Letter(s) from Ekaterina Belyh to Roddy (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, Roddy!
I was very glad, when has found out your letter in my mail box. Roddy, you the first man, with which I correspond on INTERNET. The charter from ordinary life, I have decided to light the leisure to acquaintance to the man from other country. Me 24 years. My Birthday April, 21 I was not behind the husband. It would be desirable to learn little bit more in detail about your birth, and, can, and the origin of your family had historical character? At us in Estonia the people love to praise themselves, but it only on words. Roddy, you, probably, would like to learn more in detail about my character.
I can tell about it only,according to mine familiar. When I studied at university, my teacher of the English language spoke, that I too open, simple man, that someone can take advantage of it in the purposes. I itself can tell precisely, that the sociable and purposeful woman. I love to be in a circle of the cheerful, clever, cheerful friends. In a circle of the people, with which I communicate, I have not found the man, with whom would be possible to connect the destiny. I work in female collective, where I hear about married life so many that as though itself behind the husband was. Each day only also I hear, how someone complains that the husband has not come or drunk has come again. It is heavy to listen to their groans each day. It is very a pity of my girlfriends, and would like to connect the life with the man from another The country, where, in my opinion, is not present such attitude to the women. It would be desirable to tell some words about my family. My family consists of four members, it is the mum, daddy, I and mine the younger brother. The daddy works the driver, the mum works the seller, and brother to study at university. I have ended university some years back. Roddy, you know, that my student's years were happiest in my life. And you, Roddy, what can tell about the student's life? We had cheerful, friendly company, which had time simultaneously well to study and to have a rest. My parents always put me as an example to my brother. They speak, that we could have fun without spirits, cigarettes and especially without drugs. I very seriously treat these problems. The world to be rolled not clearly where and it is difficult to tell, that that against it. Many families in the world this problem has mentioned and they can only be pitied. It would not be desirable to speak about sad, Roddy, probably, with me agree? I live in small, country town Narva. Though it and small on the sizes, I very much love to visit our museums and theatres. Write to me, Roddy, please, about your city. I speak in slightly to your language and I own rules of a spelling. But I very much would like to know, that you think of my knowledge of your language. I want to apologize for mistakes admitted in my letter. I hope, that in a near future I shall begin to write more competently. With INTERNET I work also for the first time. My brother has acquainted with work in INTERNET slightly. Difficultly something to speak about it, you see you, Roddy, first man, with whom I communicate with the help INTERNET. In our country about computers began to speak absolutely recently, but nevertheless Estonian people to aspire to learn this clever machine. I write the letter to you not from houses. I to write you, from INTERNET CAFE. I can use INTERNET daily, I go in INTERNET CAFE, as soon as at me is free at work. I shall be with impatience, I shall wait for your letter. I hope, that my photo is pleasant to you.
Your new Estonian friend,
Ekaterina

