shall be together also we shall be happy together. I so want it, my love!!!!!!!! Mine baby, you for me became the most desired person. You are necessary for me as heart. I can not live without you. Now my days pass monotonously, because my head it is hammered by ideas on you, my body wants a touch of yours fingers, my lips Want passionate kisses with you. Yes, my dear, I can not hide the dreams from you because they concern only you. My sweet, I want to be your second half in life. I want to be your princess, lady, I want to be your adviser to be your partner in life, and the most important I want to begin your wife and I want that you became my husband! I to give birth to you beautiful children also I want that they were similar to you. We shall bring up together them and to love them. You agree with me, my soul? Dear, we may grant our desires and make our dreams yau?. At us all life ahead. I know, that with you at me other life full of happiness and love to you will begin absolutely. I believe in it, my honey and very much I hope. My love, I shall be very patient and I shall wait very much for our meeting even if it is necessary to me to wait for it all my life. My heart now on always belongs to you and only you of him the master. In your authority and I know all my body and all my bodies, that you will be cautious. Honey, I shall wait for our first meeting as the schoolgirl expecting for the first appointment in life. My dear, I completely trust you because I believe you. Honey, I yet do not want to write a detail about the body, because I very constraining, but I of you I assure, that all bodies of my body normal and all of them belong only to you. Lovely, I need in you as the lock in a key. I want you as the ground water at a drought. I am very strong you I adore and very much I grieve on you. Please, trust me, my desires and feelings are fair also are pure as a drop of tears on my eyes at melancholy on you. But you do not think, that these tears from burning, these tears of happiness. I am too strong you I like. My mum approves you and transfers you the greetings long as life. She is very glad, that we have found each other and are happy. She sincerely experiences for us and too wants that we were together. My love, I very much want to be with you together faster. I very much need in you. My prince, I send you one million hot kisses. Let these kisses accompany you all the day. My body wants you, my heart is beaten more strongly from your letters. It is a pity to me that we not now with you together. I shall wait from you for the letter today and very to miss on you. Remember. That I very much love you, my future husband!!!!!!!!
Your future wife Ekaterina.

Letter 8

Hi mine dear, my world, my life Johannes. I am happy again to read your perfect letter, my the future favourite husband! You my unique pleasure in life, and I whom to give back you, you my destiny, my happiness!!! I am happy to read your letter. You to write to me the very beautiful letters, to speak me gentle words, I already for a long time did not hear that similar. I so to want be your lady and yours princess in life. I so strongly to miss for you, my love, that I to not represent life without you. Yesterday I to go at the exhibition the French artist. I to see there picture, where the girl kiss with the man. I long to stand and to look in this picture and to present us with you. I to close eyes and to present, that we to be on a coast the river only two. The easy wind blows, the summer sun, water in the river very quiet shines. A herb easily shakes and the cane rustles. We sit a two on a coast the river and we are happy. You to hold me in the hands and us so it is good, that more than nothing it is necessary also we are ready to sit so all life. Then we to lay in a herb and long long kiss. Ours kiss to reduce us from mind and we can not constrain our desires and we to engage love. I was so is exited my ideas, that I could not look a picture any more and I at once to write to you. It is very a pity, that to me only my dreams. I to want be with you and to carry out them. You to want it? You to want to see me? I love you also I can not without you. I you very much to ask, that we to be together speed. I very strongly to want be with you. I trust, that you to want me and to make everything, that we to be together. When I close my eyes, I see you near to me- two hearts bound in a circle by love. Two bodies pressed closely to each other. I to kiss your lips and I embrace you is intense. I steadfastly look in your eyes, and our souls are united. I feel your connection of passion with mine, and we are engaged love with strong passion. I know, that I can be all man, which you will require ever in this life. I can be your best friend and your beloved. I shall give you all freedom to do regardless of the fact that you to want. Only please do not cause me a pain, because my heart already can be broken for ever. My tenderness, I as shall protect very much your heart, your feelings, your love to me. My future husband, I before thought above that as more soon to be with you. I very much dream to see a place where you live, to get acquainted with your relatives. I very much want him To like!!!!!! We should be happy in this world.
I talked to mum on this theme. I have asked her:
Mum how you think if I shall leave from you to my loved?
She has thought and has answered, that she agrees and will be always bless us to help and very to experience for us. She wants to us only happiness and only it is a lot of love. She prays for
you. Asks the god of health and well-being for you and for all your relatives.
We today went with her to the telephone company. I have ordered urgent telephone conversation with Moscow. We with mum very long waited while us have connected to the sister. She asked about you and asked to transfer you greetings from her family. My tenderness, I told to her about you when we called to her that time. She very much it is glad to our acquaintance and our love. I have asked her about documents, which are necessary for our meeting and she has told about them. For mine arrivals to you it is necessary for me to issue the visa and the passport. Then to me it is necessary to pass the medical review. She sincerely wants to help us also has told that her girlfriend can make all necessary documents for maximum short terms. It will borrow approximately 20 days. Then I should buy the air ticket and arrive in your gentle embraces!!!!!!
My love, I very much want that our lonely hearts on have always incorporated.
I can not live without you, I can not sleep without you. I dream of you everyone minute. I live an idea on you. I live for the sake of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My love, please help me to be with you. My monthly earnings makes only 90 - 100 $ and this money it happens even, that pay at the wrong time.
And at me many money leaves on payment the Internet of cafe, whence I write you.
I hope for your understanding my prince. My love, at you is an opportunity to pay my documents? It is very a shame to me to ask you money, but you understand
My position. Our family very poor and they may not help me.
I am sure, that the god will help us to be together very fast. he will hear all
I prays also will be laid to us with a way covered flowers....
I shall write to you tomorrow, and I shall
think of you each minute. Do not overlook about me, write as
soon as can. Gently whole, your princess Ekaterina.

