Letter(s) from Irina Pavljuk to Stefan (Sweden)

Letter 1

Hello Stefan!
My name is Irina. I am from Ukraine. I was born in 24 of July in 1985.
I have finished the medical college and work as a medical nurse in a pediatric department in the hospital.. I also like to sew much.
I like creative work and respect people, who can create something with hands.
It is my hobby. I like all around me. When I have traveling, I draw the best beautiful places. I like nature, animals. I like summer, worming rain, calm
sea and mountains.
I am romantic and optimist. I like merry and cheerful people. I like reading, going to the theatre, cooking original dishes and growing plants. I am not married. I prefer frank, serious and trustworthy man, who could become for me a faithful friend and companion of my life. My greatest dream is to find the perfect man. Yes, I know that there are no perfect people, that's why I will make a little amendment-man perfect for me.
Appearance is a quite secondary factor, I need man with beautiful heart, pure soul, golden hands, for whom such notions as true friendship, love, devotedness and duty are not alien. I want to make a strong and happy family with unique family traditions. I adore cooking, listening to music, animals, I dream to travel. In the relations between man and woman I appreciate honesty, devotedness and sincerity. I am kind and romantic, able to make compromises in the relations. I read your letter and feel that we should try to change the e-mails and tell more about each other... Maybe Internet will be our first step in our long and passionate life together...
With best wishes, sincerest smiles and tenderest kisses
Irina

Letter 2

Dear Stefan!
Beginning to write a letter is always hard. Beginning to write one to someone you don’t know is harder especially knowing that just this letter could change your life forever. I mean how do you go around starting something as important as your future happiness? In lack of thinking out something better I thought that I in this letter should try to present myself, then it’s up for you to decide whether or not I’m worth getting to know better. Well as I told I work as a medical nurse in a pediatric department in the hospital in my small but rather cozy town Vinnitsa. It is located in the west of Ukraine. In choosing the partner for my future family I decided to follow not the usual way, I want to look for my partner all over the world, since it is difficult for me to travel so much I chose Internet as the easiest way to find my second half. My attitude to life is to live today, to look back to the past with smile, to look to future with hope. I am very active , sport girl who is very tender and fragile at the same time. I need strong and protective man who will be my standby in good and bad times with whom I can feel like behind the stone wall. I dream about intelligent romantic man with great sense of humour with whom it is pleasant to discuss all topics and just to be silent dissolving in each other's arms and eyes. My interests in life are wide: I adore discovering everything new, drawing, dancing, visiting museums and exhibitions, cooking exotic dishes, listen to music, reading historic and love novels. I hate boredom and like to be always engaged in something. I like kniting...What makes me happy????
Being around family, laughter, friends, doing things I like, playing sports, and playing pool, being outdoors, being indoors with someone special.
Candle lights...soft music...fire in the background...some wine and maybe being with you. Only time will tell as we get to know each other.
Hmmm and what makes you to be happy?????
So that's for now, hope to hear from you soon,
all the best to you,
Irina

Letter 3

Hello dear Stefan!
Thank you so much for your open and sincere letter. I really enjoy reading your letter and the way our distant friendship develops. You light up my days; fill my heart with joy and hope; give me strength to carry on every day, something to look forward to.
My Dear, I think that it's better at first to tell you about my family and my life with the people surrounding me. I have a very nice family. I live with my mum Zoya and my sister Kate. I don't have a father. My parents were divorced when my sister was born. My father found another family and now he lies in Russia with his new family. Once a year he comes here to me and my sister. My mum works in the library. She is a librarian. She is very nice and kind woman. She teach me all i need in my life. She is a very good friend who can give me the advice, she is a very good collegue, because she always know what is better for me to do, and the main her features is she is a nice and wonderful Mum. She has given all her life to me and my younger sister Kate. By the way Kate is 15. She is a pupil at school. Our family is not rich but we have everything for good and happy life. We live in small flat in multistory building. The city we live in is called Luzk, where I spent all my childhood. I was brought up in the loving family. I am kind and romantic, able to make compromises in the relations. Though I have many friends I understood that I am desperately lonely, I believe that there is a person in this world who is able to understand me and to love me as I am. Maybe the God create us for each other??? We will see..
By the way, I can cook very good, and not only our traditional dishes, but much of foreign food. I like my home be light and clean. Because without that, there will be no any comfort. Why are you thinking of leaving for a foreign country? Unfortunately I was not lucky to find my beloved here in Ukraine, I don't think that the problem is in Ukrainian men I just feel that I will find my love somewhere very far from here and can start my family.
Dear,tell me more about yourself.
Thank you for you sweet letter once more. I will wait for another warm words from you impatiently. Bye for now, my dear
Regards, Irina

