Letter(s) from Olga Pushkina to Rafael (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my new friend Rafael

You cannot imagine how much glad I was when you wrote to me!!! Now I understand, that
people in your country are really responsible ! Today I came into internet cafe and have scanned some of my images and I send them to you this time, I hope, that you like them. Honestly I would like to learn more about you and your interests, your work and lifestyle. I am very glad to have such a friend as you. I am a very cheerful person and I have a very responsible job, I am a nurse, and I cannot make any mistakes. Both at work and in general I am not less responsible person. I am happy in general but so lonely at the same time…
I have never been married and I have no children, but I am eager to have, but their father must be a person I will really love and our love will be mutual. The main features of human character are I think sincerity, kindness, politeness, trust and I also think that it is necessary for a person to be a respectable citizen with love to the country. Very often I see happy young couples. I am really happy that there are still some happy people in this cruel world but nevertheless I have never been loved. I used to have a boyfriend but we broke up. I was hurt badly. If you want I can tell you about this sad story a little bit later.
I love nature, I adore fresh air, here I feel relaxed. I like pets and in particular cats – I have a cat called Dushka. All right I have to go now and finish my letter. Internet cafe is going to close. I usually come here after work. Hope to hear from you soon.

Your new Russian friend Olga.


Letter 2

Hi my friend Rafael
Many thanks for your photo, I love it!!!
I am sincerely glad that you have answered me again. Your letters give me a charge of energy for all day! I read them with great pleasure. In your letters you may ask me about everything that interests you about me. But if I do not answer you, do not take offence, I simply can not understand it , just send me another one and by all means I will answer you. It is my first experience of acquaintance
through the Internet, but I really like it so far since I have a person who liked
me. I write you letters from the Internet cafe so be not upset if I do not answer your letter at once, sometimes Internet cafes may be closed. Today is a little bit sad date, this day my parents were lost.
It is very interesting for me what weather you have down there, I think that it must be warm. Spring is my favorite season, I like the way nature looks in spring, how nature comes to life after cold winter. I like the way birds sing in springtime. It is just beautiful! I really wanna live and love than! The first fresh grass grows, many children have fun outside. And it makes me great pleasure to observe them. My parents gave good education, I have finished Kazan State College for a nurse.
Sometimes I feel very lonely and unhappy but I still have a strong faith that I will find a real love…. Tell me more about you, what kind of music you like to listen to, what cuisine you prefer, what is your favorite film, etc.
My favorite dish is pelmeni, this is a very delicious dish of Russian cuisine that consists of forcemeat of beef and pork mixed with onions and spices wrapped up in a dough. I like cooking. My favorite films are Gladiator and Titanic, a film about big love. As for music, that depends on my spirits, in general I like classics.
I hope it was interesting for you to find out some facts about me. Hope to hear from you soon. Your friend Olga.


Letter 3

My friend Rafael I am again glad to you to tell Hello

Our correspondence seems to have become more frequent, we already became closer! I am very glad to find your letters when I come to the Internet cafe, my spirits become higher when I read them!
This time I send you one more picture of mine, I hope you like it.
My girlfriends constantly ask me about you, they want to know about you. You know I have not communicated with such an interesting person as you for a long time, I really like your letters, I realize that you are a good person to rely on!
Today a really funny thing happened to my cat Dushka. You know I have an aquarium with a couple of fish in my apartment, Dushka observed them for a long time but suddenly in my absence she fell into the aquarium and joined my little fish! It was so funny when I came home and found my cat completely wet. Now she is doing well since I dried her up.
By the way, soon I have my birthday, I was born in February, 15. I am almost 27.
Tell me how you are doing, what is new at your place.
Unfortunately I have to finish the letter.
I am looking forward to hearing from you soon!
Take care!
Your friend Olga.


Letter 4

My friend Rafael

Thank you for your last letter. It was really interesting to read it. Hope everything in my letter was clear to you.
You know during this short period of time I already become kind of attached to you, I really appreciate your interest in me. Hope you feel the same way. Do you?
You know I am so much glad that such thing as Internet exists, it is a great achievement of civilization, people living far away from each other can easily communicate with each other, isn’t wonderful!!!
Unfortunately I do not have a phone at home, in Russia it is kind of expensive to pay for it every month. But I would love to talk to you! Think I will get a chance to order international calls sometimes.
Believe or not, when I am at work, I always think about you, I wait for the moment to go to the Internet cafe and to find a letter from you, it makes me great pleasure to read them.
Again I send you my photo. Do you like it, but please be honest, all right?
Unfortunately my limit came to an end. Write me back please!
Your friend Olga .


Letter 5

Hi, my best friend Rafael!!!

