Letter(s) from Ludmila Yanalieva to Wouter (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello Wouter! Thank you for message on a site. I hope we can get acquainted closer. My name is Lyudmila. To me 24 years, my birthday of April 27. I live in city Voronezh. I to finish institute in this year, I study economy and management. In free from study time I am engaged in gymnastics. I like to go with the friends in cinema, theatre and museum. I have a lot of friends, but I have not met the man with which could live all life. I search in internet because to me advise my girlfriend got acquainted with the man from Germany, he is more old than she but she is happy also they wait for child! I have learned that abroad the people more seriously to concern to family and to build the serious relations, therefore I have decided to try. I dream of a home cosiness and I want to have children. I think that you will understand about what I wanted to say. If you take some interest in this point of my life, I will talk to you about it in my next letters. I hope, that my letter was pleasant to you! It will be very interesting to me to know about you more. Where you were born? You live with your family? You were married? Than you to like to be engaged in free time? That you like and what to hate? Excuse that many questions but for me this new and I very much want to know you more. At home I have no my computer and consequently I to write to you from cyber-cafe, but I think what is it not a problem and I can come here almost each day. I wait your letter with impatience, it will be the surprise for me.

Sincerely Lyudmila.

my email: seulefleur@rambler.ru

Letter 2

Hello Wouter.

I am very glad to receive from you letter. It very much was pleasant to me. I want to write slightly about myself. As I already wrote I live in city Voronezh. It is beautiful city. It is based 1221 and is the Voronezh region. The Voronezh is located on Central European part of Russia. Still we have large and beautiful rivers Volga and Oka, probably you to hear about these rivers. But winter there it is very cold. I love animals, I had cat but unfortunately she to die the last year :( I like sports and I am engaged in gymnastics. My favourite colours light-blue, clothes white, pink or chestnut. I like different music, the Beatles, Blackmors Night, Roxette and there are a lot of Russian music. My favourite film Dogvelle with Nicole Kidman. I like deserted parks, I like summer, lake and picnic. Most of all I like russian and italian meal. I love to prepare meal and I think at me it well it turns out. I have finished institute this year, and now for me can the new life begins, more difficult, but with whom to me to go on this long road? I have a lot of interests, most of all I want to meet my love. I want that my dream has come true. Sometimes I even present to myself one winter evening from the life in the future, when my husband to come from work and weariness and irritable also I understand him, and now he home where love him and appreciate, I to surround by his heat and care. I to prepare to him a warm bath where he can relax, prepare to him tasty supper, we shall have supper and to speak, I shall look in eyes and to think as I is happy that you are at me, that I can speak each day that I love, I to not get tired to repeat these words. I to be tired is lonely and I want to find the love. Wouter I hope we to continue our correspondence. It is surprising when two men so far but nevertheless so close, and can give to each other smile. I wish you nice day and lot of good thing.

Sincerely Lyudmila.

Letter 3

Hi dear Wouter. I just now have an opportunity to come in internet club write to you the letter. Thank you for you cute photo! How are you today? I hope that my letter finds you in perfect mood and good day. Weather here winter, there very cold but my mood solar you see I to receive your letters, for me it is very important. I think that at us can be much in common and we could try to learn each other more and probably when or to meet in a reality, I think it there would be a most unforgettable time in my life. Well, I shall try more to tell about myself and life. I live with the mum in an apartment in Voronezh its the large city, live more than one million people. My daddy lives in Pavlovsk. It not so far from Voronezh, daddy frequently comes and visits us, they are divorced with the mum when I was still small. my mum 45 years old her name Olesya, my daddy 48 years old him name Michael. unfortunately at me there are no brothers and sisters, but I very much would want to have the brother or sister. I already to finish institute faculty economy and management, I was trained five years. At school and institute I to study english and french languages, but english I to know better, though french I am always good in institute. Now I raise qualification and to pass some rates, it is 2-3 hours per day and 3-4 days in one week. I want in a gymnastic hall two times in one week, and as I visit pool with mine the girlfriend everyone wednesday and saturday. Its very difficult to be engaged sports each day, not always there is a time and opportunity for this purpose. But I nevertheless try to support the physical form. I to trust in the god, my religion a christianity, but I to not observe all customs and pray, you see the god lives in each of us. I tried to tell to you more about myself, is difficult you see it is not my native language , but I hope that we can understand our letters by heart. I am very glad what to meet you and I ask you to not stop to write to me. I to go home. Take care and have perfect time.

Sincerely yours Lyudmila.