Letter 4

Dearest Stefan!
In life if one does not take a chance then one never knows what will happen in life. I think that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, beauty is as important as what is on the inside and not only the outside. You don't need to have a lot of material values to own my heart. I don't need rich man. I think that money itself can not bring happiness. I also think that we need to do everything together and start our life together putting material and spiritual values I believe that husband and wife should put a lot of love and efforts to keep a strong and happy family. My dream is to find a man who will turn my world upside-down and tell me one day:
"You are my star and I want you to brighten my life way forever".
The qualities I am looking for in my partner is someone who is caring, kind and loving who is genuine, honest and trustworthy.
Tell me more about your character traits? Are you shy or outgoing?
Talkative or Quiet? Adventurous or Passive? Romantic and passionate?
Dominate or Submissive? Affectionate with your partner (like holding hands, kissing, etc.) are you also sexual and sensual by nature?
Have you had many girlfriends/lovers? Any long term relationships? What attracts you to a woman?
What are you searching for in your life? What are some of your dreams and goals?
Well, I hope all these questions did not offend you in anyway. I am serious about learning everything I can about you.
Regards, Irina
p.s. Like getting your photos.. You are so handsome!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 5

Thank you for your letter. I appreciate your openness to me and promise to do the same...
I am romantic to a girl I love especially when we are compatible in character….I am submissive but I am dominant sometimes especially when I am maltreated..just a sort of balance and moderation in orientation like time,place ,person…I am passionate to my beloved partner like you(I enjoy holding hands,kissing and whatever my love likes).I am a sexual sometimes and a sensual person,but if you like to join with me maybe it was very exciting,especially in our dreams….
To tell you the truth I had some bad experiences in love and now I'm a bit afraid of new relationship with man. My ex boyfriend played with me and with several girls at the same time. I loved him and I letted him enter into my soul but there was nothing in his heart except egoism. After I let him go away I felt I can't live any more.
Everything was meaningless without him. For some period my heart kept in silence but now I feel it's open again. I didn't lose trust to men but I don't want to be hurt again. I don't want to see beautiful eyes with empty and indifferent look. I don't want to hear sweet words and ruthless endless lie behind them. I believe in real love and happiness.

I want to be an open book to my partner. Every day I will tell him that I love him. I will care about him and I will surround him with all the best I can give. I will make our home cozy and peaceful. I'm a good cooker and I like cooking. I think that man and woman are two halfs of unified whole. This is something as natural as the very nature.

My heart now is open to you.I believe that we have chance to change our lives and make each other truly happy. Believe me and I will lead you to something wonderful and pure what you never experienced before.

Sincerely yours,
Irina

Letter 6

Dearest Stefan!
Meeting someone on the Internet can be really different than meeting someone face to face, but I think that using the Internet and writing letters to one another, gives a lot of background on the person even before meeting him. Of course meeting the person face to face is essential and hopefully our letters can lead to that.
I will be very happy to actually meet you… I really need to be there with you and be warmed up by your arms.... I just have been longing to find someone like you for all of my life and it in a way scares me to become close to you. But I do very much want to see where this will go. I feel that fate has brought us together and hope that you feel the same.... My dream is come to the sea not alone but with my soulmate. I want to experience with him the beauty of marine sunsets and daybreaks, to explore with him the wonder of moon's reflection on the water and a lot of other things. I don't know more romantic and attractive place. The marines azure is associated for me with calmness and carefreeness. I definitely want to experience this with my partner. There is some mystery in marine silence. At this moment there is something to live unsaid and it makes me more and more excited. When I close my eyes I see how blue waves swallow me as well as love overwhelm my heart. I'm laughing, I'm happy, I'm swimming away but then I return to the shore and my darling is waiting for me there. He was waiting for me all his life because he was born for me only. He is embracing me on the shore, kissing me and wrapping me into the towel, touching my wet hair and whispering sweet words on my ear. We belong to each other and there is nothing except our omnipotent love. This is the way I dream. I'm waiting for man who will say me one day: 'Honey, haven't you recognized me? I came from your dream to be with you forever'.
With the tenderness, your Irina
p.s. For you to know, I don't use any translating agency and I write my letter to your by myself with a great pleasure.