I hope you are not against, that I call you my best friend. I just feel very much attached to you and I want to call you my best friend! As I see it we have some new feelings inside of us, you know, I had the same feeling when I was much younger, about 20, I used to have a boyfriend but unfortunately nowadays he became addicted to alcohol. In general lots of people in Russia drink vodka, I do not understand why, may be they are weak. I just hate it! As not the supporter of smoking, I think, that people just don’t need all this stuff.
It was very pleasant for me to receive your last letter, you know, I think I begin to enjoy life and this is directly connected with the fact that we have found each other. I think you are a remarkable person! With a person like you I am ready to spend all my life, I know, that I can rely on you, I really trust you and I know, that such person cannot betray.
Today me and a couple of my friends went to park for a walk and I saw there a young pair, I think, they were newly weds and they looked the happiest people in the whole world. And I thought about us, I imagined how we are together and we are happy and everyone looks at us and admires.
Still I very much love the order, am inadmissible, that at me houses were are scattered things or there was a dirty utensils, I done not complicated at all by to clean all these things, it does a pleasure me only pleasure.
Wait to hear from you soon. Truly yours Olga.


Letter 6

Hello my kitten Rafael

As always I was very happy to get your letter!
I hope you are not against that I have called you my kitten, do not take offence, when I think about you I want to be tender...
My colleges at work tell me that I became absent-minded, they all think that I fell in love and I don’t know what to answer because I do not want them to make some stupid conclusions! But it seems to me that I really like you, or it only seems? Tell me please, these feelings can be not mutual, and I dream that our love is mutual! Well, even though I am a little bit hesitating, but I really wanna tell you: I LOVE YOU RAFAEL!
Now I think it’s time for you to tell me something in turn. I am looking forward to hearing from you soon.
Your kitten Olga.


Letter 7

Hi sweetheart Rafael!!!

I simply can not find proper words to express all my feelings! I am so happy that I have found you in this world.
You are a very unusual person, I can tell you all my ideas and dreams.
When I write you letters I have something inside of my soul, something so deep, so tender, I just cannot explain it…
One should feel it to understand it right. Sometimes I am just sitting next to your photo and all the time thinking about you. I dream about seeing you.
I imagine how we are together, you give me a hug, we kiss…
My grandmother looks at me with a kind of smile and says that she is happy to see me the way I am in present time. And I myself feel very happy that I am writing you next letter. It is filled with all my love and tenderness towards you. I wanna see you next to me so bad but unfortunately I can’t so far.
Now I constantly look through the latest news hoping to learn something about your country. With great interest I study English. In general I like to study everytuing that is not known to me. I think it is better to know a little bit about everything. I also study when I talk to people. But the most important dialogue for me is when I communicate with you. You see you are the main teacher for me, and I want to listen to you. To listen to your ideas, thoughts, to know about you as much as possible. Hope you are not against.
Well now I have to finish the letter my lovely.
Impatiently waiting for your letters.
Yours Olga.


Letter 8

Hi my love Rafael!!!

I was very glad to receive from you letter. When I read your letter, at me even have appeared on eyes of tear of pleasure. I see that we are necessary each other. Not seldom I visit church, and I am asked for you and ours with you meeting. How you there without me? I here very much without you men. You in ideas always with me. You show very strong interest to me it very pleasantly to feel. I began very much to think of us with you that waits for us ahead. Write to me all questions which you interest. I shall be very glad to answer to you them.. You now are, by the second man in this world which to me is necessary most of all. The first man is my mum. I very much hope for that that our meeting the speed future is held. I am very grateful to you that you trust me. Through the Internet it is as that not naturally, we should take each other in hands and look each other in eyes and speak about that as the world is perfect. At me very good mood. I want to know all. To me you are very important. When I began to correspond with you I had what that hope that at us with you all will be good. With each your letter I understood that I have found that man which to me is necessary. I as well as you want to see you believe to me very faster it it would be desirable. I want to embrace you caress. I consider what exactly creation of a spiritual emotional basis of the man and there is a purpose sense of family education. I want to you to tell one that my feelings and the words in relation to you always were sincerely and I always understood that we put a lot of trust, that our union would be when that real. Now I am sure on all 100 that I can to you to trust. And you that man which to me are necessary. When I read your letter I has seen in it your sincerity and fidelity to me. I have made of your letter for myself the large conclusion which it is possible to express in three words " I LOVE YOU ". Today I even felt so highly, at me all turned out so easily, because my ideas were directed about you. I as knew when I think of you and you think of me and it warmed my soul and body. . But we should trust each other, without it we simply can not exist. Today when I went on a road home, I thought of that as much to me to admit to you about it. You see between us there should be a complete trust and we should know about each other all. You probably think that I such not modern, but I consider that first time I should have affinity with the favourite man. At present at me the large inclination to you, I do not know why but it is the truth. Sometimes such dreams dream me, that it is a shame to me to you to speak about it. This dream has dreamed me today at night. " We have supper with you at you at home and then we go to you in sleeping and we begin to be engaged with you love. Excuse that I speak with you so frankly, but I think that you should know about me all. I would be happy to visit you is a limit of my desires. Your love Olga...


