Letter(s) from Nadezhda Abramchenko to Nick (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Nick.
Thank you for your reply. I am really glad to see your message.
I havn't checked my email box for long ago and it's why I havn't written sooner.
Hope you understand.
I am new on the Internet and Internet dating. Please, do not be too strict if something is wrong... I am a little abashed:-) I do not know how real it is and how I should behave... Well, I guess I should tell a little about myself so we could start the conversation.
Mine a full name Nadezhda, but friends name me Nadya.
I am Russian. I was born and I've been living in Russia all my life.
I live in a russian town Tver. It is about 200 km from the city Moscow.
My birthday is on the on April, 23, 1975. Big girl:-)
I am a doctor. I work here in a hospital as a physician. I have good education, university graduate. I like this work, I like to help people and see their gratitude.:-) I keep healthy life. Don't smoke and drink rarely. Prefer red wine or a small buttle of good beer. I enjoy sport and outdoors. Bicyclyng is my favourite pastime. I also have many hobbies and interests. For example history,
geography, reading, music and so on. I am trying to be a many-sided person (not sure if this word is correct). I know English and I am working to improve it.:-) I am afraid I will not be impartial telling about my personality but I'll try.
I am loyal and honest. I have good sense of humor and natural curiosity. I like animals and children. I like to be happy and make people around me happy too. I wrote that I am from the USA at my profile. Don't think I lie. I will come there in a couple of months. And I'll stay for about a year.
I've never been outside of Russia and I would like to have a friend in the USA...;-) Don't think that I im interesting in friendship only.
I've forgotten to say I am single. I've never been married and I have no children... And yes, I am looking for my love.:-) What person I want? Nothing extraordinary. I do not need a prince or a rich. I want a good guy. Really good guy with soul and heart. Who can love and respect his woman. Who can support and understand me. I like decent and honest men. I have just a few things I cannot stand in the man: rudeness and vulgarity. Hope I did not scare you:-) Well I think it is enough for the first letter. I will continue next time.
Please tell me a little about you. What you like and what you think?
Yours truly, Nadya.
p.s. The pictures are attached. This is me;-)

