Letter(s) from Anna Kurshakova to Billy (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Ryan. I want to speak with you more about me. To me of 28 years. It is a little about my general characteristics. I to weigh 54-56 kg. My growth approximately 171 cm. I work as the teacher of figure for children of younger age, I show children how correctly to draw. As to my life I live with my brother and the daddy in city Kazan. It approximately to the south of Russia. I live, and I work here. My life here had the sizes. I gave the structure in internet with I not to want to concern with the man from Russia, which they not to respect the woman and not to know as let's him evade. I concerned the person from Russia then he has deceived me, and I heard that he has other girl. I am significant suffering, but subsequently all is good. Most of all in a life I do not love treachery of the favourite person. Probably it that I had in the last trouble with it. A question - which I loved one man in the past, but he has deceived my dreams. And when I have learned about it, could not arrive in myself very long time. After that I for a long time could not trust men. I have told to you about this case because I want to trust you to all secrets, and I hope, that you will not have secrets from me, you see only so we can be very good friends who have no secrets from each other. I would characterize style of my life according to one offer: " do not wish the person whom you do not wish yourselves.. " Such value of a life to me very much to similar, and I would like, that all people on a planet lived precisely as. I have passed to inform you, that I never was for the husband, and that I never had children. I hope, that you understand, my letters because I am not absolutely well capable to write in English though I completely understand it, and I can speak. To speak, in English, I have learned at school then I studied at university, and I had the highest estimations. I always very well wanted to speak English. I very good and sympathizing. Inform me, that you think, about all it. I think, for the first letter it will be enough information on me. If you want to learn more about me you can write to me on mine e-mail. I have written the first letter to you not simply so, I have written it because you very much loved me as the person. I want, learn about you in the greatest possible degree, and directly I shall tell to you about me directly. Also I think that our friendship will not lose sense, and becomes stronger every day. It would be desirable to see your letter shortly To be cautious. Elena

Letter 2

Hello my new friend Billy. This is Elena!I am so pleased, that you have answered my letter which I have written to you. If it is fair, I did not hope at all, that such the man as you will answer me. To me the it is very pleasant for the truth from it. Now, I would like to tell about the interests and hobbies more. I like to make many things in a life. My favourite color is color of red roses. I very much similarly to these colors. I very much like to read novels of love. I like to listen to various music. For me there are no distinctions in that what music, the main thing that music was is beautiful. Classical music, it is similar Beethoven (I very similar " a lunar sonata "). From modern music that is similar to group Roxette (their song: " Failure, boom, impact ", " I think of you " and also a song from film " the beautiful woman ", where plays Richard Geer and Julia Roberts). Also to me similar Celin Dion, Madonna. Group Scorpions to me also very similar. Their song of “ the Wind of change " very beautiful also has deep value. In general it is more to similar than me music of the tool, I very much like to go to theatres and to look actions and plays. I love romantic films and comedies. The film " Beautiful woman " such remarkable history. From romantic film which I also love films where there is an existing love, this love always wins. I also love films about gallantry, about residual friendship (" We were the soldier ", " the Blade ", " the Brotherhood of the wolf ", "Gladiator"). From a comedy I love comedies where plays Jim Carry his irresistible "Mask", " Silly and still Silly ", also love film of " Criminal literary dust " and film with Al Pachino " Aroma of women ". You looked these films? I also that it is similar Robert De Niro. His films " the Driver of a taxi ", " Mad bulls ", " Once in America " and is considerably others. As to my sports hobbies. At a leisure I like to be engaged in sports meets. It helps me to remain in the excellent sports form. I love tennis, badminton. I like to go to unit. I am weakened there, and I receive considerably energy when I swim. Now in us colds begin and will be fast a snow, both I shall ski. And you ski? I heard, what for this purpose it is necessary for you should enter mountains because in you not enough snow leaves or does not leave in general? I am right? I like to dance too. It gives me considerably energy too. I receive pleasure and the dream who should dance with the person I loves slow dance. I should take pleasure in this moment and will not be forgotten. We should distribute all our dreams while we danced also conversation. I also romantic and I like to travel, also I like to go in coast and to sunbathe there. I love declines and sunrises. I want to have serious relations, instead of to be Played games. I not so well speak English, but I study it. I like to read, and I love children very much, and for this reason I dreamed in the childhood to begin the teacher. When I have a free time, I like to read. I love different books: about love and about risk, sometimes I like detectives. My favourite authors - in general from the Russian Literature as to an example, Chehov, Turgenev and Tolstoy. For that do I wait from our correspondence? I - the gentle and sociable girl. I want to become loving and, to be we like. I want to receive care and attention from the person whom I love. I shall give him all my tenderness, and love. I shall admire with him and our love. I want to distribute a remarkable life with beloved and my unique thing. I would like to distribute all my private secrets with him. I search for the fair and true person, which loving me and will estimate me. I shall be about him every second when he requires me. And I would like to have deep fidelity each other both the ready arrangement, and the relation to each other I think with these conditions which we shall hold our relations and love. I want to have steady family and children. I shall be the good wife, and I shall care of my family. I think, that the family will be for me the most important thing on the Earth. I search for the person who will be my beloved, my friend, my husband, and father of my children. And I would like, that my dreams were carried out. I really dream from the future steady family. I shall be the happy woman with such family. But I should add here which I research, that children, very important and they are very dear, but, first of all my attention will be devoted to my husband as children become the adult, and, they will work independently, and the husband - a unique thing of the person with which I shall stay for the whole my life. I would like to establish on you some questions: what is - your dream, what to you to estimate most of all in your life? What to you to think the basic thing in your life? How your family and you care of your parents? And how to you to imagine your wife and your life of a marriage? To have you ever, to be included in the serious relation? You think, the husband and the wife have the certain roles in a marriage? What is some your favourite activity? You love kinds of sports meets? You frequently go to cinema, or museums? What your favourite type of music? You like to dance? What your favourite holiday? Tell to me more about city in which you live. I shall be pleased to learn more about you.. I hope, that I did not make to place many questions, and you will write down me your answers. I hope, that my letter not such big, and that you will not be tired with perusal of my letter to you. Please, send to me more photos! I research, that we only still should hear each other, but we become fast our relations, more serious and warmer with you. You very good and good person and I want to try to touch you. Sincerely. Elena

