Letter(s) from Natalia Pantyavina to Shane (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello Shane!!!

My full name Yuliya but you can call me Yulya I like it more! I live in Russia in famous town Kazan! It's about 600 miles from Moscow! Our town not small here lives about 1000 000 people! We have 13 cinema 6 theater and some museums! I like to live in this town but here I can't be happy. I tried to meet with some different man, russian man but it didn't have a success! They everybody wanted only one thing from me it's my body! But I wanted that for them was interesting my soul and my heart! That's why I decided to seacrh out side of Russia, I know that it's also not so easy that there many additional questions but I think foreign man are much better! I heard many good thing about them! Ofcause I know that every where there are as bad as good people but I think abroad there are more good people! One more reason while I don't want to live with russian man it's my father! He left us when I was very young he gound other woman and went to her! My mother did everything for I get only all good from this life! And I'm sure that without my mother I couldn't became such girl like I'm now!

I want to ask you about your city. How many people lives in it? How big your city? How look your city? How your city differs from others cities in your country? I want to know about it because maybe I shall decide to visit you soon, if we shall be find out each other better in the next letters.Shane I understand that you have two remarkable boys. Shane for me it not a problem. If you not wish to have it is more children I understand of it. I can love your children as the . I understand you. Shane all is good.

Now I live in small one room flat with my mom! She work as seller in the big shop. I received aducation of medic and now I'm work in hospital as district therapist! I have some district and people come to me with different problems and I send them to other doctors or give my conclusion about their problems! I like my job because I alsways wanted to help people! It's all what I can for others! I know that abroad doctors get very big salary but here it's not so! My salary just $400 per month! Together with mother salary we have a good earnings for my city. For my country is norm. One day I decided to save my money for my travel. Also I should tell you that, not so it is important for me what between us a difference in the age of, I think that for me it even more interestingly when you are more senior than me as I am sure that at you the big life experience, with you it will be interesting to me and will not be boring, you always can give me advice . You should not worry because of this difference in the age of, overlook about it! I hope I didn't bored you with my letter and you will write me as soon as possible! I will be very glad to know somethings about your life, work and anything you would like to write me! In my next letter I promise to write you about my hobbies and interests!

Bye for now!

P.s. soon I'm going to your country and if you will be pie boy I will be able to visit you there, because your age and profile are very much interest for me! Now I cannot tell exact date, but I will plan to visit your country after 2 weeks and to be there 3 months. I want to start to learn you in other letters, please write me more about you. I think it will be interesting. ANy way I will write you about it later when all will be much clear!!!


Letter 2

Hello Shane!!!

Today my mood became much better after I got your letter! I found some interesting things about your life! For me it was really interesting to read your letter! I have such prefeelings that we can have something more in future! I hope it will be not less then friendship! What do you think about it! For me interesting your opinion about this question! Shane my real name Olesya. My mum call Yuliya. I think of her much and sometimes my mum calls me Yuliya. But you can name me Olesya is better. This my real name. My mum send the regards to you and hope at all of you well.Pie boy mean that if you will be kind to me if you will love me, I shall understand all this if I shall trust you then we shall have a meeting in yours country very soon.

Now about history of my trip. During last time I began to search a person for my future life, but I suffered failure, I do not want to repeat last mistakes again. About my failure I shall tell you in next letter. Now for me main thing to learn you better and better. It is very important if we shall have a meeting. I think the main thing in relations for women and man is trust. Only if I shall trust you and you will trust me we shall have a meeting in result. Are you agree??? If things develop good, I shall visit you after 1.5 - 2 weeks and i will be in hotel or be in yours house 3 months (if you will not against or i also will not against to be in your house). In the next letter I shall write you about my visa, it is also interesting but sad history.

As I promised in my first letter I will write you about my hobbies and interests! I like to spend very active way of life! I like sport very much! I'm in sport in first opportunity! when I have free time I go to the swim pool and sports hall! Because I watch very much for my figure! That's why I eat only special food I don;t eat much meat and eat different salads more! I like to listen to music! I listen almost everything I only don't like hard music! I can listen romantic music can listen fast dance music! All depends on my mood! I don't like to be sad! I like to laugh! I like humor! Do you have good sence of humor? I will be glad if you have it! I also like to go to the cinema and looks for new film! The last one I saw was The Da Vinci Code! I liked this film! DId you see it? When I was younger I loved to do camping! We with girlfriend often went on some lakes and spend time very funny! Do you love camping? In my first letter I forgot to tell you about my friends! I have no much friends and most of them are girlfriends! I like to spend time with them! SOmetimes we just walking by park ( in our town there is good park!) or if it's summer we on the coast of river ( it's also in our town!)! Sometimes we are sitting in cafe and just chat! DO you have much friends and how do you spend time with them! Or you prefer to spend time with relatives?! Do you visit them often? I have grandmother she lives in vilage about 50 miles from our town! I visit her sometimes per year! In vilage I also have some friends and I also like to spend time with them! I hope for you was interesting to read this letter and you can write me something like this! I will very glad to read it and I wait for your reply very much! Have a nice day!

