Letter(s) from Ekaterina Kirillova to Baxter (USA)

Letter 1

Hello,dearie Baxter!!!
Frankly speaking I`m impressed by your profile and I`m sure we`ve got a lot in common.
I don`t often meet people who at least seem to be my soul mate and actuallly I try not ot lose the opportunity to have a chat with him\her.
It goes without saying that I always hope that in the future we willl make friends or there will be something more \--take the hint--\.Because I don`t have neither a close friend nor a boy-friend (--do you have any??--), well, it`s a long story i`ll tell about it a bit later.
Well I`ll envolve my relantiontip&friendship theory in one of the following letters, if you`re interested... probably I`ll do it even if you`re not. we`ll see.
Actually I`m in earnest about the problem of relantionships, and..well, I`d be glad if we exchnge our oppinions on this topic. What do you think about that??? How about discussing some "eternal problems"???
But that`s not the only thing i`m interested in. I think I`m rather a broad-minded person and to find a topic for a talk won`t be a problem.
Well, you must have already noticed that i`m rather talkative.
I don`t know wether people are on the level or not, but they say that I`m a good interlocuter and rather an easy-going person.I`m sure we`ll get on well, won`t we??
So keep in touch!!!!! I wait for your letter impatiently!!!! Tell me something about yourself and what you think about everything writtern above. So long!!!!!!!!

Looking foward to receiving your letter

Your new friend Marina.

Letter 2

Hello my new friend Baxter!!!!!!
Thank you for a prompt reply to my message.
I did not think, that the answer will come so quickly, and I am very glad, that you have not disregarded my letter.
I have already lost hope to find my soul mate, and I have decided to try to make it with the help of the Internet To me have advised to get acquainted with the man from your country, as the men in your country the most decent and kind It is very good. I have gone to club of acquaintances and the beginnings to look profiles.
I very much was surprised when have seen such plenty profiles men which search for the woman!!!
Really in your country so many lonely men?!!! It is very sad.
So many men are lonely and have no happiness in private life.
I have seen your sincere profile and I have become interested in you very much and have decided to write to you.
In mine profile, manager of Internet - club have written residence USA because the base does not accept my Russian postal index.
I do not know why, but I live in Russia and I hope it does not confuse you?
I did not think, that you to me write. You at all do not represent as it was pleasant to receive your letter.
Well, I want tell you about itself.
I the usual Russian women, actually am not distinguished by anything from others.
It is probable to describe itself, it would be easier for me, if I did not make it for the first time.
At me words and ideas because I worry slightly are confused. I did not expect, that you will answer me, and when I have seen your letter, I as if a current have struck in heart and now I sit behind the computer and I do not know that write to you.
Excuse me if I shall do many mistakes in the letter, I not absolutely well know English.
So if to you something will be not clear, you ask me again, Ok?
My full name Marina, I was born in a small town under the name - Lermontovo.
My growth 5,6 and weight 105 lbs. I the blonde with green eyes.
To me of 28 years, my day the birth on April, 15, also will be already fast to me of 29 years.
I like to look comedies.
Music I listen to anyone. For fun I to like to read books to play table tennis, to walk with girlfriends.
I do not drink and do not smoke, drugs even never saw I live separately from my mum, as in our small town there is no prospect, and it is impossible to find decent work, that to earn on life therefore I have moved to city of Saint Petersburg and I work as the tutor in a kindergarten It not my speciality, but at me is not present other choice After my birth my father has died from accident on construction My speciality - the manager, but I can not find work on the speciality, therefore I should earn additionally on various works I work to earn for my living. I have a higher education and I am rather intelligent.
My main vital principles it is honesty, kindness, decency under the attitude to all people, Tenderness and love and respect for loved to the man. I do not love lie and to not love false people.
I do not respect arrogance in people. I think that the arrogance worsens to live to these people and environmental people.
In people I respect honesty, compassion to poor people, love and respect for associates.
Therefore I abuse myself if when that have thought of any person poorly. ok, that it is possible to tell about itself.
Ok, my main hope and dream is a search loving men and creation with him families.
Loving the man which will support me when I shall be need in support. Who - what understands me.
But also and who - what only does not praise me when I operate a wrong way.
For me the main thing that the man loved me, respected as the person and paid me attention.
I do not ask, that he sat next me each minute. No, I want, that my beloved did not forget date of our acquaintance, Date of our wedding, that was interested in my health and mood.....
I am sure, that I will have happiest family. I shall make all that my husband and I lived in harmony and mutual understanding.
I would treat beloved when he will be ill. My grandmother has learned me to some cunnings of national medicine.
I would sit with my loved each evening and shared the ideas and dreams.
I want to work on the speciality and to help the husband to cope with difficulties of modern life I do not think that the age and appearance is so important though I am rather pretty.
The most important what is inside you and how do you feel about the life.
I know this life from many sides and I am rather mature already to know how to make a man happy.
I do not know if you answer me or not. But why not to try? I will regret if not to try.
I think we should use every chance to find our happiness.
Life is too short to use it only for thinking and dreaming.
I sincerely hope, whether that our correspondence will show there can be we such pair.
Certainly there will be many complexities on our way. It is possible, that we can remain only friends.
Probably between us strong feeling of love and respect will appear. Yet I do not know. Life will show.
I want to know all about you and about your life. As we live in the different countries at me there are
questions:
Are you ready to have the relation with a Women from Russia?
Or the woman living abroad is not of interest for you? Whether your dreams coincide with my dreams?
Please to answer sincerely all my questions.
Please if you are not serious in search of serious relations that Tell me it.
I shall understand and to not take offence. I hope you to not get tired to read it With impatience I shall wait from you the letter.
If you have photo send to me it please
Sincerely Marina.

