Letter(s) from Olga Kudryavtseva to Theodore (USA)

Letter 1

I am very glad, that you have become interested in me. And I shall try to make so that you were not disappointed in me and have know about me more, as is possible. But also I want to know about you more. You seem very beautiful person for me, I hope, that you also very good person, and we can know each other better. Well, I will briefly write about myself. My name - Olga! This usual Russian name. Yes, unfortunately, I am so faraway from you. I live in the European part of Russia, in city Nigniy Novgorod. I don't know why, but I couldn't be registered on this site of acquaintances from the country.I was tryed many times to make registration from the country, but for some reason at me that has failed. Probably it is a mistake of a site of acquaintances. I hope, it will not frighten you, and on the contrary will interest. New acquaintances to the person from other country, with absolutly other culture is seems very fascinating to me. By the way, have you any friends in Russia? You, certainly, now have thought of that distance between us. If you are frightened with this difficulty write about it at once. But that distance which separates us seems to me, that, will not be of great importance in our dialogue.
I the just a girl, practically am distinguished by nothing from others. Probably, to describe myself it would be easier, if I would not do it for the first time. Probably, words and ideas are a little mixed, because I nerous a little. I sitting on work behind a computer and I don't know about what still to write. Excuse me, Ted if I have done many mistakes in the letter. If something is not clear to you, can ask me about it in the next letters. About myself
As i was to saying before, i'm 28 years. I was never married And, unfortunately, I do not have children. But I want to have the child. I want to bring up him and to transfer all experience of a life to him. I don't know, how many children I want, while in it I was not determined. I don't have harmful habits, I don't smoke, I take alcoholic drinks only sometimes in a small amount. Most of all from alcoholic drinks I prefer red wine. From food - the European kitchen. I have finished University on a speciality of the economist. But I have not found in myself a calling to work on this speciality, and now I work as the advertising agent. The agency in which I work, has been based be relative recently. I like to work and put here the skills in its further development.
It is a little about my character: I am a cheerful person, I try to enjoy each moment of the life and to overcome with a smile all difficulties meeting on my way. I use such way of acquaintance because I have not enough free time. But i'm sure that i will have enough time for you, Ted.
I will glad very much , if you will answer to me as soon as possible. Write to me a little bit about yourself: what are you doing all days, do you like your job? are you the one child in your family? Have You already experience of internet-meeting? What your frends liking in you? With impatience I will wait for the letter from you. Sincerely yours the friend Olga!
P.S. Ted, it will be very pleasant for me to receive a photos from you. I hope, to see it in your answer.

Letter 2

It is very pleasant for me, that you have answered my letter, and I am very happy to write to you again. I want maximal - I want to know about you more and i will write to you more about myself. I think that if two persons know each other, and they have mutual understanding the perfect future and long love is provided. I would like to know about you everything, up to the fineest details. About time when you get up, in that time you leave for work, that it is pleasant for you, what do you do on your free time, Ted. And i'd like to know when yours birthday. It can be so soon and I can miss it but i'd like to congratulate with it.:-)

Now I want to write a little about myself, the truth, every my day is just usual day. I get up in 6 o'clock in the morning and going to shower. After that I have my breakfast, for a breakfast I eating sandwiches, and I drink coffee with milk or tea. At 7 o'clock I leave house and I go to bus. I go for work on public transport. Sometimes at a bus-stop a lot of people, and I go on foot I like to go on foot since morning.From my house to my work about 30 minutes of walking. My working day begins on 8 o'clock in the morning and ending in 5 o'clock in the evening. My work consists in reception of applications from various clients and generation of new ideas. I 5 years live not with my parents. I have inherited an apartment from the grandmother and now I live there. In family I'm a one child and therefore the apartment from the grandmother has got to me. Unfortunately, I have no home telephone number.

