Letter(s) from Anna Panchenko to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hello John! Thanks for your message! I was afraid, that you will be frightened with distance between us and consequently I registered as from America ;) My name Anna, I from Russia, me of 27 years, I live in the city of Anapa, Krasnodar territory. I write to you in hope, that you that person who can open completely and which can become me the best friend! I search for the sincere friend as a hobby and hearts which will not betray me not when if we shall like each other! I madly would like to devote all myself to the favourite person! To be for him a guardian angel! About me speak, that I the person kind which is always ready to come to the aid of the friend to the difficult moment his lives! And about me speak, that my heart from gold! My friends name me an angel! Here only wings in washing and a nimbus on additional charge :) The life is fine and surprising, and consequently I do not spend the vital energy simply! I the Christian, sincerely trust in the God! I sincerely trust, that all people brothers and the sister! Madly it would be desirable to find the person who will understand and love me, the person which can become me the best friend! In the answer I promise the fidelity, care, attention and unearthly love, up to the end of the days! It would be desirable to find the person who has the same purposes in a life as well as I! My purpose - to find the favourite person who the private world will be similar to me! I hope this person - YOU!!! For me the external given men are not so important, and also to me is not important his age.... I think, that true the beauty of the person is incorporated deeply in soul! If I shall find such person, this person will receive my love, fidelity, care, caress and attention on 100 %! I shall live with such person up to the end of the days.... If you are capable on the present love and to respect with the woman, you chance " means have to win my heart " ;) I am confident, that which person I shall grow fond not when will not be disappointed in me! I wish to find the person who could become for me the teacher in a life, and I in turn could be his the obedient schoolgirl! I very open person (I as the interesting book which it is necessary to read on page every day). With me there is no time to miss, and it is the truth! Sincerely I trust, that true love, does not know borders.... I hope you will not be frightens distance between us???? It would be desirable to trust, that in the further we can become good friends! I hope to you my English will be clear! I talk much better, than I write! I think, it will be interesting to you to know, why the foreigner???? On how many I know mentality of your women very much differs from mentality of Russian women. The majority of your women choose husbands who can present them a magnificent life, a good material well-being. The majority of Russian women on the contrary, good housewives, true wives, keepers of the family center who up to the end of the days care of well-being of the family! And also on how many I know, the mentality of your men very much differs from mentality of Russian men. The majority of Russian of the man are similar to your women, the majority of them is not interested in well-being of the family. And also Russian men amateurs a loose way of life and the majority of them alcoholics. I hope you will interest my letter and you will answer me! At me the request to you: If your intentions are not serious, please do not write to me, do not spend and my time simply. With impatience I wait your answer if you are really serious!


Letter 2

Hello JOhn, thanks for a prompt reply! It is pleasant to see your message again. I hope our acquaintance finds any sense! You trust in love on the Internet???? I trust, to be exact speaking, I am to be trusted! Our desires are always executed, if we sincerely trust in it! It is interesting to me to know: you for the first time search for acquaintances on the Internet??? I for the first time!!! I have learned about this site from youth magazine. In this letter I shall write to you more about myself that you knew me better! City in which I live very small (the population approximately 100 000). I live with parents, in three room apartment. Married was not, children I have no, but very much it would be desirable! In family I the unique child. I have beautiful appearance, my growth of 169 centimeters. I was born March-15. On a sign the zodiac I "fish". My favourite color blue and green. My favourite holiday "Christmas". I have a hobby, it is a collection of ancient coins. I like to dance, walk on fresh air, to leave on picnic. I do not take alcohol, a cigarette I do not smoke. In the childhood visited art gymnastics and consequently I have a beautiful body. I adore animal, but the I have no, as the father has an allergy on them. I like to look films, to listen to good, qualitative music. Sometimes I like to long, sitting at home on an armchair and listening to noise of a rain... Sincerely I trust, that the friendship ---is a basis of mutual relations! I very good housewife. I love is tasty to prepare meal, very clean... I am confident, that my future husband will be very happy with me! I can be the good and true wife! I can not suffer treachery.... I respect with cheerful and fair people! I can not suffer when me offend, offend, humiliate without the reason, I try to not communicate with such people..... Also I try to keep from such people as it is possible further... Though not always it turns out do it :( The life is those, all is confused, characters of people, their principles, them many other things.......... I try to communicate with people from which positive energy proceeds! From dialogue with such people cheers up! I think, that the good and fair person does not require advertising itself! Good people, always and everywhere are invaluable! We live once and consequently life to live it is necessary very adequately! I think, that if each person could understand other person, the life on the ground would turn to paradise! But to a regret a life complex, and ourselves it is complicated it, not understanding it :( What for to guess where there is a hell or paradise, I think, that it is necessary to search for it in myself!! This my personal opinion! I think, the soul of the person should be transparent as water, ideas and reason should be in harmony with world around... In we wash understanding, the happy person that person who has pure reason and a kind soul! My time comes to an end also forced to stop I to write to you... I write to you from library and consequently often to write to you at me it will not turn out...... Write to me and I with pleasure shall continue our dialogue... You have the new photos??? It would be interesting to me to look at them! With impatience I wait your answer.



