Letter(s) from Julia Kreneva to Jon (USA)

Letter 1

Hello, my friend Jon,Now I'm here to write you. I want to tell you more about myself.I like sport. I like various kinds of sport: volleyball, swimming, aerobics and dancing. Also I adore traveling with friends around my country. Sometimes we take the tents, make there a fire, sing songs, fool, tell terrifying stories and cook the food. I like cooking very much: usually fish soup, millet porridge, and toasts. Generally we have a goodtime. I adore flowers in all their displays. I think that they make our life beautiful everywhere: at home, in the streets, at work. As for me I think there is no woman who doesn't like flowers at all. I prefer bloody red roses, delicate lilies, and noble irises. When there is a vase of flowers in the livingroom or on the bed-table it means that you will be elated all the day, have adesire to do the best for everybody. I'm fond of dancing very much.I attended dancing classes. Most of all I like Latin-American dances, because they are so passionate, rhythmical and active. So I think that's all for now.Bye, kisses from Ekaterina .

Letter 2

Hi Jon, I was very pleased to receive your letter! I did not expect,that you will answer so quickly! I want to learn more about you. Whatwould you like to know about me? Please, do not hesitate to ask me Iwill answer you with pleasure. During the days off I all the days havecarried out home. At home was has put also we with mum of them muchdid. First I was engaged in cleaning. After that I prepared for asupper. I liked these days off.A few words about myself: As you mightalready know I'm 28 years old girl from Russian small town calledZvenigovo. It is approximately 1300 km from Moscow. I have never beenmarried but feel ready to make the family with the good and honestperson. I want to find the person who will love me and take care ofme. I hope that our relations which are so fragile yet will grow dayby day. Happiness in the Family is everything which is necessary forthe lonely girl such as I am! This's all I need. I am already an adultgirl and I need my own family! As I already said I work as anaccountant. I worked at many other places before my girlfriend hashelped me with this one. It is very nice, I like it very much. Also Ilike cooking! I can make a big variety of dishes! My mother used tosay that it's very important to cook tasty and delicious food tobecome a good wife. My favourite is the Russian cuisine! My mothersays I do it very good however I don't eat that much: only salads 2times a day. What kind of food do you like? I think I know Englishwell enough for us to understand each other I studied English atschool then at the University. The English language was my favouritelesson. Of course I don't speak English as good as you but I'm tryingto improve it. Now I live with my mother. I was born when my mum was30. My parents wanted children so much and they were waiting girl forso long so that when I was born they were so happy and tried to giveme all their love and care. My father died natural death when I wasyoung but he is still in my heart and in my mind. Unfortunately I haveneither sisters nor brothers. I feel lonely and it is so difficult tolive without man's support without strong man's shoulder on which Iwould lean. Fortunately I have some good friends who always are withme and help me. I am very much interested in you and our relations.Will you please send me your pictures! It's all for now, I'm goinghome to sleep and think what to write you tomorrow.Your Ekaterina .

Letter 3

Hello my friend Jon! I am glad to hear from you again. Thanks that youhave written me. I think that every new letter pulls us together moreand more. I think that you know much about me now. I was familiar withmany young people, but I didn't like any of them. Now I know you and Ithink we can be very close friends. I hope that I have made the rightchoice. I do not want to risk. I want to be happy and to love thepersons who will make me happy. I write you with pure intentions. Doyou think we can be happy together? Once I had long relations with oneguy. We were dating for two years. I thought that we would marry oneday. But suddenly he became so cold with me, he began to treat me sobad, started to drink a lot and spend most of the time with hisfriends. And they were telling stories about me, something veryhorrible that I've never done. He became rude with me. He spent timewith other women. I was so upset and after that I disappointed in allRussian men. Since that passed one year already. Recently mygirlfriend told me that it is possible to get acquainted with the manthrough the Internet. I didn't believe in this but decided to try. AndI have found you. I am very happy that we write each other. It is veryimportant for me. I want to be happy with the man and to spend withhim the whole my life. I will try to make my man happy. But withouthis help and his love and understanding it would be impossible. Ithink I'm ready to try such a wonderful feeling as love again. I hopethat you will understand my words.I want to know your opinion aboutall this. I want to learn more about you. About your soul andbackground. What is the most important for you: material or spiritualvalues? I would like to receive more of your pictures. I will wait foryour answer with impatience.Your friend Ekaterina!!!