Letter 9

HI my fine and love husband Johannes!
I am happy to receive from you good news, and I am happy to be with you.
I very much missed on you, and thought, I very much love you, you are necessary for me. Fine yes I very much love you and therefore I care of you, fine our life will be very happy, I shall be with you long time----all life, we shall like each other, I like you. Fine I want to care of you, and you will be happy...
Fine now in us almost in midday and I have arrived to the girlfriend to write to you, as I can not sleep without you more to me not begin the incorrigible alcoholic without you, i think of you each minute, and I want to be only with you, and it - love, honey which I wish our meeting and it will be, honey I from the childhood dreamed of prince who will arrive from, is far on the white horse also will take away me, and my dreams come true you my prince, and you compel me to be pleased and to similar and I am very happy....
Fine I already today would go in you, I try to be patient, but you compel me to love you very much perfectly would do as soon as possible, that we have met, I burn all, I want to be with you. Honey when I to wake up it, I thinks, that you is close to me, I think, that you on kitchen and do to me coffee, and then I want to shout to what you have come nearer to me, but I am prevented by distance, honey I very much need for you..
I very much want to you, but the distance prevents, lovely to me spoke what to reach abroad it is very difficult, and for this purpose very many money would be necessary, and I do not know that to me to do, but lovely I want, that we would meet, and I want our fast meeting, lovely my mum in Moscow has girlfriend and she works in travel agency, and I talked to her, and she spoke that will help us, you see registration of the visa very long, and she has told that will help us, and she has told that will do the visa for 1 weeks. The visa will operate 90 days. Lovely she spoke that I shall make out the visa of brides (it is form K - 1) and I iiyoie to the visa arrive to you and flight your wife, and the mother's girlfriend has told that for this purpose is required 386 Euro, it for road up to Moscow, the medical information, for the passport, and the visa. Johannes you can send me such amount of money? Lovely and then to me I will be necessary to get the ticket, his cost shall find out soon as I shall arrive to Moscow and I shall learn, but for this purpose you should speak me the address and the nearest airport where you may meet me, OK? Lovely write to me very soon, with speed of light, and let your letters will be as a tornado and will sweep away on the way all barrier and will promote to me. Lovely I very much love you! you to me am very necessary, i very long searched for you, and now I have found you, you have kindled in me that fire which, has kindled in me heart, I very much love you. While it is necessary to pay the main thing the information and the visa..
Honey and in one month I shall be in your embraces. And we shall like each other.
But may and less but for this purpose I should go to Moscow (it from us of 700 kilometers) and to find out there, also I with help girlfriends of mum.
Honey such my plan of a meeting to you, writes honey to me, that you think....
I love you.........
Fine I shall finish to write, but you write to me and please to princess, fine I only yours....
My parents transfer honey to you YE, they are very pleased for us....
Honey writes to me. I miss. I want to be yours....
Your wife Ekaterina

Letter 10

My love, my future husband, my life and my light dream Johannes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Having come today in the Internet of cafe I was the happiest on light.
Thank my sweet, that so has quickly answered my letter. I very much it is glad to this. My heart is already pulled out from my breast and torn to you.
It is overflown only with pure and light love to you. My husband, I not i can more without you. My soul cries without your warm words, without your gentle hands. My brain is filled with ideas and dreams only about you. Before my eyes it is necessary your image. My gentle creation, an the dreams I spend time only with you. I ask the god that he has helped us, that has given us many health, happiness, luck and the most important has connected our hearts. I wake up specially before sunrise and long i look at rising. I ask the god looking on sunrise that he protected you also helped in your difficult work. I still ask the god of health and happiness to our relatives, our friends, our close people.....
My love, I too very much grieve without you. I understand you, our hearts already feel the prompt connection. Our souls aspire each other. Our bodies wait for related connection. That time when we shall test also will come and to be pleased to our happiness not in distance from each other, and to look each other in the eyes overflown with tears of happiness and to embrace and kiss. I believe in it and our angels will help us with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my honey, I very much want execution of these desires. I am indefinitely grateful to the god for that, that he has met us also to you for that that you are on this white light. My lovely, I very much want to feel your breath and your touch. I want to fall asleep with you, want to wake up with you, want to see off with you days, months and years in full happiness and spiritual well-being. I want to see off you on work, want to meet you from work to feed you with tasty meal.
My mum is very happy as well as I. She each day goes to church and asks there at the god to all of you of health and well-being, and as happiness to us. My happiness, I am very glad, that mum has normally accepted all and only blesss us. She very good and I for it very much love her.
My love, you feel, how it is a lot of happiness and we do pleasures each other?
My lovely, I wait for that moment when we shall be together and we shall reunite in passionate long kiss and in slow love. I mentally present this time before eyes and I am visited with such dreams..... And me sometimes becomes so it is insulting. To me it becomes insulting for those laws, which have entered money. Money do people silly and malicious. And from - for these pieces of paper people perish so much. My love, I so do not want that these unfortunate pieces of paper became an obstacle in our way. My future gentle husband, it is very a shame to me to ask you money, but I do not have other output. Also I went today to the nearest bank. I have learned that it is possible to send money through Western Union. It is very fast and safe way for transfer of money. You are familiar with Western Union?
I as have learned in bank, that money needs to be sent for my full name: Ekaterina Isaeva, Russia, Cheboksary.
For reception of money I should know: your full name, your full physical address, 10 figures of translation (MTCN), and the exact sum of money.
I hope that you have understood all that I have written to you my the future husband.
My love, I think, that at you problems will not arise with it.
My sweet, I so want to be felt in your embraces and to love, love only you!!!!!!!!!
Our time went, my loved and soon we shall together and are very happy.