Letter 4

Hi dear Wouter. Large thank for your surprising letter, for me it is very pleasant. I hope at you very well and you in perfect mood. I think that the meeting with you is destiny, the destiny is possible gives to us chance, a gift which we should use. I before this time still under impression of your imaginations and you became so close to me. I want to be divided and to tell to you everything, is sincere and is clean, because you now not far from me. Once I loved, loved very much, I did not see anything except for this love and when I to stop and to try to consider all that I to understand that the man whom I loved only entertainment with me, he did not want to have family, did not want children, he did not love me, and I to learn it only after 2 years. I dont think that I lost with him the time, I think that life to give me a lesson, though this lesson was very sick for me. I don't want that was as is sick, therefore I ask to not joke and to not play with me, I ask only it. I'm a girl who am ready on much for the sake of love, and believe I don't search rich life, I only search who can care of me, who can give me warmly and smile each day, who will help me to bring up ours babes.. Then I give all myself. I am not afraid of difficulty and problem and I to believe that together it is possible to overcome, main love and understanding. Wouter unfortunately my time in internet cafe to come to an end and I should go to stady. I will be waiting for your letter. Have a good day.

Sincerely yours Lyudmila.

Letter 5

Hi dear Wouter. Large thanks for your letter and very cute photo! How are you today? I hope at you very well and you in the perfect form. You as to me like to me very pleasant your words, also I want to know you more. Through email we only acquaintance but to know each other well and to spend perfect time reality together is necessary. I think to see you, to hear and you see it will touch you surprisingly so strange. I to feel heat inside when I see your letters, it is strange possible I to experience new feelings because to meet such the man? Probably meeting for us early, but I don't think that internet can acquaint us closer than we are familiar now. We live one life and probably this life we can be together? If we to like each other why not meeting in a reality, I present as I can see you, go for a walk with you holding you for hands.. I don't want as to live at loneliness and I want to try to find love. I don't know than to come to an end our correspondence but I know that I want to see you. You want our meeting? How we can meet? I never travelled but likely it very expensive. My holiday in december till January, I shall have 30 free days on new year's holidays. It will be a perfect opportunity for meeting because then I shall not have holiday till summer then to come to an end my rates. You would like to come in Russia? It will be surprising if after our warm letters I can have perfect time with you. My break to come to an end and I should go at study my rates. I wish to you perfect day, don't feel lonely and knows that the girl there far thinks of you.

With hope yours Lyudmila.

Letter 6

name: Lyudmila
surname: Yanalieva
address: Russia, Voronezh, str. Krashina 65 aprt. 14
zip code: 394024

Letter 7

Dear Wouter large thanks for your surprising letters. How are you today? I hope my letter finds you in the perfect day and good mood. Today here is cool but so is fresh, sometimes this weather me to like more than heat. You are right I to feel very strange, for me it for the first time, in general relation with the men it not often for me, I to like once and very strongly both dream about mad and eternal love. Your letters and your internal world to conquer me, I am sure that you the surprising man and very much I want to see you in a reality and to get acquainted with you closer, to spend perfect time together. If we really want it why to not try? I never to travel but probably about your help I can travel. You to understand that for me it not simply first travel to my life, it is possible travel for our happiness!!! I think that I shall go in travel agency and to find out concerning travel to Moscow, if I shall have problems then we together to search for the way, most convenient for us. My vacation was begun by December and meeting 9-17 it very conveniently for me and we shall think to spend surprising time together. Rather telephone, I necessarily shall the warning email before that how to call to you probably this week, I very much want to hear your voice. While between us distance and time I wait your letters with impatience. Wish to you all best and warm day!

Sincerely yours Lyudmila.

Letter 8

Hi dear Wouter. Large thanks for your warm letter, it does my day as always much better. I hope that my letter is given to you even by a small smile and good mood. At me very well, yesterday I to spend day of a home and only in evening I to go with the girlfriend to go for a walk in park, we spoke also much I to speak with her about you. Really strange feelings when to not see the man but to feel affinity. I thought much of ours meeting, how you think it will be emotional or is constrained when we see first time each other? You can come in Moscow or Voronezh on December? I think will travel to Voronezh difficultly for you, you see than Voronezh it is more north distance from Moscow about 800 km. I think what is it good variant for meeting and we can spend some days together and look together Russia. I am sure to you to like it the surprising country, and I shall be glad to look it together with you! I never was in Moscow and me the capital Russia will be very pleasant to visit, but more it will be pleasant will see you this unforgettable time. I think when you will know precisely date arrival to me as it is necessary already to reserve the ticket up to Moscow, if you want I can in more detail find out about it. I did not think of places for travel, I am possible would like to visit western Europe when or, it is a history and beautiful sights, likely it is very fascinating to travel? unfortunately I have no the telephone now, it is possible strange but in Russia it often. But I shall find necessarily opportunity and to call to you if I shall know number your telephone, only I not can promise that shall to do it soon, hope you to understand. I should finish and go home, today there was a difficult day. I wish to you perfect day. I think of you.

