Letter(s) from Natalia Usolova to Roy (England)

Letter 1

Hi, Helix!
How are you? Probably, if you have guessed, this is Natalia :) I'm very glad to get your answer, Helix! First of all, please let me apologize for the delay in my response to you, Helix, but I was busy in last time. I'm happy so much that you have written me, believe me, Helix! Also, I'm hoping that my e-mail was so big surprise for you too, really? But most important, I would like to say to you that I have decided to write you through the Internet thanking to my best friend Sveta. My friend Sveta have met a good man through the Internet from Berlin, Germany, by the the Internet too. Her boyfriend is Frank. Sveta and Frank are very happy together! I see that they are happy so much together, and I have decided to find a man from other country too, as Sveta did it :) Possible, you can ask me, why I didn't find a russian man? I will be very serious, I will answer to you, that I had a boyfriend from Russia from my City, I loved him very much, but he has thrown me in last time. He found an other girl, as I have understood. Also I have seen that he liked to drink an alcohol very very much, as many men in Russia do it, may be you know about it. I don't like this when men like to drink so much as my last boyfriend did it! I am non-drinking and non-smoking girl! Simply, I don't have a harmful habits! Also I want to say that on the words of my friend Sveta, the men from other countries, especially from Germany and USA, are very good, and they can to appreciate and to respect women as considerable men too. It's the opinion of Sveta, and I want to agree with Sveta completely. Sveta has chosen her boyfriend Frank from Germany because she know German language a little. I don't speak German language, I can speak and write English language, and I have decided to find the man from USA and I have decided to write you, Helix. Well, Helix, let me to tell to you about me more... As I said you earlier, I'm 27 years old, I am "Gemine" on Zodiac, I was born on MAY, 26, 1975 :) And when you was born? What's an exact date of your Happy Birthday? Tell me, ok? I'm White Russian girl on nationality. On religion, I'm Christian (Russian Ortodox), and I believe in God Jesus. I have never been married and I don't have any kids, I am a single girl. I'm a sensitive, a kind-hearted, a thoughtful and easily amused. On opinion of my close friends and relatives, I'm a kind, jolly, clever and intelligent, purposeful, sociable. About my City where am I live? :) I would like to tell to you that I live in Rostov City here in Russia. Rostov is situated around 1,000 kilometers from our Russian Capital Moscow City. The time zone of Rostov is GMT+3. Our City Rostov is one of the beautiful cities of Russia, I like my wonderful City very much. There are many beautiful streets, squares and other sights in our city. But it's so cold here, the frosts force the people to go on the streets in the warm clothes, and what about your weather? Is it for cold or warmly? Most of all I want to say to you that my favorite season is the summer! I like when the sun shine on the streets, it are many votes of birds, it's romantically so much. And do you like summer? :) Also I would like to tell to you about my education. I have studied in a Tollyati Polytechnical University. I have ended the university in 1996. Also I want to say to you that I have learned the English Language when I have studied in the university, I can speak English without any problems, I think so... But I can see that I'm making many orthographic mistakes, I think so, I hope that you'll can understand my English without any problems? Really, Helix? Please, tell me about this in your next e-mails, ok? Also I would like to tell to you that after the finishing of the university, I have gotten a diploma of a speciality "The Book Keeping And Audit". But unfortunately I didn't need my education yet, because here in Russia, as in many other countries, it's very difficult to find a good job on a good speciality. Now I'm working as a waiter in the bar. I like to work here in our bar, and our visitors are a good clients. Also I want to say to you, that I have an access to Internet by the computer which is situated in an cabinet of our boss here in our bar, because I don't have a computer in my home, and I have asked the sanction at our director for my using of the Internet, and he permitted me to use the computer in a free time from my job. Wow, I have written so much! I didn't think that I can to write about myself so much, really. Probably, I'm finishing my e-mail to you. Helix, I'll be grateful so much, if you'll write me about yourself so much, as I did it. I would like, if you'll tell me, for example, about your family, is your family large? About your city where are you living, I have never been in other countries and in USA too, and I'll be glad to know about your country. Ok, let me to finish my e-mail, I hope to see your answer soon! I'm attaching my photo, I hope you will find my photo good. Ok, good bye, Helix, hoping to see your letter soon!
Take care,
Sincerely,
Your new russian friend,
Natalia