Letter 3

Hi my dearest Baxter!!!!!!
I with impatience wait your letter.
Reading your letters, I forget my past, and I start to think of the future.
I am sure, that we are waited the fine future. Probably I speak about it early.
You see we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary for us.
I was never married, and I have no children I do not want, that my life has passed senselessly, and when my time will come to die, I could not recollect anything good and useful that I making in this life!
You understand me?
So has developed, that I have not met worthy men.
Certainly I had relations with the different men, but in anybody from them I was not sure.
I am a very romantic woman, and I want, and I try do my life a more interesting!
I'm a sensitive, a kind-hearted, a kind, jolly, clever and intelligent, purposeful, sociable.
Sometimes, when I come home with good mood, I want to talk with my close person and to share the mood and impressions about past day, to have fun, but my flat is empty and I have to be in full solitude.
And my good mood evaporates.
Simply I want a beloved person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning, to speak about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day.
I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me.
I don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it.
You agree with me?
Of course, the world of dreams is an illusive world, but we live in a real life, so we can't to sink into the world of dreams and phantasies for long.
When a dream becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment.
I have overcome very difficult situations in my life.
I had to be strong. I had ... but I was so tired of it. I think that deserved to be happy.
I am tired to suffer... Everybody wants to be happy and everybody has the right on it that is why once upon a time I decided to change all my life and to try to find my happiness.
Don't think that this choice was easy. But I decided and... I am not sorry for it - I found you!
You inhaled the life in me, thank you. I want to feel that you are real. I want to feel that my happiness is real.
It is very-very important for me what do you think about it. Please, write something about it.
I don't know what will be with us in the future, but I am sure I will not to be sorry for the acquaintance with you.
Well, I don't want to tire you from reading of my letter, so i am going to finish my letter.
Take care of yourself. Write me as soon as possible,ok?
Tell me more about yourself.
Sincerely yours, Marina.

