Letter(s) from Tatyana Znatnova to John (UK)

Letter 1

first email
Hello my new friend! You write to me on GDFF. Sorry that i am so late. I'm glad to get from you letter. I would want to see more your photos! Maybe you can send me yours pics?
Tell to me about itself more. It would be interesting to me to learn about your habits,a hobby.
Where you work? Where do you live? What you do in a weekend?
What do you like or do not like? You like animals?

I the inquisitive person, me was interesting to learn about you more.
I cheerful, kind, open, intelligent, careful. Therefore I want to meet the same person.
Who will understand me. First of all I look at soul of the person.
I appreciate a private world, internal beauty of the person.
I do not smoke and do not drink, never used drugs as well. I take care about my appearance and my health.
I would like to meet a male, the kind, nice, attentive, caring, healthy and to fall in love if we understand each other,
take care of each other and if we are ready to share all in this life, good times and happiness and bad times as well.
I'm dreaming about my own family, my beloved husband and to have children with him in the future.
I think that our purposes coincide, and you want it most too.
Probably you want to learn why I search for the person in other country?
I shall answer... In Russia I have not found the person with great soul.

I have not found internal value at men in Russia.

Interestingly you understand my English? I learned English at school, then at university.
I shall train, and my English language will be better. I want to study

English language ideally!!! Therefore I train much.
Now I work as the designer on a landscape. My work it gardening of streets of mine city.

Gardens, parks, squares....It is interesting and creative job. I like it

I live in Russia, Not in USA. I live in Abakan city.

Abakan is a capital of Republic Khakassia. 170 thousand person here lives.
It is the third part of the population of Republic Khakassia.

Distance from Moscow up to Abakan more than 4000 kilometers.

Abakan is in the south of Siberia, in the center of the Asian continent,
approximately on one parallel with Magnitogorsk, Minsk and Hamburg.

Today Abakan actively is under construction and equips with modern conveniences.


I never was married and I do not have any children. But in the future I want children and family.
What do you think of it?
What do you think about serious relations with the person from other country?
How you see the future of these relations?
You could marry and have children with the woman from Russia?
It is important for me, answer please these questions. It is important for thinking and possible for our future relations!
Life has many paths it is what we make of the path and of the journey we take, we are all learning each day of our lifes.
Now I finish this letter. I hope you will not remove this letter and will write to me a pair of lines.
Probably we can be friends, maybe more...
I send you a photo of me and a small slice of a map on which Krasnoyarsk region is located.

Take Care.
Tatyana

Letter 2

Hi dear!
I am glad to receive your letter. It is good, that you without problems understand mine English language. I worried, that between us there will be a language barrier.
But I see, that at me it has turned out.
I am glad, that you have answered my questions. We have a little promoted in understanding each other. If you have any questions, please ask. I the sincere person also shall be glad to answer any questions.
Also I am glad, that you like my photo. Thanks for compliments!!!

I am very much afflicted that you have not sent me the photo.
I hope that you to send me her in the following letter.
Understand, it is very difficult to correspond with the person not knowing his person.
Present, if you never saw my photo, as though you felt like during correspondence with me?????????
So came to me the picture as soon as possible.

I am interested to continue pen pals with you. I think we have good chance to learn each other. I search serious relationship. I do not want to waste time on games.
I hope to meet special the man both to create family and to have children.
Children it is a gift of the God, it is our life and our future!

It is important for me to find the person with great soul. In Russia I cannot find the fair educated kind person with the great sincere world.
I tried to be friends of the Russian men, but I have not found due understanding and honesty. The Russian men egoists, vainglorious idiots! Also they drink a lot of alcohol! I do not like alcoholics.
Therefore I have decided to search for the special person in other country through the Internet.

That I can tell about myself.... To me of 27 years. My growth of 165 centimeters. I weigh 56,5 kg. My birthday in October 15.
I live with my parents in a 2 rom apartment. I like our flat.
As to my parents, my fathers name is Nikolay and mothers is Olga.
I have no brothers and sisters. I am an one child in our family.
In this letterr i will send you a foto of my parents in our city.
I some years work as the designer of a landscape in my city.
I like the nature and animals. As I spoke, I no I smoke,
I do not drink and I do not use drugs! In campaign of friends I can sometimes allow one or two glasses of red wine.
I believe in the GOD, and I think, that the God gives me chance to meet the love.
Probably we have met among 10000000 people not casually! The god sends us tests and we should go through life's without a regret.
I'm very out going. I like to visit museums, concerts, theatres of cinema. Two times a week I keep fit.
Also I like beach volleyball and tennis. In the winter I like to go on a skating rink with girlfriends. I enjoy to skate. It really excites!
I like swimming, to sunbathe on a beach. Sometimes I take a bicycle and I go for a drive in park.
I like to travel. I was not in other countries, but I travelled in Russia much. Unfortunately i have no time to travel now. I have a dream to travel around the world in future.
I enjoy a life and the job. I the creative person. I like good humour,for example Benny Hill.
In a weekend I like to visit a cinema or to go for city to ski.
My liked films it.... " The fifth element " " the Lord of rings " "Matrix" " the vanilla sky " "artificial intellect".
From music I like to listen "Roxette" "Sting" "Scorpions" "Madonna" "Shakira" " Avril Lavinge " and much others.

Now I finish the letter. I hope to see yours the answer very soon!!!
If I have not answered some questions please ask again in the following letter. Sometimes I experience difficulties with English language.

Sincerely Tatyana

Letter 3

HI dear John.
How are you?
I am happy to see very much your letter again. I am glad, that you have written to me.
Reading of your letter becomes the main event of my day! I hope you like to read my letters?

I am now serious in creation of family. I want to meet someone with whom
I can create family and have children and lead all my life. I want cares of children about the husband.
To give the love and it is warm. I am ready to leave everything to make it! I am not afraid of difficulties.

It is really good, that we write to each other. Probably our correspondence will turn in something more serious...
Probably once at will of the god we shall meet. Probably you my special person..
But it is a sight in the future.
I want that we learned each other more and were sincere with each other. This main thing in relations.

I want to admit to you about the experience of dialogue with other men.... I tried to contact to 2 men through the Internet.
But I have not found that I searched. One appeared the sexual maniac not traditional orientation. The second was married.
Therefore I have stopped correspondence with them. I regret, that have spent time for dialogue with them.
Now I correspond only with you.
You kind, fair sincere the man, I are glad that we continue to write to each other.
Probably I should not speak it..... But I do not want to lie to you. Any small lie once turns to the big lie.
How you think? I hope that you will understand and will estimate my recognition.

Also it is interesting to me to learn about your experience of dialogue with other women?

Now I finish this letter.
If you want that that to learn about me, please ask. Do not hesitate. I shall be glad to answer your questions.

Now I finish.I shall be happy to read your next letter.
Bye Bye, Tatyana

Letter 4

Hi dear!!! How are you???
Today i have found my old photos and has decided that it will be interesting to you to look at them.
Here they are.
I wait for yours the letter.
Tatyana - your new friend.

Letter 5

Hello my dear John!
How are you? I am fine.
I was glad to receive your letter. When I receive yours letter, I became a pleased life.
Sensation at me arises , that you beside and we together.
I want to admit that last time I frequently think of you very much.
Today I think about you and to try to present that you do now. Write, you frequently think of me?
It is interesting to me, what you think of me? Tell me about dreams? It is very interesting.
I think that we should share dreams.
Dreams are very important thing and I believe that on dreams it is possible to learn much about the person.
I want to learn more about you. You
Think that I the big dreamer? (Smile). I like to dream.
I now to present as you sit at the computer and write to me the letter. (Smile).
I see you now in black trousers and dark-blue to a shirt.

Interestingly, what voice do you have ??? I would like to speak by with you on the phone.
I think it probably will be in the future. Unfortunately
Now I have no phone and I can not call to you. I think, that installation of phone will be some months last. In
Russia nothing is done quickly. But I do not lose hope to hear your voice.

I now have your photo in my wallet. Therefore I to have an opportunity to look at you very much frequently.
I like to look at your photos.

I had not enough time, therefore could not write to you the letter.
I hope you do not become angry!
Unfortunately there is not enough work for my trade in the winter.
Therefore I do not miss the chance to earn. If I interesting to you can
To tell......
Recently I did mini a winter garden. Soon i will send you a pair of pictures of my masterpiece.