I want to write to you how I spend my holidays. At summer i with my friends like to be together. We going to a wood and on lake. I like to sit and look into fire and listen, how someone plays on guitar. In the winter we going to ski and on skates, to support ourselves in the sports form. In the summer I like to go for a bicycle. Also I like to play volleyball and tennis. Do you were in other countries, It is interesting to me. I was going outside the country two times. On first time it wsa when I was studied at university. I was in Ireland on student's visa. I was in Dublin. It is a great city. Dublin's city park Phoenix is One of the most remarkable places. And I liked ancient lock Blackrock House. Second time it was recently.I have directed to Norway from my advertising agency for an exchange of experience with foreign experts. On that time I had not enough time to consider sight Oslo, but, not looking on it, I have had time to visit some museums and medieval the deputy. I liked a museum "Fram" and « the Norwegian museum of a national life ». These trips were wide experience for me. It was pleasant to me in these countries. Especially I was struck with cleanliness in streets and affable persons. Foreigners very much differ from our Russian people. They are cheerful, kind and gallant … it is one of the reasons on which I have decided to search for second half not in the country. I'll never forget these trips is there was unforgettable time.

I hope, that I write clearly enough and much concerning me is direct. I will try to answer to all of your questions, Ted.

I think, you understand, that the big wish in my life consists in a finding my second half from which I can pass all difficulties of a life. Together to meet every day, to grow up children,and surround with their care, to provide with him the happy future, I'm dream of it so much!!! I think, that you understand me and your vital purposes are similar mine. On it I want to finish the letter and with the big impatience I will wait your answer, Ted.

Your friend Olga!

Letter 3

Hello, dear friend Ted!

Thanks for your new letter, Ted. I was afraid, that you will not write to me. I miss your letters already a little. With each new letter all of us know each other more. I hope, that you feel it. I was hurried up in the Internet the center to see your new letter after work. I was have short working day today at work and I could not write to you the letter on work. My work, on one side, interesting, but difficult. Anyhow, I have decided to become the Advertising agent. Has passed Interview in the advertising company, and experts of the company have sent me on rates for beginners whom two weeks last. At once all this very much was pleasant to me, and I have become interested in it. After preliminary rates I have passed examinations without a uniform mistake. The following stage, last about 3 months. At this time I in work actively was helped by the qualified employees. It seems to me, advertising is very perspective. Meanwhile I the beginner in this business also cannot brag of serious results, but at me still ahead. Anyhow, work to me it is pleasant. For the active person, such I'm, it, probably, the best work. I have a lot of plans which I would like to realize in the future. On preliminary rates I have received necessary knowledge, and now the main thing to manage to put them into practice. Someday our director has told to me: « it is Possible, this business at you will go not at once well, but there are no bases to despair. The main thing is a persistence and belief in the forces ». After these words I do not try to aspire to other work.

I wish to be frank with you. I am am written by two more persons. But it seems to me that they do not approach me. I have more to like to receive the letter from you. Under your letters it is visible, that you are very interested in me :-). To girls to like, when in them are interested :-).

On it I want to finish the letter. I hope, it was pleasant for you to read it, Ted. But you not have know all concerning me, as well as I about you. That it is the most important for you at dialogue with the girl: is it her appearance or character? Tell me, please, more about your family. I would like to tell about my parents. In the next letter I will inform to you, how they consider our acquaintance.

I wait for the answer letter. Olga.

Letter 4

Hello my dear !

