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Letter(s) from Ulyana Byharena to Michael (USA)
Hi! I'm so happy to receive your reply! It was good to meet you on dating site! You made my day! Why I chose you? I found you at the site by chance. Telling from the beginning of the story I know a woman who is on a dating site. That profile wasn't mine, it was a profile of that woman, but she let me find someone from the dating site from her profile. I don't know how to use the site, so I found you by chance and wrote you. I didn't know what will happen, I didn't know if you write me or not. But I am glad that we met each other. I've never tried to find someone in Internet but soon I will come to your country to work there, so I will have a work visa and a permission to work. My friend worked in the USA somewhere near Fort Lauderdale two years ago. She worked in amusement park from 11 am till 6 pm and from 7 pm till 3 am she worked in a bar. Of course she was always tired but she made very good money! I think I can do it too! Now she is in Europe, working for 3 months. She wrote me she liked to work in the USA better! I want to find a man who can tell me about the life over there and maybe of course something more then just a friend!!! I don't have a boyfriend so I'm open and ready for new adventures!!! I'm in Russia now, but soon I will leave Russia to make my trip so you can forget about our distance. I've never been abroad, only in the South of Russia, the Black Sea, Sochi (where probably will be Olympic Games). I like warm climate )) According to my visa I can work in your country for 3 months, I can prolong it to 6 months if I want. After 6 months staying over there I can go home or try to get a green card. I think my level of English is not so bad, but still it is very simple. I can't read philosophy books in English or business books))) Anyway I want to improve my English while staying over there. I write and speak English by myself. We have Discovery channel here in English (my friend has cable TV, so I come to watch it!). I like this channel so much! Very interesting! I'm sending two pics, I hope you will like them. I will send more next time. I live in small town here in Russia, and I decided to find someone by Internet not to be alone when I make my trip. The life is different in every country and I think it's hard to live there when you don't know anybody. I can do some simple job as a waitress, or to work in some shop. And later when I improve my English I want to find a better job! I will start my trip from Moscow, I will go there to pass English tests and have an interview. I think everything will be OK! Working program helps me to get the visa, permission for work and all travel documents and they will help me to get job. It's a special program for young people who is not lazy and make some money. Also they can settle me with another girls from Russia and Brazil who came to work there too, it's very cheap. Here I can earn only about 100-150$ a month to work from mornig till late evening (my city is really small). I think I can change my life and see many wonderful things and just different life. I am full of plans and different dreams. I am sure you will be not disappointed to meet me in real life!!! I don't have a special plan or something like that for a new relationship, I'm open to everything! I don't want to be an abuse for you, if you don't want me as your woman, we can be just friends! But I hope you'll like me and my photos! I had a boyfriend, but it was nothing serious and we broke up one year ago because he moved to Vladivostok. OK, I will finish this email... I don't know what else I could write you in my first email. Please reply to me even if you don't like me, because you are the only man I am responding to. If you don't like me I will continue my search. I hope so much to receive your answer!!! I hope we can have a nice communication by emails so I will know somebody is waiting for me over there! Not so long time to wait for me, really!!! I hope you are my soulmate and we can match each other! Tell me about yourself and the place where you live! And send me photos! Sorry for being too talkative!!! Please write me back here, I write you from my private email address now.
