Letter(s) from Natalia Malkova to Ace (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Ace. I am glad to receive again your message, every day we We start to learn each other better and for me it is an interesting thing, Yours e-mail. last time at me on soul is present boredom, not Occurs any joyful things and your message now for me As a solar beam. Ace, thanks, that you wrote to me some answers to my questions. Yours e-mail what you the person gradually helps me to understand. Ace I send you other picture of. I hope, that it will be To like you. Tell to me more in detail about the family. Whether it is a lot of at You relatives? What at you with them of the relation? As frequently you Gather? In my family very much close relations. I to you already Informed, that I live with mum and the daddy. We live in a cosy apartment, where There are three inhabited rooms, and as kitchen, a balcony and a bathroom. I have a room. I the only child at the parents. A name my Father Igor, him 58 years old and he Works the builder. My mother Nina, her 55 years old. Now she does not work some years and Is engaged in housekeeping. We like each other, sometimes We are chosen for city for an entertainment. In the summer we go on a beach and on fishing. During the winter period of time we go for a drive on skates and a ski. This good time for me! In private life I have emptiness. Last relations at me were the last year. One was The boyfriend, but I have left him. we did not like each other and had various interests. Among associates of me of people I cannot allocate anybody for serious relations. Good men to become it is ever less and annoyingly in Next time to test disappointment when you think that has met The suitable person. Likely therefore I also have addressed in service acquaintances. Probably here I can find the person who will be Me to love, appreciate and understand. It is not important for me his financial situation and work by which he makes. I have specified in a structure that I search more Advanced age because I think, that the person which has lived There is enough years, already has experience and has learned to appreciate women and to address With them. I shall be ready to give myself all without the rest to such person and I think, that the main advantage of the woman is fidelity and skill To make family happy, without quarrels and conflicts. On it I I finish the letter. Ace, write to me the ideas that I Has told to you. I wait for your messages. Yours Natalya.

Letter 2

Hi Ace. It is pleasant, that you studied my some ideas in the last message. Ace, I usually do not tell about the deep ideas and opinions, but to you has written, because has felt desire to open it to you. I more independent woman, but probably sometimes am necessary that there was one man, which can to open and trust - sometimes frequently it happens hardly to reflect on all these things. I am glad, that has found at you understanding me, you see it happens not frequently. Thank Ace , that you have written to me some details about your life and family, I closely studied it. It has helped me more well to understand you and your life and you become closer man . Ace It is time to me to go to do some businesses and it is necessary to meet the friends. By the way I told by him, that got acquainted with you, and parents too. Have good day. I wait for your letters. Yours Natalya.

Letter 3

Hi my dear! I now read yours e-mail, and it was interesting to me to find out your opinion that I spoke you in my last message. Our exchange of opinions is interesting to me and I think, that now I can make some opinion on what your character. Excuse that long did not write to you, it was not simple at me an opportunity to descend in the Internet-cafe and to write to you the letter. With me all is good. Simply on target I went to the grandmother in village. Forgive me for that that has not warned you about it. And what such Yahoo the messenger? I badly understand computers, therefore I do not know that this such. Dear, I would like to find out, how you like to spend the free time. I very cheerful person also think out Various entertainments for itself and the friends. To me to like to help them to make life interesting. It can be different things: Dances, cinema, parties or entertainments on the nature. But if to speak frankly in the last these entertainments give time I have less than pleasure. I frequently dream of romantic evening with the favorite person, it can be a supper or simply walk . I think, that in it there is a lot of charm. You the romantic person Ace? Whether you think, sometimes, of such things? You like cosy evenings with the family? I very much love holidays when all family gathers, behind one table. It is very cosy and comfortable for me. And how you like to carry out holidays dear? What for you makes a cosiness and rest? Tell to me please about it Ace. Ace, excuse me for a question: whether there is at you now any woman? I think, that you are good, as the man and To like many women. Because at me good taste, and you to like me. What your private life now, Please tell about it. Probably you have to me any frank questions? I shall answer them. Write to me more in detail about the feelings and desires, to me to like to read, when you tell about yourself, I am ready To listen about it. I wait for your messages.My embraces. Yours Natalya.