Can i call you sometimes like that? I wasn't tell this word already during for a long time. I begining to trust you more and more, and I wait your letters with impatience. I was have a free day from my work. And I have decided to devote it to myself. Me together with the girlfriend, her name is Masha, have gone to the fitness-center in the morning . It - good club with very good instructors, there also aerobics, places for sunburn and still there make massage. I today have taken advantage of all these services. And it was useful for my body. I try to visit aerobics as often as i can. But, unfortunately, it's not always possible, as sometimes simply there are no on this free time whether or not on it forces and money. Ah yes, I yesterday went to my parents, and I want to inform you their reaction to our acquaintance. They have been very much surprised, when I have told whem, that have got acquainted with you, . That they had more representations about you, I have have printed your letters yesterday in the Internet center. They don't know the English language; therefore I had to translate them. If to inform in the general words their reaction to our acquaintance they were rather constrained on the account of our acquaintance. We should trust each other because without trust it is impossible to live. I was trusted the man earlier, and he has deceived me. I think that you must knew about it. I have been madly in love with him, but he only pretended, that loves me. Actually he was sneered at my feelings. For example, he was ask me about meeting, Promising, that will come to me, I waited for him, but he has not appeared. I was cried sometimes in the evening because he didn't come, and in city in the evening not so quiet, and I was worried about him. He is bad person, came in day or two and spoke, that he had affairs and spoke, that loves me. And then I have have found out through his friends, that once he has well spent time with the lady. He did not like to work, frequently borrowed from me money, promised to give it back, but never returned. And I forgave him because i was in love. I even have hidden it from mum. Has passed some time, and I saw him in the street with other Woman. They kissed. I do not remember, how have i come home. I cried all night long. For a long time I had depression. I began to work much, and gradually forgot this villain. After that case I have decided, that I will never deceive in love people, I will never sneer and play with feelings of Other people, and I have decided, that all this not for me. I don't want to feel in one more time. I cannot trust Russian men any more. I do not want to risk and break the life more. I want to be simply happy and to live as the normal person. Therefore I have asked the help for the girlfriend to find the person, for the acquaintances, close to me on spirit. I want to be happy with the person and to live with him all life. I expect from the person of understanding, I think, that this most important, but also, certainly, the big love and care of me and our future family. I shall try to make the person happy. But without his help, without his love and understanding it to make difficultly. I once again want to test such feeling as love. I very much hope for it. Therefore I write to you, mine .

I think, that you understand my words. I want to know your opinion about it. I hope, that with each letter between us there is something more, than friendship. We start to trust each other more, we become more frank, do you agree with me ? At the same time we together search for the partner. I want to continue relations with you , and I want you trusted me. And on last, I have some questions to you:
1) tell to me about the favourite dish.
2) What genre of films is pleasant to you more?
3) music which weakens you?
I wish you good day!!! I will look forward to answers in your following letter!!!
Your friend Olga.

Letter 5

Hi dear Ted!

How are you? How is your mood? I think, that everything is good. I want that it was so. It is very pleasant to me to read your letters. I want to say to you, that my heart began to beat more often, when I think that you write in the letters. Your letters help me to feel your presence near to me. What a pity that we are far apart. I often thought of, why to you have given such name? Probably it designates something? Me have named in honour of my great-grandmother. Can be you too have named in honour of one of your ancestors?

Excuse, that I so long did not write to you. I had small problems with work. At me was so a lot of work, that I was not in time also to me it was necessary all the day long is on work. But now all is good also I hope that such delays any more will not be :-). I was glad to read all your letters. I hope that this small break does not become the reason of what we shall cease to communicate?

I'm in search of real love and romantic relations. Happiness for me is when between two close people practically there are no disagreements. I dream about family loved man near to me, feeling of care and constant support difficult minutes, about what to aspire each man in life to. I'm 28 years. Ted, I did not speak you earlier, I was happy in the past with one man, but he has broken my heart and, after that I began less to trust to the men. I should trust to the man, with which I am going to connect the life. To trust to his each word and gesture. In the world there is a lot of meanness and deceit and involuntarily collides with it each man. I do not speak that you should not trust to each man, it would be necessary only to know the man what completely to trust him. We are familiar with you not long, but I can say, that you very fair and open and it attracts me and causes trust. My mum learned me always to be open. Because if you are open to the people, they begin to trust you. I have said to the mum, that our relations develop successfully, she was very glad to hear it. She dreams that I sometime will create family and I will be happy.

We far apart. But it is not a barrier to development of our relations. I would like to see you not only in photos... Distance between us very large. Ted, what you think of it? I like you, and I are sure, what it is just beginning. I don't know as it to explain by one word. I simply feel it. Your letters lift to me mood. Because of it it becomes joyful on soul. I want to ask, that you have written to me your address, probably, I shall write to you the letter. I shall wait your letters, and I hope, that you will write to me soon. I think, that sometime we with you shall meet.