Letter 2

Hello, my friend.
I thank you for your letter and your interest in me. Nick, it is interesting to read your message.
I want to know more about you. Please, tell me about your family,
friends and people that you know. What is your usual day? I will also tell you what you want to know about me. I have good time to correspond with you. I enjoy it. I can say it is becoming one of my favourite things. I do not remember if I told you about my hobbies or things I like to do for fun. It seems to me that people who wants to have some relationship must have the same ideas and goals in life and also the same ways for rest and fun.
I like different activities like sport, walking, going-out and outdoors. I cannot say that I am engaged in sport. I just like it. I like bicycle-riding, swiming and beach especially. Also I like to dance. I dance classic and modern dances. I am an amateur not a professional. I think the real woman should be beautiful both soul and body. My mother teached me to play piano. I also can sing. I will try to learn some english songs. Hope you can hear them someday.
Smile. I enjoy cooking. I prefer italian and russian food. My favourite dishes are different soups and salads. I cook great Ukrainian borsch.
It is a soup made of beet, meat, cabbage and carrot. Very tasty. Smile.
As I said I like reading. I read different books, but prefer books about history and countries. I read a lot of Russia and America. These countries are great. As for fun, I like the same thing like all people. Movie, walking,
theatre. I like to drink tea with friends in cafe. We talked about everything and nothing. Smile. I do not have a lot of friends, but all they are good people. To be honest I do not like 'empty' people. My friends are almost my friends from childhood and youth. They are already almost married. Don't think that I am close person. I like to meet new people and make friends. I am easy-going and I easily strike up new acquaintance. From another side I am not easy approachable woman. I am serious. I think it is from my upbringing.
Nick, I do not remember if I told you about my family. I live alone. My mom died about two years ago. Father has left from us when I was small. We seldom meet. At him other family. The most close person now is my uncle, my mother's brother.
I think he is like father for me.
My mother was a doctor too, a surgeon. She has died of heart attack.
She always helped people and it has done much harm to it her health.
From my birth my mother wanted me to become a teacher. But I didn't. I had enough strict upbringing. I had been not allowed to date with boys until I got 20 years old. My mother was old-fashion person. Probably it is not bad. I loved my mother and respect her. She could give me good upbringing. We did not have any conflicts. I always try to understand her. She loved me too and just wanted me to be happy. It was the most hard time in my life when she died. I thank my uncle, he was with me and supported me. I shall arrive to USA at the end of April. I want to explain, how.
I work in "ambulance." In USA it service 911. Every year the Ministry of Health of Russia carry out the international exchange of doctors between different country. This year they enrol doctors for groups that will come to the US. Russian doctors will work on probation for 12 months. After that they will pass the qualifying examination and get the medical license.
They take doctors from our hospital. I has tried the application and pass an interview. They have rigid requirements: age,
good education and experience. My specialization meets their requirements and I know English language.
I think I to take this vacancy because just a few doctors there can speak English. Many have their family and cannot leave them for a such long time. February, 1 I have learned, that I have won competition.
Now I wait, when will make my documents. It will be ready at the end of April.
I still do not know city, where I shall work. I can choose before departure.
I hope, that I can choose your city.
I am a little excited. This may be really big change in my life. And I can meet you there. Tell me what do you think?
Well, hope it is not too boring to read. Smile. You see sometimes man must sit and think about his life and about what he is and what he wants. It seems to me that I have this time now. What I want? Simple things. Happiness, family, careful husband. I put spiritual life to the first, not material things. I am not looking for better life or getting rich. I am looking for full life. Why I cannot find husband here in Russia? I can, but I do not want. I see how my mother lived, I see how other people live in Russia. Yes, here is bad economics and I do not want to live here. I love my Motherland but I do not like the State. I want to have comfortable life and do not always be in searching good job and better salary. I want to dedicate my life to my husband and my family. I do not want to say that I am lazy. I like to work, but I do not want to dedicate my life to my work. I hope you understand what I am talking about. I see that many russian women try to go out from Russia looking for better life. They marry foreigners to get citizenship of another state. Then they divorce. I do not like them. I believe in marriage for life. I want to marry for love.
Nick, I want you to understand me in full, until we will make some any steps.
Tell me what you think about this all and what else you would like to know.
Well, this letter seems to be long, so I will close.
Until next time.
Yours Nadya.
p.s. I send you two pictures. Hope, you will love it.
It has been made in Crimea. Black sea.

