Letter(s) from Kristina Danilova to Christian (Mexico)

Letter 1

My sweet Christian!

I feel awful without you and your letters and that's why decided to pay for this one letter because i don't have money to pay more:((darling why do you keep silence?Have you forgotten me?:(((I think about you all the time....please don't leave me honey....

Yours forever Kristina

Letter 2

Hello my sweety,
I want to thank you for the help with the payment.It's so great that we can correspond again!If not your help we wouldn't have an ability to continue and develop our relations.I really appreciate your help! Thanks a lot!I understood that you are the man i was looking for and wouldn't survive if i lost you.
Dear,i want to let you know beforehand that i'll have an opportunity to write you only in the evening.I work the whole day and can come to the translation firm only in the evening.So i decided to tell this to you at once in order you weren't worried.I hope you understand my situation as i have to work for living.
I missed you so much.You know,the weather here is so bad,that i had to stay at home and watch in the window this rainy weather.I felt so lonely but i knew that somewhere far away the lonely heart,the same as me,is maybe sitting near the window also and thinking about me.I had such thoughts:maybe you have there the same weahter as we have.And you also feel so lonely and the only thing you need is to be near me,to kiss me,to love me with all your heart.I don't know if my thoughts are true but i know that i had such a feeling,the same as wrote in this letter.
Yesterday i decided to invite my friend to my place.She came and we talking for a long time and when at last we understood that it was very late already i told her to stay at my place.And we spoke all the night.
The topic didn't matter for us.We could talk on different topics.Dear,she is so glad that i have found you,that we are so happy,that we have a sense in this life.She is such a good girl and i can't understand why she can't find her second part.But i told her that i'm sure she'll find him,the only one,she certainly will.Simply this definite minute didn't come yet.I really think so.Do you agree with me that there should be the definite minute for the person to meet his/her second part?
I'm waiting for your letters impatiently.
Your Kristina

Letter 3

My wonderful Chris:)))

Thanks so much for your letter.
Honey though we haven't corresponded for a long time,i'm glad that we renewed our contact,i really like you a lot:))
Darling you not mistaken,i'm absolutely serious about you and i want to know you better and it seems to me that even to spend the rest of my life with you!!

I wish you luck in your exams and i know that you will do excellent:))
Yes,you are right honey my birthday is on July the 17th:))I'm glad that you are so attentive and please tell me about your birthday,when is it?As for the present,it's not convenient for me to ask you for anything:(

Darling sure i want to meet with you in persona nd frankly speaking Novermber will be great for me,i'm going to have vacation in thsi month,isn't it great?!:))))

You are absolutely right,i also think about you 24 hours a day,no even 25:))))))))))

Kisses to you,
Yours Kristina

Letter 4

My wonderful Chris!

Tahnsk for your letter.
Yes,i really feel like that for you:)))And appearance frankly speaking doesn't matter for me and the color of skin also,i think the main is inner world.

Darling don't worry from now you will have enough love and support from me:))I'll give you everything you need and want:)
Honey you should put 25 candles in the pie:)))I'd be glad to eat it with you but this time it's impossible:(

Darling i like your zodiak sign:))i think it's really good:)
Please tell me more about your feelings to me,how do you really feel for me?What are your feelings?:)

As for me i think that i'm falling in love with you and rather fast...i need you in my life...

Kisses,
Kristina

Letter 5

My dear Chris,

Sure i understand you and after you have found my photos and that site i'll explain youeverything.I worked as a model some time ago.I thought that i'd become a professional model and i've even sent my photos to the foreign agency.They promised me that i'd have the great career and proposed me to make my own site from which i'll get a lot of money.You nkow that i live alone and moreover i tried to help my parents as much as i can.So i agreed.Then i've found out that they put my face to some body and made the pornostar from me.I didn't like it at all and refused to cooperate with them.As you can see from that site they even want to mention my real name and nationality.I was very confused and dissapointed.I stopped our cooperation but the site is still on there:((

I don't know what you will think about me after this letter.But i really hope for your understanding and support as you also mean a lot for me....

Kisses,
Yours Kristina

Letter 6

My sweet Chris!!

I was waiting for the Monday so impatiently!!!Honey the translation firm doesn't work on weekends:(((
But today at last i got your letter and i'm glad that you understand and support!!It's so wonderful!!i was really afraid that i can lose you:(((

Darling sure i will answer your questions,i left that business because the managers and the directors who were connected with this business wanted me to sleep with them and i'm not like that,i refused and decided to stop.