Letter 2

Hi my friend Helix!
I'm glad so much to receive your answer again! It's very interesting for me to read your messages, from them we are learning more about ourself, and I begin know more about you, Helix. My dear friend, of course, may be you want learn about our correspondence, about correspondence's essence too, really? As I want to tell that I have decided to get acquainted through an Internet due of my girlfriend Sveta which one year back has gotten acquainted with the foreigner German Frank, I have said you about this earlier. Helix, may be, possible, we will together in the future time, may be I would like to look the marriage too, if you will want this, I don't want to hide this so important fact, but we must to learn more things about each other more and more, it will reasonably and correctly, really, Helix? I hope that you will agree with me with this fact too. Please, tell me about this, ok? But in my opinion, again and again, we must learn about each other more and more, I repeat this! Please, agree with me, Helix! My dearest friend Helix, I would like to tell you about my family. I want to say to you that I have a large family too. This are my mom Marina, my daddy Pavel too. Also I have two sisters. They are Katya and Masha. My sister Katya is 21 years old. But Masha is smaller sister between me and Katya too, Masha is 10 years old. On professions my mom is a seller in the shop, and my dad is an engineer on the factory. My sister Katya is a student of the university, she is studing on the lawyer, and Masha is a schoolgirl. Our family are living without any conflicts too, we have a good understanding between our members of our family. Because, I think that our parents gave to us a good education. I think that it's so good and I'm so proud that we have my mom and my daddy. Also I want to say to you that I live with my family in one apartment. Also I want to tell that I have consulted with my parents about the account my acquaintances with you through the Internet, they have estimated it as positively because they care about my future life of course. My parents would want that I have a happy life, and would want that I will find my man. As I told you earlier, I have never been married. As already I spoke to you earlier, I work as a waiter in the bar here in Rostov City. It's a perfect and cosy bar. My job is very pleasant for me, people in our city are kind, and visitors of the cafe are not roughness to us, certainly there are cases when the visitors are not correct with us and spoil mood, but it happens very seldom. I'm very interested to learn about your work, Helix, and what do you do in free from work time? During our weekends, in my free time, we are with my girlfriends, also with Frank and Sveta sometime, go for a walk to the city, we like to sit in cafe too for a cup of tea. I like my girlfriends very much, especially my best girlfriend Sveta. She is as native sister for me! By the way I want to say to you that Sveta works as a waiter in our bar. Also I want to say to you that Sveta and Frank are living in Rostov City now. Sveta have visited Frank to Germany at last time, Frank asked Sveta to visit in Germany him after that when they have understood that they love each other. I remember, Sveta was so happy in this time. They lived together during two month in Germany. And then they have came to Russia, to Rostov City too, simply, Sveta said to Frank that she have missed about her parents, and that she want to visit on some time her parents, and they came to Rostov from Germany. They are very happy together, they love each other very much, I envy to Sveta and Frank slightly :) and also, of course, we meet with each other sometimes and spend a lot of time together. We are so good friends! Also I want to say to you that I have never been outside of Russia, I have never been in an other countries, but I would like to travel at once, it's so romantical, I think :) Well, Helix, I must to finish my e-mail to you, I hope that we will continue to correspond with each other and you will tell me much more about yourself, and I will try to tell about myself as more as possible in future e-mails. I want to ask you about more things, Helix, and I hope that you will understand my questions and will answer me for them. I want to learn more about your country, please, tell me about your family, about your friends. A great hello to you from my family, my friends Sveta and Frank too. I hope to see your message soon. Bye-bye...
GOD BLESS YOU,
YOUR RUSSIAN FRIEND,
Natasha