Michael, hello!!! Thanks for your reply so much!!! I hope soon I will be able to come to your area by my birthday and we will meet each other! This time I will write you more about myself. I think you should know more about my life and my hobbies so you will know if we have any common interests. So you already know my first name Natalja. My last name is Belonogova. I'm 27 years old, not that young I suppose? My birthday is on 21 December. I'm 168 cm tall (5.6.) and 51 kg weight (about 120 pounds, I'm not sure how much it is in pound but I'm not fat which you can see from my photos!). I don't know exactly my bust-waist-hips measurements, I don't have a reason to measure it because I think it's OK and my body is proportionate )) I take care of my body, I do aerobics three times a week and two times a week I go to a swimming pool. I have an older sister, you can see her with me on photos. She is 31 years old now. She recently divorced and she had 4 years old daughter. Her husband cheated on her. We live with our parents in 3 room apartment. The name of my city is Bratsk, it's near Irkutsk city. Bratsk is quite small city unlike Irkutsk which is a large city, the main city in our district. Have you ever heard about the lake Baykal? It's near Irkutsk! It's the deepest and cleanest lake in the whole world. It's very beautiful! I graduated from Irkutsk Humanitarian University two years ago, the dance faculty. Yes, we have such faculty in Humanitarian University! So I'm a professional dancer. I don't want to have a dancer's career because I will have not much time for my private life and for relationship with a man. I work as a dance teacher, I teach children from 12 to 17 years how to dance! Also I have a certificate of fitness instructor, this is my another hobby. So it would be perfect if later I can find a work as a fitness instructor or teacher of dances!!! I think it's a very good job for a woman, I'm always in a good shape and I keep myself not that busy! Do you know how to dance? If not I can teach you! I can dance many different styles. When I come to your city I will work as a waitress in a restaurant. I would like to work as a dance teacher but I think you understand it's not possible to arrange such work by Internet because they want to see the level of my dancing. Anyway I will try to find this kind of work when I come over there. Or maybe not a dancer but aerobic( fitness) instructor, I think it's also very good job. I'm sending few photos for you today! I hope you are not tired to look at my photos? First two pics were taken in Sochi (the Black Sea) last summer. The next two pics were taken during New Year's holidays while we were shopping for presents with my sister. In winter I like skiing, although we have cold winters... our summers are warm usually. Mom is much younger then my father and they are very happy together. My mother is a teacher of music in the school. I can play piano also, she tought me to play piano. I finished music school and I still play piano about once a week. My father is retired engineer. I cannot say I enjoy one particular type of music. It might sound strange for you but I can listen to almost everything. The list is endless actually. But anyway, there are a couple of things I have always enjoyed to listen to. They are Enigma and Deep Forest. I adore their music. It is so sensual and helps relax a lot. I also like classic music, jazz, rock, lounge. I want to try how to ride a motorcycle someday! I've never tried it! By the way, do you have an International Airport in your city? Please write me the name and the code of it. Or write me the name of the nearest airport to you. I write you my emails from Internet cafe, I don't have my own computer. I suppose in few days I will leave for Moscow and start my trip! There is no any messenger in this Cafe so we can only keep emailing each other. I hope you are not getting bored to read my emails? My address here is Russia, Bratsk, Gagarina 54 street, flat 6. So now you know who I am.... I just can tell you that I enjoy life and I try to live to the fullest, I like to try new things. I'm not that smart.. I was not that good in mathematics, physics, biology and so on! But I'm very tender, caring, artistic, faithful, decent person. Sometimes I can be not well organized, I think everybody had it's own minuses and pluses. I don't look for any special qualities in a man. I just hope he will be faithful to me and ready to create a happy family with me and I will do everything to make him happy. I'm looking for a soulmate! OK... it's time to finish my email. I'm sending a kiss by the wind to you and if I sent it to the right destination you should receive it by evening )))) I hope you will catch my kiss somehow )))
By for now!!!
Oh, yes I forgot to add few things...