Letter 2

Hi, Roddy!
I am very glad to receive your answer again. Roddy, I am very glad, that I have man, to whom I can talk frankly, without lie also of hypocrisy. Our world became more severe, and I think, that we with me agree. For this reason I am glad, that we are each other. Thank for a good photo. I can tell to you, Roddy, everything, that occurs in my life, and I think, that you will understand me or even something will advise. Roddy, I have decided to find the friend on INTERNET on advice of my girlfriend. My girlfriend, has got acquainted with the husband per student's years. And in my opinion too early has married. In a consequence at them began to occur disagreements. Its husband began to drink and began to beat strongly her. Then on advice of the mum she has thrown the husband. As we have met it also she has informed me, that corresponds on INTERNET with the man from other country. I am very glad for it, that its life varies. On its person there are more no tears, she wants to live, wants to write, and also to love. Roddy, you see it she has advised to me to correspond. Now I am very glad, that has listened to her. When I write you. Roddy, I as if am in the other world. I overlook about vital difficulties. Roddy, in our country the men very much love to drink. This problem has touched many families. Roddy, write, that you think in this occasion. I very seriously treat this problem. I love to have fun, to go in clubs, but thus it is not necessary to drink, it is possible simply to have a rest, yes. Roddy. The free time I love to carry out on a nature. In years time we frequently with the mum go on our kitchen garden. There we to grow different vegetables and berries. Speak, that the women in your country do not love to dig in ground. Write to me about it more in detail, please. I very much take a great interest in colours, and I think, that it is uneasy hobby. It became a part of my life. At times it seems, that I could buy of colours in shop on all my wages. My girlfriends take from me of Rostock of colours, but a bit later ask, why at them do not grow or die flowers. And business all in a leaving. I want to tell about my family. The attitudes in our family for me are ideal. My parents live together already more than 30 years, but it only fastens their union. As I already wrote to you, my daddy works the driver, but, despite of it it is very gentle with the mum, it constantly speaks it compliments. My daddy very much works, but thus never speaks about it. The life compels so to work. My brother to study at university, and we somehow pay its study. It does not want to earn additionally, speaks, that time does not suffice. At you in USA practically all students earn additionally, whether the truth it, Roddy. I for a long time want, that my parents have visited to have a rest for city. I see, that they strongly get tired, that of forces they already have not enough, and to leave there is no time the daddy speaks. It tries all for us, main, that we understand it. And for this reason, I always speak to my friends, that my parents are an ideal pair. Now, when they are well familiar with my family, they speak, that at them unearthly love. In our family it is accepted, that when there come the visitors, it is necessary to invite all for a table. And completely not important they came by the invitation or simply past passed. We consider, that the hospitality is an attribute of good family. That you, Roddy, think in this occasion. Roddy, tell about your target, that love to do, to that devote the free time. I love to go in cafe with the girlfriends in free that of work time. I very much love ice-cream and grapes. The time goes not appreciablly and it is time to me to go on work. I hope to see your letter, Roddy, in my email in the near future. Write to me about itself and family more in detail. Write about the friends.
I wait for the answer,
Your friend from Estonia,
Ekaterina

Letter 3

Hi, Roddy.
What you do? How your businesses? At me all is normal. Thank for your fast answer to my letter. It so is healthy, that we are copied and we learn about each other ever more and more. My parents are interested in our correspondence, and are very glad for me. I have told, that you of Roddy the very interesting, good and serious man. They wish to you excellent mood, strong health. And I too. I think, that from us there will be a perfect pair. You see so much people search for the second half and can not find. And us practically was lucky. You trust in destiny? I hope, that you are the one whom I search for. I think, that you too so think. Though, for this purpose still early to speak, it is necessary to communicate, to study each other. It is very important for me. Last night I have come from work late. I have remained one. The girlfriend mine all already married, them not up to me. Having looked transfers on the TV set, I have gone to sleep. At the night, through dream, I have heard someone's rough deaf votes. Suddenly terrible roar has forced me jump up from a bed. In a corridor fight. The deaf rattle was heard children's weeping, shouts. drowse, I have thought, that there was a fire. barefoot, with a disarranged hair I have jumped out in a corridor and has seen such picture. Our neighbour alcoholic beat the wife, behind there was their small son and cried. To me became not on itself. God, mine, what I could make? I have run to myself home, has closed a door, and to go to bed. As are severe, there are people! It repeated not first time. The militia is already tired to them to come. When I doze off, noise and the shouts behind a door have stopped, the house again has plunged into dead silence. This history with the order already has bothered by all. I slept then nervously. But you do not worry of Roddy for me, simply it is life, and anywhere from it to not get to. Sometimes I dream of, that we have met you of Roddy, well even on the phone. That our votes became closer to each other. You see it so is good. It seems, that I as small girl shall pay for pleasure. The truth, I do not have telephone, my girlfriends live far from me and I do not have opportunity to call you from them, but it you see not a problem, if two men want to be closer to each other. It shall be possible I to you Roddy to call with Post Office of Narva city . It seems, it is worthy variant. Dear my friend, Roddy you, please, give me number of your telephone and I can to you at once call from The Post Office, at once as soon as I shall receive the salary. Well, please, I so want it, I want to hear your vote. Send to me your telephone number in the following yours letter, OK? Do not overlook about it. Wait to hear from you soon, Roddy.
Bye!
Best wishes, Ekaterina