Letter 4

Hello dear Jon, I am very pleased that you answered me. Thank you foryour interesting letter! Your letters always bring me a lot ofpleasure and happiness. When I read your letter I feel, that you arethe kind and good person, and you will never hurt me! My heart startsto beat more often when I read your letter, and I think, that you arethat person whom I waited for so long. I am pleased, that we are sosimilar and it is wonderful to feel that you are interested in me! Ipromise you, that I will be sincere in my letters! Last night I talkedto my mother about us. After my dad has died, she became closer to meand I decided to tell her, that I correspond with you. I said that youare not from Russia and she encouraged me. My mother was glad to hearthat I met a good person (that's what I told her about you, as you arereally very nice) but warned to be careful because she remembers how Isuffered with the previous boyfriend. But I ensured her that you arenot that kind of man who will make me suffer. I told her howinteresting and important you are for me and she gave me her blessingand said she would pray for us! She said that if my dad were alive hewould be happy for me. Yesterday evening I had good time thinking withmy mother, what to write you about me in this following letter. Ihope, that it is pleasant for you! They say I have good character, andI'm not interested in married men because to destroy their family isvery bad! I want to tell you that if we shall be together one day Iwill try to be a good wife for you and will never deceive you withanother man! I think to betray the husband it is the biggest sin and Iam not capable to do this as many other women! I want to be the bestwife I even read the book in which key rules of the good wife werewritten. My life target is not the money but the happiness in family.I don't want to say, that if everything is ok with us I will sit athome and keep the house, I would like to find the job if you don'tmind. As for my education I have good knowledge! I studied for theaccountant approximately for 6 years and I'm good at it. I have goodjob, but salary is so small so I need to save money all the time (itis $180 per month). I don't have my own phone and computer so I writeyou from the Internet-cafe. I think it's even better that I do nothave much money as they make people worse and do not make them happy!Of course I earn more than many people here but it is enough only formeal and some clothes. I think that we should not speak about theincomes because it's not the main thing. Well, it's time to go forwork now because the lunch break will finish soon and I can't affordmy own phone and computer to write you from home and sometimes to callyou, it is very expensive here. I'm looking forward to hearing fromyou!Your Ekaterina.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Jon, It is so pleasant to come from work and find yourletter in my mail box. Here in one hour per the Internet of cafe costs4 $. Almost same cost as well as at you. I am very much surprised howmany at you the bookkeeper receives, these are very big money. To meto have only to dream of such money. I am so tired I had a longworking day. I've made the quarter balance from the beginning of year.Due to the new requirements in registrating official papers I had torewrite many documents and to recount the figures. Now it's just thefigures and tables in my head. More than that I had to finish thiswithin one day because tomorrow there comes the tax commission. Iwonder what for they issue constantly new and new policy? Why isn't itimpossible to adhere for a long time to the old rules??? Butunfortunately I can't do anything with this. I have to obey to thissystem. Only one thing makes me happy, that everything is ok with you.It is so pleasant to read your letters when I reread them I come overall the troubles and difficulties so easy. It is very easy for me withyou. I am so tired now so I'd better go to sleep and on my way backhome I will think of you and it will give me new energy to spendtomorrow's day and write you again!Hugs and kisses, your Ekaterina.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Jon. It is so pleasant to receive your letter again! Youfilled up my life with a new feeling which I forgot for quite a while.It is so wonderful! Yes this photo has been made about the river. Iwent to my grandmother in village. This village is near not the bigriver. And on coast of the river very big tower is constructed. It isvery beautiful. You have asked me where to find it on a site. I evendo not know where it can be found. I very badly understand in acomputer.I would like to come more often to the Internet-cafe toreceive your letters, but the job takes a lot of time and energy.Recently I have told my girlfriends about you. They were verysurprised, that I have found the man of my life through the Internet.They heard, that lots of Russian women get acquainted through theInternet and come to live in the foreign country with the husband, andthey wish us good luck! They wanted to know all the details concerningour correspondence but I said that it's very private and told themjust a few general things about us (for them not to feel jealous thatsuch a wonderful man correspond with me not with them)! All mygirlfriends are married and their husbands are Russian. Unfortunatelymost of them are unhappy in family and there are many reasons for thatand they even envy me that everything is ok with us! I am very pleasedthat our relations do the right way! I would like to ask you about thehappiest day in your life What was it like, what did you feel at thatmoment? Now it's time to go home. I will think of you this evening.Take care.Your Ekaterina.