Now I would like to talk about you! I want to know, what makes you happy?
And I will aspire to make you happy. Give me chance again to believe in beautiful and quivering feelings. I wait for your letter! I will think of you, Ted. With love your friend Olga!!!

Letter 6

Hi my dear Ted!
I am very glad to receive from you the letter again. How you have spend your day? I feel, how with each letter you become Closer to me. I am tired to live one, without the man, which I can fall in love, and you seems to me by that man, which of Approaches for me. What you think in this occasion? You see, what we became much closer, than ever before? You mean for me much to since we with you have met. I only understand - that you for me became very much By the close man. I never saw such beautiful soul as at you, dear Ted. I open the soul for you. I thought of you last night. I think, that you are fair to me. Now I completely trust you, And you for me as the native man. I speak you all this yours faithfully, I am not going to deceive and to play with yours By feelings, and I hope, that you also will be fair under the relation to me.

Today I had interesting morning. I went on market where sell animals and has bought pair wavy parrot for Our advertising agency. It is necessary for us for removal of an advertising roller. One of these days to us there came the distributor of a forage For birds also has concluded with us the contract on creation of advertising of this forage. Now these parrots are near to me in Office also entertain me. Not advertising of a forage for fish is a pity, what is it.:-) I like to look on fish. And what animals do you like? It will be interesting that with parrots after creation of advertising...

I like to read the letters from you, Ted. My heart, is always pleased, when I see the letter from you in my letter box. I become dependent from your letters. I do not want, that would hurry up with feelings. Probably, you did not expect it me? But recently something has changed my life, and I believe, what is it - you, mine Ted. I think of you very much often. It is a pity, That we have not met earlier. I know, that can be, I - hopeless romanse person, but I believe, that our meeting through The Internet - best, that has taken place with us. I wish to you successful day! Olga

Letter 7

Dear Ted! i think that you are very interesting person. I'm gald that we are friends. I'm a little afraid to dream but i want you to know that all of it is really serious. I was miss 3 busses today morning once again, they wasn't stop becouse there was too much people and i was late on my work. It's not good but i was telling to my boss that my neighbours was flooded me in a morning. My day was spoiled. what's why i was decide to going on park nearest from my ofice on my time break. I like to spend time there. There so calm and quiet. I like to sitting on a branch time after time and don't think. Is it happening with you sometime? But of cause all this time i was think of you. You are always in my mind Ted"!I think, that you, Probably, that man with which I could live by other life. from your letters I understand, that you it is ideal to me for creation of family. I I think, that we approach to each other. I would be happy to meet with By you and to know you is more best. « My friends told, that I - became absolutely another, that I became more Thoughtful and happy, it is possible they are right ". What you feel under the relation to me? I can not hide any more All tenderness and mad attraction to you. You know, I recently asked the God that he has helped me with love. It can sound silly, but I never tested this feeling, which I have to you. Any history and any The film never will pass it. After our dialogue I long can not fall asleep on night. I think of us. I Never met more sincere and sensual man than you, Ted. I want to be with you, I want To touch your body, to feel tenderness of your lips and your breath. I think Your kisses would reduce me from mind. I have strange feeling, I do not understand, why me pulls to you. Probably, it because I already during long time did not test love. I ask the God, that you not Has left me...

I want to inform you the very important thing, dear Ted. I hope that You correctly will react to it. Earlier I was many times deceived by the men from Russia and therefore I Very seriously I consider a choice the man. Earlier I corresponded with two men from Germany. But now I Has made a choice and has written to them, that I have found the one who was searched - this man is you, I hope, that you Will estimate it? I have written to them, that I do not want more to correspond with them, as I any more am not interested By them. I very wait for your mutual letter and I want to know your reaction to my letter.

For ever yours Olga.