Today I am going to go for an exhibition of cats of various breeds.
It is very interesting to me as you usually carry out the evening?
I would like to introduce that you usually do in the evening. Tell to me very curiously to learn.

I hope very much to receive your new letter soon.
Please do not overlook to attach to your letter some your photos.
I like to look at your photos. I want to have a collection of your photos.

I write very soon.
Yours Tatyana

Hello my dear John!

How are you?
I and my family are fine!
I like cooking very much. I favorite food is Russian pelmeni.
Thanks for your perfect letter. Interestingly, when I writing you this letter, what are you doing?
Probably you at a job or at a house or with friends. I often think about it. For example when I wake up and go to get a bath, what are you doing at this time. Did you think about it?

Tell to me about schedule of your day. Do You spend a lot of time at job??
My working day depends on amount of orders.
In the morning I wake up and washing. I drink morning coffee and go to office. At office I find out about quantity of orders. My working day is formed depending on it.
I go to the necessary address and start work. One project may occupies 3 hours or may 3 days! It depends on desire of the customer.
Some peoples wont a huge fountain with lot of palms near theys house, some want simply green site.
I finish job approximately at 18.00. Sometimes I am late till 22.00.

My mum always worries for me when I am late at job. She does not know that I already adult person! :-)
In the evening I accept bath - when you work with the ground, it possible to soil hands!
Then I lie down to sleep or I watch TV.
Now I have told you about my working day.
It is interesting me to learn more about yours! Will you tell me in the following letter?

I would like to know you better. I want to find understanding and care. I want to find happiness and calm heart. It is necessary to be with me a man with great soul and kind heart was. It is necessary for me to feel sincere heat. I am as a flower which grows and blossom at beams of the sun. When the sun disappears a flower hides the petals and leaves. But if sun is appears a flower again straightens the petals and gives the beauty.
My sun is necessary for me!

Seems I have written much..... Wow.
Now I am finishing the letter.
I wait your answer soon!

Kiss you
Yours Tatyana

Letter 6

Hello my John!

How are you my dearest? I think you are fine, and I am too!
I am very happy to see your letter again. Thanks for your kind lines.
In this letter I want to say something important.

I am so happy, that we have met among millions people. I thank the God for our meeting.
How you think, maybe we have met not casually? Maybe it is destiny? You believe in destiny?..

Simply I have understood, that it is difficult for me to live without your letters. Your letters does the important event of my day. I think, that it will be difficult for me to live without your letters.

You have presented me a sunlight. You have given me light of your soul.In your heat I can blossom and give beauty as that flower! I think, that you my special man. You can say, that I crazy, but I will try to admit to you something!
Your words have touched my soul, caused my heart to yearn for your existence, and filled many hours of my thoughts. I LOVE YOU!
And it not nonsenses. I searched for you long time and have found.
Probably you think differently. But I would dream, that my feeling was mutual! Probably I should not speak it, but my heart speaks me something. My heart speaks me about you, about my love to you. I do not want to be silent.
You should know about my love!

Maybe you will write to me Never, but I want that you knew about my feelings. I hope for understanding and reciprocity.
Now I finishing this letter. I will wait your answer With impatience.

With hope Tatyana

Letter 7

Hello my love John!

I am so excited.. I am very happy to see your letter! You have calmed my heart. Thanks.

I fear that you will not write never back. I have been searching for a long time kind, careful, understanding for the man, with great soul and heart. At last the God has heard my prays and has sent me you!!!!!

It means, that we have lit a flame of our love. Our hearts aspire to each other.
This is a huge event. I will inform this news to the parents. My mum will be happy to know it. She thinks, that you are that special man for me. And I think she is right!

Unfortunately we are not together... But my soul aspires to you. Aspires to meeting to my sun! My petals and leaves are heated in beams of our love.
I love you my sun! You gave me hope. Our love will grow and will turn in the fine and harmonious world! We will enjoy this feeling. I would like to be in your arms. To nestle on your courageous shoulder. To embrace you and kiss!
I dream, that once it will take place also we can create the harmonious world. In which there will be a happiness, a cosiness and beauty. We will construct the own world and nobody can break it. When I think about it my heart starts to knock more strongly.
If you could touch my heart you really would hear it. Unfortunately there is huge distance between us. But I think, that the true love is capable to overcome
any barriers. I wish to be with you...

I dreamed of you last night and my thoughts will be on you through out the day...
take care and I cant wait to hear from you.
You have my heart and soul.
I want to tell you again: I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE... YOU...

With cherish
Eternal your
Tatyana

Letter 8

Hello my love John!

I am happy to see your lovely lines. I love your letters and always wait your letters with big impatience . It is a happiness, that we have found each other! I could not hope that I met you in the internet. I admit that I did not believe in force of the Internet. I did not trust that I will find the love in the Internet. Now I feel the big pleasure that I have found you. You became very dear to me. I have found the new purpose in my life. I thank the god and destiny that I found you.

I thought of us and our love for a long time. I consulted with my parents. I have made the decision! My parents have supported my decision. They told that is necessary to struggle for the present love. I thought about it much. I want to travel to your country and visit you soon! We should meet and learn each other better. I think it is a best idea!!! How do you think? Our love should get a new step. I cant wait for meeting you!
Now I finding out about necessary things for coming to your country.
What do you think about it?

At the last days I had many dreams about us. I saw you in my dreams. I constantly think of you when I am not sleeping. You always with me. I wanted you to know I LOVE YOU! Do you think of me? Do you have dreams about us?

Tonight I had a dream that we were walking on the beach in the sand. We were holding hands and talking and laughing. It's like I just know that we are going
to get along together so well. I can see this in my mind. We say as the mind sees we believe. Like seeing the future. I could feel the warm sun in my face and I could see you smiling. You looked to me that you were very happy and content. I saw you in a white summer dress and with your bare toes in the sand and water.
It was like a movie, a film that we were the actors. I really dream alot. Yes?
I cant wait for you next letter! You answer is very important to me.
Do you want me to come soon?

Now I will go home and go to bed to think about you, my dear.
I love you. I need you. I miss you. I dream you.

kisses
with Love
Tatyana

Letter 9

Hello my love John!
How are you my dear? I am fine!

Now I have received your letter.
I am glad, that you like idea about my travel. It will be huge event in our life.
Imagine, we can meet and spend our time together. It reminds sweet dream. As if a fairy tale. And I think, that should be so. I think, that we are special people.
And our life will be especial. We will have the especial destiny not similar to destinies of other people of losers!

I have an important news. I found out about my travel and have found the following information. It is necessary for me to make a visa for travel abroad.
For registration of the visa I need in the following documents:

1. The passport for travel abroad.
2. Consular gathering is paid except for that.
3. Two photos (5x5).
4. Medical test.
5. The information from a place the slave.
6. Documents on real estate.
7. The certificate on a birth.
8. After submission of documents by us - interview.

The consulting firm will help to issue all documents. They can legalize all papers and give to embassy of your country in Moscow. It will waste time approximately two weeks.
After that I can fly to you.

Unfortunately there is also a bad news. A cost of services of consulting firm expensive. It costs about ten thousand Russian roubles. Or about three hundred eighty dollars.
Now I am in a hard situation, I dont know what to do. Unfortunately I have a low salary and I cannot pay all charges.

I asked my family and relatives. They cannot help too. I do not know who can help me.
I am eaten with my conscience to ask the help you. I dont know isnt it right.
Probably you can help me with payment of these charges?

My dear if it will not cause to you inconvenience, help me with payment.
Because nobody can help me. You became for me very much close and special the man.
Our love should develop further.
The god has chosen us among millions people and has arranged our meeting. It is our destiny, it is our chance. We should be happy together. We should not suffer in loneliness. You have presented me hope, you have warmed me a heat of soul.
Has illuminated my petals with light of heart. You have given me new hopes.

My honey. Now I finish this letter.
I wait your answer.