Letter 3

Hello John! How you? I am good! You like my letters? :) It would be desirable to trust, that we have already made "FIRST STEP" to sincere and true friendship, between me and you! Know: it will be always pleasant to Me to receive from you letters even if they will be very short! Heart is pleased, when represent, that someone writes to you the letter, and during that moment thinks of you! I very much would like, that we became good friends! Sincerely! How passed your day??? My day passed as it is usual, anything new......... Early in the morning I ran in school stadium that is near to my house a little... After jog I have taken a bath. Having left a bath I have made a breakfast for me and my parents. Having had breakfast we sat down in the car of the father and have gone for work. The working day was difficult as I had to fill many reports, for tax police. I work as the chief accountant in firm of the parents. We supply the military units, the necessary goods (footwear, mattresses, pillows, and many other things). I like my work, but here only is not pleasant that I always under supervision of the parents. They supervise each my step. Deprive with me any pleasure and freedom. Without them I am conducted cannot to make a superfluous step. They demand from me, that I agreeed with them each action. It very much is not pleasant to me. They do not wish to listen to me, including what I am silly and I can not do without their supervision, the control. Ridiculously, the truth???? At my age the person should live independently, but my parents do not wish to understand it :( They specify all my conscious life to me, that to me do and as me to act. I feel as a bird in cage. What freedom... What choice.... Always should carry out their orders and decrees. Please understand correctly my frankness. Please do not think, that I the spoiled child who complains of the parents. I understand, that each parent wishes the child only good, but I also understand, what not each parent wishes to understand the child, forbidding him to think independently... At my age people make of the decision independently and it is the fact! You agree with my opinion???? Unless it is correct, when parents deprive with the child freely to think???? I think it not correctly! Owing to the parents I feel the closed person :( I cannot even leave on a visit to the girlfriends without them is conducted. Even when I studied at university my father specially came for me, that who did not see off me home... My friends know all about them relation to me and consequently with me try to not communicate.... My girlfriends laugh over me, knowing as address with me my parents. I tried to speak the parents, that I cannot so to live, being all time under their supervision but then they have told to me, that I not the grateful daughter. I tried to be arranged for other work to start to live independently, but all my attempts suffered failure. As each time being arranged for new work, the security service heard about me the bad recommendation, having called on former my work. It frightened them and they refused to me in a workplace. My father has thought over even this course. He names itself the chess player, the person which thinks over all courses in in advance.... He in every possible way blocks to me oxygen that I could not even rent an apartment, and live private life.... Now they demand from me new whim, but about it I shall tell to you in the following letter as my time is ended.... I wait your answer to this letter.


