Letter(s) from Oksana to Maarten (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello dear Maarten.
I shall be possible to name you so? I already for a long time did not speak such words to anybody. I was more and more and began to be convinced more,
that I have already attachment to you and already I wait your letters with impatience.
Today at me the day off was. And I have decided to lead him with benefit for my body. In the morning I together with the girlfriend Irina, have gone in fitness the centre. It is good club, in which very good instructors in aerobics. So has passed my day.
And now I want that you to tell.
I think we should trust each other because without trust it is impossible to live. I earlier too have trusted in the person, and he has deceived me.
I to want to tell to you about it. I was madly in love with persons, and he only pretended, that loves me. Actually he scoffed at my feelings. Was such, that he appointed to me meetings, promised to come to me, I waited for him, and he did not come. And then I have learned through its friends,
that at this time he had a good time with what that maidens. He did not like to work, he frequently borrowed from me money, but never repaid. And I forgave him because liked. Has passed some time, and I have seen him in the street with other woman. They kissed. I did not remember, how have come home. I cried all night. I had depression very long. I began to work much,
and began to forget this villain.
I not want so to risk and break to myself life more. I want to be simply happy and to live as the normal person. After that I decide to address in service of acquaintances and to find you, and to write each other. And it very much like me. I want to be happy with the man and to lead with him all life. This person should be more senior than me that he might learn me and my future children. I wait from the man of understanding, I think,
that this most important and, certainly, big love and care of me and our future family. I shall try to make the man happy. But without his help,
without his love and understanding it will make difficultly. I once again want to test such feeling as love. I very much hope for it. Therefore I write to you.
I hope, what I write clearly enough and much about myself. I shall try to answer all your questions. If I shall not answer your question mean I could not to understand him, do not take offence at me and write his once again.
I think, that you understand, that the overall objective in my life is to find that only thing, my second part of me with which I can go through all difficulties of life. Together to meet pleasure, occurrence of children, to grow them, to surround with care, to present them the happy childhood, I so to dream of it!!! I think, that you understand me and your vital purposes are similar to mine, I in soul hope, that sometime our hearts will meet. I think, that you understand my words.
On it I want to finish the letter and with the big impatience I shall expect your answer.
Have remarkable day.
P.S I to you shall necessarily come, but we need to learn better each other. I do not have brothers and sisters. I not the orphan at me am both the daddy and mum I very much love them simply they live separately from me.
Yours Oksana

Letter 2

Hello Maarten.
How your day? What new?
At me all well houses and at work!
I shall tell to you about the life more in detail.
I think to you it it will be interesting.
Sometimes it seems to me that I have got stuck in one day.
Each day when I go on work I see same people.
At work we have the same clients each day.
I am tired with my work. Not leaving from a house in the morning I know what there will be my day.
I constantly would think of that that mark my life.
I would dream of that that envy family. To me has bothered to live for itself.
I want to live for the loved person. I dream to start family.
The main thing in my life that people which would love me were happy.
I hope you you understand about what I speak.
It is interesting to me that to you happiness?
For me happiness when near to me people close to me.
I am happy when I have care of relatives.
I am very tired from loneliness. I search for persons which will destroy mine loneliness.
Your letters help me to not be lonely. Dialogue with you is very important for me.
Now in life the unique pleasure for me is my father.
I with pleasure wait when he comes back from business trip.
We it is very good we communicate. Father always gives me vital councils.
My father has advised to arrange my home life.
Because of his advice I have decided to use the Internet for search of love.
Life in my city as if has stood.
Inhabitants of my city good people.
I with pleasure communicate with people in my city.
But my meaning of the life to find the loved person.
I understand that in my city I can not find the love.
I feel that this year I am am waited with main recesses.
This year I can find the love.
I finish the letter and I wait for a fast reply.
Have remarkable day.
From heart Oksana

Letter 3

Hello my dear Maarten.
How your day today? How your mood?
I have excellent mood because have received the letter from you.
I for a long time have noticed that my day depends on my mood.
When I have excellent mood my affairs go it is excellent.
Thank you for your letters. Your letters make my day good.
I have very much told about myself. I would want that you knew about me more.
I tell about myself because I think my letters make us closer. You agree?
Yesterday mine father has returned from business trip.
Him sent through Baltic to the Russian city of Kaliningrad.
After the business trips he always calls on me.
Father very much loves me. Till now he counts me a small daughter.
From the business trips it he always brings to me many souvenirs.
This time he has brought to me ear rings from silver.
My father always to me tells about the business trips.
He was in many cities of Russia. Very much to like him city of Kaliningrad.
This city belonged before Germany.
Began to belong to Russia after the second world war.
At a meeting we always tell each other all news.
I to him have told that I have correspondence with you.
It was interesting to him to listen about it. he asked about you.
He asked as I treat you.
What I wait from our correspondence? How you treat to me?
What you wait from our correspondence?
He set to me is a lot of questions.
Unfortunately I could not answer on not which his questions because not all I know about you.
I frequently present our meeting.
I reflect on our conversation at a meeting.
How you to yourself imagine it? I present it as a meeting of friends.
Any relations it of dialogue.
You are glad to our dialogue?
I seem to me with everyone the letter shall find out a lot of new about you.
It means we become closer.
Unfortunately now I one. With me there is no beside liked man.
To me would like to escape in dreams about you. I constantly present you in ideas.
Yesterday sleep dreamed me where we talked at a meeting.
My sleep speak me about my most secret ideas.
I wish you good luck!!! Let your day will be better!!!
P.S My father works as the trucker. My parents earn very small money.
Oksana.