Forever yours, Tatyana

Letter 10

Hi my love John!
I have gotten your warm words from your answer on my last message my dear! My dear, my love John, in my last e-mail I have told you about my love feelings to you, I wrote this message with so close love feelings to you, dearest, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you, because it is so dificult to hide a close feelings to love man.
I love you, John, and I want to say to you that, please, don't discharge me from you. John, it's so pity for me that our messages connect us only, I want to see you in reality.
I so want it, my love John!
As soon as my visa will be issued I at once I can arrive to you.
It is necessary for me that you have helped me with cost of the visa.
The visa costs 380 USD.
My parents went to a travel company and learned about the ticket.
To them informed that the ticket can be taken on credit through their work.
They will give money for the ticket within one year.
With the ticket parents will help in general to me.
It is very a pity that the visa cannot be issued on credit.
For the visa it is necessary to pay cash.
How long i will stay at you???
I do not know... The Visa can be prolonged at any time...!!!
Today I went to bank and learned as you to me can help.
Bank employees have advised to use system of remittances the Western union.
It is very reliable system and besides very fast.
They said that sender must go to the western union office which is in each bank and give them information: the name and last name of receiver, country they make transfer and bring the ten digits secret code to sender.
The receiver must know ten digits for receiving money.
Here is the information:

Country - Russia
City - Abakan
Name - Tatyana
Lastname - Znatnova
The information of bank:
NAVIGATOR BANK
SCHETINKINA, 59
ABAKAN,

I must know your full name, full address.
You must know that I decide to ask you about it because I love you and trust you very much.
I decide to come to you because I feel this way and you are very necessary to me.
But I decided to do it because now you are part of my life and I trust you in all.
I think you trust me too and love me too.

Our e-mails connect our close love feelings to each other, our messages are our rescue with boredom and from all of boring things. I want to say to you my darling that I cann't without your messages now John, your e-mails are necessary for me so much my John, I love it and I love you my dearest John!!!
On days, possible tomorrow or after tomorrow, I want to go to the church that I must thank God that we found each other my love, I so thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you my John, I know about it! My darling, on this I will end my e-mail to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love
desire!!! You must know, John, how I feel so happy myself when I read your messages my darling! Well, I must be off my John, I will think about you John so much, I love you, and I want to be with you as soon as possible my love John!!!!!

Truly,
kisses and huges
your love, Tatyana

Letter 11

Hello my dear John!!
When I read your letters, my body is overflown with a heat and love to you, my dear.
I very much would like to tell to you about my dream!!!
Today at night to me it was very bad. I did not have not enough you, your heat, your caress...
It is very bad to me to be here one, without loved.
To me it is very bad that we so far apart!!!
But I know and I believe that very soon we shall together!!!
Today dream about our meeting has dreamed me. To me has dreamed that I leave from the plane and I see you!!!
My heart left to foots!!! My God!!! At last I with loved!!!
I run up to you, you kiss me and raise on hands.
You carry me up to the output and will put in the machine and we eat pome.
But suddenly I have woken up. There was a morning.
I have very strongly felt that I do not have not enough you.
And I have decided to go to the Internet of cafe and to write to you the letter.
Today I have even more understood that we are created only the friend for the friend.
We are sent each other by destiny.
We shall together very soon!!!
Please to help me it is very fast.
I love you.
I with impatience wait for your following letter.
Yours Tatyana

Letter 12

Hello my loved John!!!!!
I cannot be without you any more either. I cannot live without you.
I Think of you when I sleep. It is very cold for me sleep alone.
I see only you in my dreams. I think only of you. You are forever mine, and I am forever yours in life and the future.
You my dream man which I searched and waited all life for.
I wait our meeting every minute, thinking about you and representing our engagement and wedding.
I beleive you are the right male for me to share my futurre with.
Our love is very important for me. I do not present the further life without you.
For me this most important that is in my hard life.
You for me ALL. The sense of my life consists in you.
I madly love you and very much I miss every minute.
I wait with big happiness to be with you. I think of our meeting every minute.
I cannot think of anything but you John!!!!!
We will Live together in Happiness for many years I promise you!!!!!!
I have thought that I shall be with you very soon.
I madly love you and very much I want to be with you!!!

Please write to me very soon.
Your loving wife Tatyana.

Letter 13

Hi my loved John

I am very happy to receive your letter.
Please tell me very very very good news!!!
I need to hear them!!!

I will try to dream. I am imagining that we wake up in the morning.
We kiss each other very gently and we wish each other good morning.
I like an idea to take together a shower. Then we have together breakfast.
I feed you from a hand and you me. Then we could lead many remarkable hours walking
in city and in park. I present us going on a beach. You in white trousers and a white shirt.
Because weather very warm. I love
warm weather. I in an easy summe white dress.

I love white color of clothes. I to think much why I love white color of clothes because I think that this color summer. I was bad to represent your city and to me very hardly describe that we could to visit.
Then together we could go on a beach. You can present that we to come on a beach by the evening. The sun leaves also we could observe it together. We could sit and embrace each other and look as the sun comes. It is desirable on a lonely beach where there is no people.
Then we could go to bathe. I now to present cold water. After cold bathing we could be warmed in our embraces. I to trust that kisses will rescue us from a cold. You agree?
After heating we could go in the house and lead a romantic supper at candles. We could change clothes in celebratory suits. I could put on an evening dress. You could put on a dress suit. After a supper we could go in a bedroom and make remarkable love in a bed.
What you to think of my dream? It is very interesting to me to hear your dream.
Now I should go.
I love you.
I to send millions kisses to you.
Yours Tatyana

Letter 14

Hello mine prince John!!!
How your affairs? As you have lead the weekend.
Today I have brought all papers in a travel company and to me informed that for the further registration of the visa is necessary to pay money.
I am happy that you can to help me on Friday.
It is very important for me!!!
The information which is necessary for you.
Country - Russia
City - Abakan
Name - Tatyana
Lastname - Znatnova
The information of bank:
NAVIGATOR BANK
SCHETINKINA, 59
ABAKAN?
I very strongly love you and I can not live without you!!
Soon!!!! We shall be together!!! We shall be the happiest pair on a planet.
I to be proud of you, in fact you the most courageous, loving and dear person from my heart!!!
I very strongly love you and very much I wait for your letter!!!
Write to me as soon as possible.
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 15

Hello my dear and invaluable love John!!!
I have just received your letter!!! Thanks for yours gentle and soft words!!!
They now are very necessary for me!!! I very strongly love you and very strongly I wish to be faster with you!!!
I am assured that we shall are very happy together!!!
I hope that you can help me very soon!!! I very strongly love you!!!!! We should think now Only about our meeting!!! This most important now.
I very much wish to be with you as soon as possible.
I die without you as a fish without water!!! I cannot live so!!!! You are necessary for me!!! You my vivifying force!!!
You give to me a life, happiness, pleasure and success!!!
I so am happy that we have found each other among many people!!! I think that it is destiny!!!
We shall be the happiest on a planet!!!! We shall together very much very much very soon!!!
I wait for your letter and I send you one million gentle, tender and passionate kisses!!!!!
Kiss kiss kiss kiss... kiss
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 16

Hello my love John!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter today.
I think of you all the day long.
I am very happy that you can help me in Friday!!!!!!!
WOW!!! Its great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As to your questions i like club music and some of Rock (but not hard).
I present our meeting..... From it it becomes very good me.
I do not know as to transfer you my feelings.
They cannot be transferred words.
They can be seen only!!!!!
About my god!!! I madly love you and every second I think of you.
I with impatience wait for your letter!!!!!!!!!
Please write to me very soon!!!!!!
I with impatience wait our meeting.
Your love Tatyana.

PS: It is for you my love!!!

Letter 17

Hello my love John! How are you?
At me all is good.I so wait your letter!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!
Thank for your care. I am never shall forget day of our acquaintance.
I each day dream to meet you. When I go to sleep , I dream to be in Your embraces.To me is a pity that why till now not together!!!!
But I believe that soon we shall meet.
I believe in destiny and I believe in love!
You believe? I believe that for love there are no borders.
The love is capable to make magic!!
Love this magic! I am glad that we like each other.
Without love there is no life. The love gives us force and hope!
I think, that you understand me!
My dreams do not have borders........
..... Once we shall be together.
We shall sit on a beach and to observe a decline.
Then you will present me a sweet kiss.... mmm.
Our hearts will beat in a unison!
It will be unforgettable night! Then there will come dawn!
The first beam of the sun will touch us and will bring heat, light and there will come new day!
...... It is a pity that only dreams! To me it becomes slightly sad.
But I do not suffer.
I long very much searched for the love! And I do not want to lose you.
I finish the letter.
I wish you a lot of love and I send you sweet sweet kiss!
Always yours Tatyana.

