Letter(s) from Nikki Thompson to Martin (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello Mertin ...

Thanks for the mail you sent to me and i will like to tell you that i was really so very em brassed when you were talking to me online because i never believe that you could say all that to me , because i have really make up my mind to get along with you if you can be so committed to me because if i was looking it the way you are looking it , i don't think i will be talking with you as well online again but i have to listen to my mum and follow his thought about me and my past life ...

Well for a little about me that you want to know..............

My mum was a business woman and also my dad is as well they were will into business when both of them meet in Usa , Later after when they meet and they decided to settle down in USA {Broadway Road Lanham Maryland}.1960

7year After when they settle down they gave birth to me at at same place where my they live.and i really really enjoy my kid time when i was a baby because my dad really love me so much because i am the only child of mine parent.So i was dad's pet
and when i was 5year old , my mum and my dad too separated, My Mum decided to come back home because she is from Africa and then my Dad is from United Kingdom . And a few month my mum left us to Westafrica , my Dad also make up his mind that he has to move back to United kingdom as well...

My dad never want to leave me for my mum because he really love me so much and he never want to leave me for anybody as well because i am like his apple of his eyes, and same as well i love my dad so much because he is a caring father, wish i love to have a man like him in my life .

So i spent my time childhood and school life at United kingdom , After finishing first level school. and i attended Worcester college where i study business administration. and that was when i meet my first boyfriend , at the college well we where in the same class , i fell for him because he is my first guy in my life and he love me too , but after 2year of our dating ,distance break our relationship while he has to move from Worcester to Liverpool , distance really make me loose my first love and i made up my mind not to love another man again because i don't really know what i am going to meet next but a year after when i lost my first love , i met a man again while claiming that he love me but at the long run he already had a woman in his life already he only came to my city for a business.
And the last man i met before i lost my dad happen to be the man i met when my dad and i went on vacation in Manchester though he also came for a vacation as well my dad really like him when we meet but i never get to know that he is a cruel man , pretender , heart broken .His bad attitude begin to show up when i move to his apartment,and i have to move in there because i lost my dad though i was 37yrs then ...... though it was then that i have much time and chance to do much business because my dad never want me to work that much he always want me at his view all time but when he died i have a time to get into the business as well but my sole called boyfriends never like it and he cant even tell me about that .
i went on a business trip at near by city 5hour drive from farncombe and which take me for about 2days though he thought i will be back the next 3days but unfortunate for him i came back the next 2days ....... What i saw was so bad i cut my ex boyfriend with my best friend and only friend i got . though they both apologies to me the when i notice that she got pregnate for him ,i have no doughty than to quite the relationship .....
So it was after that i have to think of my mum because my mother is still alive though it been long we see each other but i think to look for her ......................................
Well i will like to tell you that this really take a more time to right this out because i really like you so much but i don't know why and how you just come up with this kind of attitude of yours because i have been heart broken before but i have to think of my life and i have to move forward in life , Every Disappointment Happen to become a Blessing some time ......