Letter(s) from Olga Zemlyanushnova to Kurt (Norway)

Letter 1

Hello! I didn’t know you replied me or not, and at last I saw your message on my structure. It’s so great! Thank you! I apologize what not Could answer at once to you yours E-mail, but I had problems with with My letter box. You seem to me an interesting person. I think communication with you will give me a lot of pleasure. I hope for that/ I am sending you my photos which made in 6.12.06, I think it’s a nice pictures of mine. But I ask you please don’t make an impression about me because of my pictures. It is important for me that you read my words with interest, and do a opinion about me from my mails, but not from my photos. I think, you understand what I mean. I hope that you will tell me much more about yourself that it said in your profile, and I promise I will tell you about me too. I am life loving person and I love to laugh and be joyful, that’s why I want that our communication will be interesting and lively. I ask you to write to me on Mine E-mail: zvezdochkao@rambler.ru I am looking forward to your mail and I am waiting when you will write me. Olga from Ukhta.

Letter 2

Hello, Kurt! I am happy that you replied to my message. I think you want to know some personal information about me. Well, my name is Olga. I am 28 years old, my birthday is 14.06.1978., so my zodiac sign is Twins. My height is 170 sm, my weight 53 kg, I have green eyes and fair color of my hairs, but I think you can see it yourself in my photos. I hope you will find me attractive?. I live in the Ukhta town. It is a small town in the Komi Republic. We have a very contrasted climate in our republic, very cold winters (the temperature can go down to minus 30-40 degrees) combine with very hot summers (to plus 30-40 degrees). Unfortunately, the summer is very short and most of the year it is very cold and the snow is on the ground?. Ukhta situated in 1500 km to the north-east from Moscow. Our town have about 120 000 people, it is really small town, but I love it very much. I have here my friends with whom I work and communicate. I work as a saleswomen-consultant in the shop of children’s toys. It’s not a bad work, but it’s not what I wanted, when I studied in the University. I studied in the Pedagogical Institute in my town, and I wanted to become a teacher of Russian language and literature. But graduating from the University I understood that it’s very difficult to live on the wage of a teacher. I think it’ is enough information for this mail. I hope to see your mail tomorrow. Olga.

Letter 3

My Kurt. Thank you for your word of support, they are very important to me. Today the shop where I work was closed, it was a sanitary inspection, sometimes it happened. The inspectors come and check the whole shop, look through the goods and documents, and ask us if we have problems with our managers or any complaints on the work conditions. Also they check if we have the medicine card. It’s a usual procedure, so we didn’t have any problems. I can say that we get used to it. Anyway today’s day become actually a day off. I had free time so we went with my friends to walk over the town. It was a strange feeling, but it was so nice to look at my town? My mood was raised, may be because my thoughts were so far away from Russia/ We walked and I thought what a nice day it is today and I can write you everything that makes me excited. With my friends we visited the cafe “Pingvin”, it’s a small cafe in the Ukhta town, where you can drink coffee and have a snack. But the most tasty what theya have there is ice-cream and cakes. It is spring outside? But in the cafe was warm and cozy, so to sit with friends and eat an ice-cream was very joyful. We talked about different things and it was really a good day. I was asked when at last I will find a man for me. I didn’t tell them that I have a correspondence with the man in the Internet, so I just joked that when I will meet that one, only then I can be with him. Ok, my Kurt, I am ending my mail. I hope it was interesting to read it for you. I will wait for your next letter. Your friend in a far away Russia, Olga.