Letter 18

Hello My Love John!
I was so happy to recieve your letter.

I find it harder and harder to cope without you each day, i always await your replies anxiously.
I constantly think only of you.
Big thank for your help. I will resieve money on Monday!!!
WOW it so fantastic. Soon we will be together!!!!!! Its great!!!!!!
Thank you!!! Thank you!!! Thank you!!! Thank you!!! Thank you!!!
I want to build my world around you, without you i would not have an existence.
A tear rolled from my eyes as no one has ever bestowed me so much respect and warmth.

I love you John. I always will love you. We shall together soon and for ever!!!
I want to be beside you all the time. I need you. You are like a precious jewel in my heart.
I ask myself what would life be like if i had not met you.
It would be not the life!!! It would be pity and passive existence.
Sending you all my love and more. I will always love you. waiting for the day when i can tell you face to face that John i love you and want to spend all my life with you.

Hold me in your arms so i can feel the fire of passion in your heart.

My dear i very much love you!!!!! When we shall be together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????
I am madly tired from loneliness.
I WANT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sure that soon we shall together and very much we shall be very very happy!!!

Tatyana

Letter 19

Hello my love John!
Excuse that I did not write to you for a long time.
In weekend there was very cold weather and I to be ill a flu.
Today to me already it is better. I very strongly love you and I think of you constantly.
Many thanks for that that you could help me.
I shall try to receive money today but if to me I become bad shall receive them tomorrow.
As soon as I shall go in bank I at once I shall write to you and I shall inform that I have received money.
I very strongly love you!!!
Today to me on much better than yesterday!!! I feel almost well.
At this time year people to be ill very much frequently. I too not exception.
But now I have almost recovered and tomorrow I can continue the affairs.
Forgive that I detain our meeting.
I think of it constantly and for one minute to not cease to think of you.
I wait for your letter tomorrow.
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 20

Hello my love John!!!
Today it is very good me!!!
I so strongly love you!!! I cannot live without you!!!
Today very warm weather. In the street +10 C.
I went in the Internet of cafe and thought as we shall walk with you.
I dreamed and represented as you hold me for a hand and we go and we walk on very beautiful avenue.
It so is fine. We go with you along beautiful trees on which birds sit and sing songs.
They issue such beautiful sounds!!! So it is romantic to walk on such weather!!!
Then I have presented as you buy ice-cream and we go further....
You where that vanish.... I anywhere do not see you!!!...
Then I have looked back and I see you worth with a bouquet of roses..... Also you speak.... Lovely mine it for you!!!!
And I am thrown to you in embraces!!!!! I kiss you gently gently and strong strong!!!!!!
About my god!!! As it is romantic and pleasant!!!
I madly love you!!! I cannot live without you!!! You sense of my life, my love and happiness!!!
But I have come to the Internet of cafe. I have received your letter!!!!
I am happy that all goes well.
Now I want to inform you good news.
Last evening I have received money and at once have paid the second part of cost of the visa.
Many thanks to you for the help!!!
To me informed that my visa already is made almost out and very soon I shall receive her.
Exact date to me have not told. But informed that it will be very very fast!!!
I so am glad to this!!! Today very fine day!!! As I am happy with you!!!!!!
My heart burns from love to you!!!!!!
HOW TO ME TO EXPRESS THE FEELINGS TO YOU????
I do not know as them it is possible to express in letters!!!
I wait for your letter and I hope to receive it as soon as possible!!!
Please write to me as soon as possible.
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 21

Lovely mine John!!!
Certainly I can arrive to you after May, 14.
I have for you one good news and one bad.
I shall start with good. Today to me informed that my visa will be soon ready.
I am very glad to this.
But now and bad news.
To me informed that for the further registration of the visa presence of a roundtrip ticket is necessary.
Today I and my parents went to a travel company and began registration of the credit for the ticket.
To us informed that for the beginning is necessary to pay 50% of cost of the ticket.
It is 420 USD. I very strongly was upset.
We did not know about it. That to us now to do I do not know.
My tourist visa will be soon ready and consequently it is necessary for us to make out the ticket next week.
What to us now to do????????
Lovely mine!!! You can help us???
As soon as I shall come to you I can earn money and give you.
Please, if you can, help me.
To me it is very sad now.
I very strongly love you.
Please make it for the sake of our love. I cannot live without you and very strongly I want to be faster with you.
I love you and madly I want to be with you...
I wait for your letter and I hope for your help.
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 22

Good morning my love John!!!
How are you doing??? How you have lead weekend???
At me all is excellent!!!
I very strongly wait for your letter and I hope that you will write to me very soon.
I with the big interest shall answer all your questions.
My home address: Russia, Abakan city, Gagarin str. 21-30
I understand your fears. I want to prove to you that I am fair in the intentions and I send you a copy of the passport, a copy of the receipt on payment of the visa and a photo which will prove to you that I speak the truth. I hope to you she it is pleasant.
As to my visa, my visa will operate 90 days. But I can prolong my visa in your country.
We should go together to embassy in your country and prolong my visa.
But it is possible to make even more easy.
We can go to embassy and submit documents on registration of the visa of the bride.
With this visa I can remain with you for ever and we can even make wedding. I do not need to go home!!!
Now about the air ticket
In order I will come to you very very soon I must to pay it from here.
Because if you will buy air tickets that I cannot expect to the aid a travel company in the help of the organization of my visit to you.
You understand after reception of the visa I should receive the exit visa from the country. It is procedure has remained since times of Soviet Union.
In Russia there were many laws since times of the Soviet union.
In the Soviet union people could not leave the country.
It is not enough people to receive exit visa from the country in the Soviet union.
Now in Russia resolve departure the country all but procedure has remained.
But to pass procedure to the simple person very for a long time and difficultly.
What to pass this procedure it would be necessary to go in the Ministry for Foreign Affairs in Moscow. To fill it is a lot of papers. If I will buy the air
ticket in the travel company that a travel company will issue the exit visa from the country very quickly and without problems. Except for that there is one more problem if you to buy air tickets itself. In the Ministry for Foreign Affairs will be interested where I to take the air ticket. Will begin long and tiresome conversations that you to buy the air ticket for me. The Russian Ministry for Foreign Affairs usually thinks in such cases that the person abandons the country with the purpose of illegal work in other country. The employer sends to him money for the air ticket. I will need to prove very for a long time that it not so. While I to not prove it to me will not allow to leave the country. Therefore I think that better to me to buy the air ticket in the travel company. It will allow to save time and money.
Please understand that it is necessary to go itself in the Ministry for Foreign Affairs in Moscow.

Today I have risen and have felt that I am yours second half!!!
I feel that without me someone very far from being can live, every minute misses and very much waits for a meeting.
Soon, very soon we shall together and we shall enjoy a life with you!!!!
About my god!!! As strongly I like you!!!
I cannot live without you, I think of us every second and is ready to write letters to you all the day long.
In fact now we are connected only with letters!!!
Soon we shall meet. Till this moment there was not enough time!!!
I madly like you!!!
By the way you have received mine kiss??? hohoho
I hope that in your city has passed a rain and has brought my kiss to you.
I wait for your letter with impatience and I hope to receive it very soon.
I wish you successful day!!!
Your love Tatyana

Letter 23

My love John!!!
You my happiness!!!!!!!!!! You my future!!!!!! You my love!!!!!!!
Today it is very warm!!! The spring HAS COME!!!! She will not leave any more!!!
Any more there will be no severe frosts and deep snowdrifts!!!
There has come pair love!!!
Today I went along the street and have seen as two very beautiful birdies sat on a branch of a tree, caressed each other and chirped from pleasure!!!
I have understood that the pair love has come!!!
I at once have thought of us!!! I have presented us instead of these birdies!!!
I have presented as we walk with you on avenue. It is a lot of romanticism and a lot of passion!!!!
Open Company I dreamed of it all life!!!
My last life has consisted of dream to find true love, worthy person which me will be loved also to which by me can trust on all 100 or even 200 %.
I thought that it never will come true, but now I think on another!!!
About my god!!! Soon it will come to pass!!! Soon we shall together and we shall allow each other all our love, warmly, tenderness and caress!!!
Our attitudes - our life!!!!! Let they will be eternal!!!!! We shall live eternally!!!
We shall like each other eternally!!!
As the season - spring is fine!!!
It is necessary for us to be together as soon as possible!!!!
We shall together very soon???????????????????????
I am very strongly glad that you can to help me!!!
It is necessary for me 420 USD for reception of the ticket on credit.
I hope that you can help me very soon because money it is necessary to pay very soon!!!
I very strongly wait for your letter!!!
I hope that you will write to me very soon!!!
Your true love Tatyana.