Letter 4

Hi my fine!!!!
How are you? You thought of me? I hope yes.
Excuse that did not write to you so for a long time, I was borrowed, and absent outside of city, I went in other city to mine to the grandmother, my grandmother very strongly was ill, and the help was necessary for it, my dear I think that you have been not so strongly afflicted that I did not write to you?
Now I have no very big time to write to you the big letter as now later time and I have just arrived to Internet - cafe to write to you, I shall write to you bigger letter, little bit later tomorrow, please also write to me the letter.
Tell as there is your work, and how is your family.
My grandmother has now gone already on the amendment and its health it is much better, and I hope that will be fast she completely is healthy.
Tomorrow after work or during the lunchtime, I shall write to you the letter, I hope that you also write to me my dear.
I shall wait for your letters.
Yours Marina.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Baxter!
It really very good day today. I had the big day at work! I am slightly tired now.
I'm glad so much to receive your answer again!
It's very interesting for me to read your messages, from them we are learning more about our self, and I want to continue our acquaintance.
As I already wrote earlier, I am Christian, I not the fan, but I believe in the God and I visit church My favorite colors is dark blue, red, black and white I prefer Russian and Italian kitchen, but I have no special whim to the certain meal I love various music, basically I listen to classical, dancing and new music Dances are my weakness, I very much like to dance, and I think, that I could learn you to this, or on the contrary, maybe you learn me?
The most important values, which should have my soul men, it is a sincerity, honesty, kindness, trust and respect I do not like hypocrites and people who take advantage of a person just because they can do it. And I am always honest with people.
The age and appearance is not of great importance for me if heart and soul are full of love and tendernesses, about the rest it is not necessary to worry I have never thought that age, distance or anything else can matter when it comes to true and serious relationship.
And I have to confess that I am getting excited about our correspondence because you seem to be a nice, kind, experienced and smart men I have been looking for.
And when I receive from you letters my day to become even more warmly and more cheerfully my dear Baxter.
Dear Baxter, I understand that it is quite complicated to get to know each other via e-mails, but still in our situation, when we are far from each other, correspondence is a good way to start and to see if we can be a good match or not.
I do not think, that to writing each other for months will be a good way for us, but we can tell each other in our e-mails as much as possible and if we feel something really special about each other we'll meet in person and hopefully it'll be a really wonderful love story.
What do you think, my dear Baxter?
I am not that type of person who does not know what to do, I prefer action as I believe it is better, instead of doing nothing at all, even if those actions are somehow related to taking a risk, even a minor one.
I do not care because I think who does not risk, does not get a bigger reward.
If you agree with me on this viewpoint, then, I think that at us is more common I hope this my letter will help you to know more about me.
Though frankly speaking it seems to me it does not matter what your interests or hobbies are, there are so many things you can do and enjoy doing them, but the most important thing is that you can share the things you really enjoy with the person who will enjoy them also just because he enjoys everything sharing together with you.
Do you share my opinion, Baxter?
Well, I think I'd better stop writing now and wait for your reply.
What do you prefer to do during your spare time?
Sincerely yours, Marina.

Letter 6

Hi my dearest Baxter!!!
Thank you for photo.
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am really madly glad to receive your letter.
I am really glad that I have found you.
I feel somewhat lost when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel contentment and joy when I think of you.
I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you.
I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to say everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted to share with you.
I think many women try to win your heart.
In Russia, people speak, that " way to the heart of the male lays through his stomach ".
If I could prepare supper for you, I'll certain win your heart. I hope, sometime, I'll prepare supper for you.
I want to tell you about what I like and what I don't like.
I like when people are frank to me. I hate the lie. And I think that people can't make happiness on the lie.
I think you think too. I don't like when in my house is disorder. Also I don't like lazy people.
It is very pleasant when my friends come to me and feel themselves comfortable.
In Russia people tell:"If in your house everything well everything well in your soul".
I think that the main in man is soul beauty, private condition. If you love and you are loved - it the happiness.
Yesterday I and my mother cooked the supper and we ate together.
We talked a lot. I told them about you. She liked you very much.
She is glad for us and she hopes, what we shall be fine pair, you informed me to the relatives and friends?
What they think of me?
It is very pity, but already is time to go I do not want it, I want to write you non stopping, but I can not allow it I shall wait for your letter with impatience.
Write to me as soon as possible, I shall miss you.
I send you a photo of me and my girlfriends, I hope that they will like you.
Yours Marina.