Letter 4

Hi Ace! It is not very a pity to me that I could write to you yesterday. At me it was not simple time to run in the Internet-cafe. I hope that such to not repeat any more and I shall write to you every day. How has passed your day? It is very pleasant to hear that you want that I have arrived to you and that you are ready to make everything that I was happy. I do not know what even to tell. Simply I not such rich girl to arrive to you am independent... I went to travel agency and have concluded with them the contract to arrive to you. To me have told that my visa will be ready in two weeks. And then we can meet you. Thanks you for verses, they very fine. Anybody and never wrote me verses earlier. It is very pleasant. You have broken my heart. You have subdued me. And I now belong only to you. You unique the man to which I can belong. I LOVE YOU!!! I look forward to your letter. My kisses yours Natalya.

Letter 5

Hi my dear Ace. I was glad to receive your letter. It is very pleasant to hear that you are ready to help me with a trip, but I think that in it there is no necessity. I the independent girl also have not got used to ask the help from someone. Therefore I shall arrive to you for the money. I do not know how many tickets cost up to you. I need to know where to fly. Tell please the name of the airport which most close to you. To me have told that my visa will be ready in current of two weeks. I am so glad to hear from you again my love. I missed you so much. I cannot live without contact from you ?????. You are all I think about and I too thank the lord for having us find one another. You are the greatest gift any man can have. You are full of joy happiness and love and I have fallen madly in love with you. You give me hope in life to end this dreadful lonliness. It will be a great feeling for the both of us to have someone to come home too. I thank you so much for being my best friend and I will show you all the love that I can?????. Tell me my love what is the best day for you to meet one another and begin our lives? I very much love you. Natalya.

Letter 6

Hi my love, my fine future husband .
I am very pleased to receive from you the letter so soon.
My honey I on you very much missed and very much grieved.
My lovely I it is very strong you I like. I adore you.....
My sweet I very much want to be fast with you. I do not dream About this day when we shall be together. I ask the god that he has more soon approached this day, day when at me and at you will begin Happy life and we shall be without mind from each other. Honey, you want this day? I each night dream of it. I present myself as we meet For the first time, when we search each other in crowd eyes. We feel Affinity each other, our hearts are beaten promptly from that that we very much Close we are. And when we find each other eyes, we is prompt We run on a meeting and my eyes are full tears, these are tears of happiness. We are thrown Each other in embraces and our lips merge in a long and deep kiss.....
My sweet I wait for our meeting as the schoolgirl, expecting the first appointment. I can not live without you, I do not want to look at the sky because you are not present with me beside....
Lovely I all life waited such love which I test only to you.
You my destiny and you my angel sent to me by the god from heavens.
I now understand, That I only waited for you and that the love may be such strong and covering. My love to you does not give me normally to sleep, normally is, is normal itself a message. The love to you does me without mind. I can am quiet shout in the street where full to people, That I you love and that my life it you.
And I am created only for you my honey!!!!!!!!!
My ideas do not cease to think of you, my head is hammered by dreams of you and mine Actions only for you. For the sake of you I am ready on everything, my love. For the sake of you it is ready On all barrier which life creates to us. For the sake of our love if it is necessary, I am ready to give the life. I shall be patient and I shall wait for you.
I shall wait You as morning. I shall wait for you as the sun.
I shall wait for you all life. I know that the god on our party and he helps us.
The god has made for me most Dear gift in my life and it you my love.
I shall devote all life Only to you. I am intended for you.
I a key for your lock. I am simple I can not It is more to live without you.
I want to see off with you my days, want to be with you in happiness and in mountain.
I want to divide with you both pleasure and crying. My native if you will laugh, I shall be pleased together with you and if you will grieve I I shall cry for you...
You understand me my love?
I awfully want you, I want to kiss your body, I want to be given you entirely.
I know that we may not To live without each other. We are necessary each other as the sun is necessary for day as stars are necessary for night....
I understand, that for our meeting it is necessary not only time, but also our aspiration, our desire And our hunt each other. Honey I very much want our meeting, our connection and our happiness. I know that my love to you will live eternally and will not be lost when. Our love will not steal who, Because I shall not allow to make it to whom. Our love can live and then when we shall be Very much far apart as now, but it so is painful for me. My native, I not iron The woman, it is not tolerant when feelings should be transferred the through these letters.
For the person It is peculiar when he likes other person to feel him, to touch him, to know that this The person beside and any minute to have an opportunity to be near to him. You agree with me? Even a tree Dries up when beside there is no other tree. It for a long time is incorporated by a nature in us, in alive organisms, That the love on the present is strong then when she has two half and is than that one, the whole. My love, you understand, that I very much want to be with you beside, together. All my desires not looking On anything only also repeat that we should be together... You want it, my dear? I want to cast in the lot with your destiny faster and to begin with you to single whole.
Only then We can achieve all that we want, my honey. The god appreciates that that two loving persons connect With each other the lifes and he always helps them. And it is not important for me where we shall meet you.
My love if you want to come to me and to visit our country I only shall be happy to this,And if you want to invite me to yourself it too happiness for me.
But our meeting should be held And it is very fast my love because if us to not meet that it will be suicide as for me And for you.
I do not want to lose such pure, gentle and sincere our love.
There is no our love it Means and is not present me and you.
You understand me my honey? I understand, that our meeting demands many victims and time. And one of victims is money, but for me Money in comparison with our love do not mean anything. Money it is simple one of barrier, which There is between us, my love. Only one god knows what for the person has thought up and has put above Themselves what - that papers, but money should not be for our love a barrier, yes my love? We should trust each other because the trust is very important thing between two people,When at them attitudes are under construction. We should not hide from each other anything, we should trust Each other, because between us should not be uniform lies.
I so hate this word,Because on light so it is a lot of people which tell lies or hurt other person to the Lies. I hate such people, I am ready to kill them.....

