Letter(s) from Anna Ivanova to Ben (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello stranger
I am so happy to see that you have decided to reply,I see it is very short letter. It is all right because you are astonished to get my letter. I want you to know that I have only good intentions and I have not any secrets. The thing is that I will work in your country for three months or so and I would like to meet a nice man to fall in love or just be closest friends. I don't want to live in Russia because I have not any chances here,it is hardly possible to explain from first time but I want you to know my plans.I will work in any shop, bar or restaurant the agency that i am going through will suggest me some locations. It will be my choice in the end as to what option to go for. So I will have a simple work till I improve my English. And I can choose any town of your area,agency will only help me to get a visa and all travel documents + some suggested placed to work in. My best friend last year met the man from the USA when she worked there for 12 months, too. She had two jobs. From morning till 4 pm she worked in amusement park and after it she worked as a waitress in some bar till midnight. She was very tired of course but made very good money there. It is special programm for young people who wants to work abroad and I think it is the right way for me ,I am lost here,and I think that I look pretty enough to find a better place .I want to repeat the same way,it is only my chance to meet a nice man.I want to work in USA or in Europe or any nice country. I am full of plans and different dreams and I want to share my life with good man because I'm also full of love and tenderness,I know that I am not so beautiful like Hollywood Princess but I do hope to meet my Prince and I am sure he will be not be disappoined to meet me in the real life! This is why I am going to go through the same way. Well,I will close this letter and I do hope to get your reply. I will leave russia in two weeks or so (I can't tell you everything exactly right now) and I would like to be sure that I have the man who waits for me there. I will work all day and I want to find a man to spend all free time together to get to know each other better.if you have any interest to meet me I will be more than happy to meet you too. I will tell you all details about me and my life if you like my pictures and want to meet me! please send picture of you too!!! I wrote to you with sxymandy@datemasterfinder.com Now I write you from my personal mailbox sladik@outmaildirect.com, please write me back here and here only. I will be checking it often.
Kiss you , Natalya (this is my real name)!

Letter 2

Hello my dear Ben, thank you for your answer!
At first I think I have to say that I am new in internet and I have only good intentions. you should know that I am not very good writer in english, please be patient to read my messages and see many mistakes. to be fair I don't know what you want to know about me,in principle I am usual girl.I think I should tell you about me, my interests,tastes and hobbies.I think I will tell you about things I want to know about you and you will know my future questions. I am 25 years old,my birthday is 21 april 1981. I so much don't want to get older ,when I can see old women I am getting crazy to think that it is my future .I do all the best to keep my youth and I keep my body well.In spite of all difficultes here I am trying to be in good condition and I do a lot of exercises to be in good shape! I am about 172 cm tall (5.6) and my weight is about 56 kg. I've been told I look well enough , and I think that all women have own beaty. I have never been married and I don`t have children. I have one youngest sisters and it is great problem for us because we have only two rooms flat.you can't imagine what does it mean to be born in small town in Russia,there are not any chances to live well,to get a good job.All young people leave towns to search great luck in big cities but nobody waits for them there. I want to leave Russia,I know it sounds ugly but I know that I will be lost here like many young girls before me. It is not place to grow children and have stable future.I want to meet my right man . I think in future I can work as fitness trainer I have a certificate. My mother is my great problem too,she has a great dream to see me married and she wants to make me happy but I think it is only my business I am not a little child. She tells me every day that I should get married very soon... To be fair I am not sure I am able to explain all in first message I want to say so much! I just want you to know that I am not afraid to work,I am fairly goal oriented and I am sure you will be not disappoined to meet me in real life.I am going to spend three months abroad to work in any good place,agency promises to help me because it is only the way I can leave Russia.I will have all documents to travel in a few days and i will travel to moscow then,from moscow I will travel to you and they ask me about name of the city i am going to work, if you don't mind to meet me please tell me the name of your city and nearest international airport! I will book my flight from moscow! I think it would be so great to meet my love and stay there forever.I know that it is not so easy like I think but I think it is possible that I meat my real love. I want to love and to be loved I want to build our own happiness,only me and my man there. I don't smoke,I tried to smoke when I was younger. I may have a glass of red dry vine,sometimes it helps to relax. I try to take care of my body and face. I know it is all I have. My soul may have any itnterst for you later, I thinkso.I am not a little girl and I know that at first almost all men look at body ,legs and face.God created males such persons. Well,I think I am lost in my letter,I am not sure you understand my goals,please feel free to ask. I live in Russia,town Berdsk, Mira street 7-19,it is near big city Novosibirsk. My town is rather far from Moscow. Moscow is a capital of my country. I want you to reply if you understand my mind,my intentions,my soul,if not please reply too, I will continue my searching. Well, I will close this letter,I think you are tired to read it.and If you think that I should write shorter letters please tell me. I write from internet cafe in Novosibirsk because there are not cafes and possibility to use internet in my small town,we have 4 digital phone number and we can't call abroad.Even to call in any big town here in Russia I have to order the call in advance.and I would like to say please don't worry if I keep silence sometimes I have no time to travel ,it is about 1 hour 25 minutes by bus from my town till Novosibirsk Please tell me more about you,your tastes,likes and dislikes .also I have a few impotant questions do you like strong drinks too much?can you be very drunk?very ofthen?can you be rude with women? Well,I have to stop or I will write without ending.Kiss you !see you later. In my next e-mail I will write you more things about myself and more details about my trip and work. I will miss you, your Natalya.