Letter 4

Hi, my most dear friend Roddy!!!
I am very glad to your letter. It means, I am interesting to you. Me it very much has encouraged and has pleased. A thank to you for it. I answer you again, that we need to learn each other better. I am glad to see you in my house. I want to acquaint you with my parents. Today my working day was gave out difficult and little bit sad. Business that my chief to me was unfair. Has shouted at me, though I was in anything is not guilty. Mood mine negative. When all situation has cleared up, it has not apologized at all before me. Such situations are not seldom. But let's not be about it, you see I have man, to which I can all tell, and this man - you. Our correspondence I have more and it is pleasant more. I feel, that you the really good close and sensitive friend. You can understand me. And it is very important in our life, believe me. The trust, understanding, keenness is just that is necessary for the people, is especial now. We live in the world of complete indifference and lie. I, for example, despise the false men, and I consider, that they need to be deleted from the dialogue. I have girlfriend and its former boyfriend constantly deceived her. Spoke, that loves her, and itself only of saws in bars, changed with the prostitutes, lied on trivialities, periodically did not spend the night at home, she constantly pulled out it from unpleasant situations, it constantly asked it money to alcoholic drinks, even sometimes to beat her. All this is familiar to me not by hearsay, how many time I calmed her, supported difficult minutes, how many tears, she has spilled on it. To me was, very much her it is a pity. I simply did not understand, how the men can so act. The girl try for the sake of the man, and it simply spits to it in soul is frequently happens in Estonia. I always try to speak the people the truth, what she would not be. I think, that you with me agree. Now in Estonia there is a problem with beggars. They sit in the street in a tatter and ask of money or simply bread. It is a pity to me to become them. Many do not have house, there is no family, there is no work. And them becomes ever more and more. At us in Estonia it is as though considered as norm. The people do not pay on them of any attention. Only rare man will support them, word or small money. My dear friend Roddy, also I want to ask you your complete name and address. There can be I could though sometimes send you the letters on a paper or simply cards. It would be very pleasant both you and me. But we in Estonia with it usually have small problems, because the people want a little to work and to receive the large money for it. The transfer of a card or letter borrows approximately 3 months, so … Roddy, I would like to send you my home address also. There can be you want to me to send a card or simply letter. I would be very glad to this. The truth, we in Estonia have separate people, which steal parcels. It is simply shocking. I want to you to give my home address and my complete name.

My complete name - Ekaterina Belyh
And my home address:
ESTONIA
Postal index 20303
Narva city
Tallinn Rd., 13 apartament 3
As you can notice I am not very tall. I am only 163-164 cm or 5,5 feet (if I am not mistaken). I realy have a blond heir. It's my real color of my hair. I think that you want to know what is my figure. And maybe you can guess it yourself? And then I'll tell you. So I have to go now.
Hope to hear from you as soon as possible.
I am very glad every time I get your letter! Your friend from Estonia, Ekaterina
P.S. You can ask me anything you want to know about me.