Letter 4

Hello my lovely friend John! Thanks for sincerity and understanding, it is pleasant to me to write to you again. Heart calms down, when you listen to me! I am really grateful to you, that you listen to me! In this letter I wish to continue history of the life............. It is difficult to hold in itself all pain and consequently I wish to open to you. I hope you correctly you will understand my frankness! My parents wish to marry me to the son of the rich friend. But their my opinion does not interest..... I despise this person, he is disgusting to me, and he knows it..... His parents very rich people and consequently he it is very spoilt by money. Our parents since the childhood dreamed to marry us. And all life Dmitry tries to look after me. This person has spoiled to me all my life, and owing to him, with me does not communicate men. Having learned about Dmitry men stop dialogue with me. I spoke the parents, that I shall not marry for him, but they do not wish to listen to me, and together with his parents have discussed day of our wedding. Day of our wedding nominated, it will be in the spring. I do not like this person, and I despise him very much. Besides he has disgusting character. Such feeling, that he mentally sick person. he very high opinion on. His parents have very good acquaintances in administration of our city, and consequently police not in forces help to me. he has frightened all my friends and now with me who does not communicate. I tried to leave to live in other city, but he and there have found me (by means of police). When he has found me he beat me as the man. he has closed me in the house that is behind city that who did not see traces his impacts. I spoke the parents about it, but they protect his, speaking that he very much loves me. I cannot hide from this person, he was pasted to me as glue, and hide from him I cannot. I as the prisoner in prison. With me address as with the slave. I tried to talk to Dmitry (he/she is my groom), but he does not listen to me. Each time as I start to talk with him about it, he at once starts to become hysterical and nothing wishes to listen.... Several days ago I went on consultation to the lawyer to listen that he will tell to me. Having listened to attentively my history the lawyer has advised me to talk to Dmitry on souls. I have told to the lawyer, that I tried do this set of times, and that now I already am afraid to talk on this theme. On mine even the lawyer is afraid to contact their family. The lawyer advised me to search for the love abroad as only there I shall find happiness, the calmness and laws will protect me. In my country the law is bought..... All my friends have ceased to communicate with me... There was a case when one my secret admirer has sent me flowers, having seen flowers the father has come to furiousness and has forbidden to me to leave the house. It was very strong shock for me, the father was ready to kill this person. Here such manipulation to itself I suffer already long time. I feel as a dog on a circuit. I cannot sincerely be pleased with a life, to me forbid do it. Unless it is a life?! I in the whole days to crying also ask the God that he has sent me the favourite person to whom I can present the heart, attention, care and love! And which also will grow fond of me, all heart and soul! The feeling of love as this person all life frightens off men from me is not familiar to me. You represent as he have bothered me?????? My life, reminds me a terrible dream which not when will not end..... As I was bothered with these everyday problems.... Sometimes there is time when I would not like to live at all... Sometimes it would be desirable so strongly to burst into tears, but unfortunately not exit from a situation, and I understand it well :( I sincerely trust, that the God sees my sufferings and that is fast it come the end!!!!! I very much dream to create the family, to be the favourite wife, to love madly husband, to grow up children! But at present, it only and is no more dream............... Sometimes it seems to me, that my confidence starts to weaken, and that I should be measured with the destiny :( But I also sincerely trust, that destiny of each person in his hands, and what not when not late to change all in the life! Only an idea that the God has created us for love and happiness, force, confidence and give me hope!!! And I pray every day that in my life there were changes! I trust and I hope! I hope after reading this letter you you will not change the sights at me! With impatience I wait for following your letter.


Letter 5

Hello my lovely friend John! You start to win my heart ;) Your letters cheer me up, and I very much like this feeling ;) After reading your letters I feel much better! I start to get used to you, your letters! Now waking up in the mornings first my ideas only about you ;) I start to feel predisposition to you, such happens, when between two people there is a mutual understanding :) Probably you also are that person whom I could grow fond! Probably you also are that person for whom I was created by the God! Probably it is destiny! Knowing you, for today, I can tell with confidence, that you the darling The person who has the big, gentle and kind heart! Sincerely! My ideal of the man should have the basic three qualities in itself: Kindness, honesty, validity! I think, that you have all these qualities in yourself! This night I asked heavens that they preserved you against misfortunes! You really win my heart! Sincerely! My reason is filled by ideas on you! Today on work, to me even have rebuked, speaking: " you that in clouds fly, go down on the ground " :) It is pleasant to dream of you, knowing you only under your letters :) Before in the ideas I could not present myself at all, that such possible! I very much would like, that you understood me and each my word! I often dream to leave on a desert island (with the favourite person) and to live there all remained life! I very much would like to live the remained life in love and pleasures! I would like to grow fond so that from love the head was turned! I envy people who can like and to be favourite!! I am very happy for such people! Without love, the life of each person becomes boring and sad. I think you agree with my opinion???? Passes day, there passes week, passes year, but in my life not happen new changes, all remains on former. And it very much frightens me :( You like me!!! I like this feeling, but I ask to myself a question: on how many your letters it is sincere??? You understand that I not the robot, and what I can fall in love with your letters??? :) Today I met the girlfriend... I have told to it about you, about our acquaintance.... I have told her that I have got acquainted with you on the Internet, and that you very much like me, that at us good relations... Having heard my story about you, she has started to worry about me... She has told to me about the reporting which looked on TV... Now she very much experiences for me... She spoke me, that in this reporting it was spoken about acquaintances on the Internet as foreign men come on a visit to Russian girls and take away them to itself... She spoke me that I was cautious with you and that possible the description of your life does not coincide with real your life.... Pleasantly that the girlfriend worries about me, but I would not like to recollect her words..... I am to be trusted, that you are not similar to these men! I wish to trust you as I understand, that " without trust true relations are not under construction ".... I want, that you knew: I sincerely would like to trust in you, to trust yours to words, and to me it will be very insulting and it is sick, if you play with me and if your intentions will appear frivolous, void, not frank, insincere! I hope you will not offend my words as I fairly state the ideas before you! Please understand correctly my words... Do not think, that I do not trust you.... I really like your words, reading your words my heart starts to fight all more quickly and more quickly, as drum :) Also it is the truth! It is pleasant to hear tender words, my heart has already missed on caress and tenderness..... I felt as a bird in cage, but your warm words open my door cage, and now I start to feel free, as a bird in the sky!!! I hope your words proceed from heart and it not game!!! Otherwise you cause me greater a pain, that not suspecting :( There is nothing worse, than to feel freedom, and again to feel itself in cage, as in an example about a bird......... Please with me be fair! At us in Russia speak: the Word - not a sparrow, will release back you will not catch! That means: has told a word, back a word you will not return! I hope your words sincerely, in all sincerity! With impatience I wait your answer! Anna

