Letter(s) from Tatyana Ponomareva to Gordon (UK)

Letter 1

Hi Gordon, is very glad to see your answer to my short message. To tell the truth, did not expect, that you so soon will answer.
I thought, that I shall not interest you. Ask to excuse me if my letter will be not absolutely clear for you.
I not the master to write letters, especially it is my first experience of dialogue through the Internet, and I worry slightly.
Plus to all my English not so good, because I from Russia from city Novosibirsk!
You were confused probably with that fact, that I the girl from Russia! Simply I am poorly familiar with the Internet and it is possible at registration have made something not so.

I shall try to write more simply and clearly. My name is Valentina and i am 27 years old! In my profile I have briefly written about myself.
But I think it a little for the beginning acquaintances, and I shall write more. If you will be interested with any questions on me ask and do not hesitate.
I use the Internet to get acquainted and start serious relations with the man from other country!
At us in settlement and men all basically drink very small population much. I could not find the love in Russia.
As you see to me not so few years, I skilled enough woman, and I want to tell at once, that serious relations are necessary for me only.
If you prefer only friendship or only sexual relations you not for me, and I ask you to not disturb me and to not spend my time.
If you serious loyal, kind and strong the man I shall be glad to continue our correspondence.

I think pertinent will tell, that at such age any woman would like to calm down and create family.
I never was married earlier, I do not have children, but I very much would like to have them in the future.
Still I am disturbed by that in the Internet a lot of dangerous.
I heard from my girlfriends, that many girls violently leave in your country and hold them violently in slavery!
Therefore I shall be very cautious, I ask to forgive me if I have offended you. I only want to find correct the man.
As I understand, that between us there is a big distance, and we can not meet each other at once, therefore we need to be with each other the extremely frank.
So we can understand faster, that we want from each other.

I have good work with good money. You know a network of shops Eldorado? I work as Top Manager for them!
I like my work and she brings the good income. I work at this work 6 years. It is possible to tell, I began to work there right after the endings of study at university!
I live one, I mum with daddy have died. Daddy has died two years back, and mum has died year and two months back because of problems with heart.
They have left to me an apartment in which I live in full loneliness.
I not spoilt and very serious girl. In my heart it is a lot of kindness and caress which does not find to itself an exit.
I like to prepare and like to keep the house clean. Parents from the childhood learned me to independence.
Portraying myself with several words I ` d say I am very real and natural. Being false is not mine. I do ` nt like envy and meanness. It is very painful when the person lays you down after your having opened your soul to him I am a patient girl, a bit eccentric, every day new, unique.
I like communicating with the interesting, strong characters.

I am looking for the right man. He is mature and independent, knows when to be serious and when have fun. He is able to value a woman's attention, her care and love to a man.
He knows how to treat a lady and to love her. I expect him to be honest, kind, sincere and with a great desire to create a family, to have children and to support them!
I guess if I find this person, I will fall in love.
I dont want a marriage without love, as well as love without material stability. I would like to have kids one day and hopefully it is that, what can make my man happy.
On it I shall finish, to me it is necessary to go to make some work on the house.
I shall wait your answer. I hope to you have liked.
I shall attach a photo to this letter for you!

By, Valentina!