Letter 3

Hello my good friend Billy. I hope, I can name you the good friend. It seems to me, we are very similar to each of us, and I am valid to want serious relations with you. I to think, that in me there is a new feeling, I remember this feeling when I for the first time have been in love. When to me there were 12 years, I have fallen in love with one boy when it is investigated at school, but now when he became the man, he to drink alcoholic drinks and very perversity now. In general in the Russian drink of alcohol is what very to involve people and to this. I to not understand it. I not the supporter of use of alcohol, and in a life I that do not use it, also, as not the supporter of smoking. I also the person who would be desirable to find sincere love, I believe, that in our big world to be the person for you and me, we are simple - to risk from our destiny and to start to hear each other. Really it is very pleasant for me to have friendship with you, I start to be pleased lives, and this pleasure is connected, which we have found each other in all this mad world. Billy everything, that I to want to tell you now - you the remarkable person and me very much to want to have serious relations with you. I have printed from the person who makes a choice only once and very seriously. I think, that you understand, that I want to tell. As you I should agree to lead all life with such person, I know, to that, probably, it is necessary to trust on you, I completely believe, that you and I know, that such person as you Billy never to deceive me and be capable to estimate and respect. A deceit - the most bad symbolical attribute of the person, it at all does not decorate the person! Today on work I have gone home with the girlfriend and have paid attention on pair, the guy and the girl were happy, they have captured each other, and their people were really happy. During this moment I thought of you, about which as we should go together, and we should be happy. Those people, will look at us, and everyone should admire with us. I very much estimate in ability of the person to love, up to the end of days. In heart I also very romantic, I very much like to observe from stars at night, sometimes I would like to fly and concern their hands. I would be, so is happy, if with me about the man which could care of me, was. Unfortunately, now I have no any anyone the man during long time. But recently I have met the girlfriend, and she advised me to exploit service of acquaintances to the help of the Internet, and has chosen you from thousand other men. You can judge my appearance from a picture which I to you send, please, tell, that you think of it. I would be pleased, to hear, which you will tell about you directly. I want, learn all about you, because so we can reach mutual understanding and friendship. Tell to me about you. Tell to me please more about your family, about your way of life, about work. I very well want to study you as though you and I shall be convinced of feelings, and we become enough friend close to the friend, it will be very pleasant for us to meet and study us now and to feel each other. I think, that then our relations can become really serious and who knows, probably, for ever. I shall wait for your prompt reply with impatience. Sincerely Elena