Letter 3

Hello my dear Ben!!
I am so glad to see your letter again,I think I am a lucky girl to meet such man and I will do my best to meet you in real life! you know I can work in any city of your area because it is free choice and agency only helps me to get only travel documents (work visa)and ticket, and I do hope that we will like each other and now I have the destination. The agency will also suggest some places to work in. I do hope I have met my right man!you know I have told you before one of my friend worked abroad last year and have met right man,now they live there and they are going to marry. by the way now they are arranging the trip to Russia,(he wants to meet her parents and friends) I think if I feel that you are my dream and you have the same feelings we could think about our future together. if not I will just work and return back when the time to travel back. you know I am new here and I am afraid to make any mistake. I have one great lack,I am very impatient sometimes I can act without thinking. Sometimes I think that my dream is getting for real and it is so bad to be disappointed later. I want you to know all small things about me because it shouldn't be any misunderstandings between us. I want you to know that I am not angel and sometimes I can show my character.And I don't wait that you to be angel too, I just want to meet a kind man . I am very kind and I can forgive almost all I can't forgive if my man sleep with different woman, I don't know many nessesary words in english. I hope you can read between lines. A little more about myself! my favorite activity is fitness. I wanted to be as fitness trainer but I finished The Novosibirsk State Univercity, trainers faculty as fitness trainer but I don't work on my profession because there are no good fintess clubs in my city, I used to sit at home and to do all housework,helping my mom. I would like to have good job, I may work dancing teacher, or trainer of fitness,you know I have a certificate. I worked as a trainer a year ago . and I would like to do it again .you know how many more younger girls want to get this job too!Alot of competition here. I want to tell you about things I like: I like to make barbecue and I so much want to have my own home with fireplace. usually I make very tasty ones and in principle I like to cook and it is not problem for me to cook something tasty and I don't like to visit cafes and restaurants, at first usually they can't cook weel(maybe only here) and second too high price. I like warm weather. and my great dream is to live somewhere on tropical island. Also I want to tell you about my dislikes: I hate our long winters it seems to me they will never end. I hate lies and unfaithfulness. I hate evil people and politicans I think they like to play wars, I hate any ars. What I like in a man: faithfulness, honesty. He has to be open- minded and open-hearted, also easy-going. and much more important he is kind,kindness makes our world! Are you kind and gentle man ????? I think my man should be kind ,it is great feeling after love,only kind person may be happy, all rude people are unhappy. or must be. A few questions yet, agency tells that I will have a room in nearest hotel near my future work but if we like each other may be is it possible to live together?I think we will enjoy life together. do you have your car?animals? I can't drive and I do hope you give me a few lessons, to be fair I have so many plans .I will find out all travel details about my flight this week. I will leave my town today in a two hours and i think I will be not able to write to you today or so. When I am in Moscow I will send you short letter to let you know that I am all right and they tell that it takes about two days to get all nesseary papers, please confirm your phone number and international airport, I want to be sure I have all your details and Please don't look at different girls. I am the best(joke). Well, I will close this letter I think I am bore today,and please feel free to ask. See you soon!I can't believe everything is for real. to be fair I am lost and my head is like any big station with a lot of voice!
KISS and LOVE Natalya!

