Letter(s) from Midrel Hilda to Paul (USA)

Letter 1

I'm sitting here. Knowing there's no need to make an impression. You are a very accepting person. How could anybody not want to share with you? I'm challenged though to know whether a friend/lady/or lover of yours would displease you if she was Plain or would she need to be more Tooty Fruity to keep excitement in your life? Now I'm not totally enamored with the thought, but when it comes to doing right by my friend I don't want to put him in a position of compromise. (I'm really talking kind of crazy, but maybe I'm just trying to see what your reaction is). You see, I guess the point I'm making is me trying to tell you the way I am, and the way am feeling.
I was born in london in 1980, and my parents returned to nigeria because my dad wanted to contest for the governor of his state, but they both died in a car crash in 1999. Now i stay with my aged grandma.
I am Plain. My life is just going along with a few highs and a few lows, not really a life at all. Pretty much the only thing that could make me somewhat Tootie Fruity again is if I have enough money to do what I want. Because with more money I could travel more, see more of the world and even go see people that I otherwise can't because on financial reasons. (Like coming to see you). This concept doesn't really bog me down, like I said, I have fun and fond memories.
So I tell you this maybe for support, maybe for equal understanding, or maybe to find out if you think I'm hopeless, which I don't think I am.
But anyway, my best thoughts really come when I see people like you doingthe things they like and are good at it. For some reason I have alway been a "jack of all trades, but a master of none". I have the perfect mental capabilities, but the career breaks have yet to come my way. And that's the problem, if figured it out a while ago. Sure I have desires, like learning to model better, exercising more to make my shape more curvy. But the one thing I lack is this. - Motivation. I'm not sure if you want to hear all this but with me, being the age I am, and have done the things I've done, I think my motivation can only come from a partnership.
Someone to spur me on. Someone who sets an example for greatness by setting an example. Whether it be a man or woman. I've had a few of those people in my life, but now they're gone. So, I'm not trying to put you in a position or compromise or anything. I'm just expressing my thought at this point in time in life to a man whom I consider my Sun Shine. (And yes it's a dark day here once again). I don't really like it when the sun isn't out. It doesn't necessarily dictate my mood but it make me long for a brighter day.
So needless to say, I have my health, I am born again so I know I'm going to heaven, (you see, I got that going for me) and I've got you. So you tell me, do you think I'm going anywhere away from you? You can hunt me down, because I ain't going anywhere.
Here's my address:

midrel hilda
#3a, ogba street,
ikeja,
lagos,
nigeria.
I'd give you my phone number but I don't have one.

Well it's raining pretty good now. I'm just working as a secretary at jurgita models where I work while I'm listening to my Rolling Stones CD. My favorite band.
(I bet you like them to).

my mind is in your hands. But you know what, I kinda like that.i love all the pics u sent me.

love,

midrel.

Letter 2

baby, am so much falling in love with you, i love ur pic dearly, and i was almost touching myself while looking at ur pic,i want to be with you, am in love with you deeply even though we met early,u are so romntic and loving, am all yours, from my head to my toes. i even dreamt that we were making love on ur bed last night and i got wet baby, u are so sweet, i want u so bad, i want to be with you, i have american 2 years visa, and as soon as u are ready for me i will be right there with you, so that we can know each other more, go out and have fun, ddiscuss bedroom talks and all, we have a lot to do knowing eachother before getting married. We'll date for maybe a year before getting married,ok? i want you so bad baby, i will scan and send you my international passport now and my pics too. i love you

ur love,
midrel

Letter 3

baby,i have 2 years visa,i told u in my mail baby,the only thing left is the money to come and i told u in the mail i sent before,i love to have a family with u,and i love u so much,i want u and am all yours.

Letter 4

Baby,your pictures are so lovely,i love u so much and my name is midrel, and my surname is hilda.I explained to u in one of the mails i sent u my plans for coming over and how i went to the travelling agency,read x my mails to you.I love u,and i cant wait to be with u.
Midrel

Letter 5

baby,the balance is just $350,i cant wait to be with u too my love.

