Letter(s) from Olga Pasfina to Shawn (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my love!! LOVE of all my life!! Thank you again and again for your kind letters! My angel, my fairy - tale, my sweet dream! I so want to be with you Shawn. I want to be with you, very much, as we have waited this moment. We were meant to be together, and will make each other very happy. You are the man of my dreams, and I love you, just the way you are. We will share everything together, and pursue similar interests. Anything is possible, when you're in love, which is such a wonderful feeling. No matter what obstacles we encounter, we will overcome them, because we have each other, to turn to. You mean the world to me, and without you, my life is meaningless. I want to be everything you ever wanted, in a woman, as you are the man I have always wanted to meet, someday. I love you, with all my heart, and nothing will ever change the way I feel. We will have an everlasting love. But there is a little problem. The reason we can't meet is that the travel to you costs a lot of money. I have come to the travel agency and found out everything about flying to you. The visa costs 600$...It is a very big sum for me, I was shocked when I learned it. I have no such money. You know that my wages is only 200$ a month and I keep all our family. I asked my parents about the help but you know that they are pensioners and get a very small pension which is enough only for some little life expenses. So I help them with my wages to buy food and pay the bills for the flat,.I don't know where I can find this money. I called to the bank and was said to come to bank and to talk to the manager. I hoped that they will help me. But when I did, the manager of the bank told me that it is impossible. Oh, you just can not imagine how unhappy I was. The manager told me that I can not take a loan from the bank, because I want to go abroad. And they do not accommodate people with a loan in such cases. Can you imagine it? Oh, Shawn!! My dear Shawn! It is incredible thing! It is a disaster! My heard is simply dying for being with you, my love, my dear friend, my Shawn!! And what will I do without you? Tell me; tell me please, what I should do then!! How can I live without you, my Shawn?! You are all that I have in my life, believe me, Shawn!! I don't want to lose you because I love you very much with all my heart. I have no right to ask you to help me, to put it more precisely - to help us. I know that our love is mutual!! My dear Shawn, I do not have this right!! But at the same time I have no money to come to you. I do not want us to lose our love, my dear Shawn! I do not want to think that 600 dollars will be an insurmountable obstacle to us to be happy together!! So what else can I add? We have a choice - to start a new happy life together or to lose each other forever..What do you prefer?! As for me I want to be with you for ever! God gave us such a splendid opportunity to find our happiness! To be together! To love and to be loved by each other! Can we allow this small problem to spoil our happy future life?! What is money? It is just a mean to achieve our aim, and nothing more. And our aim is to be together and be happy. That's it! I do not have any right to say the next words, but it is really so, believe me - now everything depends on you, my Shawn. My dear Shawn! Please, do not leave me to the mercy of fate.I pray. Love You, miss You, wait for Your decision, Very truly yours, Olga