Letter 4

Hello my good friend Billy. I hope, I can name you the good friend. It seems to me, we are very similar to each of us, and I am valid to want serious relations with you. I to think, that in me there is a new feeling, I remember this feeling when I for the first time have been in love. When to me there were 12 years, I have fallen in love with one boy when it is investigated at school, but now when he became the man, he to drink alcoholic drinks and very perversity now. In general in the Russian drink of alcohol is what very to involve people and to this. I to not understand it. I not the supporter of use of alcohol, and in a life I that do not use it, also, as not the supporter of smoking. I also the person who would be desirable to find sincere love, I believe, that in our big world to be the person for you and me, we are simple - to risk from our destiny and to start to hear each other. Really it is very pleasant for me to have friendship with you, I start to be pleased lives, and this pleasure is connected, which we have found each other in all this mad world. Billy everything, that I to want to tell you now - you the remarkable person and me very much to want to have serious relations with you. I have printed from the person who makes a choice only once and very seriously. I think, that you understand, that I want to tell. As you I should agree to lead all life with such person, I know, to that, probably, it is necessary to trust on you, I completely believe, that you and I know, that such person as you Billy never to deceive me and be capable to estimate and respect. A deceit - the most bad symbolical attribute of the person, it at all does not decorate the person! Today on work I have gone home with the girlfriend and have paid attention on pair, the guy and the girl were happy, they have captured each other, and their people were really happy. During this moment I thought of you, about which as we should go together, and we should be happy. Those people, will look at us, and everyone should admire with us. I very much estimate in ability of the person to love, up to the end of days. In heart I also very romantic, I very much like to observe from stars at night, sometimes I would like to fly and concern their hands. I would be, so is happy, if with me about the man which could care of me, was. Unfortunately, now I have no any anyone the man during long time. But recently I have met the girlfriend, and she advised me to exploit service of acquaintances to the help of the Internet, and has chosen you from thousand other men. You can judge my appearance from a picture which I to you send, please, tell, that you think of it. I would be pleased, to hear, which you will tell about you directly. I want, learn all about you, because so we can reach mutual understanding and friendship. Tell to me about you. Tell to me please more about your family, about your way of life, about work. I very well want to study you as though you and I shall be convinced of feelings, and we become enough friend close to the friend, it will be very pleasant for us to meet and study us now and to feel each other. I think, that then our relations can become really serious and who knows, probably, for ever. I shall wait for your prompt reply with impatience. Sincerely Elena

Letter 5

Hi!!! Whether I have written to you this letter as I did not receive from you any answer during some time and I very much suffer for you all with you in the order as you for me not without are various. Tell that I have made not so you to me do not write more, I shall be corrected. I want to continue ours relations, I want that at us all was good and that we eventually were together, you want continuation of our relations? I shall wait from you for the answer, please do not destroy my heart and do not upset me. Elena