Letter 7

Hello my Jon! I am happy to receive your letter again. When I've readit I understood that you are very important to me, that you are theperson who can understand me and support in difficult situation. Likeany other woman I dream to have my own family, honest, loyal andreliable husband with whom we will take care of our pretty children inour wonderful house. I am happy that I met you and written to youinstead of somebody else! That day was the happiest in my life. I knowthat the main things between two people are trust and understandingany relations without it can not exist. Without trust andunderstanding we can not be that close to each other. I hope that weare in such close and sensual relations. It seems to me there was aspark between us since the very beginning. Now I know I always dreamedabout you. You are my fate I want to be with you, to embrace you, tosee and love you only. I cann't stop thinking of you. I wake up andfell asleep with the thoughts about you. Each letter from you makes myheart warmer. I dream of that day when I will see you personally, hearyour magic voice and feel the warmth of your body.It is very good, Isaw your photo. They very much are interesting to me. The manager tome has helped to take the Internet of cafe from there your one photo.I send him to you. Today is good weather it's warm and sunny outside.I like to walk in such perfect days or to leave the city for thepicnic with friends. It is so wonderful. I think I'm probably tooromantic but I like the nature very much. Yesterday I dreamed about uswalking in the forest together, holding hands and picking up flowers.When I think of you, my darling, I become so happy and it is sopleasant and joyfully in my heart that I want to fly far away in thesky. Now I know that I can not live without you, without your words,without your embraces and kisses. You are the person whom I waslooking for the whole my life and I don't want to lose you. You are mysense of life. I have nothing but you in this world. I will wait foryour letter with impatience. A lot of kisses to my darling, .Your loving Ekaterina.p.s: On it a photo you are very nice.

Letter 8

Dear Jon! Darling I was thinking a lot about us and I am sure, if wedecide to be together, I will never leave you till the end of my life.Yes I can go again on your page. But I do not know as to look otherfive page. You correctly write. I agree with you. I think that weshould find out more about the beginning about each other. And onlythen to decide about our meeting. I am right???I wrote you aboutmyself, about my interests and my situation. I am looking only forserious relationship, not for a short adventure. I'm not that kind ofgirl who wants to take advantage of men. If I was looking for a manjust for one night I would find him here in Russia, it's not sodifficult. But I'm looking for something different, something serious.I need the long-term relationship, very serious and fulfilled withdeep feelings towards each other, satisfaction in every moment ofbeing together, not only physically, but also spiritually. This is mydesire about long lasting relations. I hope you want the same thing. Iwould be glad to have a man like you in my life. I am a woman for onlyone man and really reliable. I have never had short relations and Idon't want it. I think great feelings to each other need time to grow.Be sure I will wait for it. Your Ekaterina .

Letter 9

Dearest Jon! I am sure it's a miracle. We're writing each other forfew weeks only but it seems to me I know you for the whole my life. Ithink there is some magics between us. I hope you will agree with methat we have found something special in each other.Yes it is a photo Ihave been made at school of dance about which to you wrote. Myfavourite season this summer. I very much like to sunbathe in thesummer on a beach at the grandmother. It is very good. My dear I hasnot understood your last question about restaurant. What did you mean?Thanks you for your remarkable photos. You've made my life so brightand interesting, you made me love the whole world! It is so wonderful!Thank you my darling!!! I'm very happy that you're confident with meand when I think of you my heart is full of love and joy! I trust you.But you know, when we started to write each other I had some doubts atthe beginning. But I decided not to give up because I felt you werevery close to me and seemed to be so special, so lovely. Each letterfrom you confirms that I've made the right choice. Without you, mylife would be so empty. I don't know how to explain why my feelings toyou are so strong, I just feel it inside of me in my heart! My dearJon, I think about you all the time and I know no one is so importantto me on the whole world as you are! I will never love somebody morethan I love you! I always dream of you!Ekaterina .