Letter 3

Hello my friend Shane!

I hope you not against I call you so! I got just some letters from you but I alreday think that you are my friend! You last letter was so superb! Thank you for your answer my question! I like your answers! Please always write me the same nice letters! Then I will be very glad and my mood always will be very well. I read your letter and I want to speak with you is a lot of and to find out you further, I think that you good person and with you it is pleasant for me speak, I understand from your letter much and I think that you have good vital values. You as well as I speak from your heart and I think that with you we may speaks about many and develop our relations. And you not the silly guy and the person which have heart, you as well as I are lonely also I think that we may construct love give happiness and pleasure and then life will be more joyful and happier. By the way do you like animals? I have small cat which live at me! SHe is so lovely!Shane I understand you have a lot of work and cannot answer me. I understand you. We have Easter break. I not so religious person, but I go church everyone time in two weeks. Shane you have good sense of humour. I think you the good person.

I want to tell you very soon I'm going to your country! Also I want to tell you very sad history which happened with me, but promise that you will understand me. It was during in last time. Some month ago I met a guy from your country his name is Tom! He told me that he loves me and want to meet me soon. We started to plan my trip. He sent me the invitation, then I start to prepare for my visa. But after while he told me that he is married. Also he wanted that I was his mistress, but his wife should not know about ours relations. I was upset when hear it very much, I been so injured. I have understood Tom - is a villain.
My heart be completely destroyed. Then I decided to tell him that I am 27 I want have serious relations, I want have family and to be happy. I told him that I do not want to have a meeting. After this moment our relations had the end. I spoke with my mum, she told me: " Do not despair my Olesya you will find more good man on Internet. But you should be cautious ". I listened my mum and I decided to begin search my heart-felt partner. And after while we find out each other. I am glad that we exchange letters now. I want to forget this a history because my soul has been injured. For me it is hard to tell to you about this. I hope that you understand me. Thus I shall have the tourist visa (B-2) which will be ready after 7 days. I plan to visit your country. But now we should find out each other better and better if we plan to have a meeting. Are you agree with me?

I hope that you do not lose interest to me, write in your next letter what do you think about this. I wait your letter very sooooon.


Letter 4

Hello my dear Shane!

As always I very glad to receive your new letter! It’s always interesting to receive it and read it! I am glad you understood me and not ceased to write me. I am really very glad. Every time when I receive it I begin to know more and more about you, your life and all what connected with you ! And all this is very pleasant and interesting for me! Shane I see at you the allergy on cats can. I think it will pass. Shane you are right word LOVE I can use when see and really to communicate with the person. But Shane my feelings grow to you and I hope if I say you My Love you not insult. Shane I understand that past should be remembered but I think the future too important and sometimes it is not necessary turn around in the past. I think we shall speak about this many times. Shane I very much to wish arrive to you is fast. I understand that you the reliable person. I know that we not enough the nobility each other but I to speak with you from my heart and I know that you too.

Now I understand that you very kind man and understand me well, I like it very much!! I like all what you tell me about you and especially about me! I hope you like my answers on your letters, my thoughts and all what I tell you in every my letter to you? Because I do all what I can for my letters be interesting! I want to tell you that I think about you, your letters and your thoughts very often! Now I begin to think that I’m very happy woman because I met you in internet and have opportunity to talk to you! It’s hard to believe that all this is possible! We both live so far a way from each other and have so great opportunities! It’s very good, don’t you think so? We can find out many interesting things about each other, to talk to each other our thoughts and feelings! It’s so wonderful! ANd soon I think we can do all this in real life!

It’s so good that I can call you “my friend”! May be later I can call you by another way…I also think that I’m happy woman because you don’t stop writing me! I think that you can be man of dream for any woman! And I’m very lucky that you still single and I have a chance!

I want to tell you also that you are better then most of Russian man! You really know what women need! You know how to tell beautiful and kind words! It’s very good skill! Thank you one more time and bye for now!


Letter 5

Hello my dear Shane!