My love, I think that I have clearly written all in this letter.
Please, re-read him some times
And you will understand my feelings to you, my desire to be together and that that I want for you only happiness.

My honey, is very a pity to me, but I do not have time to write to you further, it has left.
My love, I shall miss very much on you and to wait from you for the letter.
Remember that I very strongly love you and I can not without you......
I am strong, strong whole you in your gentle lips and let this kiss accompanies with you
Within today and the next days......
Your love and your bride Natalya.

Letter 7

My dear Ace. (I shall name you also as well as your father) it is very pleasant to me to read your long letters, but at me not so it is a lot of time to answer all your questions. I hope you has not taken offence at it. Today after work I shall come into agency and I learn all on the account of my trip and I learn through how many my visa will be ready. Now I shall start to answer your questions. My favorite color - green. A favorite flower of a violet. My favorite song " Pobrey Pizdu ". My favorite film Shrek. I do not have car because there is no money that it to buy!!! I love children therefore to me without a difference who at me will be. But I would like both the boy and the girl. Excuse that my letter very short but I very much hasten for work. I love you. My kisses. Yours Natalya

Letter 8

My dear Ace, you do not offend me the long letters. How you could in general about such think? I very much like to receive from you such long letters. I like to read them but I at most do not have not enough time to write to you greater letters and to answer all your questions. I went yesterday to agency and to me have informed the sum which to them it is necessary to pay for tickets. It was too huge sum for me. To me have told that tickets up to you cost 1950 $. It is inconvenient to me to speak you about it, but I at present do not have such money. I thought that my money will suffice on a trip to you, but I appear have badly counted and could not think that in any way tickets can cost so dearly. I have only 1000 $ and I need to get somewhere 950 more $. I shall try to find the necessary sum of money and I shall make all to arrive to you. I do not wish to ask from you money and I at all do not represent as you can help me when you so far from me. I think that it is simply impossible. I the strong and independent girl therefore I in all ways shall try to arrive to you independently. I should hope only for the forces. On it I should finish the letter. I hope you to me you will write the same long letters as before. I wait for your letters. Yours Natalya.