Letter 2

Hi my dear Gordon, today excellent day because I have received your answer and I do not hide the pleasure.
I was interesting to learn about you little bit more try to understand everything, that you write, I think at me not badly it turns out.
Today for me there was clearer that you like me, I with interest read each line of your letter.
I practically nothing know about your country, I hope with your help my knowledge will extend.
I as try to tell to you everything, that it is possible to tell in the letter. For me it is very important to write to you as much as possible and as it is possible more frankly.
I shall begin with that I shall give you the greater visual representation about me. My growth of 170 sm and weight of 49 kg. I not so high and at me a good figure.
I like to watch myself by means of employment fitnes. I visit sports a hall two times, per one week on a free time.
I very much love walks or jogs especially in the summer and in the spring when at us it is warm. Frequently I go to play tennis or badminton.
Usually in the winter I like to go on a skating rink or simply I put on a ski and I go to our pine grove. There very clean and fresh air.
In general at us in Russia it is a lot of places where pleasantly it is possible to have a rest on a nature.
Our cities a little than differ from yours, it is a lot of machines and a lot of vanity. I in general travelled on Russia, because of lack of time and means a little.
My work passes all the day at office, she not dusty, me to have to sign set of documents to watch delivery of the goods to establish the prices for him.
As I shall organize purchase of the goods on credit. I should be present on all sessions of shareholders as I am one of the main parts in this structure and at me enough the big share holding!
I frequently get tired at work and when home forces only suffice I I come to be going for supper. In days off I like to go in a bar or at cinema.
We meet with girlfriends and we solve that we shall do, sometimes we simply make walk.
We in settlement have not enough entertainments, practically there is no place to go. I hope at you with it business is much better.
How you like to spend your free time? In what your work consists, it as is interesting to me.
When I at home, I like to listen to music and to read, I am closer to evening look TV, I prefer documentary films and serials more.
I like to read magazines and newspapers!
From fiction I love novels and detectives. My loved author Dasha Doncova! From genres of cinema I like a drama, a comedy and mysticism.
At us in Russia we as may look and foreign films including English and aia?eeaineea.
I like films " the House from sand and a fog ", " the Vanilla sky ", " Forest Gump ", "Omen666"!
You have any preferences in it? And I want to ask you, you have there Russian films if yes what you saw that?
Still I very much like to prepare I very much I love Russian and Italian kitchen, am especial to me like a spaghetti and macaroni with ketchup!
I can prepare for everything the main thing that the recipe was, and you may be going. I like when the man is able to prepare well.
In general I think that the woman should watch children and behind the house, and on kitchen the owner should be the man.
Life in Russia was now improved but nevertheless does not represent something over natural. Problems with workplaces and with duly payment of wages.
As a whole it is possible to tell what to live in Russia still hardly.Fortunately I provide to myself good life by my earnings!
You probably interests why I have decided to address to the Internet to find love?
In general people in Russia are unpredictable and may make spontaneous actions sometimes. Probably to some extent it concerns and to me.
I simply operated spontaneously but simultaneously with the concrete serious purpose.
Probably all that I wanted to write it to you today. I hope to you it will be interesting.
And certainly In general to me would like to learn more about you directly what your character of a habit that you like that are not present?
I shall wait your answer with impatience!
Yours faithfully yours Valya!

Letter 3

Hello my dear Gordon!
Is very glad to receive the new fine letter from you my sweet. I should admit very much waited for him and very much frequently checked a mail.
And my expectations were justified also I at last has received news from you.I can not deny as that with interest read your letter, trying as it is possible to understand better, that you have written.
We already know about each other much enough but nevertheless not on so much much that it was possible to tell, that we know each other thoroughly.
I think that in letters it absolutely not probably. But we try and at us it turns out.As we only write each other letters I can send you only a written kiss!
Wind is not present in a word normal summer weather.
Today my girlfriends call me in night club which "Pharaon" refers to as. There today there will be a man's striptease.
But I do not want to go and look at other men I I shall look at your photos better.
Especially tomorrow a working day also early I was necessary to rise never I go in night club on middle of week!
Most likely today I shall be on a visit at the mother's sister shealready for a long time me invite and at me all is not present time!
With the mother's sister it very interesting she may tell a lot of interesting.With her it will not be boring she works as the artistic director in the house of culture. And constantly tells amusing histories.

I very much love romanticism and all that to this to concern.I adore flowers, walks on fresh evening air, I love sweet, for example chocolate and ice-cream.
My loved flowers it is Chrysanthemums. My character very quiet, I gentle and sensual, one of my character traits is loyalty.
I love adventures and I aspire to them, but at me badly it turns out, what adventures in settlement of city type may be?
Me always pulled to travels, unfortunately now it is impossible because it rather dearly to go on the world.
It remain my dream, I hope sometime she to be carried out.Sometimes I present myself, that I leave in marriage and we with my husband are sent in a honeymoon, in travel on globe.
Probably I am too pensive? But it helps me to overlook about all problems.The person which always beside which will bring up my children will be very necessary for me.
The person with which I in anything is necessary for me shall not require. I shall give all that at me is to such person.
I iiaa?? to him tenderness, caress, care and all my love.I am very sympathetic and gentle but I can be temperamental and passionate and never vindictive or severe.
Sometimes at me it happens so it is surrounded with people but at the same time I feel lonely.I like to be engaged in love but I treat this not as to an animal instinct and as to what that beautiful and intimate.There are many people which search only for physical satisfaction I not from such. For me the spiritual part is important.
For me an example of love is the love of my parents which as you know unfortunately more is not present with me.
My parents were together during long time and time they loved all this each other clean and gentle love.They have learned me to much and the most important they knew that such love.
My parents have left me in this world, but I have many friends and there are cousins and sisters. The uncle and the aunt from the mother's and father's side.
All of them live very far from me, I as have nephews and nieces. I am very rare them I see especially recently.