You even can not imagine how much good emotions I received after reading your last letter! It was so warm and kind! Thank you for it! About yahoo messenger or ICQ and something like that! I want to tell you that I do not have enough time and money to use it! To use it I have to be always on-line, and I can’t do it! I have time and money only to receive letters and write the answers offline. You and I have email addresses, I think it’s very good that we can write to each other the letters! I think that we can discuss all questions by mail!

Yesterday after my work I told to my mother about you and our relations with you! I told her that for some short time we become with you enough good friends! And that I feel very much warm feelings to you! She listened me very attentively and after it gave me her opinion! She told me that she saw I am very happy because I met you and she also very glad for me! She told me that she hoped our relations with you will be develop further! She agree with me that it will be useful for me! That maybe you are that man whom I really need in my life in future! My soul friend, I have one important request to you. I want to exchange letters with you every day. I want to see your letters in my box every day until then as we have meet. I think this is important for both of us. I am sure soon we shall have a beautiful meeting. I love your letters very much. What do you think about this? Can you execute my request? I shall try to answer you also every day. With help of letters we find out more about each other. I am very glad that we approach.

I shall finish this letter. Write me in your next letter what you think about my request, also I wait your beautiful words after viewing this photo. I shall wait your next letter soon with impatience.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Olesya!

Letter 6

Hello my dear Shane
Shane thanks for remarkable letter. Shane I see you have many opportunities on Internet. I go to the Internet of Cafe and suffice me the simple Internet write you letter, I am happy that I have such opportunity. Shane when I read your letter I become the happiest woman. In each your letter you admire with my beauty. Shane thanks you. My Dear I am happy that soon we shall together. I think we shall be the most beautiful pair. Shane my Birthday on March, 22nd, 1978. Now to me of 28 years. As I told you before I live in city Kazan! I was born here and I like this place very much! It’s the capital of Tatarstan republic! It’s big city, but during last it develops very fast!Big trade centers appear here, big shops, sport buildings and many other different things! I think that you know about some Russian problems, like roads, old buildings and so on?
So in the last time in our town all this begin to change! I very glad for that! I even can tell that the life in Russia begin to be more good with every day! Every day I see many new good cars! In our town there are enough places to have a rest! There are some good cinemas, theaters, museums, sport stadiums and halls, swimming pools and so on! So if people have enough money they can have a rest well! I think you know very much different things about my country? But not all of them is truth! Yes here are many terrorism and crimes, but also there are many good things, like big Russian soul, kind hearts and so on! Shane today I want to tell you some very important for me things! I want you to know it! And I want you give me your opinion about it! It is very necessary for me!Last night I was thinking too long about you and me and our relations with you! I decide for myself something! If to tell you the truth I never think that we can develop our relations so fast and so good! I really like all what is between us now! I do not know what you think about it, but I think that I already love you! Yes I’m sure that it’s a love and nothing else! I see that you so good man, that you really interesting in serious relations with me in future! I very glad for that!For me not so easy to tell about my feelings, because now I can’t find right words for it! But I want you to know that all this is truth! I think that I want to be only with you! I do not need someone else! I think that you the best m an for me! It is pity that we so far a way from each other now! But I understand that I never could meat such man like you here in Russia! You much better then all Russian mans! I told you already about all what I thinking about you, but I can repeat it for many times! You know, I never thought that someday I can fall in love so strong by internet! Some one can tell that it’s not true feelings, but it is true feelings for me! I don’t care about all other opinions! For me important only your opinion and views about all this!!!

I thought about you today a lot of time. I decided that I want hear your voice very much. I would be very happy to speak with you on phone. I so strongly want it that I think of it all day. I could go in a post office and call you if you want it? I have found out that there are cards to call in another the country. Would you like to talk with me on phone? I shall be very glad to hear your voice. Give me your cell phone number and I shall call you. What do you think about this?

SO tell me please all what you think about this my letter! I want to know all what you think! Even if it’s something not pleasant for me, do not afraid to tell me it! I will try to understand it right! I love you and miss on you! Lot’s of kisses only for you and strong hugs!


Letter 7

Hello my dear Shane

I am very glad to receive your letter. You write me very original letters. I think about you every day. I think we shall be very happy together. I am happy to do happy you. I am so glad that I found you. I want to speak you about the feelings. When I write you a letter my ideas overflow my head, and my feelings overflow my heart. At times I cannot express my feelings at all because it is a lot of them. I want you to tell you more and more but it is very difficult for making in letters. I want tell you sincere words. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR. There are important words for our relations, these words my heart prompted me. I can speak you it every minute, if you want? Shane yesterday I am happy to hear your voice. I think at you to be night and I wake you if so that I ask the application from you. I hope you understand me. For me it is important to hear your voice. Shane I am happy that you trust me. I want love. I to have money for my trip I hope that all will be well and soon we shall be happy. Shane I am happy that you understand. I see you speak about people which to ask money from people. I think it very badly when people to do it from for bad intentions. But if person to require help really sin to it not help him. I hope you agree with me. Shane I am happy that you understand my feelings and I can freely speak you about them.

