Letter(s) from Tatyana Kirikova to Hekan (Sweden)

Letter 1

Hello Hakan,how are you today?
I am very glad to see your letter again. Thank you for your photo. I think that due to our mail we can know each other better, and this implies our best understanding. It is pleasant for me to know more about you, I see in you the interesting person, I think that you are clever enough and interesting. Now I again want to speak you about myself and to answer your questions. As to my work, this very interesting employment, I do sketches, figures, and draft copies for the big projects that is as it has been told by me earlier, I the designer. I use sketches and works many firms, offices, even simply a lay-out of houses or apartments this mine employment. I live with mum, her name Olga, her 50 years will be fast, but I think that soul she still is young. she the good person, very kind, and in many respects helps me. Including, she to me has advised to try to meet the man with the help of the Internet. I have many different interests, certainly except for my work. I very much like to prepare, I like to read books (especially novels which have the beautiful and happy ending), I like to look after domestic plants, very much I love flowers - chrysanthemums, roses, and even simple field flowers.. I prefer cinema a comedy, a romantic comedy, I do not like to look films where a lot of bad where kill where violence. What do you prefer? Tell to me more about you? I never left the country also had no any long trips. I frequently go to pool - I like to float, earlier I went on gymnastics, and aerobics, but now it is not so simple, as I I was a lot of time give work, and in general to a kind vigorous enough life. I very much am afraid to receive a pain from bad people and I would want that never in a life to meet bad, malicious and false people. I dream to find the love, to meet good, kind, gentle the man with which I shall be lucky enough, create family to have fine children. I dream to wake up in the morning and to see a smile of the loved, to tender kiss him and to speak him "good morning", to drink with him coffee, to prepare him for a remarkable breakfast, and in the answer to see him a smile. I want every day, every minute, to feel that me like and that will never hurt me. For me important a condition oppress also hearts, it will be important what the person which my husband was kind and what him oppressing was beautiful, that he would be fair and fair, that never would change me for other woman that would not leave me, the everything else (age, appearance of the person and a body) it has no any value for me therefore also beautiful people can be malicious and false. I hope that from this letter you can more learn about me. And certainly I shall be glad to hear from you more. If you have, you could send me the pictures? I shall look forward to hearing from you. With the best regards to you Tatyana

Letter 2

Hello Hakan
I am very glad to receive again from you the letter, Thank you for your photo. I hoped that you will answer me because you have liked me from the very beginning of our acquaintance. How are you doing? I hope that at all of you perfectly. I wish to tell to you thanks for that that that you continue our acquaintance, to me it is very pleasant to learn about you, and now you reveal more and more. Probably I have made a correct choice when have decided to try to meet the man in such a way. I really trust that it correctly. I wish to tell to you that I not so well know English language, and there can be I have the some people mistakes in my letters, I ask excuse me for it. Well, I shall speak again to you about myself, there can be we shall meet even more interests and general between us. My birthday on September, 29th, I very sociable, kind, have no harm. When your birthday? I romantic, would love that was beautiful, I think as in ours attitudes there should be a spark this. You appreciate itself the romantic person? And how you concern to this? Now I wish to tell to you that I love to do during free time from work though work and takes away many time, but nevertheless. I think that I very vigorous and I like to devote myself as to myself and employment above myself. I love the nature and animals. Very much I love children. But yet I have no the . I think that children should be born in family, that they would be surrounded with love and care, possible that did not suffice me much and consequently I would want that my future children had all. I think that the good mistress, my mum has work, but it that significant though she more often houses than I, nevertheless I completely am the house in the hands. To like me when at me everywhere the order, purely. In fact speak " when there is an order in a bedside-table then there is an order and in a life ". I think that it really so. You will agree with me? I very much like to prepare, I like to receive visitors in my house, I think that I the good-natured person. And consequently I think that should be cautious, I very much do not love when people deceive. I hope that between us always there will be a truth. I can trust people. Also I hope that when you can understand more me you too can trust me. And then, I suspect this we can build our attitudes. I do not know, there can be I cannot tell to you now even more, but I think that we have time, and we shall continue our acquaintance. I shall wait for your letters. With the best regards to you Tatyana PS: My dear, today I had a problem with my new e-mail adress umkreistat@gmail.com, and I now am assured, that my former e-mail adress umkreistat@yahoo.com works better. And I wish to use again mail Yahoo, please write all your following letters on mine e-mail: umkreistat@yahoo.com .