Letter 8

I so am glad, that this holiday has come:) you even do not imagine...

In the street it is a lot of people, everyone smile:) And children so have fun, they play a snow, blow up different crackers, and light beautiful fires in the evening, it so is healthy:) I shall separately celebrate This holiday from the family. Simply I would like to relax a little without attention of relatives. I so have decided, well and besides me very much asked:)) Among these people there will be also my best girlfriend:) us there will be six person: four girls and two guys. Among all six person will be two pairs:) I and my girlfriend there will be without guys, we and so we shall well spend:)

It is the biggest holiday in one year and I want to congratulate you this day! In a new year's eve many desires come true and I want to wish you, that at you all desires would come true!:) I wish you to correct new year happily and cheerfully:) I Want, that your first day in 2007 would begin from good news and with good mood! As let this year all your desires will come true, let this year with you success will always walk! I hope, what in one of your desires there will be I?:)))

Lovely, please, give me number of phone, it of that after new year I would read your letter and at once could call you if you want it:)
Well all right, I wish you this day all best!:)

Letter 9

Hello dear Ted! I was glad to receive your letter! How are you? How you have noted New Year's holidays? I Hope that all was remarkable?

I have very well noted New Year. In the beginning we sat at the TV and waited speech of the president. After his speech we have opened a champagne and thus have met New Year. Then we have gone on the area. There was to many people! All had fun, blew up crackers, went for a drive from hills. There there was very high and beautiful fur-tree. On the area we walked almost till the morning. And have then gone home.

And yesterday in Russia there was a Christmas. I do not know why this holiday in the different countries celebrate at various times? Christmas at us in Russia celebrate not with such strong scope as New year, but nevertheless many people this day have gone to church. The service went very long, I thought that I can not so long to stand, but in church was so pleasantly there is also I is even not tired.

Here so I have noted New Year's holidays :-) I wait that you too will tell, how you met them :-).

I shall wait for your answer. With love, your Olga.

p.s.: Excuse for my English, I hurried up and has taken advantage of the translator.

Letter 10

Hi Love Ted, Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you, Ted. You make my life complete. I know you've said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said. I love you and for you, my dear Ted. I would do anything, I love you so much. Today I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a great person, outstanding father and loving husband. I LOVE YOU, Ted!!

Letter 11

Hello my love Ted!

I am very happy, to accept your letter today, it of full sincere heat and sympathy to me. I think, that for that time that we with you are copied we very much were pulled together and between us the feeling has appeared, I think, that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you Ted, you have occupied a place in my heart. At work I became slightly inattentive also my girlfriends speak, that I am in love. I was never so is happy. I absolutely have changed; my girlfriends and familiar speak about it. It is all because of you, dear Ted. I as though fly in heavens. I yesterday thought of our relations and concerning our feelings. I already so have become attached to you, that I miss each day without your letters. I always, think of you. I nothing can to make with myself. I think that I am in love. I talked about it to the mum, and she speaks, that it is good, she thinks, that I shall be happy. I have told to the mum, that you the best man and that I completely trust you. She speaks me, that I should not be mistaken. She speaks, that we owe even closer study each other. She to love me. And she is simple my native mother. I think that you understand me, my Ted. She wishes to us happiness and large love. I think, that we should meet, we should see each other, look in eyes, because through the Internet the emotions and difficultly are lost to understand each other. We became frank with you, and I think, that you want to learn about my sexual experience. In Russia all men dream only to drag you in bed, but I do not want it, I to not want to be given back to the first passer, that he has taken pleasure. Love it something more than she gives to the man to learn happiness in this life, and the men represent her only as sex, I think, that it is not correct also I hope, that you with me agree, Ted. I want to be with the sole man, with which I shall feel favorite. I of the ladies itself to him completely both body and soul. We together learn all depths of pleasure. Our passion will be poured out for limits of love, and we shall enjoy the friend the friend all life up to last moment of our existence.

