Letter(s) from Ella Kolesnikova to Steve (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Friend !!!!!! I am glad that I can to learn you better. I badly understand in the Internet but I hope that have correctly attached a photo and you receive it. I hope that you will respond sincerely on my questions. I as shall respond on yours. I like various music, to me to like to listen to classical music, rock-n-roll, POP, and much all another. I like Italian food, Pizza , and also I love steak and baked potatoes. I like many different kinds of food, but I would say those are my favorites. I like to work out. Yes, I very much love to look movies. I like various films. I love to look films about love, comedies, fantasy. I love films Titanik, star wars, green mile. Matrix. I not so love hits, where show stages of violence. From transfers I love to look the programs about an animal, nature, comic transfers. The Russian TV has not so many channels. In Russia very seldom show the American shows Friend , you very interesting to me and I want to learn much about you. I do not want to hasten with our acquaintance. I search for serious relations, instead of game. I hope that you will not play with me. I love sincerity and the truth. Only sincerity and love can create the present mutual understanding and make the man and the woman happy. I so think. And you, Friend ? My name is Ella. To me of 27 years and I am lonely. I was never married. I shall tell about myself more. I live in the Kirov area. In city Sanchursk. The population of our city 10000 person. I work in local hospital as the therapist. I studied English in college. I well talk but at me a problem with grammar. But I hope that you understand me. I live together with the mother in one house. I have the grandmother who lives in a village. I make morning exercises, I like to run in the morning. At me have all, but I not have love. I feel myself alone. There is no man with who I can be happy. And I have decided to meet the love in Internet. You have liked me very much and I believe in that that at us the big future. When I shall be sure in it I think that we shall meet. Friend , I would want that you have answered my questions. What you search in the woman? What characteristics and what requirements at you to women? I like to you? I shall wait for your letter. I hope that you will answer soon and I shall receive your answers. I wait ...... Your new girlfriend Ella

Letter 2

Hello , it is strange but I have not received your letter today. I hoped that I shall receive it but you have not written to me. Why? I have offended you than that? Or I do not like to you? You do not want to communicate with me?
I wait for your answer and I hope that you will answer me soon.
Yours Ella

Letter 3

Good evening ,or morning?, Steve !!!!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter. You know a difference in time between us? I think that it big. I am glad that I am interesting to you and that you respond on my letter. I am glad that we can to learn one another better. At me it is a lot of questions to you but I shall not ask all at once because you can not have enough time to answer them. I with pleasure shall answer all your questions and if you that that interests that ask. Steve , I shall tell more about myself. My growth of 170 centimeters or 5'7''. Weight of 54 kgs (120 lbs). Volume of a body 91-63-92. It in centimeters. I do not know as to tell in your units of measure. I want I shall meet the person with which is happy all stayed life. It is very difficult to go on this life to one. Correctly, Steve ? Better when you go with whom that and you feel his love, passion, kisses. Support. You agree with me, Steve ? I like to make massage, I like cooking, is simple adore to make various dishes. To this I was learned by my grandmother. Her name is Evgeniya. To her 74 years but she very vigorous. I like to make photos. Basically my girlfriend helps me to make them. I travelled only once to city of Sochi. You know where it? It on Black sea. The south of Russia. There it was very good. I love water. Lakes, the rivers. I adore when the cool wind caress legs, the body and blows in me. You like to float? You fished? I tried once but at me have failed anything to catch. Steve , I want to learn still as I hope that you will answer and these questions sincerely and is serious. I like to joke and I have sense of humor. But I think that sometimes is necessary to make seriously. What for you the main thing in life? Work? Love? The beloved? Entertainments? Rest? Rest with the beloved? I shall be happy when I shall be together with the beloved and when I can make his happy. And you? I wait for your answer. I send you photos which has been made by my girlfriend in this summer in village on a field with sunflowers. Very much I wait......... Ella

Letter 4

Hi dear Steve!
How are you? How there is your day? You available to Christmas? Please write to me the letter because I very much wait it. Your Ella.