Letter 4

My honey ! it is me,can you believe I am in Moscow.
I can't believe ,it was wonderful flight and they gave red vine in plane, wow,I have never tried
such tasty one!!!!!
I went the bus up to the Subway from the airport .
In Subway long went, it was so is delightful
I was in travel agency today, but my documents are not ready yet, it will be ready tomorrow.
I will go to travel agency again to get all info about my trip.
And of course, when I will get it - I will send it to you!
It is such great city and it takes a few hours to travel from one end to other.
I rented the flat for few days.
People said to me some nice places in Moscow while he was
Such a great city it is. I have no words to explain.
you can't imagine how great Moscow is,to be fair I wouldn't like to live here,a lot of cars,people , voice and pollution.
Ugly traffic and people with crazy eyes.
When I get off plane in airport Moscow policeman asked about passport and he looked at me like I am any enemy, I think all people here are a little crazy at terrorism.
Life here in Moscow is expensive. I was going through some shops today and it is much more expensive than in our town. Food and all the general things.
It is the same country but different prices, what a great change.
I think people living in Moscow are very cautious ,I think so.
But I think that I have done my choice and to be fair I don't want to live here,it is not the city of my dreams.
you know I am not coward I am not afraid I know it is my chance to meet kind man .I do hope I am right.
and I think you are too kind to make any bad things I feel it.
Well,I will close this letter ,please write as soon as possible!see you soon! KISS . Great kiss from moscow!!!!!!!!! Natalya!

Letter 5

Hello my dear!
I am grateful to destiny and the curiosity that we now can communicate.
I remember, how I terribly was nervous when the first races wrote to you.
I expected a meeting with the person, and I am waited by the true angel!
When I shall approach to you, and you will look at me …
at me will intercept breath, heart will stand, knees will be knocked down, and in a breast becomes warm.
I will sink in a heavenly sight of the finest eyes in the world!...for our short correspondence
I have understood the Ben, that have fallen in love with you.
When I went to Moscow hardly trusted, that all this has taken place, that it has taken place with me!
But, only having arrived, has realized it on the present!!!.
I am in love with your fine words, in your sight in our future, in a name – in you such what you are.
It is terrible and madly good me simultaneously. Heart knocks on breasts, the soul sings, and ideas fly in clouds.
I shall be happy with you. It is rather happy.
Mine heart happily it is in a cradle of the most gentle words, and it likes.
Loves clean, light, not exacting love. To it is not necessary anything except for opportunity to be near to loved.
And it is necessary for me … to be near to you, to feel heat of your body, tenderness of your hands, to feel your stupefying smell, to thaw in your embraces, to feel taste of your kisses.
At me necessity to fall asleep and wake up near to you has appeared, to caress you and to understand that to you pleasantly that I do.
To me to like to relax in your hands and with gratitude to accept that happiness which you give me.
« The life is one. Also it would be desirable to live it so that it was not painfully hurt for aimlessly lived years ».
Now I cannot present, how I could so for a long time to live without you?!
And how to live in general without you?
I have very strongly got used to you, to your letters radiating pleasure and tenderness, to your words tender and pleasant.
Still never, before correspondence with you, I could not feel heat and pleasure in soul only that someone who can is simple write some warm and tender words.
You to yourself at all do not imagine, as far as it is good me from idea, that we shall soon meet!
I would like to be pleased together with you when at you all is good, to long, when something is impossible, to feel the necessary person in your life.
You - the most good, light, kind, that happened with me lately. No. Not so. Not lately, and in general in my life.
« The life is that happens with us while we plan on the future ».
The love is omnipotent and boundless, its force does not depend on a season, an epoch, technical progress …
Hearts meet – and the feeling, beautiful flashes, deep and comprehensive so was and will be always …
Loved if the Sun suddenly will cease to shine - you will warm me better it.
If suddenly stars will hide for the Moon - you will manage to present me such romanticism which and did not dream them.
If the Seas will spread and - we shall come up Oceans, because we TOGETHER.
If on the Earth do not remain drops of water - we shall get drunk Love Each other.
Believe me, Loved, only with you Stars and Oceans smile to us the Sun.
And while we together, any elements will not separate us.
Because we with you – the strongest elements from all elements.
I Love you! And for this reason I Love all around – I see the Life, I feel it Warmly and Happiness.
My sun, my gentle, I Love you! « I love you not for the one who you, and for the one who I, when I with you ».
What can I make, that it has not ended?


