Letter(s) from Anastasia Lozovaya to Christian (Mexico)

Letter 1

Hello dear Christian!

To begin with I guess I have to thank you for your time and attention! It was a great pleasure for me to hear form you!=) I guess you are staying in fine mood and it is getting better and better with my letter=))))

Well, as you already know my name is Nastya=) I'm 26 years young=))) I live in Boyarka (south of Kiev) one of the most beautiful city all over Ukraine. I was born on June, 9 By the way, do you believe in horroscopes? I do, but frankly speaking I don’t really trust the word “horoscope”, I don’t know why but it associates only with horrors in my thoughts ;-), OK, nevermind… But I can say I rather communicative and easy-going person and it's not a big deal for me to find the common language with people=) no matter what their sign is=)

I left my Mom's house when I was 18 and mooved to Boyarka, where I rent the appartment with the owner righ now. I study finances in the local University now I use instruction by correspondence as it gives me an opportunity to enjoy my job=) Surprised to meet a person who is in love with his work! Here I am!=) I give all my heart, my body and soul to my job... I get a lot of pleasant emotions and exitement from it... Anxious to know what I am talking about? I am a dancer...

An Arabic belly dancer, actually and I work as the coach in the local fitness club=))) If you promise me to be a good boy, I promise you a private dance back=))) So, as you see I am addicted to Eastern culture, customs and traditions but never the less my religion stays Christian if you really about it=)

Hmm... Well, then must be my likes and dislikes, right? =))) OK, that must be green tea with jusmine, white chocolate, sea(I am deeply in love with the sea), swings and fireworks, books in Fen Shui and Disney cartoons, white lilies,Armani Mania, when I am treated like a Queen and a little girl at the same time by a man, my job and good rest=))) I enjoy learning something new, meeting new people, I enjoy taking care of myself. I believe that woman should always look attarctive no matter what happens=)

As for dreams, being a real romantic I believe that we live to realize our dreams and I truly believe that if you have a strong desire to something all the whole Universe will help you to make you dreams come true. Remember the well-known phrase, which says that we should be careful in our desires as they can be realized =)
As you see, I am very optimistic person, I believe in good, but the only thing that I lack in my life is real, true love…I think love is the most powerful force in the world.

Love creates everything. Love creates life. Love creates peace. Love creates happiness. Love creates abundance.
Love creates us. The main thing is to be able to connect to this living force, to be able to use it.

Darling thanks to you I connected to the light, I try to make people happy, I try to bring them light and happiness. You know, a well known Russian master of Fen-Shui and the teacher of transformation of the consciousness writes, that all our feelings and emotions are like a mirror for us... If you give love and kindness to other people they will do the same for you...

You know, I've just remembered the words of Luisa Hey :"There are much more love on the world then you can even imagine". And I am sure this is true...
I hope that you agree with my ideas and I think that we have much in common...
Anyway, I will be waiting to hear from you,

A warm delicious kiss to you,
Nastya

Letter 2

Hello my sweet Chrisitan!

Once again I came to the translator's office before my lessons and once again I am happy to hear form you! I have been thinking of you during the last trainings and to tell you the truth my students told me that lesson was different from the other's in something... It was more passionate, more sensative and more interesting for them!=) I was just dancing pretending I am dancing to you... Like an Arabian woman does to please and surprise her man=))) to wake up the pleasant and exiting emotions in him...=)I guess you've already brought some positive changes into my life and I must be thankful to you for that=)))

Moreover, I am very grateful that you did not stop writing ufter having ready about my language skills... It really means a lot to me and I greatly appreciate that! But to my mind that would not be a great problem for me as I consider myself to be a hardworking one and nothing can stop me on my way of achieving my goal=) Moreover, I believe that it is very nessessary for me and who knows, may be for our future also... Do you believe in destiny? =) I do=) so, may be you are just my fate=)))
I just hope you are the one I have been waiting for ;0)

I am sorry for not answering you earlier but I was out of town congratulating my Grandpa with Victory Day that we celebrated on May, 9=)

You know, I can enjoy this life! I like this life! You know, sometimes people think that when a person is down and upset, it must be that way... And if the person is happy and tryes to spread his happiness, people start looking at him as if he is out of his mind... Seemsit has to be visa versa, right? Have you ever heared a question: "Why are you so happy?"... As if it is not in humans' nature... I am not like that people, I can enjoy this life and gratefully take the happiness. You may ask what does the word happiness mean to me? Well, to my mind happiness is when everybody is happy. Happiness- is when you happily run along the puddles. Happiness is when you just went to have a rest and came back to your childhood=). Happinessis when you hear the bell in the morning and you have where to hurry up.Happiness is when you are waiting for something. Happiness is when something is going on in your life. Happiness is when you have friends.
Happiness is when you want to live. Happiness is when you have the freedome you need. Happiness is when you watch the belowed moovie or cartoon from the early childhood. Happiness is when a child is looking at you and keeps smiling. Happiness is laugh. Happiness are the tears. Happiness is love. Happiness is when you are in love and when you are ready to die for this love...

How was your day and your mood? I hope everything is fine with you, anyway, I wish you to have a nice day and sunny mood, just like I have today...
You may ask me why? Well, that must be just because I got a letter form you! Thanks again for it! It brought me great happiness and freedome!
I guess my apprentices will have another special lesson today=)))

Kissing you softly
Nastya

Letter 3

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you for your wonderful letter! I was very glad to get it, as your every letter, which brings me up to the sky, which makes my world go round, which leaves butterlyes in my stomach...
I was deeply touched with the rose you sent! Thanks a lot!=)

To tell you the truth I've never believed in love form first sight, but since the day I've got your letter, I can't stop thinking of you... It must be the beginning of something serious, as I am very serious about you, hope you feel the same...

I guess there is no one person who is not exited by the love topic...
How to find your love? How to make someone fall in love with you? How to be worthy this feeling? These questions are often asked by everyone.
Love is the aim of eveybody. And are there many people who are pleased with their relations? I am sure that the answer is negative. But why? From the one side, from the early chilhood we were surrounded with the tales about fairy love, moovies about tender feelings... Words about this great feeling can be heared even in every song. But never the less, it stays like in another world, that is the reason why most of women cry when they watch the love films. They cry because they realise that they didn't have such a feeling in their life, but oh, God, how much they want it... But how can't they understand, that they already have this love. Moreover, they always had it and always will have it in future, because they are love themselves. We are the parts of the great Univerce's process based on pure love and admiration of the life holiday. Love is a process. Love is a normal condition of human beeing. That's why we don't need to wait or seach love like they do. It is just the same like wait for life. They live their lifes dreaming of the appearance of the wonderful prince, who will come into their lifes and will take them away, and only then everything will fine. I mean they create a kind of model for themselves: I feel bad now, and when love will come I'll feel better. They just put their life aside for the unknown period of time...You can notice that this idea is often used in many songs.But it can't be this way! It must not be so! All they need is to realise that we already have love.

We have in from the very beginning, from our birth... I am so glad, honey, that my love realized in your person... You are my ideal man, the man, who is worth of waiting for the whole life...