Tomorrow I want to take day off at work to go in Embassy of. the embassy is in Moscow city. Also I want all in detail to find out, that it will be necessary to me to make, that I could arrive to you. And tomorrow I shall write to you to you about my campaign in embassy. I feel, what our hearts are beaten in one rhythm, and you feel it? I wait for your letter, whether it is important to me to know you share my ideas. Forever yours Olga.

Letter 12

Hello my love, Ted! I have received your letter; it is full of emotions of heat and sympathy to me. I begin to understand, that my life is not meaningful without you because I love you. I think, that during that time that we with you write, each other we have very much gone through together and between us the feeling has appeared. I think, that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you Ted. I spoke with my parents about that that, probably, I shall leave, They only was glad for me, They thinks, that it and is my happiness. Today I all day thought only of you, how we shall meet you. I to represent it to myself as you meet me at the airport as we search, each other eyes, we find and we rush in embraces each other.

I went to embassy. And at once has decided to write to you, my Ted that there have told me. They have advised will address to me in a travel company which is engaged in trips abroad. This firm is respected at them and representatives of firm some years already receive documents in embassy. Unfortunately, I can not arrive to you some time because for application for registration of the visa and registration of some documents, such as the passport for travel abroad, the medical information and other documents. I shall arrive to you under the tourist visa which will operate during 90 days. I can not receive the visa of the bride how with you it is necessary for us all over again though time will meet. And then, when I to arrive to you we shall make out together the visa of the bride.

Today fine day, but me it is sad, because we with you so far apart. I to dream, how you meet me at the airport with a bouquet of colors. I not minutes to not think of you, Ted. You always in my ideas. For that term, that we with you to communicate through the Internet, I am very strong to grow fond of you and my love can not live without you. Between us huge ocean, but in the ideas I with you. I to love you and for ever in your ideas, dear Ted. I wait your letter it important for me. Forever yours Olga.

Letter 13

Hello my love Ted.

I waited for the moment when I again shall receive from you the letter and this happy moment has come, and I can learn, that you think of my previous letter. Your letters fill my life by sense. I to start to understand, that my life, it does not mean without you because I love you, Ted.

I have told about us with you to the girlfriends, they are very glad, that I have found the happiness, and that I shall leave to you, my Ted. Certainly, they will miss on me, as well as my parents. It seems to me, that we already on are close with each other, we as if the husband and the wife only, unfortunately, divided in huge distance so much. But, not looking on we should continue to love it each other and to trust each other, you with me agree?

my day was very intense and is very tired. I reached in Office of agency also signed with them the contract. According to The contract, the agency will prepare me for all documents for Travel to buy for me the ticket and to result me in the plane. From my city there are no planes to you and consequently all over again it will be necessary for me To reach to Moscow, and therefrom already to you. It is required to my agent Today I paid in him the first Part of money, for the visa and other documents to travel. It was in Some times it is more, than I thought. I planned, that the all travel a will be To cost for me about 800 $, but because of difficulties for her reception-It was for me 1700$. My parents have told to me, that there is an opportunity to take a credit in bank. And I will take this chance to pay other part. So I will not have problems with payment.

I that can not do with myself, it is love, she sings in me as a bird in the spring sky, I think, that it is destiny it can be dangerous, but I am madly in love with you. Your letters are filled with such heat and care, and at me tears of pleasure sometimes run. I think "My God, thank, that you have helped me to find my unique person, and I hope, that we shall incorporate to it and we shall be happy". I dream of our meeting and how we shall walk with you to keep for hands as we shall look after one after another and as we shall do love. Unfortunately, we can not meet you yet, Ted. Because I can not while find money to the visa.

I LOVE YOU my Ted, I WANT YOU, YOU FOR EVER IN MY HEART, IN MY IDEAS. I dream, how you will carry me on hands to embrace me, to kiss and caress my gentle body. It is a pity, that it only dreams and whether is fated to them to come true the God knows only. I hope soon to see your letter. Yours forever Olga!!!

Letter 14

Hello my love, Ted!