Letter 3

Hello, ROY! How are you doing? I'm doing fine!
Thank you for your answer on my last e-mail so much, ROY. In my opinion, it's so wonderfully, that we are writing to each other, because from our messages we learn about each other more and more, really, ROY? I'm interested in our correspondence very much, it's very interesting to learn about you, about your life in your country, believe me, as a whole, I read your letters with a huge pleasure! Ok, ROY, I hope that it will be interesting for you to learn about my enthusiasmes, my favourite things as a whole :) From music??? :) I like to listen the russian and foreign musical executors. From Russian musical executors I like to listen the songs of the following groups 'Zemfira', 'Splin', 'Ariya', 'BI-2', and so on. Did you heared about this musical groups? Ok, from the foreign executors I like to listen 'Bon Jovi', 'U2', 'Cranberries', 'Scorpions','Elton John', and so on... In general, I like to listen good and modern music, ROY, and what kind of music do you like? It would be interesting to me to learn about it. Please, tell me, ok? From movies? I like to look the comedies, fantastic films, romanticism and so on. But very huge impressions have left to me the films 'The Lord Of Rings', 'Harry Potter'. I hope what you looked these films? But especial impression was for me as the film 'The Patriot' by an actor Mel Gibson, where the war between England and America is described. This film has liked to me by that this film show the natural spirit of the patriotism, the love to a Native Land! I consider, that it's very important qualities, which should have all people on the world! Really? ROY, I hope that you looked this film too, and that you had a magnificent impressions from a viewing of this film. Mel Gibson has played his role as a talented actor on my opinion! I liked to look the film 'Cruel Intentions', on my opinion, it's very sensual and instructive film for all youth. Aslo from comedies I liked the film 'Me, Myself And Irene' by the comic actor Jim Carrey :) I hope that you looked this so ridiculous film :) From a fantasy, I liked film 'Planet Of The Apes', it's a very entertainment film in my opinion'. Also I want to tell to you, that I like to read the books, especially the literature of the domestic writers: Tolstoy, Chehov, Pushkin, and so on. But I was in huge delight from a reading of th book S. King 'The Dark Tower', in my opinion, it's very interesting book, where the main hero Roland is a purposeful man, he goes to the purpose, to a dark tower, and I like the quality of Roland is the purposefulness! I consider, that this one of the important qualities of any man. I hope what you will agree with me, really, ROY? About food? Ok, from the favourite food dishes, I want to allocate a fried potatoes, various kind of the soups, also I like a meat too, I don't want to hide it from you:) I like the fish and chicken very much, do you like the chicken? It's so tasty, really? Also I like a pizza very much. It's very tasty too, I like pizza with a cheese. I would like to say you that I like a fruit and vegetables, especially, an apple lemon, orange, banana, tomatoes, cucumbers and so on, there are many kinds of vitamins. ROY, do you like to cook? I cook not bad as my family and the friends said me at once :) Also about my favorite kind of sports, I like to sport very much, do you like it? In winter I like to ski, it's cool to be on the fresh air. Also I like to play on volley too. But most of all I like to aerobic, we are with my girlfriend Sveta engaged by the aerobic in the free time, on my opinion, this kind of sport helps to support my body in the good form. Also I would like to say to you that I like to dance ball dances:) Have you ever danced the ball dance with any girl?:) It's so attractive and beautifully, really, ROY? I'm sure, that you would like to dance the ball dancing with me at once? :) It will be wonderful! Probably, in the future, we will dance the ball dancing with you, it would be cool! Really? :) About my hobbie? I like to collect various beautiful female magazines, about a style, about female life for example and so on. For a small period of the time, I have a large collection of different magazines. Simply, I like to read the best magazines. I would like to tell you about my dreams too. I'm dreaming to drive a car in the future, it would be so cool and interesting. But I want to tell, that our family don't have the car, it's very expensive to buy the car, but our father has told that probably, through one year, he will can to buy the car and I'll can to learn how to drive the car:) ROY, would you like to learn me how drive a car at once? :) It will be kindly since your side:) By the way, my parents and friends ask about you all time:) Especially my parents, I have told to my parents, that you are decent and good man, my parents are very pleased to our norrespondence on the Internet and our relations, ROY. My parents wish to us a good relations in the future, and it's possible, in the future, if we will be together in your country, they would want that we will be a magnificent pair too:) But remember, ROY! We should learn each other ever more and more! Really...? It's very important for me, ROY! The fact in that, if you know, that on the statistics, majority of a pairs are separated because they knew each other not enough, and I don't want to do a mistake at once, I hope that you will can to understand me, ROY, really? As I spoke you earlier, we must to learn about each other more and more from our e-mails. Dear ROY!!! Also I want to tell you, that I would like to speak with you by the phone at once, I hope, that it's a good idea, really, ROY? I want to hear your voice, ROY, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. But unfortunately, I don't have the telephone in our apartment, because it's very expensive to establish the telephone now in this time in Rostov City, but it will be possible, that may be through some months we will have the telephone. Also, I want to tell you, that I have interested at our director about using of the bar's telephone, but our director has told me, that the bar's telephone is for working needs for our institution! The director has told us, that the work personnel of bar can not use the telephone of bar for our individual purposes. Also I have asked to use the telephone at my friends, and Sveta and Frank too, but all of them don't have the phone too, it's the difficult situation with the phone. From this, I have thought and I have come to the conclusion, I will can to call to you from the City's Rostov Telegraph, it's the best variant, ROY! Dearest ROY, you can give to me the number of your phone, I can call to you from the City's Telegraph, please give me your phone number, ok? I have a huge desire to hear your voice, ROY, I hope that you want to hear my voice too. Please, send me your phone number in your next e-mail, ok??? Please, don't forget, ROY! ROY, I can't believe, I have written to you such large e-mail. I hope, that it will be interesting to read about me more. Really? ROY, I would be grateful to you, if you will write to me in your next e-mail about your enthusiasmes, about your hobbies, what kind of music do you prefer? What kind of movies and another too? What is your favorite color too??? My favorite color is blue, it calms so much. Well, let me to finish my messgae, also I send to you a photo as the attachfile, on this photo are my friends Natasha, Frank and me. I hope, that it will pleasant for you to look on this photo. By the way, my parents, my sisters amd my friends ask me again to say to you a great greetings from them! It's as usual. ROY, I will wait for your next e-mails! ROY, please, write me as soon as possible! Ok? Good-bye, see you soon.
My best regards to you,
your friend,
Natalia