Letter 5

Hello Steve!
I know, that at you today Christmas Eve, and you probably are very occupied. Please write to me when you are exempted. I very much wait your letter. Your Ella

Letter 6

Hello Steve!!!! Your letters bring to me a smile and pleasure. Thank that write to me. I am very glad to receive your letter today. Your letters warm me, in my heart that that sings also to me it is pleasant. To you of nothing occurs? I hoped to receive your answers to my questions. I hope that you will answer them soon. If you not will to answer them I can not learn you and our acquaintance can will be finished. I send you today a new photo and I hope that it is pleasant to you. I did not inform you the family and I want to make it today. I have only mum. I do not remember the father, mum does not speak where he and when I ask her she to long and consequently I do not make it. I would not want that to her was bad. Mum works for me at a factory, to her is fast on pension to her 52 years. I as have grandmother. Her 73. She lives in a village which near my city. With mum we live in one apartment. At us two rooms, one for mum and one for me. I love mum and the grandmother. They very much worry for me. All of them ask time when I shall find the love that they could to not worry for me. My last relations were the last year, I have got acquainted with the guy but he wanted only sex. Both it is more than anything and I have told that to us is not necessary to be together. I very much want to be with the favorite person and consequently have decided to get acquainted with you. Steve you have very much liked me also I is glad that our acquaintance proceeds. It is not important for me finance, I search for the person is more senior than myself because I think that they more skilled and clever. They know as to address with women and consequently I has written to you. Steve I think that the main thing for the woman is fidelity and and love. How you think? I want to be only with one man and to be true only to him. I do not want quarrels and conflicts. As I most of all do not love lie. It on mine the most bad that is on light. I wait your for the letter, Yours Ella

Letter 7

Hello My Dear Steve !!!!! Steve I am glad to see your letter. When I have seen its that I smile. I any more image the day without your letter. I quite accept a life in Russia. I think, that disintegration of the Soviet union certainly have negatively played the role. Now the life would be much better. I was not frightened nuclear war from the USA. I think that for me not will hard to leave from the country. Mum and all my girlfriends know about that to me poorly one. Without the favourite person this life is not necessary for me but with loved(liked,favourite) I shall be happy and consequently all my girlfriends and mum with the grandmother will not be against if I shall leave. They speak that even if I shall leave that they will miss but will be glad if I shall be happy. Yes, I certainly trust in the god. I am the Christian. Yes, we have 4 seasons of year. In the winter of night become longer, and days are shorter.Excuse me, that I to not write to you earlier concerning children. I very much to like children and I normally to fall into to that that you already to have children. I to think, that I can them grow fond as, but I would like to have children. I have not children, but in the future I shall be glad to have children. I would like that kids ran on the house and pleased parents. And when children will grow they will please parents with the successes and to help the parents. I want to have two children of the boy and the girl. It seems to me that it is the biggest pleasure in life. I want to speak with you about yours friend and about that as you have together a rest. What you make together? Where go together? You have customs or secrets from the others? You can send me a photo of you and your friend? At me it is a lot of girlfriends. But the best only one. Her name is Yulya. We with her together still with child. Together went to school and studied. But then she began teacher, and I the doctor. But we frequently we meet go together at cinema, on dances or in theatre. You would go with us Steve ? Steve I would would like that we with you together have looked what or film. Or danced together. You would like it? Steve my girlfriend asks about you, I tell that that I know. How you think, what she speaks? She speaks that is very glad that I have got acquainted with you. She say that I even has a little changed. As you think, Steve . What in me has changed? Yulya speaks that I frequently began to smile, is happier and at me almost always good mood. Steve , your friends know about me? What they speak? I send you a photo which my girlfriends have made the last year. Here we with Yulya. I already miss your letter.. I want to receive your new photo and I hope that you will write to me very soon. I already want to receive other your letter!!!! I hope that you will inform me about the friends. At us in Russia speak. Tell who your friend, I shall tell who you. Such proverb. Therefore I want to learn about your friends. I wait for you Steve !!!! Ella

Letter 8

Hello Steve !!!
I very much hope to receive your letters. I very much miss when you do not write to me. Really you absolutely do not have time? Or you do not want to communicate with me?
I hope that you write to me the letter.
I shall wait,
Yours Ella

Letter 9

Hello Dear Steve !!!!!! I am glad to receive your letter, I want more and more and to learn you Steve more. You very much interest me. I am very surprised, that you write to me in Russian. I am glad that we can to learn one another and the more I know about you the more you like me. I would like to learn about that. That you like. How you like to have a rest? What films to look? You like to dance? To go to theatre? To what music you like to listen? Than you like to be engaged? What you make when I sleep? When I write you the letter? I like to look comedies and films about love. I like to dance. Steve you would like to dance with me? I would would like that we with you could dance together. I like to dance under classical music. Usually I listen to radio because there a lot of different music and I like to listen to different music and different executors of songs. What you like to eat? I ADORE PIZZA AND STRAWBERRY ICE-CREAM!!!!! Are you Steve ? I like to eat sausage, dishes both fresh meat and vegetables with fruit. You love salads? I like and I am able cooking various salads. My mum with the grandmother and girlfriends speak that is very glad that I have met you Steve . They send the regards to you. To me to send the regards to them from you? Steve , I think that they will be glad to receive them. I wait for your letter and tomorrow what more to learn about you. I wait.......... Yours Ella