Sincerely yours Lyudmila.

Letter 9

Dear Wouter how was your day? I miss without your warm letters, and want to say that I have good news about our meeting, and wait oyur answer very mush!

your Lyudmila


Letter 10

Hallo Wouter, hoe gaat het? How was your weekend? Hope all is perfect with you. I miss without your letters but internet club was close on weekend, and I can write to you only today. At me very well and I have good news. I to find out rather travel in Moscow, it is not difficult and any date is possible to choose. The ticket up to Moscow costs 234 euros, the return ticket and consequently it is very convenient. I find out in travel agency as though you could to me to help. The Siberian airlines have flights almost each day and without problems it is possible to reserve it. In agency to me to give advise that we should before to know your flight room and exact times to correct my flight and to choose too airport and close time, that for the meeting was easy, what you to think? even to have other variant, I to arrive in Moscow earlier and to prepare habitation for us, for example agency to offer rent an apartment on one week or hotel room booking already here and we only arrival in Moscow and all is ready, it is very convenient. To me have said both apartment and the hotel can costs in one week about 350 euro. Probably it easily for us I shall reserve the ticket and arrival before you per day or some hour and then to look habitation and meeting you in the airport, for me it is easier you see I in Russia. How your documents? We should hurry up have time on December 9. But you should understand that I only student and not I can payment mine the ticket, and if you can help about the ticket and with hotel then I without problems booking the ticket and hotel here for us, all it is necessary about 600 eur. To me have said what there is a very convenient bank system Western Union, you heard about it? It is very convenient also for me have said what is it within 30 minutes I can receive from you the help on the ticket up to Moscow. But you should know my address, you would like that I to send it to you. Thanks yours the telephone as, I shall try to call to you and before to write to you email probably on this week, I shall be the prevention you. Dear I want that you knew that for me our meeting important, acquaintance to you in a reality, first word, first sight, the first touch is possible it the beautiful history began. And if you to give us this chance I is ready to go forward for the sake of it. For now between us distance your nice letters are the one keeping me going. They make my day everyday.

I think of you..

Sincerely yours Lyudmila.

Letter 11

Hi dear Wouter, how are you today dear? The hope all is perfect also my letter finds you solar mood and successful day! Here still frost Russian and snow goes very much and very coldly but I to go here and my fingers to beat off chechetka the keyboard in searches the necessary words, likely it only pair of words: "I think of you!" I am very glad to receive from you the letter and each time it brings positive emotions and instants, I can not believe that soon we meeting in a reality as magic and very surprising and I with impatience to wait this moment. Today before institute I was is not assembled :) it is a little also we to speak with the mum she laughs and to speak that I too much to think of what or, what it could be? :) rather our meeting I am ready to go for the sake of it forward, the mum very much to experience but nevertheless to wish happiness and the acquaintance wants that we, you see is impossible to get used to the man who never to see ;) Ok rather agency, when find out to me have said what is it to have the certificate the state and I think it the trust both rather habitation and rather tickets is possible, but I again want that we to approach to it seriously and before you booking the tickets you should give me the information your flight and then I can reserve the tickets too airport and that for convenient meeting, you to understand?? As I to you already to write to me the payment itself is difficult, and if you I shall help is grateful that you to give us this chance and I shall use it! Rather hotel to find out about 3 hotels near to the area the centre city and 2-rooms, it really and then we can choose precisely, Izmailovo, Sheremetevo, I shall find out later more and we together to choose probably apartment it as well. As I already am necessary to write to you about 600 euro, it is possible more but the mum has said that will help for a road, ind out as though we could it to do. To send the bill agency, they speak what is it long procedure and they to not accept officially payments abroad. But they to give advise we can to use bank system "Western Union", you to hear about it? It is very convenient and quickly and we can use it send you it would be necessary I shall know mine the passport the data to send you in the end the letter. For example you to go and to send 600 on mine the passport the data and I here in Voronezh to go in office bank and to receive it about my passport and information on translation. I am very serious the attitude to our meeting, and to not consider it only adventure though to me this beginning a beautiful history seems, who knows? I wait with impatience your answer. I wish to you and your family perfect day.