Letter 6

Hello my dear Ben!
it is me again and I want you to know that you can't imagine how happy I am. I have a schedule of my flight.you can't imagine how much crazy Moscow is. It is great fear to live here I think so!Our small town is more friendly . well,about our business, I tasted my blood,such rule for foreign visitors wanting to visit your country! Thanks God, I am in good health, all of my tests are all right,I only need some vitamins I think it is the bad foods and long winters problem.I have to eat much more fruits and vegetables.The doctor said! well,here is all info ,I do hope we will together in a few days! Info from agency!


Thai Airways Intl
TG 975 Domodedovo (DME), Moscow, Russian Federation 18:20
Bangkok Int'l (BKK), Bangkok, Thailand
Terminal 1 07:05
Thai Airways Intl
TG 993 Bangkok Int'l (BKK), Bangkok, Thailand
Terminal 1 08:00
Kingsford Smith (SYD), Sydney, New South Wales, Australia
Terminal 1 21:00

Price: USD 1090.00+

Honey, I am so glad to see that I am almost near my goal,and our meeting wait for us. I think I will call you from airport and I will wait for you there so long as you need,I mean if you need any time to arrive in airport. it is not problem to wait there because I know that it is the end of my trip and I have time to improve my condition(some parfume)after long jorney.I want you to see me in good shape! I think everything will be all right.Rather I am sure everything will be all right!. My Dear, they have told in travel office that I have to show tickets when I will visit embassy after tomorrow before my flight. People from embassy must be sure that I am not going to stay illegally in your country and I have tickets with returning data.it is very strong rule. I have some money but my flight from Novosibirsk to Moscow costed so much(about 500$) because so many kilometrs from there to Moscow. I didn't guess that tickets costs so much. and I have to book tickets till in less than 2 days , because of my interview. I have not written date of flight because I do not have all money to the ticket. as soon as I will have all money and I will buy the ticket I shall write to you date of flight. I will buy the ticket on this flight. May be you could borrow some money? I am sure I will be able to return it back in a few weeks after my arriving I will earn some money and at first to return all money to you. I also have not written this date of the flight because I yet have not bought the ticket, but if you will borrow to me money I will fly on this flight, in most nearest day, this flight flies almost each day. in Agency they have told me that you may send it by Western Union. It is pretty easy to use. The guy from the agency explained to me how their system works. It is instant worldwide money transfer system. All you need is my name and my surname to send me the money. Once you do this , I'll be able to pickup the money in any local Western Unuion office in Moscow. We need to do it pretty fast, because we have no time till my intervew, if everything will be all right I will be on this flight! I have about 500 US dollars yet and I think I need about 600 US dollars from your side with all travel needs and living here till my flight!If everything will be all right between us I can stay with you longer than three months,maximum I can stay about 6 months for first time! We should change only the date of my returning flight. Or I can return earlier if something is wrong! Here is more info about Western Union. You find any local Western Union agent, go there and send money to my name. Western Union will ask you for my full name and address in Moscow where I am staying at. Once you give them all the info they will initiate the transfer. In just less than 10 minutes I will be able to pick the money up at any Western Union agent here in moscow.

You will send me transfer info and MTCN( money transfer control number ) I will get cash. So I will need your full name and your address + the control number of the transfer. (MTCN)
Kiss you many times ,I am tired today,you know it is hard enough to be in foreign city. So many different emotions .
Kiss you many times! Natalya! see you soon!

Ah, silly me. Nearly forgot to give you my full name info and my address.