Letter 10

Dearest Jon! You make me happy! Each letter from you is like a presentfor me as well as your pictures! Thank you, my honey! YOU ARE THEBEST!!!At me holiday begins with December, 30 and comes to an end onJanuary, 7. Such holiday at me. In the structure I have not correctlywritten also you me have not correctly understood. I wrote there: whenI was small I visited the grandmother and the grandfather. Mygrandfather of me took on fishing and we with him fished. It is veryinteresting. It was very much for a long time. I hope that youunderstand me. You have asked me about cost of fuel me in city. I wentand found out about it. One litre of gasoline costs 20 roubles of 40copecks, and litre of diesel fuel of 16 roubles of 58 copecks. I closemy eyes and I see you in my arms. I would like to spend the whole mylife with you, and I'm sure one day it will happen. This night Icouldn't sleep, you were in my dream and in my thoughts. In my dream Iembraced you so hard that could feel the beatings of your heart andyou know what, our hearts beat in one rhythm does that mean something?Without you my life will be impossible! The darkness will cover mylife without you! When I don't hear from you I feel impatience in mysoul, in my skin, in my mind. when I dream about you I can't sleep.I'm waiting for our meeting with impatience, you appeared in my lifelike a bright gleam in the end of a dark tunnel. You gave me the hopethat one day my life becomes a fairy dream. I see the light and I wantto run torwards it. I don't want you to be just my fancy I need youreal. I want to share my life with you, my laugh and tears, to shareall my emotions and feelings, my joy and pain. Would you like to shareyour life with me? Will you let me love you, kiss you, take care ofyou and make you happy? Please, let me give you all my tenderness andmy all my heart. When I look at your pictures or read your letters Ithen close my eyes and give freedom to my imagination: I always seeyou flying to me, taking my hand, kissing me and saying that you willnever let me go and we are flying under the stars, through thecontinents, around the Earth, around our own world, in love, only inlove. You're so great, so... I can't find the right word to say howimportant you are to me, I can't find the words to express mythoughts. I dream of you days and nights.Yours forever! Ekaterina .P.s: I want you to congratulate on Christmas.One thousand congratulations.

Letter 11

My sweetest Jon! I read your letters, and I don't know what to say. Ifeel like I have found a treasure and that is you!!! I really didn'texpect to find such a wonderful man like you. Today I was thinkingabout you only, I want you to know, that makes me happy! Now I knowthat if one day I hold you in my arms I will never let you go. Believeme, I will never let you leave me.My dear I very much would want toarrive to you. But unfortunately I do not know as I can arrive to you.If I would arrive to you we decided on how many I can remain with you.If you will not be against I tomorrow I shall go to travel agency andI find out as I can arrive to you. You not against it??? You want thatI arrived??? You ask me about management of the automobile. There isno I not when did not go by the automobile. I do not have rights todriving by the automobile. 1 rouble is 100 copecks. But sometimes Iask myself: is that true or I'm only dreaming? Is this an eternallove, or just a beautiful illusion? If it is just a dream I don't wantto wake up! Sweety, when you close your eyes do you see me? I do and Idon't want to lose this ability to see you when I think of you or readyour letters. You see how easy is to fall in love when there are twowilling hearts, with only the best intentions. My dear Prince, I amwilling to travel thousands of kilometers, because I believe that youcan show me what the love is. I believe you can change my lonely life.I want to show you how wonderful life is when you are in love. Honey,I believe in the power of love! It is the light that shines in youreyes, it is the warmth that fills your heart. It is the beautiful songof two hearts beating together!I love you!!!Ekaterina .

