Letter(s) from Natalia Nasteka to Gerold (Germany)

Letter 1

Hello, my dear Ken!!!
Thank you for your wonderful letter, because it helps me a lot not to think about problems, but just about happy and ever lasting future with you. My dear, I'm so into you. I think about you all the time, and I want to see you and to touch you and to hear your beautiful and calm voice and to forget about all my problems. As you know burglars stole almost everything for me, and now I need to work harder, because I should buy some new furniture and technic and clothes and that is really expensive. My dear, there is one more thing i want to tell you, and i hope that you won't be mad at me. i didn't tell you that i don't know English really good and sometimes i needed to use the help of interpreters to translate my letters to you and your letters to me. i have been learning English only for 5 years when I was at school, that's why i have just some basic knowledge, but my knowledge isn't enough for communication with you, that's why i paid for their help, but now I have a financial problems and i don't know for how long i will be able to pay. I really want to communicate with you because I think that you are the man i need, just know that. Sorry for not telling you that, i just know that there are a lot of scammers in the Internet who is looking just for money, but I'm not like that, and I didn't want you to think that I'm like that, that's why i didn't tell you anything about my English. I want to build strong relationships with you and I want you to trust me, so please forgive me for not telling you about that. Hope that you won't change your opinion about me because of that and that you will still continue to correspond with me. Well my dear, bye, and kiss you. With love. Oksana.

Letter 2

Hello, my dearest Ken!!!
thank you so much for caring about me, I'm really grateful for that, my dear please tell me how you are going to help me, because i really need you help and your support now. I'm so depressed and desperate. I don't have money now and I don't want to stop our communication, and I don't know what to do. I borrowed a lot of money from my friend but still it's not enough to buy everything i need, and you are the only one who can help me, please don't turn away from me, I need you my dear. hope to hear from you,and please don't hurt me. Bye. Kisses.
Oksana.

Letter 3

Hello, my dear Ken!!!

Thank you so much for you letter, you can't even imagine how happy you are making me with you every word. I'm really impressed by you amazing personality and kind soul. I'm sure that you are the nicest person in the world. I really like to get letters from you, because they are lighten my whole day. I'm thinking about you every hour, every minute and every second. Thank you for being so nice to me, that really means a lot. You are interesting person, and I really hope that someday we will be able to see each other and to talk to each other in person, but not by the Internet.

Yesterday I had a horrible day, because someone’s got into my apartments and stole almost everything I got. Sometimes it seems to me that I'm really unlucky person. They stole my TV, my music center, my jewels, my money and my clothes. I don't know what I'm going to do now. When I saw that some things were stolen I called the police, they came in an hour, and asked me a lot of their questions. They wanted to know everything, where was I when it’s happened, so they can be sure that I have an alibi, who else has keys from my apartment, what things were stolen and so on and so on. That was a real horror for me, because it is the first and I the last time that is happening to me. Policemen told me that they will try to find thieves, but they can give me any promises. To be honest, I don't really trust our police here, because usually they are doing nothing to help people, but still I hope that they will help me. That is how everything is going with me. Now only your letters makes me smile, and I'm really thankful for that.

And how is everything with you? How is your work going? I really want you to share with me all good and bad moments of you life, because when you are happy I want to be happy with you, and when you are sad I will make my best to make you happy. It seems that you are that one and only I was looking for all my life, because every time when I'm receiving letters from you my heart starting to beat fast, and I hope that this feeling will last rest of my life. I really believe that you will make me happy, and that you are the best man for me. Take care my dear. Hugs and kisses. Oksana.