I send you many sweet and long French kisses!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Protect itself very much and very much!!!!!!
I shall wait from you for the letter and very to miss on you.
I love you my future husband and I embrace strong strong.

Your loving wife on all life Ekaterina.

Letter 11

Hello my love, my future sweet husband Johannes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I read your letter and I am very glad, that you have written to me. How your health?
How you have lead day? You thought about me? So you do not suffice me here. At me all time of idea only about you and all my desires it only you. I of you very strongly I like also to me it is very a pity, that we not together. I very much miss you, without your words, at me drip tears from eyes when I think of us with you. I pay because I can not live without you, my tenderness. My head is hammered by ideas only about you, about mine handsome man!!!!! At work I can not concentrate, therefore that before my eyes only your image, your beautiful eyes, your gentle hair, your strong body...
My dear, at me heart can not without you. My heart young and gentle, sensitive to all. I have grown fond of you all soul and all heart. If you will injure this heart, that I can not live in this world more and I can not more to grow fond of whom - that, because you and only you my most the big love in my life and as I love you, I whom not liked. You became my beacon in my way. You have made me the happiest in this world, you have presented me a lot of happiness. And I want to give you a lot of happiness and each second. I wish to be yours the main person in life, your assistant and your desired woman. My sweet, we should try to reunite the friend with the friend that it would do not cost to us. For the sake of you I shall bypass all terrestrial sphere on foot. I want to go to you and to know, that with everyone past in meter, I all is closer and closer to you. You want it? If yes, that I today shall go to a way. I shall run to you and to not stop for one second. I shall cross through the seas and oceans only to be near to you and to feel your heat. And if I iiaeaio in a way, people will tell about me, that what not clever, was lost for the sake of love. But I am ready for the sake of us with you to make not possible, my future husband. My love to you is huge and very strong as a nuclear bomb. My prince, I you see already wrote to you, that at my sister in Moscow am the girlfriend. She is ready to help us. She will try to make all quickly and it is good. My husband, I wants to arrive to you and to kiss you all life. Let's start movement each other, because under a laying stone water does not flow. We should aspire to each other and then the god will help us. I know, that he on our party and I pray for it. If I had opportunity and means I not would began to ask at you the help, and all would make and has arrived to you, my fruit. But you know, that I earn very little though I work very much much very much I try. Johannes you can send me money for documents (physical examination, the passport for travel abroad and the visa) tomorrow? I at once shall begin to do and pay all these documents. Why in Russia a standard of living so low? I executed these people which think out different laws at us. People very much work also their work here so it is a little estimated. My loved if you have opportunity to approach our hearts and on always to connect them enable me to arrive to you and I shall thank you the life love and a fidelity to you. Lovely, I can not it is more to sit on a place. My soul is torn to you and my heart is poured hot blood from distance of us with you. You understand me? Let's not wait for a miracle, and we shall create this miracle. And this miracle will consist in our happy and long life with you!!!!!!!!

My mister, I hope, that all have clearly written.
It is very a pity to me, that my time comes to an end.
I shall write to you later, my future husband.

I give you the most gentle kisses and!!!!!!!!!
Your loving Ekaterina on always.

Letter 12

Hello my love, my future husband Johannes!!!
Thank you for the frank letter, for beautiful words. It is very pleasant to know that who that to care of me, worries for my health.
To me on it became much better, I feel perfectly. Mood good, and my soul sings about love to you. I smile and am very happy, that I have you my sweet prince! Johannes to send money through Western Union, it is not necessary for you to have a credit card. It is necessary for you to come in the most nearest bank or post office. Also it is necessary to fill in the form about transfer of money. my full name and full address:
Ekaterina Isaeva
Russia
Medvedevo
20 Petrova str. 388
I would think, that wakening in the morning and supervision of you near to me will be remarkable experience. I would not wake you but only to observe, that you sleep, and surprise, that you dreamed. I just would lay there and to think as far as the successful person I should be with you. Then in cool of morning I would slide from, cover and to go in kitchen. As soon as there I would do you by good breakfast and a place it on serving tray. The tray would have your coffee and a sandwich which I would prepare itself for you. I would bring it in a room of a bed that you have not risen yet. Then I would wake you with gentle kisses, and whisper " i love you ". I would observe your frank beautiful eyes open for morning light, and then I shall speak you loudly, how many the happiness you has brought to me. I would be down of a pillow behind of you and then am similar to the employee, I shall serve my prince its breakfast. We would speak, and a bit later I shall pull you in a hot bath. The bath with bubbles and colors which float on water, very much is pleasant to me it. I would like to wipe your body gelem, and then you might clean my hair. You would be endowed and with noble kisses, I shall come back to do preparation within our day. We then would load bicycles in our automobile with a basket of picnic. We would be then to mountains to go and take pleasure in clear air of mountain. If you would like, we might go on a bicycle all day. Would find Lake it sine-green in colour and surrounded it is white - barking Aspens. Their tiny green listya are displaced by extremely small wind. The sky would be bright sine with white dance of clouds. Air is cleaned also fresh. We would go for flotin cold water of lake. Only to tease each other in cool water. After navigation we would lay on the towels which are heating up us is direct on the sun. And nevertheless I would kiss you and you kissing me. What you would do then? You finish a history.
My dear I want to give you the life, so full remarkable things and to present you a lot of happiness. I want to make you by king of my heart. I want to love you am similar to you, always wanted. I want for you happiness which service life will last. I also want, that you loved me is similar to you, never loved anybody before. I want to be the centre of your life and some, as we should do the child to like. I want that you were the first to hold our child. I want to give the baby to your desire of hands and to see brightness of you a smile when you see our child. I want to acquaint them with their remarkable father. You do not know, how many I want, that the child liked but then that I want family. Loved father; loved mother and the beautiful child doing our lifes, bright with pleasure.
I shall love you in my dreams and I shall wait your letter my dear.
With all my love and heart,
Your wife Ekaterina.