My mind is always in a mess when I write you because it's hard to write everything to somebody who is so far away. I don't remember if I wrote last time I've never been married, don't have kids but I love them and they love me! I wrote you I teach children how to dance and I know how to understand their wishes and worries. I don't smoke, drink occasionally. And I want to tell you that I always wanted to find an older man. Why? I have two answers.. First, I think older men are much more serious and they can take care of me, they are more experienced in life and can teach me many things. "The older the violin, the sweeter the music" I believe in it... I think I'm not that young already but I don't have much experience in life and I want to have someone who has more experience in life then me. Second... maybe I'm not right about it... but I want to be honest I've always had such worry... if I marry a man nearly my age... and after some years I will become not that young and beautiful... I think it's more hard for a woman to be attractive then for a man... and he will find a younger mistress and I will become very miserable. I don't want my man to be unfaithful. I know I can be faithful to my man and I will never cheat on him. But this is just my worries. This is not my goal. Please tell me if you think you will love your woman at any age and not find a younger one? Can you be faithful? I think it's better to forget about one's age, age is just a number. I became attracted to you and I really want to meet you. If you will not like me or something else we can be just friends. I hope I will get my work visa soon in Moscow and all documents and come to you! I don't have any area limits with this visa so I can work where I want. And one more thing.. i'm sending few pics of my city from different seasons so you can see where I live. You can see pics of the building where I live, the building where I work. I'm just trying to be honest with you and write you all my thoughts on different issues. Please be always honest with me also.... I think I will write you tomorrow, I will see if I have more nice photos to send you.
Kisses to you and have a good day!!!!
Hello, like always I am glad to get a reply from you and I think I am a lucky one because I met such a wonderful man like you in the Internet! And I also hope I will be lucky to meet you in real life soon!!!!!! You know yesterday I told my parents about you. Now I guess they don't worry about my trip so much, at least I hope so. I was tyring to calm them down because I don't want them to be nervous about me and though I am almost 28 yearsl old, I am still a little girl for my parents and I will always be. Now they know that you are a kind man and help me if I need your help. You can show me your city and surroundings and tell me about the culture of your country and about the life over there. I don't remember if I told you that I love cooking. I will cook some tasty Russian food for you and you'll tell me what you think. Most famous food in Russia are Pelmeni, vareniki, blini, borsch, okroshka! I bet you will like it!!! I also like Italian and sea food. I love lasagna and pizza!!!!!!! Yummy! I am the best in cooking lasagna, this is what my friends and family say. I also love Mexican food because it is spicy, though I don't cook Mexican food too often. I like cooking cakes and try something new! My favourite is cheese cake with raspberry!!! Hm, you know when I talk about food I am getting hungry:). I eat everything and I am not on any kind of diets, I just don't eat after 7pm. It also helps me to be in a good shape. I can cook many tasty things for you when we meet! Ok, enough about food! You know ...almost all Russian men are like bears, they are very rude and dishonest. They can't be nice and polite. They can't be jentlemen! They don't want to work and they don't want to have families since it is a big responsibility to have a family. Judging by your letters you are absolutely not like them and I happy to know that!!! I like to go to the cinema! I really like to watch a good movie with my friends. 50 of movies in our cinemas are Russian and about 50 American. Yesterday I was watching "Pirates of Carribean" (part 3) I really like such kind of movies!!! If you didn't see this movie yet, I would advice you to watch it!!! Could you recommend me any American movie so I can watch it? What is your favorite movie and actor? Some time age I watched 'Perfume' (by a novel of Patrick Zuskind). I've read this novel and I like it so much! Breathtaking! Anyway I think the book is better then the movie. Soooooooooooooooo......... what else could I say? I have a driver's licence but I don't have a car. My father has a Russian car and he gives me his car sometimes. I like not only the cinema! I like theatre and opera too, I like ballet. Unfortunately there is only one small theatre in my city and there is nothing interesting. If I want to go to ballet, for example, I should go to Irkutsk, there sometimes can come famous Russian actors and dancers but I can't go there often because it's quite expensive. And now I have some good news for you! After sending this email I will go home, take my bags and go to Irkutsk! From there I will fly to Moscow! I was on a plane only two times in my life and I'm afraid to fly! I hope my plane will not fall down! I'm really afraid! So it is several hours from Irkutsk to Moscow and I will come to Moscow late night. I don't think I will live in hotel there, it's very expensive. You know, due to statistics Moscow is the second most expensive city in the world after Tokyo. I will rent a room in apartment, it will be cheaper then renting a room in a hotel. Of course it will be very modest but it's OK for me! When I come to Moscow and settle down I will write you an email. I will write you as soon as I can!!! In Moscow I will spend a week or maybe even more, I should make all final arrangements with my documents and after that I will come to you! I've never been to Moscow before and I'm so nervous now... I've never went somewhere alone and now I should go alone to such big city! You know... I had such great desire to start my trip already.. and now I feel myself like a newborn kitten who has even didn't open his eyes... I just want to hug my mommy and don't want to go anywhere... but I know that's my dream to start a new life and I will try to turn in to reality! Soon you will hear some news from me from Moscow!!!!!!!!