Letter 7

Hi my Baxter! Thanks for your letter.
Thanks for photos of your relatives, please send the regards to them from me.
My heart calms down when I receive your letter.
I cannot begin to tell you, how I feel for you. And every day I hope and pray, that you feel the way I do.
I always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life!
Someone, who would understand me, encourage my efforts and share my dreams.
As a child I dreamt of a male that would make me smile and laugh.
Someone I could trust, someone who would never hurt me.
Today I want to describe to you my usual daily day, since morning and till the night.
At 6:30 rattle my alarm clock. I do not love my alarm clock. Because it so loudly rattle, that each time I jump as scalded.
I rise with good mood because in dream I saw you. At 6:35 I go to a bathroom And I THINK OF YOU!
I wash and I clean a teeth. At 6:45 I dress my sports suit, I go on street And I THINK OF YOU!
I jog. I run in the mornings always when it is not cold to support myself in the good form.
When in the street coldly, I sleep till 7:00. At 7:20 I cook a breakfast, as a rule strong tea or coffee and a sandwich.
I drink tea and I THINK OF YOU! At 7:30 I go to work. Usually, if weather good, I go on foot And I THINK OF YOU!
I like to go on foot since morning. Air clean and fresh. To job I come vigorous and cheerful.
At 7:55 I go to a cabinet where works my girlfriend. As a rule she already on work at this time.
At 8:00 I start to work And I THINK OF YOU! At 10:00 I go on street and I THINK OF YOU!
I breathe fresh air of 10 minutes and come back to work. At 12:30 a dining break. I go home for a dinner And I THINK OF YOU!
I reach up to a house by a trolley bus. At 13:00 I eat and at 13:10 I go again for work And I THINK OF YOU!
I go by a bus but I abandon a trolley bus earlier, than it is necessary, to again take a walk on fresh air And TO THINK OF YOU!
At 13:30 I again work And I THINK OF YOU! (though in my work is impossible be distracted and think about something another except for work) (smile) At 15:30 we with my employees do a small break and we drink tea for have a rest. I was not capable to drink tea because I THINK OF YOU!
At 17:00 I go home. I go on foot, slowly. I feel itself perfectly because I THINK OF YOU!
At 17:40 I take a shower and I imagine that YOU WITH ME! (Smile) At 18:00 I have supper, alone, but I smile, because I imagine that YOU SIT OPPOSITE TO ME!
At 19:00 I go for walk with my girlfriend (but it happens seldom). We walk in park. I THINK OF YOU!
If I do not go for walk, I listen to music, I read the book, I watch TV, I knit, I make various homework And I THINK OF YOU! (of course not all simultaneously) (smile).
At 23:00 I lie down to sleep. Usually I fall asleep very quickly because I THINK OF YOU!
Write to me about the day, than you are engaged outside of working hours as passes your holiday and week-end.
By the way, write to me please your full home address, I want to send you the letter through a regular mail if it is possible.
Well, my dearest Baxter, I have to go now.
Just let me send you a kiss from a Russian women, who is thinking of you very very often though being so far from you...
I kiss you and I look forward to your answer!
Your Marina!!!!

Letter 8

Hi, my dear Baxter!
My dear, excuse that I to you so for a long time did not write, as I could not enter e-mail because the Internet has been lowered.
This is such a pleasure to get letters from you.
You can’t imagine what I feel when I see that there is a message from you.
It is always so nice to get more and more about you. Internet is a very good invention.
It gives an opportunity to meet your soulmate even being on a distance.
I would like so much to meet with you in real, to see your eyes and to sink in them, to feel your warm touch...
Well, this is a dream, a very sweet dream. Perhaps, I could come to your place one day...
Who knows what life prepares for us. I am not the kind of person who likes to waste time.
I never feel bored and you will be able to feel this with me one day. I want every day to be a celebration.
I know that life is difficult and that’s just impossible. But my beloved man will feel that every day for him is a holiday.
Can you tell me more about your country. I am interested in everything what is connected with you.
I feel so vulnerable here and even miserable sometimes. People are so cruel and rude.
And I am so glad that I have you in my life. You are so smart and understanding.
I want to say thank you! Just for being my friend and being in my life.
I shouldn’t complain to you. But you are such a dear person to me and I feel that you understand me.
Your letters became part of my life and I appreciate so much your support.
It is not so easy for me to trust anyone. Once I was betrayed with a very close person and it hurted me so much.
I was in love but he cheated to me and left me for another woman. It was so painful. But it is already in the past.
And we should live with the present. Especially now when we have each other.
Though we have only letters but I hope that you can trust me. We already know each other though only through the letters.
And I like so much what I see and know. You are a great person and you are the best what I have in my life now.
And I feel that I can trust you and hope you will not lie to me...
I hope this my letter will help you to know more about me.
Though frankly speaking it seems to me it does not matter what your interests, there are so many things you can do and enjoy doing them, but the most important thing is that you can share the things you really enjoy with the person who will enjoy them also just because he enjoys everything sharing together with you.
Do you share my opinion? Tell me more about your hopes and dreams, ok?
I'm sorry but I have to go.
I look forward to hearing from you soon. Have a good day. Kiss you!!!
Your Marina.