My address here (the flat i am renting)
Country : Russia, City : Moscow,
Address : Muromskaya 10 -16, post code (zip) 230780
Full Name Natalya Protasowa(right writting in English)

I am sorry to send so dry letter but it seems to me I am like any drunker I have lost my mind and my head works so badly,see you tomorrow. I am sorry to make so many problems for you I only hope that you will be not disappoined to meet me.

Letter 7

You are surprised?
In fact I never named you so, the truth?!
Still never in our letters I have crossed a side of sympathy.
Now I precisely know, that I love you Ben!!!
Loved yesterday, I love today, I shall love tomorrow.
You know, yesterday I have been heart-broken and firmly convinced that at me was not and there are no chances to see you.
Today at me the hope has appeared – as though someone has lit tiny fire at the end of the long and dark tunnel, and it "someone" you, certainly, were.
Did you heard from anyone sometime, that you are a wizard and can work wonders?!
If is not present, I speak it to you.
You can change my dreams and my hobbies, my life and my sights at it – to change me.
And unless exist in the world of a word which could characterize you full?!
Certainly, no. Those people which thought out them, simply were not familiar with you.
But not about it now … I write to tell to you one word: "Thanks".
Thanks for that person which I began, due to you; thanks for beautiful and sensual letters which now do not leave my head; thanks for those things on which you have opened to me eyes – in a word, thanks THAT YOU are!
I love you and I wait for a meeting with you!

Your Natalya

Letter 8

Dear Ben!!
Thanks you for care!
I want to love only you one and be near, but it is impossible, most likely,
you soon will cease to write to me and will leave me with wild feeling of a pain and then only I already shall long.
I want, that it became hot me from your gentle hands, tender lips.
I want, that you looked only in my side, achieved sincerely and romantically my love, and I would soar in clouds with happiness.
I dream of tender kisses from which would break a head.
I want to fall asleep and wake up only in your strong, but during too time gentle and favourite hands.
My heart is torn to pieces and being poured by blood, filled with an inexplicable torment when in your letters the melancholy crawls.
I like to read your letters, they seem such mysterious and full of desires!
And already likely it is not important for me, that all this dreams.
Give, my sweet, I have some to dream!!! I want to understand, about what your true ideas.
Can to you it very bad also something does not suffice too. So call me, wake from a severe reality. And I shall present you one with huge heat and love!!!
I want liking to finger your hair, to twist with their female love and heat.
I do not want and cannot look at someone except for you!!! You are very necessary for me!!!
My heart will beat in a mad rhythm only near to you.
I want to blow to you in eyes, and only from it they will be closed, and you again will be open for me and will present me the smile, from which such frost on a back.
You will come to me in dream, will be for a long time and to stick monstrously gently into my lips and to speak, that not enough time give me!.. You will apologize for a long time. I want to be frozen in your sweet embraces that on your back my concerned hands slipped, my neck was covered with your easy kisses.
That also your hands moved down somewhere, and I corrected for them, and you would apologize for it too. I constantly want to hear your voice and hours to look in your eyes.
I want to bite gently your lovely ears and something in them to whisper, that you from it were mad and is confused smiled.
I want, that was happy, instead of you I if it is necessary suffered!!! Believe, I have got used to a pain, but not second I do not want, that you were tormented!!!
I want to be your angel the keeper or simply favourite kid.
That, when to me it was bad, you sang something to me on ear, and I embraced strong in the answer!
I want, that our hands were weaved into a single whole, hearts breathed in a uniform impulse of passion; was always near; not coming off to merge lips (but can come off only again to be dissolved in caress of a kiss).
I dream, and suddenly to you during this moment lonely or awfully hurt.
Or on the contrary, when all this would be desirable me and on eyes tears will run, you give love another, and then marry also my heart will become torn, because fragile.
I finish the letter. Tomorrow I shall go to embassy and then I shall write to you again
Your Natalya