Many kisses to you!
I hope I'm the one for you!
I'm so excited to write you again!!!!!!!!!! I'm in Moscow! You can't imagine how happy I am that I already started my trip to you! I still cannot believe I've done it! WOW! As I wrote you I was scared to fly on the plane but everything was OK and I'm still alive )))) Moscow is really a big city! I've been told the population of Moscow is about 10 million of people! From the Airport I went by bus... it was so long way... about 1 hour and 30 minutes. I've seen so many nice places in Moscow while going by bus! When I got off the plane in the Moscow Airport policeman asked me about passport and he looked at me like I am an enemy ))) I think all people here (and everywhere) are a little crazy because of terrorism. Everything here is very expensive, not like in my city... and everywhere are big crowds of people! Everywhere is so many people! I'm still uncomfortable about it but I feel soon it will be OK. I've been to few shops here today and I see goods are much more expensive here then in my native city. I found a place to stay, I rent a room from an old woman. She is about 70 years old. She said her husband died 2 years ago and she has two grown up children but they are already married and don't come to visit her very often so she is alone and she has not much money so she give in rent rooms in her apartment. She is very nice woman )) She said I have to be very careful. You know... she said many girls from small cities come to big cities... or even abroad... they are looking for a better future and fortune but because they are from small cities they didn't imagine their way to find the happiness can be not as easy as they thought... and some of them can end up as prostitutes or something like that. She said I should be careful when I meet you!! But I don't worry about you! I feel with all my heart you are really nice man! And I think I'm enough educated not to end up as a prostitute and I will find my happiness! Sorry I wrote you about my worries.. I have nobody to write about it. My parents and my sister are worried enough about me and I don't want to make them worry more. I think that's really good I've met you! I can write you about everything. I miss my parents... but I'm getting better with every hour )) Now I'm very hungry and I will go and eat something. Please confirm the name of airport and be sure you wrote it correctly. Please confirm me your full name. Please don't be mad! I just want to be sure I have your contacts! This way I will feel more confident. I am afraid to make any mistake... I hope everything will be fine. I've been told I may have all further information about my trip tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. As soon as I learn it I will write you an email!!! I don't have enough time now to write more things.
With great excitement and many kisses from Moscow,
Hello my dearest!!!!!
Today is one of the days I will remember till the rest of my life. Bunch of positive and negative emotions!!! Just like zebra, black and white stripes!!! Let me start from the beginning. Today I woke up and went to the internet cafe to check mail from you. I was nervous and excited and I was even afraid to check my mail.On the other hand I was imaging that I came to you and you met me at the airport.... Thinking about that I was crossing the street ( the traffic light was green ) and the traffic was heavy, but suddenly a car is with high speed is crossing the street with high speed and suddenly knocks down a woman who was crossing the street together with me and other people. I felt so scared and terrible!!! I even didn't cry and shouted!!! Me and other people were trying to help that woman, she was very bad... Somebody went to call for the urgent medicine car... While we were there the police car came. The woman was taken to the hospital. Me and a few other people were taken to the Police office to give evidence of this accident in details. All in all I spent all day at the Police office. The best news for me was that man with his car was found by evening and the woman will live. I was angry, upset, I felt hungry... My clothes was dirty because it is very miry outside. I had to go "home" and take shower and eat and change my clothes. Then I went to the internet cafe again. And here it is!!!! Your letter made my day, my dear!!!! I will go to the travel agency tomorrow and they will give me a schedule of my flight (date and time of my arrival, terminal etc.). So I will write you tomorrow all details. Ok, honey, as soon as I receive the information about my trip I will write you.