Letter 3

Hi Nick.
Thank you for your reply. I enjoy reading your letter.
I am very pleased you interest in me. Nick I want us to keep our correspondence and to know each other better. Write me about your life, send pictures. I promise to do the same.
I have been studying English for some years at University and then by myself. I like to read books in English. And I still think I am not good enough to speak and to communicate easily. I write it by myself with a dictionary and I want to improve my language skills.
You can give me the phone number? I have a free time in this week-end and I can call you.
You know our meeting was a chance. I have been surfing Internet for some months. The first time I used Internet was for my work. I read about new methods in therapeutics. Then I started to surf Internet for two or three times a week. And now it is one of my favourite things to do. Recently I have interested in dating service and decided to try it. I choose several profiles and you replied.:-) Others havn't wrote me. I am glad we've met. Nick I use Internet at Internet cafe. They have several computers here for public use. I am here two or three times a week so do not worry if I cannot reply fast. I will write you each time I am here. I want to tell you more about my work. As I told you I work as an ambulance doctor. This work seems too hard for some people but I like it. It gives me the opportunity of helping people.
I work in shifts. From 8 a.m. to 8 p.m. Three times I work during the day, then I have two off days, and three days I work night shift. Yesterday they called in an ambulance for a automobile accident. A car crashed in a tree. Fortunately the driver survived with his life. It seemed me a wonder because his car was terrifically damaged. There are some accidents when we cannot help anything and it is very awful. It hurts deeply to see others' suffering.
I pray these accidents to be infrequent. Our work is very intensive and I stay at the ambulance car for all shift. I am often short of time to have dinner. I take sandwiches from home and buy Chinese instant noodles. Do they sell it in the USA? Here in Russia they sell it everywhere. In holidays I like to lie in the bed. I go for a walk or to the cinema. Sometimes I meet my friends and we spend time together.
Also I may order the flat. Great ordering. I like to keep my house in cleanness and cosiness. After that I cook great dinner.
In the evening I watch a film on TV or VCR. I enjoy different movies.
My favourite american films are " Forrest Gamp " and " The master of the Ring ".
I also love russian films. Recently Russians made a lot of good films.
I think you do not know them. These are " The 9th company ", " Night patrol ".
I like different music like classic, jazz, rock, instrumental.
From foreigner groups I like The Beatles ". I can listen to them all days long. Reading is one of my passions. I like russian literature like Tolstoy, Dostoevsky, Chekhov. I dream of building up a library at my home. I also like art especially painting but I cannot paint at all.
My favourite colour is blue.
I'd like to tell you about the exchange programm. This September the commission of Ministry of Health came to our town. All doctors were offered to participate in the competition. I did and won it. I have a good chance to come to the USA for practical work for 12 months. Now I am waiting for answer from Moscow that my documents are ready (visa and passport). It will be about April 20.
If everything works out I will come to the USA on April 22.
Unfortunately I have a little information about the programm because they do not have open sourses to read about it. It is internal programm of Ministry of Health and they deal with the state doctors only. All details I will learn when I come to Moscow to get my documents. I will meet their other doctors that will come to the USA too.
We will receive our papers and in two or three days come to New York.
As to a place where I shall work. I could find out only, that I can choose Any of states.
Nick I still cannot imagine you are in the USA. Sounds silly?:-) I have never been to the States. I know your country just from the movies and TV. I would like to learn more about it and your people. I think we could give each other more full images about our countries by corresponding. I also hope to visit the USA some day. I like to travel very much. It is great to see the world all over. I have not travel much. I was in several russian cities and once at the Black Sea.
My favourite city is St. Petersburg. Very beautiful place.
Well, I am a little confused and I do not know what to say. I hope all this stuff is not too boring to read.:-)
Nick I have already told you that I want to find someone through Internet. I just wanted to say that it is my serious intention. I am interested in you and I want us to be good friends. I send you some pictures.I in the childhood.
Write me back. Waiting for your letter.
Nadya.

Letter 4

Hello Nick.
How are you? Hope you are OK. I am all right. I missed you these days when I was unable to read your letters. Smile. I don't know how it may happen so fast but I feel that we have been friends for years. What happened with you these days? Here things are the same. You know sometimes it seems to me that life stopped here. And you live the same day everyday and it scares me. I may live all my life and I can't notice that life is going away. Nick you make my days another.
Full of life and joy.
Thank you for your writing. It really brights my days. Don't think that is just words. I always mean what I say... Or at least I try to.
Smile. Nick I can't still believe you are so far from me. Yes, I understand it but can't imagine it. Yes, computer and Internet are like a window to the world. It is fantastic. You know our acquaintance made me to think a little differently about people living in the world. Good change. Of course I knew about other countries and people but before it was like an idea, that I saw on TV,
read in books and newspapers. But mass media can't give you the real situation about another country. With your letters I can feel your real life. Understand me please, I have just touched to different culture, life and people through you. And I saw it is real. Nick I am a person that doesn't believe until he touchs. Smile. I realize you are the same person as I am. We speak different languages, live in the different countries but we want the same things in our lifes. I feel that I am a part of something very huge and important. Thank you for giving me this feeling. I want to travel all over the world, to meet new people and to get new experience. I really think it is great fun and useful. What do you think? I actually may look naive but this is what I think. Smile.
Yesterday I met my friends. We usually meet at someone's home or go to our favourite cafe. This is pretty nice place. It is small and very cosy. They don't sell alcohol there so it is not very popular. It seems strange? I am not sure you know but usually russians drink a lot. Some russian comic said "the drinking is Russian national pastime".
Smile... It sounds funny but it is not too good in real life. It is always loudly where alcohol is on sale. Russian people in common don't know when to stop in doing something. Smile... If they drink they get drunk. If they love... they fall in love. Smile...
My friends don't like to drink too as I do. They are almost my friends from university or childhood, and girls from my work. We talk, drink tea, coffe, joke, have fun. Very nice people. I like them all.
It's a pitty we can't meet often but a time or too in month. They almost are married and have family and children so they are constantly busy. Well the matter is that I told them about you. They were really happy for me. They already asked when I come to you. Smile.
I explained we are just friends but they still bantered me all evening. They say hello to you. I would like to introduce you to them one day.
Well I must go now. I will try to write you sooner.
Nadya
p.s. Nick I really glad we "met". Smile. Keep more writing.

