Letter(s) from Elena Chis to Fernando (Canada)

Letter 1

HOLA AMOR MIO .. BUENO ..YO TE ENTIENDO PERFECTO Y TU LO SABES ESO ..
BUT U STILL FOLLOW UP 2 BLAME ME .. NOW U WILL C DAT I WAS RIGHT 2 NOT WASTE MY TIME 4 UNUSED THINGS ..DAT'S WHY I PROCEEDED LIKE DAT COZ I LIVE HERE AND I KNOW HOW DA THINGS R WORKING ..
BABY .. MY WAY 2 LOVE U IS 2 SINCERE ..2 PURE ..AND 2 DEEPLY AND DAT'S WHY I TRY 2 BE MORE PATIENT THAN I'M USED 2 BE COZ U KNWO DAT I'M NOT A VERY PATIENT PERSON AS WELL ..BUT 4 DIS LOVE ( AND 4 U ) I TRY 2 MAKE DA IMPOSSIBLE 2 BE MORE PATIENT ONLY 2 KEEP DIS LOVE ALIVE BUT DA THINGS U PUT ME 2 DO WEREN'T A REASON DAT U ACT LIKE DAT WITH ME ..I TOLD U DAT ..YES ..I ACCEPT ADVICED AND HELP FROM U BUT HERE DA THIGNS R WORKIGN DIFFERENT ..BUT U DIDN'T WANT 2 BELIEVE ME ( LIKE ALWAYS ) .. HERE IS NOT ABOUT DA WAY 2 LOVE SOME1 BB ..HERE IS ABOUT OF HOW MUCH U LOVE DAT PERSON .SO I THINK DAT U R DA 1 WHO MISSUNDERSTAND DA LOVE AND ME AS WELL..I DO EVERYTHIGN I CAN 4 BEING THERE WITH U COZ OF COURSE I NEED U IN FLASH MORE THAN U CAN IMAGINE .. IS NATURAL DAT WHEN U R IN LOVE U CAN'T LOVE FROMD A DISTANCE BB .. NO ..U JUDGE ME WRONG AGAIN .. ALL I TRY 2 DO IS 2 MAKE DA THIGNS RIGHT AND GOOD ..2 NOT MAKE ERRORS .. OF COURSE I LOVE U ..AND NOW I REALISE DAT I LOVE U MUCH MORE THAN U LOVE ME ..U SAID DAT MAYBE WHEN I'LL BE THERE U WILL NOT LOVE ME SO MUCH OR AT ALL .. COZ DA TIME MAKES U 2 LOSE UR INTERESTS 4 ME ..SO I UNDERSTAND U PERFECTLY .. AND .. IF UR WAY IS LIKE DAT ..DAT MEANS UR LOVE IS NOT 2 DEEPLY ..NOT 2 STRONG ..COZ IF WAS UR LOVE COULDN'T DIE SO SOON .. WELL..I'M NOT LIKE DAT ..WHEN I LOVE I LOVE WITH ALL MY SOUL ..ALL MY HEART AND BODY .. I DEDICATE MYSELF 4 DAT LOVE AND DAT LOVE IS ALIVE LONGER INSIDE OF ME ..ONLY U CAN KILL IT .. ONLY IF U WILL ACT BAD WITH ME OR SOMETHIGN LIKE DAT ..DIS IS DA ONLY WAY DA LOVE 2 DIE .. OR 2 CONVERT ITSELF IN HATE ..BUT VERY HARDLY ..COZ DA LOVE I FEEL 4 U IS 2 MUCH STRONG THAN I AM ..SO WILL STAY ALIVE INSIDE OF ME MUCH MORE THAN UC AN THINK BB ...BUT ANYWAY ..AS US AID ..EACH PERSON IS DIFFERENT IN IT'S WAY ..SO IT IT ..BUT DA LOVE IS UNIQUE ..
