Letter(s) from Daria Baklykova to Daniel (USA)

Letter 1

Dear Danny!
I was very glad to get a reply from you. I am sending you my photo.
Let me tell you where I live. I live in place called Kungur, in the Perm region. My email is m9pi@date.perm.ru I will be very glad to get a reply from you with a photo.
You must be a very romantic man who knows how to take care of woman. Am I right?
My name means - inspiration, name of the goddesses of sciences and art. Do you know what does your name means?
I am sending you photo I hope that you will like it and it will help you to remind me.
Send you kisses,
Musa

Letter 2

Dear Danny!
I would like to send you a sweet kiss...
How are you today? What new had happen today? Where have you been today? I'm just from university. But I'll have more studies today. Will you answer me today? I like to read your letters. Your kind words are music to my ears. To know that you think about me and that I mean so much to you. I am a happy woman. I too think about you very much. I would like to know your soul, your inner world so I can feel close to you when I am lonely - I think about you especially in the evening when I am alone and need you warm hand to bring me comfort. I want to hold you close to me, to feel you body next to mine. To kiss you passionately and give you all of my tenderness. It would be so special to wake up in the morning next to you. To look into you eyes and see my destiny, I would whisper sweet words in you ear. My dear, will my dreams ever be reality? I hope so.
Danny, I decided to tell you one story. I don't know why. I think because I trust you. I've never told that to anyone else, just you. This happened about 4 years ago. I had a boyfriend. We've been together for a quite long time. It is about a year. Really I thought that everything is the best and never thought about any troubles could happen. By them, I've knew that his parents against our relationship. He let me. He just betrayed everything he promised everything we were talking about. He went away and nothing else. After that for a very long time I couldn't find anyone I could give my love. I need a lot of time to start to believe in love. And that was the main reason why used that internet service. And I am lucky. I found you. I need you very much in my life. Thank you for giving the reason to wake up in the morning and to smile to shining sun. I need that love and care.
What do I want from a man? I want love and understanding first of all. I want to find that one and only. It is impossible to explain in words. Because I am speaking about feelings. I want to have something very romantic in my life, because I miss it very much for the last time. If I fall in love then I can everything for man. I think that that is the way things should be. How do you thing, am I right?
I like to dance. Maybe one day we could..... Actually I am not choosy specially what is connected to the food. I even like to cook. Would you like to taste?ieat. Just to kiss, just to spend timer. Just to kiss, just to spend time
I study at the university here in Perm (Kungur is near to Perm). On the economics faculty. I find it interesting and I hope that I could learn something important for my future life. I live in my mom only. I also have an older brother. He lives separately. We are very good friends with him. What else to add, I don't know. If you have any questions I will be glad to answer them. I have never been married and don't have children, but I would like to become a mother and a wife of a loving husband in the future.
Here is my home address:

Musa Vorona
Kommunisticheskaya 77-5
Perm 614000
RUSSIA

I don't have a phone number at home, but you can call my brother phone number, we just need to decide about time. OK?...
I think I'll stop for now. I think I can write to you for hours.
Sweet kisses and hugs for Danny,
Musa

Letter 3

Dear Danny!
There are things in life that are inevitable; we are powerless to control them. The sun will rise and set, the tide will come and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly to South for the winter and return in Spring, and the caterpillar will transform itself into handsome butterfly. Somehow I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary.
Danny, from the moment we got to know each other, I knew that our relation will develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpillar will one day become a butterfly.
I have tried to make a collect call to you but the operator said that I can't make a collect calll from here :( Very pity...
Dearest, I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brigs me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offered me the price of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on it in times of stress. You are my one. And I will cherish you and love you forever.
Love
Musa

Letter 4

Dear prince Danny!
The longer I know you,
The more I love you.
Just when I think I've
had the fortune to witness
all of your beauty,
you reveal yet more
of yourself to me
and I fall in love with you
all over again
Love,
Musa

P.S. You told that you will need some papers from me for s fiancee visa, do you want me to send them to you?... I have talked to some people here that are in this kind of businnes and they have told that is very hard to get a fiancee visa for a russian girl to the USA, and in the case if we will fail to get a visa for me then I will not be able to get kind of visa. I was advised to get a tourist visa so I could go to meet you, in the case if you want me to come to you and after that we could easier apply for a fincee visa, tell that we have mety while my tourist trip to USA. If that is ok for you then we can divide the cost of my trip to you in to 2 halfs. The one half I will pay by myself. If you want to come here by yourself anyway I will happy to meet you here. Just think about it and tell me. It is very important at this stage not to make a mistake with the meeting so I will be able in the future to get a visa for us to be together. Maybe you have someone you can talk about how possible for me to get a fiancee visa, probably a tourist visa vill be much easier? About my as on date.com, I haven't been on the site since I met you... So I am just like you not interested in finding anyone else, I have you and you have me, and that is wonderful. Anyway I'll delete in today, I just need to remind the passord the password :)
P.P.S. Waiting for the rhythmic echo of your beating heart. Rising softly then falling gently with your breath. Slowly drawing lazy spirals on your skin. My fingertips feel the velvet connection. Soul to soul, heart to heart, voice to voice. I find not a better place in the world to be you sleep the sleep of babes. As I sing you the melodic strains of my heart's song. One song from one soul for one love. Never-ending. Just a dreams, just for you!