Yours Lyudmila

Letter 12

forget my data:

name: Lyudmila
surname: Yanalieva
address: Russia, Voronezh, str. Krashina 65 aprt. 14
zip code: 394024
birthday: 1982 April 27
nomber passport: 2099 527088

Letter 13

Hi dear Wouter.

how was your day? Hope very well and my letter finds you warm and solar day! I am very glad that can to go here in a cold to find your warm letter, it always new and magic for me, as if a string to connect us through time both distance and our letters as the butterfly to fly and to bring heat and pleasure each other. I always romantically am adjusted when to see your letters ;) and as there is a lot of performance about our meeting in Moscow, the mum to joke that much pensive that is a lot of performance and imagination :) we much to speak with her about our meeting, she to give me to advise and has said that will help, she not so approval because in her time the people acquaintance another, but I to explain that no a difference you see important to learn the man internally and then meeting in a reality, but she is important that to speak that I have changed also more cheerful probably it to be grateful to you and your letters! Today was usually day I go to take in library the necessary books for offset, it not difficultly but nevertheless to require attention and study, today in evening we with the girlfriend shall be studies at me at home. How you there to spend day? I am glad that with you very well, and me would like more to learn about you and your life and not I can believe that soon it will a reality!!! I agree with you that Moscow together unusual and interesting time and we shall do many businesses, it is possible to go museums, cinema, simply to go for a walk I to learn there much beautiful and quiet squares, lovely cafes but most important for me, not expensive things and entertainment and meeting with you and will be sure this unforgettable time together, I to promise that as I shall find out more rather Moscow. I am glad that now about your documents well and the hope the visa is ready in time, as thanks of a detail your flight, it is very important for me. When I'll reserve my tickets I shall try to get in the airport Sheremetevo we too are high time that easily to find each other and as I shall send you the information on flight. And to find out rather office Western union bank, me to say what is it to work up to 20h evening, then it is closed today we likely to not have time, but it not a problem I shall try to go here tomorrow earlier and to take my passport, then I shall go here and to do as you to say and to take the information on translation, it will be datas your daddy?? I shall attentively and is assembled and cautiously, probably I'll go here tomorrow with the girlfriend. Dear for me it is important to see you, the meeting more than simply surprising adventure will seems what is it to me, and I am grateful that you to give us this chance finds each other, I wait with impatience this day for now your letters to not give me feeling alone. I think of you and to wish to you perfect evening!

Yours Lyudmila

Letter 14

Hi dear Wouter. There was a complete day in institute and I just now can go here look your letter, I to hand over offsets perfectly and tomorrow as it will be necessary to prepare morning, but it not a problem! How are you? I am very glad that you well to spend with your good friend time, hope you the hope the comrade and assistant is sure the friends to respect you. How your job? Hope very well and I shall have time to go here once again to write to you the letter today. At me very well, morning I to go in library and to give back last books which to me it were necessary for course job, and soon my vacation! I to read your letter, you to send money westernunion? Now in evening and I think what to have time, now I to write down the information both code translation and data your dady, he has big and beautiful name! Then I shall be returning home and to take my passport and then to go in closely bank it not far from the internet cafe, As soon as I shall have news I to try to go here before closing to write to you result. I to not have time any more today for agency because late but it not a problem, tomorrow after study I shall be returning home and about money by a taxi for safety to go in agency. I cant believe that soon us to be not necessary our letters and we can be closer!!! Ok I shall go in bank and as soon I shall have time to write to you. I wish to you perfect day!!!!

I miss you..

Letter 15

Hi dear Wouter. There was a complete day in institute and I just now can go here look your letter, I to hand over offsets perfectly and tomorrow as it will be necessary to prepare morning, but it not a problem! How are you? I am very glad that you well to spend with your good friend time, hope you the hope the comrade and assistant is sure the friends to respect you. How your job? Hope very well and I shall have time to go here once again to write to you the letter today. At me very well, morning I to go in library and to give back last books which to me it were necessary for course job, and soon my vacation! I to read your letter, you to send money westernunion? Now in evening and I think what to have time, now I to write down the information both code translation and data your dady, he has big and beautiful name! Then I shall be returning home and to take my passport and then to go in closely bank it not far from the internet cafe, As soon as I shall have news I to try to go here before closing to write to you result. I to not have time any more today for agency because late but it not a problem, tomorrow after study I shall be returning home and about money by a taxi for safety to go in agency. I cant believe that soon us to be not necessary our letters and we can be closer!!! Ok I shall go in bank and as soon I shall have time to write to you. I wish to you perfect day!!!!