Letter 4

Hello, my dear Kurt. Thank You for your fast reply, we can’t look into each other’s eye, hear each other, feel each other. But your mails remove everything and you seem closer to me. Today I want to tell you about my previous relations with men. I can’t say that I had many partners, actually I had relationship with two men, which I really liked. My first love was when I was 19 years, his name was Kolya., he was a year older than me. He was a very communicable and handsome man. At first everything was excellent, our relationship develop beautiful and romantic – I was really happy. It lasted about three years. Then I began to notice him oftener in the society of other girls. At first I didn’t give it any notion, because I thought that he loves only me. It lasted until I learned that he date with my former friend. Of course, after that I stopped our relations and stopped any contact with my friend. She said that it was only a light flirt, but it was so painful to me that I couldn’t forgive her that. Now I look at these years and think how naive I was. The next man that I have entered my life when I was 25. His name was Sergei. But a year ago we separated. We had serious relations. I thought I begin my life again and we will have a happy family. But all my dreams began to destroy when he began to drink. Sergeu came oftener and oftener from his work drunk. We began to quarrel. It made me annoyed, and I decided to leave him. From those times I don’t have serious relationships with men. That’s why I am not in search of the only one. I hope that I will have a good luck this time and I will find honest and good man who will take good care of me. Have a good day. Yours, Olga.

Letter 5

My dear Kurt. I am so grateful to your letter. Your words are very important to me. Today is my usual work day. Yesterday, after I wrote you mail, I visited my parents. We spent good evening in the circle of family. It was for some hours, but when we cannot see each other for some days, even this some hours are nice time. We spoke of weather, mood, some life problems. I said them that I have a contact with man out of Russia, I told them about you. It was surprise for them and some astonishment. Because for many people in Russia still new are achievements in the sphere of high technologies, here are not so many people that have a computer at home. On TV they show that Russia is developing in various technologies, but it isn’t reflect on simple people. I say my parents that I communicate with you for some weeks and that I like this communication. I see very nice and affectionate person in you. But I don’t know if we have a further development of our relations, what will be between us in the future? I couldn’t answer to this question of my parents, because I really don’t know what waiting for us in the future. Now I have contact with you and I like this time. I want that you continued to write me, it is getting very important to me. Your Olga.

Letter 6

Hello, my dear Kurt. How are you? I hope that you have a good mood. Today from the very morning I am in high spirits. I got up in the morning, take a shower, have breakfast, and my thoughts were about you. I thought about that how pleasant in the morning to see the face of dear and loved person. How pleasant to know that close to you is the person to whom you are dear and to whom you really mean a lot. From the very morning I imagined how I go to work and spend boring working day, but also I could see your mail and learn something new about you. You are my best friend, my thoughts and my feelings are open and sincere to you, that’s why I want that you too was sincere with me. If you don’t like something in me, if you think that I am silly or unworthy of you, please, write me about this, please. I want that trust and understanding was between us. We never met, but may be just this help us to communicate well and learn each other better and more. I don’t have any secrets from you, my thoughts and feelings are open to you. Today my friends invite me to cinema. We will go to the Ukhta cinema. Cinema Ukhta is situated in my town. It is a very big hall and beautiful place. I was said that they show a new movie “Paragraph 78”, they say this is a very good and interesting movie. This is a Russian action movie, with famous Russian actors. Perhaps, you didn’t hear about that film. I can’t say I love the action movies, it is spectacular and impressive, of course, but I love more romantic comedies. Always pleasant to see some romantic movie, especially when it accompanied with humor. I dream once to go with you to the cinema, or simply to watch some romantic movie at home in the evening in silence and coziness, simple be with a man who is really interesting to me. One more day is coming to an end, I am sorry, but I will end this mail, and will write you soon. Yours, Olga.

Letter 7

Hello, my dear Kurt. How glad I am to see your mail in my box. Really pleasant feeling to open the mailbox and see that there is a man to whom I am not indifferent and who have sympathy to me. As I told you yesterday I was in the movies with my friends. The movie was “Paragraph 78”, it is an action movie with famous Russian actors as Gosha Kutsenko and Vladimir Vdovichenkov. May be you could hear of them, because in Russia these actors are very popular. The film was surprisingly boring, and only the play of actors could hold me at the screen. I said already that I don’t like the action movies very much, that’s why I didn’t have much interest to this film. Perhaps, if close to me there was a man to whom I was dear, then time spent in the cinema seemed to be more interesting. I actually look at the screen and imagined you close to me, it seemed to me that you was sitting with me, and we only two of us watching this movie together. Yesterday I could only remember your mails with sadness, all your words and stories. Yesterday I was really frustrated that you was not there with me. It is so sad that we live so far away from each other, between us thousands of kilometers, and it is really a big barrier. I can’t express all my feelings to you, so I can transfer only my thoughts and emotions with the help of words. But we can communicated nevertheless and it is most important. I want you Kurt to know that you are very important man to me. Yours, Olga