Letter 5

Hello my dearest Roddy!
Is very glad each time to receive from you your warm letters each time, each day, each moment. A thank for your messages. They help me now to live. I can not without your letters any more. Never leave me! Roddy, you to me are very necessary! As you already could notice, in each letter I write you a lot of information on myself and about the life, because I want that you knew about me absolutely all. It is very important for me. I hope and for you too. We should know about the friend the friend everything completely to trust each other.
I very much want, that we trusted each other. It is the important part of the attitudes. I want, that all was sincere. I did not write to you about the work very much, and now I want that you knew, only, please, nothing speak about it then, because I very much hesitate. So I the advertising agent in small firm. At me very interesting work, she certainly is pleasant to me but there is one BUT. My boss the not so good man. I already wrote to you, that it has shouted at me. It any little bit strange. It passes the work on the employees, and then shouts what not all was made correctly, though this work it should do itself. It very little works and receives for it very many money. And all employees, which do and still his work, receive very little. My salary is only 80 evro per one month. It is the ridiculous salary even for Estonia, only do not laugh it is necessary by me. This money usually suffices only on SURVIVING and no more. Sometimes I sit at home and I think, well what for to me such work?! I for a long time already want to find other work, but it is very dificult. At me good education. I studied at university. I studied as the manager on advertising. This very interesting and actually profitable education. But all business in that that we do not have such work, and if and is, there take " only yes ours ". This usual Estinian expression. Means that to the simple people with excellent education to not find good work. Excuse, please, that I to you tell all this. But I should tell you it. Please, understand me correctly. You my unique man, with which I can inform to the mountain and happiness. Simply try to support me. I very much want, that also you also trusted to me, as I to you. I want that you now were with me right now and has supported me. Has embraced, has kissed. Has told, that I am necessary to you very strongly. Roddy, be with me always. I very much want it! Excuse once again, that I to you now have told all about the work, forgive me. I promised you to call, but could not at once. I shall call you when I shall receive the salary. It will be at the end of the next week. Sometimes at us detain the salary, but I all the same shall try as soon as I shall receive her. Tell me, please, and what you think of me? I think, we are simply created the friend for the friend. I think of you very much. And I dream, that sometime we shall be together. Roddy, I want, that you never forgot me, know that on the friend to the party of ocean there is a girl which the day and night thinks of you. I so have got used to you that already I begin to miss about you. I should go, but I promise that I shall write the letter very quickly. I wait for news from you.
Kisses and hugs to you,
Yours, Ekaterina

Letter 6

Hello my dearest Roddy!
I want to say to you that as usual and usual, I'm happy so much from your answer on my last e-mail my Roddy!!! I think about you my Roddy all days. I so wait for your warm messages for me Roddy, I want to say to you that now I cann't without you and your so feelings emails my Roddy. You e-mails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you Roddy is a beterest part of my lonely life now, your messages give me a great happiness and pleasure in my life Roddy. Believe me Roddy, that I speak this my words with my sincere care to you Roddy, with my respect for you Roddy. Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my Roddy, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my Roddy.
In last night I didn't sleep well, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my Roddy, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm messages, and in basically about you my Roddy! I thought about all my Roddy, I want to say to you that I cann't without you my Roddy, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my Roddy, yes................Roddy,........yes...... I love you my dearest Roddy! My Roddy, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it's so sensual for me my Roddy, I cann't without you Roddy. I LOVE YOU, DARLING! I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it's my love to you my dear Roddy. From your messages Roddy, I see that we aren't indifferent to each other Roddy, I hope that you will agree with me my Roddy, is it for true Roddy? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my Roddy. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my Roddy, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you Roddy, you are my future man Roddy. Also in the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us my Roddy. I cried too Roddy, because it's so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my Roddy, because I cann't to be one my Roddy, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answred, but I said them that I want it very much, but I cann't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my embarrassment. I am felling embarrassed girl, I said about you in my last e-mails my Roddy. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not embarrassment my Roddy, I feel to you all my love to you Roddy!
By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents. My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling Roddy. In the eyes of my mom and my dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my Roddy. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love Roddy, also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you Roddy will live in America because they understand that now in Estonia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm GREETINGS to you and they wish us, my Roddy, our future family happiness and great mutual love my Roddy. My mother said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my Roddy. They are very happy about us my dear Roddy, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my Roddy, and I agreed with them on 100 per cent!!! . My darling, I am so happy for us my dear Roddy. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear Roddy, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you have or do you write with any another women my Roddy??? It's so important for me my Roddy, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you Roddy write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my Roddy. I don't want an other man, because I love you, Roddy! But more of all I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love Roddy!!! I say you about it very seriously my Roddy! It will so pity for me if you are having or writing with an other woman my dear Roddy, and deceive me in our relations, please, say me, Roddy, do you write with an other women? We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear Roddy, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my Roddy? My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much, and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my Roddy. I love you Roddy and I cann't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my Roddy. It's so necessary for me my Roddy. I so love you Roddy!
All my warmth kisses,
Warmth hugs,
Your lady,
Ekaterina