Letter 12

My dearest Jon! Thanks for your letter! I am thinking of you verymuch. You are a man from another country, so far away, but I feel veryclose to you now. It is very nice to write you my letter and to knowthat soon I will get the letter from you again. And I will know moreabout you and I will live with hope that I will meet you, and I willbe able to talk to you, it is very good to know that I may find theman who will be the main part of my life. I received your message andit warms my heart and now I believe that it is a beginning ofsomething interesting and special. I am waiting for this. I alwayswanted something special from my life and it is hard to understandwhat it is, it is hard for me and I think that I didn't find this,because I have to feel when I will find. You are the man of my dreamsbecause you are special inside, open-minded and warm-hearted. I dreamabout a man like you, attentive to me and who will love me with allhis heart and will have the thoughts only about me, every minute, andI will have a great feeling to you too. Now I want to speak with youabout our meeting.Today in the morning I went to travel agency. Ifound out about arrival to you. For trip it will be necessary for meto have the international passport, the visa and the medicalinsurance. I can sign the contract with this travel agency. And theywill help to register all necessary documents. Time of registration ofall necessary documents of 8-10 days. Cost of registration 315 euros.Without travel agency it will be very difficult for me and to receivethe visa and the international passport for a long time. Tomorrow Ican go to sign the contract with this travel agency. You want it? I amcompelled to ask it. 315 euros are the big money for me. It is very ashame to me, but I am compelled to ask you to help me. I understand itthe big money for same you. But I do not see other way for ourmeeting. I hope, you understand it.I dream about you with love andcare, I know you are a man whom I can trust, you are sincere, honest,transparent, with good sense of humor, romantic, with a lot of dreams.My dreams are becoming reality thanks to you. I am thinking of youalways, Yours Ekaterina .

Letter 13

My sweetest Jon! First I want to say that I thought a lot about you,about us, and the distance between us,you are so natural and full oflove that I want to be there right now with you.My dear Jon, it isvery bad that you think of me so poorly. But I on can blame you forit. You will not help me with arrival to you. Then I shall try to savemoney for my documents. Closer then close, body to body, I want tofeel you,smell you, touch you, hear you, and it's not possible forthis moment, that hurts right know. This makes me suffer!! I amdreaming to be happy in my life, happy to meet you, I want to make youhappy, that you feel comfortable with me without fears, that you cantrust me,I want to love you like you have never felt this before,doing things together and having fun, I have so many ideas in my mindthat you will never be bored, life is a serious thing but it must besurprising at the same time,you only live once. I want to surpriseyou, I am your surprise!! I must feel passion, so much that it hurts,only then I can give myself and talk about my feelings. I know you cangive this feeling because I get excited of you only of your words.Passion is a chemistry that you can not explain, it's spiritual, it'sunderstanding without speaking. Love means for me a deep mutualfeeling of understanding and respect, I can't live without knowingthat somebody loves me, I grew up without much love,and maybe what Imissed in my childhood you could give me to fill it, the emptiness andpain I had. I am sure I could love still, because I know it exists,Ican give it, I want to give, but not to everybody, only for a specialperson who has the same feelings for me. Then I can say with no doubtsyou are all I need. Accept the defects of the partner when livingtogether.My last thought before I go to sleep is You I have a bear inmy bed and it sound a little childish but I keep it close to me and ithink that the bear is you. But in my thought you are with me, closeto me, and I look in your eyes, I kiss your lips, and hold your hands,again I look at you, and give you my smile, I hold you, I kiss everypiece of your body softly and in the morning I think the same. I likeyou so much, I can't explain, you are so sweet, please, be like thisfor ever and I will love you for ever.Your Ekaterina .P.s. I want to warn you! I cannot write to you to New Year's holidays.The Internet - cafe will be closed from 30 till January, 3. Sorry! Ishall write to you on January, 4 only. I hope, these days will fly byquickly and I can write to you again. I shall miss you very much! Ishall think of you at midnight on December, 31! I wish you happy NewYear!

