Letter(s) from Ludmila Anakina to Jeff (USA)

Letter 1

Me name is Ludmila.
After birthday of my girlfriend after all my girlfriends have left to meet with the husbands and guys I has decided, that the friend with whom I might connect all further life too is necessary for me, but such person with whom I would not be happy is not necessary for me. I shall tell to you slightly about myself, me 29 years, I live in city of Zagorsk in spite of the fact that it is very beautiful city, here very difficultly to find the good person with which it is possible would be to connect the life, the purposes of people in our city very much low, and the girlfriend has advised me to look same people as well as I in the Internet, I and have made I have gone to the Internet of cafe and have found a site which to me the girlfriend has advised, at her mum as has got acquainted with the person from Germany. From all countries which were offered me on a choice, I have decided to choose , on films and under stories I know, that people for which his personal honour and decency is appreciated more than any petty interests live in this country. After short viewing structures I have seen yours which most approaches me, and have decided to write to you in hope that I shall receive from you the answer. Excuse I has distracted from the story about itself slightly. As I to you already spoke me 29 years I live in Russia, city of Zagorsk, my weight makes 64 kgs at growth of 170 centimeter. At me higher education on a speciality the ecologist, but on the trade I do not work, as on it it is very difficult to find work. I work to help the bookkeeper in the company which is engaged in sale of home appliances. I live one without parents, my parents were lost at a fire of 6 years back, my grandmothers and grandfathers communists, my relatives were noblemen when Russia king corrected earlier, but there was it for a long time. I never supported ideas communists, they have resulted the country which once was great power, in full route. But about it I shall not continue to me this subject not so it is pleasant have shot. I live together with mine cat Murka, she my best friend! She also likes to ask to have a meal black color at me, in exchange on it she may sit next hours me and purr. Unfortunately I badly know the English language so I the first time shall be to use the translator, but I go on rates, on studying language. With impatience I wait from you for the answer. Your new friend
Ludmila.
Please write me on my personal e-mail:
ludmila-luda@mail.ru
So it will be more convenient to me to write to you and I can send you the photos!

Letter 2

Hello my new friend Jeff
You would know how many pleasures to me have brought that you have answered me! Now I understand, that people in your country really responsible ! Today I came into computer club and have scanned some the images and with this letter I send them to you, I hope, that I to you like. I directly would like to learn more about you to learn your interests as you live as you work. I am very glad to have such friend, as you. I in life very cheerful person and at me very responsible work as I already spoke, I work to help the bookkeeper, and I not in what a case should not make a mistake, both in work and in life I not less responsible person, I think, that the person should concerns to associates as wants that to it concerned. In my life was a lot of pleasure, but besides it is pleasure always stood on a number with more sad events.
I never was for the husband and I have no children, but I very much would like them to have, but from the person with whom our love would be mutual and that the child anything did not require. The main features of human character I think Sincerity, kindness, politeness and as I think, that the person it is necessary should be the respectable citizen with love to the country. I very much frequently see young pairs, I see as they are happy, I sincerely am glad for them, but thus I remain itself the person whom not loved At me when that was one friend, but it is little bit sad history, I was possible shall tell to you about it little bit later. I as like to be on a nature, there I feel quieter. As other my hobby is domestic animals and in particular as I already spoke you my cat Murka. On it I also shall finish the letter to you, and with impatience I shall look forward to hearing.
Your new friend from Russia Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 3

Hi my beautiful friend Jeff
I am sincerely glad, to that you have answered me again. Your letters give me a charge of energy for all day! I read them with the great pleasure. In the letters you may ask me about everything, that interests you about me. But if I on them do not answer you, do not take offence, I simply can not understand it , set to me it slightly on another and I it is indispensable on him shall answer you. It is my first experience of acquaintance through the Internet, but this way has very much liked me as I was answered at once with the person who has liked me. I write the letters from the Internet of cafe so be not upset if I shall not answer you the letter at once, simply the Internet of cafe may be closed.
Today I went to church, today for me little bit sad date, this day my parents were lost. I orthodox christian, at us very beautiful churches, at that moment when I am in church I feel quietly, me already cease, that or to disturb. It is very interesting to me what weather at you today, I think, that at you should be warm. Spring my liked season, I likes to look, how the nature comes to life after winter. As the first kidneys on trees are dismissed. Birds who an autumn departed on the south arrive , but they again will return. The first grows a grass, many children leave on street and are pleased to this season. Children it future our planet and on them all our hope, does a pleasure me the big pleasure to observe of them. My parents educated me good formation as you know I has finished the Kazan state university on a speciality the ecologist. But nevertheless I do not work on this speciality. Sometimes at me in life there come such times, that I seem to me, that already for whom it is not necessary, that I shall stay one, but nevertheless I calm myself and I believe that the main love in my life still will come, the god will help me with it. Tell to me more about itself, you like to listen to what your liked dish, what your liked film, what else music. My liked dish it pelmeni, this very tasty dish from Russian kitchen which consists of forcemeat of a beef and pork with an onions and spices wrapped up in a dough and are cooked. This really excellent dish. There may be sometime I of you him shall feed. My liked films it Gladiator and Angel city, is film about the big love when it was finished I very strongly cried if you of it did not look, look necessarily, it is pleasant to you. As to music, she is pleasant to me different on mood, I as like Russian classics Tchaykovskiy, Rohmaninov, Rimskiy-Korsakov as it is pleasant to me Madonna, Enya, Kylie Minogue. I think, that after that you will know letters more about me. I very much like your letters. On it I shall finish the letter. Your friend Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 4