.. WELL..2DAY I WENT 2 DA EMBRASSY AND I GOT ALL DA DETAILS I NEED 4 MY VISA .. NOW U CNA C DAT WASN'T LIKE U SAID ... THEY TOLD ME EXACTLY WHT I NEED 2 KNOW ..DA PRICES ..DA TAXES .. AND ALL DA PAPERS I NEED 4 VISA .. HERE U HAVE ALL :
~ ! NO NEED INVITATION ( DAT LETTER FROM U ) ..BUT IF I HAVE IT ,THEY CAN HURRY UP MY INTERVIEW ..DIS IS DA SINGLE BENEFIT WITH THAT INVITATION ..
*** ALL I NEED :
1. PASSPORT & COPY OF IT ;
2. ID © OF IT ;
3. BIRTH CERTIFICATE & COPY OF IT ;
4. VISA COST = 350 $
5. VISA TAX = 75 $
6. PROCESSION DOCUMENT TAX = 50 $
7. MEDICAL ASSURANCE = 100 $
8. AND MONEY 4 TRAVEL = 150 $ (THOSE MONEY I HAVE 2 SHARE 2 THEM DAT I HAVE SOME MONEY 4 DA TRIP MAYBE I'LL NEED THEM ..ANYWAY SO THEI TODL ME ..MAYBE IT;S ABOUT DA FOOD 4 DA TRIP WHILE AND OTHER THINGS ..I DUNNO BUT SO THEY TOLD ME) .
NOTE !
*** ALL DA TAXES HAVE 2 BE PAYED BEFORE DA INTERVIEW WHEN I GO 2 MAKE MY FILE ( RECORD WITH ALL DA DOCUMENTS MENTIONED UP ) AND FROMD A DATE I MADE MY RECORD IN A WEEK I'VE 2 GO 2 DA INTERVIEW WHERE I HAVE 2 PAY DA VISA AND DA MEDICAL ASSURANCE ***
DAT'S ALL ... SO .. SEE? U PUT ME 2 DO A LOT OF UNUSED THINGS BEFORE 2 FIND OUT DA REAL DETAILS & INFO .. ANYWAY HERE U HAVE EVERYTHIGN I NEED .. AND NO NEED DAT I MAKE ANY LETTER COZ IS DA INTERVIEW .. .U REPROACHED ME DAT WHY I DIDN'T DO IT .. AS I TOLD U ..U ALWAYS R IN A HURRY 2 DO THINGS DAT THEY CAN BE WRONG ..
SO ..I HAVE ALL DA PAPERS READY ALREADY ..2DAY I MADE COPYES ..ALL I NEED R DA MONEY ( IN TOTAL = 725 $ ).
AS SOON AS I HAVE DA MONEY I GO 2 MAKE MY FILE ( RECORD ) AND FROM DA DATE I MAKE IT IN A WEEK I HAVE DA INTERVIEW ...
CUIDATE MUCHO AMOR ... YO TE AMO YA DEMASIADO NUNCA OLVIDES ESO .. TU ERES LA RAZON QUE YO VIVE ...TE DESEO TANTO .... DULCES BESOS PARA TI CORAZON DE MELON ..MUAHHH ...
HASTA MUY PRONTO AMOR !!!

Letter 2

I dont understand what U mean that I only see what worth for me? baby. cuold U explain me? maybe i missunderstood.
I love U

Letter 3

OH BB .. MY FEELINGS 4 U WILL NEVER CHANGE COZ I LOVE U 2 MUCH .. REMEMBER DATU OFFENDED ME ..U ARGUING WITH ME ..U REPROACHED ME A LOT OF THINGS BUT I STILL LOVE U ..AND MAYBE U DIDN'T UNDERSTAND TILL NOW DAT MY LOVE 4 U IS 2 HUGE ..2 STRONG AND 2 DEEPLY CAT CAN'T DIE SO EASY ..NO MATTER WHT U DO ..DIS LOVE WILL NOT DIE .. MAYBE ONLY IF U WILL START 2 OFFEND ME 2 MUCH OR IF U HURT ME 2 MUCH .ONLY LIKE DAT MY LOVE CAN BECOEM COLDER BUT NOT SUDDENLY ..