Letter 5

Hi Nick.
I couldn't wait when I can come here to computer to read your letter.
It really brights my day. Smile. I am really happy to get your reply.
And I like we both enjoy our talking. Your letters mean a lot for me. I am sorry, but I could not call to you. I should work. I shall necessarily call you during a week.
The girl in a picture is I when was the child.
Nick, yesterday evening I told with my uncle about you. He is exciting about our friendly relationship. I read him some parts from your letters. Not all, just some sentenses. Hope you don't mind I share that with my uncle. He is the only close person to me and I trust him.
He thinks you are worthy man. But he said I must be cautious. I can understand his feelings. But for me you are honest man and I don't think you can ever deceive me. I know I may be mistaken with my thoughts about you. Only time will say the truth. Smile. Anyway my uncle said that he will support me in my choice and don't mind if I move.
Nick, I don't know what is going on with me. I found myself thinking of you often. It seems to me that you are more than just a friend to me. I hope I didn't scare you off with my thoughts. Smile. I wonder what you think about me as your possible life partner? Do you think that we could have common future? I understand if it is too straight question. But I would like to know your opinion. I am honest with you and I want you to be honest with me too. We must trust each other. It's very important in relationship.
As for me I see you as my possible partner for life. I know we have great distance between us. But with our letters I feel you close. I believe you are the man with nice soul. I think personal contact is more better than letters via e-mail. But now it is enough to know each other better and see if we realy can have something common in the future. I hope we will meet one day.
Well, I continue to tell about me and my life here.
My usual day is not too intersting. I get up at 6 o'clock and at 8 I must be at my work. It takes me about 20 minutes to get there by bus or about 40 minutes on foot. I like to go to work on foot because it is very invigorative. Morning, fresh air.
Today I got my salary at work. That small pleasant event always makes people to love their work if only for a day. Smile. I don't earn large sum of money. Don't know should I tell it to you or not? Well, I let you know. It is 5000 rubles (about 180 $ USD) for a month. But I am enough satisfied with it. I wish I got more money, but I don't want to become crazy about it. I saw many people who wanted to get much money.
Some of them gained it. But they almost changed their personality.
They can't talk about anything, only money. Yes, it is difficult to make good money in Russia. But money is not my life goal. For my salary I can buy something of clothes and it is enough to buy food.
For russian standard I have about average earnings. I have a TV set and tape-recorder at home. I don't have a car, but I can drive it. I have my bicycle and I enjoy riding it. Smile. Not sure how interesting it is to read about these things but I want you know. I know that we have different life levels. But it is interesting what are expenses for living at you. I pay about 50 $ USD for my apartment and electricity. In winter I pay additional 20 for central heating. I am lucky I has received an apartment in the new house. This apartment I have received from clinic. Actually it is not my accomodation. I can just live here. I have two rooms and a kitchen. I don't want to complain of something. It is usual things here. I want to show you life here.
By the way how much is Internet access where you live? I am paying about 30 roubles for an hour in this computer club (about 1 $ USD for a hour). Nick, tell me about your the same things. I am interesting what is your life there.
I thought about my life and recent events. You know from my last relationship with man I understood that the connection between man and woman is very delicate. It needs efforts from both sides to be supported and developed. You can't just date, make love and say words.
It is more deeper. My last boyfriend was a photographer. Some my pictures were made by him. He was more than just a photographer, he was an artist, a creator. Our parting was not a tragedy. In the certain time we both understand we are not together and decided to break it. I don't miss him. It was the best we could do. Nick I don't know why I tell it to you. Now I want to create full relationship and I know how to do it. I will try to give all my soul to my man and I need his one for me. Well don't get it too close. It is just my thoughts and I'd like to share it with you.
Looking forward to geting your letter.
Take care.
Nadya