Your happy Natalja with great kisses from Moscow!!!!
TRAVEL INF0 "Altair Tour" client: Miss Natalja Belonogova
This reservation will be automatically cancelled if the ticket is not purchased until 18 December 2007, Tuesday.
Travel dates for: Miss Natalja Belonogova. Reservation code: 6TKYDW
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Departing flight 19 December 2007, Wednesday
Departure: 14:10 Moscow, Russia - Sheremetyevo International, terminal
Arrival: 16:30 Toronto, Canada - Pearson International, terminal 3
Airline: Aeroflot SU303 e
Aircraft: Boeing 767-300/300ER
Departure: 18:30 Toronto, Canada - Pearson International, terminal 3
Arrival: 19:25 Chicago, USA - O'Hare International, terminal 3
Airline: American Airlines AA4488 e
Aircraft: Embraer RJ145
Return flight 18 March 2008, Tuesday
Departure: 17:57 Chicago, USA - O'Hare International, terminal 1
Arrival: 08:10 +1 day(s) Amsterdam, Netherlands - Schiphol
Airline: US Airways US5810 e
Aircraft: Boeing 767-300/300ER
Departure: 09:20 Amsterdam, Netherlands - Schiphol
Arrival: 14:40 Moscow, Russia - Sheremetyevo International, terminal 2
Airline: Aeroflot SU404 e
Aircraft: Boeing 737 All Series Passenger
Price: USD 1290.00 + Round trip tickets.Eco.class.
Michael hello,this is the info I have got from agency and I think I have the problem. and it seems to me I need your help because I must get this flight and nearest possible flight for me only in December and I hate to imagine if something goes wrong, I have done too much to lose all now. I know it sounds like I am pooroutsider but you see I have not time or somebody to ask about help and I have nobody to help me, you know my relatives gave me all that we could collect for my travel. I hate to ask but now I don't have any other choice. I booked the tickets but I can pass my interview only when I pay for my tickets, I didn't know about it. I can receive my visa only after I pay my tickets so they want to be sure I have a roundtrip tickets so I am not going to stay there illegally. I think their rules are too strict... The problem is that everything is getting more exspensive. Oh, I forgot to tell you that the date of my return flight can be changed. I promise that I will return all the money I borrow as soon as I can. I will get salary and collect the sum you lend me, it is only money ,and I think that it is not too hard for you to help me. You see I have such chance only once in my life. I know you are kind man and I do hope you will be able to help me. I was in the bank to try to ask them about credit but they tell I have to have something to leave them and I have nothing to leave because I have only some clothes, some parfume and it is all I have, and small gift for you from russia with love People in the bank gave me an advise that if I have good friend (I told them about my problems and you ) that you may send me money very fast, they tell that there is the system western union and it works very fast, I am not sure I know how it works but they tell you need only my name and address here in moscow and I have to have only passport to get it in any bank of Moscow and only I can get the money when you send it,I think it is good way and like I was explained it is very safe and takes a few minutes only. I have about 300$ yet and I need about 1000$ from your side. I am talking about American dollars. After getting money I will make all payment and I will have an interview, it is a must. I also have good news!!! They say I can stay longer than three months I can stay about six months for first time. I will have to change the date of my returning flight only. I also want to say that you don't have to worry if you don't like me or something in my charachter I will not disturb you. It is only your wish to share your time with me, and money is money, I will return it all to you anyway. I am sorry for such a cold letter but I am getting crazy to think that you can just don't reply and I will stay here without any result of all my hopes and dreams , and hard work too. Oh, silly me! I almost forgot to give you my full name and my address here in Moscow ( where I rent a room).