Letter 10

Hello My Dear Man Steve !!!!!!!! Steve Your letters as beams of the sun warm my heart. I am glad when I receive them. I want to learn from you about your work. Steve you love the work? You with pleasure go on it? At you it is a lot of colleagues? At you good relations on work? I think what yes. You so good the man and I are sure that you do not have enemies which want to you angrily. Steve I work as the doctor and I very much like that that I can help to be to people healthy. They can feel like better to be pleased lifes and it very much pleases me. When I see happy the man or the woman that I am glad as. And you? Even when to me I that was bad also see whose smile that at me is cheered up. On work at me it is a lot of colleagues. All of them good doctors and I do not know such which to not like their work. They with pride come for work and help people. Steve I work in the basic six days per one week. But sometimes it is necessary to look for which patients bring in our hospital at night and it is necessary work at night. But we to works all by turns. I frequently go in Sunday to the grandmother. I like to go to her. She very good at me and I help it if she asks that or to make. But basically we talk to her much. Steve I hope that you will be always sincerely with me, I sincerely and I shall tell to you all that you will ask. I of nothing hide from you. I hope that you too will tell all to me. I would not want that we had secrets one from another. I shall come to you, but I should be completely sure in you. Mum and my girlfriend Yulya transfer you the congratulations. I send you a kiss, not many, but one and very gentle. I hope that you receive it when will open my letter. Write to me faster! Yours Ella

Letter 11

Hi dear Steve!!!
Unfortunately my letter will be very short because the Internet-cafe is already closed. It opens only on January, 3rd. I shall miss very much. I in advance wish you happy new year. Take care. Yours Ella.

Letter 12

Hello My Dear Steve !!!!!!!! I am glad to your letter. I good mood because you have written me to me. How has passed your day? How is the weather? How mood? I today feel well. I dreamt in which we have met you a park. I went with the girlfriend and you went towards to us. We eyes have met also we you see one on another. I looked at you you on me. When we with you were close you has stopped. You have asked me, about that that such beautiful girls and one walk in park. I have told that if you want that we could walk on park together. We sat on a bench, talked much and when there was already late you carried out me home. You have asked that I make tomorrow. I have told that I do not know. You have told that will come also I have told that I shall wait. You have approached closer and we have kissed. It was fine a kiss and here I have woken up that my alarm clock has woken me. It is necessary for get up. Steve All day was good, I felt like well and all turned out. Steve I do not know as you it have made but you always in my ideas. I think of you and about that as you. What you made today? At me was very unusual day since morning. After this dream has dreamed. You see dreams about us? What we make with you together? Steve I hope that I shall receive your letter tomorrow. I with impatience wait for your letter. My mum and my girlfriends transfer you the greetings.
They are glad that I have got acquainted with you. Yours Ella

Letter 13

Hello Steve !!!!
How you? I hope that soon I shall receive your letter and to me it becomes better and melancholy will leave from me. Why you have not written? I very much miss and I wait for your letter.
Yours Ella

Letter 14

Steve forgive for the short letter, me have urgently need go to work and I can not write to you now. I ask you do not worry, all is normal.
I shall explain all tomorrow, Yours Ella

Letter 15

Hello My Dear Steve !!!!!!! Yes, I can make so that your neck did not hurt any more or hurted very seldom. Steve , I hope that you are not offended on that that I could not answer you. I could write only the short letter because I needed to run for work. My fellow worker was ill also to her urgently it was necessary to go in city on inspection and I should be on duty in hospital. I have run on is several minutes home what to take a meal and at once in the Internet of cafe what to warn you, Steve , that I can not answer your letter, that you would not worry. I hope that you will forgive me. Steve you are not offended on me? I hope that you will forgive me? Steve How you feel? I want will ask you, you would like to try dishes which I be able to prepare? I am able much and I think that will not suffice you one day what to try all. You tried salad which beet, a potato and mayonnaise is made from a herring? It refers to " Under the fur Coat ". This Russian name. You tried pel'menis? A Borsch? A Russian cabbage soup? Pancakes? What you ate from Russian kitchen? I can make everything, I was learned by the grandmother and I can prepare for any Russian dish. Steve You very much like me and I want to learn you better and more. To me seem that between us there is a string which unites which makes us with you with you closer and helps to feel one another. I wait and very miss without you!!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Ella

