Letter(s) from Svetlana Panteleeva to Thomas (Sweden)

Letter 1

My Dearest Man,My Dearest Thomas,hello!!!
My Dearest Man,I would like to say that I very joy to receive yours Interesting letter and yours nice photos that I can see eith yourself and yours nice brother is very good and I am quickly write you by e-mail(that is very gooder way that you can quickly receive my letter) and I very would like to write you.Yours photo is very nice and I can read in yours eyes yours biggest clever mind and that you can have avery deeply decisions and can have only right thinks.Yours nice forehead say me that you are very clever and when I read yours letter I understood that you have very gooder education and that is very important profession that you have.
You look with yours brother very greatly and as I can see that you have avery seriously talks with yours brother when you sitting at sofa in avery cosy room with nice picture with Merilin Monro at wall.I can say that for me you are very nice Man and write to you is very good,all words born in my head and fly to computer paper that say you that I very would like that we begin to have a very gooder life and that is very nice that we know each other in this big world.Yours figure is very sportive and slim as I like and I can read in yours eyes big passion that you want to give only lady from yours dreams that will be yours Princess and change yours life and I think that is very good and I would like to be yours Princess and write you now about myself. I would like to say that very good that we have big common in our lifes,because we have gooder profession-you are drug designer and I am children's doctor who always have drugs in my practice and I think that is very important in life. We always talk about all that know together when shall be together and I think that is very good when two persons have common in profession and can support and help each other.
I complitely agree with you that very good when we have commons in our hobbyes and I like all that like you are and that is another good.I always very optimistic and very energetic person and I very like to give this around myself at work and with my friends and I think that my family always be joy with me and I always can give good mood to all persons andI like lauph very much,but when that is case an I know that good lauph can give more gooder health and I always treat my small persons,all children as by medicines and as by humor,by lauph and I think that is very good.I like my profession and I very understand you that you like pharmacology and I know that is very interesting and deeply science and I very proud that you write me and I very would like that you have complitely sucsess in this way and have very big sucsess with yours final examination and I very support you in this period when you shall have this examination. You live in good city,you have gooder education and you are very intelligent Man and I think that you lose only one-happy and you need that very caress and very tender hands touch yours head and all yourself and say you that you Best Man in the world and that every day give you very nice minutes and always you feel that you are only happy.You need in intelligent,faithful and very passionate lady that always give you warm and support in all moments of life and listen music with you or cooking for you or prepare for you nice evening time with candles and sae of love or preapre for you romantic weekend with big passion or another moments .and I think that you will be more joy nad yours nice eyes will be more shine and yours life more interesting and yours enthusiasm is more high and yours work is more sucsessly,because after very good time when you spend with family you go at morning to work and have more gooder mood,because you return to this cosy home and always feel that yours lady love you and want that life will be more good! And we always lauph and talk together and understand more and more that our meet was very important for us. My Dearest Thomas,you are very gooder Man and now I wait yours letter by this e-mail addresse and I think that we shall have a very gooder relationships together and now we begin to open firts page of our book that be call...:-)
I wish you only sunny moments in yours north country,yours Sweden from raining Ukraine and wish that you feel now more warm when read my letter...
Svetlana Panteleeva