I HAVE NO SUCH A BAD IMPRESSION ABOUT U BB ..I JUST TELL U WHT I SEE FROM U ..DA WAY U R AND DAT U LET ME C FROM U BB .. U R ALWAYS VERY IMPATIENT 2 DOD A THINGS AND U SAW DAT WAS WRONG AND WILL EVER BE WRONG .. U HAVE 2 BE PRITTY SURE ABOUT DA THIGNS AND THINK TWICE BEFORE 2 ACT ..( I TOLD U DAT BEFORE ) ... BUT U ALWAYS R IN HURRY 2 DO DA THINGS BEFORE 2 SEE IF THEY R RIGHT OR NOT BB ..ANYWAY I LOVE U MORE THAN UC AN IMAGINE AND DAT'S WHY I'M STILL HERE WITH U ..IF MY LOVE WASN'T SO STRONG I WAS TELLING U FROMD A FIRST TIME U HURTED ME DAT I DON'T WANT U ANYMORE ..BUT IC AN'T .. WHEN I GOT DAT MAIL FROM U I FELT REALLY BAD AND I WANTED 2 CRY SO MUCH U HURTED ME ..AND IN DAT MOMENT I TOLD 2 MYSELF " I'LL NEVER TALK WITH DIS GUY COZ HE DOESN'T DESERVE ME " BUT AFTER A WHILE I REALIZED DAT I CAN'T TELL U " BYE " JUST LIEKD AT COZ MY HEART WILL SUFFER 2 MUCH ..
BABY .. I LOVE U 2 MUCH AND I STILL WANDER MYSELF HOW AND WHT DID U DONE 2 ME 2 BRING INSIDE OF ME SUCH A HUGE LOVE .. BUT DA FACT IS DAT I LVOE U NO MATTER DA WAYS I FALLEN IN LOVE WITH U BB ..
ANYWAY ...ABOUT THOSE MONEY ..NO ..IS NOT BRIBE ..THEY TOLD ME DAT I HAVE 2 HAVE THESE MONEY ( POCKET MONEY ) 2 SHARE THEM 2 DA EMBRASSY 2 PROVE DAT I HAVE MONEY WITH ME DURING DA TRAVEL ..SO THEY TOLD ME .. OF COURSE IF DA FOOD OR I DUNNO WHT I'LL HAVE 2 HAVE 4 DA TRAVEL WILL NOT COST THOSE MONEY WILL NOT BE WASTED .. ISDAT THING I TOLD U ABOUT DAT SUM ( 1750 $ ) THEY ASKED ME 2 SHARE 2 DA EMBRASSY BUT THAT WAS ONLY IF I WAS GOING 2 CANADA AS TOURIST 2 VISIT DA COUNTRY NOT IF I COME 2 U .. UNDERSTAND NOW BB ?
SO ..IF IS THERE SOMETHIGN ELSE U DON'T UDNERSTAND JUST ASK EM BB ..K ?
TE AMO TANTO VIDA ..
BESITOS DE AMOR Y DESEO SOLO POR TI CARINO ..
MUAHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!

Letter 4

MY SWEET LOVE...:((
I'M NOT BORN 2 BE HAPPY..NOW I KNOW THAT 4 SURE ...I'M ALWAYS SUFFERING AND ALL DA BAD THINGS R HAPPENING ONLY 2 ME ..WHY ? I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT I'M DAMNED ...