I waited for that moment when I shall accept again from you the letter and this happy moment have come, and I want to learn, that you think of my last letter. I try to find out as much as possible how to arrive to you and to meet you, my Ted. I do not have not enough patience to wait for this light moment in our life, I want to meet you more soon to jump to you on a neck, to kiss on the mouth you in, to look to you in eyes and to tell you I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

Today we with Masha went to bank, there have met with her familiar. He informed, that I should write the application on reception of money and then bank will consider my request and will solve, allow to me of money whether or not. But he has told, that it will not cause what problems and that he will help with it. To know what sum to take in bank I has taken an interest in agency how many tickets will cost. They have told, that the prices for tickets very much frequently vary, and probably tickets will cost from 900 up to 1600 dollars. I have filled in the application on 38000 roubles. It approximately 1420 dollars. Now I need to wait some days and then to go in bank.

When you are far, I feel lonely, you are necessary for me. Ideas about our fast meeting heat to me soul, they support me when at me bad mood, and make me happy. My girlfriends too have noticed that I began to look happier and cheerful, they speak, that too would like to leave, but they already have boys whom they love. I am happy, that I have you, sweet Ted. My love boils as a volcano woken by god Eros; it tries to escape outside, but does not find an exit in absence of you. I wait for our meeting, as the young schoolgirl of the first appointment in life. I think that I am similar on Juliet which waits for a meeting with beloved. But I hope that at us with you all will be at all so is sad as at them. I Hope soon to see you, Ted.

Your love Olga...

Letter 15

Hello my sweetheart Ted

How are you doing? How your habitual current of a life? Something was not broke? :-) Thanks for your frank words. I always loved honesty and an openness in people. This the most important in a life. But for this reason I had many to a pain to suffer. Many people enjoy my trust and an openness. I also wished to live on another, but I can not. But I trust, that that day when you can save me from all burdens and problems of this world will come! We in Russia have a proverb: with favourite everywhere paradise! Love! This such fine feeling. It towers above all problems. When you love at you wings grow and you rise on heavens!!! You feel it, Ted? I represent as we, two angels we sit on a cloud and peacefully we talk. :-)

Today very heavy day for me. I tried to be in time much so much... Dear Ted, you do not represent how many all it would be necessary to make what to arrive to you... I today did photos for documents, passed full medical examination (it for me was the most awful: it is so much time and nerves it was necessary to leave in hospital). Still I today would fill the questionnaire for that what to receive the visa. It so is difficult. Thanks my tourist agent it has very much helped me with it. So such interesting and not clear questions come across. Many questions about terrorism. There even there is a question: " Whether you sometime accepted participation in acts of terrorism ". It seems to me ridiculous. I do not think that someone answers this question "Yes". And actually all this even is sad... These are senseless victims. So much the killed people, which in what are not guilty. At us in Russia it is especially felt. At us any year does not pass without explosions, captures of hostages... All this so is tragic. But we shall not be about sad. Today or tomorrow questionnaires will just carry all to Moscow! It the destiny helps us. Otherwise I should wait the whole week if I have decided to fill the questionnaire tomorrow. All this so is magnificent! But on consideration of the questionnaire some time will leave too. For this time I need to have time to make the insurance certificate, to issue the passport for travel abroad. It will be necessary to talk to my director for holiday later. That it at once has given it to me, when becomes it is known that all documents are ready. Also money are necessary... But besides we shall not be about sad. All is simply remarkable. These are one of the finest moments of my life!

To wait... As I do not like to wait. Ted, you like to wait. Be able to wait more precisely? I very much do not like to sit and wait for that that. As it is a pity that much now depends not on us, my Ted. It is necessary to wait only...