Letter 16

Hello Dear Man Steve!!!!!!! Steve I am glad to your acquaintance. We already know many one about the friend and I think that between me and you should not be secrets. Correctly Steve? At you to have secrets from me? I of nothing hide from you and I always sincerely with you. I shall answer all your questions. I think that we should know all one about the friend if we shall live together. After I have learned you better and I receive your letters. I feel happy. Steve that you feel? You feel as your heart knocks when you receive my letter? Steve, you for me the sun, and your letters beams which warm me each day when I receive them. Many my girlfriends and mum with the grandmother ask me. In what a secret of that that I began happier. Began to smile more. They know why because I am familiar with you. Because I receive your letters. Mum with the grandmother are glad that I communicate with you. They speak that you make me happy and I notice it as. Steve you know that was yesterday? Mum has gone to a room where I slept and see as I sleep. She speaks that first time sees me such happy when I sleep. I was happy because I dreamt about us with you. Steve You became very much the close person for me and I want to learn you more. I am not sure in you, but my heart prompts that you that which man I searched all for the life. I wait your letters each day. They became irreplaceable for me. I want to see your photos, I want to see your smile. I present myself on a photo together with you. You would would like that it was so? When I do not receive your letter to me sadly, I worry about that where you, that with you. I wait, I wait with impatience your letter. Write me Steve! I hope that when I shall come tomorrow that it will warm me and my heart. Yours Ella

Letter 17

Hello My Lovely Steve!!!!! Steve I am glad to your letter, it has again warmed my heart. That has not forgotten thank about me. Steve I want to learn you about the last relations. It is very serious question and it hurts when recollect also I try to forget about all but it is impossible. Steve and at you? How you had private life? You the romantic person? I think that I the romantic person. I want tenderness, love and caress, passion, love. I have not found the man in the country which could give me it. But I have met you and I feel that you can give me it. For love, for tenderness, passion and caress I shall make all. For loved the man I am ready on all. But some with whom I was familiar did not understand it. They wanted simply sex. From for it we have left. I want to wake up in the morning with the beloved to kiss it, to make for it favourite dishes, to help in everything, I would want that he smiled. I want to meet after work, I would want that with me he has overlooked about all bad and remembered only about good. I think that I can make it. Steve you would be mine the man? You would agree to be it? You very much like me. I think of that as though we spent time together. Romantic supper can at candles? Or trip on picnic on a nature? Or rough and passionate weekend at home? how you think Steve? I want to ask you Steve. You communicate with other girls now? You good the man and I think that at us probably big future. But it is interesting to me that you feel? You can communicate with other girls? Tell fairly, I shall understand. Tell to me about the dreams, well? Your tender Ella

Letter 18

Hello My Lovely Man Steve !!!!!!!!! Steve , I am glad to receive your letter. I adore to read your letters. You so beautifully write also your letters get directly in my heart. I am glad to your letter. I am very glad that you can to give me love, tenderness and passion. Thanks that you have told to me the truth. I was not upset, simply I wished to learn about it. Steve , I want to talk to you about the last relations. You had many women? Why you were separated? In what there was a reason of it? If not you want also it touches you strongly that you can not speak. I shall tell about myself. Steve I want to tell to you about guys which at me were. I do not want to recollect it, but I shall recollect. I was familiar with several guys. Who that from them is a lot of drink alcohol also could not be in earnest to me. Some simply left to other girls which were more accessible. I have fallen in love first time when went to school. We went together to cinema, on dances, but then this guy has left with parents and for other city and I did not see him more. At all I do not know that with him now. I love sincerity and I do not like when to me lie. When I studied in college that I was familiar with the guy. I thought even that we shall get married but then he married other girl at which rich daddy was. And I have understood that strongly was mistaken in him. But I want be with the man which me will like, which will be sincerely with me and which will understand me. Steve , you very much like me and consequently I have decided to get acquainted with you. After that I have got acquainted with you I feel happy. And you? You very much like me Steve , I want to learn more you, it would be desirable to walk together with you to be in your embraces, to kiss. What you feel? I wait for your letter Yours Ella