Letter 8

Hello, dear Kurt. I am so glad that I have mail from you again in such a beautiful day. Your letters allow me to feel your presence close to me. We are separated by long distance, but I feel that you are so close. Kurt, we communicate already for a long time. During this time you become to me more than just a friend. You made my heart beat stronger. Now it is filled with tenderness to you. I know that I have a man to whom I can say all about me and my life, because I trust you. Before I have never thought that I can develop such feelings through Internet, but now I know that it is possible and it can happen. I want that you know that every time I wait for new mail from you. Now I need them. I wish you a good mood!!! Yours, Olga

Letter 9

Hello my love Kurt! Thank you for your mail. I waited for the moment when I can get your reply. It was difficult for me to say to you that I love you, but it’s true. I opened to you all the feelings that I had inside me, and I am glad that you answered me. Your mails fill my life with sense. I began to understand that my life means nothing without you, because I love you. It seems to me that you and I are very close, but only unfortunately we are so far away from each other. I think that we should meet; we should see each other, look into each other’s eyes, because through Internet lost are emotions and it’s hard to understand each other. Of course, it is difficult to talk about feelings, if we know each other only in Internet. I want to see you very much, hear your voice, talk to you. I dream about our meeting. I imagine how it will be. It’s a pity that it is only dreams and if they come true knows only God. Between us big distance, but in my dreams I am with you. I feel that our hearts beat in one rhythm and do you feel that? Wait for your letter, it is very important to me. Yours forever, Olga.

Letter 10

Hello my love Kurt! I am glad to see your mail, your letters make my day more interesting and joyful, they give me a lot of pleasure. I already can’t live without your letters and without you. You get very dear to me during the days that we are acquainted. It’s difficult for me to concentrate on the work recent times, because I think only about you, my love. I get tied at work very much, and only thoughts about you, my love Kurt, give me powers. But I think of the holiday oftener and oftener. You remember I told you that I didn’t have holiday for about a year because I didn’t see any sense in rest as I didn’t know what I will do in my free time. But now I have you, and I want to spend this free time with you, what do you think about it? For me it is very important to know your opinion. I can take a holiday in the coming time, my holiday can continue for a month, but it’s important for me to know if you can spend this time with me? I hope you can. I have never been outside Russia, so this journey to you will be the most remarkable moment in my life. My dear Kurt, I would be happy to meet with you. I want to speak with you and see your eyes, only that way we could understand each other to the end, do you think the same? Tell me please what you think about this everything. I want to end my letter, and now I will wait with excitement for your reply. I hope that you will answer me at once. Yours, Olga.

Letter 11

My dear. My conversation with you is the best that is during my day. I enjoy every letter that I receive from you, and reread them before I go home. I want to share my live with you, I want always be with you, feel your warmth and care. I am very emotional, passionate and hot-tempered person and it is usual for me to show my feelings. May be it seems strange to you. We didn’t meet with you in real life, we have only letters, which I cherish, but I have feeling that we know each other for eternity. I hope that you understand me. The most important in relations between two people, man and woman, of course id the mutual understanding and respect in attitudes. Two people must trust each other first, take care of each other. Your life will be my life, and I will give all my love, care and tenderness to you. I am waiting for your mail.

Letter 12

My love Kurt. We live very far away from each other, our bodies are at the big distance, but our souls are close. Our feelings and emotions make us closer. Love in distance is very complicated. Our feelings can be carried for long distances, but actually our love will be possible only after our meeting. Only after that I could look into your eyes, only after you will see my face, we can think of our future. I believe in our happiness, I want further development of our relations, and it’s a real joy for me that you want the same. Our meeting must happen in any case, even if it will be only for some minutes with you. Today I will have time to visit the tourist agency. I think that the use of tourist agency is the best way to realize our meeting. Unfortunately I don’t know anything about what kind of documents are necessary fro arrival to the other country, but today I will learn it for 100 . I will write you a letter as soon as I will learn all the necessary information. ( “I hope it won’t be very expensive”).

