Letter(s) from Marina Kushakova to Lacour (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hello ,
Saw ur profile and liked what i saw in it. I'll like to know more aboutt you as i want to experience online dating. Heard so much about it so am giving it a try.U may reach me through my email; cynthia_2100@yahoo.co.uk so i can tell u more about myself and send pics too. U may add me on YAH messenger for a chat too.


Letter 2

Hey Lacour,

How are you doing? hmm as for me i am doing good which i believe you are too.. just got your message and decided to write you. thank you for taking time to write me back, i really did appreciate it alot, i bet you dont know much i did appreciate and feel so much important that you wrote me..

Hmm i was going to write you asking some question, hope you will answer me, also telling you about me. we dont have to be beating around the bush, everyone want to make a good life with a good and rightful partner. hmm i have really waited enough as they say the best, good and expected came to those who waited respectfully just as i have waited. hmm i know as i write you, we are either to end up being a partners at last or never.... but i tell you God know best.

firstly let me start by saying... i had prayed before i sent you the very first message on the site.. so to be sincere and be truthful, i sent the message to atmost three men coz i had prayed that God should make whoever that will respond to my email to be the one i have always wanted and the one that God has choosen aside for me. probably the rest men weren't meant for me, i bet that is why they didnt write me back but you, only you did.. so lets see what is in for us.

As you know i am Cynthia E. Anderson. Mom and i live together in an apartment here. honestly she is a very nice, kind, caring and loving Mother. she treats me exactly like every good women would treat her daughter or son. Also i lost my Dad 8 years ago! ... so right now i must tell you i'm looking for in a soulmate. i'm 5'7 .. i am 29, born Jan 1st 1978. i've lived with my Mother all my life, i have never been married,and not married yet, just looking for the rightful one now. i work in a small shop as an assistance sales accountant.. i was brought up in England where i also attended my college and University, and got graduated when i was 25, so since then i have been looking carefully for a good man to settle with after i was hurted by a guy who i thought loved and want to marry... i bet i have given you enough of me, bet some of this you never expected any lady would tell anyone, but i am very easy and open-minded. i'm deeply into religion, i hope that doesn't stop you
from giving us a trial, because some dont like christian. i believe in God ! i was raised as a Christian i do go to church to talk to God ! so yes i'm God fearing, i have no time to play games or play with your heart ! so please don't be strict and hard with me. I'm home loving, very affectionate, fun to be with, i have never travelled, but would like it someday, even if that would be when i had to travell to meet whichever that happen to be my real man.i'm easy going, romantic, hard working, very sincere, simple open-minded, sexual, very faithful and loyal,and most of all honesty. Also this is the quality i seek in a man ; one who will be dedicated to being my husband, loyal, faithful and honest. one who knows what it means to being in love, one who is very affectionate, simple, easy going, fun to be with, caring, very sincere, very romantic, giving nature, tolerant home loving, hard working, reliable, sensual, with a sense of humor. one who will be a good husband ! i
have contacted you because your profile was interesting to me .. I feel that you were looking for a soul mate ! i'm alone because i couldn't find the type of man i need that is going to stick by me through thick & thin, good & bad!

Here the questions goes; why do you think you are ready for settling down? are you an impatient person, do you consider your wife to be first before anything else? do you think your woman to be would own a good and large place in your heart. what are the qualities you think could make you feel bad about your woman? hmm as for me i feel if my man isnt serious and dont take me much important as he might love his job or something precious to his heart, definately i wouldnt give him my all and all, coz i know i would regret at last. some men which i have known at this extent of my life count so much on money earn than their wife, are you the type? how much can you compare your wife and money? i am just ready to devote my time for my man to be, i am ready to give him everything it take to make him happy. look i am easy going, i seek in my heart a man who would just give me a chance in our relationship to show him my love and care, would you allow and give me space to display my
love if someday true love comes in?? do you really live alone?.do you think you are ready to settle down? are you sure you dont have a woman already at home? what is the nature of your job? what do you do on weekends? how long have you been into your present job? do like their salary, and how much? have you ever had kids? if yes, would he mind you finding another one? do you have a computer you use could use to write me from home anything? what does a relationship mean to you, and how important is your woman to you and what type of woman are you interested in? would you ever assist some part for us to get together if we find true love? how did you find out about the sites? out of all the ladies that contacted you, were you interested in any of them? if no why ? did you ever finish your educational courses just want to know, not really necessary ok? tell me your height, weight, hair color, eye color, city or town you live in ? do you have children ? if yes how many ? what
type of career you would like to have ? do you smoke, or you drink and do you consider yourself a sensual man, and do you like to pamper[spoil] your woman?