Letter 9

Hi my dear Bax,
I waited for your letter but why that I have not received it why???
Tell to me at you there is no interest to me more???
I very much want to continue ours acquaintances further, you is very interesting to me.
Please write to me, I shall wait for your letters with impatience.
Yours Marina

Letter 10

Hello my sweetheart Bax!
Now I understand that my life, nothing means without you, because I love you!!!
I always think of you.
I am sure, that I have already found the man of the dream, and this the man - is you!
I love you my Bax!
I do not know, how differently explain this feeling In your letters so many heat and cares, that it forces my heart to beat faster, and my feelings to you grows many times over and if further so will proceed, my feelings will leave from under the control and I can not live without you.
When I began to correspond with you I had hope that at us with you all will be good.
With each your letter I understood that I have found male which is necessary for me.
I want to tell, that my feelings and the words in relation to you always were sincerely and I always understood that we put a lot of trust Now I am sure that I can trust you Sometimes just to hold the hand of that person you love can make all the worldly troubles disappear.
A perfect evening for me is maybe taking a long walk with that special man in my life I love you, Bax, and I want to say to you it always It is pity that only our letters connect us, I want to see you in reality I dream, how you meet me at the airport, how we search each other by eyes, we find and we rush in embraces each other.
I want to meet you very much!
I know that you too want it
I have found sense of my life, I love you and I miss you my love Bax.
My darling, on this I will finish my letter to you, I will wait for your next mail with great love desire.
You must know how I feel myself so happy, when I read your letters.
Maybe someday I will be able to find all the correct words, to be able to tell you.
I want, that these feelings were mutual and we could enjoy our love.
But in the meantime I do hope that you know deep within your heart that having you by my side is a gift more precious than gold.
You are such a valuable part of my life. You understand me when no one else can.
You give me the hope to go on. And most important of all - you believe in me.
Ok, I must go my dear, I will miss you, I LOVE YOU and I want to be with you for ever

Your and only your, Marina.

Letter 11

Hello my lovely Bax!
Today I have no opportunity to write to you the long letter, therefore it will be short.
I wanted to write to you that you did not worry, simple I have no free time.
How you? You missed me? I miss you madly!!
I had a wonderful dream last night. We were there together with you.
It was a beach somewhere on a beautiful island. There were only two of us. Just you and me.
We even didn’t talk. We were holding our hands enjoying the calmness of the moment.
That was great. We were so close to each other. I was the happiest woman in the word as the man of my dream was with me.
That was a wonderful feeling and I still feel that passion and love I had inside of me. Do you have any fantasies or dreams? You can tell me if it is not a secret.
My dear Bax, I have been thinking about you the whole night and morning today.
I was not able to sleep. I have so many thoughts about you and us in my head that it drives me crazy.
But now I have understood that I should be with you my love. My all feelings very much became strong to you my love.
And how you look at that that we have met? I today shall go to travel agency. And all I shall find out. Well?
That to you to arrive if you certainly not against?
I can’t recognize myself and it seems to me so unreal. But I feel it, really feel it inside.
I like this feeling and I want you to feel it too.
Well, time has come to go, it is a pity, that I have no time to write to you more, a simple I very missed you, and I did not want, that you worried.
I kiss you in your velvet lips
I shall write to you tomorrow.
Write, do not overlook me, I shall wait for your letters Yours Marina

