Letter(s) from Selya to Johnny (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello my new friend Johnnie! The new friend from Russia writes to you. For me was unexpectedness to receive so soon the answer to my letter. I write at the end of a working day, it is tired. Has decided to glance, whether there is no answer. I am pleasantly surprised, that in me have become interested. Thank that has responded. I want to tell about myself slightly. You already saw my structure. I was born April, 10, 1979. I live in city of Nizhnekamsk. Growth of 175 sm, weight of 60 kg, a brunette. It tried to be recoloured in light color, but has already soon understood, that the natural color given by a nature approaches me better. Color of eyes - brown. I do not smoke, but tried. Has understood, that it is better to not do it. On a horoscope I Aries, like to be the first. A lot of familiar, but friends of unit. In general, I think, that friends may not be much. Not with each person it is possible to share, tell to him the secrets, the ideas. Somehow time we with friends participated in the share " Children against drugs " which spent in our city. Our task consist in explaining to people: to teenagers and people of advanced age what harm is put with drugs. 5 years back I have lost very good friend. He has died of the use of drugs. Each inhabitant of our city tries to bring in the advantage on struggle against drugs. Our city very beautiful. I have grown here. If interest I will appear can send some photos, pictures of our city. Since 10 years I have remained one. A vein with the grandmother. She has learned me to much. I am very grateful to her. After her death I have sharply felt, that have remained one in this huge severe world. I do not complain of destiny. That it is made, all is made to the best. From the childhood like to float, visited pool. Has finished musical school on a class of a piano. Having finished school in Nizhnekamsk I have acted in financial institutions on branch Book keeping and audit. At school all actions for gathering money passed through me. And where you studied, than engaged earlier? After institute I worked as the marketing expert. Now I work as the bookkeeper in a business concern " Sweet life " 5 years. Work very much is pleasant to me. At leisure I continue to float, be engaged in aerobics with girlfriends. Like to listen to music to dance. We leave on a nature with friends. At them the families, children. I very much love children. I likely would give birth 2 or 3 that in the future they might rely against each other and not remain lonely. I am sincerely glad for the friends. So I live. I believe, at me all will turn out. It is necessary to be the optimist and to hope for the best. I am right, how you think? Perhaps the Internet in it will help me, very much it would be desirable it. But while it is difficult to speak about it, time will show. You agree with it? Oh I have absolutely overlooked about time, already late. And tomorrow it is necessary to rise early. Communicating with you under the Internet I absolutely have lost count of time and the weariness has passed. It may on advantage? I hope you you will not leave without attention my letter. I shall look forward to hearing. I wish you good day.

With hope for a fast reply, Yulia!

Letter 2

Hello the my dear friend Johnny. How your affairs? Probably at you all is good, at all is excellent . Today early in the morning me has woken singing birds. Beams of the sun were penetrated in my room. And my day began from good mood. I thought only of that when will finish my working day. And I would shall go to Internet - cafe what to communicate to you. And to esteem your pleasant letters. And at me hope that you write the letters with all the heart and in hope for mine the answer. But my day passed so long that I already began to mourn. But my mood has risen after arrows of hours reached by five o'clock in the evening. On the termination of a working day I have not gone to Internet - cafe, and have run. Also it was glad having received your letter, and has not regretted, that today has gone to Internet - cafe. To me it is mutual that you have written so quickly, I as shall answer quickly your letters. For me it is important to answer your letters. I want to be sure that you of the same that and I. The unique person is necessary for me, instead of that which wants to play only. The woman for having remained life is necessary for you?Same for you will be the friend and a support. That you will not throw her a difficult minute. And her will not deceive. That she will help him a difficult minute. And I do not have not enough this the person. To me it is very bad without you and I can not live any minute what to not think of you. I Constantly I think of you and it is very pleasant for me, but it is melancholy as I am very glad that We have got acquainted with you and that we have feelings to each other. But me very much Melancholy because of that that we not may, as other in lo ve pairs as to be Together and to carry out our free time together. If you want with me to meet. That I should find out details. But it will be better if I shall come to you. But all over again I should make some documents. Yes I know that I should arrive for the correct reason. And I want to leave from my country. Also I wait from you for the fast answer. Your Julia!