My friend Jeff I am again glad to you to tell Hello
Our correspondence Seems has become stronger also we became already more close people! I am very glad to receive your letters when I come in the Internet of cafe and I receive your letter, at me at once am cheered up, so it is pleasant for me to receive from you letters, I hope, that our correspondence will be strengthened also we shall not overlook the friend about the friend! Many thanks for your fine images. With the letter I send you the one more image, I hope it to you it is pleasant. You like my images?
My girlfriends constantly ask me about you, to them interestingly what habits at you what you, I answer them, that I already for a long time did not communicate with such person as you, I really very much like your letters, I understand, that you that person on which are possible to rely!
Today there was really ridiculous case with my cat Murka, I still hold houses fishs, my cat observed of them with top, but was unintentionally broke and has fallen in an aquarium to fishs, having frightened thus and and ?uaie after that she was all crude, but I of her have turned in a towel and she has gradually dried up. By the way, it is fast at me birthday, I was born december, 24, 1975 and I a meeting the 30 birthday. Tell to me as your affairs as you will spend the day, it would be very interesting to me to learn about you more...
Unfortunately I on it finish the letter. With the big impatience I shall look forward to hearing from you!
Have good day! Good luck!
Your friend Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 5

My great friend Jeff
Again I receive from you the letter and I am very glad to this event! I hope, that to you about what I write is clear. You know, for the small period of correspondence with you and have already understood, that to you have become attached, without your letter at me day any not such but as I receive from you the answer at once my life is filled with pleasure. And you attachment to me? I think what yes if it so that it is healthy!
I shall give you my home address so we can correspond letters by usual mail, but nevertheless it is not so convenient, as it seems to me, in the first letters will go very long, and there is an every prospect, that the letter will be stolen, at us in Russia of it it is possible to expect... From many steal letters simply from there is nothing to do, but nevertheless I shall give you the address:
Russia
Zagorsk 141367
street Stroitelei, the house 85 apartment 36
Anikina Ludmila
But it seems to me, that all oaee is easier to communicate through the Internet, in general I think, that the Internet this big achievement as people from two different ends of a planet may communicate with each other freely that I have got acquainted with such person as you already because of it only I shall tell to the Internet many thanks!
Much to our regret I do not have phone, in Russia it is the whole problem, not enough at whom in Russia there is a phone of a house so we might speak by the phone, but it is possible if such opportunity I necessarily shall call you will be presented me.
You Believe, when I sit at work, I constantly think of you, I wait for that moment when I after work shall go to the Internet of cafe and I shall find out the letter from you, it does a pleasure me huge pleasure. With this letter I send my image. Whether my images like you, only is fair?
Unfortunately my time in the Internet of cafe comes to an end. Write to me necessarily!
I shall wait!
Your friend, Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 6

Greetings my best friend Jeff
I hope you not against, that I name you the best friend. Simply I very much to you attachment, and I think, that you my best friend! At us with you as I understand the new feeling arises, I tested such feeling at school when studied in 8 class, I then have fallen in love with one, the boy, but at present it drinks alcohol very much, in general in Russia very big quantity people drink vodka do not understand why. I very big opponent of the use of alcohol, and I in life of it shall never use! As not the supporter of smoking, I think, that this superfluous. It was very pleasant for me to receive from you the letter, I start to be pleased lifes, and this pleasure is connected by that we have found each other. What all of you the remarkable person! With such person as you I would agree to lead all life, I know, that it is possible to rely on you, I completely trust you and I know, that such person, as you never me deceive. The deceit is the most bad character trait of the person, it at all does not decorate the person! Today with girlfriends I went to park and I have noticed there one pair, there were two and embraced, their persons looked the happiest which it would be possible only will present, and I represented, that it is possible we when-ieaoau as we shall go together and we shall be happiest people, such, that everyone will look at us and everyone will be to admire.
Still I very much love the order, am inadmissible, that at me houses were are scattered things or there was a dirty utensils, I done not complicated at all by to clean all these things, it does a pleasure me only pleasure.
With impatience I shall wait from you for the answer. Your Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 7