I too open person and frequently admit people to myself too close. And among people there are also predators which use my openness.
It tires me and forces to feel like dried up morally.You may think that I am very sensitive and cautious but when I am involved in something I relax and any more I have no good defensibility.
I think my force and my suffering in loyalty and compassion.I would like to meet correct person and to calm down to fall in love to have children and to be happy with the person of my dream.
I want that it happened once and for ever. Who knows probably you it he that who to me is necessary there is time to understand it.
So, I hope to hear from you again. I look forward to your emails Gonna really have to go now. But know you are in my thoughts.

By by, Valya!

P.s. Thank for beautiful photos, is similar they were made on a decline?

Letter 4

Hi my dearest Gordon, today fine day. But only for one reason - I have received your letter. And all the rest become unimportant for me.How are you?
I hope my letter will reach you in very good moodToday at work I thought of you and these ideas were pleasant for me, it was pleasant to me to realize there is a man, which reads my ideas and writes that that specially for me.And you to thought of me? And you wait for my letters?
You have again raised my mood and have placed a happy smile on my face. My dear, today I went to job being absolutely confident that you write to me today.
Earlier I always went with an thought that you probably yet have not written, but today for the first time I went with an thought that your letter waits for me already.
I went on the street and I smiled. I could not hide my smile. People which passed near to me looked back on me. Ladies in Russia smile rarely, because life is filled with different problems, cares, difficulties and obstacles. All this prevails over little fortunes which the lady has in her life. In Russia the lady stands on the same stair as the men already for a long time.
She can do the same work as the men can. Very often In Russia the lady does the man's work - the heavy physical work.
In the 19th century one Russian poet wrote about Russian woman: "Russian woman can enter in the burning house and she can stop frightened horse running towards her".
The only thing she lacks is simple warm and caress, which she wants to receive from a man. This is the problem of Russian men.
The Russian lady does everything for the men but doesn't get anything from him. All what she needs is at least a couple of tender words and gentle touching of his hands. Is it really so difficult?
Is it really difficult to present your lady a romantic evening and a supper with candles? In Russia as a rule such gift give lady for a men, but not a men for lady.
When a woman carry heavy bags in the street no men will help her, he will only turn his look away and go farther.
That's why the Russian lady never feels happy at her heart. You say that I am beautiful. In Russia I am not considered like a beautiful lady.
Russian men, practically all of them, usually treat to ladies disrespectfully. They consider that woman only have to work, to cook, to wash cloths and entertain the man when he wants.
For the Russian man it is a usual thing to offend a woman.

I like to cook and to wash cloths but sometimes I would like to receive simple caress, love and attention. I don't want to offend all the men. Of course there are good men in Russia, but there are few of them.
Men frequently speak dirty words (not normative lexicon) when speak with lady and consider that in it there is nothing bad.
I had boyfriend. We had good time together. But when he got drunk he became an absolutely other person.
He talked with me with bad and dirty words. The time passed and his love to alcohol became a habit. He became another person - rude and evil.
Has taken a great interest in beating me, frequently struck and knocked me by hands and the next day he smiled and talked with me as if nothing had happened.
I began to be afraid of him and and I have left him. My soul was wounded very much. After this I couldn't make myself get acquainted with another man. Now I don't trust Russian men.
I am afraid to give my love but get in lieu thereof the roughness. If you have disagreements with lady, you can apply roughness?
I do not want, that this letter contained only the sad party, despite of the sad moments, it is necessary to continue to live and be pleased lifes!
I like all seasons. I like autumn. Yellow leaves, gold trees. It is so wonderful to walk in the park and to listen how leaves rustle under feet, and to feel in the air the smell of arriving winter.
And clouds floating in the sky; and birds are departing to the warm grounds. And at night the sky begins to cry. The rain knocks on windows and roofs.
A lightning illuminates for shares of second the empty streets. It is fine. In such weather it would be desirable to appear in a small room with a warm fireplace.
Weak light and singing of a cricket. And if near there will be a beloved - it will be paradise. How you think? What can be finer than romantic evening in rainy day?
I at all do not know what season I like more. As well as all people, I wait for the summer in the winter, and in the summer I wait for the winter.
But all the same Russian winter is delightful. All the world around is white. Only fur-trees with the green clothes heat a look.
And falls of snow bewitches.
Especially in the evening. Flows of light from a window, and on a background of black sky, small snowflakes are similar to stars.
If during this moment for a long time you look at the sky - it seems that you flies through these wonderful snowflakes towards something unknown.
I like spring. The world as though is born again. Air is filled with freshness. All troubles and failures thawed together with snow. The sounds of the baby birds chirping for the first time.
Summer is a fine mood, the desire to learn the world, to have a rest and enjoy life. I feel that I rambling on. Forgive me.
Simply now I have romantic mood.
I wanted to ask you, your photos which you have sent me last time, were made in time to a sunset?