Letter 24

My love John!!!
I very much love you!!!
I have received money in bank and at once have gone to a travel company to make out the credit.
Many thanks to you for your help.
My parents have filled in all papers very quickly.
Now all papers are sent in bank.
Tomorrow I shall come in a travel company and to select the ticket.
I shall send you the information on my flight tomorrow!!!
Tomorrow there will be tickets!!!! We will need to wait only this small period of time and we shall be together!!!!
I am happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot live without you!!!
I very strongly want to be with you!!!
I madly love you and very strongly I wait from you for the letter!!!
Please write to me soon!!! Very much it is very very fast!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 25

Native mine John!!!!!! You my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today awful day!!! Today I have gone to a travel company and to me informed that there has come the letter from bank in which is written that my parents not can to receive the credit!!!
As they pensioners, the bank cannot give them the credit!!! They not solvent people!!!
Therefore the bank has given up to them in the credit!!!
What now to do??? I in despair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We have tried to descend in other banks, but it has turned out nothing!!!
To us everywhere have given up in the credit!!! What now to do???
Now I should pay second half of ticket. And it is 420 USD.
I have no such money and consequently I do not know what to do!!!!
Please write to me as soon as possible!!!
Please tell to me that to me to do???
I never was in such situation!!! Why so occurs??? Why I such not lucky???
I simply wanted to be with the favourite person!!!! I in full despair.
I very strongly love you and I can not live without you in general!!!!!!
To me so it is strongly bad!!! I die from it!!!
At me a panic condition!!! I perceive nobody!!!
I do not know that to me to do!!!!!!!!!!!!! From my eyes tears drip!!!
Dear mine!!! Tell to me!!!!! We SHALL be TOGETHER????
We can overcome all difficulties???
We shall be the happiest pair?????????
WHAT WILL BE IN THE FUTURE WITH US?????????????
Please answer me very soon!!!!!!!!
I wait for your letter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot live without you at all................
Your unique beloved Tatyana.

Letter 26

My lovely John!!!
I am very much afflicted to read your letter today.
As soon as I have received your letters I at once have run also a travel company what to take a paper proving that I have paid for half of ticket.
To me gave this paper.
As you also asked I send her to you.
I hope it will prove truthfulness of my words.
I understand you what difficultly to trust which person you not to time did not see.
But I swear to you that I do all this only for the sake of our love!!!
As soon as we have got acquainted with you, you at once have liked me.
I told about you to the friends and all admired with you!!!
My parents speak that you an ideal of the man which are necessary for me.
I madly love you and is ready to result the rest of the life together with you!!!
We fine pair!!! At us much in common, we are very strongly similar!!!!
It is destiny!!! But in fact if the destiny has presented us such happiness we should take advantage of it and not lose minutes!!!
Today it was very hurt to me to read your letter where you wrote that your friends speak you that I deceive you!!!
It is very a pity to hear that your friend have deceived, but believe me I not such!!!
I very strongly love you and I hope that you will understand me and to help me.
I understand that you have helped me to all than could, but I think that us should not divide money!!!! The LOVE DOES NOT COST ANY MONEY!!!
THE LOVE CANNOT BE BOUGHT!!!!! SHE SHOULD BE FELT!!!
I never tested such feeling as I test to you!!!
It is fine!!! I am happy!!! I as though fly in clouds from this unearthly pleasure to beat with you!!!
I madly love you!!!
I swear to you that I did not deceive you never and you I shall not deceive never!!! I always spoke you only the truth!!!
Please write to me very soon!!!
I wait for your letter and I hope for yours the help very much very much very soon.
Your loved Tatyana Gregory.

Letter 27

Hi my love John!!!
Yesterday I have received money. Many thanks to you for your help.
I very strongly love you and madly I want to be with you!!!
We shall together very much very much very soon!!!
Today I have received the visa.
Also I have paid for the ticket and to me gave such information.
I hope she to you it is pleasant!!!
Airline: KLM
Flight: KL904
Departure: on May, 15, 15:49, the Sheremetyevo
Arrival: on May, 15, 17:19, Schiphol Arpt

City of change: Amsterdam

Airline: KLM
Flight: KL1435
Departure: on May, 15, 21:20, Schiphol Arpt
Arrival: on May, 15, 21:35, Birmingham Intl Arpt

It is a start from Moscow. And I to reach Moscow by a fast train.
If you do not accept my date of an arrival, I can change the ticket and take for other date.
If you can be at home earlier than on May, 15 that write also I shall arrive to you earlier.
I very strongly love you and madly I wait for our meeting.
Today at me has much put.
It is necessary to fill in many documents.
I shall write to you the big letter tomorrow and I shall tell all.
I wait for your letter!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 28

Hello my love John!!!
Today I have left on street and have felt as there comes summer!!!
Today madly warm weather!!!
Such weather forces my heart to beat very strongly and wishes to meet as fashionably more likely!!!
I do not know that I did now if I did not have you!!!
Now I do not present the life without you!!! Now my life - yours!!!
You imagine... More recently I was perfect one!!!
And now I have found the man which I searched for all life and at last have found!!!
It you, my native and madly the beloved!!!
I am ready to divide with you all life!!! I am ready to be with you always!!!
I am ready to bring to you happiness and pleasure constantly!!!
I do not understand lives without you!!! You my true happiness, pleasure and success!!!
You have filled my life with love, happiness, pleasure and good mood!!!
I cannot live without you!!!!
It is necessary for us to be together as soon as possible!!!!
Our meeting will take place very soon and we shall be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We shall find eternal happiness!!!
Please write to me very soon!!!
I madly love you!!!
I wait for you....
Your eternal love Tatyana.

Letter 29

Hi my favourite John!!!
Today I went to a travel company and learned about my trip.
And there to me informed very bad news. I am very strongly disappointed.
Travel company say that the Russian embassy requires to pay the customs duty (163 Usd) and to receive a medical expense insurance. Without fulfilment of these conditions the embassy is failed me to emit from country. At disease in your country I should ring in the insurance company and me will render a
medical care in your country. The insurance costs 312 USD. in outcome to me it is required 475 USD.
I realize that I very strongly have afflicted you. I swear to you that I ask you money for the last time.
More I shall not ask money. I ask you help me for the last time. I realize that I ask you major money and that I owe was at once tell how many me it is necessary of money. But believe I did not know that I should buy a medical expense insurance. Soon I should issue the insurance and pay the customs fee.
I ask you do not think of me poorly. I ask you of the help because i do not know what to do now!!!
I very much hope that you can to me help. I with impatience wait for your answer.
I love you my dear John.
Whole.
Yours Tatyana

P.S. I swear to you that I ask you money for the last time.

Letter 30

My love John!!!
I at once want to answer all your questions.
The fast train goes about day. That is for a day I can reach Moscow.
As to the insurance, money I only was necessary to pay to me shall receive the insurance.
Without this insurance of me will not let out from Russia.
I went to a travel company and learned about my flight.
To me informed that I can change my ticket without any problems!!!
The information which to me have suggested.