Letter 13

Hi my love Johannes!!!
You received my letter? I love you!!! Yours Ekaterina


Hello my love Johannes!
I am happy to receive your letter again. When I've read it I understood that you are very important to me, that you are the person who can understand me and support in difficult situation. Johannes my city refers to as Medvedevo. It is small city. It is suburb of Cheboksary. Like any other woman I dream to have my own family, honest, loyal and reliable husband with whom we will take care of our pretty children in our wonderful house. I am happy that I met you and written to you instead of somebody else! That day was the happiest in my life. I know that the main things between two people are trust and understanding any relations without it can not exist. Without trust and understanding we can not be that close to each other. I hope that we are in such close and sensual relations. It seems to me there was a spark between us since the very beginning. Now I know I always dreamed about you. You are my fate I want to be with you, to embrace you, to see and love you only. I cann't stop thinking of you. I wake up and fell asleep with the thoughts about you. Each letter from you makes my heart warmer. I dream of that day when I will see you personally, hear your magic voice and feel the warmth of your body. When I think of you, my darling, I become so happy and it is so pleasant and joyfully in my heart that I want to fly far away in the sky. Now I know that I can not live without you, without your words, without your embraces and kisses. You are the person whom I was looking for the whole my life and I don't want to lose you. You are my sense of life. I have nothing but you in this world.
I will wait for your letter with impatience.
A lot of kisses to my darling, Johannes.
Your loving Ekaterina.


Letter 14

My love, my life, my happiness, my pleasure Johannes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have come today in the Internet of cafe and was very much afflicted.
I so hoped and waited for the letter from you. I can not live without you my sweet. I very much wait from you for the letter.
May, my sweet, I has afflicted you with the last the letter? My happiness, I simply might not constrain the feelings to you. I very much love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I should admit to you it, because my love to you is very gentle and pure. My love to you it is huge and infinite. And please, do not do so it is hurt me, do not test my heart, my feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My heart very tiny and it now belongs only to you my prince!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I give myself only to you, because you my light, you my bright beam in horizon.
My star, very much does not suffice you to me, I very much miss without you. I need in you as day in the sun, as night in stars and the moon!!!!!!!!!!!
I very much worry for you, what with you happened?
You may was ill? Please, my love, write to me the letter.
I shall wait very much from you for news.

Your loving Ekaterina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Letter 15

Hello my love Johannes!
I am happy to receive your letter again. When I've read it I understood that you are very important to me, that you are the person who can understand me and support in difficult situation. Johannes my city refers to as Medvedevo. It is small city. It is suburb of Cheboksary. Like any other woman I dream to have my own family, honest, loyal and reliable husband with whom we will take care of our pretty children in our wonderful house. I am happy that I met you and written to you instead of somebody else! That day was the happiest in my life. I know that the main things between two people are trust and understanding any relations without it can not exist. Without trust and understanding we can not be that close to each other. I hope that we are in such close and sensual relations. It seems to me there was a spark between us since the very beginning. Now I know I always dreamed about you. You are my fate I want to be with you, to embrace you, to see and love you only. I cann't stop thinking of you. I wake up and fell asleep with the thoughts about you. Each letter from you makes my heart warmer. I dream of that day when I will see you personally, hear your magic voice and feel the warmth of your body. When I think of you, my darling, I become so happy and it is so pleasant and joyfully in my heart that I want to fly far away in the sky. Now I know that I can not live without you, without your words, without your embraces and kisses. You are the person whom I was looking for the whole my life and I don't want to lose you. You are my sense of life. I have nothing but you in this world.
I will wait for your letter with impatience.
A lot of kisses to my darling, Johannes.
Your loving Ekaterina.

Letter 16

Hi my love Johannes!
I am very glad To see your letter!!! Johannes you went in Western Union? You could send me money to documents?
My dear yes I have your full name and your full address.
When you will send money. To you will give number (code) of a remittance. This number (code) refers to as MTCN.
You should write this number (code) to me, and also exact amount of money which you will send. Johannes my visa will operate 90 days. And if within 90 days we marry, then I can remain with you for ever!!! I will never leave you till the end of my life. I wrote you about myself, about my interests and my situation. I am looking only for serious relationship, not for a short adventure. I'm not that kind of girl who wants to take advantage of men. But I'm looking for something different, something serious. I need the long-term relationship, very serious and fulfilled with deep feelings towards each other, satisfaction in every moment of being together, not only physically, but also spiritually. This is my desire about long lasting relations. I hope you want the same thing. I would be glad to have a man like you in my life. I am a woman for only one man and really reliable. I have never had short relations and I don't want it. I think great feelings to each other need time to grow.
I madly love you!!! Forever yours Ekaterina

Letter 17

Hi my love Johannes!
My dear Johannes, I am very glad that you can to send me money August, 14!!!
As soon as I shall receive money, I shall pay at once the passport for travel abroad, physical examination and the visa. I am sure it's a miracle. We're writing each other for few weeks only but it seems to me I know you for the whole my life. I think there is some magics between us. I hope you will agree with me that we have found something special in each other. You've made my life so bright and interesting, you made me love the whole world! It is so wonderful! Thank you my darling!!! I'm very happy that you're confident with me and when I think of you my heart is full of love and joy! I trust you. But you know, when we started to write each other I had some doubts at the beginning. But I decided not to give up because I felt you were very close to me and seemed to be so special, so lovely. Each letter from you confirms that I've made the right choice. Without you, my life would be so empty. I don't know how to explain why my feelings to you are so strong, I just feel it inside of me in my heart! My dear Johannes, I think about you all the time and I know no one is so important to me on the whole world as you are! I will never love somebody more than I love you!
I always dream of you! For ever yours Ekaterina