Letter 19

Hello My Lovely man And My Sun Steve !!!!!! Steve I am very glad to receive your letter today. I am glad that you understand me. Yes, I have very occupied days when I very much get tired. Yes, I wish to know why you separated. Steve , I very much miss, I very much want to feel you with myself. Yesterday mum has asked me to make to her massage. She has told that the back and when I made to her massage that I make it her I thought of you. I am able to make massage. Me learned this in college. It is interesting to me, you would would like that I have made to you massage before dream? Steve , you love massage? It would be pleasant to you when my hands have touched your body and have started to knead each slice of your skin to caress a cream and force blood to move faster, and everywhere? What you could relax, what you could feel as each cell of your skin breathes, enjoys a touch? I would like to feel as you make to me massage. I am sure that you can to make it well. If you want that when we shall be together that I can learn you? I hope that I shall receive your letter soon. Do not force me to miss you and your letters. You are brought in each my day and night fine mood and a smile. I send you the kisses. That they would warm you when you will sleep. I miss Steve and wait your letter!!!! Your gentle the Ella

Letter 20

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Steve !!!!!!!! I am very glad to receive your letters beams which warm my heart and lift my mood. I very much love your letters. I ADORE THEM!!!!! My work is in kilometer from my house. I reach there for 10 minutes. No, now at us it is not so cold. I very much like to ski. Steve I miss you. I last night looked at stars. I have left on a balcony and looked at them. I never looked at them long. You heard about that that for each person in the sky the star burns? About that that when the person dies that a star falls. I searched for the star and yours. I am sure that ours with you stars are together. Because I feel you, I belive to you and know that you always sincerely with me and never me will deceive. I feel that we understand one another though I not in perfection own English, but I can understand one another. We understand our ideas, our imaginations. We feel one another and even the distance can not an obstacle to us. Steve , after I have lain on a bed I did not think that sleep at once and have not switched off light. But a bit later after I have lain I have fallen asleep. Mum has seen that at me shine light and has gone to a room. She has told that at night I slept and smiled, on my face there was a happiness. I know why. Because at night I saw dream in which we with you went on park. We held one another for hands, spoke, communicated. Steve , you joked also I much laughed. We have not come nearly in a pool of water, but in time it have noticed and have bypassed. In the sky stars shined and shined to us road. I felt like perfectly, especial when you have lifted me on hands. There there were steps downwards, to a fountain, and you have lifted me and have attributed directly to it. And you have kissed me!!! I have felt your love. Your tenderness, my heart has flashed fire and I would wake up what to kiss you on the present but you were not. It was dream and I have overlooked about it. You see dreams of us? Tell to me them, I very much want to learn them more!! It would be fine if it was a reality. And I hope that it happen. I want kiss you Steve !!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving Ella

Letter 21

Hello My Lovely Steve !!!!!! Steve , all parents wish good luck happiness to children and I know that you know it. My mum very much is interested in our acquaintance. She very much is interested in you. Mum is very glad that I have you. She speaks that now knows that at me the person which eats will be cares about to me which loves me. My girlfriends too are glad for us. My grandmother very much wants will treat you pies. She speaks that very much would want that you have tried her pies. Steve , what your familiar people speak about me? What to me they about our acquaintance? Steve , what plans at you about us? What you think of our relations? You very much like me also I want to learn you more and more. It seems to me that I know everything, all about you and that that does not suffice. There are no your eyes, there is no your voice, there are no your warm and gentle hands. It would be desirable to hear your voice to walk with you in park. Yes, between us the big distance and it divides us and prevents us to carry out much. We can communicate only letters but I shall make all what we could to be closer and could make that that we shall want and of what we dream. Steve, I hope that at you fine day was and with you all is good. I miss and I wait for your letter, Yours Ella

Letter 22

Hello My Lovely Steve!!!!!!!! I am glad to receive your letter. First I long could not receive it because all computers in the Internet of cafe were busy but now I have read your letter and it has warmed my heart. Steve, you think of a meeting? How you imagine it? How you think there will be first time? What we shall make when we shall see one another? What you will make? I would would like that we have remembered our first meeting for ever. Because it the first and we shall remember always it. I think of that that when we shall meet that all start from a sight. I shall see you, you will see me and ours heart knocked is stronger. We shall run on meet another and I shall be in your embraces. As many times I would dream of that what to be in your embraces. Yes we shall worry. I shall worry precisely. I likely can not tell anything all over again when you will not kiss me. You will kiss me? I think that and this first kiss will be fine. I would want that it was so. That then we would go to you and at us romantic evening was. With candles, with slow music, with supper which we shall be going. We shall dance, turn in dance. I shall be with you Steve!!!! Steve How you think, how there will be our meeting? I wait for your letter, you can will continue my dream? I would be glad to learn continuation. I wait, I miss, I adore you mine gentle and tender Prince Steve!!!!! Yours and only your loving Ella