Letter 3

Hello Hakan,it is very pleasant to Me to see and receive your letters. How are you doing, my darling? I hope that at all of you well, I think of you and I would wish that at you always all was good, my darling. I think that you become a part me, and more and more it is more pleasant to me to speak you, and to open for you. I think that it and there is that understanding to which the woman and the man aspire? I can speak you a part about my culture, values of my city, and many other things, I think that will be interesting to you to learn about this so you can understand me better. How yours affairs??? I hope that at you all well, and I wish this you always. If to you I can interestingly tell to you not much about the city. As to my city, I already spoke you, that it is very beautiful city, in him it is a lot of history, we have beautiful and big the river Volga, probably you heard about this, I do not know, but this river connects many and the majority of cities of Russia. And to me very much to like to walk on quay, we have many bridges, it is very beautiful, especially at night. Though I and seldom walk there at night because I have a fear, it is not safe, but when we meet friends, especially in the summer, it is a surprising kind, and a lot of fires. I do not doubt that of your city, it as similarly to. Sometimes we with my friends leave on the nature, it is beautiful at any time year, but especially in the summer. And in such trips, we do a shish kebab, you probably know about this, this meat on a skewer, on fire, it always turns out is very tasty, who that uses together with beer, or a drink, but it is very good, especially in a circle of friends, on the nature. So do the majority of people, and in the summer in the open parks gathers a lot of people, but all as to whom will not prevent. How you spend time rest? My city not so big, we have beautiful central streets, and in city centre at us is big and beautiful buildings. Streets have names in honour of winners of our country, great scientists and as many streets have the name of names of those people which anyhow concern our city which have achieved a celebrity, at war or as have enclosed the hand in history of Russia. Our city very pure and he takes the second place across Russia on cleanliness and the order. As we have beautiful parks, it is a lot of trees and other plants in our small town, and in the summer it really very green and beautiful city. My dear, I hope that we understand each other correctly. I really search for the partner of a life, for me that is very important that I think each woman appreciates. I dream to create the family, I would want that line with me there was love and loving a person. I do not wish to live as there live many my friends, really Man in Russia and especially in such small cities as mine, have love to alcohol and to other bad passions, all this badly acts on family, on relations, on the wife, on children and certainly on the future. I wish to concern to the future with more serious approach. And as to winter, it more often a campaign on skis, but also when there is no strong frosts then it is possible and simply walk I have no friend, and earlier I too never and had nobody. I would not like to have the friend because the world seem to me lonely, and all in a circle me was grey. I thought that people can love each other strongly, to have romantic acquaintances only at cinema. But now when I have your warm letter to me, I have other feelings. I do not know about love much, I never tested love to the man, but I read many novels, many films about love looked. And it seems to me that love this such good feeling which does not happen simply so. It that is born as what new and big. I would want that I relations with the man were not than that there, and I would want that it there was a love. I dream of the man to which I shall be Dear, I dream of heat and care, about caress and attention. I as shall give the husband all heat and love. I very much would like that you understood me correctly, I am confident that that you very good both kind person, and fine the man. I it can be understood by your words, on yours to letters, and your words it and are your soul. I have no friend, and earlier I too never and had nobody. I would not like to have the friend because the world seem to me grey. And still I thought that people can love each other strongly, to have romantic acquaintances only at cinema. But now when I have your warm letter to me. I know nothing about love, I never tested love, but I read many novels, many films about love looked. And it seems to me that love this such good feeling which can be found for one minute. I very much love the nature, I like to happen in a wood when it is not audible noise cars. And when you have pure a smell and magnificent silence Well, my darling, I shall finish on this the letter. I hope to receive your answer soon.
I think of you. With the most sincere feelings to you Tatyana

Letter 4

MY DEAR last night I sent you the letter and I have not received the answer, you received my letter yesterday?
Below a copy of my letter, I wait your answer.