Letter 14

My sweetest Jon! Thanks for a nice letter again. You are so sweet as adiamond. I feel that you come closer to me every day. I hope so much,that one day you and me become to be a strong beautiful family withbeau iful kids and have a wonderful home. My dear Jon, I'm fine. Ihave perfectly spent. We with mum were going write much and marked NewYear. It was very cheerful. I missed on you these days. I would liketo come faster in Internet - cafe to write to you the letter. I justwant to be a part of your life. I also want something special in mylife: YOU. I'll never had dream about to find somebody like you. Youare so good, openhearted, with warm and real feelings, it means somuch to me. Thank you my love, my Prince forever. My feelings to youare so big that you don't know. Sometimes the love and feelings arepainful for me. What if i don't get you? I don't want to think of it.You are only that man in the world i will have, you have all thethings that I'm looking for and want to have. Also my dreams arebecoming to reality because of you. THANKS!!! If i could live you onething, i would give you the ability to see yourself as other peopledo,then you would have seen what a dear an special person you are... Iasked God for a flower, he gave me a garden, I asked for a tree, hegave me a forest, I asked for a river, he gave me an ocean. asked fora frien and he gave me YOU. Sometimes my eyes are full of tears when ithink of you my love. You are my only Love, and will always stay in myheart. I will always love you, today, tomorrow and forever. I willnever do something that could hurt you, never. I love you YourEkaterina .

Letter 15

My darling, Jon!!!Excuse me, I could not write to you to these days.Because the Internet - cafe did not work. But now I am glad to seeyour letter and even more glad on him to answer. I congratulate you onChristmas. My dear I think to us it is necessary to speak by phone.Tell to me your phone number and I shall call to you. As always I amso excited to get a letter from you. I have seen the movie Prettywoman. I am sure you have seen it too. I like this movie and I haveseen it several times already. After it I went to sleep and I wasdreaming about us. I believe that you are my second half and thedestiny helped us to meet. It is our chance to be happy and we can'tmiss it. It would be unfair. I understand that we don't know eachanother for long time and we haven't met but I don't care. I just knowwhat I feel inside and my heart tells me everything. I would neverbelieve that I could fall in love with the person I have never met inthe real life. But now I have experienced it and I believe in it.Everything could happen in this life. And there is nothing strange init. I need to tell you one thing. It is really very important for me.But I need to know that you trust me. You shouldn't have any concernsabout me. I don't deserve it. I have only serious intentions aboutyou. Just write me that you trust me and I will be not scared to tellyou this. I need to tell you this, because it is very hard to feel itinside and not be able to tell you. Please, dear tell me, that youtrust me and that you don't think that I am weird. It is not so, I amjust very sensitive and sensual person. And you mean everything for mein my life. I just can't imagine my life without you anymore. I willbetter die than lose you. My life will be empty without you, it willhave no meaning. I will think about it tonight and will write youabout my feelings tomorrow. Please, be honest with me and write meyour thoughts. Do you trust me? Take care, honey. You are in my heart.Thousands kisses.Yours forever, Ekaterina.

Letter 16

Hello my love Jon. Today I have come to Internet - cafe and wasvery upset. At me your letters are lost. The manager the Internet ofcafe to me has told, these letters are not possible for restoring. Ithink, you wrote to me the letter but I did not receive him. So pleasewrite to me again.I hope I shall not lose you. I love you and I do notwant that you overlooked about me. I want that our relations proceededand were very long. I like and shall wait for your letter. I am alwaysglad to see your letter.With love yours Ekaterina.