Letter 23

Hi my dear Steve!!!
To me it is very insulting that you do not answer my letters! I have bothered you already? I do not wish to be annoying! If I have bothered you that I to you I shall not write never. Yours Ella

Letter 24

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Steve!!!!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter I very much have become missed without you. Steve I am glad that you think of a meeting and I too think of it. I want to be with you and want to waste time together with you and I think that we need to discuss our meeting. I am pleased very much with that that you which person I have grown fond and want to be together with you too as would think of that what to hold me in the hands. It very much pleases and even pleasantly excites me because it means that you not against me and do not want to push away. I with excitement waited for your letter. I thank you Steve, for that that you fill my heart with love and the hope which vein in it has become stronger and now it is possible that we shall achieve all in life if we shall make it together. You have ideas about that as there will be see our meeting for the first time? Inform me please them. To me you would be desirable to learn more in detail about what dream. I think that there are many ideas of our meeting and about that as we shall spend time together. I shall tell to you about that as I present our meeting for the first time. Steve, I hope that you will tell about that as we shall meet you very in detail. I would want that you knew, if I can be in your embraces that I ask you do not release me long both kiss gently and it is sweet, it is my dream. I shall wait for your letter and I hope that you soon will write. Yours and only your loving Ella

Letter 25

Hello MY Lovely Man and My Sun Steve!!!!!!!!! Steve I am very glad to receive your letter Steve! I so am glad to receive such the fine letter!!!! I ADORE YOU!!!! I go to bed usually after midnight. I wake up in 7 am. I want to be with you. I would want that we with you were together. I dream about our meeting. Steve I brawl learn tomorrow all about trip and I shall inform to you when I can arrive to you. We will be together, I promise to you it, I would shall make all that in my forces what to be with you. I love you Steve!!!! I want to be with you, I want to be in your embraces, I want to feel your love, your passion, your tenderness, your caress. I would want that we could enjoy every day when we shall be together and I would shall make all that we were happy together. I want that we could touch one another, that we could enjoy love feel and touch one another. What is we would meet the morning together. That each day I could see you. To hear your voice, to feel your breath, to see your sight, gentle and full of love, all this is necessary for me and I want to be with you Steve!!!! We shall be together, we shall create ours with you the world. This world we full love and caress. We shall be happy. I am sure in it. I will be the happiest girl if shall be with you and I would shall make all that it happened. Soon we can talk. To go together to park, go on a beach, to make love and embody all our dreams in a reality. Steve, you agree with me? You will meet me? I love you Steve!!!! I want you Steve!!!!!!! Steve, only with you I want to be together and to go on this life with you!!!! Yours and only your loving Ella

Letter 26

My Lovely Steve I do not know what now to tell....... To me it is very bad now. I do not know as to tell you this unpleasant news. I went today to travel agency and have learned that it would be necessary make that I could to arrive to you. I can not make it. Forgive me Steve! We can not be together....... When I have come today in Travel agency learn about that that it would be necessary that I could to arrive to you and I have learned all has asked how many to me this all will cost and here I have understood that I can not arrive to you. I can not pay trip. It very expensive. Yes I can collect all necessary documents for official registration of papers which are necessary for that what I have arrived to you. But I can not pay registration of all it. It is very expensive. I understand that I have given you the promise that I shall make all that in my forces but I do not know as to pay trip and to arrive to you. Steve I ask you. Do not leave me one. I am happy that you at me are also I would want that we were together. I can not make it, I can not execute the promise. But I hope that you understand me and will write to me.. I ask you do not leave, you the most fine that are in my life and I ask you to remain with me. Forgive me Steve......... Yours Ella

Letter 27

Hello My Lovely Man and Sun Steve !!!!!!!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter, I very much miss you and I would want that we with you were together. You in my heart. I love you Steve !!!! I want will be with you to meet with you each new day and to carry out together evenings. To visit, prepare for tasty dishes and to enjoy with you love and happiness. I want that we were happy. That on our persons there would be a smile. What our passion, our kisses and our love warmed our hearts, that in our eyes there would be a happiness, that all of us would make together. Steve I love you, I love and I want to be with you. Today I went to the girlfriend and we talked to her about us with you. She speaks that is glad for us, that very much would like that we with you were together. Asks when she to receive us with you a photo together. I have told that soon. I do not know itself when but I hope that very soon. I love you and I want to be with you Steve !!!!!!!! I can not more without you. This life seems to me empty because you far and I can not be with you. I would want that we with you were together I shall search for a way to be with you and I hope that we can make it soon. I want to be only with you. I love you Steve , you the man of my dream and I want to be with you!!!! Your loving and gentle Ella