Darling i need you in my life!!!And it's great that you trust and believe me!!!I need you!!!

You, you, you and you alone... you shall reign in my heart. You are the one I desire without whom I could not be complete. I will live for you alone and I will work for you alone. I will share with you my thoughts, my heart, my mind and my body. I am waiting to receive you.I will always be honest, transparent and sincere. I want always to be at your side... I love you, dear...

I am sitting here somewhere in the world thinking about you, thinking about all the things we'll speak about, all the things we'll say to each other, thinking about the so many "I Love You's" that have never lost their value even though we've said them more than a million times to one another.

Kisses,
Yours forever Kristina

Letter 7

My wonderful Chris!!!

I'm so sorry that i haven't written to you earlier,i'm sorry:((I'll never do so again:)But please you also write me more often,ok?:)

I'm in despair,you can't imagine how i want to study English,it is really my dream.Today i've found out that the courses are starting very soon in the translating firm...
I imagine how we'll meet one day,we will be so happy together,we will hug and kiss each other...but we won't be able to tell each other about the happiness,about the love to each other...today when i thought about it,i was very dissapointed.How can it happen that the two people who love each other cannot speak with each other?:(
I don't know what to do and how is it going to be?I can't imagine it and what about you?Sure i understand that you can teach me a little bit of English but it'll take some time and i don't want it.I want to learn English!!! I really want it!Please tell me your thoughts to me,do you understand that it's really a great problem for us?I don't want to feel lack of communication when we meet because there are things i want to tell you without any interpreters. Please help me with it,don't let this problem to be the barrier in our relations...

Kisses,
Yours Kristina

Letter 8

My wonderful Chris!

Thank you so much for your letter.
Darling i'm so glad that you support me in my idea about the English courses:)Darlign i'll ask the manager to send you the information,ok?:))))Thanks a lot beofrehand!!!
I know that English is not your language but i want to learn it,at least you can speak it.And it's my dream from the childhood to learn this language:)))

I don't really know how I can express my feelings to you. I have seen and met different men, and with you only, I lost control.

I believe through this epistle you will understand me. I want to take you as a flower in my hand with which I'm charged with for responsibility to look ever after and to keep fresh. Next to you is like being next to paradise.

I will so much appreciate it if you are mine and mine only.
I never thought I could really love someone as much as I love you. We started out as a friends just talking, but then I've truly fallen for you.I know in your heart you have feelings for me because I know you would not have just wasted your time for nothing. You know I care.
You're the only person who could ever put this big of a smile on my face.

I don't want you to leave me anytime ... I told you I'd wait for ages for you and that is the truth. I will always love you. I can not even see myself with any other guy but you - it's true; I'm in love with you.

Kisses,
Yours Kristina

Letter 9

Dear Sir
Thank you for the interest to our client and for using our service. I would like to tell you more about our classes of English. There are three levels of English courses: for beginners, advanced and professional.
All the courses contain grammar, phonetics, syntax, and practice.
The girls are taking courses in groups or individually what is more effective and comfortable for them as professional teachers building the programs individually.
In our courses we are using such books : "Head away", "Matters", "English grammar in use", "English in 30 days" with tapes so the girls can practice not only grammar but pronunciation.
Girls are taking classes tree times a week by two hours and courses could be begin in any time from different levels.
They need to take special tests so we can see the level of knowledge, than we are talking about time, schedule, type of courses which girl wants to take. It helps us to make studying easier. We guarantee that our courses help a lot. First because we are working with all the girls individually, second because our studying build in easy and interesting way. We know that understanding is very important in relationship.

* basic course:3 times a week,2 hours per day, lasting 2 month -$500
* basic course:3 times a week,2 hours per day, lasting 1 month -$350

Terms of payment
* https://wumt.westernunion.com/info/osMoneyTransfer.asp
* transfer your money via the Western Union system in USA dollars.
The address is: Western Union Ukraine, Lugansk Bank Aval.
You have:
* to send your money, indicating our manager's name as a receiver (Denis Porubaev)
* to inform us of the date of transfer, the money transfer control number (send an e-mail with information)
Hope for our future cooperation.

Sincerely Yours
"Admin_Translate_"

Letter 10

My sweet Chris!

I miss you so much:(((
And unfortunately today i didn't get your letter:(
Every night when I close my eyes, you fill my heart with joy, and every morning when I open my eyes, you're the first thing on my mind, more than just a dream of what will probably never be. I'm in love with you - of that I'm sure, but I want to hold you, to kiss you, and adore you. If you'll be mine, you'll make me the happiest woman in this world, if you turn me away, I'll be dying. But either way, you'll always be the greatest love of all that I've ever had.