Hello my kitten Jeff
At me, as always it was cheered up at reception of your letter! I think, you not against, that I have named you a kitten, do not take offence, it I am tender so you I name. Girlfriends at work speak, that I became absent-minded, speak, that I have fallen in love, I do not know, that to them it and to answer, because I do not want them to deceive, even it seems to me, that I have already found, that person whom searched, and this person you! So it seems to me, what I too to like you, or it not so? Tell me please, it may be not mutual at us these feelings, and I very much would like, that the our love was mutual! Yes though I and hesitate slightly, but I should you tell all:
I LOVE YOU JEFF!
It is very interesting to me to learn, whether this feeling so, try to me is mutual at us to answer it as soon as possible! I very much ask you!
Your kitten Ludmila mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 8

Hello my lovely Jeff
I simply can not find words of the pleasure. I so am happy that I have found you in this huge world. You the unique person to which I can tell all ideas and dreams. When I write you the letter, I in soul have something such that it is impossible to explain, it It is necessary to feel. Some days I simply sit at the computer and I look at your photo, And all time I think of that to see you. I present as you drive me for a hand on a coast as you embrace me, and I feel Loved by the expensive person for me. The grandmother looks at me with a kind smile and speaks that she is happy to see me such what I now. I and itself am happy, that again I write you the letter. It is filled with all my love and Tenderness to you. I very strongly want you to see near to me, but much to our regret I can not yet. Now I constantly look news hoping to learn something about your country. With big Interest I study English. Besides that it is very interesting to me, it to me now also It is necessary. To me in general interestingly to study in all that is not known to me. In total certainly to not learn, but it seems to me That it is better to know about all slightly than all about the little. And consequently each dialogue with the person For me a lesson. But the most important dialogue for me when I communicate with you. You see you most The main teacher for me, and I want you to listen. To listen to your ideas, reasonings, to know about you It is as much as possible. I think you not against. On it I want to finish the letter my lovely.
I wait with impatience of your letters.
Yours Ludmila mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 9

Hi my love Jeff
I was very glad to receive from you the letter. When I read your letter, at me even have appeared on eyes of tear of pleasure. I see that we are necessary each other. Not seldom I visit church, and I am asked for you and ours with you meeting. How you there without me? I here very much without you men. You in ideas always with me. You show very strong interest to me it very pleasantly to feel. I began very much to think of us with you that waits for us ahead. Write to me all questions which you interest. I shall be very glad to answer to you them.. You now are, by the second man in this world which to me is necessary most of all. The first man is my mum. I very much hope for that that our meeting the speed future is held. I am very grateful to you that you trust me. Through the Internet it is as that not naturally, we should take each other in hands and look each other in eyes and speak about that as the world is perfect. At me very good mood. I want to know all. To me you are very important. When I began to correspond with you I had what that hope that at us with you all will be good. With each your letter I understood that I have found that man which to me is necessary. I as well as you want to see you believe to me very faster it it would be desirable. I want to embrace you caress. I consider what exactly creation of a spiritual emotional basis of the man and there is a purpose sense of family education. I want to you to tell one that my feelings and the words in relation to you always were sincerely and I always understood that we put a lot of trust, that our union would be when that real. Now I am sure on all 100 that I can to you to trust. And you that man which to me are necessary. When I read your letter I has seen in it your sincerity and fidelity to me. I have made of your letter for myself the large conclusion which it is possible to express in three words " I LOVE YOU". Today I even felt so highly, at me all turned out so easily, because my ideas were directed about you. I as knew when I think of you and you think of me and it warmed my soul and body. . But we should trust each other, without it we simply can not exist. Today when I went on a road home, I thought of that as much to me to admit to you about it. You see between us there should be a complete trust and we should know about each other all. You probably think that I such not modern, but I consider that first time I should have affinity with the favourite man. At present at me the large inclination to you, I do not know why but it is the truth. Sometimes such dreams dream me, that it is a shame to me to you to speak about it. This dream has dreamed me today at night. " We have supper with you at you at home and then we go to you in sleeping and we begin to be engaged with you love. Excuse that I speak with you so frankly, but I think that you should know about me all. I would be happy to visit you is a limit of my desires. Your love Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 10