Country : Russia
Address: Zelinskogo 24 - 51
postal code (zip) : 117334
Full name: Natalja Belonogova (this is the right writing in English)
You should put this info on their list and send me info when you send me the money. I will need to know MTCN (money transfer control number) which will be given to you when you send me the money and your full name. Well I will finish this letter since I am a little tired and feel not well. I know that it is hard decision for you because you don't know me well enough, but dear please help me and you will not sorry of it I promise!!! Please don't leave me alone in hard minute I will pay the same when we meet!!! And I will have paper with my and your names when I will be in your airport I don't want to miss you!!!!!
Kiss many times!!!!
With great hope,
Hello my dear Michael!!! I felt so lost and bad. But you even cannot imagine how much happy I am now when I know that you are tyring to help me and believe me I am thankful to you from the bottom of my heart!!! When I thought about going to the your country to earn some money, I was going to do that to make life better, to see other country and improve my English. I just wanted to change my life better. Is this a crime? No. Besides, I was going to work but not to be with some "sugar daddy". I thought that it would be great if I am not alone there in the your country because you know it is kinda dangerous to go to other coutry alone. So, I decided to find a friend or someone who can at least talk to me. It was you and I know that I wasn't mistaken when I wrote you. I liked you and somehow you managed to get deep into my heart. You know that I am also single and want to find that special one. I am tired to be alone. As it turned out It is a big problem to find a good man. Do you understand what I mean? I don't expect him to be some SUPERMAN ( perfect body, fat wallet, smart and funny....etc.). I just want him to be a GOOD MAN, who can share with me all happy and sad moments of life, to be a friend, a lover, a moral support, to be a good listener and adviser in different situation. To be my half... These are simple things, don't you think so? I don't know if we meet or not because still my tickets are not paid yet, but I do hope that you will help me and we shall meet. Somehow you got deep into my heart and I know that it is too soon to talk about us, but we never know what can happen, right? I like you and you like me. We can try. Right now only you can make this happen because I really don't have money enough to pay for the tickets. Like I told you I will work hard as much as possible and give you the money back. I know that probably it is a lot of money for you. I understand that though it doesn't make me feel comfortable to ask you for a loan. I don't know what I can do in this situation. I do want to come to the your country and earn money, I do want to come to you. I don't ask you just to give me this money. I ask you about a loan. If only I could, I would never ask you for help. And only you can help me in this situation. Oh, God! I feel so horrible and I am about to cry. I know that you are a kind man and I beg you to help me. I swear I return you the money once I earn it there in the yuor country. I don't want any misunderstanding or mistrust between us, so please tell me all your fears and everything which is in your mind. Just give me a chance, give us a chance! Help me to change my life and I will be thankful to you till the rest of my life. This is my scream for help! I know that you are a great man and I believe you will help me! I need to calm down, so I will go to Church and pray for you and ask God for help!I beg you, don't leave me!!!! Please!!!!
PS Please write me as soon as possible!
Michael you are the only man I know in the your country. I don't want to mix our relationship and money. But I don't have anyone else to ask for this help. I know if things even will not work out between us we will stay good friends. Michael I have the warmest feelings for you and I want to develop them. You know what this travel means for me. It is my only chance to come to America and start new life. It also an opportunity to start a new life for you... and for us. I am honest woman and I honestly tell you that I will never hurt you or cheat you. I will be there for few months. This is more than enough to make a decision about us. My darling!!! Why aren't you listening to me? I will try to explain you once again. I am arraning the trip via the travel agency and my trip costs much less than it should cost because they do the whole package of the paperwork for me. Via the agency I was making my passport, they were gathering all necessary papers for visa issuance and etc. And I have to buy the tickets in this agency. This is written in the contract which I signed with the agency. Another thing is that I cannot go and get my visa until I have tickets in hands. This is the law. I also told you about it. Michael I understand everything you may think about me. I hate asking people for money and I always try to do everything by my own. But now I really need your assistance. I estimated everything. I will reimburse you this sum less I also can pay you extra money back. I will work. You see I will be able to return you the money.
