Letter(s) from Anna Panchenko to Scott (USA)

Letter 1

Hello! Thanks for your message! What is your name???? I was afraid, that you will be frightened with distance between us and consequently I registered as from America;) My name Anna, I from Russia, me of 27 years, I live in the city of Anapa, Krasnodar territory. I write to you in hope, that you that person who can open completely and which can become me the best friend! I search for the sincere friend as a hobby and hearts which will not betray me not when if we shall like each other! I madly would like to devote all myself to the favourite person! To be for him the angel - keeper! About me speak, that I the person kind which is always ready to come to the aid of the friend during the difficult moment his lives! And about me speak, that my heart from gold! My familiar name me an angel! Only wings in washing and a nimbus on additional charge:) The life is fine and surprising, and consequently I do not spend the vital energy simply! I the Christian, sincerely believe in the God! I sincerely believe, that all people brothers and the sister! Madly it would be desirable to find the person who will understand and love me, the person which can really serious! Good-bye. Anna

Letter 2

Hello Scott! How you? I was good! You like my letters?:) It would be desirable to trust, that we have already made "FIRST STEP" to sincere and true friendship, between me and you! Know: it will be always pleasant for me to receive from you letters even if they will be very short! Heart is pleased, when imagine, that someone writes to you the letter, and during that moment thinks of you! I very much would like, that we became good friends! Thanks you for a photo you are very fine, they are yours a motorcycle on a photo? It is a Harley? You can send me a photo of children, I want to look at them... Why you think that I deceive you., if you are valid so think then we should not write more each other... Sincerely! How passed your day??? My day passed as it is usual, anything new......... Early in the morning I ran in school stadium that is near to my house a little... After jog I have taken a bath. I I shall leave from a bath has prepared for a breakfast for me and my parents. Having had breakfast we sat in the automobile of the father and have gone for work. The working day was difficult as I had to fill in many reports, for tax police. I work as the chief accountant in firm of the parents. We supply the military units, the necessary goods (footwear, mattresses, pillows, and many other things). I like my work, but only is not pleasant that I always under supervision of the parents. They supervise each my step. Deprive with me any pleasure and freedom. Without them I am conducted cannot to make a superfluous step. They demand from me, that I agreeed with them each action. It very much is not pleasant to me. They do not want to listen to me, considering that I am silly and I can not do without their supervision, the control. Ridiculously, the truth???? At my age the person should live independently, but my parents do not want to understand it: ( They specify all my conscious life to me, that to me do and as me to act. I feel as a bird in cage. What freedom... What choice.... Always should carry out their orders and decrees. Please understand correctly my frankness. Please do not think, that I the spoiled child who complains of the parents. I understand, that each parent wishes the child only good, but I also understand, what not each parent wants to understand the child, forbidding him to think independently... At my age people make of the decision independently and it is the fact! You agree with my opinion???? Unless it is correct, when parents deprive with the child freely to think???? I think it not correctly! Due to the parents I feel the closed person: ( I cannot even leave on a visit to the girlfriends without them is conducted. Even when I studied at university my father specially came for me, that who did not take me home... All my familiar know about them relation to me and consequently with me try to not communicate.... My girlfriends laugh over me, knowing as address with me my parents. I tried to speak the parents, that I cannot so to live, being all time under their supervision but then they have told to me, that I not the grateful daughter. I tried to be arranged for other work to start to live independently, but all my attempts suffered failure. As each time being arranged on new work, the security service heard about me the bad recommendation, having called on former my work. It frightened them and they refused me in a workplace. My father has thought over even this course. He names itself the chess player, the person which thinks over all courses in beforehand.... He in every possible way blocks to me oxygen that I could not even rent an apartment, and live private life.... Now they demand from me new whim, but about it I shall tell to you in the following letter as my time is ended.... I wait your answer to this letter.

Good-bye...