Dear, I want to know some details about you because comes time to plan my trip to you. I want to know your full name and address (the country, state, city, street and number of a house)? It is necessary for me to know in what part of country you live. If we wish to know all about each other that it very important for me also. Dear, also I need in a name of closest airport to you. It is very important, because I shall find out about tickets. Write me this information in your next letter. It is necessary for me!!!!!!!!!!

As it is a pity that we so far now. I want that you be near me now and embraced me. I want to kiss you very much. I think that you also to think about this. I want that our hands always been connected during all our life. In my opinion I am mad from you. I love you my prince. On this sensual note I should finish a letter, but now so it is difficult for me to make it. I shall wait your letter with impatience.

Yours Olesya!

Letter 8

Hello my lovely Shane

You write me such remarkable letters. I am very glad to receive a letter from you. I dream about us when we shall be together. I want have romantic supper with candle very much. It is so romantic. I am sure that you are very romantic person. I love romanticism very much. I want remain with you together now very much that around of us was light dim. I present as we sit at a table where burn candles. When I start to represent it to this moment on my body runs a shiver. I want have a romantic supper. I never had a romantic supper, I saw it only on the TV. My ideas every day about you. I like to dream about this as our life will be fine. I want to be yours for ever. I want live every day with you. We shall never be separated. I understand that we never saw each other in a reality. But we should achieve true love in our relations. I think the meeting is the way to achieve true love. I think that we should use this chance. Also I want to tell you we shall be happy together because my mum has presented me jewelry of our family. It is a brooch which brought family happiness to my ancestors. I shall take it with myself, we always shall have happiness in far from my house. Shane I see you to be surprised that I ask the information on you. My love I travel first time and to me it is terrible. I hope you understand me. I wish to know all is exact. Shane thanks that you understand me and all write. Thanks my love.

Dear, now I want to tell you good news. It is very important for us if we want to meet each other. I want to tell you about the visa. Today I called in my tourist company in Moscow. I received good news. There told me that my visa will be ready after two days. It is very soon. Tomorrow I shall prepare for my things, I shall collect big bag for clothes and at tomorrow night (2.00) I shall move in Moscow on a train. Also I shall call you, before my trip. I want that you were near phone in next some days because I shall call you every day. Promise me it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, because it is the big trip for me. I shall inform you news. I am very happy that we shall meet after some days.

Honey, write me soon. In more detail we shall speak on phone tomorrow before trip. Now I come back in the house. Tomorrow up, dear.

Yours Olesya.

Letter 9

My dear Shane, I am glad to receive your answer. I am so glad because before our meeting remained some days. I prepared my big bag today. I take necessary things for me. I carefully be prepared to meeting. I want to tell you about feelings to you. I always trust that my searches of favourite person and I get acquainted with you, with the finest person on all planet, you given me happiness to be love and to love you my dear. I so love you and I so lonely without you. It is difficult for me was in loneliness in Russia. Every day which i lived without you it is the lost day for me and my heart. My love, you are the best in the world I know you shall care about me and love me and I love you strongly, my dear, I depart on heavens, when my ideas about you. My heart remind me about you very often and my heart is filled with happiness when I see that you write me a letter. But soon we shall stop to exchange letters and we shall see each other, to touch each other, to kiss each other, I very much want it.

Lovely, today at 02.00 of night I shall move in Moscow. I shall arrive in Moscow tomorrow morning and I shall start to influence on my documents and tickets. My mum has a small alarm because Moscow is a big city. But I will be sure that all very well. As soon as I shall arrive in Moscow I go to receive my visa. Then I shall buy tickets. After that I shall call you to tell about time of my arrival in your airport. We should establish the time when we meet each other in Perth Airport airport. Ok? It is very important, because you should meet me in your airport!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Very important also, dear, you were near phone or with phone because when I shall receive my documents and my tickets, I shall call you.Also I shall search Internet Cafe in Moscow, I shall try to write you the letter. I shall call you later today. I love you, it is great moment for us.

Yours Olesya.