Hello Hakan,it is very pleasant to Me to see and receive your letters. How are you doing, my darling? I hope that at all of you well, I think of you and I would wish that at you always all was good, my darling. I think that you become a part me, and more and more it is more pleasant to me to speak you, and to open for you. I think that it and there is that understanding to which the woman and the man aspire? I can speak you a part about my culture, values of my city, and many other things, I think that will be interesting to you to learn about this so you can understand me better. How yours affairs??? I hope that at you all well, and I wish this you always. If to you I can interestingly tell to you not much about the city. As to my city, I already spoke you, that it is very beautiful city, in him it is a lot of history, we have beautiful and big the river Volga, probably you heard about this, I do not know, but this river connects many and the majority of cities of Russia. And to me very much to like to walk on quay, we have many bridges, it is very beautiful, especially at night. Though I and seldom walk there at night because I have a fear, it is not safe, but when we meet friends, especially in the summer, it is a surprising kind, and a lot of fires. I do not doubt that of your city, it as similarly to. Sometimes we with my friends leave on the nature, it is beautiful at any time year, but especially in the summer. And in such trips, we do a shish kebab, you probably know about this, this meat on a skewer, on fire, it always turns out is very tasty, who that uses together with beer, or a drink, but it is very good, especially in a circle of friends, on the nature. So do the majority of people, and in the summer in the open parks gathers a lot of people, but all as to whom will not prevent. How you spend time rest? My city not so big, we have beautiful central streets, and in city centre at us is big and beautiful buildings. Streets have names in honour of winners of our country, great scientists and as many streets have the name of names of those people which anyhow concern our city which have achieved a celebrity, at war or as have enclosed the hand in history of Russia. Our city very pure and he takes the second place across Russia on cleanliness and the order. As we have beautiful parks, it is a lot of trees and other plants in our small town, and in the summer it really very green and beautiful city. My dear, I hope that we understand each other correctly. I really search for the partner of a life, for me that is very important that I think each woman appreciates. I dream to create the family, I would want that line with me there was love and loving a person. I do not wish to live as there live many my friends, really Man in Russia and especially in such small cities as mine, have love to alcohol and to other bad passions, all this badly acts on family, on relations, on the wife, on children and certainly on the future. I wish to concern to the future with more serious approach. And as to winter, it more often a campaign on skis, but also when there is no strong frosts then it is possible and simply walk I have no friend, and earlier I too never and had nobody. I would not like to have the friend because the world seem to me lonely, and all in a circle me was grey. I thought that people can love each other strongly, to have romantic acquaintances only at cinema. But now when I have your warm letter to me, I have other feelings. I do not know about love much, I never tested love to the man, but I read many novels, many films about love looked. And it seems to me that love this such good feeling which does not happen simply so. It that is born as what new and big. I would want that I relations with the man were not than that there, and I would want that it there was a love. I dream of the man to which I shall be Dear, I dream of heat and care, about caress and attention. I as shall give the husband all heat and love. I very much would like that you understood me correctly, I am confident that that you very good both kind person, and fine the man. I it can be understood by your words, on yours to letters, and your words it and are your soul. I have no friend, and earlier I too never and had nobody. I would not like to have the friend because the world seem to me grey. And still I thought that people can love each other strongly, to have romantic acquaintances only at cinema. But now when I have your warm letter to me. I know nothing about love, I never tested love, but I read many novels, many films about love looked. And it seems to me that love this such good feeling which can be found for one minute. I very much love the nature, I like to happen in a wood when it is not audible noise cars. And when you have pure a smell and magnificent silence Well, my darling, I shall finish on this the letter. I hope to receive your answer soon.
I think of you. With the most sincere feelings to you Tatyana

Letter 5

Good afternoon, my darling Hakan. I am happy to receive your letter. I very much like to read your of the letter. And they deliver me many pleasures. About everyone yours the Letter which I begin, understands, that in us it can it Appears. I already represent ours, it is more relation it was more serious. It is very pleasant to me to receive yours on so much warm letters to me. And I am confident that not only I, but also you understand on how many it pulls together us. How are you doing now? I each time when go to look mail, I hope for your answer and when I see your letter it to very pleasantly me, in fact each time you become a part me, a part of my life. And now I cannot already see the life while without your letters. My opinion - those, I think it the most important between the man and the Woman this full confidence, I hate, when people To deceive the Friend the friend. As I investigate it, am the moment we From a life to accept conciliatory proposals, you see it also Is the important part relation between the man and the woman. You possibly think it I very serious the girl, but it not so, I simply do not want to Make the wrong choice the future husband and the man of sympathy. At present already - my feelings to YOU which is more than Friendly. To your words I start to understand that you the Person honour. Your words which you write me warm my soul and Heart. So it is remarkable, when there is in this world a man To which I is not indifferent. It is pleasant to me so to Receive from you letters and feeling which I thus check to not bypass a word. I certainly wish to know, you are interested in studying of Russian? If you are interested I with the great pleasure study you to Russian. It is very pleasant for Me when I read your letters, I their readable on several times and for me this great pleasure. I on began to understand more the life so much, and at times I think that let while it not big, happiness, but happiness that I have met you. Me other men do not interest, and I wish to learn all better not only to understand you but also to feel. I hope that you as are located to me. I now shall entrust you more, and I trust that between us there is no deceit, only these ideas have in me so much pleasant emotions. At all for a long time I have read through one book, it is a part of romanticism. Also know, at times so it would be desirable to present itself to roles of protagonists, let in a life there are difficulties but when them you experience and when there is a happy end, it is simply magnificent. To like me such literature and when you read books, completely penetrate into this plot. I shall have romantic relations and intimacy only with that the man which will be my beloved. I never shall fall in love with the silly young boy, I have no to such any interest and the more so to have connection. There Is no it others so can but only not I. I like wise and clever men who understand meaning of the life which are capable to love more, and never to cause the woman a pain. You wise and very remarkable the man, it are clear by your words. It is very interesting for knowing to me about your dreams. I now think of us, and I understand ours relations mail, and We as two climbers, which raise in The mountain, only I on the one hand, and you with another and Final item top on which we should, meets. We owe Promotion in top which does not observe an obstacle which Perhaps, to meet On our way, and then to us it will be very good with impatience. Whether that you it will be valid do today? I interest each your step. Well? Tomorrow I will have very heavy day, I shall go on shops behind products. After that I shall prepare for different dishes as to us on a visit there comes the aunt. I very much on her miss and very much I wish her to see, I know as my mum as very much wishes her to meet. Earlier when I was small, my aunt very often to us came, and I very much loved spend with her time. she very often went with me to park, on different, we spent very cheerful time, and I was always very happy when she came to us, and from ours with her walks I always had very good memoirs. I always waited when she will arrive to us. Now I have grown, but nevertheless I her very much love, and now very much I wish her to see. On this I shall finish the letter, I shall think of you, and to wait to your reply.
I send you a kiss. With tenderness and the best regards yours Tatyana