Letter 18

Hi my love Johannes!
You make me happy! Each letter from you is like a present for me as well as your pictures! Thank you, my honey!
YOU ARE THE BEST!!! Johannes yesterday I have received money which you have sent!!! Huge to you thank for your help!!!
You the most remarkable the man in the World!!! After bank I have gone to a passport office to fill in all forms for reception of the passport for travel abroad. Also I at once have paid the passport for travel abroad. The passport will be ready August, 25. Tomorrow I shall pass physical examination and it will be necessary to pay the medical information. Johannes I am very glad that we have taken the first step on a meeting to each other! I close my eyes and I see you in my arms. I would like to spend the whole my life with you, and I'm sure one day it will happen. This night I couldn't sleep, you were in my dream and in my thoughts. In my dream I embraced you so hard that could feel the beatings of your heart and you know what, our hearts beat in one rhythm does that mean something?
Without you my life will be impossible! The darkness will cover my life without you! When I don't hear from you I feel impatience in my soul, in my skin, in my mind. when I dream about you I can't sleep. I'm waiting for our meeting with impatience, you appeared in my life like a bright gleam in the end of a dark tunnel. You gave me the hope that one day my life becomes a fairy dream. I see the light and I want to run torwards it. I don't want you to be just my fancy I need you real. I want to share my life with you, my laugh and tears, to share all my emotions and feelings, my joy and pain. Would you like to share your life with me? Will you let me love you, kiss you, take care of you and make you happy? Please, let me give you all my tenderness and my all my heart. When I look at your pictures or read your letters I then close my eyes and give freedom to my imagination: I always see you flying to me, taking my hand, kissing me and saying that you will never let me go and we are flying under the stars, through the continents, around the Earth, around our own world, in love, only in love.
You're so great, so. I can't find the right word to say how important you are to me, I can't find the words to express my thoughts. I dream of you days and nights.
Yours forever Ekaterina!

Letter 19

Hello my love Johannes!
I read your letters, and I don't know what to say. I feel like I have found a treasure and that is you!!! I really didn't expect to find such a wonderful man like you. Today I was thinking about you only, I want you to know, that makes me happy! Now I know that if one day I hold you in my arms I will never let you go. Believe me, I will never let you leave me.
But sometimes I ask myself: is that true or I'm only dreaming?
Is this an eternal love, or just a beautiful illusion? If it is just a dream I don't want to wake up! Sweety, when you close your eyes do you see me? I do and I don't want to lose this ability to see you when I think of you or read your letters. You see how easy is to fall in love when there are two willing hearts, with only the best intentions. My dear Prince, I am willing to travel thousands of kilometers, because I believe that you can show me what the love is. I believe you can change my lonely life. I want to show you how wonderful life is when you are in love. Honey, I believe in the power of love! It is the light that shines in your eyes, it is the warmth that fills your heart.
It is the beautiful song of two hearts beating together!
I love you!!! Forever yours Ekaterina

Letter 20

Hi my love Johannes!
First I want to say that I thought a lot about you, about us, and the distance between us, you are so natural and full of love that I want to be there right now with you. Closer then close, body to body, I want to feel you, smell you, touch you, hear you, and it's not possible for this moment, that hurts right know. This makes me suffer!! Johannes I have received physical examination. Tomorrow I receive the passport for travel abroad. Today I talked to the sister. She has told, that on Wednesday there will be my interview in embassy. On interview, except for all documents, I should have the air ticket aboard the plane. Without the ticket I can not pass interview. You can send me money to the air ticket till Wednesday? I went to the airport and learned cost of the ticket. It costs 430 Euro. Also I should pay insurance, it is 25 more Euro. Johannes you can send me 455 Euro till Wednesday?
I am dreaming to be happy in my life, happy to meet you, I want to make you happy, that you feel comfortable with me without fears, that you can trust me, I want to love you like you have never felt this before, doing things together and having fun, I have so many ideas in my mind that you will never be bored, life is a serious thing but it must be surprising at the same time, you only live once. I want to surprise you, I am your surprise!! I must feel passion, so much that it hurts, only then I can give myself and talk about my feelings. I know you can give this feeling because I get excited of you only of your words. Passion is a chemistry that you can not explain, it's spiritual, it's understanding without speaking. Love means for me a deep mutual feeling of understanding and respect, I can't live without knowing that somebody loves me, I grew up without much love, and maybe what I missed in my childhood you could give me to fill it, the emptiness and pain I had. I am sure I could love still, because I know it exists, I can give it, I want to give, but not to everybody, only for a special person who has the same feelings for me. Then I can say with no doubts you are all I need. Accept the defects of the partner when living together. My last thought before I go to sleep is You I have a bear in my bed and it sound a little childish but I keep it close to me and i think that the bear is you. But in my thought you are with me, close to me, and I look in your eyes, I kiss your lips, and hold your hands, again I look at you, and give you my smile, I hold you, I kiss every piece of your body softly and in the morning I think the same. I like you so much, I can't explain, you are so sweet, please, be like this for ever and I will love you for ever. Your Ekaterina.