Letter 2

My Darling Man,My Dearest Thomas!!!
My One,I would like to say that I always admire yours letters and now I very quickly receive yours letter and I would like to write you again and very would like to wish you that you sucsesly finish yours preparing of final examination and I would like very much to say you that I want that Win always be with you and yours Svetlana as yours Angel will be with you nad pray about you and always wish that life present you very gooder moments and that yours eyes always shine only because you feel good!!! My Dearest Thomas,I would like to say that I very understand that you worry about yours future children,but I would like to say that you do not worry about this,I give all efforts that our children will be healthy and as you remember I am doctor and I think that you can not think about this.More important that we find possibility to see each other and I think that is very important when I give you my magnetic power and my warmest heart in really life and I think that when I shall be with you-you always be very happy and complitely have sucsess in yours life and that is wait a nice lady who preapre for you good warm food and cosy home where you can receive complitely rest and gooder relax and always help you when you preapre work or decision for next day at evening and after this yours wait a very warmest bed.. with warm lady in it and you stand up and go to work with only happy thinks and you always know that at evening yours wait all that you dream many many time and I would like that you imagine this life now and undertsnad that I complitely agree with you that I must go to Sweden and change yours life and give to avery close nad important- yours life more cosy and more happy and I know that you have more suscses when I shall be with you permanently!!
My Dearest Thomas,I would like to go to Sweden and I would like to say that I need to receive visa in Sweden embassy at Kiev and give all documents that receive visa.That is not problems,but one big problem-I have not money that go to Kiev that buy tickets for this trip and that give documents to embassy and have talks with Ambassador of Sweden embassy.I have a very small salary at work and that is problem of my country that doctors can not possibility to have many important things in life and sometimes I can buy only some bread and butter and tea that can not be hungry.My Dearest Thomas,I would like that you know all that I need and that I very would like that chnage yours life and that we always be happy together and that will be quickly.More important always really life and my care that I shall give you every minute of our life and I think that is more that important for us.
My Deraest Thomas,I wish you all the best and very think about you now and very want that you receive Win in yours examination and know that yours Angel always support you and want that you will be only happy,because I know that you are Great Man and that I proud you and know that Sucess always with you!!!
Yours Svetlana

Letter 3

My Darling One,My Dearest Thomas!
Yours letter is very interesting for me and I would like to say that I admire every word when I read yours letter and when I know that you always support me and understand me very good in all my problems.I think that is very good idea that you send me vocabulary and I shall begin as soon as i receive it learn Swedish language and I think that is very very interesting.I always very like to learn new and especially I admire to learn new languages and I shall learn Swedish language and imagine My Darling Thomas,how we talk together in yours language and how we very undertsnad each other and how I go to work and give gooder treatment to children's at hospital and how we always will be rich together and that you always can proud yours lady that will be good as doctor and as lady who you can love and always spend weekends and rest time in another days nad that will be very good.
I am very pleasant that you want help me and nowI can write only very small letter and I would like to say that you can send me some money as you can by Western Union,Sevastopol,Ukraine(my adrresse you know) for Panteleeva Svetlana and send me by letter MTCN-money transfer control number-that I can quickly receive this money in departments of Western Union in my city and I shall receive it and can possibility pay for all our letters. That is only one way that I can receive yours help.Now I pay only for first our letters that can possibility write you now small letter and can not more pay,because I must to buy bread for my breakfast that I have tomorrow at morning that have possibility go to work and do not have collaps at work and I very worry this situation, because very often can see it at work and I always must be healthy and that is very important for us if I always be in gooder health and mood and always canbe yours right hand when we shall be together and always be yours care and yours help,yours caress and yours loving lady that always give you all that you need,but that can give only healthy lady and I think that you know it very good,because you are Great Man with very gooder profession that I very proud you always!!!
My Darling Thomas,I always have friends and my friends are doctors,very poor as I am and sometimes we have a meetings,but that is sometimes.All days I stay at hopsital and give gooder health to small patients and at evening I return to home where I have small rest and read professionalbooks and give eat to my small parrot Kesha that live with me and learn to him some new words.That is my usually working week, but now I have change my shedule,because nwoI meet avery important person in my life, My Darling Thomasand at evening after work I go to agency and open computer paper and can see yours nice letter with yours thinks and I imagine how you read my letters and want to answer,how you write me again and I feel that you write me and think aboit all that you write me and my heart smile and I a with joy compose new letter and open more and more to you my soul and I very wish that all life we have a very gooder feelings that now born more and more in our heart..
My Darling Thomas,I would like to write more,but Director of agency say me that I must finish my letter and I very sad that I must now finish it and I would like to say that I always think about you and now return to home pray about you and yours photo always stay near my eyes at table or I have it with my bag at work and I would like to say thatI give you all my best wishes before monday and very would like that you sayme that you feel good and that your will receive a biggest Win! and I always be very happy when I know that be yours Angel that alwaysgive you only best feelings and cover and support you!!!
I feel that you are very important Man for me and I very would like to say more and very would like that we find again possibility to talk with each other and that yours life will be more lightly now!!!
Yours Svetlana