2DAY WHEN I WENT TO DA OFFICE POST TO TAKE THE MONEY THEY WAS CLOSED IN DA MORNING HAVING PUT ON THE DOOR A PAPER WRITTING " RENOVATION " .. SO I WENT TO DA WESTERN UNION OFFICE TO TAKE DA MONEY ... I TOOK THEM AND I GONE TO MY BOUTIQUE ..WHEN I WAS ALMOST 2 ARRIVE I WANTED 2 LOOK 4 MY KEYS 2 OPEN DA BOUTIQUE AND AFTER I TOOK THEM I WANTED 2 OPEN DA BOUTIQUE AND THEN SOMEBODY FROM DA BACK ( COMMING FROM MY BACK ) CAME RUNNING HANGED MY BAG AND RUN AWAY VERY FAST ..I WAS LOOKING IN MY BACK AND I SAW 2 GUYS ( 1 WAS TALK AND SLIM AND DA OTHER NOT SO TALKK AND SLIM ..) I COULDN'T SEE THEM FACES BUT I WAS SCREAMMING 4 HELP ..I WAS RUNNING AFTER THEM BUT DAMN NOBODY DO SOMETHING 2 HELP ME ..THEY TOOK MY BAG WITH EVERYTHIGN ..I'M DEAD NOW ... I WENT TO DA POLICE AND I DECLARED EVERYTHIGN ..I TOLD THEM HOW THE GUYS WERE DRESSED ..THEIR HAIRS BUT I COULDN'T GIV THEM DETAILS ABOUT THEIR FACES COZ I COULDN'T SEE THEM :(((( ..DA POLICE PERSON WHO TOOK DA DETAILS TOLD ME DAT THEY WILL TRY 2 FIND THEM BUT WILL BE MORE HARDER COZ I COULDN'T MAKE A ROBOT PORTRAIT COZ I DIDN'T SEE THEIR FACES ...BUT I HOPE THEY WILL BE ABLE TO FIND THEM .. .... I'M DEAD I CAN'T BEAR MORE TOO MANY PRBS .. TOO MANY BAD THIGNS R HAPENIGN ... 2 MUCH SUFFERING ..DAMN IT .. I CAN'T STOP CRYING .. WHY IS HAPPENIGN 2 ME ALLD A BAD THIGNS ..? I'M I'M SO DAMNED ? WHY I CAN'T BE HAPPY WITH DA MEN I LOVE MORE THAN ANYTHIGN IN DA WORLD ?
I WAS SO EMOCIONATED 2DAY ..I COULDN'T SLEEP VERY WELL ONLY WAITING 2 MAKE DA PAPERS FASTER AND COME TO U .. I WAS SO HAPPY BUT IN MY HEART I FELT SOMETHIGN SINCE I WAS WAKE UP .. I DUNNO WHY .. BUT I THOUGHT DAT IS COZ I'M TOO EMOTIVE .. MY HEART WAS JUMPING COZ I KOW DAT IN A SHORT TIME WE WILL BE HAPPY 2GETHER BABY .. I WAS CRYING WITH DESPERATION ALL DA TIME ..DA PPL FROM DA POLICE OFFICE TRYID 2 CALM ME AND THEY GAVE ME A GLASS WITH WATER THAT I WAS AMAZED COZ THEY R ALWAYS BAD AND IRONIC WITHD A PPL BUT DIS TIME THEY HAD MERCY I THINK.. ..I DUNNO ..BUT WHT I KNOW IS DAT NOW I HAVE NOTHIGN .. ALL I HAD WITH ME 2 MAKE DA PAPERS 4 MY VISA WERE IN MY BAG AND
THOSE DAMN BLOODY GUYS TOOK IT .. :((( .. MY HEART IS HURTS ME A LOT AND I'M VERY SCARED COZ I DUNNO IF DA POLICE WILL SOLVE DA THIGNS ...I HOPE THEY WILL FIND THOSE MEN ..
I WAS CRYIGN 2 MUCH ..I'M SUFFERING 2 MUCH ..AND I KNOW I'M DAMNED ..BUT I'LL NEVER GIV UP .. NOW I'LL DO DA THINGS 2 BE AS I WANT .. DIS HAPPEN MADE ME STRONGER ..COZ I CAN'T PERMIT 2 MY DESTINY 2 BE AGAINST OF MY HAPPYNESS .. I NEVER WAS HAPPY AS I WISH 2 BE AND NOW I FOUND DA LOVE OF MY
LIFE AND I DON'T WANNA LOSE IT 4 NOTHIGN IN DA WORLD ..I STAYED A LIL 2 ANALISE DA THINGS .. WHY IS HAPPENIGN 2 ME DAT I DUNNO BUT WHT I KNOW IS DAT I HAVE 2 FIGHT 4 WHT I WANT IND A LIFE .. SO .. EVEN IF U WILL NOT WAIT 4 ME ..EVEN IF U WILL NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE OR EVEN IF U WILL HAVE SOME1 ELSE I'LL STILL LOOKING 4 U EVEN IF IS ONLY 2 SHOW U DIS HUGE LOVE I FEEL 4 U ..AND AFTER DAT U WILL DECIDE ....IF U RELALY LOVE ME MAYBE DIS LOVE ( IF IS SO STRONG AS MINE ) WILL NOT DIE AT ALL TILL I'LL COME ...I'LL DO EVERYTHIGN I CAN 2 RECUPERATE EVERYTHIGN I LOSE INCLUSING UR LOVE BB ..EVEN IF WILL TAKE ME MORE TIME ... I'LL GO 2 TAKE A JOB AND I'LL KEEP MY BOUTIQUE TOO ..SO
MAYBE I'LL BE ABLE 2 MAKE DA MONEY BACK 2 MAKE DA PAPERS AND ALL THE THIGNS I LOST 2 COME 2 U ...