Letter 6

Hello my dear Hakan,Today very magnificent holiday of all enamoured, and I wish to congratulate you with Vallantains day.I have more and more started to understand, that I already have feeling to you and I already to look forward your letters. Each time it so much new and good. I am very glad that have met you in my life. I to not think, that such can take place. It is very pleasant for me, I think that it pleasantly for you also? How you today? I hope that you well, you miss on me? I yes, I almost all time think of you, you always in my ideas, and now also in my heart. Yes, I really wish to tell to you that you very much loved for me, and already borrow a part in my heart. I experience as you, how are you doing, I always am to be trusted that you well and just as I think of me. Ideas on you always direct at me pleasant emotions, and give me a gentle smile. Even my mum has noticed that I have changed. Yes, she send you greetings. I think that she will love you as the . Yesterday she has told to me that I have deserved the happiness, and I shall be necessarily happy with you. Earlier she experienced that I shall find to myself the man here in my city and so was afraid that it will be not good, you think understand why, I spoke you before. But now I see that she is really pleased for us. Unique problem, I think that it we so far apart. But I hope that once we can overcome this distance and then we completely shall be happy together. In fact later time, you have woken in me such feelings, that it is not simple as to the good friend, it is more. Ideas on you, experiences, dream to meet you, all this so perfectly also has the character. I do not doubt that you feel. It is very important for me, that you understand and listen to me. The understanding is very important between people when they wish to have relation. - I very strongly love my favourite season spring as I had dreams, that in such beautiful season, I shall have love and to go with the the man in the street with a red rose in hands and a kiss with him during long time. All this will be so beautifully and romantically!!! But it only dreams, unfortunately I one and in searches the partner in a life. I very much wish to continue with you relation and I, I trust, that everyone can be very good. Though between us it - so very big distance, and to me so that to want to see you and to speak with you. I wish to tell, my dream would consist in that what to have happy family, to be happy the wife and to have kind, good, fair, with the husband who will love me and to respect and when to not give in insult. While it only my dreams also should come back to a the validity. I wish to grasp you tenderness. I think that creation the spiritual emotional basis of the person precisely, and it is meaning the purposes of formation of family. I wish to inform to you that my feelings and words rather you always were, I am sincere also always understood, it we place the big trust which our union would be when it is real. And you, that the man, that to me necessary. When I read your letter, I saw in him your sincerity and fidelity to me.
I to send you this song as my recognition. I hope, it will love you it. Well?
As I am saying good night at the end of the day,
And you are not here, but many miles away,
My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,
As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.
I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,
But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.

When distance tends to keep us apart,
Remember I still hold you near in my heart.
When the night together, cannot be ours,
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.

Remember those words, and please try to smile,
Close gently your eyes, lessening the miles.
I am already there, with hope in my heart,
No longer wanting to be kept apart.
Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears,
A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear.

There is no question it is you that I see,
Waiting in the stars, just like I hoped you'd be.
You hold out your hand as you become near,
And put it in mine saying, " I miss you, my dear. "

Remember those words, and please try to smile,
Close gently your eyes, lessening the miles.
Suddenly there's gentle music, filled with romance, You gently pull me close, we begin to dance.
Just meet me in the stars, that is where I will be.
A special place in the stars just for you and for me.
My dear, and that I wish to ask the last, I today to think, and I wish to solve one if you relation to me is serious, I wish to ask you that you to remove your profile about a web a site of acquaintance, and in turn I shall be make also, I delete my profile as I have met you, and you I am valid that the man of whom wish to be all life, and I wish to have family with you. I to remove my profile as I have met you, and I do not require search another the man as I would want that you make it for me when you solve that I should be your princess. My love I is very concerned by your health, my darling and I very much ask you, to take care. I would want that you were very much in good health. It is not very a pity to me that I can be near to you and cure you of a cold. I very much worry about you, I spoke mum, and my mum as very much worries and she would tell that you would accept good medicines for that what to have good health. My mum speaks that it is necessary to accept vitamins. It is very useful to use are fresh the squeezed out natural orange juice, these are vitamins very useful. And still every morning it is necessary to use one teaspoon a bee honey, and it when there will be no cold and diseases. Please my dear listen mine mum. You have honey a bee in yours the country???? I to wish you good mood these days and I do not forget me. I shall wait about impatience your letter and to be absent on you!!!! Yours Tatyana