Letter 4

My Darling One,My Sweetest Thomas!
I would like to say that you can send me money only by Western Union for Panteleeva Svetlana,Sevastopol,Ukraine and send me in letter MTCN-control number of money transfer that I have possibility with my passport receive it in my city.I have not bank account,because that is very expensive to have it and I can not receive money by check.I phone today to all banks and receive full information and by post you can not send money or checks,because that is prohibition in my country send by post money or checks with money and all letters open at customs in Kiev and all money and checks customers withdraw and I never receive yours help by this way. My Darling Thomas,that is only ONE WAY that I can possibility receive money and I think that you understand me very good and now send money and write me MTCN as I say now and I can pay for all our letters and can not be hungry as now.I have not salary to the end of september,because money is not go to my hospital and I am more that sad now and I very worry that I can be hungry by this days,That is at first that goverment of my city can not possibility give salary in this days and I must to care about me and be healthy that my future children that I shall have with One Man be healthy and that I never be hungry and always must look to myself and as doctor I understand how much important when mother healthy and future child or children be healthy too.
Forgive me,My Darling Thomas that I write all this,but I feel that we are very close for each other and that you are One Big Friend that I feel very warmest feelings and very want to be happy always and only you I can say all that I have,my worry and my sad moments.
My Darling Thomas,I always with you,I dreams about our future life and now I think that I must to find gooder teacher of Swedish language that begin to learn Swedish language,because I very would like that we shall have all that we want to have and that you always can proud and know that yours lady -Children's Doctor and know very good profession and know yours language very much.I think now about this and write you more when I have possibility to write all that I need to say you.
You always live now in my thinks and I very want that you have biggest Success in all that you have every day and evening and that you always feel that I want bathe you inmy very warmest feelings.....
Must to finish,but want to say that you are Very Important Man in my life and I pray about you and yours health and yours Win!
Yours Svetlana

Letter 5

My Darling Thomas,My Sweetest One!
My One,you send me two the same letters now and I can only answer by small letter, that I very wait yours help and that I very would like that you do not worry about me, because when I have enouph possibility to buy for letters and buy some food that do not be hungry and that is very simple when have money,but that is unpossible for me now.My mood is not good and I am sad that must now go to shop and can not buy some important food and I very would like only that be healthy and I think that is very important in life.
My Darling Thomas,you are light of my eyes and I give you now best warm that I keep many time for you and would like that you feel that yours life will be more sucses and good and that I preapre fantastic life for My Darling One.You will bathe in my feelings!!!!!!!!
Can not write more, but send you my optimism and my pray!
Yours,only yours Svetlana