Letter 17

Hi my love Jon, my fairy tale, my life, my installed. As am strong Igrieve on you and under your letters, I miss without you and I do notfind to myself a place, I can not without you more live, I want to benear to you, I want to be a number as soon as possible!!! That to meto do how to live further, my desires, all my dreams and all my ideasonly about you, most likely I to leave from mind, if in a near futurethe god will not connect us!!! I am very strong you I love and isready to wait, but I not stone at me is heart and soul, and they cannot without you exist, help me please, take away me to itself. I writeyou the letter, and my tears flow down by the river on a desk, I sowant that you have understood me, to help me ask!!! You know: I anymore do not remember when I last time slept strong and quietly, I donot remember when I last time well ate, certainly I blame you in what,I only want to you to tell and to prove as far as strongly I you Ilove and I dream of our meeting, one nothing it is interesting in thislife, I live only for you and for the sake of you. I became verynervous and quickly we shall excite, I am afraid to remain withoutwork, because I nothing have time, it is a lot of work, and I thinkonly of you and nothing I can with it make, my love to you very strongand large!!!! Yes, of course I want to be your wife and only by yours,and I want to be the mother of your children,and only I dream of itday from behind day, I am asked to the God that all this was carriedout!!!! My mum certainly support me, and calm,but I can not so morelive, I die from love to you, and I need only in you.To me nobody isnecessary except for you, I do not want other man in my life, I wantonly you, I already for a long time do not look on other men,because Ilive only by you. You should it feel and trust me. I wrote to youalready one thousand time and I shall write to you again and again,that you have changed all my life, you completely to turn her afteracquaintance to you all time seems to me, that I live completely inthe other world,because such strong passionate feelings, both suchhuge happiness and love I still never tested,I have learnt it onlyafter our acquaintance, as much you mean in my life,I am tormentedwithout you and nobody can help me, you know as it terribly,I shallnot learn to do yourselves, love mine how to me to live further, whatto us??? I want you, I want to have with you sex, to have my childonly from you, it so means for much mother, to have children fromfavourite the man, my heart is broken off from a pain, because we nottogether, and with happiness because you to love me! Yes, my Englishis not so good, but the love will help me, and I always shall do foryou all! Sweet mine, native mine, I can not more without you live, mylife nothing means without you, you should understand me. I need inyou, your care and caress is necessary to me, the understanding, loveand respect is kind also!!!!! I am very strong you I love. Write tome, as soon as you can.Gently whole, your princess Ekaterina .My address: Russia, the city of Zvenigovo, Leninastreet, 8.

Letter 18

My dear and precious Jon, My prince, my world,how you today? I hope,that at you all is perfect, I am always asked for you, and yourfamily. I thank for the warm, frank letters. I re-read them manytimes, and has received a lot of pleasures from your words. You speakme so sincerely and about the large love, I feel it and it very muchis pleasant to me!!! I truly love, trust and believe in you!!!!! Myentire world revolves around you and I am seriously blissed to haveyou in my life. You are seriously my heaven on earth and without you,I totally would become a basket case emotionally!! I should inform youthat you control my heart, the air that I breath and the life itselfthat keeps my spirits intact. No one has ever touched me the way youhave and to be honest, no one ever will. you are the heart and soul ofeverything I ever wanted in to the man. Your inspiring and lovingwords assures me constantly that I have nothing to fear and that youwill never leave me!! You as should trust to my words, trust in me, Idefinitely to know, fact, that I am true I love you. My words, myletters should prove to you, that I shall not betray your feelings andhopes concerning the future with you!!! I should speak a thank you forbeing you and know, that from my prince for us the magic fairy talesoon comes true! That will be speed time for me to prove to you that Iwho I say I am and remove any distant thoughts you may encounter asobstacles of how I really feel about you. You really have a pure andkind heart, you've made me the happiest individual in the world today!No I take that back, the second happiest person! Strength, courage andthe will to surpass any andall obsticals is clearly persent in allyour remarkable letters. You're always positive and so full of lifeand you are never selfish! The love we've developed for each otherwill never end. You know, we are learning from and teaching each otherhow to be better a better person for us, two as one in all that we do.it is necessary completely not long to wait and the god will connectus. I love you, very much I love.Gently whole, your princess Ekaterina.On an envelope will be is written the:Country-Russia.City- ZvenigovoThe address - Lenina street, 8.Post code - 424000 To whom - Tarasovoi Ekaterine.

Letter 19

Hi my love Jon.I'm really upset that I won't hear from you for week.I will miss you, my darling, because I'm waking up now with the only thought: if you wrote me and how is everything with you. If you will be so far away and won't be able to write meI will warry about you but that's ok I undarstand that your lifedoesn't turn just around me, you have something else that interestsyou and I'm glad that it's job but not the other woman .Your Ekaterina.