Letter 7

Hello my dear Hakan, I so am happy, that you in me on opinion all the day long long. I am happy to read your letter. Last night I went to a sports hall. Two times a week I try visit it. I think that health in hands of the person. Also it is necessary for it to watch. I feel that it helps to me, and gives energy, even what that force, that that new and invigorating. I am frequent cannot do gymnastics since morning, is usual on it there is no time, except for days off. And here in sports a hall when you are completely given for work so it is good. How are you doing? How your mood? I think and I hope that at you all perfectly. I shall ask the god, that you were healthy and happy. I often to go to church. I always to ask him, it in all everyone were good also, everyone was healthy. I know, that the God to hear me and to be good only for people. Each person in the world should live well and happily irrespective of the fact he to make badly. You agree with me? I wish to know your point of view on this question. Well I wish to tell to you, that my heart has started to fight more often when I think of you!!!! I wish to ask you, that you would send me all to photo which are at you. They help to me to feel your presence is close to me. I wish to feel you, your gentle kind, yours a smile, yours hands. I so that to demand in a heat and care and I to think, that I, to ask not so. I to search pure for love and romanticism in relations I love, when all is beautiful, fine, gentle and romantic!!! My desire to have the family, the favourite person beside, feeling care and constant support a difficult minute, to what to aspire each person during a life and I also. I should trust the person with which I all a life. To trust this to each word, gesture, a kind, a smile. In the world now so it - is lot meanness and the deceit, which is necessary concern to people to surround you very close. I to not speak you which is necessary concern about mistrust to everyone, only necessary to know the person so that to be completely confident him. I know you during not long time, but I can tell, that you very fair and opened also it very much to involve me and to allow, to trust me, that I which I can love and I can we love. My mum to study teaches to me, that I should be always open. I to tell her, that ours relations to develop successfully and it is happy for us. I have very well spent time with the aunt, we went to cinema the name of cinema " Troy ", it is very interesting film. And most of all it was pleasant to me when we went to theatre on performance, it was very interesting. But unfortunately my aunt tomorrow leaves. To me was cheerfully and well when there came my aunt and if with me line there was you I would be the happiest on light. I very much wish to speak about you! I so that to want to divide with you pleasure personally when I to see yours eyes and which smile, I happiest. I to want to see yours pleasure and divide her with you. I wish to know that does you happy? And I shall be try, that all which I, to make existed happiness for you. I wait for your beautiful letter, and I promise, that I shall be think of you every minute.
With tenderness and the best regards yours Tatyana

Letter 8

Hello my dear Hakan,I have received your letter, it is full of warm-heartedness and sympathies to me. I think that for that time that we with you correspond we very much have approached and between us there was a feeling, I think that we are necessary each other. My darling, I know now, what not happen, I am glad that I have you. Probably in a life also there are different difficulties and problems. But now in my life such period where it is a lot of heat and happiness, I so would not want that it came to an end. I would want that only was better. Also I shall try to make for this purpose all necessary my darling. I constantly think of you, you have taken a place in my heart. I talked about this to mum and she speaks that it well, she thinks that I shall be happy. I think that we should meet, we should see each other, look in eyes because through the Internet emotions are lost and it is difficult to understand each other. We became frank with you and I think that you want find out about my sexual experience. In Russia all men dream to drag only you in bed, but I do not want this, I do not wish to be given the first comer that he have taken pleasure. The love that from above she is given person to know it happiness in this life, and men represent he only in the form of sex, I think that it not correctly and I hope that you with me agree. I to wish to have sex only with the beloved. I to be given him completely both a body and soul. We together learn all depths of pleasure. Our passion will pour out for limits of flat love and we shall enjoy the friend the friend all life till last moment of our existence. I am confident that that you are in earnest to me, to me well it is the nobility. I ask from you a pardon for following questions, but I ask you answer me fairly this question: You have connection with another the girl on the Internet? If you do not want that can not give me the answer on these a question. I shall ask the God about that what at us with you all was good and that we with you would be those two half, which having incorporated did the big and strong heart. To me it is pleasant that you give care to me. About me never who did not care, only mine my mum. You the best the man on the ground, I available to give you the love. I wish to know you better and better. But even you to face I now do not know speak you that you that the man about which I dreamed. I thank you for it. In fact you have changed my life now, and I would not know that I could now do if have not met you but if I am fair at all I do not wish to think of what that the friend.
Thank you for your photo.
Today at me the day off and we with the girlfriend walked on city, went shopping I waited for the moment that you will write to me the letter and I have waited him. I feel that our hearts fight in one rhythm, and you feel it? I wait for your letter, whether to me important to know divide you my ideas.
Forever yours Tatyana