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On April, 24:
Airline: Air France
Flight: AF1645
Departure: on April, 24, 14:05, the Sheremetyevo
Arrival: on April, 24, 15:59, Charles De Gaulle Intl

City of change: Paris

Airline: Air France
Flight: AF5138
Departure: on April, 24, 18:40, Charles De Gaulle Intl
Arrival: on April, 24, 19:09, Birmingham Intl Arpt

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On April, 25:
Airline: Aerosvit Airlines
Flight: VV406
Departure: on April, 25, 10:40, the Sheremetyevo
Arrival: on April, 25, 11:10, Borispol

City of change: Kiev

Airline: Aerosvit Airlines
Flight: VV263
Departure: on April, 25, 12:04, Borispol
Arrival: on April, 25, 13:44, Birmingham Intl Arpt

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On April, 26:
Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: LH3187
Departure: on April, 26, 19:09, the Sheremetyevo
Arrival: on April, 26, 20:19, Frankfurt Intl

City of change: Frankfurt

Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: LH4906
Departure: on April, 26, 21:35, Frankfurt Intl
Arrival: on April, 26, 22:09, Birmingham Intl Arpt

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I can arrive to you to any other day.
Please write to me when to me to take the ticket to you better????
I very strongly love you!!!!!!!!!!!
Today at night I thought of us!!! About our love and about our happiness!!!
Our love as the child!!! First she was very small!!!
As though some sections, living in heart are deeply deep!!!
First we did not notice them, but then...... They have started to grow promptly!!!
That have not noticed as they have turned to huge happiness living in heart!!!!
As it is fine!!! I do not know as to describe my feelings words!!!
The love is our life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The love is the most valuable that we have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We shall make this life of the finest and beautiful!!!
All in our hands!!!
I madly love you and I feel very big satisfaction a life!!!
I AM HAPPY!!!!!! I can repeat these words very for a long time!!!
We shall together very soon!!! We shall be the happiest pair on a planet!!!
Our happiness to not measure by anything!!!
I wait for you!!! I believe that very soon we shall together!!!
Write to me very soon!!! I cannot live without your letters!!!
I very strongly love you!!!
Your unique love Tatyana.

Letter 31

Hello my love John!!!
Excuse that I have not written to you earlier!!!
I have not had time because hurried up on a train.
All is excellent!!!!! Many thanks for your help.
I have just arrived to Moscow. Now I shall wait for tomorrow's day to take off to you.
Tomorrow in the evening I take off to you!!!!!!
I so am strongly happy!!!!!!!
The information remains to the same which I you sent.
On April, 26:
Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: LH3187
Departure: on April, 26, 19:09, the Sheremetyevo
Arrival: on April, 26, 20:19, Frankfurt Intl
City of change: Frankfurt
Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: LH4906
Departure: on April, 26, 21:35, Frankfurt Intl
Arrival: on April, 26, 22:09, Birmingham Intl Arpt
Today at night when I went in a train to me it was very bad because I dreamt about us.
I have arrived to you. You should meet me at the airport, but at the airport were nobody.
I have tried to reach to your house, but to me informed that the address not correct and such address does not exist at all.
I tried to call you and someone took a tube and laughed!!!
To me it was very bad from it!!!!!!
I have woken up all hot!!! My hands shivered fear and I could not tell anything.
I have quickly risen and have taken your photo. At once it became very easy for me!!!
I know that very soon we necessarily shall together, and nobody will prevent our meeting to happen!!!
We shall together very soon and anybody cannot separate us!!!
I wait for your letter very soon!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 32

Dear mine John!!!!!!
Sorry but i have no time to write more now!!!
Today nobody can not stop me that I have arrived to you.
We will be together very very very sooon!!!
I will write to you in the evening before my start.
You can meet me tonight????
I wait for your letter!!!!
I shall write to you approximately 1 hour prior to my start after I shall pass customs house.
I very strongly love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wait for me very soon!!!! Very soon we shall together!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 33

Hello my loved and very dear John!!!
I do not know that to me to do now!!!
At me for you very bad news.
It is very a shame to me. I do not know as to tell to you about it.
I do not know what to do. I in full confusion.
I was stopped by the Russian customs house.
After survey of personal things they have asked me how many personal money I have.
I have answered them that I do not have money because I go to my future husband John.
Customs employees have told that they cannot let out me from Russia in the UK without the personal capital because I go under the tourist visa.
Means at me there should be money.
I have told them that money in the UK are not necessary for me.
All necessary for me is with myself and there I am waited by the favourite person.
Customs employees have told that it is necessary for me to have a minimum 1000 USD cash.
This condition of the Russian customs house.
It is very shame to me to ask you about the help. You have spent for me already many money.
My dear John! I have good news to us. I could change the ticket for later term.
I can arrive to you on Friday.
Please help me with this problem.
It is last problem which separates me from you.
I arrive to you on Friday and I shall bring all money back.
It is not necessary for me of money more.
All necessary at me is.
I cannot live more without you. I think only of our meeting. I with impatience wait environment.
I very much love you. I love you!!! I love you!!! I can repeat this word of 1000 times successively.
I wait from you for the letter with impatience.
Please write to me soon. Please do not throw me in this situation.
Your future wife Tatyana.

Letter 34

YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!! I shall not spend any cent from this money.
As soon as I shall come to you I to return to you this money all!!!!
Do not worry for it!!!!!!!
As soon as I shall receive money I at once I shall send you the information on my flight, I cannot send you her earlier because I do not know for what time to take the ticket. And when I shall receive money I shall know on 100 % for what time to take the ticket.
I so am happy that you can to help me!!!!!
You my savior!!! I madly love you!!!
I wait your letter!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 35

I have just received your letter and now have gone to the Western union.
I shall write to you very soon!!!!!!
Many thanks to you for the help!!!!!
You my savior!!!!!!!!!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 36

At me for you bad news!!!
The western union was closed 10 minutes ago.
I can receive money only tomorrow in the morning when it will open.
I at once shall take the ticket and to arrive to you!!!
Do not worry!!! All will be excellent!!!!
Tomorrow I shall arrive to you and to return all your money. I shall not spend them!!!!!!!
Now I shall ask the tourist agent to find to me the ticket for the morning!!! I shall send you the information on my flight tomorrow in the morning.
I very strongly love you!!!!!
Tomorrow we shall be together!!!!!!
Wait for my letter very soon!!!
Now I have looked the Internet of cafe at the schedule of work and it in 20 minutes stops the work up to tomorrow.
Tomorrow I shall write to you the letter in the morning.
Do not worry!!! Tomorrow we shall be together!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 37

Good night my love John!!!!!!
As soon as this night will pass, we shall be together and we shall enjoy a life!!!
I am happy that tomorrow nobody can to stop me!!!!! I shall arrive to you!!!!!!
I hope that good dream will dream you!!!!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!!

Sorry but i have no time to write moore!!!
Me already ask to leave the Internet-cafe because already very much late!!!
Up to tomorrow my love!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow we at last shall meet!!!
Kiss and strong strong embrace you!!!!!!
Your unique love Tatyana!!!

PS: I shall spend the night directly on places for expectation of flight!!!
With me all will be good!!! Do not worry

Letter 38

My love John!!!
I have received money in the morning!!! Many thanks for the help.
I have asked the tourist agent that it has found for me the nearest ticket.
As soon as I shall pass customs house I at once I shall send you the information on my flight!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!!!
As soon as I shall arrive to you I shall make to you very big surprise!!!
I have for you gift.
I cannot hide it!!! I very for a long time restrained what to not tell to you about a surprise and to make all this unexpectedly, but I cannot!!!!!!
I hope it to you it is pleasant!!!!!!!!!!
Now I do not have time more to write!!! I shall write to you very soon!!!!!
I have gone to pass customs house again!!!! Today more problems will not be!!!
I shall arrive to you very soon and I shall give all money!!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!
I cannot live without you!!!!!
I very strongly want to meet you as soon as possible!!!!!!!
I wait for your letter!!!!!!
Your unique Tatyana!!!!