Letter 5

Dear Danny!
I look at snowflakes sadly and I search for the answer in it. How to tell you my dear that without you life is not life to me. There is no pleasure and happiness in it, there is no rest and warmth. Only sadness Retrying: " you are alone "
There are friends, and there is a family
Only, hear, for some reason, you are not with me right now. There is no me without you.
To hug you and to kiss you is my dream. I know for sure that day we will meet will be the most beautiful and happiest day in my life. To hug and to kiss you. How wonderful that will be. Can't wait to see you and touch you and kiss you and hug you and say that I love you.
Can you call me on Sunday 20-00 my time?... OK?... Check about the time difference please, don't forget that there is also a 2 hours difference with Moscow. The number is +7 3422 373936. This is my brother's home number... I will be waiting. Also you told that you have spoke with come people abd they told that the tourist visa is not the best thig, can you say why?... That is the easiest way to get a visa. Anyway do you have any other idea?... I will be waiting to hear from you...
I miss you.
Musa

Letter 6

Dear Danny!
I had a lot of time to think over our relations. They had come through time. What I can say now for sure that I need you. You have become a very important for me.
I have lived for a long time dependent upon no one, answering to no one and committed to no one except myself. During this period of my life, I considered the World mine for the taking and truly believed that I was living life to the fullest. Then, you came into the picture, and all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself.
Danny, I am an incomplete woman in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found that love and along with it the one person who can make my life truly complete.
Danny, you are that person and 1 have somehow fallen hopelessly and undeniably in love with you. To be honest, I never thought 1 would ever utter those words, but now, they come forth effortlessly and with great sincerity. I'll be forever grateful to you for showing me just how shallow my life was. At last, I have a chance to give it depth and purpose.
Danny, I wanted to tell you this in person. I wish we were together right now. It was so wonderft. Just to kiss, just to spend timeul to talk with you over the phone. :)) About the meeting, I will leave this decidion to you, just some of my thouths, as I think the best idea will be to meet somewhere in the Spring, just to be together. We need to spend time together, that is very importand for a relations. As for my study I will have my exmas in June, and now I have no studies. About the visa, it is about 95% of tourist visa granted and less than 5% of fiancee. So anyway you decide... You know my thoughts... :)
Until I hear from you, I remain totally yours in thought and spirit.
Love, Musa

Letter 7

Dear Danny!
I myself do not know what is happening with me. You are making me crazy. With every minute and second I understand that I need you more and more and I can do nothing with me. It is stronger than me. Your letters are wonderful. I like it. I can feel you from inside. Your words and letters become as important and vital to me as food and water more and more everyday.
Danny, I can't tell you the sum I need, it is not that I pay every month or every week or something like this, what. Just to kiss, just to spend timet I can say for now is that there is about 40 roubles left. I don't know how long this will allow me to write you letters. I don't think that for a very long time. Just if you want me to help I will be thankful to you, but I want to be sure that you won't do it if you don't want to!!!....
About the meeting, it is very good, but you see that I will need to apply with the the tickets that are bought here. Don't you think that it will look very strange for the embassy to apply for visa with the ticket that wasn't bought here. They will decline me. You told yourself that I will need to prove that I am going just as a tourist, and this way it will be quite hard. That is a big risk. I don't want to risk that way.
I truly hope that you will be near me now. To hug you and to kiss you passionately to give all my love inside of me.
With love from the bottom of my heart
Musa

Letter 8

Dear Danny, my prince!
Today at night when I went to sleep I had a image of you in my mind. I was dreaming of you. And some time at night I felt that you were near. It was a dream, but it was wonderful dreams of you were kissing me passionately and tenderly. How much I would like that dream to come true. A dream of you and me. Together in a distance if a cell. To feel your breath on my shoulder to look into your eyes making love. I need you near me.
As I have told you I leave the decidion about meeting up to you. You know my opinion, but do what you think the best...
I love you.
Musa

Letter 9

Dear Danny!
How pleasant every time to get your letter. I can feel closer and closer to you with every second of my life. It is hard be so far away from eachother. kisssssssssssssssssssssssssss
I hope you are happy and doing well! I think about you all day and night. Thoughts of you are sunshine for my day.
I can't concentrate on anything but you are always in my mind. Every evening I go to bed with a dream of being you near me. How wondereful it can be dear. Just you and me, and no distance between us.
I do miss you terribly. I do send you tender slow kisses with all my love a million plus one of them :)
Love you
Musa
P.S. I have got the money, thanks a lot...

Letter 10

My dear!
I think you've found a wrong girl, why don't you look for a port sites, there you could find a plenty of what you want...
I told you about meeting but you can't meet with me, and I don't feel like sharing wish anyone those type of photos... So all you have is imagination...
I want o find some romance in you, I wanted to get a postcard from you... Or some kind of present a cd of your favot. Just to kiss, just to spend timerite songs or something like this... It doesn't need to be expensive but it bust be from your heart... What I can feel at this moment is that you need a piece of meet....
So sorry...
Musa