Letter 20

Hi my loved Jon! I'm very glad to see your letter and I think you willglad to see my too.How you today?? I hope that at you all perfectly.All days off I thought of you and missed. How you have carried out thedays off??? I still want to apologize for that that I yesterday didnot answer you. Yesterday at me was heavy day . I had very strongheadache. I all the day have carried out houses, to beds. Fortunatelyat me today all is good. I am very glad to see very many your letters.Thanks you for your letters. Your letters to me always lift moods forall day. Yes I saw your photos, it is very beautiful. You love thesea??? I not when was not on the sea, and not when him did not see. Ithink it very beautiful. Today is more warm here in Zvenigovo and Ithinking of you all day. I think about you , that you are very goodperson for me. I read your letters and you like more and more to me,with every new day I understand it more. I don't know the future but Ithink all people have chance earlier on later but sometimes peopledon't take this chance. I thought very much about me and you and itwill be so great to meet you personally. I don't know how to do it,but I'm sure it's real. When I was in school I had a girl friend hername was Irina and I has learned that she was begin to correspond withforeign man from America and she was go there. I don't know where shelives, who is her husband. But it's not important now. I understandnow that it's real and we can meet in the future if we will want it ofcourse. I think that I would like to meet you . I feel that you arebecome closer to me. I tell you all about my life and I will tell ifyou will ask more. I feel you became more than friend to me and I wantto tell you three words of love but I know it's earlie now but youmust know I want to tell you it now. I had a dreams about our meetingI really want to know you, speak with you, take your hand and see youreyes. Maybe it's very frankly now but it's true and I don't want tohide it. I always say the true and don't like when the people are lie.I hate it. My girlfriends and my mother says me that I must tell it toyou if it's true. They will be happy if I find my love. I think wehave chance with you .I want to try to use this chance. Maybe it's adestiny, I'll wait for your answer with impatience, You must now Ithink about you now... Love, Ekaterina.

Letter 21

Hello my love Jon. The more I correspond with you, the more Iunderstand that can not be without you. You became my air, my dream.Now my purpose of life became a meeting with you. I can not livewithout idea about you and my life is filled with you. I do notunderstand you that you want find out precisely. You write aboutschool, what it means??? I do not understand. Ask me that you want tofind out and I with pleasure shall answer you. To me few your letters,are necessary for me you. I want to see you to hold you for a hand andto become transfixed in your embraces. You feel the same? You want tobe with me and to dream of our future. I do not present my lifewithout you, you gave me a string of hope for happy life and haverescued me from loneliness. I am grateful to you for love and letters,they help not difficult minutes, and I want, that all my life you werewith me beside. I understand, that it is difficult for you tounderstand my feelings to you still. But all my words it is sincerealso these words go from most my heart. I already understand, that Iam not lonely in this world, now I have you. I would be glad, if youagreed to divide with me life. Perhaps, my words will seem to younaive, but I want to be your wife and the friend all our life. I amready to divide with you all pleasures and griefs of this life. I wantto make our life happy and provided. I know,that we are waited aheadwith love and happiness. How you represent ours the future meeting? Iwould like, that we have lead our first evening under silent, slowmusic, burned candles and we did not notice as time runs. Only you andI... Our hearts knocked from love and from passion, and our handscaressed each other under a rhythm of love.I want to be with you, tobreathe with you one air and to wake up every morning in one bed. Iwant to look every day in your fine eyes and to receive huge pleasurefrom employment by love with you. I want to feel you all my body, eachcell of my body. I want to cover you with kisses and to feel yourkisses on me. If we shall not meet soon I cannot live more. I want tocome running to you and never to let out from my embraces. Onlytenderness and our love... I present us with you and I dream of you inthe long evenings and my heart is beaten pending our first meeting...Your future Ekaterina!!!

Letter 22

Dearst Jon .Thank you for taking the time to write me, If you onlyknew how happy your letters make me. Thank you for being so sweet.Every day I find myself spending more time thinking of you. My dearPrince, your letters are pure inspiration to me. I want to see you andtell you that I miss you more and more as the days pass. I want you tobe my happiness for ever. A lot of time has passed, I feel nervous,because I think that love has finally found me, can this be Love ????Perhaps, I want it to be, only time will tell, but I don't need towait for time to tell me if it is or not, somehow I know it is. Ithink of the future, many years from now and I see you and me,together, married,with a boy and a girl, our family, I know it maysound a kind of silly but it is my dream, you are my dream, a life byyour side. My dear Jon, I wonder how will it feel to have you in myarms, to kiss you, to love you. Dearest prince! i am sure we will fallin love and we will overcome all the difficulties if we have a goal toreach. and our goal is to make each other happy, isn't it? I love you,Your Ekaterina .