Letter 6

I'm sitting here. Knowing there's no need to make an impression. You are a very accepting person. How could anybody not want to share with you? I'm challenged though to know whether a friend/lady/or lover of yours would displease you if she was Plain or would she need to be more Tooty Fruity to keep excitement in your life? Now I'm not totally enamored with the thought, but when it comes to doing right by my friend I don't want to put him in a position of compromise. (I'm really talking kind of crazy, but maybe I'm just trying to see what your reaction is). You see, I guess the point I'm making is me trying to tell you the way I am, and the way am feeling.
I was born in london in 1980, and my parents returned to nigeria because my dad wanted to contest for the governor of his state, but they both died in a car crash in 1999. Now i stay with my aged grandma.
I am Plain. My life is just going along with a few highs and a few lows, not really a life at all. Pretty much the only thing that could make me somewhat Tootie Fruity again is if I have enough money to do what I want. Because with more money I could travel more, see more of the world and even go see people that I otherwise can't because on financial reasons. (Like coming to see you). This concept doesn't really bog me down, like I said, I have fun and fond memories.
So I tell you this maybe for support, maybe for equal understanding, or maybe to find out if you think I'm hopeless, which I don't think I am. But anyway, my best thoughts really come when I see people like you doing the thingsthey like and are good at it. For some reason I have alway been a "jack of all trades, but a master of none". I have the perfect mental capabilities, but the career breaks have yet to come my way. And that's the problem, if figured it out a while ago. Sure I have desires, like learning to model better, exercising more to make my shape more curvy. But the one thing I lack is this. - Motivation. I'm not sure if you want to hear all this but with me, being the age I am, and have done the things I've done, I think my motivation can only come from a partnership.
Someone to spur me on. Someone who sets an example for greatness by setting an example. Whether it be a man or woman. I've had a few of those people in my life, but now they're gone. So, I'm not trying to put you in a position or compromise or anything. I'm just expressing my thoughtat this point in time in life to a man whom I consider my Sun Shine. (And yes it's a dark day here once again). I don't really like it when the sun isn't out. It doesn't necessarily dictate my mood but it make me long for a brighter day.
So needless to say, I have my health, I am born again so I know I'm going to heaven, (you see, I got that going for me) and I've got you. So you tell me, do you think I'm going anywhere away from you? You can hunt me down, because I ain't going anywhere.
Here's my address:

midrel hilda
#3a, ogba street,
ikeja,
lagos,
nigeria.
I'd give you my phone number but I don't have one.

Well it's raining pretty good now. I'm just working as a secretary at jurgita models where I work while I'm listening to my Rolling Stones CD. My favorite band.
(I bet you like them to).

my mind is in your hands. But you know what, I kinda like that.i love all the pics u sent me.

love,

midrel.

Letter 7

baby,am deeply touched by your mail i received, i was cying while reading it, it made me fall totally for you my baby, i will move finally to your next week am happy you love me i love you too and i will never hurt nor betray you, i will love to marry you if u treat me well when i get to house next week, am going crazy thinking about you right now darling, am just short of words, am in deep love thats all i can say, i will be with you next week or as soon as u want me.

i love you,
midrel

Letter 8

baby, am getting so much excited about visiting you, so when do u want me to come? i was able to raise somemoney, but i will need $300 more to balance for the flight, i will pay u back once i start working when i get to your place.

love you,
midrel

Letter 9

baby, i will be glad to come and be with you as soon as possible cos i've been looking forward to it baby, i have a passport and a visa ready baby, and i have $550 remamining $250 to balance for my one way ticket baby, will you please send it to me? i will pay u back when i start working over there as soon as possible, i also need your address cos i will fill it in travelling papers before they issue me the ticket so i can send u my flight info cos u have to come and join me at the airport when i land.
I cant wait to see you my love after such a long time.

love,
midrel.

Letter 10

baby, here is my pic below, i will love u to send the money to me, i will pay u back when i start working when start working in ur place, will u send it through the Western Union Money transfer?

love,
midrel.

Letter 11

baby, am waiting on you my dear, we have western union here baby, Lagos, Nigeria, here is her name and adress info you will use to send it at the western union, my friend here working at the bank will help me get it faster;

name: OLAWALE KOLAWOLE

address: 178, OMOLE ESTATE, IKEJA, LAGOS, NIGERIA, 23401.

test question: whats your favourite color?

answer: BLUE

please email me your address and and all the info i need for the western union,ok?

love,
midrel.