Letter 6

My Darling Thomas,My Sweetest One!!!
My One,I very pleasant that you think about me and send me some help and I would like to say that I received very quickly yoirs help and give now to agency,so I can write you and say you that you are very close for me and I very think about you all this days and very would like that you have more and more fine moments.My Darling Thomas, I would like that you do not sad that day is not long now and that evening begin very quickly and I would like that you imagine how yours Darling One Lady sitting with you in very dark evening times and talk with you nad read with you yours professional books or discuss with you about news that you have in pharmacology science or when I talk with you about all quastions in my doctor's practic and we look TV or only looking to eyes each other and understand that we find complitely happy and very nice life together that we never have earlier and I would like that you feel it more and more. But before dark evening time you receive warm evening dinner where my hands prepare for you warmest food and you enjoy this moment when eat with me and we talk,lauph and our eyes shine very much.And after dark evening time we shall go to bed and have a fantastic time where two persons bathe in feelings each other and in biggest Sense that called Love...I would like that now when you have this evening you imagine this time that you have quickly and know that life can be more interesting and more warmest that need yours ice heart that need that biggest fire touch yours nice heart and that in yours cold country go warmest south warm and always stay at yours home and that will be very nice and warm as blood go to yoirs vessels and you feel that life is very good!
My Dearest Thomas,I very would like that you feel that I stay with you and help you always and I very would like that yours problems with computer decide very quickly and I always be very happy when know that you have not problems now,because I always think about you,I give all fire of my heart to my feelings and fly all this to you by my letters and I very would like that now you feel more happy in life and more nicest feelings that you receive from myself and I very would like that my prays always very help you and support you now,especailly when you preparing new life and very important examination and I very would like to say that I admire to think that very quickly you receive all that you dream many many time and I always very pray about all this and give you my warm and stay with you as yours Angel and Honey South lady give you all the best in this life and yours sucsess will be Greatest and very Big and always give you gooder minutes at day nad at night and I would like that you always admire this time!
I very would like that you receive Master's of Science Degree very quickly nad I shall be very very happy with you when you you receive this Win and I always proud you very much and that will be very gooder.I always with you in all very moments in life,very gooder nad do not very gooder,because strong family will be only when two persons love ecah other in differents situations in life!
My Darling Man,My Thomas,I would like to say that I admire yours news and yours life and I very would like that you have complitely Win in life and always worry when you return to home at night or very later and I very pray that you return to home with Biggest Success and always yoirs eyes are very shine and always with joy!
Yours lady think about you and wish you My Sun and all my best feelings and wait yours news
Yours Sunnylana:-)

Letter 7

My Very Greatest Man in my life,My Darling Thomas!
My One,I am very happy when i open yours letter and when I can feel how much I can help you and support you in all moments of life and when today I can see that sun go to sleep very quickly now and moon look today from many many kilometres from me to my window and say me that all in our lifes will be only Good and that moon always look to yours window and say you that I love you and that I would like that all in yours life will be in high Win and that we always have complitely joy at home and at work,in all situation and I would like that Sun and Moon at evening say you that I feel all yourself and I can give you best life that you can not receive from another ladys.That is not only words,I always look to yours photo and very undertsand what kind of life and lady you need and I think that I can present you ocean of Love and waves of excite and life with strawberry at breakfast and honey at supper and biggest honey every day and sometimes I imagine especially when I go to bathroom and to bed how I can embrace you in this places and when you know at first that yours Sweetlana wait small boy that we call later Thomas and our small Thomas will be as My Darling One,My darling Thomas and yours eyes always be very shine and you always listen how yours child,nice child talk with you,say you first words and when you can touch and embrace yours child and you undertsnad what is very nice and important in life.. and later you can learn his a very gooder science as pharmacology and computer knowleges and I think that you imgine all this and each yours cell now feel my thinks and myself near yourself and you very would like that life will be always as one Big Happy Moment and I would like to preapre this life for you!
My darling Man,My Thomas,I would like to say that I very would like to begin learn Swedish language and I need to have two vacabularis Swedish-Russian and Russian-Swedish and that is not all.I need to learn language with teacher who have practic that give me knowleges.That is not very easy,but I can learn new language and I very would like to more undertsnad you and all life in Sweden when go to yours country. That is very seriously process and I am ready that receive free time especially at evening and can possibility to read books and talk with teacher and tomorrow I begin to find and phone to teacher of Sweden language and I think that is very important and I agree with you that you can send me this vocabularis, but I very worry if I can not receive this,because our post work very bad and some letters and boxes lose to way,I know this from my friends who have parents and another friends from foreign countries.I can buy this vocabularys,but I must to find it.
My Darling Thomas,I always yours sunny health drink and I always would like that you have only success and joy and I know that ypou have not problems with PDA and another things in life and I very would like that you quickly receive all that need and will be very happy when you write me that you feel Beautiful!!!
My darling Thomas,do not send me 4 same letters,because that is very expensive and I pay for each letter and I would like that you give biggest attantion when send me letters and I would like that youalways remember this.I very would like that you feel that I read very attantion all yours letters and would like that we shall be best persons in the world when receive biggest Happy!!!
I think about you and pray very much that you will be only joy and always live without problems,only with me in yours life and heart!
Yours Svetlana-Strawberry lady:-)