Letter 12

Hi my sweet Bax! I am fine today and I hope you are too!
I am so happy to get your letter!
I am very happy that we have found one another and now we have our relationship and possible soon we shall be together.
I again have seen you in my dreams!!!
You walk to me but yet you will not kiss me, you only look and smile,, you put your hand upon my face and look into my eyes.
It is a loving feeling but yet you hold back, not knowing what to do. It is a wonderful feeling, one of contentment, one of security.
My feeling is to say how I feel, to take you in my arms, to gently kiss you and to tell you all things will be ok, to feel the passion that is with in us, to share all things that is beautiful in life.
I would be yours heart and soul if you wish it this way.
I can tell you, that you is my love!
Bax, my love I shall soon know the exact information in what I shall require to arrive to you, and I at once shall inform it to you my love.
My love the closest airport to my city is St.-Petersburg You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I shall find the prince, with whom I can go on edge of the ground.
In a consequence I have understood that actually there are no princes.
The Ideal men cannot be found. But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find.
I can tell you confidence, that you - is my ideal.
I can not explain an origin of love. I can not explain why the woman draws to the man.
And I can not explain why the man draws to the woman. It occurs at a subconscious level.
I know that you love me, and I feel that my heart is open for your love.
I need you very much. I want to be with you.
I want to give you all tenderness which for a long time I saved inside me.
Nothing can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life.
The excitement, which tortures me while waiting your letters every day.
The feeling, which fills every corner of my heart.
Every step I make is safe, because I feel you around me.
You is my love, You is my angel, You is my soul, You is my life!
And I want you to know, that I have never felt like this before.
You brighten my days and give me the strength to carry on, fighting every day for you.
You have shown me deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me for so long.
You have shown me the real taste of love.
I think that we can meet in the near future.
How you think? I think it there will be very important event in our relations.
Well, my love Bax,it is time to finish this letter.
I with impatience wait your letters.
I miss you, and I love you very much!!!
Your Marina

Letter 13

I am very glad to read your letter.
My letter will be today very short, I simply want to inform you, that I think very much of you, I do not have today very big time to write to you my dear the letter as the Internet - cafe today is closed at preventive o'clock, and to me not whence to write to you the letter, but I have found a computer at familiar, and have quickly decided to write to you so that you did not worry, I shall write to you bigger letter and to speak, tomorrow.
Know that I think of you much and you always are in my head.
I also shall be glad to read your letters, write to me as well as passes at you Weekend.
Always yours, Marina

Letter 14

Hello my beloved Bax!
I am sorry that I didn't write you so long time.
I haven't a free time my darling, I must to work very much.
I hope that you understand me.
How are you doing there my love Bax?
I received your answer on my last e-mail, more as usual, it was so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me!
My dear Bax, I love you, you and your letters are so necessary for me, you are inseparable part of my life.
I say about it very serious, because you know how much I love you my darling Bax, I can't without you, all days I dream about our meeting.
I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love, will find the love Necessarily!
I am sure in this, because I found YOU, and we love each other so much, and I know that OUR LOVE is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet.
My dear Bax, I love you very much, I so miss you, I want to be with you.
I can't wait, when we will together.
My love Bax I am dreaming about you as much as you are dreaming of me.
I can't wait to get your next letter.
I can not wait to hold you and share our happiness together for the rest of our lives.
I must end this letter now even though I do not want, but I must.
I LOVE YOU MY DARLING BAX!!!
With all my love and affection forever and always yours Marina!!!!

Letter 15

My love I very much miss on you why you do not write to me?
I hope that with you everything is all right, write to me somewhat quicker.
I love you all heart, and only you my love.
I all time think of you, and I present, as I am at you in hands.
My love I with impatience shall wait for your letters, write to me somewhat quicker, do not miss my letters.
Your love forever, Marina

Letter 16

Bax, my love where you??? Why you do not write to me my love?
I very much very much miss on you, please do not pass my letters, write to me, I shall wait and hope that you will write to me somewhat quicker.
Your love forever, Marina.