Letter 39

Hi, my love John!!!
I write to you from customs houses from airport Sheremetyevo.
I do not even know how to tell you about that.
I could not take off from Moscow.
Now I shall try to tell to you that with me have taken place.
Probably you will not believe any my word, but please read all that I have written to you and understand me.
I have made it only for the sake of our love.
When I began to pass customs house, all over again I filled in papers.
...... I do not know as you to say about it, but the gift is represents you very big historical value and has gemstones...
At survey of personal things, customs employees have found this subject at me.
Probably now you sit and abuse me for it.
Leave this gift in Russia I could not, because it is a gift to you and only to you.
As to a gift, it is the big ring. He is passed from generation to generation. It very much old also is of great value.
It will consist of gold and gemstones. Excuse me that I have spoiled to you a surprise.
But I cannot keep it a secret from you any more.
At survey of things at me have found this ring and have seen that I have not paid the tax for export of a ring from Russia.
I did not know that there is such tax. They at once have detained me, having thought that I carry a countergang.
They have thought that I the criminal and have arrested me.
I very for a long time sat in police. Me very for a long time interrogated. To me it was very terrible and terrible.
I tried to prove to them what is it ours a family ring and that I do not carry any countergang.
I tried to prove to them what is it a gift to my liked person.
I could make it.
Now at me a problem with customs police.
I have received the penalty for not entering of jewelry into the declaration and for non-payment of the tax for them.
In a result it is necessary for me to pay the penalty at a rate of 400 USD and the tax at a rate of 270 USD for export of a jewelry from Russia.
In sum there is 670 USD.
In a result to me will not give a ring while I shall not pay the penalty.
This ring is very expensive for me and my family. He should be only at you because my mum have presented him to you.
This ring was carried by my father.
Please excuse me for nonsense which I has made, but my mum gives this gift with all my heart.
For certain you now very much abuse and condemn me, please excuse me that I deliver to you so many problems.
But we did it in all sincerity.
I did not have other output. I have made this nonsense only because of strong love to you!!!!
I very strongly love you and very strongly I am sorry before you. I am very strongly guilty.
Now at me does not remain other output how to ask the help you.
I lovely John please to help me. Your help is madly necessary for me.
I could postpone the ticket for the next week. Such nonsense as today it will not be repeated any more.
It is very a shame to me before you because I till now have not arrived to you and has once again got in a ridiculous and silly situation.
I feel awfully inconvenient before you. You have made all for me.
I feel so guilty to you, my love John.
But despite of any damage and obstacles, I like you and I examine you as my unique person in this life.
We shall be the husband and the wife for ever!!!!
Please excuse me.
Impatient expectation of reception of news from you.
I like you, and I cannot live without you.
Your wife Tatyana.

Letter 40

You still here my love John???
Forgive me please for my mistake, but I never was at customs house earlier and anything about it did not know.
I feel the most bad girl on a planet!!!!
Please forgive me!!!
I am glad that you have understood my situation!!!
I could not leave a ring. I very urgently need to pay the penalty and I can arrive to you!!!
This gift is intended only for you!!!!
I have written to you that have arrested me. But I not in prison. I on freedom.
I wanted tell that I cannot to leave the country while I shall not pay the penalty.
As soon as I shall pay the penalty I at once I can take off to you.
You can help me???
I wait for your letter in Internet - cafe.

I have just received your new letter.
Now I have run to do a copy of this paper.
Very soon I shall send you her.
Write to me very soon.
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 41

Hello my love John!!!
Excuse me please that I have not written to you yesterday. I had no time.
As soon as I have received your letter, I at once have gone to receive money.
I wanted to write to you at once after have received money.
I have come to Internet - cafe to write to you, but the break was and consequently the Internet - cafe did not work.
To not waste time I has paid money for the penalty at customs house and to me have returned a ring.
But that I could pass customs house it is necessary that I have paid the tax from a ring.
To me informed that is necessary to go in tax service and to pay the tax there.
I have gone in tax.
There there was very big turn.
Procedure of payment of taxes, very long therefore I was there before the closing.
After that I have not had time to write to you anything.
Excuse me please.
Today in the morning I went that tax workers have looked my ring.
I was just released.
But the most awful today was that that the information on that that I have paid taxes will be ready only on Tuesday because in Russia holidays.
It is awful!!! Excuse me please that I have made this mistake and have not arrived to you in due time!!!
Excuse me please!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!!!
It is very a shame to me before you!!!!!!
Transfer please my apologies to the that person at which you has borrowed money.
Tell to him that I shall arrive to Tuesday and to return money. I am sorry about him!!!!!
Forgive me please and you, that I have brought you. I hope your friend to not take offence at me!!!
FORGIVE me PLEASE!!!!!!!
I do not spend this money. I they need to pass customs house only!!!!!
I madly love you and is very strongly tired from this vanity. I madly want to have a rest from all it!!!!!
As soon as I shall come to you we with you we shall have a rest on 100 %!!!!!!!!!!!!
It will be super!!!!!!!!!!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!
Please excuse me for my mistake!!!! More than it it will never be repeated!!!
I wait with impatience of your letter and I hope that you will write to me very soon!!!!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 42

Hello my love John!!!
With me all is good!!!!!!!!!
I very much love you!!! I cannot live without you, to me it is very bad without you!!!
Your love is necessary for me as vital force!!!
I am simple in a shock from the Russian tax service.
Today all day long I sat in tax service and proved that I receive money from you as a gift.
They spoke that I have been obliged to pay taxes from those sums which received.
I have told him that it not my money, it is money of my future husband John.
He help me with my arrival to him.
I do not understand for what I am obliged to pay taxes.
Workers of tax service have told to me that I should inform in tax service that money which I receive, a gift of my loved person.
Today I am very tired.
Tomorrow I shall go to tax service for final conversation.
I do not know that will be tomorrow. I very much afraid!!!
Please forgive me for that that I have not arrived to you when promised.
I promise you that I shall come to you very soon!!!!!!!!!!!
I madly love you and with impatience wait for the moment of our meeting.
By the way i have a lower, it is a lawyer which was given with a travel company to protect my rights.
I madly love you!!!
Write to me very much very much very soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your future wife Tatyana.

Letter 43

Hello my loved John!!!
I am now in a condition of a shock. I yesterday all the day long have lead in tax police. I to explain that I to receive money from my loved man as a gift.
Today to me have told that I should pay the penalty for non pay of taxes and their this final decision.
In result now from me would demand that I have paid the penalty at a rate of 1810 USD.
Except for that to me have told that if I shall not pay the tax, me will plant in prison for non-payment of taxes. I now in full madness. I do not know what to tell. I need your letter.
I very much wait your letter. Your help is necessary for me. I do not want in prison. Help me.
I very much am afraid. In our prison many criminals which sit killed and made others awful a crime.
I am afraid in prison. I not the criminal. I cannot be in prison!!! For what???
I very much love you!!! I should be only with you!!! Nobody is necessary for me except for you!!!
You my true love!!! You love of all my life!!!! I cannot live without you!!! My heart will be broken!!!
My love, I ask you write me soon.
Yours wife Tatyana.

Letter 44

Dear mine John!!!!
Forgive me please that I have brought to you so many problems!!!
I did not want to cause you such inconveniences!!! It is very a shame to me!!!
Please forgive me John!!!!
Please give me last chance!!!!
Please do not leave me!!!!!
Understand me correctly. If I shall not pay money very soon me will plant in prison prior to the beginning of court.
There will be a court and then I do not know that with me happen!!!!!
I do not want in prison!!! I want to be with you!!!!! I not the criminal!!!
I never did to anybody poorly!!!
Why the life so is severe to our love???? Why I such unhappy??? Why all so occurs????? WHY??? For what??????????
Why I?????? What to me now to do?????
I cannot live without you my dear John!!!!!!!!! What to me now to do further????????? What????
Please explain all to the friend!!!!! Please give me last chance.
I promise you that more problems will not be!!!!!!!!!
When I shall arrive to you I shall help you to earn money.
I am sure that I can to find work without any problems.
My trade is very much appreciated in Europe, but only not in Russia.
Russia badly develops therefore new technologies interest of nobody!!!!
Please, John, I beg you to give me last chance!!!
Than I can prove to you the fidelity and honesty????????? What should I make??????
I madly want to arrive to you!!!!!!!
You my life!!!!
Without you I shall die!!! I do not have sense to live in this world
without you my unique John!!!!!!!!.........................................................

Letter 45

Lovely, honey mine John!!!
How are you? Where are you? Why are you not write to me? Why?
I love you so, that from idea about you my heart is beaten all more strongly and fastly!!!!!!!!!
You fill my life with sense, you force me to trust in the optimistic future.
You to radiate light and is warm for my soul.
Your beauty reduces me from mind!!!!!!!! I madly love you!!!!!!!!
For me in the world we live only you and I!!!!!!!! More anybody is not present!!!
You my unique, unique, invaluable the man on a planet!!!!!
More loved than you are not present on our planet!!!!!!! Such as you are not present even in all galaxy!!!!!
In all solar system!!!
You my happiness, my life and my future!!!
I madly love you!!!
I cannot live without you neither day!!! Nor hour!!!! Neither minutes!!!! Nor seconds!!!
I cannot exist without you at all!!!!!!!!!
I madly want to you!!!!!! I want to be only with you and for ever!!!!!!!!!!!
Please, write to me as soon as possible!!!
I cannot live without your gentle and tender letters!!!!!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!
I send you of hundred millions tons of gentle and tender kisses!!!
Let they will kiss you from legs up to a head!!! Let they will rain kisses on you all!!!!!!!!
And when I shall arrive to you, it will be made by me!!!!!!
About my god!!! I very strongly want to you!!!!!
I wait for your letter.
Your unique love Tatyana.