Letter 7

Sweet Stefan!
I hope you had a nice weekend.
I miss hearing from you.
So, I thought I would write you a letter with the answers to your questions... .
Do you write your mail in English all by your self or do you have some help??? For you to know, I don't use any translating agency and i write my letter to your by myself with a great pleasure.
What do you think happens when we meet?
I believe that we should get to know each other while you are here and see what develops.I do want to say that I have grown to to have feelings for you.I do look forward to your letters and it always brings me a smile when I read your words.I just have been longing to find someone like you for all of my life and it in a way scares me to become close to you.
But I do very much want to see where this will go.I feel that fate has brought us together and hope that you feel the same.
How do you want to spend our first night together? hmmm we will see What is your secret dream together with a man? I will show it for you for our first night....He...he
What do you think I can bring in to your life? Happiness, love and care What do you think is the most important things in a relation?
Well amongst trust, respect and devotion, they all look equally important.
But when you have trust, you get respected and you’ll end up being devoted. So I think TRUST is the most essential of all.
Do you want to wake up beside me every morning and see my untidy hair and feel warm??? Yes, I do...'
It gives me such a warm relaxing feeling.
As I dream of our two hearts beating in rythm with one another.
My dear I must go home it is late and dark outise.
I will be thinking of you
Your Irina

Letter 8

Dear Stefan!
You don't know how I am glad and versify full of activity because I find your letter blighting in my mail box, you are like a jewel in my life now that I hold it with all my sense and fight to keep it with me, thanks for your hopes to me.
I liked your letter very much! It made my heart beating quicker and quicker. Your words written here in the letter made me fell the best I have ever have. I even can't express all I feel. Hope my letter will bring kind smile on your face( as your letter did it with me ) You know , I began feeling you. Yes, yes, don't laugh! It seems to me that now you are in good mood and even smiling. Where are you writing from? From home? Or from your job? Where are you now? I wish I were by your side now. It would be so exciting! Let's decide what we would do if we were together? I think, first of all we should eat something.
Something extremely tasty. Like.. What would you prefer? No, not pizza, please! Something like.. ice-cream with strawberry I would say. Do you know what's the best way of eating ice-cream? No? than I'll teach you. It's so exciting, believe me. But, I can't describe it through the computer. I'm not sure that this metal machine could work after that. It will be burnt. With shame, or with passion ( depending on the computer's morality). Of course I will teach you how to eat ice-cream! In a special way... It's especially exciting on the hot summer day, but the outside hotness isn't the necessary condition... When everything inside is burning the thermometer is of no help... The greatest art is to lick the ice-cream before it begins melting. And the strawberry, the only strawberry will be the prize for the skillful winner. It's extremely delicious! I'll do everything for you to be mine!
You gave me a special inspiration, thank you for this! My sweet, maybe we should meet?
With my tender kiss to you
Your Irina
p.s. I have created the new e-mail address for us not to lose the contact with each other. Here it is irinaukraina@topmail.kz

Letter 9

Sweet Stefan!

I was wondering why didn't you write to me??????
what has happened????
Someone sure must care a lot To send this note to you...
You must be in their thoughts right now, This much must be true!

But now one question still remains...
Think you can guess WHO?!
I'll give you just one little hint:
I Do!!
I would love to be your water when it comes out the shower, and look into your beautiful eyes and I wonder will that day will come that I can meet you with my own eyes, that will be very nice.
It will be wonderful to see each other as soon as possible you know how much you mean to me my life has changed greatly since we met. we find each other and want to be together...
Wait for your letter
Kisses
Your Irina