Letter 9

Hi my love Rafael

I am very happy to read your letter, as always. I am very glad, that to us will give an apartment!!!! Why you ask about mine parents, I cannot answer to you this question.... As to mine full name, and for what to you it??? I live in Cheboksary. Is Russian my primary language. But I can speak English. Much to our regret, I about you spoke nobody. I visit orthodox church, but I very seldom do it. You - mine beloved, my love, my palpation! Also, as you urgently require
me, I too urgently need in you, to want be close to you, and to feel you, your breath. I want to hold you by my party, my lips in your lips and will kiss you, I feel your language, I feel your breath. Yesterday night, I had this remarkable sexual dream concerning you and me. I can not hold it to me directly. I should express it to you, divide it with you. I should find out, whether you also have dream of similar nature, or is only me. You and me, anybody still. We - near to the friend by the friend on a bed. We cover each other, we press our body against each other, our lips meet each other and synchronize in operation knowledge. I feel your body, you feel my body . You undress me, I undress you. I feel your sensitive body. You feel my basis. I lay at top of your sensitive body , listening your heart beat in double speed.
We lay near to the friend by the friend to speak love to each other, caress each other. I study your beautiful eyes, you study my eyes both see love in the friend the friend. I will kiss you a breast, necks, everywhere. You also pay with your sensitive gentle lips. I love you very much. I want to hear your beautiful vote. I want to speak love to you. We now have a rain. The rain brings love. The love prospers in this weather. It - very romantic atmosphere. Please write the long letters to me. Inform me concerning your ideas. Inform me concerning work and friends. Love olga.


Letter 10

Hi my love Rafael.

I have understood for myself that I cannot live not only without your letters,
but also without you any more! Life becomes senseless without you. I can not live without you and that’s why want to ask you whether you want me to arrive to your place.
More and more often I dream about that I am your misses, that we share our bed we are the best couple in the world that all people look at us and see us full of love and trust! That your friends look at us and envy because I am the best wife and you are the best husband in the whole world!
I just want you to think of it if it is possible more seriously, but I think that these feelings are mutual since we really like each other.
So here have to finish this letter and I wait for your answer, it is necessary for me to know your opinion upon what I have just told you.

For ever your future wife, Olga

Letter 11

Good afternoon, honey Rafael!!!

In your letter I have seen a lot of your love to me! My darling, I looked film - "Lake House", it also was pleasant to me!!!
I very much appreciate it! But you would know, how hardly to me to write this letter. I today called in the American embassy in Moscow and learned there how I can arrive to you, to me there gave such answer,that the best variant of arrival to you it will be registration of
visa B-2, its validity of 90 days from the date of arrival in USA, and registration in very short term, only one or two days, but I am very strong frustration when I have learned its price, a total cost of the visa of 400 American dollars, the visa costs only 100 dollars, but plus to this it is necessary to pay 150 dollars on consular gathering and as on medical insurance and all this together makes about 400 dollars when to me have told this price, at me on cheeks flew tears...
I explained them, that Rafael, he is that person without which I I can not to live, and I very much would like it to see, they have answered me, that anything do they may not, all of them understand, but rules are rules, on another in any way it is impossible, but they have told me, that I might ask this money to the visa for you, they me have told, that loving person should pay for the loved, I in him has told, that it slightly is not polite, but they to me have explained, that all of you will understand, I very much hope for your understanding.
In embassy to me have told, that it will be the best to send me money through system of translations Western Union, it is very reliable system of remittances and she is in each bank that I have received them, I should inform you the address of bank in which I of them to receive, and you should inform me of 10 figures of a remittance.
I have address where you can send me of money:
Russia, city Cheboksary, Pushkin's street, for name Olga Pushkina, please, send to me money today, I really do not present the further life without you! And I ask you, do not take offence at my request, to me so have told, that you should understand it.
But as soon as I to you to arrive, I shall be arranged to work and necessarily return your money, it will be for me a point of honour, I hope, that you understand me.

Very much I wait from you the answer and as I wait for your translation, you are necessary for me! You mine LOVE!

Your eternal love Olga!!!