Letter 3

Greetings road Johnny! How affairs? I do not know as I even to escribe, I check what pleasure When I see your new letter. I would like to see yours persons actually, it will be Desirable to concern your body, that your high heat is transferred my body, that yours heat was It is issued with love. This heat of love everyone became closer and closer to my Heart. My love to you also It will be warm, as your love to me. But I do not hope on such relations to me. As I have not deserved Such relation to. How you think? Probably You with it agree. But to me the main thing, that he has given me everything, that wants To give. And we shall be prevented even to difficult times. We shall love also everyone Another, in the future I hope. And to understand, that to us it is necessary to be together. We should have mutual understanding of two hearts. I think with us of it, will not take Place. You with it agree Johnny? I long thought above your offer and have understood that in me It is a lot of feelings to you and I do not know as me to understand with them one. I hope you will help me with it, Because together it is always easier to understand feelings. I think it a good exit if we with you Have met, therefore I can agree with that that I we with you should meet, therefore I want to you To tell that I agree to arrive to you my dear Johnny! But you are distu rbed with a question of age. A question that Our age is various very serious, but only for you because I search for the man which will be more senior Me! It seems to me, that I like men who are more senior than me, than my coevals more! And I do not see Problem in the age of between us, because finally to you not 60 years! Many girls now think Finding beautiful young the man and to live with him happily! But it seems to me, that it is not interesting to me with Guys of one with me of age! Therefore now I communicate with you! But if I too young for you and you You will think so further probably we should stop our correspondence? I now have understood I to you I check what strong feelings. Now I have understood, that I love you my dear, and I can not live without you. I so want to inform you addressing to you in eyes, that I love you but while I have an opportunity to inform you it only in my letter my dear. I very much want to meet you, and I do not want you to lose. I wait for a fast reply Julia!

Letter 4

Dear Johnny,

Hello you just don't know how much I love you. You are the best men could ever ask for. Whenever I have a problem and need some type of comfort, you are there for me. It is you who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I, one day, wish to be your loving wife. You just don't understand how much I adore you or appreciate you, admire you, trust you, respect you, and over all love you. I believe this is it, you are the one for me. Being away from you drives me crazy and makes me want to be with you right at this very instant. I just think of this separation as a test. I can deal with it. If this is what it takes to be with you then I will go through it. I just want to thank you for coming into my life. You took me by surprise; I wouldn't ever think that I would be as lucky to have you, but now that I have you I don't ever want to let go. You have brought so much love, joy, and happiness that no other woman has ever shown me. I love you so much! You and I have shared so much together, and have been through everything, we have just taken over a special part in each other's lives and can't let go. I love you because you bring the best out of me. I love your terrific sense of humor. Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat. You're the one who holds the key to my heart. You always say what I need to hear. You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you. And, of course, I love your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me. I have Made by some researches about my trip to you, I consulted to the tourist agent. For The beginning of me should do the international passport, it - is not difficult, after that I Should go to Moscow, in your embassy and write the application for registration The visa, I have found out, that the visa is found out within 2 weeks as it has told me that The visa very difficultly to receive without the help of the tourist agent. His cost of services 200 usd, and the visa costs 400 usd with a full package of the information, with The information from militia, hospitals, works also all establishments. If you are ready me To help with the visa, I immediately shall begin to find out my documents. Write to me Concerning it ok? I know that neither one of us had in mind that we would meet someone on the Internet and fall in love but it has happened. And for that, I have no regrets. In fact, it is one of the best things that has ever happened to me in years. For this, and what has happened to us and between us I have you to thank. You have brought so much joy to me that words can never explain. I am sending you this to let you know that I have been sent an angel to be with me, and you are that angel. The day we met is the day I will never forget. Over and over I replay our chat and our first telephone conversation in my mind! You are so amazing you drive me crazy! You make me feel so happy and complete. If I hadn't met you. I know I'd still be searching... searching for you! Although I don't say it as often I want, I do want to say it now or else time will just pass me by again and I'll only keep wondering when. I want to say, "I love you, I need you, and I want you." Thank you for all the beautiful e-mails you've sent me. You are my best friend, my lover, and my soul mate all in one. We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else. From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other's arms. When I say I love you it is truly meant. Of all the people in this world, you're the one I run to. Your name has been inscribed in my heart before I knew your name. In the moment we met all those years ago, I knew you were the one. I whisper your name each morning when I wake, and each night to the stars. I am who I am because of you, and there is no one else I want to be. You have taught me so much about this world, and even through the times when darkness covered my world, you were always the light. So, to all you out there who read this letter of love, if you've found it, hold it tight, cherish, respect, and be kind to each other. This kind of love is rare and special beyond words. For those of you haven't found it yet, don't give up and settle... they're out there and if you're lucky, someday you will know what these words I've just written mean... you'll feel them in your heart. Love always, Yulia!!!!day you will know what these words I've just written mean... you'll feel them in your heart. Love always, Yulia!!!!