Letter 6

Hello Nick.
How are you? I am fine. We have solar day today and I have time to talk with you.
It is a pity to me that I did not write to you these days. I should leave urgently for business trip in other city. I had no access to a computer.
I have not had time to inform you. I was glad to hear your voice.
Don't think I forgot about you. Smile. No, I think of you often. I am very intersting to know you more and I like we can talk via email. Is it OK for you that I can't write you everyday or regularly? I will try to write as often as I can. My uncle of 58 years. He already on pension.
Today I have received the missive from Ministry of Health Tomorrow I should go to Moscow. I thought, that it will be later.
There I shall listen to lectures on the English language and a terminology in the American medicine.
I shall find out details of trip in USA and I shall receive my passport for foreign travel.In Moscow I shall be 3-4 days. I shall inform you in what city I shall be work and exact date of arrival.I shall try to write to you the letter from Moscow.
Last days I thought about you a lot and I thought about us. I thought may it be possible for us to meet each other one day. I thought how real is Internet. How we can learn each other throught it. Really it seems to me that there is no difference what way we communicate. The important thing is that we can learn each other and to have image of our character in our minds. And it is great.
Nick this is my postal address:
Abramchenko Nadezhda 170009,28 Street Gromov Tver,Tver oblast,Russia I want you know it just in case I can't write you an email. Please,
don't send any presents to me. I would feel very uncomfortable to accept it if I would get them. Our postal system is very unreliable and I don't want you waste your money. Nick also give me your postal address, in case if I don't email you, I may send you some card to let you know I am ok.
Nick tell me what is happening in your life?
I have to go now. I will write again soon.
Yours Nadya.
p.s.My last picture.On the picture near to me are my friends.

Letter 7

Hello my dear Nick!
Today I have an opportunity to write you.
How are you? What happen in your life? What thoughts?
Hope you think about us. I could not wait to read your letter.
I am really happy we are in touch. Thank you for your letters. They make my days.
I think of you all the time. You are very close to me. I dont ' know how it could happen so fast. It is astonishing. I feel you very close. Every passed day decrease the distance between us. Moscow is a large and beautiful city. There are a lot of people here and it makes me a little uncomfortable. Everyone is in a hurry. There are crouds of people in the Metro too. Everyone is filled with his problems.
Moscow is really different from other russian towns. Tver is a quiet town. Simple and open people live there. There is different atmosphere.
Everyday we attend lectures. I did not imagine there is such intense studing. But everyone is happy. Everyone waits anything new from this travel. We discuss everything in the group.
Noone from us have been to the USA. Tell me how many women drive a car there? What policemen think about it?
I have met in Moscow the girlfriend Marina with the husband. They too make out the passport for travel abroad. They go to have a rest to Egypt.
Her husband, Peter, works in our trade union. Peter helped me to have an opportunity to go to USA .They very good people.
We were told that we had got a great chance to participate in the exchange programm.
It is very difficult to come to the USA for a usual russian citizen. It needs to arrange a lot of documents. It takes a lotof time and money to get visa. I am really happy I've got the chance.
Yesterday I has received my passport. I am very glad.
Now about news. All doctors will fly to New York at first. My plane is on April, 12, 2006.
There they will make 4 or 5 groups that will come to different states.
Good moment is that your state in the list and I will come there. But I do not know yet what clinic or hospital I will work at.
I will be told of it in New York. Our trade union promised to pay my travel. It includes an air ticket,
food, transportation and hotel until I settle in a new place.
Till April, 16 I shall be trained with the American experts in New York. They once again will check up our professional suitability. April, 20 I should arrive to a place of work.
I shall have 3 free days.
I can To carry out it with you (If you want it), or with other girls in hotel.
They said I will have a salary while I am working in the US, also they'll supply an apartment for me.
For 12 months I will earn about $36.000. I cannot believe. I will be able buy my own flat.
Nick I am so happy. I do not like money for what they are. I am happy what possibility this travel opens for my future. You are also in my plans... Smile...
at highest position.
I miss you very much. We will meet and get together for sure. I think about you and look forward to your letters. I can tell you that I am really happy. The only idea I am living with is our meeting in person.
It will be the best day of my life.
It is getting late and I must go.
Your Nadya.