Hello my dear Michael,
First of all I want to tell you that I got the money and I want to thank you millions of times for you help. You please forgive me that I didn't write you at once, when I got the money. I just don't think it is a good idea to carry money with me in such a big city. Whew, tomorrow is the last step for my trip preparations. I am going to the Embassy to get my visa tomorrow. I will be interviewed and then I will be given a visa. I am so happy, Michael! Last few days are very exciting for me. So many events! To tell you the truth I am even nervous, I think it is normal because I have never been in the your country before and I will meet you there. When I think about it, I have butterflies in my belly. You know, Michael I didn't have such good sleep for a long time and now thinking that YOU is so close to me makes me feel calm and happy. I wake up smiling and I am happy, because I knew you wouldn't leave me here with my problem. You are a real man and I am really glad that I have met you. Unbelievable! We shall see each other face to face! Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You sent me the money. You helped me! Thank you!!!!! Thank you for coming into my life and giving me real hope for a happy future! From now to eternity, you'll be in my heart every moment of every day. I open my heart and my soul to you and I hope you will not break it. I am counting hours... and I know you do the same. Tomorrow is a very important day for me, my interview. Tomorrow I am running to the Interview at the Embassy and I don't have much time to write you, so I will close my letter now.
I will write you right after the Interview!!!
Kisses from Russia!!!!!
PS I am going to bring a special present for you from here.
I am sure you will like it!!!! Curious? You will have to wait!!!!
My dear Michael,
Like I told you I was interviewed at the Embassy about my visa. I was asked a lot of different questions, like my background, salary, the aim of my arrival to the your country and other form questions. Thanks God the interview went well and my visa is ready to be issued. I was so happy to hear such wonderful news, since in fact it means, we shall meet in couple of days. You know how much I want it. But Michael, I was also told about one stupid thing which I must do. Now they have new rules this rule is not official. I am so nervous and I even don't know how to tell you that. You see I have to show 2000$ at the Customs here in Moscow and in your country. As I was explained that each person from former republics of Soviet Union arriving to your country should have this amount of money. It is necessary to prove my "financial stability" and ability to travel In the your country and to pay for all charges. It is necessity, because many people especially single women arriving to your country do a lot of crime or something illegal. Now the rules to pass the Customs are harder especially after terrorist actions which happen in your and my country. Now I can pass customs only showing this money to prove, that my I have no anything bad in mind. I understand, that it is a good rule for your country from the point of view of safety. But what shall we do now? I even couldn't imagine this will be such big sum of money $2000. My dear, if only we knew about this stupid rule, we would prepare for that. We are so close to each other but we need to solve this problem. Michael, please understand that I do not need to spend this $2000, I only need to show at customs to pass it. Unfortunately for example your support letter will not help me. I am now far from friends and I can not expect for their help. And even if I were near my family and friends now they would still not help me because they don't have this sum of money. My dear, now I hope only for your help. I shall pray God about it. The happiness is so close, but I cannot make anything. It is not in my power. if I don't pass the Customs now as planned my visa will become invalid and I will not be able to enter the your country durig at least a few years. I am shocked and you are my only hope in this situation. We cannot lose each other, Michael especially now. The positive moment in this situation is that I repeat againI don't need to spend this money, I will only show it at the Customs. I need only show money, I shall not spend it. I am very much worried. Michael, you are my sunshine in the darkness because in this world full of cruely you managed somehow to get deep into my heart. You are really a man from the big letter "M" and I ask you not to give up. Maybe if you don't have this money you can borrow from your friends for a couple of days and I will give it to you as soo as we meet at the airport. Please try to get the money.
I know you are a strong man and you will not give up!!!
I need in your moral support!
I am all alone in this cold and angry city and only you are my hope and support!
With all my greatfullness, respect and heart
Hello again, my Michael!