Letter 6

Good afternoon my darling John! Today at me bad mood... Only owing to your tender and gentle letters I keep calmness...... Dmitry came... He also has spoiled to me mood for all day :( He asked me to leave the house to talk to me. Having left the house, he has asked me where I happen after work. I have told him, that it not his business. After these my words, he has struck me a palm on face. He visors my phone also has started to look phone numbers. I tried to take away at him my phone, but he in an impulse of fury have broken it about the ground. Has absolutely become impudent. Addresses with me as with an animal............ As though I am obliged by something him...... True an animal which is not having hearts, not having conscience.... I cried much and spoke him that he has disappeared since my life of times and on always. I have escaped from him, but he have run after me... Coming into the house at me the hysterics has begun. My parents how many did not regret me, speaking that I the real hysteric woman. Having seen my hysterics he with my father has departed in a room for visitors. I have calmed down only when he have left our house. My mum has not submitted at all to me a glass of water, and on the contrary, she reproached me with my nonsense and dullness... I again have begun to cry and have run to myself in a room.... What they silly people, wish to marry me to this villain violently. Help him to make me unhappy, and all because consider me silly........... About what love there can be a speech when their daughter suffers, is unfortunate and goes mad??????????? There is no love, there is such impression, that they use me as the ticket in the rich future, given me in marriage for him, and becoming partners on business his parents.......... Such sensation, that they wish my death....... Some years back this villain has raped me... He in every possible way tried to drag me in a bed, but I refused him in it as wished to keep the virginity till a marriage, for the favourite person. He knew it and consequently has raped me. How after that case I should perceive him???? he opposite to me, I suffer cannot him, he the criminal is disgusting to me, he mean, he. I set of times tried to talk to the parents about it, but at the last minute my language refuses to speak about it. I am a shame to me also cannot anything do with myself... Probably knowing about it my parents on another have started to look on him?????? But I cannot tell him about it a case.... My education does not allow me even to stammer about it......... As I hate this person if you only could know it..... He for me as a devil in a human body........ My parents asked me where I happen after work. I spoke them, that I have got acquainted with the foreigner, and that at us good very much good relations. Having heard my words at parents have changed faces... They have asked me: with what foreigner???????? I tried to tell him about you, but they any more did not wish to listen to me.... They have put me the ultimatum, or I live under their laws, or that I removed from their house, times and on always.... They have told to me that I did not dream at all about it as I their unique daughter, and that they not let off me to live abroad.... I spoke them, that it only acquaintances and no more, but they any more did not listen to me. My father has told to me: And so why you all time dream, now I understand that happens..... I spoke him, that this my choice and that to me to decide to dispose as me of the life... Conversation is not has gone right... To me put the ultimatum, and now I feel awfully badly.... They do to me very much greater a pain.... It was a shame to me to write to you this letter, speaking the ideas on the parents... But how to me to be in this situation if with me manage as with any property???????????? Today they have taken a knife and have stuck it into my heart (a knife, it their words, relation to me, to the unique daughter)....... Now I do not know as me to be.......... Have killed the behaviour, have crushed my feelings... And this rascal does not lag behind me....... I on the nature the person sane, cheerful and true but when to me forbid to dispose future then I start to die as a flower in desert................. I do not wish to take a sin on soul, speaking bad words about the parents, but the God the witness, that they act with me not fairly, badly..... Probably it is not interesting to you to listen to my problems? I shall understand you if you will not answer me....