During all this time I tryed my best to save some extra money to pay for our correspondence, as you know my English is not enough to write to you by my own, but I am not able to do this anymore...

It is really hard for me, as my income is too far from good... I want to continue our communication so much, but I can't effort paying anymore... If you were so kind to help me, you should contact the translators' club I am using by the following address : zair_admin@ukr.net ...

Anyway, if you are not interested in me anymore, I want to say thank you for you letters, for your attention and for everything that was connected with my happiness that came to me through your wonderful and sensative letters!

Hope to hear form you soon,

With everything I feel for you,

Yours Nastya

Letter 4

Hello my dear Christian!

Thank you for your letter and for your understanding! As I am in the bureau I use for the translating means I've asked them to send you the information about their fees...

Christian, sweetheart, I wanted to say thank you for your understanding, for your care and support, for everything you do for me, because I think you can't even imagine how much your help means for me, as during all this time I tried my best to save some extra money to pay for our correspondence, as I already feel addicted to it, as I already need you like the ear to breathe...

Honey, I shall stop right now, as I asked this letter in credit and "Zair" were so kind to let me do it, as they understood my situation...

I will be waiting to hear from you as soon as possible, as it seems to me that I already miss your letters....

With all I feel for you ,

Sending you my sweetest kiss,
Yours Nastya

Letter 5

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter!I have borrowed some money to answer you back as it was very important for me to thank your attention to help me with the correspondence! I will be patient enough but I want to remind the only thing that money has to be sent via Western Union of Money Gram...
Hope you remember that...
I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be waiting to hear from you,
Yours Nastya

Letter 6

Hello my sweet Christian!

I have been waiting for your letter for so long and still there is no result...
I have been going crazy during the last day, have been to Zair every day and every evening hoping that there is a letter from you but there was nothing... and the box is still empty....
So I borrowed some money to write the following....

The worst is that you give me hope and I really believed that you will come back as you've promised, that you will help me in supporting of our correspondence and we will move on... I have been hoping that we have a chance for happy future but now since I don't hear from you I really doubt if the words were truthful...

My sweet. I promise I will understand if you have changed your mind and will not blame you in anything.... Please let's find out the way from this situation.... I mean either you keep your promise or you just tell me that there is no need to wait for you...


Please understand my feelings for you are real and it really hurts to realize that I have faced with unrequited love... Babe, if you don't need me anymore please tell me the truth...

I have always been frank with you and to my mind I do not deserve the disdain. I understand that you are very busy man and I admire your hardworking but I also need your attention and if you can't provide me with it I will continue my search.... I came here to meet a man who will need me and who will take care of me... If you don't think that you are that man please let me know...

Darling, please don't be angry with me, but put yourself on my please...
I hope you will understand me...

I am sending you millions of sweetest kisses and I will be waiting for your answer...
no matter what it will be, but babe if you decide to stay with me, you know what to do... sorry but I can't borrow money anymore...

With all my love,

Yours Nastya

Letter 7

Hello my sweet Christian!

Oh, God, I am so happy, I am happy... happy...SO HAPPY!!! I want to sing, to fly... It is so wonderful, so fairy! Oh, God how wonderful it is that you've created Love... They lie who say that love does not exist, as they simply didn't have IT in their lives...they've never met that only one, that incredible and wonderful person... Oh, God! You are so different from the others. You are not like they are. You are special. You are the most tender and caring!

I wish tomorrow can come sooner to get your letter again. You... my tender, my only one, my beloved!

Christian, dear I am so happy and inspired right at the moment that we can continue our correspondence, that I can hardly form my thoughts right now... I've also been thinking of you during all this time and I was so scared that I can loose you, that our correspondence will stop just like that... But thanks God, not! Thank you dear for your understanding and your help! You don't even imagine how much it means to me!

You know, today the weather is dull here, but I am still the happiest person all over the world, as I have my own sun, the sun who shines only for me, who's name is Christian...

You know, when I was informed that you want us to continue our correspondence, that you feel you're already in love, I left all my household chores and ran to the agency to answer you as soon as possible! I was running along the streets of my city smiling... People looked at me as they don't know how happy I am!!!

Babe I have already got the transfer and I have put money on our account and I am so happy to feel free to talk to you the whole two months!=)

Christian, sweetheart, I will be looking forward to hear from you and to end my letter I want to say that you've brighten up my day and the whole week! I wish you to have a nice day full of smiles and good mood! I will be thinking of you, and you, dear, please keep thinking of me, deal ;0)

With all my love,

Yours Nastya

Letter 8

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter and for the beautiful pictures you sent to me!
They are very sweet and it is very sweet of you!=)))

Babe I do agree with you that any kind of relations should be based on trust! I do believe that friendship can exist without love but not love can exist without friendship so I wish you were my fiancee and my best friend also, the one with whom I can share everything, with one I can share my happiness and success and the one who can support me down when I have problems, I want to make you the happiest man in the world and create a happy family with you as you are the one I have been looking forward the whole my life...

When I think of all the great things I have seen in my life, nothing has come close to such an event as meeting and loving you. I have only dreamed of someone as wonderful as you are, someone as beautiful as you are. You are my everything, my life my love, my sudden urge in the middle of the night to write and love and feel as I have been dead for so long. You are everything I have dreamt of. Without you in my life, my life would be a shallow happening of a person that has not a reason to live!

I love you and I thank you for the life you have given me.
When two people love each other as much as we do, no distance is great enough to come between them. Still, I miss you so much when we're apart. I think of you on and off throughout the day, from the time I wake till the time I fall asleep. I look forward to your smile, your kisses and your touch. Till that day baby, I miss you and I love you. I know I am far from perfect, but with you I feel I am. You make me fly to places I haven't even dreamt of reaching. Without you I knew the dread of loneliness and I knew the feeling of emptiness all too well, but now, now I feel the joy of being whole, being one is to be together and when I am with you I am finally one. I feel so blessed with you in my life, and I thank God for the angel he send down to me from far up above. I never knew this much beauty, and this much joy as I do now.

Thank you for coming into my life.You read me as an open book, and I have let you into me, I have given you my heart. The scared heart you healed and put your name on. It is yours to keep. Here in your arms with my tortured mind at ease is where I belong. Thank you baby for being mine, and letting me love you!

May you have a nice day,I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be waiting to hear from you tomorrow,

Yours Nastya

Letter 9

Hello my sweet Chriasitan!

Thank you very much for your letter my love! I was very surprised with everything you wrote as I have not been to site since we are together! I don't know what all that mean but I will do my best to find out everything!