Letter 4

Hi my dearest friend Roy!
Roy, I was so happy to get your answer again and again, it was so good part of my day when I have saw your words in the computer. Also besides today, I had to serve a very bad client in our bar. He was very drink a vodka, and he all time prevented me to work. It was expressed in that he tried to embrace me and all time spoke me so various abusive words. Eventually our service of protection, police has expelled him from the bar, but my mood was awfully bad. And when I have saw your answer in the computer, my mood became so good. Roy, please, don't worry about this so bad case with this so bad client, ok? It's ok now. Dearest Roy, I see that we are interested in each other more and more, and I think that it's so good for us, because I have so good and liked friend as you, Roy. I'm so interested by you Roy, that my life became better than before an acquaintance with you, Roy, I feel it, really. You are so good friend, you can understand me as a good friend to good friend, and I think that it's important thing in the life. Roy, I see that you trust me, as I do it with a great pleasure to you, and I think that it's so good thing in our friendship, really, Roy? I hope that you understand me, Roy, that in my opinion, all people in the world must to understand each other in spiritual plan of a dialogue. Do you agree with me, Roy? Tell me about it, ok? By the way I want to say to you that believe in God very much, I believe in Jesus, I am a Christian woman as I said you earlier. I like to go to Church( Russian Ortodox), it's not far from our bar too. Our City's Church is a very beautiful place, there is a lot of an beautiful icons too, I like this. The priests sing beautiful songs and I like it very much. This so calms my soul when I have a bad mood too. But now, I want to say to you that your e-mails calms me too when I have a bad mood, I feel it, Roy. I want to say to you that some people of our work personal, here in our bar know that we with you write to each other by the Internet. They said me that it's so good for us, they ask me to say to you a friend hello and they, as me, want know more about your country, about your culture. My dear friend Roy, also I want to ask you your full name and your home address on any unforeseen case also. Please, send me it, okey? Roy, I would like to send you my home address too. As a matter of fact may be, possible, our director's computer will break in the any time, as director have warned me, and I think that it will be so pity that we willn't can to write to each other by emails during long time. But I think that God willn't admit it, because he know that we like to write to each other our e-mails as I feel it. Roy, I can send you a postmails or postcards by the usual mail service also. But you must know that will be better if you willn't send me a postmessages or other any parcel posts, for example by our city usual pochtamt. Roy, I want to say to you that it's so shame that we in Russia have a peoples or some mail organizations who like steal the postsendings of any peoples. I know many so shame, so bad cases about it from my girlfriends. It's the shame for this peoples and organizations, realy? I hope that in your country all ok with postorganization. Please, don't send me anything by the our city's pochtamt, I don't want that your postsending will stealed by any thieves! But I will give you my home address and my full name on any case. It's here: My full name is Natalya Usolova, and my home address is: 14 Krasina, 310 Rostov, 344079 Russian Federation Please, write this datas on a paper on any cases, ok, Roy? I so want to hear your voice, it will important for me to hear your voice, Roy. On this note, I will finish my e-mail to you. Please, answer me soon, ok, Roy? I will wait for your messages, Roy. ALSO AS IT'S USUAL, 'HELLO' TO YOU FROM MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO YOU!!
MY BEST FRIENDS HUGS TO YOU!
Sincerely, your dear friend,
Natalia