Letter 21

Hello my love Johannes!
Thanks for a nice letter again. You are so sweet as a diamond. I feel that you come closer to me every day. I hope so much, that one day you and me become to be a strong beautiful family with beautiful kids and have a wonderful home.
I just want to be a part of your life. I also want something special in my life: YOU. I'll never had dream about to find somebody like you. You are so good, openhearted, with warm and real feelings, it means so much to me.
Thank you my love, my Prince forever. My feelings to you are so big that you don't know. Sometimes the love and feelings are painful for me.
What if i don't get you? I don't want to think of it. You are only that man in the world i will have, you have all the things that I'm looking for and want to have. Also my dreams are becoming to reality because of you. THANKS!!!
If i could live you one thing, i would give you the ability to see yourself as other people do,then you would have seen what a dear an special person you are...
I asked God for a flower, he gave me a garden, I asked for a tree, he gave me a forest, I asked for a river, he gave me an ocean. asked for a frien and he gave me YOU. Sometimes my eyes are full of tears when i think of you my love.
You are my only Love, and will always stay in my heart. I will always love you, today, tomorrow and forever. I will never do something that could hurt you, never.
I love you Your Ekaterina

Letter 22

Hello my love Johannes!!!
As always I am so excited to get a letter from you. Johannes I have postponed the interview in embassy for September, 5. You can send me money to the air ticket till September, 5? I have seen the movie " Pretty woman ". I am sure you have seen it too. I like this movie and I have seen it several times already. After it I went to sleep and I was dreaming about us. I believe that you are my second half and the destiny helped us to meet. It is our chance to be happy and we can't miss it. It would be unfair. I understand that we don't know each another for long time and we haven't met but I don't care. I just know what I feel inside and my heart tells me everything. I would never believe that I could fall in love with the person I have never met in the real life. But now I have experienced it and I believe in it. Everything could happen in this life. And there is nothing strange in it. I just can't imagine my life without you anymore. I will better die than lose you. My life will be empty without you, it will have no meaning. Take care, honey.
You are in my heart. Thousands kisses. Yours forever, Ekaterina

Letter 23

Hi my love Johannes!
I'm very glad to see your letter and I think you will glad to see my too. Johannes I am very glad that you have sent me money. Today the bank is already closed. And in week-end the bank too will not work, therefore I can receive money on Monday. You the most remarkable the man in the World!!! I think about you, that you are very good person for me. I read your letters and you like more and more to me, with every new day I understand it more. I don't know the future but I think all people have chance earlier on later but sometimes people don't take this chance. I thought very much about me and you and it will be so great to meet you personally. I don't know how to do it, but I'm sure it's real. I think that I would like to meet you. I feel that you are become closer to me. I tell you all about my life and I will tell if you will ask more. I feel you became more than friend to me and I want to tell you three words of love but I know it's earlie now but you must know I want to tell you it now. I had a dreams about our meeting I really want to know you, speak with you, take your hand and see your eyes. Maybe it's very frankly now but it's true and I don't want to hide it. I always say the true and don't like when the people are lie. I hate it. My girlfriends and my mother says me that I must tell it to you if it's true. They will be happy if I find my love. I think we have chance with you .I want to try to use this chance. Maybe it's a destiny, I'll wait for your answer with impatience, You must now I think about you now...
Love, Ekaterina

Letter 24

Hello my love Johannes!!!
The more I correspond with you, the more I understand that can not be without you. You became mine air, my dream. Now my purpose of life became a meeting with you. I can not live without idea about you and my life is filled with you. To me few your letters, are necessary for me you. I want to see you to hold you for a hand and to become transfixed in your embraces. You feel the same? You want to be with me and to dream of our future? Johannes I have received money which you have sent. I have paid and have reserved the air ticket to you. Also I have one very joyful news to you!!! Today there was my interview in embassy. I have successfully gone interview!!!
To me have agreed to reception of the visa. I can receive the visa after June, 15. I reserved the air ticket for June, 19. In the following letter I shall write to you the full data of the flight of the plane. Johannes but I have also little bit afflicting news. I have received the Schengen visa for 90 days. And now at reception of the visa and at passage of the customs control at the airport I should have entrance money. Entrance money does not need to be paid or spent anywhere. Presence of this money will check only at reception of the visa and at passage of the customs control. Johannes on reception of the visa I should have at myself on 20 Euro for each day. That is me it is necessary 1800 Euro to receive the visa. You can send me such amount of money till June, 15? I shall not spend anywhere this money. At me will check up presence of this money at reception of the visa. And when I shall come to you, I at once shall return to you this money back. I do not present my life without you, you gave me a string of hope for happy life and have rescued me from loneliness.
I am grateful to you for love and letters, they help not difficult minutes, and I want, that all my life you were with me beside. I understand, that it is difficult for you to understand my feelings to you still. But all my words it is sincere also these words go from most my heart. I already understand, that I am not lonely in this world, now I have you. I would be glad, if you agreed to divide with me life. Perhaps, my words will seem to you naive, but I want to be your wife and the friend all our life. I am ready to divide with you all pleasures and griefs of this life. I want to make our life happy and provided. I know, that we are waited ahead with love and happiness. How you represent ours the future meeting? I would like, that we have lead our first evening under silent, slow music, burned candles and we did not notice as time runs. Only you and I. Our hearts knocked from love and from passion, and our hands caressed each other under a rhythm of love. I want to be with you, to breathe with you one air and to wake up every morning in one bed. I want to look every day in your fine eyes and to receive huge pleasure from employment by love with you. I want to feel you all my body, each cell of my body. I want to cover you with kisses and to feel your kisses on me. If we shall not meet soon I cannot live more. I want to come running to you and never to let out from my embraces. Only tenderness and our love. I present us with you and I dream of you in the long evenings and my heart is beaten pending our first meeting. Your future Ekaterina!!!