Babe! I want you to know that you are the only one to me and I do not need no one but you, and all I told you in my previous letter is true! My picture must have been used by somebody else... and you know it seems to me I know who has done that as I have a neighbor of mine whom I told about you and she was very jealous... My friend told me not to share this with her, but I believed she is a good person and will never do me harm but I must be wrong...=(((

But I know that if God decides some day to separate us, always you will be in me, since now you occupy all the corners of my heart. I believe in you, in us,I believe in this one feels illusion, in my feelings of color, in our future kisses of passion,I believe in your tenderness, in your soft sweetness,I believe in our love, that it is all happiness. You are my fantasy and also my reality,you are my dream and also my awakening,you are my aim and also my revival,you are everything, up to my life. I will spend with you my life,they will be moments to remember, when we join together and we laugh, when we join and look, when we are joined, and nothing could avoid that we feel us, and anybody could prevent that we love us. The difference are you, between being happy and it not to be, between knowing the happiness or living in the sadness, between living through the love and not to love you, between having you and not to have you, between being everything and being your. Deliver me your days and your nights, let's do of every second a pleasure, of every look, a sigh, of every word, a complicity of every dream, a reality, deliver me your entire love, and I will give you my world and my to want. I will make a cradle for your heart,I will surround it with feelings, with calmness, with melodies of love, with tenderness and with everything what I feel for you. I deliver myself you without clauses and without conditions,I deliver myself you to get hold of your sweetness and to change it for happiness,I deliver myself you because I love you up to the end...

It's up to you weather to believe me or not, but I want you to know that I love you and you will always be in my heart, no matter what you decide...

Yours Nastya

Letter 10

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter my love! I was so happy to hear from you! I am so glad that you realized how much you mean to me, I am so glad that we have passed trough this misunderstanding and can move on!=) Of course I forgive you as I can't be angry with you for a long time as I love you so!

And the most curious is that even I continue listening to many people to say that to know your couple in Internet is a lie. In Internet you can find everything, but especially good things. In addition, you know the people of a different, special way, since first you know their way of being. Though for some persons it can be rare to know their couple for Internet; sure that the generation of our children will see as something normal know in the network.For us,it will be like to be known in a great discotheque. When we begin for the two it was a great mystery, though within we were feeling something very special one towards other one. Our relation has had his falls and his discharges but, which relation has been perfect? ... and moreover not knowing us personally and there being so many distance... I am sure that would answer everybody like Me:"none of them".We have learned to carry the pain of the distance that separates us...

But I believe that there are no virtual loves, the love is a feeling that is born from inside you, because are you the fact that you feel love. This feeling exceeds you, and you deposit it in that person who has crossed for any way in your way, in the person that you have wanted to deposit it and if the magic accompanies you,it is possible that also they deposit this feeling of love in you and then you dream once and thousand times and imagine the meeting and later you want to materialize, to feel it, to share it and the need becomes every time major, you want to reach this love physically and to embrace, to kiss to feel that what happens to you is so real as the life, because already it forms a part of your life....

I know I've told you that "I love you" and have tried to tell you how much you mean to me, but I wonder if you really know how strong my emotions are and how deeply touched I am by your feelings.You are such a tender and special person, and you make me feel "special" just by the way you talk with me, and listen with me,I want to give so much in return.I really do love you and I just wanted you to know.

I don't want to become so independent that I will think I can make it entirely on my own. I don't want to be so free that I will not want to share my life with someone, or be in such total control that I won't be able to say that I want you and need you and I will always love you.

I think our love was really meant to be. The special things we share we know couldn't be as it is today if we had not met exactly when we did. If our lives hadn't touched when they did, I might have lived today loving one less person. But not just any person, a very beautiful one. Thank you for being you, and for helping me to understand some of the good things to be found in life.

I always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life and love me, someone who would understand me, encourage my efforts, and share my dreams. When I grew older, I found that person....

I love you Christian and I will always will,

Yours Nastya

Letter 11

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter! Of course you mean so much to me!Of course you are the man of my life, the man of my dreams, my dream come true....

This feeling of love that I hold within my heart for you runs deeper than any ocean or sea; I just wish you could see how much you mean to me. If only you could hold me, then maybe you would feel my love for you that burns with a flame high enough to last. If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks. If only you could kiss me then maybe you would taste my love for you that's so sweet, and if only you could look into my eyes, the window to my soul, then you would know that this is no lie!.

So, if what you feel for me is real and what you say is true, then with all my heart do I trust thee. If you want me as your love as much as I want you as my love then so be it. I give you this heart of mine and ask nothing less or nothing more but just that you don't go breaking my heart. My love and trust is all I have to give to you, sealed with honesty throughout and as time goes by, may it grow stronger to fulfill your heart's desire.

If it pleases you, call me your lover from this day forth and you're mine. For your love am I and your best friend too. As our body, mind and soul combine, so do our hearts become one. Hear this, my declaration of love, from me to you. I love you, my Angel, with all my heart and I will never stop loving you. You are my life, you are my everything. Though distance may keep us apart, you will always be embedded deep within my heart.

What further words can describe what we have together? Words can no longer describe it, but rather in feeling and emotion of what we have for each other. You have always had the key to my heart, and you inside my heart has made me more than I can ever be. Though the sea separates us till that special day, I know we take each breath with every beat, and always together ... as one. I love you with all that I am...

May you have a nice weekend, I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be waiting to hear from you on Monday,

Yours Nastya

Letter 12

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letters babe and for amazing pictures also! It was a great pleasure to get both of them! Please do not worry... I was not able to write you due to the weekends...

How were your weekends by the way my love? I have been to Kiev this weekends with my friends as the Day of the City has been celebrating and we had a nice time walking down the streets eating ice cream and watching the shows that were organized on the main street of Kiev called Kherschatyk=) I wish you were there with us! I am sure it would be much more fun!=)

Babe I was deeply touched with everything you wrote me! I liked all the poems, all the words... No one has ever expressed his feelings to me like that before! It makes me feel so special and so happy! You are so amazing! You are so special and dear to me!

But to tell you the truth I was very confused with your question if I want to be your girlfriend or not... I thought I am your girlfriend already....

Of course I do agree with you that personal meeting is very important! You know, I imagined our meeting so many times... I want it to be that magic first moment when we will talk about love. Confess, that it is the main thing in the world;0) And the happiest man is not only who could reach some success, power, luck, but the most precious in his life. I mean love... I feel it by your sigh and your smile that brights your face now... Am I right?;0)It may seem strange, but I don't even doubt in it, because every man and every woman need love. ...so, back to our date... You will give the glasses for the red wine, that our friendly waiter will pour out very sensitive and skillfully... We will make a big sipand feel how the wine ran with the warm stream by our veins, warming and our body... We'll hear the first sounds of the piano and the unremedy romantic sax will start his eternal song dedicated to our feelings. So, cheers, the first our toast will be- for our love...

But I will be able to have my vacation only in August... will you wait for me till August and when do you have your free time? I also want to ask you where do you want us to meet? There are so many things we have to decide!=)))

But I am already so exited about it!=))))

I am sending you my sweetest kisses, babe, I love you and I will be waiting to hear from you tomorrow,

Yours Nastya

Letter 13

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter and for very beautiful card! It was a great pleasure to get them both!

Babe of course I am willing to be your girlfriend, being your fiancee is a great honor to me!=)

Today I want to say to you that I need you, that I long for you every second in which I don't see you. Today I want that you know that I would die for you and that this distance kills me and consumes me. It has happened this way, I fell in love with you, because the heart does not understand on kilometers and because my feelings don' know of distances. But my nostalgia does not understand the pain of your absence, and hurts me very much, hurts me. I need your face in the awakening and your body that he protects me on having slept, I need the music of your lips and the melody of your caresses, I need to you ...