Letter 6

Hello my best friend Billy. Thanks for the letter back and for the shown interest to me. So it is pleasant for me from it, that you do not forget me. I think, that we become good friends. I feel, that our friendship becomes stronger every day. I am pleased, which was not mistaken in you, and I shall try to not disappoint you. You know, during the small period of the correspondence to you has already understood, that you have begun a part with my life. Without your letter in me there is no day of pleasure within day but as I, to receive your letter, mine, the life is filled with pleasure. I would like to tell to you about my family. My brother works in the furniture industry as the joiner. His name Andrey. To him 31 years. He collects a tree of processes of furniture. Close to this of "gold" hands. He can do of a tree which is enough. I also to have the grandmother that is already essential ageing (her 84). When I was small, I frequently arrived to her in village: in a holiday, and in general at any time. I so liked to be close to them with the grandfather. My grandfather of 5 years, moderate and after that health was close to grandmothers it is considerably worsened. Again and again we arrived to her frequently and have been caused her to us directly, but she did not want to move to us, but subsequently she coordinated all. All from us so love our good-natured pardon the grandmother. My father works in law enforcement bodies, he works in FSA (Federal Security Agency), and I cannot tell about his work more precisely. I sometimes do by such children's action, I am simple very trustful, I was easy, to be deceived. For example, I never go to buy things in market. As I always should sell things to estimate, than it cost actually. Or will sell the spoiled things so I take with me directly the girlfriend. At leisure, which I like to transfer a little to begin, to cool air or I sit, simply I sit, and I think, I dream from the future (you probably to laugh when it is read), but very thoughtful person, I belief in well, I expect from a life only well, and, however, it not always can be so. I want also, that you have written down me about you directly, than anxiety at leisure. My friend, what feelings and intentions in you to me? I to think, that Internet which this big achievement as people from two other ends of a planet can inform with each other freely, that I have acquainted with such the person as you already because of it only I should inform in the Internet of the big gratitude. Billy, please, tell to me to all about you how you live? Than you are occupied within all day. I to have an essential regret as I to not have phone of a house, in Russia it - the whole problem but if such opportunity will be for me, I was necessary, should call to you Billy and communicate in understanding about your beautiful voice. I should tell to you, that when I in work or rest, I always to think of you. And still, I would like to tell about the ideas a little. Children - flowers of a life, they give us pleasure every day and bring happiness in our hearts. I think, that we should care of children, study their kindness, legality, care of a line, we should show them good moral qualities. Concerning my dream. I dream to find the true partner in a life which will be my loving husband, father of my children with which we shall be happy. I want that my future family was in kindness and love. My fine Billy, I have told to you about the most kept my dream, I have shared dream with you. And with each your letter it seems to me, that I have found the man of my dream and all my life. I want to admit you, that it is the man you my fine Billy. I all time to expect the moment when I after work should receive yours the fine letter and write to you. It gives me huge pleasure. Your answer is necessary for me! Sincerely yours, Elena Love of a kitten to you

Letter 7

Hello my friend to love Billy. I am so happy, to receive from you the letter again. When I receive your letters, for me at once to become easy and joyful on heart. I feel, that every day all of us become closer and more friend close to the friend. I am confident, that you do not forget me within one minute. I always think of you. I very much love walks by the nature. I in general very much love the nature and animals. At us now spring, and snows already are not present more. And you love the nature? And what trees grow at you? At us grow: a birch, a linden, a maple, a tree of fur, a pine, a cedar and - much of another. Today we with the daddy have come in village of the grandmother. I the daddy has told to the grandmother, that I correspond with the foreigner. Then the grandmother has called me to itself and wished success in my life on it. She was pleased, that I the person who, at last, has found, it is interesting to me. It you my dear, you seem to me, very interesting person to meet to you delivers me great pleasure. In village at the grandmother we have come in a bath. Russian bath in the country is very popular in us, it - our pride. And you heard about the Russian bath? If not is present, I shall tell to you about it. A bath - such small house which is made of logs of a tree. In this house there is a room in which it is necessary for bake. Temperature in this room 80 degrees Celsey are very high approximately. It so is fine, when from such hot room to plunge into cool water. My daddy was against acquaintance to the foreigner but when I have shown him your letters, he has told, that he was not right. He counts you good the man which deserves respect. By the way, mine the daddy sends the regards you. He it is sure, that we shall be good friends, and that we should trust each other completely because without trust there is no strong friendship. I try to not think concerning that distance which separates us, but with each your letter to me, to seem, which the distance between us decreases and becomes ever less and less. I like to travel very much. I never was abroad before. I dream to find love and to be happy together. It has no any value for me where my love - from, the basic thing, should love, interest, meet each other and to be happy together. Not you think so? I the one woman for one man, and I have real strong belief about a marriage. Certainly, I want beautiful, but, it - simply the answer to introduction, initial to everyone. The first appeal - occurrence. But beauty, fleeting also that really a material, - in which person. I want, that the person was intellectual and strong with value of humour. I like to speak, it - is a lot of from and to want whom - with what I can conduct intellectual conversation a whole hour. Now I shall finish the letter. Write to me, and I would like to receive your letters more often. With impatience I wait your letter. Tenderness, Elena P.S. Please send to me of more photos!

Letter 8

Hi! Why you do not answer my letters, with you that that happened? You were ill or have got in what that a situation? Have an effect, please answer my letters in the near future. With impatience I shall look forward to hearing from you. Your friend Elena.