Letter 13

Hello there, my dear Kurt. My only one beloved man that I need so much and missing every minute of my life! I hope that you are not tired at all my dear, I am glad that you have good news, I'm very glad about them too! I'm feeling that we are making our meeting step by step more and more closer! I'm very proud too and in future we will make our families meet I think it will be a wonderfull day! Yes, I'm really thankful to the fate that it made us to find each other in that big world of hate and troubles. We'll become the happiest couple and see our life only in beautiful colors!!! I know that it will be so, trusting in our feelings I'm finding myself realy like a princess waiting for the moment when her prince will take her in his arms... Today when I have break in my work, I could go through the tourist agencies and learn about what documents I need to come to you, Kurt. At first I visited the tourist agency “Vlada”. Tourist agent of the firm told to me how I can go to your country. He said that there will be no problem with making all the documents. All was much simpler than I thought, I won’t actually need to do anything. I need to pay only 1200 euros, and the tourist agency will do everything for me. In 1200 euros included are the cost of the visa (150 evros), international passport (450 evros), making an insurance paper (100 evros), airplane tickets (two-way) (350 evros) and a payment for the work of the agency. Preparing all this documents will take for a month. I decided that it is too long and went to another agency. In the other tourist firm “Kudaru” they offer me another variant – it is an urgent preparation of documents, if pay 1900 euros, then already in 5-7 days I can come to you, just imagine how great it is! It will pass only for a week and we could be together, my dear Kurt. But there is one problem, I don’t know how to say about it to you. I wrote you earlier that my salary is not so big, I can’t even with all my desire pay this money and I need your help. Without your material support I can’t come to you. If you want that our hearts come together, I want it very much, please, help me. Will you help me? I want that you as sooner as possible write me what you think about it. Million of kisses and hugs for you my dear and all my love from the bottom of my heart only for you!!! Your Olga

Letter 14

Hello my love Kurt. I am very happy, that I have received your letter. My dear Kurt. Please forgive me that I force you to wait for my letters. I feel so inconvenient before you. But only today I had an opportunity to see your letters. How are you? I hope that all is good at you. I miss you very much these days. Today at work it was a very boring day and I thought of you. I thought of our joint life. I had various terrible ideas in my head, and what if I can not leave Russia and we will never be together? I even have called to office to find out about it. They have told me that all will be good, and I have calmed down. Now I need your support very much. My dear Kurt, I was happy to hear, that you is very strong Want to meet me too, I would be very glad to meet you. Lovely tell, how you can soon arrive to me, I very much would want To meet you this month. You speak that can arrive To me it is wonderful, but if to you trip will be inconvenient also you Cannot visit me I very much would want to visit you if you Certainly not against. It would be possible much more easy and more conveniently for You that I have arrived to you, it would save your money as it not should you To pay for your tickets and documents. But if you will arrive to me, I I shall be very glad to meet you. I think, that you have a night now in your country if you can, please answer me as soon as possible. I love you Kurt. Sincerely yours, your bride.

Letter 15

Hi, my favorite Kurt . You know when I read your letters my heart begins to beat fastly and more strongly. It feels your heat and tenderness. You know I have never experienced anything similar and sometimes I begin to think that I fall in love with you. I did not tell to you in the last letter that yesterday I saw a beautiful dream about us. I saw that I ran on high grass on a field. I ran long and the longer I ran the stronger I felt heat on the body. Then in the distance I have seen your silhouette and began to run faster. I have approached to you, have taken your hands, then have strongly embraced you and you have presented me a sweet sweet kiss. I have woken up from it and my body was damp. When I had a boyfriend I never saw dreams about him. And about you I saw... I never thought that I shall have to you such feelings, but they say that love comes suddenly and quickly. So it is true love. And would you like to appear in my dream and to present me a kiss? It would be very pleasant for me to arrive to you and to meet you. Kurt what do you think of it? I shall wait for your answer with impatience..