And to meet one day, one week, or one month one makes me short. Because I am afraid of the moment of the farewell, and to return missing you, and I don't support it,I cannot.

I hope that some day comes the moment not to separate, of meeting in every instant and being able to embrace together the day and the night, of being able to share our lives and produce honoring to the love. When was this moment coming?.But While I don't like when you write to me in your letters that you feel sad and alone,because really we are not alone ... we have us ... and there are many people who does not even have what we have....

Your letter corresponded with dreams came, I read every word and I translated your illusions, I answered with the rage of the happiness, the letter was directed your feelings by stamps of love marked with kisses. You do good to me,you give me love every instant is an adventure because every second you occupy my life, you give me air,you give me everything .. you give me even every word that I need to listen and to read..

You give me love ... I cannot ask any more. I would pass my nights and my days astonishing, I would drink the thirst of your lips,I would eat of the soul of your body, I would spend thousand lives loving you and thousand dreams wishing you. Enclose in a box my illusions, my dreams and my hopes, enclose also my feelings, my emotions and my passions, and guard it inside your heart.

When you will wake up in the morning I trust that this e-mail will bring you more freshness in our love.I love you very much. In fact your Love is the strongest feeling known to me and all -encompassing passion an extreme strength an overwhelming excitement. My love for you Christian is to understand each other, listening to each other, supporting each other, having fun with each other. I feel that our Love is being completely honest with each other, finding dreams to Chrisitan, that we have never taken our Love lightly, but on the other hand our Love has a feeling to be cherished, nurtured and cared for. I guess our Love for each other is the reason for life!

Babe I understand that you have to work hard and I will be waiting patiently for our meeting till November, I will be waiting to meet you as long as it takes as I love you so!

Yours Nastya

Letter 14

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter! It was a great pleasure to hear from you!=)

I was deeply touched with everything you told me! Babe I am very happy that you have told your parents about us as I have already told my Mom about you! She is my best friend and I always share such things with her!=) She is very happy for me and she looks forward to meet a man who made her daughter so happy!=))))

My religion makes me believe in fate. Some things are meant to be....I guess in this Cosmic Dice game this is one such occurrence.

Sometimes when I think back about the way we Knew and as things progressed from then on... my belief becomes stronger. Yes, I know that you do not know a lot of things about me... like how I look when I sleep, how my ears turn red when I am angry, how I completely freak out when I see a cockroach(God help the cockroach!),how I still love to watch Tom and Jerry when I am all by myself in the house, how my eyes turn a strange shade of red when I cry, how you always manage to put a smile on my face...how I actually purr when someone caresses my hair, and how furiously my heart beats when I hear you by phone and for some infinite time after.

Indeed there are a lot of things you do not know bout me. But we have time...to explore each other till we know the minutest nuances. Yes the one thing we have is time.

You're always saying how I take your breath away.. you take my words away. I am seriously left speechless without anything to say. I love you so much & it's just so overwhelming.

It's like I'm left paralyzed - just amazed. The immense magnitude of it is incomparable - beyond words.

It's like an ant, I suppose. But imagine the greatest, largest sea storm ever. The winds howling & waves crashing all around & everywhere, Lightning flashing & striking across the sky & into the very depths of the ocean.And in the middle of all this chaos & upheaval is the tiny little ant being tossed helplessly about... I guess the analogy isn't quite right, but really, there just are no words... let me tell you though: you are absolutely wonderful.

I'm so in love with you - when I think about it, my mind just goes blank & I can't think of anything at all... there's just you & you're amazing. In a way, it's... not intimidating, I think that's the wrong word...I guess it's scary in a way, I mean, I've never felt this way before & I don't know what to do with it. It's good; just more than a bit overwhelming: the new & unknown. I wouldn't change it for anything, though. I love you so incredibly much, but you're just so... god, I don't know.It's like my soul just wants to cry out with love & nvelope you with warmth & comfort & happiness & everything that's good & wonderful. (I used a lot of &'s.) I need wings to just take off & fly. I need to spread this feeling of great joy & exuberance over the whole world. What can I say? I just love you & you make me so happy.

I love you with every fiber of my being...

May you have a nice day, I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be waiting to hear from you tomorrow,

Yours Nastya

Letter 15

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter babe! I am so sorry about your arm... I wish I were there to take care of you and to treat you the way you deserve!

You know yesterdays' evening I spent with Pravdina's book, the master of Feng-Shui and master of transformation of the consciousness...

I must have already told you about her, so I have read very interesting thoughts.

You know I believe that everything is possible to a willing heart, that a person can reach everything if he has a strong desire to it.

She says that the century when people have been waiting for their saviour is over and that everyone has his own saviour deep inside of him. She says that we and only we are in charge of our lives, that we can create our world by ourselves, by our thoughts, aims and ideas, we just have to start... To be a magician is very interesting and pleasant, very joyous and cheerful. We just have become the creators of our own destiny and we will immediately attract people, money and all the happy events that you can ever imagine in your life, as there is no place for loneliness and poorness, where there are love and light...

She says that everything we need is only to have a desire and direct our thoughts and our consciousness on luck and love. As we live in a special time, because the new century started not so long ago as the new millennium. It is the time to realize that we are united with this world, with this Universe, with the grains of sand in the deserts and with the stars in the bottom of the space worlds... We are all united by the deepest Universe Wisdom. Every living creature, every tree and every flower, every could and ocean play very important role in this great mystery of life... Just like the powers of Universe keep the galaxies in order, so our Earth balances the giant mountains and deep oceans... Everything that lives, breathes develops and gives us a great amount of energy. And all we have to do is to learn to use this energy and use it to realize our dreams, to achieve our goals... Isn't it a wise thought and wonderful attitude towards our life?...

Anyway I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be praying for you babe,

With all my love,

Yours Nastya

Letter 16

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter! I was very glad to hear from you! Babe you will never loose me as I love you with all my heart!You the the best thing that happened in my life! You are the one I'm living for! You know that I keep silence on the weekends and there is nothing to be scared of!

Thank you very much for the traffic poems! It was very pleasant to read them!

I also thank you for expressing your true feelings about Pravdina and Feng Sui itself!

It really means a lot to me!

You know, yesterday I was walking down the streets of my city and such an interesting thought came to my mind! Where it came from- is another question, well, first in my life I realized what does it mean to be Gods' children. The one thing is when you read about it and another is when you come to this thoughts by your own... So, a very deep and calm realizing came to my mind that if we are God's children so the whole world is our! You can even call it our heritage, if you want. And moreover it is safe for us, its' masters. Do you agree with me that it is not very standard realizing of the world and our place in it!

I mean you can often hear that our world is very dangerous place where a human is in danger, in big troubles and that we have to battle to stay alive in these modern jungle. Have you ever heard this point of view? I guess even not at once, right? But I deeply disagree with this viewpoint!

I think that Richard Bach, who writes that if you seem that you are living in one world- it is just your illusion, as all of us live in their personal worlds. In the worlds that we create by ourselves. You know, since I have heard this thoughts I changed my viewpoint. If I read the sociologists', ecologists' and others' forecasts with worrying and thinking about imperfectness of humans' before that, but now its' different. I am sure that spreading the auras of kindness, knowledge and light brings much more use and I am working on it. I send the thoughts filled with

love to the Earth and it answers me with the same, as it is alive! I hope that you will be answering all my feelings in future as you do now and I also do hope that nothing will break our strong relations, nor time, neither distance...