Letter 9

Hi my dear Ace! I could not write to you Because I went to the grandmother in village on Holidays. In our country on May, 9th it was celebrated Holiday of a victory over the second world war. I have told To the grandmother about you also has asked for it the help with Money. But it could give only 100 $. Forgive That has not warned you that I shall go to the grandmother and not I can write to you. I hope you has not thought that I have solved You to throw? All this time I very strongly missed Under your letters. My dear at me is very much Good news to you. My girlfriend has informed me that It is possible to send money from one country to another through Company Money Gram. This company is engaged monetary Translations. You heard something about this company? I Descended in branch Money Gram which our city and Has learned as are translated money. You should descend in office Money Gram and to send money for my name. Here the information on me which is required to send you of money: Russia, Republic Marij-el, Zvenigovo 425060. Natalya Malkova. Street Lenina 76 Box 1. After that you should send me the information necessary for me to receive your money. Here that you should write to me in the letter: a full name, the address and Confidential number. I think that it is more convenient and reliable way of transfer of money than through mail. Mail works for us badly and often letters with money do not reach the addressee. I much about it heard. What do you think of this way of transfer of money? Please write to me more quickly. I very strongly hope that you have not taken offence at me... Even if you have taken offence, I once again ask from you a pardon. I love you and very strongly I miss. My kisses. Yours Natalya.

Letter 10

Hi my favorite Ace! Today at us Sunday and consequently at me is more time to write to you longer letter. I did not receive your letter yesterday. I hope that with you everything is all right and at you it was not simple a free time to write to me. Darling Ace, I very strongly get tired for a week. I almost every day go to agency to learn as business with my tickets are. To me have told that I can already arrive to you in the end of May, therefore I should not take holiday on work at all. I shall arrive to you on summer vacations. Ace I miss you. I last night looked at stars. I have left on a balcony and looked at them. I never looked at them long. You heard about that that for each person in the sky the star burns? About that that when the person dies that a star falls. I searched for the star and yours. I am sure that ours with you stars are together. Because I feel you, I believe to you and know that you always sincerely with me and never me will deceive. I feel that we understand one another though I not in perfection own English, but I can understand one another. We understand our ideas, our imaginations. We feel one another and even the distance can not an obstacle to us. Ace, after I have lain on a bed I did not think that sleep at once and have not switched off light. But a bit later after I have lain I have fallen asleep. Mum has seen that at me shine light and has gone to a room. She has told that at night I slept and smiled, on my face there was a happiness. I know why. Because at night I saw dream in which we with you went on park. We held one another for hands, spoke, communicated. Ace, you joked also I much laughed. We have not come nearly in a pool of water, but in time it have noticed and have bypassed. In the sky stars shined and shined to us road. I felt like perfectly, especial when you have lifted me on hands. There there were steps downwards, to a fountain, and you have lifted me and have attributed directly to it. And you have kissed me!!! I have felt your love. Your tenderness, my heart has flashed fire and I would wake up what to kiss you on the present but you were not. It was dream and I have overlooked about it. You see dreams of us? Tell to me them, I very much want to learn them more!! It would be fine if it was a reality. And I hope that it happen. I want kiss you Ace !!!!!!! Yours and only your loving Natalya.

Letter 11

Hi my dear Ace! Forgive that has not written to you yesterday. I hope you was not upset because of that that has not received from me the letter? It is not very a pity to me that I can write often. I could not think that yours at all ancestors were such well-known and did not know that you come from Scotland. My ancestors not such well-known. They were simple people. I too the believer and I too on Sundays go to church to pray to the god. Favourite, I think that we should transfer our meeting for June because I wish to arrive to you together with parents. I wished to arrive to you in the end of May, but have thought and have solved that it will be better if I shall arrive to you in the summer together with my parents. I know you now is very borrowed and if I to you shall arrive now to you I shall stir. What do you think in this occasion? I very strongly you love you and more quickly I wish to arrive and to not leave to you any more you never. I look forward to your letter. My kisses. Yours Natalya.