Letter(s) from Alesya Garbuzyuk to Jesse (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my wonderful Jesse!
Today I have the most wonderful mood that I have ever had and the main reason of my such spirit is our meeting! I hope with all my heart, you feel the same about that. I think it's great when two persons enjoy communication with each other and in that way fill their life of positive emotions!
Darling, you are very happy man as you have three wonderful Kids. I think that children are flowers of our life! As for me, I don't have kids, as my ex-husband didn't want to have them. By the way we have divorced about two years ago and from that time were don't communicate with each other any more. As for your question about the man on the picture, it is my boss. You know, today when I was going to the agency to read your letter, a stranger has stuck to me. He has tried to make me many rough compliments. But I have told him that my heart is already occupied by a wonderful man and finally he has left me alone.
Honey, I have told him the truth. You have entirely occupied not only my heart, but also my mind. I awake in the morning and I'm thinking about you, I go to the bed in the evening, and I'm thinking about you. You know, now I understand that I have never felt the real happiness before. You have winged me. I feel myself so easily and quietly and it seems there are no problems and worries. You have brought a balance in my life and it seems it was no disappointments, no troubles before. Thank you for tearing me the way, what you do! I have completely opened to you and this is for the first time when I'm not afraid to be hurt. I believe and trust you. Now you know, I have presented you the most dear what I have, my heart. I'm sure you will care about it, because such men like you are made to love and to be loved. Thank you for your coming into my life! You can't even imagine how long I was waiting for you, my beloved.
My darling, I'm sure that our relationship will be the happiest in this world. It seems to me also that we have known each other all the life! And I want to be with my beloved man, with you, my sweet. And I want to know all your dreams about us and our life together! All my heart and my soul reach out for you. I know that I was talking to you about that before, but every time I fall asleep and wake up only with one thought about you. I know well I need you, I want to be with you all my life. I don't afraid to start a new life , our common life! You are the better what I had ever have in my life and I don't want to lose you.
Honey, you are so caring and attentive man and each day when I wake up I pinch myself that to believe that our meeting is real life and not in my dreams! I appreciate you so much for your wish to help me with our correspondence, frankly speaking i feel myself not comfortable to ask you about that. Thank you for all what you are doing for me and for us, it is so important for me. You know, all my life I have obtained my aims by myself there was nobody who has treated me this way like you do, now I feel like tears fill my eyes... Darling, I'll ask the manager to send you the price list of their services.
With all my heart,
your Diana.