I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be waiting to hear from you tomorrow,

Yours Nastya

Letter 17

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter! It was a great pleasure to hear from you! Babe let me congratulate you with your victory! You are well done and I am very proud of you! You are the best,my hero!

You are a blessing that my entire being is very thankful for. I feel that we were made to love, listen, understand, and work through all times in our lives together and individually;). I feel that we have shared more time together than we ever will and I know there are many more special occasions and moments in our lives that will surprise and bring us closer. You are my soul mate and nothing, and no one else feels more right than you!! I love you eternally and unconditionally. God's love has answered this prayer I've wanted and been almost too anxious for so long. I miss you more than words can say and my love will reach any distance and fly to be in your dreams and heart each evening that we can not be together.

I physically long for you each night and will see you in my dreams until we find ourselves wrapped in the love that grows stronger and deeper each day, into our future together. I believe and have faith in you. The day we will meet is the day I will never forget! You are so amazing you drive me crazy! You make me feel so happy and complete. If I hadn't met you. I know I'd still be searching... searching for you!. Ever since that special day, we have both grown in such a special way. And although I don't say it as often I want, I do want to say it now or else time will just pass me by again and I'll only keep wondering when. I want to say, "I love you, I need you, and I want you."

Thank you for all the beautiful e-mails you've sent me, all the wonderful photos you've mailed me and all the sweet words that just seem to be said at the right time and the right place. You have the key to my heart and one day, when we will meet, we will never, ever be apart! Alas! To finally kiss your tender warm lips, to feel your gentle hands, to look into those soft eyes and know you are the one I've been waiting for!.

The miracle of life shone in front of my eyes when you entered my life. Nothing can becompared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life.The feeling that you know every corner of my heart. All these things are the most beautiful signs of my love for you. Every poem you send me to express your feelings, every single word you say is a part of my soul, as if I have already known what you have been about to say.Every step I make is safe, because you are around me. When we first met in the Internet, I didn't even suspect what a wizard you were about to be.

But apparently life can show us such wonders, that we can stay amazed like children, wondering how this could happen to us! Well, I want to thank you for being my best friend, for being my angel, for being my soul, for being my life! And I want you to know, that I haven't received anything sweeter than most of letters you sent me: " I have never felt like this before. Nobody has taken me so far, except you, my princess from the clouds. You brighten my days and give me the strength to carry on, fighting everyday for you. You revealed the deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me for so long. Feelings I didn't even suspect to be. But most of all, you showed me the real taste of love. You are my best friend and the one I want for life, my yesterday, my today and my tomorrow. You are the one I love and I want everybody to know it! I love you more than anything.I haven't had a stronger feeling than this one I have now, that I want face the eternity with you by my side… I want to wake up with you.I Want To Wake Up With You I wanna wake up with you I wanna be there when you open your eyes I want you to be The first thing that I see I wanna wake up with you I wanna lay by your side, Baby I wanna feel every beat of your heart And throughout the night I wanna hold you tight I wanna wake up with you All the love inside me has been sleeping Waiting till the right one came along You can share the love that I've been keeping, Baby You can put the music to my song I wanna wake up with you I wanna reach out and know that you're there I want you to be The first thing that I see I wanna wake up with you And throughout the night I wanna hold you tight I wanna wake up with you All the love inside me has been sleeping Waiting till the right one came along....Now I know that I cannot be away from you, from this love. I love you with all my heart.

Love always,

Yours Nastya

Letter 18

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for the cards you've sent but I was very confused with the topic of your letter... what do you mean by saying you don't know me?=(

I love you from now until death do us part. Right now, you living so far away from me is killing me, but I know in my heart that we are doing the right thing. And, you are trying to get things straight so we can live there forever and spend a lifetime together. I don't want to lose you for anyone else or anything that anyone has to say about you. I want you to know that I love you from the deepest part of my heart. My love for you is unconditional. The love for you is so strong and the most powerful feeling that I have had in a long time and I am just at a loss for words when it comes to you. I just wish that there was another way that we could be together without living so far apart right at the time being. I want you to know that I love you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change that about how I feel... I love you...

Yours Nastya

Letter 19

Hello my sweet Christian!

Thank you very much for the disappointment you've brought me on my birthday with your letter! You love me so much that you forgot about my birthday, so are so serious about me that you didn't even sent me your words of congratulation! I don't even talk about presents I have been waiting from you!

But again you blamed me in the situation I have already explained you!

Can't you understand she is jealous that I have you in my life as she has been dreaming of a foreign man and since I have you she goes crazy!

I am not going to prove you something as I have already done that and I don't have nothing new to tell!

If you really love me and trust in our future, you will simply forget about it and we will move on, but if you prefer to trust in my dishonest, then we will have to stop our relations, as to my mind any kind of relation should be based on trust!

I have been telling you about my feelings all the time and do you really think all these words do not come from the heart?

Why do you believe her words, but not mine...

If you really love me, you will simply through these thoughts from your mind and give me a chance to make you happy, if not, then I will thank you for all the happy moments that you brought to my life as no one made me feel so special and happy!

You know I could also say that you don't love me because you forgot about the most special day in my life, but as I love you with all my heart I am ready to forgive you everything...

Are you able to say the same?

Never the less, may you have a nice weekend, I wish you were there with us...

Nastya

Letter 20

Hello my sweet Christian!

You must be very surprised with my letter today but the matter is that I have something to tell you...

That's why I came here today...

Babe the matter is that I was invited to work this summer in Crimea and the decision has to be taken yesterday's evening and I have to go tomorrow's morning... I know that is it very spontaneous but it is a great opportunity for me as it is a summer time and it will help me to earn good money and to have a good practice... I was invited to work in a hotel as a dance teacher and the aerobic tutor... Babe please forgive me but I feel I need to try... I don't know how long it will take, may be a month or two but I 've talked to Zair and they said we can use money for the communications as soon as I come back again...

I realize that may be you do not want to wait for me during two months, that it may be too long, and if so I want to thank you for all the happiness you brought to my life... I have never felt like that before and if you decide to wait for my coming back you will make me even happier...

I will understand if you find someone else as such man as you are needs care and attention, but I want you to know that you will always be in my heart since I love you so much!

Christian, you know that you make me the happiest woman the world over just being mine...

Frankly speaking since the time I met you my viewpoint on happiness changed greatly... You know, all this time I have been thinking that happiness is when everyone is happy. Happiness is when you joyfully run along the puddles. Happiness is when you just went to have a rest, but came back to your childhood. Happiness is when you hear the bell ringing in the morning and you have where to hurry up. Happiness is when you are waiting for something. Happiness when something is going on. Happiness is when you have friends. Happiness is when you want to live. Happiness is when you have the freedom you need. Happiness is when you are watching the cartoon or film that you've enjoyed in your childhood. Happiness is when a child keeps smiling looking at you. Happiness is laugh. Happiness are the tears. Happiness is life itself, but now I've changed my point of view on this word.