Letter 7

Hi, love mine Roddy!
I have received again your warm letter with the answers to my last message. Mine by a road, my love, I have written in last letter on the sincere feelings to you. I thought all the day of it. I was confused, but I hope, that you will answer to me with reciprocity. I am very glad, that has written to you about it because I could not suffer, I have a lot of love to you. I hope, you understand, that it is very difficult to hide the feelings to favourite to the man. I very strongly love you. I am very happy that I at last has met such the man to which I can tell all and the more so tell that I it I love. So it is difficult to me now to describe the feelings by words. I am very happy, that I have you!!! I love you, Roddy, and I want it to repeat hundreds time! I love you, Dear!!! I am very strong you I love. Only do not turn away from me and do not ignore my feelings to you because it is the truth!!!! I can not without your warm gentle letters, I can not without your sincere words, I can not without you!!! Mine dear Roddy, I want sometime to see you in real life, to talk to you, to look in your perfect eyes, to feel your smell, and to remain with you … I hope, that we shall meet sometime soon or not so soon, but at want to look in your eyes and to tell that I you I love most of all on light, you mine unique!!!My birthday April, 21. My liked color - dark blue. I love fruit and sweet. My loved film " Color of night " and " Tired with the sun ". My closest friend - Natalia. We studied with her at university.
Roddy, I have told to the parents, that I have met one very good man and has grown fond of it, she has asked as it call and I have told that it call Roddy!!!! I already spoke by them about you, you told that the very interesting and lovely man! They ask about you very much frequently and I am very glad to this. I think, that you too have liked by them. My girlfriends too are very glad, that I have found the good man because them was not lucky in a marriage, they wish to us with you all good and that the life was sweet as a strawberry … at first together and then and with children. I very much want children, excuse that did not speak about it earlier, I simply hesitated … At us in Estonia it is impossible to find the good man. There can be it already custom … I do not know but all Estonian men drink very many alcoholic drinks. At first they speak that love and then begin to do very bad unpleasant things, therefore in Estonia there are no good men. And I want that I with you had good happy future together, number for ever. I so long would search for such man to which I could tell all that it wants to know. And at last I have found you! I so am long about you dreamed iieRoddy! I do not want from anybody to hide of the feelings to you! I dream of you each moment!!!! I hope that you will answer to me with reciprocity my love!
I do not have words to describe the happiness. But I simply know that you understand me and love. With each minute I want all to be closer and closer to you and to feel you. I am very strong you I love dear mine Roddy!!!
I would write to you thousand of words but the sense would be same. In three words I LOVE YOU!!!
My darling, at this point I finish my letter to you, I wait forward your letter with my honest love!!! You have to know, Roddy, how I feel so happy myself when I read your warm messages my darling! So I have to go now honey, I will think about you Roddy a lot, I love you, and I want to be with you my love Roddy!!!!!
With great love,
Hugs and kisses,
Only yours,
Ekaterina