Letter 9

Hello my kitten Billy. I as always am expected your letter, and I am happy to that that you write to me. I think, that you not against what I to name you a kitten? My girlfriends on work speak, that I became now absent-minded, to speak it, I have fallen in love, I to not know what to answer them as I, to not understand, what to take place to me and me all time, to think of you. Billy you now have begun really a part my life and I only to think of you, and I am valid to have to you only sensitive feelings and me very much, to want it our, relations became really very serious and strong and soon a meeting with you. My brother to ask all time about you. He to understand, that I to want, to be together with you and very, to want it as. Each time when I receive your letters, I feel more happily, than before. In your letters which I can find something, I never met in other men. You - so kind, noble, romantic, intellectual, I can remain to describe to you with a congratulation, but in letters all could not express a word, I start to be felt about you. Recently my brother has asked me if I visit in agency of a marriage, was useful to me, and I informed him about you. As I have learned you in a network, that you informed me yours. He thinks, that you - the noble and reliable person, and he informed me, that sometime I could be happy with you. I already spoke it, I have learned people in which the Internet searched, whether also this person you Billy. Whether tell to me please fairly, probably that our feelings are reciprocity? I very much to want it was so because I very, to want to have serious relations with you my fine Billy and to hope for it. Now I have changed in the best side, and mine heart to beat not in correct intervals. Probably I to be mad, but I to want to tell you, that you be my part a life now and I, to not present me it without you. It is very important for me to study your feelings to me, and I am simple now in alarm for this purpose! I became similar to the mad girl, raving love. First I was afraid to admit you it, thought, that when you will hear at once these words, you will laugh at my feelings. You see, that I then did not know you so well as now. But during our dialogue I did not hold feeling inside me, and they have escaped outside. Now I am not confused to admit you it. I am in love with you, very urgently also want to leave for you in a marriage..!! I for ever yours. I hope, you, you will not break my dreams concerning you. With tenderness yours Elena

Letter 10

Hello my dear and lovely Billy. I hope, that my previous letter has not forced you an attack of confusion. You, probably, ask me, " why is so fast? " I shall hasten to answer you, that I simply could not hold in me directly these feelings more, and they have escaped outside. I simply did not know, how to you to tell about it at once, you see, then, that you would not understand me. I never checked such feelings to anyone to another. I think, that you are created especially for me, and I want to be created only for you my love. Your letters always bring high temperature and a cosiness in my heart though we and far apart, all the same I feel you as though you - with me in one room. I so want to convenient and feeling to you high temperature of your breath, I feel, which with you to me will be always warm, even in the coldest weather. I believe, that you, the man which I searched for all life. I am very lonely here without you. I hold all your letters in me directly and when me, to begin one I read them again and me to become little bit happier. Sometimes I think, and that if we would meet and have remained one even within several minutes then it would be the happiest day in my life. Interestingly, also there is any way for our meeting? I so would like, that it was possible. Tomorrow I shall go for the sake of my interest to any travel agency, and I shall ask them concerning an opportunity of travel to the USA. I hope, what you not against it? Love all age are obedient! I completely to understand your character traits, and it I make very simple for me to open my major principles also. That I am really similar, was yours three Sources of love. It - understanding, Mutual trust, honesty. It - loyalty during good times. The love is pleased, existing, it hopes during the future, and it does not make, reflect the past. It - the chronicle " to the day from " irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, the big victories and the Full purposes. If you have love in your soul, can be filled in it. I Pleased, that you can trust me, and you I can name me Love. I hope, that I and you we support that path. If there is any time where you doubt concerning me or if I speak something, that you, please, inform infringements to me. I think what very simply to be fair when we speak concerning trust, and honesty. And I should emphasize, I have no any reason to doubt concerning you. Your letters have been filled so with the big soul and the basis which it forces me to feel like really well. It was long time as I felt a warm feeling of love to you. I would like to learn all your emotions and feelings, and I shall wait for your letter with impatience! With tenderness, Yours Elena

Letter 11

Hi dear!!! I am very anxious concerning that that I did not receive any answer from you. I want to ask you what reason you on that that I did not receive from you the answer. Do not torment, answer me do not force my heart worry and to wait from you for the answer. I want continuation of our acquaintance, dialogue. I want to see your message again and again. Please answer me, you is very necessary for me attention, to me is very lonely without you. I with impatience shall wait from you for the answer. Your Elena