You are my happiness... You are the gift of my destiny... Now happiness for me is love. Happiness is when you are in love and when you are ready to die for this love...

I love you, my Sweet Prince and I will die for you if there is such a need... I love you with all my heart and this love makes me feel the happiest person all over the world!

[C.A.R.R.1] You will have a time to think over everything once again...

I will write you back as soon as I come back to know if you still want me...

Please forgive me if I hurt you with my deeds...I never meant to do you harm...

Yours Nastya

Letter 21

Hello my sweet Christian!

I don't know if you still remember me, but never the less I decided to come here to Zair and to take this chance and write you back... may be you are still interested in me and in the continuation of our relations....

I know that much time passed but I still have a hope in my heart that we can move on as all this time I have been thinking of you only and I do believe that you also haven't forget me...

Let me explain you why my work took more then two months there as I told you from the very beginning...

You know Crimea is a touristic city in Ukraine so there are a lot of aqua parks there so, nearly at the end of my work I went to the aqua park...

It was rather hot, so I run up to the pool... and broke my leg=( the matter is that I didn't know it was not deep, so I had to stay in the hospital for several days and I had my cast and had to stay at home for a month, now since I have only a support to walk I did my best to come to Zair to write you this letter as I went crazy staying here and having no chance to tell you that I still need you so, to tell you that I missed you terribly much and to ask you kindly to come back to me...

I had much time to think over my life and I realized that I have never had such a man in my life... I have been thinking of our meeting here in Internet and I realized that I went through the unexampled splash of emotions with you... you decorated my life with new colors and stunning feeling of a holiday! Our meeting was like a film in a fast rewind... just because the events were developing with enviable precipitancy... you came in my life like a fresh wind and took my breath away with your genteelness, care and attention...

You were so special and so unlike all the other men that I have been meeting on my life way...It was like an adventure for me till the time I realized that I am deeply in love with you and that I need no one but you...It was a obsession. Real madness. Passion...

I have been thinking of you every evening dreaming that we will finally meet and I will have a chance to hug you, to touch your cheek, to taste your lips, to hold your hand, to gaze into your eyes... but as you see the destiny was unfair to me and we had to waste so much time keeping silence because I was not able to walk... Frankly speaking I am still forbidden to walk much, but I couldn't help myself sitting at home and going crazy about you, thinking if you still need me or not... Babe I will understand if you have already found someone else as such a man as you are can't be alone, he needs women's attention and love, but the only thing I ask then, please be frank with me and tell me the truth... But... if you still need me the way I need you, you are welcome to write me back as soon as possible and you will make me the happiest woman just with your attention...

I have talked to Zair and they told me that we still have the month of unlimited correspondence left from your previous money transfer so we will be able to keep our correspondence going till October, 12 starting from today of course if you are still interested in it...

Please think over it once again babe and let me know your thoughts... I will be waiting for you as longs as it takes...

I am sending you my sweetest kisses and I will be waiting to hear from you, my love,

With my kindest regards,

Yours Nastya

P.S. These pictures were taken this summer, hope you'll like them...

Letter 22

Hello my sweet Christian!

You can't even imagine how happy I was to get this letter from you! I have been thinking of you all night long todays truing to guess will I ever hear from you or not...

Last night it was my empty night ... without your words ... without your geniuses ... without your sensuality ... sky and stars conspired in my against. The inevitable question ...Where he is? ... what will he do? ... which will be the way that the thoughts cross in your imaginations and fantasies?...What soil will they tread on your feet? ... will they be barefooted? .. will your hand be on your forehead to assure that the thoughts should remain where they have to?.. Endless wake that there crosses the hours which(who) accurate dart looking for the white of the dawn... The darkness does not help me ...The half-light's inhabitants mock at me because they know that I think about you ... they know of your itinerary ... they know of your trip ... but they don't say anything to me ... only they limit themselves to looking at me smiling sarcastically as the boys in the school when the teacher does not see them... When the edge of the dawn begins to show for my window even I will be thinking you ... even I will be imagining you. Another night without your breath another night without your deep sigh and your sure word... Another night of contained love.... I love You up to the rain...

Have you liked it?... I wrote This one night ... as so many nights in which I think about you...

It is a closed night, almost forestalled, and my thoughts, my feelings are for you. I am missing you with every pore of my skin. I miss the hours that we have not spent together, the kisses that we lack for giving us, the laughs that still we have not shared.I miss the pain that we cannot share, the spirit that I cannot raise you, the words that I cannot say to you, the moments that I don't spend close to you.

Simply I missed you so much!

You made me the happiest woman all over the world and if I had a chance to jump, I would jump from happiness, but unfortunately my leg does not allow me to do that but I am sure your love will make me feel better much sooner then doctors think!

Babe thank you very much for your understanding and for being honest and frank with me! I really appreciate that as I am sure that any kind of relations should be based on trust and that everything that someone is trying to hide will be evident one day! Of course I realize that nearly every woman dreams of such a man as you are and it is a great honor for me babe that you have choose me among all the others! I really mean it as I am very serious about you and I am going to make you the happiest man all over the world, to bring you the happiness every man is dreaming of... I also realize that all that women have been promising you the same but the difference is that they were only promising and I am going to make my words real! I also had no other man but you, as you are the only man who took my breath away and I need no one but you!

And also there is one more thing I can tell you for sure! I will never ever leave you! Never! I thought it would be not so hard for me, but I just went crazy all the time remembering all our letters, all your words, your love and your care, your attention and support! I realized that I feel completed with you and that all I want is to be together with you!

Thank you for your willing to help with my leg! It is very gentle of you and if I could have some $100 from you for the doctor.

I would greatly appreciate that, as you see I have to visit doc every 3-4 days and one time costs $20 and I also have to buy some medicines... So it would be rather helpful for me right now as due to this leg I can't work and I am a little bit hard with finances right now...

Anyway, babe I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be waiting to hear from you tomorrow!

Write back soon babe as I really missed hearing from you!

With all my love,

Yours Nastya

P.S. Here are some pics from this summer also, hope you'll like them=)

Letter 23

Hello my sweet Christian!

To tell you the truth babe I don't know how to start this letter as you left me speechless with your honesty... So I guess I will start from the very beginning!=) I am very thankful for your honesty as I realize how hard for you was to tell that... I admire your courage! You can't stop impressing me day by day as I can't believe such man really exist now days! It's not that I doubt your reality but I still can't believe that

I was so lucky to meet you in my life! I must have done something very good that life decided to award me with such a present as you are! You are incredible! And I will never leave you! Never! No matter healthy or ill you are, rich or poor, I will be there for you always... no matter sad you are or happy, angry or joyful... I want to be with you!

I want to share your days with you, to take care of you, to cook you breakfasts, to iron your shirts, to bring up our children! Yes, dear I want to have children from you and even if the destiny will be unfair with me and it will take you from me, you will always be near me in their eyes... I don't really know how to express all I feel as there are so many words I want to tell, so much emotions I want to express but deam it, if you were here I would just hug you and kiss you and you would understand everything without any words!