Letter 9

Hello my dear Hakan, I am very happy to receive your letter today. It is very good for me, that I have met you in the life. I was not so is happy when. I now have completely changed also it my friends and friends have noticed all. All this because of you. I yesterday to think of ours relations and about our feelings. I always think of you. I start to distract more on work. I cannot do anything with me is direct. I it can be named in words "Love". Yes I have very much big feelings and I can name it Love.. I spoke about us with my mum. Mum has asked me, you is valid to love him and to want, to be with him. I tell not reflection so very much, and I cannot be presented without him it. I have told to mum that you very good, kind the man, and that you can be trusted completely. But it is all the same to test for me a little. My mum has told to me, that I was not erroneous in a choice and early to speak about love. Mum speaks, that we should find out is even closer each other. I understand mum, she very much worries for me and she asks you, whether my mum can to be assured that you will take care of me???? Mum to love me and she very much the unique daughter worries as I. I think you understand me. Mum wishs our of good luck and the big love. Mum speaks me, that my husband should be the gentleman. At me such sensation that I knew you all the life. You became me the native person. To me with you it will be good in any weather in any place.
My love, I love you, and I to light these lines to you:
During all those times you supported me,
For the truth which you have forced me to see,
For all pleasure you have brought by my life,
For all wrong, that you have made the right,
For each dream you have made, are carried out,
For all love I have found in you,
I shall be for ever grateful.
You - the one who supported me,
Never allow me to fall,
You - the one who has gone through me, through all this.
To like you it? You well I understand sense of my letters? I hope for it.
I to not write with men in current long time.
But experience in the past when the man asked my naked photos was, and have written as they want to engage sex, it very much was not pleasant to me. Today I had very difficult day. I about impatience should wait for your following letter. I have noticed, that our letters are more and more full of love and good mood. I send you a passionate kiss. And to wish you successful day. To care my love. You always in my heart.
Yours love Tatyana

Letter 10

Hello my prince Hakan,Many thanks to you for the letter. I'm fine. How your mood? At me today very good mood. Today very good day, we with mum went on walk. We went in the Pine Grove. You know that this such? We have met in Pine the Grove many people who as leave on walk with family, with friends, as there very pure air, the nature, beautifully. We with mum like to go slowly, and to speak, discuss many themes. As we saw as children played, were pleased. We with mum observed on children, and at mine mum has appeared tear on eyes, and I have asked at mum that happens, and she has started to speak me, that else recently I was same small as these children, and time goes very quickly and I already adult girl. I have calmed mum, and I would tell that she did not worry. And I have told - the life goes also people mature. And after we have met my girlfriend she also walked with the sister. And my girlfriend has suggested to go to new shop, in my city have opened new food and very big shop, the girlfriend has offered visit it. We went to shop, it was really very big Shop, unique so big food shop in my city. It was very interesting. And after our walk we on foot have come back to the House. Dear mine I wish to ask you you love walk in Park, or the Grove? I wished to speak about us more close, but certainly it only possible at a meeting, but I know. I will be confident that my loneliness to have the end as I feel that you my life, you that for whom I waited long. I wish to trust in it in fact your letters allow me to understand you better and more close, Dear mine. I know many cases when Many women I deceive the men, change him with others. It is very bad I when it I do not approve, it meanly in relation to the husband. I never in a life shall make so mean acts. I wish to tell to you that you very interesting and good person, You the person which bring to me pleasure, good mood. I admit to you the feelings, and I hope that you as concern to me, my darling. I trust that your feelings are real, and you the adult person. My dear, we can speak, and plan our meeting? It is time to me to finish the letter write to me at once as you will receive my letter. I send for you 1000 kisses.
With tenderness yours Tatyana

Letter 11

Greetings my dear Hakan
My dear I is very happy to receive your letter. My dear in mine city not so good weather, and at me good mood. When I check mail and I see your letter in my soul to become very joyfully, I am really happy when I see your letter. How are you doing? I'm fine. I would want that at you all was very good. I very much miss on you, to me from that that I cannot sadly see you now. How are you doing, how your mood? Today my mood very good, and I think that your mood as very well. I think that my letters force you to smile. It is the truth??? Today I had very good day, we with the girlfriend were at cinema, very remarkable film, after cinema we were to very good cafe, talked, and shared impression about film. You have what plans on target? My dear Tell to me that you make at leisure? Now I with the girlfriend shall move to an exercise room for occupation gymnastics, for support of mine a figure. My dear I have to you very much strong feelings and when I meet the girlfriend I much I tell about you. I very strongly experience for your health, I would want that you knew that I worry about you. Dear mine I long think of you when I go to bed, I represent as we with you together we spend time, as we together to go to bed and together we wake up. Yes I admit to me very pleasantly that you are the sincere and open person. I love a life, I have dreams and I would shall try that they have turned to the validity. I think, that the person should have a life, which he itself in the right to build and plan. But I think that to one person it to make more difficultly. When the person not one also is beside the person loving and trusting, to go contain much easier. My dear if you only knew as I strongly I want all that each woman wants. I wish to trust in that that all this still probably in sew lives. On this I shall finish the letter and with big impatience I shall wait for your answer. Please write to me. And I shall finish to an owl the letter. And with impatience to wait for your answer.
With kisses yours Tatyana