It is a pity, that my time has flown by so quickly, and time has come to go
I shall wait for your letters and I hopes, that at you everything is all right
I kiss you, my dear XXXXXXXX!
Your Valya.

Letter 5

Good day my sweet Gordon! How you feel yourselves? I hope at you all well! At me all is simply wonderful, day began very successfully, I have received your letter!
I was necessary to tell was inexpressibly glad to your letter, as well as all other your letters. My day for me not full if I have not received the letter from you!
Today we at work will have small holiday, at our boss birthday. By the way our boss the woman and her is executed 48 years.
We with my colleagues shall go to buy to her a gift. Think to buy a beautiful vase from ceramics and certainly a bouquet of beautiful roses.
I very much love flowers, in general I like everything, that keeps in itself beauty. The decline and dawn like to look. I once was on the sea and saw there a decline.
I think with beauty of this decline nothing it may be compared in a nature.
I was by the black sea, we have city - resort in the south of the country and he is on a coast of the black sea. The city refers to as Sochi! You heard about him?
There this most beautiful place where I ever was is very beautiful.
There, where you live, there is a sea? And whether there were you sometime near to ocean? I never saw ocean. I think, that it very much grasps.
Who knows, probably once we can look together with you at a sea decline, keeping for hands.
Now I am simply deprived all beautiful moments of love, I do not walk on park, I do not sit on a bench, throwing crumbs of bread to pigeons, and I done not embraced with a reliable hand.
In me has accumulated a lot of energy which may not find to itself an exit. When near to me shall be my loved man, i give all this energy to him.

I do not know on how many it is the truth, but speak, that people at which their energy does not find an exit soon become boring and they have a terrible apathy!
But it not about me in any case, now I already begin to give you a part of energy and in general a part of.
In my heart the place for you and a part of you always with me, in my ideas and a moss dreams and even sometimes in dream has already appeared.
I family hopes that you the good person and I think as. The truth she lives in the other city. But we frequently see. I arrive to her and we spend enough time together.
In general many women in Russia are lonely because may not find good the man. They are unfortunate also him it is necessary hardly in life. I hope me it will not disturb, I want to be happy and I think it have deserved.
Life in Russia was now improved but nevertheless does not represent something over natural. Problems with workplaces and with duly payment of wages.
As a whole it is possible to tell what to live in Russia still hardly.
In general people in Russia are unpredictable and may make spontaneous actions sometimes. Probably to some extent it concerns and to me.
I simply operated spontaneously but simultaneously with the concrete serious purpose.

I would like to know what color your eyes? With what you see ideal relations and whether in general there are such relations?
My opinion concerning it consists in that that I think that basically ideal relations do not happen because all people different.
I think that harmonious relations are possible only. It is important for me that partners were different on character it will allow to each time something new about the partner.
As for me it is the most important to be sincere and fair as fair.
The lie and treachery should not be present at relations. But I do not deny that fact what sometimes to tell the truth mean to hurt the close person and consequently it is necessary to lie.
What you think in this occasion? How frequently you should speak a lie?
I ask you to be fair with me. I know about myself one, I never lie to loved people and never it made! In general I try to be maximum fair with all!
I am ready to care and respect the elect if in replacements I shall receive the same. For my part there are no games.
All is very serious also I would like that you knew that I want to leave in further in marriage and to give birth to children. If you do not want or are not ready to this that inform me about it now better.
In any case the marriage and children is all very seriously and it is necessary to concern to this cautiously.
In general I think it correctly when two persons and the man and the woman instead of someone one are engaged in domestic affairs.
As a rule heavy work should carry out in family the man and easier the woman. What you thinks of it you agree with me?
I have overlooked to write to you about that that I very much love music and frequently to her I listen. Music always me calms this good medicine to relax.
My loved executors it Madonna, O-Zone, Evanecens. Cardiganz and many others. I prefer any style of music and any direction.
I hope to you interestingly all that will be written in this letter.
I wait your answer soon. Strong embraces for you!
Yours Valya!