Letter 8

My Darling One,My Sweetest Thomas,My One Man that I love!
I would like to say that I admire each word that I read in yours letter and I would like to say that you again sent me two same letters and I worry that now I receive new debt in agency and can not possibility to write you again.My Darling One,please, look to yours sending process if you can and look how many letters you send to my addresse and I know that all will be good.I must to pay for each letter and if this letter is big that is more biggest price.In my country now only begin Internet service and all services are very high cost and only one or two agencys work in my city and all help that give computer agency cost very very big money. My Darling One,My happy Thomas,I would like to say that I very would like to have phone that have possibility talk with you and that you can more admire myself when listen my angelic voice and my sweet heart that I open only for you and that is possible, only that pay for number and cable and that is not problem if have money,but I have not money that can pay for this,anyway I must to give all my salary for 1.5 month that receive this possibility.But I dream that in one day we have this nice possibility and listen each other and be very happy it and I know that I can more help and support you and may be that is more good,because we talk by phone with each other and I do not go to agency-we can all decide by phone and that is very good.For me yourself is more that important and yours life always with me and I would like to know and drink more and more yours thinks and be always with you and open every day door to new day and close it at evening and I think that now we begin to be very close for each other and I feel that is very very important. My Darling Thomas,I very would like that you never have problems with computer and with UNIX and another programms and I very would like that you can have possibility always can quickly write me and I can see yours letters and be more that hot.I vert would like that yours home now have new air that have a very beautiful fragrance of tender feelings and nice flowers as roses and you always when return to home can see that my fragrance always with you and I very would like that my air always say you that you have complitely joy nad that you always can see cosy home when return to home and I very would like that will be in yours life now. I very wait yours dictionary and think that is very big risk,but I very would like that you know that I think and find now teacher of Sweden and would like that begin to learn Swedish,because I know that we shall be together and I need that know this very important nad nice language and that I would like to work as doctor and that we always be rich and happy and for this I need to know Swedish language and I think that is very important.I very would like that you always be as child at Christmas Eve,because I would like to present you every day this feelings and that you go by life with easy heart and with peace at soul and that you smile in all moments in life,because you lady must undertsnad and support you and always help you and know that you are Great Man,you are Man who is very clever and very nice as temper and character and that need always return to home and have gooder rest and support yours Angel and I would like that you know that My Love always present you small holiday and I can more care about you when you have myself near you and when you can listen my voice and my warm and my very special feelings that I have to you,only to you always give you Sucesss and I always very joy when I can say you it!
I think that we can live in Uppsala and that we always have gooder income,because our professions very important and cost very good and I know that we shall have together home in this place and I like this places,because My Greatest Thomas can like and admire only gooder places and city and I very would like to see places where you studied pharmacognosy and ethnobotany and entomology and I know how good this sciences and I would like to learn it later when we shall be always together and that will be very fantastic and romantic time-only you and I and sciences around us!
That is very good that medical centre in Uppsala and I think that I can receive more knowleges in this place and especially some diseases that take place only in Sweden and I know that we shall live in this city together and enjoy every moment when we have new knowleges and when you know that I love you and support you and always help you and that will be happy life.I would like to know yours best teacher Anders Backlund and I think that will be gooder and very important talk when I can see this Man and give to Him all my best wishes that Mr.Backlund compose a very gooder student and can give best knowleges to a very Great Man as My Darling Thomas! My darling One,I always with you,I would like that you feel my touch andmy hands that always touch yours hands and say you that all will be only good and that you live with gooder feelings that yours Sunnylana always with you and give you only nicest minutes and that will be always!!!
I wait yours important and very wramest letters and kiss you very tender as yours Angel:-)
Yours Svetlana