Letter 8

Hi Nick.
I am glad to come here, sit at the computer and read your letter. You give me good charge of the energy for days. I enjoy to talk to you very much. Thank for your pictures.
Nick this letter will be short because I have a lot of things to do here. I must arrange all papers at my work and pass evrything to another doctor. I even didn't think that it takes so much time. Hope you understand and you are not mad at me. Smile.
You are the only man I know in the US. And I want to meet you as soon as I come.
Nick hope you understand I would need your support at first time when I come. I will come to absolutely different environment with another language, people and culture. You see I am preparing for this travel but I will need you in any case. You are the man I know and I can trust. You will show me the place around, tell me about your traditions and habits. I will need you. Nick to be honest the closer time the more I worry. I am not afraid of new emotions and experience. But I can't do anything to stop it. How do you think is it OK?
Nick I am really happy that is happening with me. I feel myself so lucky to find you. And I am very grateful to you for your support. I like you Nick and I am sure we will like each other when we meet. I know there are some things like phisical attraction and so on. But I have already strong excitement thinking of you and I feel an attraction to you. Kiss you.
Love.
Nadya
P.S.What weather at you? What it is necessary to buy clothes?

Letter 9

Hello my dear.
I was hurry to the Internet-cafe because I knew I would get a letter from you. I always try to sit at the computer where I saw you for the first time. I like the moment when I see the notice you have a mail in my email box. It makes me happy.
I think a lot about how my life will change when I come to the USA.
I imagine where I'll live and work, what shops I'll go. It seems to me as a magic dream. I am so happy!
Especially I am very grateful to you. Your letters have been good support for me. I do not want to hide there were hard decisions for me.
Some people told me I would fail, I would not be able to pass all exams.
But I had a faith and I've gain what I wanted to do.
You have done a lot for me, you played peculiar role. I think our meeting was not accidental in our life. You've became very special to me.
To be honest I cannot imagine my life in the USA without you. I want to be with you everyday. I cannot wait our first meeting. I get very excited thinkig about it.
I am studing really hard now. I want to be well trained. Almost all my free time I study English and medicine. I review my university studing and read a lot of new magazines. Medicine in the USA is more developed than in Russia,
so I try as much as possible, to be worth working with my american colleague.
Today I saw my friend Marina, she came to say goodbye. Tomorrow her husband and her are leaving for Egypt and we will not meet for a long time. I've understand I will miss my friends and my town. We sat and drunk coffee and remembered different events from our life.
I will miss her. Marina also said that her husband Peter wanted to meet me the day after tomorrow.
You must remember him, it is the man from our trade union, who helped me.
He probably wants to arrange last formalities before my leaving.
I have already made arrangements about my property. I asked my uncle to look at my flat and things.
I have a plan for us. I will let you know the exact date when I will come to New York and you will wait for my phone call that day.
I will call you from New York. I will try to learn what clinic or at least what city I would go and let you know. Than we will discuss another details about our meeting over phone.
I decided not to take too many things with me. I'll take make-up, some clothes,
a few books and CD with russian music. I have a gift for you, but I want it to be a surprise.
I planed to meet my friends. We have a lot to talk about.
I will not see them for the whole year. They say hello to you.
Well I stop my writing here.
Nadya
p.s. I think about you every minute.