Letter 8

My love Roddy!!!
I' m reading through the letter of yours with big pleasure. From your letter I see we aren't indifferent to each other. I hope you support this idea. I believe in your sincere correspondence to me. Hope as well you feel honest interest in me. I want to answer your questions before. The main thing for me in life is love. I very much want to find the love and to remain with her for ever. It seems to me, that I have already found her. Ideal work for me is a work on the house. I would like to be at home and to care of future children and the husband. I want to devote all life to my family (to the husband and children). Yesterday I talked to my mom about you. I read her some of your mail. She is also interested to get to learn about people abroad. We spoke long on the matter of you. My mom is glad for me having such a nice friend that well understands me. You make my life beautiful and happy. Yesterday after long chatter with her about you I couldn't fall asleep. I thought of you and dreamt. I smiled dreaming. I thought how wonderful that we started corresponding. I have never considered before that it is possible to come across a good interlocutor on the net. Now I understand I was wrong. At night I saw an astonishing dream I want to tell you now. I dreamt of sitting with you near some lake in woods. The sun is setting and shining gold. The lake is strangely enough quite. There are no people around. Only two of us sitting on a small blanket and looking at colored birds flying above us. I don't know why they are colored. I have not seen those before. You get on reading me poems in your language. I am listening to you. The main thing is that you are reading with expression in your loud voice. It makes me laugh cause I don't catch the essence. You are so cheerful and joyful. Your eyes sparkle with love. We are sitting and feeling well. In the morning I recalled this dream and smile automatically covered my face from ear to ear. I begin noticing that I think of you pretty often. Something queer is happening to me. I can't say it is love. I suppose these could be too pompous words. But I have a sincere feeling for you. I am interested to know more and more about you. I want to open you completely. Believe this is a sincere desire. I want to feel and realize you. Today it was raining a little after that there appeared a rainbow and I went into imagining as though I was on the one side of it and you were on the other one. Our energies of two persons encounters in the center. I felt your energy transmitted to me and, suppose, you got mine. I sensed I was not alone in this world. Let us be at a long distance but we have link giving us life power. Today at work I was told to have changed. My friend said that I became merry and shone like the sun. My answer referred to have a high spirits and life is wonderful. Hope you feel the same. I just had a talk to some woman. She as well was in correspondence with a man from other country. She said to me that some men write several women at once especially Estonian ones. I felt bad at one stroke. Then I pondered over this for long time and drew to the fact that I can't believe you are in contact with lots of women. You are mailing me so beautiful words. We have such a sweet conversation. However, I want to ask you if you correspond with someone else. I don't wish to be mistaken in people. Hope you won't pain me cause I repose trust in you. Our mail between us became a part of certain period of my life. It aroused my vitality. I gained new way of life and new potential that is significant to me.
With love
Ekaterina

Letter 9

My dear Roddy!!!
I see you have the same attitude to me. I am struck with your letters and my heart is full of blood. I'm much interested in your letters. You made a fire inside me that I don't want to be put out. I wish this flame to blaze more and more.
I'd like to dedicate one poem to you.

I feel your breath,
My thoughts get blunt,
Fantasy is not madness,
You are coming closer.
Red fire flares up,
Covers my shoulders.
My body this flame
Treats from offences.
Feeling your breath
I guess thoughts of yours.
Fantasy is not madness
And you know it too.