Letter 12

Billy I am very pleased to see your letter, and I think, that you will be pleased to see also. In me all is fine, though work takes almost all my time, but I even love it as, in another way I should feel like boring. I was very pleased to receive your letter, I regret, that I cannot write to you so frequently as you, but I want it, I want to have all contact of time to you, and I want to tell, that you thank you for your relation to me, I love this, you feel to me, and I feel the same to you also. I love the report you and visitings of agency as each time, I check a box of the letter. In me - your expectation of the letter for me. I had dreams of you Billy, I really want to study you to speak with you, to take your hand and to see your eyes. There can be it - very sincerely now, but it - true, and I do not want to hide it. I like to dream very much. I do not know well if it - good or it is bad. But I am a dreamer. Since the childhood, I dreamed very much. I remember, that the teacher in a kindergarten informed us: " to be forgotten about your dreams! " She has told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has told which dreams bring only pains and to disappointment. There can be she there were rights. Actually dreams are not always carried out. It happens, which you have placed all forces and all aspiration to reach the purposes. But frequently it - is insufficiently. Not all in this life depend on us. There is still a Destiny! Strong and invisible hands easily rearrange lives and hearts of people. And then the stop of dream to be a desirable star when it - was not possible long time. But anyhow, I think, that is necessary to live to have dream and hopes. When you have dream, the life is filled with value. When there is a dream, the life becomes more interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, and to choose and, to make the decision. And each small victory, each destroyed obstacle in some respects in your dream, everyone after a step in your dream brings to you great pleasure. Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And to you inspire with the fact that waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of victories and destroyed the purposes which it is better than a pain of losses and disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, however dreams are executed very seldom. I am surprised, that I write all from you it. I never had people with which I could allocate ideas. But now I have learned you, Billy, and I am very pleased. You - a part of my life now. And I estimate it very much. Billy, you became very important for me. And it is frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive to me for my frankness. If I would offend you anyhow or have forced inconveniences to forgive me please. Do not stop to enter into the name to me. The report on me of each day. Even if I cannot answer every day. Your letters betray on me of forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, you will not make it to become angry. I shall wait your letter with impatience. I think of you every day. I want to meet you soon, and I learn, how I can make my documents to arrive to you. I shall wait yours the answer. And now I want to start you of some questions: you trust in love? Love at first sight? With tenderness, Yours Elena

Letter 13

Hello my dear and pleasant Billy, how affairs today? I consider, that all people in love small lunatics. The love is such poisoning of a drug which does to do by lunatics, but sometimes strange actions. Only the person in love may fill in the whole bath champagne, only the person in love may present one million scarlet roses or establish whole night under a balcony of the loved woman to sing song. I would like to visit US and to try to have really relation with you. Your letters became such relatives to my heart which I am glad it is similar baby. You write such beautiful letters, I never heard such a word in Russia. I think, that Russian men do not know such a word absolutely. Yours a word such pleasant, that I feel myself in the sky. Sometimes I feel very alone during week-end, one houses. I have some friends. But now I have found out you, Billy! I am very glad also I should consider you. For my life which I search for the person who may begin for me of the husband, the friend, the lover and protection. It is necessary for me on the person who will fill in emptiness in my soul, and I shall fill emptiness in his soul. I want, that he supported me in difficult minute and I can support him. To inform true, the person needs some things to become happy. Probably the basic thing, what not sufficient to me now - love. Without love of persons which it may not be happy. But when near there is a closed person who you like, life becomes the fine irrespective of where you live and, that you have. I try am not afflicted never. But the loneliness is frequently forced on sad. I have tried to find love and happiness here, but I have tested roughness of the person and disrespect. It has wounded me. But now I find the partner in life, together, to enjoy life and, to enter into the future, this is you. I find person with whom we should create the world of love, kindness and honesty, this is you. On the guy whom I want to see honesty and kindness. This basic thing as the lie and fury spoil any relations. I find the guy who in reply to the love will present me his love. Heart of the person – the most important. I want to be fair and frank with you, that is why I ask, you not to deceive me. There is a proverb in Russia: Bitter true the best than pleasant lie. I am sure, that you are a fair person and you may not lie. - I am right? I want to tell you that I was speak with manager of my agency today and he has told me, that my agency organize my travel to you and he has told me that tomorrow he will explain me everything about my trip. I hope to sign my travel contract tommorow. I shall inform you on all tomorrow.