My Dear Ted, I very much would wish to lear more about your city. You could not send me more photos of your city. Where it will be possible to take a walk with you, for example, the cosy cafe in which can be sat with you. And you prepare me for any surprise? I adore surprises. But all right, I shall not be imposed. :-) Tell more about your house? It too is very interesting to me, can even send your photos. What neighbours at you? What at you with them mutual relations? Where you in city like to happen? Why there? That I today so much many questions have set that... :-)

Excuse, that at once has not answered your questions, earlier I have counted them little bit intimate. But now, when we know each other better, I shall answer them :-). Yes, I carry a pyjamas when I go to bed. But sometimes I sleep without clothes :-). It happens in the summer, when in the street very warmly. My size 46-48. These are the Russian sizes, I do not know to what sizes it meets in the USA. Nizhniy Novgorod is approximately in 350 km from Moscow on the east.

I thank God every night since I found you, my Ted. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete. I know you've said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I would not mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just do not know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said. I love you and for you Ted.
Your forever Olga

Letter 16

Hello, dear Ted

How are you? How your family, the friends, simply close people? I'm fine, my friends send the regards to you and wish a sound health. Mum as transfers you huge greetings. Our affairs move ahead further. Official registration of papers already began. I hope for your support, on your gentle words and severe words of criticism in my address. Now all will help me.:-) I wait for your remarkable photos. How your close friends, relatives concern to our meeting? WHAT do they speak in this occasion? Very interestingly! You have already thought up those places which we shall visit during ours in common residing?:-))) your support is now necessary for me as - never before.

I was recive your photo. I was always knew that I like that type of man. I was very glad to recive your photos.

I went to agency and to me informed cost of tickets. The ticket for me will cost 1450 dollars. It in one party and back. As soon as I to pay this money they to me at once will tell all data of my plane (time of departure, number of flight, etc). I should pay this money in agency. Masha has told to me, that in bank to me can give such money and I at once to give their agency. I promised, that I shall make it the nearest days. Already tomorrow I shall go to bank, to take money, and then at once in agency, to give this money :-)

I today saw such fine dream! He was about us, my Ted. I before dream thought of you, probably, therefore he has dreamed me. We were by the ship. Anybody any more was not, we and a command of the ship. We did all that wanted. In the beginning to me has dreamed, that we at restaurant by this steamship. Evening was and everywhere there were candles. I was in the fine red dress, naking shoulders. And you Ted, were in a black elegant tuxedo, and on a background of a blue shirt the striped grey tie was very much combined. Quiet foreign music played (I do not remember what, I can her at all knew:-)). We sat at a little table and you constantly spoke me compliments. I tried to translate conversation to something another. But suddenly you interrupted me: " it is silent, do not move ". I became transfixed and thought: " That occurs? ". And here you spoke something similar on: " Olga, your hair now so have lain on a forehead, that you are similar to the goddess ". But then I nevertheless could interrupt you, I have called to dance. We danced a waltz, and around all have stood. Waiters have stopped, cooks have left kitchen, even the orchestra has ceased to play... And all of us danced and danced. Suddenly Ted, you to me have come on a leg.:-) we have burst out laughing and there has come second of painful silence. At this time we stood and looked against each other... And in other second you wanted me to kiss, but suddenly all has disappeared. We appeared in pool. We floated, splashed with water, laughed and were simply pleased to each lived minute as children. There the inflatable mattress still was, and we is constant for him struggled and selected him each other.:-) Then I have decided to lie to sunbathe and have asked you to smear to me a body with oil from solar burns. It was so pleasantly... Your man's, it would seem not intended for tenderness, some silk were more gentle. You firm, confident and at the same time gentle movements rubred oil in my body: a neck, shoulders, a back, hips... I any more in forces to constrain excitation captured me. I am overturned on a back. You want to smear with oil my stomach, but I stick into you a passionate kiss. You kiss mine a neck, ears... And here I have woken up. My cat licked to me an ear. :-) He always licks my person in the morning if I yet did not begin, and on his "clock" already for a long time should. It has already got used, that I rise at 5:30 and always him I feed. Also will be at 5:30. But this time he was mistaken. The alarm clock has rung out one minute later. I even minutes 5 laid, was so it is a pity, that dream has broken...

p.s.: My full name Olga Kudryavtseva.