You've won my heart and I am happy to this. I hope I won't be disappointed in you.
You create a tiny world where I'm living now and devote my energy to. At present I'm looking through the information on correspondence over Internet. I am reading lots of interesting stories about Estonian women. There are many of them to have written about their suffering after they come to their correspondents. Those taunt Estonian ladies. I hope you aren't such a man. I want to hug you to investigate your kind and sensitive eyes. I often think of you and me and picture us together. Let's consider what love is. Love is an intimate and deep feeling, tendency towards another person, human commonness or ides. Ancient mythology defines love as space power like gravity. In Plato philosophy love is Eros that is impellent of spiritual rise. In ordinary use of the word platonic love is free of sexuality. Sexual love in its modern form of individually selective feeling is the result of historical development of human personality. I want you to comprehend everything coming about between us and be aware of that. Desire of interpersonal union is the strongest striving in man. This is the most fundamental attraction. This is the power that makes members of human race, clan, family and society keep together. Failure in its achievement leads to madness or destruction - destruction of oneself and others. Mankind couldn't survive one day without love. However, calling interpersonal union love we face with the serious problem. This union can be achieved by different ways, difference of which has no less meaning than that common thing peculiar to various love forms. Should all of them be named love? Should we keep the word "love" only for special kind of union that gains an ideal value in all great humanistic religions and philosophic systems of last four thousands years of West and East growth? Love is an active interest in life and growth of that person who we feel this sense for. No active interest, no love. I wish you to write me your ideas on this. I want to say to you that I miss you so badly, and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life! I love you and I can't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my . It's so necessary for me my . I so love you Roddy! My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love Roddy. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you badly .
My dearest Roddy, also I have a good news! I want to say to you that I have a good friend Natalya in Tallin which, possible, will can help me with an information about my coming to you in your country in future soon! Our friend Natalya works in one of the individual travel firm in Tallin City. It's so positively for us because she will can to help me with all important detaled things of information about all necessary documents for my future coming to you in your country my love . I will try to connect with friend Natalya in Tallin soon on the days, and will ask about all important information too! I am really excited from this so good news! I so love you my darling, I'm sure in my love with you so much, and I want to say to you that with every day I want to be with you more and more my Roddy, I do love you so much dear, I can't without you my Roddy you are so necessary for me , I love you,Roddy!!! I think that the Internet is the assistant in everything, in Internet people can find any information, and it's inportant that the people can to fall in love by the Internet, realy my dear Roddy??? Also my Roddy, on days, possible tomorrow or after tomorrow, I want to go to the church that I must thank God that we found each other my love, I so thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you my Roddy, I know about it,Roddy! My darling, on this I will end my e-mail to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love desire!!! You must know,Roddy, how I feel so happy myself when I read your messages my darling! Well, I must be off my , I will think about you so much, I love you, and I want to be with you as soon as possible my love Roddy!!!!!
Truly,
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
kisses and huges
your love,Ekaterina
P.S. And I need to know one important thing. Money will be necessary. It is exact. In this case you may help me? It in our interests. I should know it. As to me be unable to pay all charges for official registration of papers and travel. You trust me and like on so much to send me money? I have settlement account in bank. It is very convenient. To me transfer the salary on this this account. At us in Estonia so it is accepted. And so, I can give you number of this account. YOU may transfer money to this account if certainly you want that I have arrived to you.

Letter 10

Hello my love Roddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I recently have learned the new information. Also be in a hurry to send you the letter. YOU have received my last letters? My Roddy, you are my life,Roddy, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth, to look into your kind and tender eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you, dear. I'm sure everything will be well and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together my Roddy. I often think about us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy, my love Roddy. You should not have occasion for anxiety. I shall not die. Doctors speak, that this disease meets very much frequently, but from him do not die. Simply when I have attack, it seems to me, that I shall die. I should conduct a correct way of life. It is less to work, it is more to be on fresh air. I need to eat and have a rest in time. I know that our hearts will together always, because our love is eternal, this great feeling connects the another people and us through a continents. My dear, my love Roddy, as it seems, this feeling great love which includes a three basic feelings.
Roddy, my dearest love man!!! I have a good great happy news for us my darling !!! The fact in that my friend Natalya have learned about all information for my coming to you! Natalya has informed that she has learned how much cost a visa and a foreign passport too. Natalya have connected with Embassy and there have said to her that it will be better for us with you, Roddy, if I will have the visa of a tourist. This tourist visa B-2, the visitor visa will valid during six months. On this type of visa I'll can travel till USA without any restrictions. The price of this visa, as Natalya was informed in embassy, is 115 euro. Besides the process of the registration of the visa costs 60 euro. By the way Natalya as has taken an interest about other kinds of the visas too, as to her have said, that there is a set of kinds of the visas. For example, visa of a bride. Natalya has thought that this visa of bride approaches to us, but her in Embassy have said that this visa costs more expensively and visa's registration costs a lot of money. It's around 750 euro and the registration of the visa will during seven months, it is very long and expensive! From it because the tourist visa B-2 is the betterest variant than visa of bride now for us my love Roddy! My love , I want to ask you one thing my Roddy, I will need to ask your help with a financial charges for the getting all necessary documents for my coming to you, Roddy. As probably, may be you know an economic situation in our country, simply it's awful, and at our bar don't give the salary to work personal during a long time. Our government explains it to those that simply they don't have a money, it's a difficult financial situation, and they don't have a recourses on the salary for the any kind of the job in total. My dearest, my love Roddy, I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only recourses separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey, and I don't want to lose you. Nobody can't help me with it. Of course, I asked my parents and friends to help me with this charges on the necessary documents for my coming, but my mother and father doesn't have such money though they would like to help us.
My dearest Roddy, in generally I'll need for 295 euro. It's certainly large money, you probably have thought what is it more than the total price of the visa and visa's registration, but I will must to get the foreign passport too of course the price of which is 65 euro. Also I will need to pay for medical exams too, it will be 55 euro By the way Natalya will try to find the cheaper prices of the air ticket for the fling to you. I want to ask you, Roddy, what is the nearest airport (name of the airport) from your city? Also, please, tell me about the approximate price of the airplane ticket too, ok? Please, Natalya will need this datas! As Natalya will try to find a cheaper airticket! I so happy from this so happy news from Natalya! But now, at first, my Roddy, I will must to begin a process of the registration of all necessary documents, in total I will need 295 euro as I said, Roddy.
If you want to send me money transfer to me money to the settlement account. The data of my bank and the account. Write to me when will send money!
Intermediary Bank Deutsche Bank Trust Company Americas,
New York, USA
SWIFT code: BKTRUS33