Letter 5

Hi dearest Helix!
I have gotten your answer as usual, and I was so happy from your words again! Helix, I want to say to you that your messages became an important part of me and my life, your e-mails help me live, I don't have boring mood in general, but it there comes when is bad weather in the street when it's coldly. But when I receive your warm messages, I forget about bad mood at once, I have a smile on my face and magnificent mood from your e-mails. I can't without your messages now, Helix. You can see that I write to you so long inform e-mails about myself, because I want that we know about ourself very much. I thought that it's so imortant for us Helix, realy Helix? By the way today it's coldly on the street, but it's cloud wind too, I don't like this, it is around -15 degrees C. But I like summer very much! I like summer because in this season I have a vacation from my job in the start of August, it's so nice. I like to spend this vacation with my family and with my friends too. Basically, in vacation I like to go to camping too in the wood, which is situated around near Rostov City. Helix, I hope that you know that our russian woods are so beautiful, I hope in America too. There are the pines and beautiful russian birches basically in our woods. Also through this wood proceeds the small river, this place is so real romanticism, believe me Helix! We are with my family, my dad, my mom, and my sisters pack a backpacks, we take a large tent, we take a necessary foodstuff, and we are together with my family go to camping. I like this very much, Helix. Especially, I like to be near this small river too, my dad like to fish very much, I'm not fisher :) But, once I have tried to fish, and I have catched a small carp too :) I was so surprised by this, and what about you? Do you like to fish? :) Also do you know, Helix, that the food which is prepared on a nature more better than the food in home? It's a fish soup basically. Also we eat fish canned food. It's the sprat in a tomato sauce. It's so tasty to eat on nature. In total, I like camping very much, Helix, and how you spend your vacation? Tell me, ok? It will be interesting for me. Dear Helix, also my friends in our bar are asking me about you very much all time :) I tell them that you are very good man, also I want to say to you that some my girlfriends envy me slightly because I found so good man as you by the Internet. But I don't address on their envy of any my attention. Also my collegues from my job asked me about that did you sent me any gifts. I answered them that it's not nessesary for me. The main gifts from you to me are your warm messages and you, Helix! Also if your remember, Helix, I said you in my last message about that it's not necessary to send me any parcels by the usual pochtamt services and any others Post Services. I have said to Sveta and Frank about larceny of postmails and others sendings about that some my friends said me. Frank was agree with me too that it willn't nessesary to send any things by the Post Services. The fact in that when Frank and Sveta have got acquainted, Frank decided to send to Sveta a nice gifts to Rostov by any Federal Express Service. This gifts were a beautiful flowers and nice woman white dress for Sveta. When Frank sent it to Sveta, Sveta didn't receive this so nice gift from Frank. The gifts were lost by this Service for the not clear reasons. It was so pity for Frank, and, is especially for Sveta. She cried very much from this to a mountain. Frank wanted to submit to court on this Service, but Sveta reconvinced Frank to not submit to court on this Service. So this beautiful gifts was lost without a trace, Helix. From this my dear Helix, please, don't send me anything by the any Post Services, ok? I don't want that will happen as it was happen with Frank and Sveta. Also Sveta and Frank want that if we with you will be together, that we will visit them. Helix, they will leave Russia through some time, they will come to Frank's Native Land to Germany. Frank said to Sveta that he don't want to live in Russia, because he likes his native Germany more than Russia, Sveta want to live in Germany too as she said me, also I will miss about them. Also they see that we have a good relation with you and they wish us that we will together soon and that I will come to you in America, and we will live together as Sveta and Frank are living together. I want to say to you, Helix, that I will think about you more and more, possible, about my coming to you Helix, I feel that our relations are more than friendship, realy Helix??? I feel it by my heart and soul, because I can't without your e-mails now. Well, Helix, on this I'm finishing my message to you, as usual a warmth greetings from my family to you, and from Frank and Sveta too, Helix! I'm waiting for your e-mails as soon, as possible!!!
Thinking about you, Helix,
My warmth kisses,
Natalia

Letter 6

Hello my dearest Roy!
I want to say to you that as usual and usual, I'm happy so much from your answer on my last e-mail my Roy!!! I think about you my Roy all days. I so wait for your warm messages for me Roy, I want to say to you that now I cann't without you and your so feelings emails my Roy. You e-mails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you Roy is a beterest part of my lonely life now, your messages give me a great happiness and pleasure in my life Roy. Believe me Roy, that I speak this my words with my sincere care to you Roy, with my respect for you Roy. Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my Roy, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my Roy. In last night I didn't sleep well, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my Roy, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm messages, and in basically about you my Roy! I thought about all my Roy, I want to say to you that I cann't without you my Roy, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my Roy, yes................Roy,........yes...... I love you my dearest Roy! My Roy, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it's so sensual for me my Roy, I cann't without you Roy. I LOVE YOU, DARLING! I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it's my love to you my dear Roy. From your messages Roy, I see that we aren't indifferent to each other Roy, I hope that you will agree with me my Roy, is it for true Roy? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my Roy. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my Roy, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you Roy, you are my future man Roy. Also in the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us my Roy. I cried too Roy, because it's so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my Roy, because I cann't to be one my Roy, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answred, but I said them that I want it very much, but I cann't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my embarrassment. I am felling embarrassed girl, I said about you in my last e-mails my Roy. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not embarrassment my Roy, I feel to you all my love to you Roy! By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents and my girlfriend Sveta and Frank. My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling Roy. In the eyes of my mom and my dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my Roy. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love Roy, also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you Roy will live in America because they understand that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm GREETINGS to you and they wish us, my Roy, our future family happiness and great mutual love my Roy. Also my girlfriend Natasha and her boyfriend Frank said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my Roy. They are very happy about us my dear Roy, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my Roy, and I agreed with them on 100 per cent!!! Also Sveta and Frank said you a hot friend HELLO and they will hope that we will together with you Roy. My darling, I am so happy for us my dear Roy. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear Roy, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you have or do you write with any another women my Roy??? It's so important for me my Roy, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you Roy write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my Roy. I don't want an other man, because I love you, Roy! But more of all I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love Roy!!! I say you about it very seriously my Roy! It will so pity for me if you are having or writing with an other woman my dear Roy, and deceive me in our relations, please, say me, Roy, do you write with an other women? We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear Roy, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my Roy? I think that my collegues in our bar will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each other too, I will can to send emails from your country them too. My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much, and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my Roy. I love you Roy and I cann't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my Roy. It's so necessary for me my Roy. I so love you Roy! By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents for my future coming to you my Roy, as I know from my girlfriend Frank, I will need in the foreign passport and visa too, I will try learn about it Roy in near future time my Roy. My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love Roy. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you badly Roy. I will wait for your mutual warmth emails, Roy. As usual, warmth greetings from my girlfriend Sveta, Frank and my family to you.
All my warmth kisses,
Warmth hugs,
Your lady,
Natalia.

