Letter(s) from Elena Bespalova to David (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my dear David
I am glad that have received from you the letter. You really speak by many things correctly. Also I can understand you in that that you speak. But not in all. I never spoke that I want to be simple with you with friends. I on the contrary, asked you. I wanted that you made a choice because I now cannot promise that I can soon fly to you. And for this reason I spoke you all this about friends, about other girl. But I never asserted to you of anything. I only asked you. You speak that you waited for me within one year? But why you again overlook about me??? You think that I did nothing this year. Yes I all year persistently worked that this our dream of a meeting became real. And if it is very simple and fast for you to earn 1000 dollars for the read out days for this purpose I was required need persistently some months. And I waited for a meeting with you not less than you! You think what for I always asked your photos? And, I have sent you much more the various photos than you. And if there was no that event we already would be together. And during this moment when to me was and so it is very bad, you did not begin to support me. You began to speak me bad words which very strongly afflicted me. I cried and thought of them of more week. And you think that all this so will quickly be forgotten? It was very serious step from your party, and now to come in itself, I need time. I already itself have got confused in all. I cannot speak you that to you to do. But I also do not want that you forced me to those or other actions. Now time to adjust the relation again is necessary for us only. I think that we should try to start our relations all over again and to not hurry up. Only this time I am not going to depend on you that you then did not reproach me as this time the money in any way. Your money were never necessary for me, I wanted to be with you. And really you think that if for me would be necessary only money I would remain with you? Are you millionaire? No. I do not search for money, I think that I can earn them itself. And consequently you should understand that for me you are very important. And I never any more do not want to discuss with you questions connected with money, I do not want that you and further reproached me them. I and so feel now obliged to you, earlier I never could assume that you will to reproach me because of money. But I cannot understand why you shift the responsibility on me, in fact we together went to one purpose! And I really think that now we need only time. We now can or quarrel strongly, or to be more loyal and to start to build relations anew. I hope that you have understood that I wanted to tell to you. As I regret that I do not know English well that freely could talk to you. I shall wait from you the letter. I hope you will understand me.
Your Elena

Letter 2

Hi my dear David
How are you? I hope that at you very well. Thanks for your good words. But probably you have not understood me a little. I have said that I shall help you, but I cannot send you money now because at me they no. You have received my previous letter? I could send you of money parts because I have no place to take such big money now. Or I can start to save and then already to send you some sum. But for this purpose I will need time. And I very much hope that you understand me. Put yourself on my place where you would take such money if you earned about 100-130 dollars a month. And me now only one output is to save money. And I hope that this money are really necessary for you for your interior. By the way, how are you doing there? What new happened in your business for this time? The beauty salon already starts to grow and make a profit? Simply understand, that now it is necessary for me to save money not only to go to you, but also to help you. And it will demand time in 2 times more. I hope that at us all will be good. I shall wait from you the letter.
Your Elena

Letter 3

Hi my dear David
How are you? I hope that you in the order. Very badly that you completely cannot trust it to the manager. You should find a way to supervise him. I do not know as is arranged and how your interior works, but the way of the control should be always. You could check some documents personally. You can watch a revolution of money in interior, what part of money where intends, how much from them goes on wages, how much on rent, on taxes... I cannot precisely say anything about it because I do not know as all this at you works. Because at us different tax and other laws. Therefore I am not sure that I can at once to learn to cope with interior, on it time is required. I also start to postpone a few{a little;little bit} money. I shall save money that I could fly and see you. But I am not sure as it can soon happen. But I precisely know what is it there will be not less than 7-9 months. But I already spoke you about that that called me to work in Moscow. There I can earn money much faster. But it is terrible to me to go there. There I do not know anything, it is too big city. There it is much criminal. I know that many people which went in Moscow to earn simply vanished, and them could not find. So I think that to me to do. I hope that you like mine pics. I shall wait from you for the answer.
Your Elena

Letter 4

Hi my dear David
Excuse that has not written to you earlier. I also want to congratulate you on easter. We marked also it on April, 8. This day we visited and met with darling. Yesterday at us day of memory, parental was. This day it is accepted to go by a cemetery and to recollect all darling. And yesterday I also went by a cemetery. There we have punched the big half of day. And today I work in second half of day. And now I shall go on job. I also know what to receive the visa on residing at your country very much very difficultly even now. Many refused in reception of the visa even without an explanation of the reasons. But I am not yet ready to go to you. I have not enough money to trip. But I work above it. Also can be if I shall go in Moscow that I can faster earn this money. I shall think of it. And I shall wait from you the letter.
Your Elena