If love is a rain, I'm looking for Thunder,
If soul is a ray. I'm searching for the sun,
If heart is...faith I'm looking for you...
I want to be the one for you and to make you
Feel the one near me...To know, that there is
The person in the world, who will dare to
Do everything for me.. Will you?

It is a lot of kisses and the relation. Yours Elena

Letter 14

Hello my Billy. How are you?
I think of you all my time and missing you much. I feel that you are necessary for me and it is very difficult for me without you. If you might know as strongly I be pleased when come in agency and receive your letter and you will laugh but I wake up morning and to expect evening when I shall come in agency and received yours letter. I think that I probably fall in love. I want arrive to you at first and kiss you!!! I want to be yours lady.... My Billy I very much want what at us all will good and that we have good relation. For the first time for many years I to feel that I find the person close to me. I very much love all in you, I very much to like your care about me, your words about me and your character. I am very serious in our relations and I really to want to spend the rest my life with such person as you. I to have very good feelings for you and I very much to be afraid to be deceived. You are very dear for me. I never to meet such person as you earlier. I need real love, honesty, trusting and care. My feelings to you are real. I very much to want meet you and learn each other more better and I hope that we will have real love to each other and when we will see. May be we will want to create new family and will together all live..... I was speak with my manager today, after that I sign my travel contract, I them paid first part of money, for visa and other documents for Travels. It was in some times more, than I thought. I planned, that visa will cost for me about 200 $, but because of difficulties for its reception is was for me 500$. Dear, it is possible, that to me yours will be required The help for payment of other part of cost of travel. I have some money still , and also took some money at my parents, but it is possible them will not suffice for payment of the second part of cost, for insurance and tickets. It will be known after the agent will develop a route. The second part of cost I should pay under the contract,, how to take away the visa. I shall inform you, if it to be necessary to me the help. Hope, what is it will not be problem for You and I can not worry about it. I have informed you all news about progress of our meeting. All that I need to it is giving to my manager yours full information(your full name, yours address and call number, and also city with the nearest airport for you). He said that agency has the responsibility for the girl which use agency for trip to other country and sending information in USA embassy in Russia and in Russia Embassy in USA. After I shall give for the manager the information on you, he will give me total price of travel. Manager will give me more detail information, when I will need have your information.
And for me will be necessary your help with payment.
Yours Elena

I sending to you my adress:

Russia.
republic Tatarstan.
city: Kazan
Korolenko, st. 78, apt.36
Postal code: 420085
full name – ELENA MALININA


kiss you!!!
I will wait your letter.

Letter 15

Hello my lovely prince Billy, I am very glad to receive from you the letter. Billy I for you will have one good news I to arrive to you! Lovely you are glad to this news? I am simply happy that soon I shall see you and to a kiss of you is strong strong in lips my love Billy. I am very glad that you have found you Billy, very kind and lovely with me, you will always help me in fact it so? I to be with you Billy. For me it is not necessary who except for you. I have already made the final decision, I want to arrive to you. Dear today I went to agency and have have found out how many my trip to LOUISVILLE will cost. The manager has told to me that full cost of mine travel the contract makes: 1870 $ dollars, in this sum enters: the insurance 250 $, the international passport 240 $, 2 way air ticket from 1380 $. Lovely I have paid 670 $ for mine travel the contract, it was all my money. I do not know where still to take money, therefore I ask the help you, it is necessary for me 1200 more $. Billy I will need to pay this money during 3 - 7 days. For me and for my country it is very big money and me that it is not necessary as to forgive the help at you Billy. It is all over inconvenient for me to ask that that you Billy, but I do not have choice. It is a shame to me before you Billy, that I cannot pay for mine travel the contract itself. Billy I think that you will support me, in fact you which man I so for a long time searched for that. I very much want to be with you Billy. You simply do not imagine how many happiness you to me have brought for all this time of our correspondence, I have fallen in love with your letters, I have fallen in love with you. You for me special person Billy and consequently I want to be with you. Dear I hope for you, on your help. I think that you will not throw me in such position. I hope that you will help me to pay for mine travel the contract and we shall be together very happy. Billy the manager as has explained to me as you can send me the with money. The manager has told that he knows 1 systems of remittances, it Money Gram. You should go in the most nearest bank where there is a system of remittances Money Gram and to send me of money for my name. I once again shall write to you the the full information, she to be necessary for you:

Russia.
republic Tatarstan.
city: Kazan
Korolenko, st. 78, apt.36
Postal code: 420085
full name – ELENA MALININA

Billy I hope for your help. I shall wait from you for the letter as soon as possible. I love you Billy. I wait your help.
Your love Elena

Letter 16

Hello my Billy!!
My lovely kitten, how are you and how at your mood?! I hope that with you all well, and I want that every day for you was good. Now, I would like to speak with you in occasion of your anxiety about scammers. In fact I correctly understand you. First, I think that the problem scammers for our country is very difficult, and it really prevents to find to people to an owl happiness and love on the Internet. Secondly, I am am offended by those that you mean an opportunity about me that I scammer. If you so think, you can not write to me more. Because I count that long and strong relations are based on honesty and trust, and I wish to build such relations. Thirdly, I wish to tell to you in occasion of money. I am resolute in my arrival to you, and I never would think of you badly, and from your letters I have found out very much much about you, and I think you very good person. Therefore I have gone to agency and have begun registration of the visa to arrival in the USA, and I counted on your help. That, now I see that you are too suspicious to me, and it was necessary to us to correspond so long time now to finish them. There is no I do not think so, and I want our meeting, and I count that without our fast meeting we cannot have serious relations , it and can remain our correspondence. In that case, if you have no trust to the person which opens to you the heart with each letter I with pleasure wait for you here in Russia. We could spend fine time together, I would acquaint you with all family. Also arrive shortly, or I arrive to you. Now, the choice remains for you. But I do not wish to hear in occasion of that that " give can we shall wait still couple of months ", no. Or yes, or is not present. I too can show the character. Here my address for this purpose:
_______________________________________

Russia.
republic Tatarstan.
city: Kazan
Korolenko, st. 78, apt.36
Postal code: 420085
full name - ELENA MALININA

Here you see, I trust you in all. And I want that you have solved for yourself about ours relationship. Because I do not love when they accuse other people of which any deceit never made. I want that you have made a decision for yourself and the heart. Thus, we can save time and letters. And I already have on hands of a paper with cost of mine trip to you, but I shall not send anything to you while you will not answer my letter. Otherwise in your head there can be ideas that I scammer, but this it is not necessary for me..! I shall send you a copy of the passport to the proof of that that I the real person.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter!!

To be cautious.
still yours Elena

Letter 17

Hi Billy! I am very glad to receive from you the letter today. Billy favourite I tried to you today, but you have not taken a tube, I have left to you the message on phone I think that you heard him. The darling I shall try to call to you still time as we need to talk on the invoice of my trip to you. Billy I know that on the Internet a lot of deceit, but it is necessary to trust all successively! Unless I for you completely not familiar person? Billy we in fact love each other and we wish to be together why us to not meet? I do not want that our meeting depend only on money, I do not understand you Billy you wish to be with me, but do not wish that to undertake for this purpose. All that I from you ask it your help with money that I could pay for mine travel the contract. I already many times explained to you why and what for I should pay for him personally. Or you need to explain still some times that you have understood all? I think you understand all from the first and I do not think that you need to repeat. Dear without your help to me to not arrive to you. If you not the help to me that I shall not arrive to you. I do not blackmail you with this if you do not give me money that I shall not arrive to you, I explain to you, that without money I as I can not arrive to you. I want that you have understood it Billy. You understand me Billy? We cannot be together and our dreams will not come true. I simply do not know that to me now to make. I cry from hopelessness, regret me Billy, I so would like that you have embraced me now have kissed on the mouth have caressed, to me on it would be much better, but as you beside are not present to me very badly without you Billy. I have a bad dream. I cry every night. My parents are very concerned by that that happens to me, they I do not understand why you cannot the help to me if I have taken the first step to our meeting have paid a part of money for mine travel the contract, what for all to spoil? Billy you could the help and we for a long time already would be together and were very happy together, I know you want this , but you do not wish that to make that I was with you beside. I do not know that to me to make now Billy. You my last hope, me any more on whom to hope except for you. To me who cannot give such big sum of money. I again ask the help from you Billy. I think you the help to me if you really love me and trust me as to the favourite person. Kitten Billy I shall wait from you for your answer and the help as soon as possible. I kiss you Billy. Your love Elena