Letter 46

My love John!!
I am very strongly happy to receive from you the letter today!!!
I did not know as me to live!!! I did not know that to me to do!!!
I did not know that will be with our love and with our life!!!
I would not like to live. I thought that you any more will not want me to see never and me will hate!!!!
But when I have read your letter, my life has blossomed as the withered flower.
Your letter has returned me by a life. Now at me the sense has again appeared to live!!!!
I very strongly love you and I want to be only with you!!! I want to be with you for ever.
I want to divide with you all fine minutes of a life!!!!!
I madly love you and very strongly I want to arrive to you and to make that happy person on a planet.
I AM SURE THAT I CAN TO MAKE IT!!!!!!!! IT VERY MUCH WILL BE VERY VERY FAST!!!!!!
I madly love you because you an ideal of the man which are necessary for me.
I cannot live without you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I in Moscow. I spent the night in a travel company.
There there are special places for such people as I. (for people which had any problems to a start).
I do not want to go home. Now we have passed half of way. The following step - our meeting. I madly wait for it.
I do not want to go back!!!
I want to move only to you. It is MORE ANYWHERE!!!!!!!!
When I have read your letter I was on the top of the world with happiness!!!!!!
I am madly happy that you can to help me.
I shall pay the rest of the penalty and when I shall come to you I at once to return to you all money which to me are required for passage of customs house because they are not necessary for me.
I have all necessary to arrive to you. It is necessary only your help to pay to me the penalty up to the end.
With my ticket everything is all right. I at any time can descend in a travel company and take the ticket for any day and time. With it problems will not arise. All will be excellent.
More problems there will be no because with me a lawyer. It to help me!!!!
More problems will not be!!!
I very strongly want to arrive to you. I very strongly love you.
Please to help me. You unique my rescue.
I very strongly love you.
When I shall arrive to you I shall give all money. They are not necessary for me.
It is necessary for me to pass only customs house with them. I shall not spend them. I very strongly love you.
I love you so is strong that I can not think more of anybody except for you.
You my happiness, love, success and meaning of the life. I cannot live without you because you - my life.
I cannot without you, as a fish without water!!!!! You my present, the past and the future.
Please write to me as soon as possible. I very strongly need in you.
I madly love you!!!!!!
I wanted you to write all this today.
As to a photo which you have sent me, I do not know who it.
I see her for the first time.
And I sent you last time of a photo of me after I have left from a bath.
They have liked you???????
I wait from you for the letter and I send you of ten millions gentle and tender kisses.
They should kiss you from legs and up to a head!!!!!!!!
I very strongly love you. You have returned me by a life.....
Your true love Tatyana.

Letter 47

My love John!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter.
I very much am afraid of each day because at any time to me there can come policemen and arrest me.
I very much am afraid of it!!! What will be with me if I shall get in prison?????
That will be with our love and with our attitudes.
What to me to do???? Please to rescue our love!!!!!!!!!!!
I wrote to you earlier that at me all personal things and documents have confiscated.
Have left only the Russian passport that I could not leave the country in other way.
A ring too have confiscated. At present it lays in tax police.
To me have told that as soon as I shall pay the penalty up to the end to me at once will return all things.
Such new are!!!!
I wrote to you it earlier!!! You do not remember it???????
If this week I shall not pay money that of me will plant in prison and then there will be a court on my business.
As a result of me will plant in prison or I should pay very much a heavy fine. It to me the lawyer today has told.
The lawyer in every way tries to help me. It has told that problems will not arise any more any.
But it is necessary to pay very soon money. This unique rescue.
Please make it for the sake of our happiness, for the sake of our love and for the sake of our future!!!!
Please!!!! Do not leave me in this situation. Please make something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I very strongly love you and very strongly I am afraid to get in prison and to lose you!!!!!
In fact if I shall get in prison, I cannot write to you.
We shall lose all our communication and never probably we shall meet more!!!!!
If so will take place, if I shall get in prison, I not shall so live. I shall die!!!!!
My life will not contain sense if in it there will be no you!!!!!!!
Lovely mine!!!! Please to rescue my life, to rescue our attitudes, to rescue our love!!!!!!
I beg you to help me, in fact except for you I am necessary for nobody!!!!!!!!!
I do not have anybody except for you!!! I very strongly love you and madly I want to be with you!!!!!
Please to write to me as soon as possible. My life and the future depends on it.
I very strongly love you and very strongly I want to be with you!!!!!!!!!
Your unique love Tatyana.

PS: Excuse but I have overlooked to write to you in the last letter about receipts and documents which I sent you.
What interest you. I can translate them and send you the information which there contains in your language.
Write to me only what documents of you interest.

Letter 48

Hi my love John!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!
I have translated receipts what you asked.
I send you them back. I used programs Paint to write numbers on these papers.
I hope to you all will be clear.
Please rescue me from this situation. I very strongly love you and very strongly I wait for your letter.
Write to me please very soon.
Your love Tatyana.

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fdgdfdfhlnkhjn:

1. The ministry of the Russian Federation under taxes and tax collections
2. The address: Moscow, a code 72, street. Shkolnaia, 75a
Tax body: Interdistrict inspection of Russia, a code 5207
Identification number.
3. The tax notice ? 85875
4. My name and a surname: Znatnova Tatyana Nikolaevna
The address: Abakan, street Gagarin 21-30.
5. The address of bank where it is necessary to pay money.
6. The tax and the penalty to money resources.
7. The sum of the tax - 12156 roubles (1 USD=27 roubles)
8. The sum of the penalty - 38755 roubles (1 USD=27 roubles)

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the resept:

1. The receipt of the tax from the profit.
2. A maturity date and a kind of payment: on May, 4, 2006 - payment cash.
3. The sum of the paid penalty: 1000 USD.
4. My name, a surname: Znatnova Tatyana.
5. The information of the bank.
6. Tax taxation international monetary translations.

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Letter 49

Lovely mine John!!!
Yes!!! Yesterday I have received your letter and at once have gone together with the lawyer to bank.
Many thanks for your help.
Then we at once have gone to pay money in tax service.
There to us informed that we very for a long time did not pay and consequently the penalty grow and became on 500 USD more than was.
Now it is necessary for me 500 more USD.
What to me to do??????? The lawyer in it can make nothing!!!
I am broken!!! I am afflicted!!! I in a panic!!!
Please to help me!!!! You my unique rescue!!!!!
This is the last problem which divides as!!!!!!!!
You my love and my life!!!!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!!!!
I very strongly love you and madly I wait only for one moment in a life, it is our meeting!
I wait for your letter and I hope that I can receive it very soon!!!!!
Your love Tatyana.

Letter 50

Lovely mine John!!!
Now is the end of my problems!!!!!!! Problems have ended!!! More problems will not be.
Today I have paid 500 USD from that money which intended for personal money.
You ask why still it became necessary 500 USD.
The lawyer in it is not guilty also could make nothing because in it we are guilty.
We very long time did not pay money, therefore it became necessary for me to pay 500 more USD.
I do not have problems with the law more. Me will not plant in prison!!!!!!
Thanks you for your help!!! Thanks you for your understanding!!!
You my savior!!! I am madly grateful to you!!!
I very strongly love you!!!!!!!!!!!
Lovely mine!!! When I paid money I have not taken a paper which to you is necessary. She has remained in tax police.
I very strongly hurried up!!!
More problems will not be.
Now it is necessary for me to pass customs house only. After that I shall be with you!!!
It will be a concluding step in mine arrival to you.
To me only it is necessary 500 USD to pass customs house and to be with you for ever!!!!!
Please to help me. I allow to you of 100 % of a guarantee that will not be necessary money any more!!!!!!!
To me it is necessary only 500 USD to pass customs house.
I madly want to arrive faster to you and to do by that happy person on a planet!!!!!! I from you without mind!!!!!
Please write to me very soon!!!! I very strongly love you!!!!!!!
I wait for your letter.
Your love and future wife Tatyana.