Letter 28

Hello My Lovely Man and my Sun Steve !!!!!!!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter. To me it would be very bad if I have not received your letter. Steve , I all think of that as there will be our meeting and that we shall make. About that as we shall meet each day, about that as it will be good us together. About that as we shall make love, about that as our passion and kisses will warm us. You in my heart and I never can forget about you. I want to be with you. I all time think of that how to be with you. About that how to be in your embraces and how to make all dreams ours with you a reality. I want to be with you and to feel that you with me. After has met you, want to feel you, your warm, your tenderness and caress. To me it is very bad and boring, at night, in the morning when I on work I always think of you. Steve , I can not fall asleep your letters which I yet shall not read has printed out and I keep houses. I love you Steve !!! I want to be with you and I shall search for a way to arrive to you and I hope that I shall find very soon. You the man of my dream and I want to be only with you. I send you the most gentle and sweet kisses and I hope that they warm you today at night. I miiiiiiissssssssss....... Yours and only your loving and gentle Ella

Letter 29

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Steve !!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter. I have very much become missed without you. Steve , yesterday we with mum spoke about us much. She speaks that I not happy without you. She knows that me sadly without you, that I would want that we with you were happy also to us it was good together. I very much want to enjoy our happiness and our love and I would want that our happiness with you never came to an end. I very much want to be with you and I think only of you. Steve , we with mum very long thought also I has decided collect all money which I I can and start to pay the contract with Travel agency. I shall go on all girlfriends and familiar and I shall try collect all money which I can to find and pay trip. I very much want will be with you. Your letters bring to me pleasure and a smile. I want to be only with you and my happiness only with you and I would shall make all that we with you were together. You and only you the man of my dream and I do not see the life without you. I want to be with you and I want that we with you can enjoy us love and happiness. I love also I is happy that you are at me, I love you Steve !!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Ella

Letter 30

Hello Steve , it is strange but I have not received your letter today.
I hoped that I shall receive it but you have not written to me. Why? I have offended you than that? Or I do not like to you? You do not want to communicate with me?
I wait for your answer and I hope that you will answer me soon.
Yours Ella

Letter 31

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Steve !!!! I am glad will receive yours letter. I very much miss you and I want to be with you and only with you!!!! Steve I very much miss you and I very much would want that we with you were together. I today went to girlfriends and familiar. I have collected a part of money both I shall collect still and I think that I can find on all trip. I would want that we with you were together and could enjoy us love and happiness. You always in my ideas, I think of you constantly, I want to be with you and only with you, you in my heart. My heart knocks. I feel your love and your tenderness, I want be with you that we could enjoy our passion and love. Steve , you in my heart and I adore love you. I want to be with you and only with you. About you all my ideas and anybody another is not necessary for me. You the man of my dream, you my happiness, you my love for ever. I now know for what I live. I would live that we with you were happy. That we would smile both our passion and love never disappeared. That on this life we with you would go together and could enjoy our love. I LOVE YOU Steve !!!!!! Your loving both gentle and thinking only about you, Ella

Letter 32

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Steve !!!! Steve I miss you. I think of you and I am madly glad to receive your letter which gives me caress and tenderness. Which warms my heart and helps me to find a way what we with you were together. I all want to be in your embraces more strongly and more strongly and to enjoy our love, tenderness and happiness. Steve I today have paid to travel Agency of 1300 dollars for trip. It is all that I could find. To me have told that I have told them precisely name the airport where I should fly. They have told that I should inform the exact name of the airport. The state in which is the airport, city and a code of the airport. Steve Would inform me please this information that I have told it in Travel agency and then to me will tell how many I still must to pay for tickets. Inform me about the airport where you can meet me and I shall come to you soon. Remained 14 days up to our meeting. One my girlfriend promised me to help with payment of tickets and I can arrive to you soon. Steve you in my heart, I love you and I want to be only with you. I send you the photo. Soon I itself can arrive to you and we shall enjoy our love and happiness together!!!!! I want to be with you Steve !!!!! I shall be very glad that in your embraces soon!!!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Ella

P.S. My full name is Ella Kolesnikova.