My feelings for you grow more and more every day, and my love for you grows deeper and more everlasting with every passing minute. You mean so much to me, I mean just reading your sweet letters just brightens up my worst days and makes them so much better. Or just dreaming about you giving me a hug makes me all warm and tingly inside. I dream of you day in and day out; you're all that's ever on my mind. I would walk thousand miles to see you for one minute and have not one question about it. I am in love with you and have been in love with you!! I love you!

Need you so much in my life!
Your Kristina

Letter 11

My dear Chris!

Sure i understand you and after you have found my video on that site i'll explain you everything.I worked as a model some time ago.I thought that i'd become a professional model and i've even sent my photos to the foreign agency.They promised me that i'd have the great career and proposed me to make my own site from which i'll get a lot of money.You nkow that i live alone and moreover i tried to help my parents as much as i can.So i agreed.Then i've found out that they put my face to some body and made the pornostar from me.I didn't like it at all and refused to cooperate with them.As you can see from that site they even want to mention my real name and nationality.I was very confused and dissapointed.I stopped our cooperation but the site is still on there:((

I don't know what you will think about me after this letter.But i really hope for your understanding and support as you also mean a lot for me....

Yours Kristina

Letter 12

My sweet Chris!

Darling i love you so much that i'd never lie to you,just believe me and trust me.
Honey yes i was at that video but i really don't know English.I was forced to take part in that video and i was speaking Russian,just trying to imitate that i know English.And then the specialist replaced my Russian speech for English and this is the explanation.Please honey just believe me,i need you so much in my life!!!!!

I don't know what i will do without you in this life,i don't want it!!!

Yours Kristina

Letter 13

My dear Chris!

Thanks you so much for your letter!
Sweety,i'm not going to become tht kind of model you were talking about,i don't like it:(And moreover i don't like to do modelling more at all:)I'll be the model just for you,do you want it?:)))

Yes,honey this is true and i wish to stay with you for the rest of my life,i need you in my life,i'm absolutely sincere saying this,believe me.

Before we even met, my love, I should have told you this: there's this special love that I have deep within my heart. That love is only just for you. It is far greater than this planet, galaxy or universe. I wish I could show you how much you really mean to me. If I could let you feel how much I do really love you in a kiss or hug, you would only feel the surface of the love that I have for you. The only time when I can show you how much I do really love you is when we are married. For then you will see and taste how much I love you. You can hear the language of my love for you by listening to my heart; it will speak to you. You can taste the sweetest of it in a kiss and you can feel it in a hug. When you look deep into my eyes, you will see how great my love for you is. You will also know and see that it's no lie!

Call me your love, lover, girlfriend and future wife from this day forth. You are all mine, as I am all yours. Although we have two different bodies, minds and souls, we have one and the same beautiful heart.

I love you forever,
Yours Kristina

Letter 14

My dear Chris!

Thanks so much for your letter.
Darling i can live without modelling because you know that i have work and i work as a khoreographer:)))

Yes,honey i love poems,thanks a lot!!I liked it so much!!It's so romantic!

If I could describe the love that I have for you, I would try and use lyrics of love songs and even the sonnets of Shakespeare and it would be impossible, because the love that I love for you is real, unconditional, everlasting and indescribable. You've had my heart and love from the day we met and you will have it forever. As time goes by, my heart and love for you will keep on growing stronger, brighter and bigger.

Soul mates do exist and now I have learned that there is beauty behind all imperfections. It's true when they say, "God makes you meet a few wrong people, before you meet the right one, so you will be able to appreciate and understand their worth."

Thank you for all that you have given me and that you continue too.
Your Kristina

Letter 15

My sweet Christian!!!

Thanks so much for your letter.
I'm so sorry that i didn't answer you yesterday but i came back home after work so tired that i only wanted to go to bed:(((

Darling i liked your letter and your poem so much!I rally felt that it came from the bottom of your heart and it's great!!!Thanks dear!

I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found that love and along with it, the one person who can make my life truly complete.

You are that person, and I have somehow fallen in love with you. To be honest, I never thought I would ever utter those words, but now, they come forth effortlessly and with great sincerity. I'll be forever grateful to you for showing me just how shallow my life was. At last, I have a chance to give it depth and purpose.

Until I hear from you, I remain totally yours in thought and spirit.
Your Kristina