Letter 7

Hello my love man, my dearest Roy!
How are you doing my Roy? I'm doing so fine, my honey!
I have gotten you answer, my Roy, more as usual, it's so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me, your warmth words my dear Roy. My dearest Roy, I love you my Roy, I love you so much that I cann't without you now my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the inseparable part of my life my love Roy. I say about it very seriously! Because you know how much I love you my darling Roy, I cann't without you my Roy! All days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting my Roy, I cann't wait a moment when we will meet in your airport my love, I want it so much my darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each other, dearest Roy! My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this my dear Roy, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear Roy, I love you very much, I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my love man Roy! My love Roy, I want to say to you that my girlfriend Sveta tried to connect with her aunt Tatyana in Moscow to ask her about the all necessary information about my future coming to you my Roy, but I want to say to you that it was so pity for me that Sveta's aunt Tatyana wasn't on the place in this moment when Sveta rong to her aunt. But Sveta said me that she will try to ring to Tatyana to Moscow soon on nearest time! We are me and my parents sure that Sveta's aunt will give to us all information about my coming to you my love Roy. My dear, I cann't wait a time when we will together my dear, I miss you badly my darling! At last night I couldn't to sleep again my dear Roy, I thought about you and about us my dearest Roy! My love Roy, before my writing to you, in my mind came a liric thinking about you my darling. I have found an Internet one liric poem too, I want to say to you that I like this poem so much, I want to show my great love and missing about you in this poem, I hope that you will love this feel and soul poem for you my darling, is

SO FAR AWAY (by Steve Forsythe)

SO FAR AWAY.....
THE BEACHES OR FORESTS YOU WALK
YET SO CLOSE.....
ALWAYS IN MY HEART

SO FAR AWAY
I CANNOT TOUCH YOUR HAND
I CANNOT FEEL YOUR BREATH
I CANNOT HOLD YOU CLOSE

YET SO CLOSE
I ! CAN FEEL YOU IN MY HEART
I CAN SEE YOU IN MY MIND
I HEAR YOU IN MY EARS

YOU CAN BE SO FAR AWAY
YOU CAN BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD

BUT AS LONG AS I KNOW OF YOUR LOVE....
AS LONG AS I HAVE YOUR DEVOTED EMAILS
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE

FOR,
AS SURE AS THE SUN RISES
AND THE TIDES WILL CHANGE
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR LOVE
AN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE TO MY HEART