I miss you..

Letter 16

Hi again dear, I to run here, it is cold to you in heat in the street frost and only pair quarter to pass already to freeze, but here is warm and it is good there is a free place. I so am glad that I can again to write to you the letter. Dear I to have news now I to go in close bank from me natioal AkBank, it in pair quarter from here there office western union. In a notebook I to write down all data and even number the passport your daddy, I to write down all and as to take my student the ticket and my passport. In bank me to ask to fill in the form with given I to fill in the data to give the passport and to fill in the data, and to wait about 5 minutes, then the worker bank to me has said that the translation is on my name and all correctly, but the translation is blocked "sender", probably your father should contact bank and unblock translation, because I can not here it receive. To me have said what is it only formality but yours the father owes connection with bank where do translation or probably you can it do, I to not know and consequently to wait your answer. Probably all of you still to work and likely can not see my letter now, hope you have good time there and successful day. I am very glad that your colleagues with understanding the relation to you, though also truth is a little strange but it does not do ours beautiful story by less wonderful, and I as with impatience to wait our meeting in Moscow. Probably tomorrow I shall reserve the tickets and as to choose hotel it as a subject for discussion and we together to do a choice! ok dear I to wait about 20-30 minutes probably you can write, then I shall go home, because the Internet club will be closed. I wait your answer and I think of you..

Lyudmila

Letter 17

hi dear, I here for you. probably there was a problem because of time? But the bureaucratic system is sure in bank to break :) I do not think what is necessary to hurry up so, but nevertheless I to understand and shall try to go here earlier tomorrow for example in midday, if 11h the russian time then time there 9? I shall take again my documents, is probably necessary what or other information? Ok dear I shall finish the Internet club soon and as my map the Internet payment I shall come to an end I to save for tomorrow connection. I to be pleased that soon my vacation and I can more often come here to write to you the letter, but it is even more to be pleased that soon of the letter to not be necessary to us! I think of you and about our first appointment! I wish to you and your family good evening, I wait your news tomorrow.

your russian girl

Letter 18

Yes yes dear I wanted already to leave but to look the server mail the letter from you! Can not believe that we connection in a reality only to separate distance which we to reduce each day! At me very well, you to receive mine the letter??? Rather bank? I wait your answer quickly, because I am the Internet club to close through 1h. I think of you

Letter 19

hello Wouter. Ok what can say, Im in a shock and still to not understand what to occur. It as heavy impact on a head, at first I to read your letters which to go likely yesterday and as always this large happiness for me to read your warm words, but last letter nevertheless waits an explanation for me. I do not know what's happened with you and why bank to speak the black list??? What does it mean? Probably what or mistake? I ask to not do any hasty conclusions rather our correspondence, I always was sincerely and honourly with you and it very important to see you. But if the meeting ours for you only test or risk, then is better not meeting. But I want that you knew that your letters were for me more than simply words, and you not idiot! Probably simply I idiot what believe in a fairy tale that I can to find happiness with the help virtual. I shall not write more to you if you not the answer it will be a mark for me! As I want that you knew that I to not leave it so, probably there was a mistake and me to confuse to another the man, in the world of 6 billions the man from them the girl who a name too most likely was found, but as I to understand conduct different lifestyle. I shall achieve that that this man to not prevent me to live and to have a pure name and conscience. Goodbye and please not be lonely

Letter 20

I have decided to write this letter to you not even if did not see your letter. Undoubtedly I and without any to advise to go today in bank, I to do there copy my passport and to write the application rather, I long to speak the manager office western union, he an explanation to me a situation, people who swindle and often client western union to have attention for the people who to work in bank to have trust for the people who to use bank. Weakness of bank in that that the addressee can receive money from western union only to give only name both surname and code translation, I to not know as to work this girl but she am valid the swindler and search police here. Certainly she to not use my name, she simply to have the same name and surname and often to use different cities, to not know what it probably. To me have said that my application will be is considered, but the girl from the list can not be removed and it not a mistake, therefore other man! You to understand! It is a pity that who that can game with the people so severely, likely it was for me the lesson, you the right likely it there was a large nonsense our acquaintance, and I am better if to search my future here on my native land. I shall not prove you anything, I to know that the honour man. Only I want that you knew that the time with you was pleasant for me, and we are a pity that not meeting, but how to speak in Russia "not destiny" I wish to you happiness.