Letter 7

Good afternoon my future, my pleasure John ;) Your words as a medicine for my sick heart! Your words as balm for my soul! It is very pleasant to me to think of you! I am glad, that you have appeared in my life! Now I shall try to not lose you ;) Now my heart in your hands ;) I sincerely trust, that our meeting has been conceived in heavens! Receiving your letters I start to thaw :) To thaw as an ice under the sun :) Pleasant feeling, unearthly pleasure! I thank you for that pleasant feeling, that you give me! I thank the God that "He" has acquainted us! Thanks the God! The life is surprising and fine, even because we live! I always trusted in miracles and I shall trust now even more strongly!! There would be no miracles, there would be no we!!! Love, people are and there is a miracle!!! It would be necessary to meet you! Patience on a limit :) It is a pity, that I have no wings, it is very a pity :( It would be desirable to turn to a bird and to fly to you, to fly on the big speed not looking back back (sometimes I envy birds)............ I feel in you a related soul, as though we two half of single whole :) You know, to me very much easy to communicate with you! Such sensation as though we are really familiar for a long time! Me pulls to you as iron to a magnet :) I require you as a flower in the sun and water, as the patient in a medicine, as hungry in food, as the invalid in care!!! Do not think, that my words it only beautiful lines...... My words proceed from heart!!! Sincerely! In my soul angels really sing!! I feel is much younger!!! This such pleasant feeling, that I am ready to speak about it all the day long, every second!!! My pleasure does not know borders, the pleasure overflows me!!! My blood circulation increases!!! I would like to become the best your friend!!! It would be desirable to know about you everything, all is absolute!!! It would be desirable to know your past, it would be desirable to be with you beside in the future!!! It would be desirable to caress you and to please each Divine day!!! It would be desirable with a smile on face to look in your eyes!!! It would be desirable to nestle on you gently!!! It would be desirable to feel each your idea!!! It would be desirable to calm you when you are nervous!!! It would be desirable to make laugh you, when you sad!!! It would be desirable to feed you, when you hungry!!! It would be desirable in mountain and pleasures to be with you beside!!! It would be desirable divide with you the pleasure, the dreams!!! It would be desirable to grow fond of you madly, madly!!! You would want that I have arrived to you.... Your Anna

Letter 8

Greetings my dear John!!!!!!!! I very much wish to be with you and only with you I went to agency and have learned as I can arrive to you... The INFORMATION FROM AGENCY: the Manager of agency spoke me about two variants as I can arrive to you.


The agency gives to me a full package deal. For the services the agency demands 12000 roubles (approximately 400 dollars). I should sign the contract with this agency. When I shall give all necessary information, the agency will send my documents to Moscow (Embassy). From you I should know, the name of the nearest airport where I should arrive! Under the contract of this company the ticket should be got in their agency (the agency cooperates with airline). It is necessary for Me to give this information for agency that they began registration of my documents.

1) the characteristic about mine not previous convictions (from the local policeman).

2) the characteristic about a place of my work.

3) information from the psychotherapist, from the neuropathologist, from the expert in narcology.

4) the characteristic about my marital status.

5) Documents confirming mine education.

7) the passport for travel abroad.

8) the Information on a financial position.

9) Credit history from " the Central bank " that I have no debts to any banks (it is necessary to receive confirmation the manager).



You send me the air ticket but then I should go to Moscow to Embassy and legalize all papers independently... On registration of all documents through Embassy it is required to me from 1-3 months. In Embassy very much greater turns and to get on consultation very difficultly... All this time I should be in Moscow as it will be necessary to go to Embassy often. In Moscow I do not have acquaintances and consequently it will be necessary to rent a room in hotel. Hotels in Moscow very expensive. The price of the cheapest hotel from 50 $-60 $ for day of residing. And also I should spend money for meal and transport. Having chosen this variant, it be required to me greater monetary wastes....