Letter 10

Hello my Nick.
I didn't write you for a while. I am sorry. I know I had to think about you and just write you a short note earlier. I had something I had must solve before I write you anything. I know you worry for me.
As you see from the subject of my letter things doesn't smile at me.
I am sad and confused. I don't want to tell it to you. I know you want to meet me. But I will be unable to come to the US by my own.
I have faced the big problem.
Nick I want to explain you the whole situation. In my last letter I have told to you, that I shall have conversation with Peter from our trade union in Tver. I have met him, and he has told that our trade union will not pay my travel. I asked why and how it may be?
They carry out this exchange programm without funding it? He said it is not right. Our government arranges traveling papers, visas,
contract with American government. They also pay salary and supply place for living for american doctors that will come to work to Russia.
Travel expenses must be covered from local hospital budget or our trade union. My hospital refused to pay travel the state practically does not finance her. The trade union cannot pay for it also because Moscow did not send money. Peter has told, that it because of "bird's flu" Moscow has sent money allocated on our program in areas of disaster.
He has told there this money are necessary more, our duty to help.
I asked him what I can do? He said I can pay my travel by my own or find a sponsor. I asked who will pay me the salary for work in the US?
He said when I will come to New York, we will contract with American government and they will supply the appartment and the salary for us.
It is exact.
Well, I asked him how much I must pay. When he said the sum I was very confused. It is $950 USD. I knew I didn't have such sum and I even can't borrow it from someone here. Peter was very sorry for me. He has told such things should not happen if not "bird's flu".
He has made for me all that could.
After that talking I went to bank trying to get loan. But when they leant I am coming to the USA they refused to me. I talked to my friends trying to find money but I knew they didn't have such sum.
They have the same income what I make and have their children. They should care of them not me. This is my salary for 7 months. I tryed to ask for sponsorship in some commercial companies but they don't want to deal with me because they don't see any profit. I have made all that could.
Peter said I need to find a private sponsor and I thought about you.
Nick I didn't want to ask you for any help. I wanted to do everything by my own. But I don't have any other options. Peter has told my plane - on April, 12, 2006. If I shall not find money at this time, I can, go by plane with doctors from Rostov on Don on April,
15 2006. I must be in Moscow with money by this time. I will fly to New York if I have money and I won't fly in other cases.
Nick I understand everything you may think about me. I hate asking people for money and I always try to do everything by my own. But now I really need your assistance. I estimated everything. I will reimburse you this sum less in one month. I also can pay you extra money back.
I will work in your state for sure. I don't know what clinic. They will tell it in New York. I will earn at least $3000 for a month and I will have a place to live. You see I will be able to return you the money.
Nick you are the only man I know in the USA. I don't want to mix our relationship and money. But I don't have anyone else to ask for this help. I know if things even will not work out between us we will stay good friends. Nick I have the warmest feelings for you and I want to develop them. You know what this travel means for me. It is my only chance to come to America and start new life. It also an opportunity to start a new life for you... and for us. I am honest woman and I honestly tell you that I will never hurt you or cheat you. I will be there for 12 months. This is more than enough to make a decision about us.
Nick I have already told you about my plans for future. I want to come to the USA, earn some money to start my own business and find good man to love each other and enjoy our life together. I think I have already found this man....YOU.
I want that we have together carried out all our dreams. We shall be happy together. When I heard from Peter that my future ruined I was so stressed and confused. I don't want to give it up. I still have my hope.
You are this strong man that can help me.
Nick, I hope you undestand me now. I don't ask you for money.
I ask you for help. In any case the relationship between us is most important and we should save it first.
Hope this issue didn't change your feelings to me. I just miss you and I want to meet you. Please help me. I am giving way to despair.
Nick, be my sponsor
I will wait for your answer with all my hope.
With the love.
Yours Nadya