Anna

Letter 3

Hello Scott! How you? I was good! You like my letters?:) It would be desirable to trust, that we have already made "FIRST STEP" to sincere and true friendship, between me and you! Know: it will be always pleasant for me to receive from you letters even if they will be very short! Heart is pleased, when imagine, that someone writes to you the letter, and during that moment thinks of you! I very much would like, that we became good friends! Thanks you for a photo you are very fine, they are yours a motorcycle on a photo? It is a Harley? You can send me a photo of children, I want to look at them... Why you think that I deceive you., if you are valid so think then we should not write more each other... Sincerely! How passed your day??? My day passed as it is usual, anything new......... Early in the morning I ran in school stadium that is near to my house a little... After jog I have taken a bath. I I shall leave from a bath has prepared for a breakfast for me and my parents. Having had breakfast we sat in the automobile of the father and have gone for work. The working day was difficult as I had to fill in many reports, for tax police. I work as the chief accountant in firm of the parents. We supply the military units, the necessary goods (footwear, mattresses, pillows, and many other things). I like my work, but only is not pleasant that I always under supervision of the parents. They supervise each my step. Deprive with me any pleasure and freedom. Without them I am conducted cannot to make a superfluous step. They demand from me, that I agreeed with them each action. It very much is not pleasant to me. They do not want to listen to me, considering that I am silly and I can not do without their supervision, the control. Ridiculously, the truth???? At my age the person should live independently, but my parents do not want to understand it: ( They specify all my conscious life to me, that to me do and as me to act. I feel as a bird in cage. What freedom... What choice.... Always should carry out their orders and decrees. Please understand correctly my frankness. Please do not think, that I the spoiled child who complains of the parents. I understand, that each parent wishes the child only good, but I also understand, what not each parent wants to understand the child, forbidding him to think independently... At my age people make of the decision independently and it is the fact! You agree with my opinion???? Unless it is correct, when parents deprive with the child freely to think???? I think it not correctly! Due to the parents I feel the closed person: ( I cannot even leave on a visit to the girlfriends without them is conducted. Even when I studied at university my father specially came for me, that who did not take me home... All my familiar know about them relation to me and consequently with me try to not communicate.... My girlfriends laugh over me, knowing as address with me my parents. I tried to speak the parents, that I cannot so to live, being all time under their supervision but then they have told to me, that I not the grateful daughter. I tried to be arranged for other work to start to live independently, but all my attempts suffered failure. As each time being arranged on new work, the security service heard about me the bad recommendation, having called on former my work. It frightened them and they refused me in a workplace. My father has thought over even this course. He names itself the chess player, the person which thinks over all courses in beforehand.... He in every possible way blocks to me oxygen that I could not even rent an apartment, and live private life.... Now they demand from me new whim, but about it I shall tell to you in the following letter as my time is ended.... I wait your answer to this letter.

Good-bye...

Anna

Letter 4

Good afternoon my native Scott! To me badly, very badly. Today I weigh day cried. I have finally sworn with the parents and left the house. Last night we had a big scandal. Both again tears and again humiliations and again treachery. I can not so to live any more........ They took away all my jewelry, and also have closed mine account in bank. To me have told, that I removed from the house.... The reason of this scandal, mine manipulation to Dmitry. They love him more than me. To be exact speaking, they love money him parents. As to me oppositely behind all it to observe. Has bothered to observe of their hypocrisy, treachery and lie...... On work with them do not respect, but who will not dare to speak them the truth to face.... Relatives do not communicate with them.... Friends have lost, unless only of Dmitry's parents are friends. Though friendship it to name it is impossible, them interest only their money. Once we lived poorly and my parents were absolutely other people... But as soon as at them have started to appear riches them as though have changed... They have very much changed since then... Therefore and relatives do not communicate with them... When to my grandmother urgent operation was required, my parents have refused to pay for treatment, observing as my favourite grandmother, mum of my father slowly dies... The grandmother would remain is alive, if not greed of my father. Her the age was 68 years... Her urgent operation of heart was required... She should live and live still! Her the life was in hands of my father, but my father not helped her... I write now to you and crying, crying and I can not stop the tears........ She has died on my hands.......... Her last sight has remained in my memory on always.... She has brought up me since the early childhood! I very much loved her, I and now her love!!! My father very big sinner. He does not understand that creates... First has killed the grandmother, and now wishes to kill and me....... After death of my grandmother, relatives do not communicate with my family.... On funeral of the grandmother, my uncle spoke mine to the daddy, that he has made the big sin, and that the God will punish him. But instead of keeping silent, the father has told him " I DO NOT TRUST In the GOD "... In the God does not trust, but the gold cross has on a breast... Ridiculously, the truth??? :( It is very insulting and is sick... I shall not wish such destiny even the enemy.... Now I at all do not know that expects me in the future. Difficult days though they lungs not when were not begin....