Can I call you my Michael? Have I ever told you that you have a beautiful name? I like the way it sounds. Michael... Michael and Natalja, sounds good. What do you think? I have a feeling I am going crazy day by day probably just like you. Days are so long though we have to wait just Michael till we meet. By the way you should tell me where exactly at the airport we shall meet or how we shall find each other. It must be overcrowded over there when the plane lands. I am afraid to get lost. I even can imagine our first meeting, do you? I pass across a crowd of people, lots of different faces but I cannot find you. I walk very slowly searching for you because something (maybe fear, maby excitement) prevents me from walking faster . Many faces, many people... And there you are finally!!! I see you already but you can't see me yet. Your eyes are trying to find me, you are nervous. I stop walking and just look at you. People are in rush and hurry but it doesn't bother me. Finally you saw me and we stare at each other speechless. I don't know why but I think I will not be able to talk because of the excitement for the first moment. Maybe we shall kiss or hug each other.... What do you think? Maybe you will find me first and rush to me and cry "Natalja!" and I will run to you. I am just a hopeless romantic. No matter how this will happen, I just know for sure that this will be the most exciting moment in our lifes. First meeting, first hug, first kiss, first glance. I am tired to smile when thinking about you. And I am afraid my friends are also tired of me because I talked about you everytime. They are willing to meet you, the person who has changed everything in me, who makes me happy...I will not stop thank you for that. We have so much to tell each other. Probably after the long flight I will have to sleep or maybe I will be so excited and I cannot sleep. God, I think about the first meeting every time. How is it going to happen? Let's wait for a few days and we shall find out. One day you will be telling your friends how we met for the first time and what you felt at that moment and about all your fears just like me. Maybe there will be something we can all laugh at. By the way maybe you want me to bring you something from Russia? I mean maybe you want some sovenire or something else? Don't laugh at me and don't think that I like drinking, but I think it will be funny if I also bring a bottle of real Russian Vodka. There are a lot of funny stories around the world about Russian Vodka. What do you think, Michael? I wonder how do you imagine our first meeting? Tell me everything you have in your mind about us. I ask you to do it because I know that in our situation right now it is much easier to share the thoughts via a peice of paper (or Internet), then personally.
You are my man, Michael and I am all yours!!!
Hello my dearest Michael!!!!
Here I am again sitiing and reading your letter. Let's be serious. I understand everything you tell me about and I understand your doubts about the whole situation. But can you guarantee me that we shall always be together and you will never look at any other woman till the rest of your life??????? No! I bet, NO!!! People meet, people make friendship, fall in love, get married and etc... When two people get married because they love each other, they do believe they will be together till the rest of the lifes, but it doesn't always happen this way. Do you think I am not afraid that you will not like me? I do! I don't think myself to be a super good looking woman. I am attractive, but I am not beautiful and I am not perfect. I am a one-man woman!!! Either you are with me or with some other woman, you will never have guarantee that once one of you will not love the other one. Why are you so scared? Because of money issue? I have nothinkng to do with that. I just ask you to believe me and help me and give me a loan for some time. My hands are tired in this situation, I just can give you my word that I will return you the money back. Let me continue pondering on this whole situation. We never seen each other face to face and it is strange to me that you already afraid me to leave you because of some other guy. We don't love each other. All we have is a few photos and letters, we like each other and even more.... but this cannot be love!!! Maybe when we meet each other ( if we meet each other), we shall fall in love and then it will be right to talk about this, but not right now. You are not buying me, right? I mean you letter sounds like : " I give you a loan and you MUST be with ME!!!". I do want to be with you and you want to be with me but we never know what is waiting for us in the future. Maybe I will come to you and you will not like me at all, or maybe I will not like you or maybe we will not like each other. Michael, I want to try to build relationship with you because I like you!!! I really do!!! And if I could I would never ask you for a loan!!!! I am sorry if I sounded rude, I didn't want to offend you but I want to be sincere with you for all 100% too and I thank you for being honest with me too. Please tell me what you think???
With many many sweet kisses from your Natalja!!!!!!!!!!!!!