Letter 10

My Shane, I arrived in Moscow in the morning. I am fine, all good. Now I in airport Sheremetevo. Today I carried out full day in embassy. I fill many various papers, and just now I received my visa and other documents. I am very glad, dear, luck helps me. I found Internet cafe near airport. It is pity that i have not time to buy tickets today. I shall go to buy tickets tomorrow in the morning. I shall call you some time tomorrow when I shall have tickets. I should inform you about time of my arrivals in your airport. This most important that you have met me in the airport. I shall call you tomorrow to inform my number of flight and time also other information. WILL BE ON CONNECTION, PLEASE. I am very tired today, I go to Internet cafe to write to you the most important. I am glad that we shall together very soon. I shall try to call you today later. I love you. Olesya.

Letter 11

Dear Shane

I visit the Internet cafe for some minutes. I want to tell you very important thing. I want to explain you my situation. Now I live in Moscow in airport Sheremetevo. I can't be here for a long time. About my situation. Today I went in cash department to buy tickets. I chosen flight and wanted to buy tickets to fly to you. But when I told that I want to buy tickets, me asked: " Do you visit customs house " I answered that I don't visit customs house. Cashier told me:" First you must visit customs house control ". Then he shown me where I should go to visit customs house. I come to customs house, I shown there my tourist visa, abroad passport, the medical insurance, the certificate from state registry. I told about the purpose of my trip in Australia, I explained I go to my Shane I told we got acquainted in the Internet and now we want to have a meeting. I explained that I as the tourist I want to carry out 90 days in Australia with my Shane And then the inspector asked me: " Do you have cash money for visiting this country? " I asked what is it? The Inspector told that each tourist should have cash money for visit Australia. He explained that each tourist should have a pocket money on every day carried out in this country. The total minimal sum for 90 days makes 1328 dollars. Sense of these money that when I shall arrive in your country, I should have cash money to buy food every day, and to have a roof above a head. I explained I shall live with my Shane and I do not need in food. Then the inspector answered that it's the rule of departure from Russia and the East Europe countries in any developed countrys of EU or the North American countries, it's law for any people which use tourist visa for travel in these countries. I decided to address to you for the helping because I made all that I can, I have only 893 dollars. I need in other part, it is 435 dollars. You are my unique chance, because my mom send me only 893 dollars. I shall be very glad if you can help me. I want to meet you very much. I want to see your country, I want to have a rest with you. I want to find out you better. I want to speak with you from face to face. But the most important thing also, if I shall have this money I shall not spend them. I shall bring this 435 dollars in Australia, I shall give back you this money when I shall arrive to you. Dear, do not worry for this money. As I understood, I should only show that I have cash money in customs house and to declare them, and then I can buy tickets. I think you understand as far as this meeting is important for us, for me it is the most important step in my life and I want to do it with success, I think together we shall solve with this problem.

Please give me a fast reply because I cannot live very long time in the airport. I wait our meeting very much, I think you understood me. I love you and I dream about our happy rest and beautiful meeting. Yours Olesya...

Letter 12

My dear Shane, I am in Internet cafe now. I am happy to receive your letter, thanks for your help, thanks for understanding my problem, you are very reliable man. This is a good quality for man. I respect it. Now the main thing. My mum sent me some money today. She sent money with help the Western Union. It very quickly also it has not problem. Some minutes ago I decided find out about Western Union and other money transfer companies in the Internet. I want to tell to you about it. I found two the most reliable companies for transfer money. It is Western Union. You can choose any company from them. Then I decided to find out about Western Union in more detail for you. I read the instructions on the sites Western Union, i found out 2 ways for transfer money.

1 way on Internet (on-line.) You can send money through the Internet. For this purpose you can go on a sites //www.westernunion.com and you are easy understand as it to do.

2 way it with the helping of bank, without the Internet. In all banks there is a branchs which names is Moneygram or Western Union. For this purpose you need in visiting any bank which is more convenient for you and you will find there any from this branchs. Also you need in my data. I give you my data. Data written by the big letters.

My full name: Olesya Lebedeva

Olesya (first name) Lebedeva (last name)

My country is RUSSIA, you know it. Also I give you zipcode 424017, you could attach money to it. Only these data will be necessary for your transfer. I can receive money in nearest for me bank in Moscow. I explained you the fastest way which I found out. I think that you agree with me. My love I is happy that you to help me. My love when I arrive you I give you 435USD and you I shall not understand that I never to bring you. My love from your letter I understand that you wish to help me through Bank. My love I not have bank account and I cannot create account because I be in other city and I not have registration. Shane I hope you understand that I cannot make the account. My love I hope you understand that Western Union most true and reliable way. My love I hope you understand it. Shane thanks once again for trust and help. Shane as soon as I arrive to you I give you of money. My dear thanks you. Shane I hope you can soon help me.

I shall wait your letter with helping. I am very glad that I shall arrive to you very soon. I love you very much. I come back in the Internet cafe after some hours. Olesya