Beneficiary`s Bank Acc No. 04-416-804
Beneficiary`s Bank A/S "Akciju komercbanka "Baltikums""
M.Pils iela 13, Riga LV-1050, Latvija
SWIFT code: CBBRLV22
Beneficiary EKATERINA BELYH
Beneficiary`s Acc No. LV81CBBR1310165100010
My dearest , I want to ask you, when you will sent this recourses 295 euro, it will be necessary for me, that you must to send me an important information which required at a parcel of money. My love Roddy, I understand completely that it's a large money, but to me any more on whom I can to rely and on this I ask you about your help with this charges. My love Roddy, we are me and you love each other very much and we will together, simply, I sure in it my darling Roddy!!! I'm waiting and I'm dreaming for a moment of our meeting in your airport my ! I will cry in this moment, when I will leave from an air gangway and when I will see you my , because it will from our happiness my love Roddy . I close my eyes and I am imagining about this so happy picture. My love, I dream as we will live together my darling, to go for a walk, keeping for our hands my love . I want that you will show me your native land, a places where you like to go for a walk and where you like to spend a more of your time, also I want to get acquainted with your relatives and closest friends so much! I want to be with you very much, so much my love! I love you , and I miss you my dearest love! My dear, I want to say to you that I have spoke with my mom and dad about us again and again, especially about my coming to you! I want to say to you that my family have so many happy smiles for us and they approve our close love feelings with you my , they are so happy because we love each other very much, simply they have said me that we will happy with you and they wish us a large happiness together! They see my feelings and my happiness from our love with you, and they understand me that we with you can't without each other and wish us a great love in this time and our future life too! Simply great greetings from my family to you, Roddy, please, accept the love from my parents, they love you as a relative son! Well, my love, let me to end my e-mail my dearest Roddy, I'm waiting for your messages so much my love Roddy!!!
I learned about the prices for the ticket in your country. The prices all different, but is required about 800-900 euros. I do not know how many it will be in dollars. But 1 dollar is approximately equal 0.9 euros. Well it means about 1000 dollars! Approximately how many money is necessary for me to arrive to you. I hope this letter have not frightened you. Money to the ticket can be sent later while there is a process of registration of the visa. I give you the full information that you knew what difficulties arise at me for travel to you. Soon my birthday. To me it will be executed 25 years. Certainly best my gift would be - a meeting with you, night with you. But I am afraid it it is impossible. But it will be pleasant for me to start process of registration of the visa faster! The next week! To be faster with you! It will the best gift to me at date of birth which you can make! I hope for you. I want to be happy in Birthday. Only you may make me happy!!!My birthday tomorrow!!! I think, it becomes for me happiest Birthday from all 25! Best your gift is your letter!!!!
And our meeting! I to find the happiness near to you!!! YOU want to give me such gift? This gift - our happiness!!!
I love you my darling !!!!!!!
many many my warm kisses and hugs for you!
forever,
your love Ekaterina
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