The INFORMATION FROM AGENCY: the Manager of agency spoke me about two
variants as I can arrive to you.

1 - THE VARIANT:

The agency gives to me a full package deal. For the services the agency demands 12000 roubles (approximately 400 dollars). I should sign the contract with this agency. When I shall give all necessary information, the agency will send my documents to Moscow (Embassy). From you I should know, the name of the nearest airport where I should arrive! Under the contract of this company the ticket should be got in their agency (the agency cooperates with airline). It is necessary for Me to give this information for agency that they began registration of my documents.

1) the characteristic about mine not previous convictions (from the local policeman).

2) the characteristic about a place of my work.

3) information from the psychotherapist, from the neuropathologist, from the expert in narcology.

4) the characteristic about my marital status.

5) Documents confirming mine education.

7) the passport for travel abroad.

8) the Information on a financial position.

9) Credit history from " the Central bank " that I have no debts to any banks (it is necessary to receive confirmation the manager).

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2 - THE VARIANT:

You send me the air ticket but then I should go to Moscow to Embassy and legalize all papers independently... On registration of all documents through Embassy it is required to me from 1-3 months. In Embassy very much greater turns and to get on consultation very difficultly... All this time I should be in Moscow as it will be necessary to go to Embassy often. In Moscow I do not have acquaintances and consequently it will be necessary to rent a room in hotel. Hotels in Moscow very expensive. The price of the cheapest hotel from 50 $-60 $ for day of residing. And also I should spend money for meal and transport. Having chosen this variant, it be required to me greater monetary wastes....

The first variant will cost 1800 dollars... The second 4500 dollars...... I have counted all charges.... Has weighed two these of a variant... For me the first variant has seemed to the most suitable... As the first variant will be more cheaply, more conveniently, more quickly. But as to me the girlfriend will give 300 me it is necessary there will be 1500 dollars what I could arrive to you.... Yes I am assured that they in 5 days do to me documents... My dear I very much love you and I want with you you to me to be necessary.... My dear I has learned that you can send me of money through the Western Union it is the fastest and convenient way that I could receive money... For this purpose you need to know my full name and the address.. Anna Panchenko The city of Krasnodar Lenin's street 145 To me of 27 years my birthday on March, 15th... My dear you will help me.......... I WISH TO HEAR YOUR OPINION!

With impatience I wait your answer!

Gently whole...
Happy day!

Good-bye....

Anna

Letter 5

My dear Scott it would be very good if you have arrived to me and visors me, but I cannot receive you because if my native learn that you have arrived, to us it will be very bad, and the girlfriend washing cannot receive you because at it very jealous husband... I asked the girlfriend to learn as I can receive the visa and the passport what to arrive to you, it called in Agency and to it have told that documents will be 5 working days prepare and that it will cost 1800 dollars, it has told that can give me 300 but where to take the others I do not know, as the agency will buy to me the ticket to you... My dear I very much wish to be with you but to come to me very dangerously for you... You can help me........