Letter 25

Hi my love Johannes!!!
Thank you for taking the time to write me, If you only knew how happy your letters make me. Thank you for being so sweet.
Johannes I was mistaken when wrote to you the letter. Excuse...
I receive the visa September, 15. And my flight of the plane will be September, 19. It was my written mistake, that I have written month June. Johannes my flight of the plane this month.
And already at reception of the visa I should have entrance money to hands. It is 1800 Euro. My visa will operate 90 days.
And if we during action of the visa shall marry, then I shall stay with you for ever!!! Johannes understand, that I have arrived to you entrance money are necessary. Without this money I can not receive the visa. You can send me such amount of money?
I shall not spend anywhere this money. When I shall come to you, I at once shall return to you this money. It is last step to our meeting, it is last barrier for a way to our meeting. Every day I find myself spending more time thinking of you. My dear Prince, your letters are pure inspiration to me. I want to see you and tell you that I miss you more and more as the days pass. I want you to be my happiness for ever. A lot of time has passed, I feel nervous, because I think that love has finally found me! Perhaps, I want it to be, only time will tell, but I don't need to wait for time to tell me if it is or not, somehow I know it is. I think of the future, many years from now and I see you and me, together, married, with a boy and a girl, our family, I know it may sound a kind of silly but it is my dream, you are my dream, a life by your side. My dear Johannes, I wonder how will it feel to have you in my arms, to kiss you, to love you.
Dearest prince! i am sure we will fall in love and we will overcome all the difficulties if we have a goal to reach. and our goal is to make each other happy, isn't it? I love you, Your Ekaterina

Letter 26

Hello my sweet love Johannes!!!
My dear I asked all relatives, girlfriends and friends. Nobody has such amount of money. And today I have gone to bank to take the loan. In bank to me gave only 600 Euro. Johannes now to me it is necessary only 1200 Euro. You can send me such amount of money? I can not collect more money than 600 Euro. You can help me? Internet is for me as a big city with many streets. You have a walk on these streets. You see men and women who go past. We found each other in such a street and we are now watching each other! What you will see, is the things up till now I have written to you. You will see a girl who is honest and expects honesty. You will see a girl who gives you love and expects love from you. You will see a girl who is far away from you, who wants to see you and ask you am I the girl, you expected? Am I the girl, you want be with for rest of your life? Am I the girl, you want to be happy with and if you want to make her happy? I would like, that you look me in my eyes and tell me yes, you are the right one. I would like, that you see me, and have really the feeling, I am the right woman for you. Well, lets talk about something nice, shall we? I want you so badly that you never know. It hurts me every day i don't see you. But if we want to be together, nothing in this world can stop us, right? I also dreaming like you, that we shall and will be together. I am glad you like my letters. Thank you very much. You can be very sure that I will stay in love with you forever. Belive me. That's all I want. I have already fall in love with you. There is no maybe, i WILL love you for the rest of my life. And it scares me that the life is going to fast and we only live once. To be yours is the most important thing for me. I dream about you every day and night, my angel. I want to kiss you right now, hold you right now, be with you right now, holding around your body right now. Kiss your sweet lips right now, do everything with you right now. I want to se you as soon as possible. I don't care about the distance between us, I just want and need to be with you for the rest of our life. I NEED YOU MY ANGEL!!! With all my love to you Your Ekaterina

Letter 27

My love, my kid Johannes!!!!!!!!
Why??????????? Why you with me so severely do without?????
I do not understand, than I am guilty before you? What I have made not so?
I than - that have offended you? I have frightened you than - that? You do not want me it is more and to hear? You despise me? You do not love me?
You do not want that we wrote each other? You have thrown me?
You deceived me? You have who - that another, except for me?
You played with my feelings? You want to me to hurt very much?
You want that I suffered from love to you? You want that I it was poured each day by tears, at ideas, that you will not write to me when? You want me to overlook on always???????

Honey, I do not know that further and to think. You have put me in very difficult position and I should set these questions not only you, but also first of all. I very strongly love you, I adore you above all. Why it is necessary me to suffer instead of being pleased and be happy. I so would not like that you to me have broken heart, I so would not like to lose you now because I already far my love has gone in the ideas, dreams, and only about you. I do not know, and at all I do not want to think of that is farther than me waits. Or the life wound on soul or happiness to be with you and to love only you. I am now very sad, heart at me prompts very much bad emotions, I so can not live more!!!! My love, my feelings to you so are huge also are strong, that I do not have forces more so to come in the Internet of cafe and to not see from you even not big letter, even even words that with you all is normal and that you feel yourself well and you are healthy. I do not know, than I might damage our love so, that you at all do not write me, not speaking that at you is though what - that warm feelings to me. I most of all do not want to think that you do not love me, at all it is a lot of... These ideas block all my organism. I very much want to be with you beside when - that. Let it will be my last afternoon my life, but I would like to lead this day only beside with you, my honey. Yes, you may think about me absolutely bad ideas. I heard about such women who hunt for money, but I not same and I want that you have understood it time and for ever. You may to me and not trust, but I ask you, I very much love you, my love to you exists as well as I. I mean too am on this planet. I - which love you, which now very much suffers, which so is devoted to you. I want that you have heard my words and I want that you have understood essence of this letter. Know, that in these words it is made not only value of these words, but also all my grief. I very much grieve now. My grief may not divide who. I even to the most bad enemy would not wish to feel that now I feel....

Lovely if you have conceived to not write any more to me and has decided to throw me please, write to me about it. Understand, that is not present worse when you remain one with the ideas. I do not want to see in you of the frightened coward who may not leave on man's at all. I do not want that you were such. Write to me, that you will do further and that I should do. I wait from you the letter. I very much hope, that you will answer this my letter and perhaps, this letter will not be farewell and still waits for us ahead. I very much hope for it.............
Ekaterina.