The first variant will cost 1500 dollars, the second 4000 dollars... I have counted all charges.... Has weighed two these of a variant... For me the first variant has seemed to the most suitable... As the first variant will be more cheaply, more conveniently, more quickly.

You can help me with money??????
With impatience I wait your answer!

Letter 9

Mine John names of agency travellux... This agency in our city..... You will help me

My dear John, yes I should pay 400 dollars to agency for work and 1100 for travel to you, they will do to me the visa for 6 months, all documents will be done 5 days if you can send me of money tomorrow that already in on Monday I I shall be at you that is on July, 2nd.... I have learned in agency that you can send me of money through the Western union, it is in all banks of the world and that is the most convenient and fast way what to receive money... For this purpose you should know my full name and my address.... I wash the name Anna Panchenko.. Russia, the city of Anapa, street Red 34... As tell where to me to take the ticket what you have met me... You can send me 1500 tomorrow????
Here the information from agency still is a little, I have already collected all these documents:

My dear John, I shall wait for you at home when you will be on work, I shall cook to your food, to erase your things and to care of you... Yes I so can simply leave native because they do not love me if they loved me that they not when have not gone against my will, and did not force to do me that that I do not want, you understand.... I cannot call to you, but I very much would like to hear your voice...... Tell to me you you will help me if yes that when it happens, when I can embrace you and is gentle kiss you, I simply wish to have happy family, the good loving husband and loving children.... You will help me???? Your Anna

Letter 10

My dear John, the agency will not have with you business, I should come and pay itself to them of money cash... If you do not trust me that and tell, what for then to play with me I I do not want also you I shall not deceive what for to me it, I simply wish to be happy and only, I wish to have happy family, children of the husband and that at all of us would be good, I wish good luck to my children which at us will be, I shall do all what they were happy and that at a bottom there would be a happy childhood, instead of as at me.... I hope that today you would will send me of money that I could do all documents... If you do not trust me then we need to stop dialogue because without trust there is no love..... I am fair before you and before the god!!! I so understand, what you are not ready to risk for the sake of the happiness and love??? To you the phrase " on your belief is familiar to you and will be rendered "?????? So think of these words! In what you trust, receive! You the adult person and you should understand that having received money from you and not having arrived to you, you could learn about me the full information by means of bank from which you sent me of money and then to me not helped any laws of my country..... But you prefer an easy a way, not reflecting at all about it, and thinking of me it is bad........ You suppose bad ideas in the head, but for good ideas you have put a protection in the head..... Though you should think and weigh only everything to not offend me and to calm yourself! easy the way always comes to an end with failure so it is written even to bibles!!!! The difficult way, through sufferings and tortures and works, comes to an end always safely and in the end of this way we receive a prize!!!!!! But now I doubt, that you that person who is capable to think of the beloved.. Now I am confident, that you think only of yourself!!!!!!! Sincerely! Otherwise you would think of me, that I shall feel during that moment when you will write to me about the suspicions...... Bad ideas do not allow the person to feel happy...... I know it precisely, itself have passed through it!!! I have wide experience in it!!!!! SINCERELY!!!! You want trust, you want do not trust!!! I all said!! Choose: Or you trust me, or search to yourself for other beauty...... I such what am, and to vary I do not gather! At me the principles, they are very simple: honesty, kindness, tenderness, fidelity, pleasure!! And I cannot live with the person who from the very beginning of dialogue suspects me of lie......... I cannot communicate with the person whom will close on mistrust and lie.......... I cannot live with the person from whom in the future it is possible to expect new doubts....... True the Love demands risk!!!!!!!!! Think, I do not force you, at you the head, at me the head... Or our opinions will be coincided, or we to leave!!! I risk nearly less, than you risk, I am confident, that about it you did not reflect at all....... But now when I said to you about it, be kind reflect!!!!!!!!! I love the GOD and consequently I pray him! I prayed, pray and shall always pray! If I trust in the GOD, I mean trust also to people but if I do not trust in the GOD then I do not trust in people!!! To live without belief not interestingly, boringly, it is sad and it is lonely, only therefore I trust in people and the GOD!! I know, that having chosen such way I am am waited with many disappointments, treachery, a pain... But it is my choice and consequently I know on what I go......... If someone has offended me or has deceived, has betraid, I am not angry with such people, I search an error in myself, but not in which case not differently!!!!!!! IT ALSO IS MY TRUTH!!!!!! In the God it is necessary to trust, but in which case to be afraid!!! SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!