I LOVE U 2 MUCH EVEN IF MAYBE U DON'T BELIEVE ME ( COZ I SAW DAT ) AND I'LL PROVE DAT 2 U ...
I KNWO U WILL BE ANGERY WITH ME AND U R RIGHT EVEN IF WASN'T MY FAULT ..I KNOW MAYBE U WILL THINK BAD THINGS ABOUT ME AND DIS HURTS ME 2 MUCH ... BUT 1 THING I'M BEGGIN U .. DON'T EVER HATE ME BABY ..PLS ... ALL I DID WAS 2 LOVE U MORE THAN EVERYTHIGN IN DIS WORLD AND I SWEAR IT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE U NO MATTER WHT U WILL DECIDE BB ..
U R AND U WILL ALWAYS REMAIN DA ONLY 1 LOVE IN MY LIFE ...
PLS ... NEVER FORGET THAT BB ... I'M SO SORRY AND BBELIEVE ME I'M SUFFERING A LOT COZ OF WHT WAS HAPPENED BUT NOW IS NOTHIGN 2 DO WITH DAT ..ONLY DA POLICE CAN SOLVE IT IF THEY CAN ..4 NOW ..BUT I'LL REPAIR DAT 4 SURE EVEN IF WILL TAKE ME MUCH MORE TIME ...
DARLIGN .. ALL I WANT IS 2 BE WITH U ..TELL ME ..WHERE I WAS WRONG WITH DAT ? I LOVE U 2 MUCH .. AND I'LL NEVER STOP 2 LOVE U .. AND I'LL PROVE DAT 2 U ..U WILL C ..
I HOPE DAT U WILL NOT BLAME ME 2 BAD 4 DAT AND TRY 2 THINK BEFORE 2 OFFEND ME 2 MUCH BB ..PLS .. IS ALL I ASK U ..EVEN IF MAYBE U THINK DAT I'VE NO RIGHT ANYMORE .. BUT I REALLY LOVE U AND I DON'T WANNA LOSE U BB ..I SWEAR IT ... I HOPE U WILL NOT JUDGE ME 2 HARDLY ... PLS ..
TE AMO VIDA TE LO JURO .. Y SOLO QUIERO ASER CONTIGO PARA HACERTE FELIZ ..PORQUE NADIE NO TE PUEDE AMAR ASI COMO YO LO HAGO ..NO OLVIDES ESO VIDA ..
DULCES BESOS PARA TI COMPLETA DE AMOR Y DESE COMO SIEMPRE AMOR ..
( I GO 2 TAKE SOME PILLS ( I HAVE ONLY DIAZEPAM IN DA HOUSE ..) I HAVE 2 CALM DOWN MYSELF ..COZ I CAN'T BEAR DIS STRESS ANYMORE ..
I HOPE DAT LATER WE WILL TALK BABY ..NOW I DON'T FEEL LIKE 2 TALK WITH SOME1 ..I JUST WANT 2 CRY COZ I NEED 2 CALM DOWN ..ONLY DA PILLS WILL HELP ME NOW .. I WANT 2 DIE IN DIS MOMENT ..BUT I KNOW DAT WILL NOT HELP NO ONE OF US .. :(((
I LOVE U SO MUCH SWEETHEART ..
ADIOS PARA AHORA VIDA MIA !!!