Letter 33

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Steve !!!!!! Steve I am happy to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I think of you constantly. I would want that we with you were together and I am madly glad that it happened. Yes, I would like to marry you and to have from you children. Thanks for the name of the airport in which I should arrive. I tomorrow shall go to travel agency and I think that they will inform me the new information and I shall inform it to you. I very much miss without you also want to be with you. Today all day ran and collected documents. Thought of that what to take with itself. And girlfriends prompt mums to me. I think only of you and all that to me is necessary to be with you Steve . I can not think about it what the friend help me. They speak to take to me things, clothes, all the most necessary. But all that is necessary your love and tenderness, caress and passion, love for me is and is warm, feelings of pleasure and happiness. And I know that when I shall be with you that we shall enjoy all it and more than nothing it is necessary for me. Steve my girlfriends and mum ask to send the regards to you. They say that we would send them as can more photo where we with you together and I speak that I shall make it. They are very glad for us and wish good luck us happiness. I shall learn Nastya and mum to use e-mail and they can receive our photos. I so shall be glad that with you and my heart all knocks on breasts more strongly and more strongly. I wait for your letter, Steve !!!! I love you and I want to be only with you!!!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Ella

Letter 34

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Steve !!!!!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I so our meeting very soon is glad that. I think of you constantly. Yes, I wish to meet all your native and close friends. I today went in Travel agency and have told them the information on the airport. To me would tell that I have approached later. I very much miss you. I am very tired today, all day ran there here and when has come home that have fallen asleep. I have come now from a house. I so shall be happy that soon with you. Today I have learned my girlfriend to use e-mail and she has told that will be check a mail when I shall be with you and to receive my photos. Mum too looked but has then told that a lot of difficult. Steve she has told that will receive a photo and letters Nastya. Steve I as saw today fine dream about that that as we with you enjoyed our love. It was fine. I have woken up from that that it would be desirable to embrace you and to kiss, never to release and always to be in your embraces, such sweet and gentle, the most passionate and tender. We made love first time, it was such fine dream. I believe that it becomes a reality and I want faster to you. Steve I with impatience wait tomorrow when I can go in the Internet of cafe and learn flight on which I shall depart to you. I love you Steve !!!!! Only you and only with you I want to be happy. You in my heart for ever and I would want that we with you were happy! Yours and only your loving and gentle Ella

Letter 35

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Steve !!!!!!!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter. I miss you and I think only of you. I would want that we with you were together and it was good us. I think only of you and only you in my heart. I went today to Travel agency. They have told that tickets are not ordered yet. They I shall order them soon and have asked to approach tomorrow. I have asked as there are affairs with official registration of papers and they have told that at almost all is ready. They have told me as that I should be prepared before interview in embassy. Steve , to me gave usual questions which set at Interview and have told to esteem and it will be prepared. As have told that I should not speak that a meal to you because only it serves as a problem at receive visas. The consul thinks that I want to leave for ever and will not give out to me the visa. But I shall not be say that a meal to you. I shall tell that a meal to familiar. With me here remain mum with the grandmother and it is good. It will give a guarantee that I shall come back. Steve I shall make all and I shall tell that that I was necessary also is sure that I can to receive the visa. I would want that we with you were together. I love you Steve , I want to be with you and I would shall make all that we with you were happy. I have learned also to me have told that we can remain together and and will not be separated. For this purpose we need to make many photo and to prove that that we love one another. I know that we shall be together. I shall make all for the sake of our happiness. Tomorrow I shall find out the data on flight on which arrive to you and then we shall be with you together!!!! I love you Steve !!!!!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Ella

Letter 36

Hello MY Lovely Man and My Sun Steve !!!!!!!!! Steve I am glad to receive your letter. I want to inform you pleasant news!!! I KNOW WHEN I TAKE OFF TO YOU!!!! I SO AM HAPPY!!!!! I went today to Travel agency and to me have told that the ticket is ordered me. I have asked them the information on flight. They have printed out the data on flight. Steve details of that as I shall fly to you. I shall arrive to you on February, 27th. The agent has not given me more exact information. I hope that you can meet me when I shall come to you by this plane. You will be free? You can meet me at the airport? How you will be dressed on? I know that I shall find out you. I do not know where to go after go from the plane but I hope that will show me and then I shall see you. My heart is pleased also happiness full it, love and passion. All feelings make me happy. Steve To me have told that tickets will be to cost 800$ dollars. I need to pay in addition (200$), I shall pay soon we shall be together. I tomorrow shall go to the girlfriend which promised me to help to pay tickets and I shall pay them and the unique problem which will divide us, it only interview. But I any more am not afraid of it. I am prepared to it also am sure that I can to receive the visa, I study English more strongly, I answer on questions which usually set on interview. I think that I can be fast with you. I love you and only you, my gentle and tender Prince Steve !!!! Steve I for ever yours and only your loving and gentle Ella