Hi my love Jeff
I am very happy to read your letter, as always. You – mine beloved, my love, my palpation! Also, as you urgently require me, I too urgently need in you, to want be close to you, and to feel you, your breath. I want to hold you by my party, my lips in your lips and will kiss you, I feel your language, I feel your breath. Yesterday night, I had this remarkable sexual dream concerning you and me. I can not hold it to me directly. I should express it to you, divide it with you. I should find out, whether you also have dream of similar nature, or is only me. You and me, anybody still. We – near to the friend by the friend on a bed. We cover each other, we press our body against each other, our lips meet each other and synchronize in operation knowledge. I feel your body, you feel my body . You undress me, I undress you. I feel your sensitive body. You feel my basis. I lay at top of your sensitive body, listening your heart beat in double speed. We lay near to the friend by the friend to speak love to each other, caress each other. I study your beautiful eyes, you study my eyes both see love in the friend the friend. I will kiss you a breast, necks, everywhere. You also pay with your sensitive gentle lips. I love you very much. I want to hear your beautiful vote. I want to speak love to you. We now have a rain. The rain brings love. The love prospers in this weather. It - very romantic atmosphere. Please write the long letters to me. Inform me concerning your ideas. Inform me concerning work and friends. Love Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 11

Hi mine love Jeff
I have understood for myself, that I any more do not present the life not only without your letters, but also without you! Now for me life without you is not meaningful. I can not live without you and on this want to ask you: whether you Want mine love that I to arrive to you. That I was Ms. xxxxx that we two had one bed that at us the general pleasures and general to mountain that we were the best pair in the world that all people looked at us and were surprised to that we the happiest pair in the world full with love and trust! That your friends looked at us and envied, to that what at you the remarkable wife that my girlfriends looked at you and envied that at me the best and beautiful husband all over the world!
I of you ask to think of it as it is possible more seriously, but I think, that these feelings at us are mutual also we like each other.
On it I shall finish the letter, and very much I wait for your answer, it is necessary for me to know your opinion of that I have told you.
For ever yours Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 12

Good afternoon mine love Jeff
In your letter I have seen a lot of your love to me! I very much appreciate it! But you would know, how hardly to me to write this letter. I today called in the American embassy in Moscow and learned there how I can arrive to you, to me there gave such answer,that the best variant of arrival to you it will be registration of visa B-2, its validity of 90 days from the date of arrival in USA, and registration in very short term, only one or two days, but I am very strong frustration when I have learned its price, a total cost of the visa of 400 American dollars, the visa costs only 100 dollars, but plus to this it is necessary to pay 150 dollars on consular gathering and as on medical insurance and all this together makes about 400 dollars when to me have told this price, at me on cheeks flew tears...I explained them, that Jeff, he is that person without which I I can not to live, and I very much would like it to see, they have answered me, that anything do they may not, all of them understand, but rules are rules, on another in any way it is impossible, but they have told me, that I might ask this money to the visa for you, they me have told, that loving person should pay for the loved, I in him has told, that it slightly is not polite, but they to me have explained, that all of you will understand, I very much hope for your understanding. In embassy to me have told, that it will be the best to send me money through system of translations Western Union, it is very reliable system of remittances and she is in each bank that I have received them, I should inform you the address of bank in which I of them to receive, and you should inform me of 10 figures of a remittance.I have learned the address of the bank nearest to me, the address: Russia, 141367, Zagorsk, Vneshtorgbank24, of street Karla Marksa, 4, for name Anikina Ludmila, please, send to me money today, I really do not present the further life without you! And I ask you, do not take offence at my request, to me so have told, that you should understand it. But as soon as I to you to arrive, I shall be arranged to work and necessarily return your money, it will be for me a point of honour, I hope, that you understand me. Very much I wait from you the answer and as I wait for your translation, you are necessary for me! You mine LOVE!
Your eternal love Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 13

Greetings my love. I am very glad that have received from you the letter. I am very glad that between us exists Trust, I am simply happy to realize that my loved trusts me. Except for that I become more sure that we soon shall meet you, because love May overcome any distances. Certainly there are difficulties which prevent To us to reunite, but we together should overcome them, because all in ours Hands. We should meet you because we may not live the friend without The friend, you agree with me? Write to me that you think of that that we with you in Fast time we shall meet. Whether to me you are necessary to know enough to me trust Or there may be all that about what we with you write each other only words? Love Develops of three components: understanding, trust and patience. You agree with Me? I wait for your answer, eternally loving you Ludmila.
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru

Letter 14

Greetings my love Jeff. I am very strong to love you and without you And your letters, me it is very bad. I to require you and in your words. You to love me and this biggest happiness in the world. I am very strong to wait our meeting and to think, that it will be fast. I to want to speak with you, a kiss of you long long to go with you to cinema. Up to a meeting with you, my life was monotonous. I to not have happiness with the loved person. I to search the love, but these searches have not resulted me in it. I to receive only disappointment. Each day I to think about life and to see, that I of nothing to cost in this world and to me it was very bad. But I to not want to recollect, that was earlier. I have you and more than nothing it is necessary to me. Without you and your love, my heart it will be empty on always. I to know, that you to see it and to want me. We to like each other and we should be together. I to wait this moment. My English not yet well, but I to study each day. I shall wait for your letter and to trust in our meeting. I love you my Prince. Your Ludmila
mailto:ludmila-luda@mail.ru