Letter 12

Hello my dear Hakan
I have received your letter, many thanks. With each yours I understand the letter that you are very necessary to me, you necessary the man for me. I understand it and I think that it with me for the first time. I wish to trust in that that we with you can understand each other. We can trust and love, we can construct that life which ourselves we shall want also I I think that the God necessarily help to meet to people which love. The most important what it was really the love. I too trust in destiny and in that that each person will meet the destiny. I too hope that we soon can meet each other and look in eyes each other. My desire to have the family, the favourite person beside, feeling care and constant support a difficult minute, to what to aspire each person during a life and I also. I should trust the person with which I all a life. To trust this to each word, gesture, a kind, a smile. I'm fine. Today there was very heavy day. But not looking at it at me has sufficed force to write to you the letter. I recently very much get tired on work, it to become more hard. How your work??? How your Health? I think that you very much get tired???That you make when come from work. And it should be very heavy for the man when he comes with work and the woman who has no can look after for the man, I very much would wish to make a tasty supper for you but when the man does not have a beside woman it badly, I think so when in the future my husband will come with work, I shall always prepare that for that new for a supper for my beloved. I would like to ask you, and what you are ready to make for the loved the woman when she will have big weariness? It is interesting to me to know your opinion? I had such dreams, that we would be together and had a good dinner with mine mum and with my native, it was very interesting, I would like in the future study for you Russian, and as it is necessary for me study English language very well. My dear, I wish to ask you, you would like to have a celebratory supper or a dinner, with me and my mum. My mum it is very tasty prepares, and for you she can prepare for very tasty and unforgettable dishes.
Dear mine I think that has come to finish time my letter.
I with impatience wait for your letter.
Yours faithfully and tenderness yours Tatyana

Letter 13

Good afternoon Hakan
Many thanks for your remarkable letter, I am very happy to see your letters and when I receive your letter, at me to become very good mood, and this all owing to you. My dear how are you doing? How yours mood? Whether there Are what good news? My dear I always think of you and always I would look forward what to meet you. And this one of my desires. When I read letters, I represent you very good the man, and I think of the future plans in common, but I do not wish to hurry up I wish to know about you as much as possible, find out your habits, I wish to know that you love, and what you do not love? What ideas at you about me? This all now very much interests me, these are my feelings. My dear you very good, lovely the man. I very much wait our meeting, I very much would want that it was fast. The darling, to me you are very pleasant to think of that that as divide my positions and feelings. It becomes for me very much and very pleasant. And sometimes I think that it not simply mail. As I see in you really worthy much in this human life. I miss on you and I live pending meetings. I have hopes, to me actually it is pleasant divide with you the ideas. Today I had very good day, I went on walk with the girlfriend and we went and walked in park. I spoke about us with you much, My girlfriend is very happy. You really have pure and kind heart, you have made me the happiest individual in the world today! Force, bravery and desire to surpass any and all obsticals - is clear present in all your remarkable letters. You are always confident and so full of a life!
I you very much ask to protect please the health, do not get tired on work.
I very strongly worry for your health.
Dear mine I hope that you feel well.
With the best regards and with big and tenderness Tatyana

Letter 14

Hello ,How you? I very much wait for your letter. I so strongly would like to see you. Write as you, all is good at you? How yours health? Lovely, to me you are very pleasant to think of that that as share my positions and feelings. It becomes for me very much and very pleasant. And sometimes I think that it not simply mail. As I see in you really worthy much in this human life. I already spoke you that to me very pleasantly to know you better, I think what to know you up to the end the whole life is required. I see that you have rich soul, actually it is pleasant for me divide with you the ideas. I very much frequently present that time when we with you shall live together. It is the big happiness for me will be with you beside. We with you shall be very happy, I shall make all that I can for that what make that happy the man on light. My love you never will regret about that that you have chosen me as second half. I love you so strongly that I would be ready on all for the sake of up to what you near to me. Lovely I my mum sends the regards to you, and wishes you all good.
Dear, I shall stop and with impatience to wait for your answer.
My dear Tell to me that you make at leisure?
I shall finish my letter today, I wait for your answer.
With the most sincere love to you yours Tatyana