The letter from September, 11:

Hello my sweet love Johannes!!!
My dear I asked all relatives, girlfriends and friends. Nobody has such amount of money. And today I have gone to bank to take the loan. In bank to me gave only 600 Euro. Johannes now to me it is necessary only 1200 Euro. You can send me such amount of money? I can not collect more money than 600 Euro. You can help me? Internet is for me as a big city with many streets. You have a walk on these streets. You see men and women who go past. We found each other in such a street and we are now watching each other! What you will see, is the things up till now I have written to you. You will see a girl who is honest and expects honesty. You will see a girl who gives you love and expects love from you. You will see a girl who is far away from you, who wants to see you and ask you am I the girl, you expected? Am I the girl, you want be with for rest of your life? Am I the girl, you want to be happy with and if you want to make her happy? I would like, that you look me in my eyes and tell me yes, you are the right one. I would like, that you see me, and have really the feeling, I am the right woman for you. Well, lets talk about something nice, shall we? I want you so badly that you never know. It hurts me every day i don't see you. But if we want to be together, nothing in this world can stop us, right? I also dreaming like you, that we shall and will be together. I am glad you like my letters. Thank you very much. You can be very sure that I will stay in love with you forever. Belive me. That's all I want. I have already fall in love with you. There is no maybe, i WILL love you for the rest of my life. And it scares me that the life is going to fast and we only live once. To be yours is the most important thing for me. I dream about you every day and night, my angel. I want to kiss you right now, hold you right now, be with you right now, holding around your body right now. Kiss your sweet lips right now, do everything with you right now. I want to se you as soon as possible. I don't care about the distance between us, I just want and need to be with you for the rest of our life. I NEED YOU MY ANGEL!!! With all my love to you Your Ekaterina

Letter 28

Hello my beloved, my future husband Johannes!
I am very much upset, I on the verge of nervous failure, I now am in a condition of a shock!!!! At me hands now are very much shaked! I can not believe that it has taken place with me! Now I understand in what awful country I live! Such wild events might occur only here! It is very hurt me! Yesterday when I have arrived to Moscow, I at once have gone to embassy. Only I have left the underground someone have tried to pull out my bag from my hands. I have run aside because in my bag there were all documents and money. I have seen 3 teenagers when have looked back. They have caught up me, have struck, have tumbled down on the ground. I can not recollect it without tears! I in such shock that might not understand that occurs to me! It was very hurt me, I thought that can not be got up, at me the head was turned. It was awful!! At this time one passer - by has run up to me! he has tried to drive away these gangsters! he had time to strike one of them, but other gangsters began to beat ruthlessly him! I shouted at all street, but nobody has helped me! It was any horror!! In that moment when robbers beat the man, I had time to escape and have run in the underground! There I have found a policeman! When we together with a policeman have returned to detain criminals, we have seen only that the man! he laid on to the ground, all in blood! I have lost consciousness when have seen it! Just now I begin to recollect full details! I am covered with horror! After that I till night was in branch of police and testified. I hope that the police will catch these ruthless gangsters who nearly have not killed the person. Such essences it is necessary to put in prison. The man, which has interceded for me have taken away in hospital. Now he lays in reanimation branch! If he was not threw to me to the aid, me might kill! I do not know that to me to do now! These gangsters have stolen all money which were in a bag. These are that money which you have sent yesterday (1200 Euro) and also there were money which I took in bank in the loan (600 Euro). The police speaks what to catch gangsters it is practically impossible. It means that it is impossible to return that money which they have stolen. And now I can not to pass the customs control! I very much I hope that police will find those gangsters till September, 28. As September, 28 there will be my flight of the plane. I very much need in you! I very much need in your help. What to me to do? I madly love you!!! Forever your future wife Ekaterina!!!

Letter 29

Hi my love Johannes!
I'm glad to see your letter. Johannes the police has found those villains who have stolen at me money. But after a search, at them have found only 800 Euro. The police has returned this money to me. Now these villains will judge. And then them will put in prison. In prison they will work and earn money. And the police will return this money to me with indemnification. Johannes I went to embassy. I showed receipt Western Union, I proved all ways, that I had this money. I asked, that me have let out from the country without entrance money. In embassy have told that it does not matter. 1800 Euro I should have at passage of the customs control at the airport. This money are entrance money. It is done with that calculation that the Russian citizens did not leave from the country without money. Also have thought up that on each tourist is necessary on 20 Euro per day. That is I should have this money in any case. Johannes now at me is 800 Euro. It is necessary for me 1800 more Euro. You can send me 1000 Euro? The police has told, that villains will return to us money with good moral indemnification. Villains should return to us 4500 Euro. As soon as villains will earn such amount of money this money at once will send to us in Schoonebeek on your address or on Western Union. So you can take the loan in bank? When the police will return to us money, we at once shall return this money to bank. I am sure, when I shall come to you, you will be proud of me! I shall do you by the happiest person in the World!!! While I have cancelled the flight of the plane to some time. To collect entrance money. Today I represented us together...
It was fantastic dream, we was together and speak a lot, I don't remember where we was, but it was not important for me. I feel your breath and it was the happiest moment in my life, It was so real... Then we come to house, we had a dinner with candles. I remember then we come to bedroom, but it was the final moment I remember, then I waked up, I was so warm and my heart beats very often. I understood it was only a dream, but it was so real. I think this dream has a important value for me. I don't know but I really know that I love you all my heart Johannes. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I WANT TO TELL IT YOU PERSONALLY, I WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AND SEE YOUR EYES AND TELL IT TO YOU!!!! I LOVE YOU AND IT'S TRUE!!! Today I'll go to the church and put candle for our relations, I make a wish to meet you Johannes, I'll ask the God for you Johannes. My heart is yours, I tell it to you because I trust you and I never lie, I tell you my feelings to you and I'm sure I must tell you the truth. And it's beautiful truth to me that I love you. I don't thought that it will be, but I don't know why but I feel it to you Johannes. I love you Johannes, please don't forget it, I feel it and I think we must use this chance if you feel that your heart speak to you. If you in love too, it's great!!! I understand that you can reject me, but I love you anyway. You are the interest man for me, I like your letters, I love your name very much, and I love you. Yes I love you Johannes and it's great!!!
I thank the God that I wrote you and find the perfect man Johannes.
Your future wife Ekaterina