You know there is a great movie called Sweet November, which impressed me very much! I advise you to see it if you have never saw it and realize how much you mean to me, but if you have already seen it you should understand how

unfair the Lady was to her beloved man! I would say she was cruel to him as being ill and dying she did not let him to take care of her! To tell you the truth I am not sure if I wouldn't commit suicide if I were him or not as life has no sense without your beloved person! Don't make her mistake and let's move on!

Life knows many stories when love and great desire for life treated people even with hardest cancer! I am here for you! Always! No matter what happens I love you and I will be with you!

I will be the chief of your support group and I am sure it will bring the necessary results!=)

I hope I expressed my feelings well enough and I will hear from you as soon as you have a chance!

Hope your guard will be not very hard and exosting=)

I love you with all my heart and... here is my data you may use to make the transfer via Western Union if you still have a willing to help me...

ANASTASIYA LOZOVAYA
Belogorodskaya Str, 23/3
Boyarka
Ukraine

I am sending you my sweetest kiss and I will be waiting to hear from you! Thank you very much for the cards! Gosh! A kid looks so heart-rending=((((((

I am also sending you a picture of my friend a me. We rented the same room in Crimea and she became my elder sis! She took such a good care of my while I was in the hospital with my leg! Just thought you would be curious...

Millions of sweet kisses,

Yours Nastya

Letter 24

Hello my sweet Christian!

I don't know what made you to write the following, but I want to get the explanations, as I am sure i am worth of it!

I am not sure that I deserve to be left without giving any reasons... I want to know the truth!

I will never believe that it is only because of the Internet relations! No! Never! You who told me you love me so, who told me your life story, who opened me your secrets won't leave me just because you do not believe in distance relations!

I have already told you that there is no virtual love.... this saying is not reasonable in the 21st century! Come on, babe, don't lie to me...

I love you from now until death do us part. Right now, you living so far away from me is killing me, but I know in my heart that we are doing the right thing. And, you are trying to get things straight so we can live there forever and spend a lifetime together. I don't want to lose you for anyone else or anything that anyone has to say about you. I want you to know that I love you from the deepest part of my heart. My love for you is unconditional. The love for you is so strong and the most powerful feeling that I have had in a long time and I am just at a loss for words when it comes to you. I just wish that there was another way that we could be together without living so far apart right at the time being. I want you to know that I love you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change that about how I feel... I love you.

What further words can describe what we have together? For our love to grow as it has this past monthes, I took with every beat of my heart. Words can no longer describe it, but rather in feeling and emotion of what we have for each other. You have always had the key to my heart, and you inside my heart has made me more than I can ever be. Though the sea separates us till that special day, I know we take each breath with every beat, and always together ... as one. I love you with all that I am.

Christian, just confide in me your deepest feelings, tell me your fantasies and they shall be fulfilled. I will do anything it takes to make you happy because that is the only thing that matters to me anymore. You are perfect in my eyes, and there is absolutely nothing that I would ever change about you. I know that no one is perfect, but babe, in my eyes you are. It leaves me amazed yet blessed to have found someone as special as you so soon...

I won't let you go just like that! I love you with all my heart and I will give you as much time as you need!

I will always love you no matter where you will be or what you will do! My heart will always be with you!

I will be waiting to hear from you babe, I can't believe you give up just like that!

With all my love,

Yours Nastya

Letter 25

Hello dear Christian!

You hope that I am fine? Funny you are! Tell me babe how can I be fine after you wrote me in your letter that it is time to say good bye?

How can I feel fine after I wrote you I need you in my life, that I will be with you no matter what happens... that I want to have a baby from you as I never met such a traffic man in my life, that you are the best that has happened to me?

I am tired to explain you that there are too many people who are jealous that I have you and try to make something to break our love... and you follow their tricks=( Do you remember we have already had such a situation, I explained you everything and once again I got such a letter from you=((( Why? Why do you believe in something but not in my words, not in my feelings? Not in my love?

You left me when I need you so much, when I need your support, when you know my leg is hurting so much and I need your support so much!

Do you really think I would come back to you after tree months if I were looking for somebody else? What for then?

I need you Christian, but I want you feel the same for me and that it would be not only words...

Why when I asked you to support me with $100 you are making the same conflict we have already had!

Why do you hurt me with your words? Why do you do all that to me? First you blame me and say you don't need me anymore and then you say I am the best one for you? It hurts, babe... really hurts.....

Think over it once again and if you are ready to forget everything and believe in what I say to you, you are welcome back!

May you have a nice day,

With all my love,

Yours Nastya

Letter 26

Hello dear Christian!

I was very surprised with the amount of letters you wrote me! Well, but not only to me! Next time you will be searching for somebody try to do it out of Boyarka! It is very small town and most of Ladies know each other very well! By the way they send you their best regards!=))))))

I have already explained you the situation with that letters and I thought you would be wise enough to understand that new accounts were made with the same purpose!

But never the less if you stop writing letters to another Ladies and will become a real man for me, my support who will take care of me but not only swear in love in his letters, I will take you back! I didn't find no one else and I am sure I will never do it after you!

Love, Nastya

Letter 27

Hello my dear Christian!

Well, thank you very much for your letter!

Dear I don't believe that you were just checking my accounts as you keep winking to my friends and it sucks!

Sorry for being so rude but I don't like feeling a fool more then I am!

How could they be my accounts if there are pictures of another Ladies, with another info? Have you lost your mind or do you think I am so stupid?

Christian, I know everything and I am deeply hurt with your betrayal!

But, I can give you your second chance never the less as I am sure everyone has a right to make a mistake...

I also realize you can't help me with my leg, but on October, 12 our account would be closed as money on it will be finished...

So do you really want to continue? You know I can't take care of it so decision is yours!But I can advice you a nice opportunity how to save: limit your time at AFF writing to everyone!

Have a nice day!

Love, Nasyta

Letter 28

Hello dear Christian!

Thank you very much for your letter but I wonder have you ever read my letters at all or do you understand the language the letter is in to catch what I have been telling you about? Christian, how many times should I repeat that I DID'T SEND ANY REPLY!

All that is made by my ex-friend! She is very jealous to me and trues to do my harm and to my mind she has succeed!

I am very glad that you realized your mistake and found out strength in yourself to inform me about that! It is very generous of you but also I was very upset that you are continuing the topic we have already discussed for several times!

It's a bit hard for me to understand!

Second of all, I guess my leg will survive without your support as I keep waiting for a long time and I am not going to abase myself again and again! All I told you that in tree days we will not be able to continue if you are not going to update the account for correspondence!

So this is what I think about all that...

Will be waiting for your comments...

Sorry for short letter but I was very confused with your thoughts...

May you have a nice day,

Nastya

Letter 29

Hello my dear Christian!

It is the last day we can communicate as the account has to be updated, and I am very glad to hear from you!

First of all I want to tell you that I do understand you are not a millionaire and that you have to help your parents but if you have to help them, why should I refuse from your help? You say you love me, you need me, you want me as your wife, why not then?

If you are my man then please support me in my hard times! I need to feel protected with you, I need to feel your support!