My love Roy, I hope you love this poem, it one that makes me think of you often my darling, this poem from my heart which fulled by our love to each other my Roy. I hope that you will can test this so love liric words. My darling, also again and again I want to say to you that my parents are very very happy for that we will together soon my dear Roy. My mom and my dad all time ask about you, and on their words I understand that they love you too, as their native son! My sisters Katya and Masha ask me about you too :) Simply, my family understand completely that I have found my boyfriend as you dear, my love Roy. Also as usual and usual warmth greetings from my family to you, my dearest Roy! My Roy, also again I want to share with you my some problem in my job, it's again Raisa, the waiter in our bar... :( I want to say to you that I heared from Raisa so bad words to my side again recently :( As you remember, as I told you earlier, Raisa think about our love very very bad! I think that simply she envies us very much, really, Roy? She said that all men promise to the women a happy life and love on a beautiful words, and she said that you are not exception :( She said me that you speak a beautiful words to me only, and that you willn't to undertake all of effort for our quick meeting and she said also that simply, all men are people who promise on words very much, but on the actions, as since sides of the gentleman, they are weak people. Also she said that you willn't do all things for our meeting my dear Roy, it was insulting for me from her words :( My dear Roy, I cried from her words very much, she said me a dirty lie!!! Realy, my Roy? She think about all men very bad, I don't know, I don't understand!!! WHY? Why she think about men so bad? I think that she don't and willn't understand so happy feelings as the LOVE between woman and man! My Roy, I want to say to you that I don't want to work in this bar, it's so pity for me, because from this so bad and silly Raisa. I want to say to you that also Raisa is a distant relative of our boss of our bar, she adjusts our director against me some time. Raisa said to our director that he will forbid me to use the computer for my writing to you, she said that the computer is not for the love feelings, she said that the computer is for work needs only! When I heared it, I cried my dear Roy. Why Raisa is so bad to me and to us with you my darling? WHY? :( I don't understand it, my Roy! My darling, I want to say to you that I willn't can to go against Raisa because she is the relative of our bar's director, but by the way I want to say to you that I spoke with our director Alexandr too. He said that I don't must to pay of attention on Raisa, but since other side he cann't go against Raisa too because they are the relatives. But Alexandr said me that I can use the computer for my writing to you my dear Roy, because he is a good man and he said that he understand my love to you Roy and he said me that he have a good wife which he love very much and he told also about their love with his wife too, I thank our director Alexandr that he has solved me to use the computer that I can to write you my dear, but he repeat me that he cann't go against Raisa, he said that, possible and I think it is true, that Raisa will render on me moral pressure, he said also that it will be better for me that, if I willn't work with Raisa in one bar, I will can to leave my job. My darling, I don't want that Raisa offended me by her silly statements!!! I don't want to work in this bar with this so bad woman Raisa my darling, I don't want to hear her of the insult never! I want to say to you that my mom and my dad, and also Sveta and Frank calmed me after Raisa's words. I cried on the shoulders of Sveta. Frank and Sveta said me that all will ok, because we with you love each other, and any Raisa willn't to prevent us when we will together with you my love Roy, they said also that it will be better that I will leave from my job in the bar and I will prepare to my coming to you my dear Roy, my parents and Sveta and Frank said me that they are indignant by the bad words of Raisa, is especial my dad. He don't want that her daughter as me willn't offend anybody. By the way my parents and Sveta and Frank sure that you will a good husband for me, and also that you willn't offend me never, I said to my parents and Sveta and Frank that you are not capable on bad things with me as do it Raisa. My dear Roy, please, promise to me that you willn't offend me, please, promise me about it my dear, please, I trust you so much, and I don't want that you will break my heart at once! I love you so much my dear Roy, I so trust to your love feelings to me my darling, I cann't without you my Roy, I cann't! I want to be with you for ever my Roy, I love you and I miss you badly, darling, I hope that we will find all our life forces for that we will together soon my love Roy. I love you and I miss you very much my Roy! Ok, on this note, let me finish my letter to you my Roy, I want to say to you that I will wait for you messages with a great pleasure. Ok, see you soon my love Roy. Ok, again and again warmth greetings from my mother, my father, my sisters and Sveta with Frank to you my dearest love man Roy!!!
Thinking about you so much, Roy,
My aspiration to be with you as soon as possible,
Truly, your love Natalia