Letter 9

My Very Important Man in my life,My darling Thomas!!!
My One,I very deeply Love you nad I very undertsnad all that you want to say me. For me is not important you are rich or no,for me is very important yours heart and I know that together in Uppsala we shall have all that need and that we shall have gooder profession and work together and have car and house and all that we need.
I write you by post,but I very worry that letters lose very often and I think that very good if we find possibility talk with each other by phone.I need in small money,I have only communicate in one side that you can call me and that cost near 50 dollars USA and I think that will be easy for us and now you can write only one letter and that I can have computer service too and that is very good and very quickly way that have our communicate.We can not wait big time when mail come to us from many weeks and may be lose by way and I think that we can not live without our letters and I know that very quickly we shall go to Uppsala and live with all that we need and I can help you with business and always support and give warm and my love to our happy future life and I know that we always together have all that we need and with me yours life will be more joy and I can return all money that you must to send me now and I think that you can not worry about this.I very Love you,I give you all my warm and my charm,my gooder feelings and my prays and I would like only that we continue our relationships and that we do not break our communicate and I think that ourhearts and our future happy life is very important that all that we have now and that I very would like that we shall be very happy and that you know that I admire you and would like that make yours life in tale... I think that you undertsnad that I always with you and support you and would like that we always be as two birds that can be joy nad smile only when together..
You are my Very Important Man,you are my Dream and I would like that you always feel my warm and all that I writeand prepare now-only that we shall be more happy and that you feel my warm and my tender and my care that I give you by letter, by voice and by our happy life together!!!
My Love always pray about you and give you bunch of Roses
Yours Svetlana.

Letter 10

My sweetest One,My Dearest Thomas!!!
My friends help me very much and I can read yoiusr letter quickly and I ask them that my girlfriend come to post office and that send my letter to you.My Dearest Thomas,I love you,but I can see that you do not care about me,I do not feel warm and help and support me.especially when I am ill.This illness come to me at Kiev and nwo I have big pain and very need in care,in good letters with special warm and with undertsand my situation.I am lady and I am very weak and I need that My Man care about me and help me with money as that is possible.In another case I received from you only letters where I can read that you need my Love and do not want to help and support me,especialy when I need some help with money and that is not very big ,I need very small alwasy and always give more care and warm at answer.I ask you that you help me,but you read that you can not help me with money,only send it by ammount.That say me that you do not love me and that you would like that I can not buy me cake and some food and fruits and some important medicines,you would like that I will be hungry and my illness will be more and more long.I must to give money to my friends and that write you and very quickly I can not write you,because I must pay for all our letters and give some money to my friends that she buy for Bus and return that come to computer center and that send you and receive yousr letter.You can not undertsand my problems,that I live in very hardly country without good economical situation and that I am very poor and that sometime I can be hungry,especially when I ill.
I think that if you love me very deeply-you understand that I write you all this,because you offend me and that I very need in care,I am lady and I would like that you be more attantion to my person if you would like to be withme always and that I give you all my heart.I do not ask many things-I need only care and help me in my situations and that si very important for me.You said me that yous ent me roses before Valentine's day,but my friend say me that did not receive roses.But now that is not important for me,because I need in some food and some medicines that illness more quickly leave me.
I very love you,I would like to make you happy,but now I am very ill and I may be now I have badly mood and I need that My Man love me and give me only warm and good mood and I alwasy return to you more and more and you bathe in myw arm and understand and happy when I shall be in good health and have good health more that important for me,because I can not be good lady and wife without health and you are as pharmaceuticals Man very undertsand me and all that I write you.
I wish you big love to you and yousr family,I have now big headache and must that have injection now and I wish that you alwasy be happy and healthy and kwno that yousr Sweet Coctail Cherry will be later only whenI shall be in good health :-)
Yours
Svetlana