Letter 4

Hello my dear Maarten.
At me all well home and at work! I very much waited for your letter! I do not understand that with me, I the whole days think of you! You pleasant, good, kind, I can tell to you all! And you understand me! It is very pleasant for me that far from Russia lives the person , to which I is necessary! I very much like your letters, I with the great pleasure read letters! Both it is more and more and I understand you more! I think that all will be good and we shall meet! Our meeting will solve much! We should understand each other and have real dialogue! To have walks, travels, entertainment, I shall be going with the great pleasure for you and we shall have good supper at candles!
Recently I have read the love novel. In this novel it was told about a love story. It is a history occured in 18 century. Reading this book I understand that as well as now in those times love this most important in human life. The person always tested feelings of love. I know you very sensitive person, you should understand about what I speak. I very much like to read books about love. Love this word which is known all over the world. The love connects people from the different countries. I think that for love there are no barrier.
I very quiveringly treat words of people. I always attentively read your letters. I write you from my heart. If you think that I write you not about that please correct me. What you think of that that I have written?
I wait for the frank answer. Oksana

Letter 5

Hello my dear Maarten.
How your day today? How your affairs?
I was very glad to receive your letter.
I very much wait for our meeting. It is not important for me where she will be.
I think that if we shall not have a meeting we should not write each other.
I write you from my heart.
I trust you the most latent ideas and feelings.
It will be a pity to me if my words and will stay on a paper.
I very much affliction if not can see you.
We know each other a little. But I know that you the good person.
Our meeting it is necessary what to find out each other is better.
We shall understand as we we are categorized to each other only at our meeting.
You you believe in love on distance?
I can believe in love if I shall be sure that my liked person will be a line.
It is very difficult to keep love when between people the big distance.
You agree?
I with pleasure write you about the feelings.
I very much wait for each your letter.
Reading your letters I try to understand each your word.
I fall asleep, I sleep and I wake up with ideas on you.
I feel that I fall in love with you.
I feel as as if to me 20 years and you my first love.
Unfortunately I can not write to you all feelings.
It is very difficult to transfer the ideas through a paper.
I would like to tell to you it personally.
My father speaks what to live in loneliness very difficultly.
I feel loneliness on myself.
I try to distract work but all the same constantly I think of my future.
I do not present myself lonely. I would want that near to me the man was liked.
Write to me that you think of that that I have written?
I dream to find aeuoo? and pure love!!!
It will be a pity to me if we do not understand each other.
I wait for your frank answer.
P.S I shall love Southern Africa. I want to go there with you. It seems to me you have made a correct choice that open that the business. I agree with you.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Maarten.
I waited for your answer. For me time stops when I wait for your letter.
All my ideas only about you and about our first appointment.
I always on any other business present our first appointment.
Sometimes I dream that you will meet me at the airport with the big bouquet of roses.
I shall embrace you. We shall have a passionate kiss at our meeting.
After the airport we shall go to cafe and we shall speak about love.
I shall want to look where you live. We shall go to you home.
You will show me your house. I shall look all your rooms.
We shall drink for our meeting fault.
I very romantic person. I love romantic music.
I the request to include you a romantic melody.
You will invite me on dance.
I dream to dance with you till morning.
You will embrace me for a waist and we shall be turned in slow dance.
I shall look at you. Our lips have merged in kisses again.
It is dream of many girls.
I as well as would like all girls of love, children, family happiness.
I want have a line of the person to which I can to trust all pleasures and troubles.
You would like to embody my dreams in a reality?
Write to me about what you you dream. I think our dreams coincide.
It is difficult for me to fall in love with persons.
I very well should know persons what to fall in love with him.
Reading I understand your letters that you the good person.
I think at a meeting we shall understand that we have true love.
Unfortunately it is very difficult to understand that you feel on distance.
Therefore it is necessary for us to meet.
Our letters and words will be vain if we shall not meet. You agree?
I think it it is silly to love persons and to not want him to see.
I hope I not vainly I trust you the dreams.
I am sure we shall make our dreams a reality.
Have remarkable day and enjoy life.
P.S My love tell please your full phone number, I want to hear your voice.
I shall take phone from girlfriend Irina and to you to call.
P.S I with pleasure would want to meet you in Saint Petersburg, but unfortunately I would not have money what to arrive there. The ticket there very dear.
Oksana