Letter 8

Hello my love man, my dearest Roy!
I'm really happy so much to receive your lovely answer again and again
my darling!!! I love you, I cann't without you, dearest love Roy!!! I cann't be apart from you, it's so hard! My Roy, you are my life, Roy, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth, to look into your kind and tender eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you, dear. I'm sure everything will be well and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together my Roy. I often think about us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy, my love Roy. I know that our hearts will together always, because our love is eternal, this great feeling connects the another people and us through a continents. My dear, my love Roy, as it seems, this feeling great love which includes a three basic feelings. These feelings are a trust, careful attitude to each other, and complete understanding to each other, sometimes even understanding without words,do you agree with me my darling? But not looking on that the love is very strong great feeling, it also is very fragile, realy my dear, because only one word or an not right action can destroy it and already anybody willn't can to restore this great feeling. Probably, you will think that a purpose of all my correspondence with you it's only desire to leave for USA.
Believe me my love Roy, it's not so my love, the fact in that when I began to write to you, I couldn't believe what it is possible to fall in love through the Internet. I thank God and an Internet that we found each other in this so large world my darling. Only I have decided to try to do it and that from this it has turned out. We are me and you love each other very much and we should be together, because we can't withoiut each other my darling. I have learned much in the searches as we want to meet each other very much. Roy, my dearest love man!!! I have a good great happy news for us my darling Roy!!! My girlfriend Sveta have connected with her aunt Tatyana to Moscow at last. Tatyana has said to Sveta that she has learned how much cost a visa and a foreign passport too. Tatyana have called in embassy and there have said to her that it will be better for us with you, Roy, if I will have the visa of a tourist. This tourist visa B-2, the visitor visa will valid during six months. On this type of visa I'll can travel till USA without any restrictions. The price of this visa, as Tatyana was informed in embassy, is 240 US dollars. Besides the process of the registration of the visa costs 55 US dollars. By the way Sveta's aunt Tatyana as has taken an interest about other kinds of the visas too, as to her have said, that there is a set of kinds of the visas. For example, visa of a bride. Tatyana has thought that this visa of bride approaches to us, but her in Embassy have said that this visa costs more expensively and visa's registration costs a lot of money. It's around 650 dollars US and the registration of the visa will during seven months, it is very long and expensive! From it because the tourist visa B-2 is the betterest variant than visa of bride now for us my love Roy! My love Roy, I want to ask you one thing my Roy, I will need to ask your help with a financial charges for the getting all necessary documents for my coming to you, Roy. As probably, may be you know an economic situation in our country, simply it's awful, and at our bar don't give the salary to work personal during a long time. Our government explains it to those that simply they don't have a money, it's a difficult financial situation, and they don't have a recourses on the salary for the any kind of the job in total. My dearest, my love Roy, I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only recourses separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey, and I don't want to lose you. Nobody can help me with it. Of course, I asked my parents and friends Sveta and Frank too to help me with this charges on the necessary documents for my coming, but my mother and father doesn't have such money though they would like to help us, Roy.
My dearest Roy, in general I'll need for 440 US dollars. It's certainly large money, you probably have thought what is it more than the total price of the visa and visa's registration, but I will must to get the foreign passport too of course the price of which is 60 US dollars. Also I will need to pay for medical exams too, it will be 50 dollars. And of course I will need to pay for the coming from Rostov to Moscow City, I have learned about the price of the airplane ticket Rostov - Moscow, it will be 1080.00 russian rubles or it is around 35 US dollars.
By the way Sveta's aunt Tatyana will try to find the cheaper prices of the air ticket for the fling to you. I want to ask you, Roy, what is the nearest airport (name of the airport) from your city? Also, please, tell me about the approximate price of the airplane ticket too, ok? Please, Tatyana will need this datas as she said to Sveta. As Sveta said me, Tatyana will try to find a cheaper airticket! I so happy from this so happy news!
But now, at first, my Roy, I will must to begin a process of the registration of all necessary documents, in total I will need 440 US dollars as I said, Roy. My dearest Roy, if you will send me this so necessary recourses for this documents, it will be better to do through a system of Western Union, I have interested about this at my friends Sveta with Frank. Roy, I want to say to you that when Frank asked Sveta to come to him in Germany, and he helped to Sveta with the necessary Sveta's charges for her coming, Frank have sent the necessary recourses on the documents and airplane ticket to Sveta through the sistem of Western Union too. Frank trust to this sistem Western Union, as Frank have said me, Western Union is the beterest and fast transfer system in the world. Also my love Roy, as Frank said me, you will need in some datas from me, you will need my full name, if you remember, Natalia Usolova, also here is an address of the nearest bank where is situated the sistem of Western Union in Rostov: Guta Bank, Zhilina, 9, Rostov 445667 RU My dearest Roy, I want to ask you, when you will sent this recourses 440 dollars, it will be necessary for me, that you must to send me an important information which required at a parcel of money. As Frank said me, it is the control number which consist of 10 digits (Money Transfer Control Number-MTCN). This number you will have in the receipt which work operator will give you. My dearest Roy, you will must to send me this so important data in e-mail. Without this data MTCN I willn't can to get the recourses which are necessary for my coming to you my dear Roy. My love Roy, I understand completely that it's a large money, but to me any more on whom I can to rely and on this I ask you about your help with this charges. My love Roy, we are me and you love each other very much and we will together, simply, I sure in it my darling Roy!!! I'm waiting and I'm dreaming for a moment of our meeting in your airport my Roy. I will cry in this moment, when I will leave from an air gangway and when I will see you my Roy, because it will from our happiness my dear Roy. I close my eyes and I am imagining about this so happy picture. My love, I dream as we will live together my darling, to go for a walk, keeping for our hands my love Roy. I want that you will show me your native land, a places where you like to go for a walk and where you like to spend a more of your time, also I want to get acquainted with your relatives and closest friends so much! I want to be with you very much, so much my love Roy! I love you Roy, and I miss you my dearest love Roy! My dear Roy, I want to say to you that I have spoke with my mom and dad, also with my sisters about us again and again, especially about my coming to you. I want to say to you that my family have so many happy smiles for us and they approve our close love feelings with you my Roy, they are so happy because we love each other very much, simply they have said me that we will happy with you and they wish us a large happiness together! They see my feelings and my happiness from our love with you, and they understand me that we with you can't without each other and wish us a great love in this time and our future life too! Simply great greetings from my family to you, Roy, please, accept the love from my parents, they love you as a relative son! Also hi from Natasha and Frank to you too! I so thank Natasha and Frank, because they are my closest friends and because thanking to them, especially to Natasha, we have found each other, Roy.
My love, also I want to send you the photo where I'm with some of my girlfriends, it will be interesting for you I hope. I'm on the right if you can see in the black, then she is Ekaterina in the black too, then Nina she is in the grey, and then it will be interesting for you, she is Raisa, yes...yes, Raisa which say about me some bad words :( But there is two of the good girlfriends, they are Ekaterina and Nina on this photo, Raisa isn't the friend for me! Well, my love Roy, let me to end my e-mail my dearest Roy, I'm waiting for your messages so much my love man Roy!!!
Wanting to be with you so much my love Roy,
Truly, your love lady for ever....Natalia.