Probably I spoke you superfluous words, but I could not hold the emotions in hands...... Do not forget I the girl, I am weaker than the man....... The girl ---it as crystal which demands care... If to concern to her it is not careful, it is possible to break and then to collect her it will be impossible... The man ---is the keeper who creates, feeds, loves, preserves...

My motto: Be as water it is transparent, Be as fire hot, do not become as a dust obedient to all winds!!! I know, that I the good person and consequently I do not allow to offend myself so me have brought up!!!!

Forgive if I have offended you, I not from a harm have made it!!!!!!!!!

Why you do not answer me???????
You have decided not to help me??????

Give I shall arrive to you, and then we shall go to me to city together

Letter 11

John my dear, here already as has passed 3 days as you promised to send me of money what I have arrived to you and that we would be together... You do not wish me to see or you do not trust me... I shall not understand what for you continued to write to me if you initially did not trust me??????? It is necessary to be able to trust each other..... Without trust to live difficultly....... Unless I am mistaken??????? Fear and paranoia very dangerous feelings :( These feelings do not allow the person to live happily, in love, pleasure and harmony with world around :( On myself I know... I feel as between us harmony in relations collapses.... Unless you do not agree with me??? I shall not understand what for to search relations on the Internet if you are not assured of the person with which correspond??? It is difficult to me to understand you :( Understand for the beginning itself... Will live differently in fear, all remained life....... I all have told, now a choice for you.... Please think of my words.... In our situation to gain trust, it is necessary to risk... Otherwise there is no other variant... I think, that in such situations (as we) it is necessary to listen to the heart... I shall not be justified before you, as my conscience pure! I also have feeling of advantage!!! All in your hands......... To you to make a decision......... In the life I was many times disappointed in people, and I know what this feeling..... I and now remain former, and I can trust people......... With love Anna

Letter 12

Well my dear only go to bank early in the morning, I love you I is very glad that soon we shall together and we can enjoy time lead together..

Letter 13

Greetings John... I very much miss on you I want to you, you did not go to bank...
I wait for our meeting...
You are necessary to me...

Letter 14

I am very happy John!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At you very pleasant voice ;) I am happy as not when before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your voice does not leave my ideas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I can present you better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You have very lovely voice which I wish to hear every second, every minute, each hour, every day, every week, every month, every year and so up to the end of the life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SINCERELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish to inform all world that you have won my heart, my reason, my soul!! Now I all yours!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU such darling!!!!!!!!!!! YOU the remarkable person!!!!!!!!!!! YOU my future, you my dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU my GOD, I your Goddess :) I am enamoured in you as the little girl :) As to me it is good on heart, after our conversation :) It is a pity, that we talked not enough time :( My heart full pleasure after I have heard your voice :) Before a call I very much worried....... Now your voice all time will be in my ideas ;) You cannot imagine that during this moment happens in my soul?????? I feel similarly to the child :) I am happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I have heard your voice I have received big a doze of adrenaline :) The smile on mine face does not disappear :) Now I shall not have calmness in the heart :) My heart will find calmness only when I shall meet you in the person! I am happy as the small child :) You have very much offended me as you can think that I love Dmitry if you so think that you do not love me and would not want that we were together... I called to you not from for a code, simply I wished to hear your voice you me have offended very strongly.... Farewell...

John my dear you should go in Western Union and send me 1500 dollars..
The information which is necessary to you..
Anna Panchenko
Russia. The city of Anapa. Street Red 34..
I very much want with you you to me to be necessary.. Today the dream has dreamed me that you meet me at the airport with a greater bouquet of roses, then we have gone to you home where you have made a supper at candles, then you have kissed me and during this moment at me have rung out an alarm clock and I have woken up.. I very much would want that my dream was in reality.... Tell to me the full name and a surname.. The address and the airport where to take the ticket... When you can go to bank??? Your Anna

Letter 15

I for the sake of you leave all and I wish to be with you and only with you and you start to speak me that I do not love you and that I love Dmitry, you are not right.. I wish to be with you and only with you because you are necessary to me and only you I wish to be with you always.. So you would send me of Money that I could buy tickets...
Your Anna

Then send me a code