Letter 15

Hi my dear Hakan,I am very glad to receive your letter, many thanks. How your mood? I hope that you feel well. At thinking all the mood my very good because when I receive your letters is good, I am very glad. Thanks you for to give me it is so much happiness. How your Health? I thought of you many time and I very much miss. I would like as to to know as your health? I very much would want to meet once you, to have walk in the big beautiful city. I want to to know at you, your city very big? Beautiful city? My dear I think of us much. One dream which I always, apparently, we have - you and I going on a beach in sand, holding hands then as the sun writes down, we have kissed each other violently each other lips while we establish on a blanket in sand in darkenss with stars are higher than us and a bright moonlight. I also have dream frequently about us a dinner lighting a candle, and after our supper together we have slow dance while we listen to some soft hearing or classical music. And I as I wait when I can take a vacation and have holiday together with you. It would be very wonderful. What do you think of it? I when during lives did not travel., and it for me will be new sights. I think that to us is necessary to meet, for that what find out about ours relations, and what as to be convinced of our feelings each other, I very much want it. And I as live in hope, that our meeting will be fast, and I very strongly want it. You frequently dream of us??? I want to know all your ideas. My dear and I would like to speak more about our meeting, what you think of it? I dreamed alot recently because in night time I read your letters before I lie down to sleep, and it makes me happy before I go to sleep. I always have very romantic dreams of you. Dear mine I long time think of our meeting and I very much want to meet you as soon as possible as there is a chance, and I very much want. Dear I to me is time to finish the letter, and I with impatience shall wait for your new letter.
Write to me soon.
I love you. With the best regards, always yours Tatyana

Letter 16

Hi my dear,I am very happy to receive your letter.
How your affairs?
I hope that at you all well.
Today at me very good day was, I left today with the girlfriend and we were at her on a visit.
My girlfriend took DVD and we observed it at her place.
At my girlfriend mum has baked for us very tasty pies.
I spent some time at the girlfriend and then I have gone home.
What you do in the days off?
You took good rest and care for yourself?
It is very important to have good rest after the working days.
As I see in you really worthy much in this human life.
loved mine I miss on you and I live pending meetings.
I have hopes, actually it is pleasant for me divide with you the ideas.
You Very kind and very good the man and I are glad, I spoke a lot of time about you with mine the girlfriend. My girlfriend is very happy. She has told, that She experiences for me not much, I her have told that all well.
I ask you yours a photo if you have please send me still new a photo, I very much want to look your photos.
Dear I you thought of our meeting??? It is good idea. I very strongly wait when there will be our meeting. I want to make many plans together with you.
Lovely, how is the weather in your city? To become more warmly??? I'm fine.
Today very heavy day was. But not looking at it at me has sufficed force to write to you the letter. But when I cannot write to you the letter, it happens, that I would not have such opportunity what to write to you, and I very much have the big excitement, and I do not become quiet.
I recently very much get tired on work, it to become more hardly.
How your work??? How your Health?
I think that you very much get tired???
That you make when come from work.
And it should be very hard for the man when he comes with work and the woman who has no can look after for the man, I very much would want to prepare for a tasty supper for you but when the man does not have a beside woman it poorly, I think so when in the future my husband will come with work, I shall always prepare that for that new for a supper for my beloved.
I would like to ask you, and what you are ready to make for the loved the woman when she the big weariness will have? It is interesting to me to know your opinion?
Mine dear, I want to make the big plans about ours a meeting, I want to see you as it is possible soon.
Dear, I shall stop and with impatience to wait for your answer.
I hope very soon to receive your letter, I send for you the best regards, and a lot of fine.
With the best regards, only yours Tatyana

Letter 17

Hello my dear .How are you doing? How you lovely mine? My love I to write to you my letter, with my new e-mail adress, as I to lose the notebook where to be the information and my password, from my former e-mail adress. My love you can write all letters on my new e-mail adress: umkreistaty@yahoo.com I went to the grandmother in village. As she badly itself feels from for bad weather, I helped her. I very much missed on you lovely mine. I all time thought of you. I am happy that you are in my life. I think that without you my life would be empty. I love you lovely mine. Now I have again returned to work. Lovely mine, I always very much wait for your letters. You now my soul, you a part of me, my life, lovely mine. I want to meet you, very much, each time I think of you my love, and about our meetings. I very much wait for it. I shall go now. I want to receive more likely your new letters as I very much miss on you lovely mine. And these days when I could not see your letters, I thought of you as you there, than borrowed, miss you, I was set by these questions.
I very much wait for your letter on my new e-mail adress: umkreistaty@yahoo.com
I love you, and I wait for your letters lovely mine.
With the big love to you, yours. Tatyana