Letter 5

Hello my dear Johnny! How you there? I thought that you already have forgotten me and did not expect from you the answer mine Johnny. And it is pleasant for me that you have not forgotten me!!! You speak that the visa and the international passport costs 325 usd and to me in travel agency have told that the visa the international passport costs 600usd. if you disagree to it. That I can look for travel agency in which to me will it is necessary 325 usd but you have not told that to me will help whether or not. The answer please on this question. ok! If you do not want that I searched for that to us I the international passport for 600usd. yes agree to carry out with you one month my dear Johnny is necessary to do the visa! I would want that we have met you. And it is pleasant for me that you want my arrival mine Johnny! I think that on it I should finish the letter. Yours Yulia!!!!

Letter 6

Hello my dear Johnny! How you there? At me all is good! Why you have ceased to write to me? I thought that me love. Whether or not? I as a silly woman each day went to the Internet of cafe. Waited for your letter. And it is pleasant for me that promised to write. But itself has not written. I think that have found another and now am afraid to tell me it. If you have found another that to me and tell. Then I shall cease to write that to you. You all over again have encouraged me our meeting. And then where that has disappeared. Also did not know where itself to put. You are simple to me the answer. Whether you wish on former our meetings. If yes that write to me about it. ok? I so want our meeting. I now should wait for your answer. If you have found to the friend that write to me it directly. I shall understand you my dear. I with not patience shall wait for your letter. Yours Yulia!!!!

Letter 7

Hello my dear Johnny! How you there? At me all is good! Johnny my work consists in that that I read, I re-read in documents incomes of my firm and losses. I very much like my work as I work on a speciality. You speak that we may meet when I shall make my documents. But Johnny you would not understand me I with pleasure have made these the document but I would not have money what to do documents. Therefore I ask your help that you to me have helped to make these documents. I am simple in horror for liked people are necessary the document. I would kill that person which have thought up all these documents. Johnny you with me agree? If there were no these documents that would be what barrier to our meeting. You agree? And it will be pleasant for me if we in the fast future together. At us here very bad weather all time rains to me is not pleasant to walk along the street one without the liked person. I think that on it I shall stop and I shall wait for your letter my dear Johnny! Yours Yulia!!!

Letter 8

Hello my dear Johnny! I am glad that has written to me. I am glad that is ready to our meeting. Yes I shall take part yours ?onditions. As you have not trust to women so they have deceived you and that they searched only for money in the Internet. Well my dear it will be good if you will help me with the visa and the international passport. It will cost 600 usd what make the visa and the international passport. And on the ticket I shall try to find itself. Or to occupy from friends but only what to meet you my liked Johnny! It will be pleasant for me to carry out my other part of life only with you. I today sat you reconsidered your photos which to me have sent. I in each photo wanted to find new feature in your person. It was pleasant for me to look at your photos because you on them such beautiful and very lovely. And I want to tell you one thing that at you angelic a smile. It would not be good them when you will meet me also you to me you will smile as an angel with me agree? Whether you still spoke me can wait with meet two more weeks. Mine dear yes I can wait for two more weeks. I think that on it I should close the letter. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. Yours Yulia!!!