Hmm you might be wondering why all this question; some men wouldnt help their wife when in need because they never want to, but they have it. some doesnt have time to spend with their wife sexually.. some denote and devote all their time for their job only and their friends.. so i think i want a man who will take me as his first and last thing on earth, a man who will give me all the i ever wanted, no making me hurt, no making me cry tears of sorrow, no hurting the kids if we ever have that together. i believe what i have right now, also belongs to my husband to be. life is just so simple but the wicked and mendacious men has made it so hard and difficult.

I want to believe all couples share their hearts together with eachother.. they arent suppose to hide anything, not even their tideous problem from every perspectives of their life, wheather work, playing ground and anywhere else.. there should be time set aside for everything. by the way i was going to ask you, what are the good times you and your ex had? do you still have loving memories if it was so sweet to recall memory? so baby forget it, you could have everything you want in a woman in me, i am ready to give up all of my life and hoping to have yours in return if you are the rightful man. i believe i should be a good peotry writter of love life and affair for couples, singles divorces and many more who tends to give it a trial after i have went through in my life with mendacious men!

I dont hide my personality.. i have met alot of men who after knowing eachother for 2weeks i find out they arent being plain or straight forward, some even go to the extent of having more beside the relationship the 2 of us shared already at the time. just tell me how was i suppose to take it easy and forgive when i find this trash of a kind of man this early? that could easily determine your future to be full of fretful and excruciating.. so all this bring about divisive that makes relationship fall and never rise.

Once more, if you think you can take time to write me everyday, then there is no point writing back to me. i am not here to play. i am a busy person too, my work take so much of my time, but then leave that to me, i surely will find a way to write you everyday, bet that could easily get us closer to know if we are good for eachother. so if you dont write back, i would easily understand you dont match my criteria.. so if you dont mind, you can answer the following questions;

Really I have more questions but I'll ask them later, meeting people this way is scary for me because you don't know their intentions or if he is sincere about being with you or trying to get into your life and turn it upside down..

hmm i think that is enough.. anyway you can ask me anything if you feel you need to know too.. and i will answer and anymore... so please be sincere. i'm a regular lady who wants to find love even if i have to go accross the world to find happiness ! so if you want to be on the same page as me and want to find happiness then give me a chance despite my flaws !

I have to stop here, but will write you when i get a response from you, and if you dont, then Goodluck!


P.S Please send me some nice pics different pictures of yourself to my email

Letter 3

Hi my love

I am very happy to write you as always. You - mine beloved, my love, my palpation! Also, as you urgently require me, I too urgently need in you, to want be close to you, and to feel you, your breath. I want to hold you by my party, my lips in your lips and will kiss you, I feel your language, I feel your breath. Yesterday night, I had this remarkable sexual dream concerning you and me. I can not hold it to me directly. I should express it to you, divide it with you. I should find out, whether you also have dream of similar nature, or is only me. You and me, anybody still. We - near to the friend by the friend on a bed. We cover each other, we press our body against each other, our lips meet each other and synchronize in operation knowledge. I feel your body , you feel my body . You undress me, I undress you. I feel your sensitive body. You feel my basis. I lay at top of your sensitive body , listening your heart beat in double speed. We lay near to the friend by the friend to speak love to each other, caress each other. I study your beautiful eyes, you study my eyes both see love in each other. I will kiss you on your breast, necks, everywhere. You also pay with your sensitive gentle lips. I love you very much. I want to hear your beautiful voice . I want to speak love to you. We now have a rain. The rain brings love. The love prospers in this weather. It - very romantic atmosphere. Please write the long letters to me.

Inform me concerning your ideas. Inform me concerning work and friends.

kisses and hugs
Cynthia Eva Anderson

Letter 4

Hello Love

At me, as always am cheered up at reception of your letter! Certainly I very much like to travel to meet you soon.
I hope you not against that , Girlfriends at work speak, that I became absent-minded, telling me that I have fallen in love, I do not know what to tell them because I do not want them to deceive me it seems to me, that I have already found that person whom searched for all my life, and this person is you! and I very much would like that our love will last forever. Yes though I hesitate slightly, but I should you tell you this. I LOVE YOU!

Yours Inlove