Letter 9

Dear Ben, it's me again,
honey I have a few news one of them are nice and other are not so nice. At first I am so happy that we will be together in a few days and I will begin new life,it seems to me I live in any Hollywood film and I am main hero.funny really ???I think you think that I am silly girl but try to imagine it is first time I have so many impressions,so many nice dreams and so many plans, I do hope it will work well.well,about our business! you know that I have been at the Embassy today and had an interview there. We have talked alot, they asked me about my income and property of my parents,also I showed paper that I booked tickets with returning dates.the things is that too many young people want to live in your country and embassy make many barriers on this way!it seems to me that look at me they think that I want to stay forever and don't return home ,but one good thing they tell I have enough good english !well,bad news is that now my visa is ready but not approved , because I need to show to the custom service and to the visa passport service living minimum for this period of time ,it means that I have to have money with me.the amount is 1500 .It is law of passport visa service and they require it to make sure that person have enough money for living needs and will not stay inlegally. I have told them that I will work and earn money but they tell that it is not their business and it is very strong rule for all persons who wants to leave Russia. In other case if i don't have this amount with me visa process will be canceled. Honey I know that it sounds ugly but again nice thing that all the money will be with me and I will only show it and save it with me and when you meet me in airport I will return all amount to you ,maybe I spend a few dollars to bye any small gift for you,only 10 or 20 dollars!Honey my honey please try to send money as soon as possible I need to approve my visa till Saturday or Wednesday (December, 23 or 27 my last interview ),do not worry This is our last step and we will be together. I will be waiting for your answer today. Remember I do not pay this amount just show that I have. I will wait for your info and I do hope it is last problem on this way,I hate politicans , they imagined so many barriers and borders,why simple people can't just meet each other? I can't understand it!They fly without any problems and we have to pay so much, I can't understand why? you know all info to transfer money! e-mail,thank you ! and last bad news is that I will travel to you on Saturday (Wednesday), December , 23 (27) ,the same flight and the same time of my arriving! I had to change the date of my flight ,I couldn't get Friday flight ,too many problems and I am just lost!
Love you and counting days and minutes before our meeting. Million Kisses, Your!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!
I do hope to kiss you in real life in a few days and do hope it will be so warm and long Kiss! maybe you will be tired of it????

Your Natalya

Letter 10

Hello my dear Ben!...I shall make all as you have told!
Today having woken up in the morning, I have understood, that "drug" has taken upwards,
Also that it is more without a small portion in day, at one o'clock, per minute, I simply shall not live.
This that feeling when constantly it is required to be in elements of pleasure and if you I never would test this not clear to me a condition.
In the beginning of ours with you of relations I very much would like to glance to you inside, to learn what you?
But the more deeply I learnt you, the more strongly to me wanted to shout, shout for fear,
To shout with happiness, to shout and call to the aid from a magnificent condition in which being immersed,
I could not see myself, hear myself, but only unconsciously to understand that to me very well,
And that I test that is impossible to describe words is it is possible to feel only. All this, I have named love.
In fact the love is a drug. Firstly I had euphoria, ease, feeling of full dissolution.
Next day I want still. For that moment I have not had time to be involved yet, but the sensation was pleasant to me,
I was sure, that at any moment I can do without these fine feelings.
I thought of you two minutes and overlooked at three hours.
But gradually began to get used to you and has got in full dependence on you.
And then I thought of you three hours and overlooked for two minutes. If I do not receive from you the letter I test the same, that the addict, the deprived next portion of a potion.
And such minutes as the addict who for the sake of a doze is capable to go of a robbery, on murder and on any humiliations, I am ready on all for the sake of love.
I did not stop and I shall stop before what and who cannot overpersuade me to go back.
If the person though time has drunk an elixir of love to not get rid any more of it, it remain in blood.
And that I do all, I shall do, all reminds me of the love first a drop which has got in my blood together with you.
Pursues me everywhere, follows me , until then while I do not feel completely devastated and helpless.
And only then I turn around back and I understand how many tortures mixed with pleasure I could go through.
Therefore I so strongly LOVE you!
I wait you very much from next for " a portion of a potion "! I wait from you for good news!
.....nearly has not overlooked to tell you: I on former need in money(1200).Mum has sent me of 800 dollars
I do all to arrive to you somewhat quicker!!!!

Wishing you a very Happy Christmas and safe,
happy,healthy & prosperous New Year!

Your Natalya