It's not that I am asking something from you everyday but I am having my hard times now so who should support me? Don't you think that should be one who considers to be my future husband? How can I come there for you if you don't care about me now since I am your fiancee?

How can I be sure I will not die from some illness there when I am your wife, how can I know for sure that you will not refuse me as you have to help your parents and so on and so forth as you have so many important things in your life but me?

Try to understand while making my choice I have to be sure that my man will never let me suffer and do all possible and impossible to make me feel happy, make me feel better... Women have to be protected by men! We need men not only to listen to sweet words and endless promises, we need their care and attention!

This is my view point, which I hope you will understand! Still I am not sure that I asked much of you...

But anyway, I am wishing you a nice day,

Will be waiting to hear from you on Monday!

With kindest regards,

Yours Nastya

Letter 30

Hello my sweet Christian!

You really made me laugh with this link!

I am not surprised that my pictures are there as you know I am attractive Lady and there were a lot of men who wanted to have some relations with me, they made me different vulgar propositions, like to send them a pin of my pussy and so on and so forth, I kindly asked the to fuck off of course and that was their revenge, they told me that if somebody notices me there will not have any relations with me, but I was firm in my decision! So now we have what we have! It's up to you whom to believe as I am telling you the truth! I hope you realize how hard for me is to tell you everything that, but I have nothing to hide from you as I have been thinking only about you, you are the one man I need and I hope you feel the same!

By the way do you know who’s pictures are near mine?=))))) Me, not=))))) And who is Tatyana at least?=))))

Of course it's yours decision but you have my data, a scanned copy of passport, if not, here it is.

I am honest with you and waiting to continue our correspondence.

And if you was looking for a reason to leave me, you can use this one, funny but reason may considered to be a reason!

Love you,

Yours Nastya

Letter 31

Hello my dear Christian!

Thank you for your letter, but I hope you remember that to continue our correspondence we need to update the account and you promised to to it on Monday... OK, whatever... I am sure you will keep your promise, right?

Babe it is not you who has to worry about these letters as I wrote them after him and I was not so sure in my feelings, but when I learned you better I realized that you are the one for me and I need no one but you! There are only two letters there and as you know we've already exchanged hundred of letters and they were written only to you thinking about you!

So I propose you to close this topic as it was you who wrote the same messages in the site to two of my good friends! The same that once you wrote to me!=)))) Don't you think it hurt my heart when once we met and both of them showed the pin and the letter from my beloved medical?

But I forgot you everything as I loved you so I am sure there is not much to talk abut that! You are not so saint as you want to seem and we both know it for sure!

So if you are ready to start from the very beginning and to continue the developing of our relations based on honesty trust and care, you know what to do...

I will be waiting for your Money Transfer info to put it on our account and we will move on! If not all that will stay words, only words!

Will be waiting to hear from you,

Yours Nastya

Letter 32

Dear Sir,

Thank you for your letter. We are glad that you want to continue correspondence with Nastya. She is also interested in you very much and says she will be very glad to renew your correspondence.

We are gladly sending you the information about our services:

-translation and printing of one letter - $5
-scanning of one photo- $2
-translation of 10n minutes of your telephone conversation- $5

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If you are interested in unlimited services the prices are:

$150 -per one month of unlimited correspondence

$250 -per two months of unlimited correspondence,

as you see there is a discount for those who are really serious in their intentions to keep the correspondence, so why do you have to pay more?

Moreover, if you choose any unlimited packages you will be able to use the service of telephone calls translation free of charge!

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Please, transfer us a necessary amount in favor of manager Ruslan Kiyashko. You can also make your transfer in favour of your Lady Anastasiya Lozovaya directly and she will pass the funds to us for your account.

Terms of payment

* https://wumt.westernunion.com/info/osMoneyTransfer.asp

* transfer your money via the Western Union, Kiev Pravex Bank, Ukraine

Would you be so kind:

*to send your money, indicating the manager's name RUSLAN KIYASHKO or ANASTASIYA LOZOVAYA

Here is her data you may need:

Belogorodskaya Str, 23/3
Boyarka
Ukraine

*to inform us of the date of transfer, the money transfer control number (send an e-mail with information), your full name and the sum you are going to transfer and the country you come from.

Now you have full information about us and our activity. We hope your will be satisfied with our service. We will be glad to cooperate with you.

Best regards,
"Zair"

Letter 33

Dear Sir,

Thank you for your letter. We are glad that you want to continue correspondence with Nastya. She is also interested in you very much and says she will be very glad to renew your correspondence.

We are gladly sending you the information about our services:

-translation and printing of one letter - $5
-scanning of one photo- $2
-translation of 10n minutes of your telephone conversation- $5

----------------------------------

If you are interested in unlimited services the prices are:

$200 -per one month of unlimited correspondence

$350 -per two months of unlimited correspondence,

as you see there is a discount for those who are really serious in their intentions to keep the correspondence, so why do you have to pay more?

Moreover, if you choose any unlimited packages you will be able to use the service of telephone calls translation free of charge!

-----------------------------------

Please, transfer us a necessary amount in favor of manager Ruslan Kiyashko. You can also make your transfer in favour of your Lady Anastasiya Lozovaya directly and she will pass the funds to us for your account.

Terms of payment

* https://wumt.westernunion.com/info/osMoneyTransfer.asp

* transfer your money via the Western Union, Kiev Pravex Bank, Ukraine

Would you be so kind:

*to send your money, indicating the manager's name RUSLAN KIYASHKO or ANASTASIYA LOZOVAYA

Here is her data you may need:

Belogorodskaya Str, 23/3
Boyarka
Ukraine

*to inform us of the date of transfer, the money transfer control number (send an e-mail with information), your full name and the sum you are going to transfer and the country you come from.

Now you have full information about us and our activity. We hope your will be satisfied with our service. We will be glad to cooperate with you.

Best regards,

"Zair"

Letter 34

Dear Sir!

Nastya has been to our office once again. She is still waiting to hear from you. Would you be so kind to take any measures if you are really interested in your future correspondence.

Hope on future cooperation,

With best regards,
"Zair"

Letter 35

My love!

I just came here to congratulate you today=)

So may you have a wonderful magic Christmas full of joy and happiness!

Hope to be there with you celebrating next year!

Merry Christmas!

With my kindest regards and warmest wishes,

Yours only,

Nastya

Letter 36

My love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have no idea who is Katya in my beloved, who is Lena in Date and finally who the hell is Olya who is noticed like scammer!

I am tired of proving you one thousand times that I am rather attractive and people make money on my appearance...

If you don't believe me and continue looking for the refutation of my words in sites like that please don't write me anymore as I am deeply offended with such an attitude towards me moreover I have to borrow again and again to convince you are wrong=(

I do not deserve that!

Moreover I never demanded nothing from you even after I had the proof you have been writing to my friends!

You'd better kindly ask for my explanations then demanding!

My best,

NASTYA

Letter 37

Dear Sir!

We have informed Nastya about your letter and she says she will be waiting for next Monday to come sooner.

Our best,
"Zair"

Letter 38

Dear Sir!

Nastya has contacted us and informed that she is having a temperature today and feels not well so she will pick the money tomorrow and write you back as soon as she gets them.

Have a nice day,
"Zair"