Letter(s) from Elvira Gayazova to Michel (France)

Letter 1

Hello! michel Thanks that has answered my letter. For a delay in the answer simply I at once am sorry had no access to the computer. I In this letter I want to tell you some more about myself. I was born in city Nizhni Novgorod. But now i am not live Nizhni Novgorod! I live and work now in a town of Russia. Novocheboksarsk. On my spare time, I like to spend time with friends, go to a movie, play tennis, dinning, socialising and have a good time. In the summer I like to be outdoors more or less 24 hours a day and during the winter time I spend more time inside, reading a book, listen to music or just sit and talk with friends of mine. I do not enjoy the winter time to much. even though it can be very beautiful, I am always longing for spring and summer. I like to go swimming for an hour in the morning I love taking long walks in the nature, planing things, solving problems or just philosophy about life. I also love to be near water, the sound of the ocean inspires my soul. There is a lot of things that interests me, The Arts, science, philosophy, sports, nature, cultures, global issues. For me a relationship has to be based on true love, mutual understanding and compassion. A genuine friendship and trust. I like compliments as everybody, but I should know that you say them very sincerely. That you are not writing the same words to many women at once. I like pets very much. I always wanted to have a dog or a cat, but my parents did not let me do it, as our flat is very small. Tell me also about your experience with other women, if it is not a secret. It's so pleasant to hear that you are interested to continue our correspondence. You know, in my heart the spark of hope has lighted and I DID NOT believe that the men are interested in mutual understanding and spiritual communication. Our men look for the satisfaction of their needs and desires only and drugs and other affairs. But in you I felt some special male charm. It keeps me warm. Beauty, outlooks does not mean much for me. I value soul traits, I like kind, loving hearts. I DO NOT know what about you, but I'm tired of loneliness. I want to obtain the love, where there will never be an end and will only be love, care, tenderness and kindness. I like to read what's on your mind. Here are some of the things on my mind. It's been very hard for me to trust anyone at all. For the last 3 years the only person I could trust was me. I now know that I cannot continue to keep myself from having a relationship. I truly want to share my life again with the right person. I'm a fun person to be around and very loving. There are so many things that I want to do but I am going to wait until I find my best friend. This way we can experience some of these pleasures together. I often wonder what it would be like to come home to a smiling face and nice greeting after a long day at work. To have someone their to snuggle up next to and watch a good movie. To get on every morning go out for breakfast. Just to know what it's like to actually have someone care for you. These are things I never felt in my life. I want some to express their concerns and feelings with me. They do not always have to be good that's why we're all individuals. All they have to be are your feelings. Do you like to observe nature and animals? I suppose, yes? I do not know I can go on and on but I'll end this now. Have a great day, I'll be waiting for your reply with great impatience. Sincerely Yours With hugs, Irina.

Letter 2

Good day or not good? I am so good! Now more about me! I was born on December , 7th, 1981! Next week at me birthday! My growth 5,6 and weight 125 lbs. I send you the photo and I hope that it to like you. I also promise that if you will answer me also we shall correspond that I still I shall send you the photos!!! I do not drink and do not smoke, drugs even never saw. I very much love animals, two cats at my place live. I the only child in family and always dreamed that I had sister or the brother. I live together with my Mum and my father, in our small city there is no prospect, Also it is impossible to find decent work what to earn for a a magnificent life. Therefore I work as the the female cosmetician. I work to earn for my residing. It not my speciality, but at me is not present other choice. My main vital principles it is honesty, kindness, decency under the attitude to all people, Tenderness and love and respect for loved to the man. I do not love lie and to not love false people. I do not respect arrogance in people. I think that the arrogance worsens to live to these people and environmental people. In people I respect honesty, compassion to poor people, love and respect for associates. Therefore I abuse myself if when that have Thought of any person poorly, ok, that it is possible to tell about itself. Ok, my main hope and dream is a search loving men and creation with him families. Loving the man which will support me when I shall be need in support, who-what understands me. But also and who - what only does not praise me when I operate a wrong way. For me the main thing that the man loved me, respected as the person and paid me attention. I do not ask, that he sat next me each minute. No, I want, that my beloved did not forget date of our acquaintance, Date of our wedding, that was interested in my health and mood..... I am sure, that I will have happiest family. I shall make all that my husband and I lived in harmony and mutual understanding. I would treat beloved when he will be ill. My grandmother has learned me to some cunnings of national medicine. I would sit with my loved each evening and shared the ideas and dreams. I want to work on the speciality and to help the husband to cope with difficulties of modern life I do not think that the age and appearance is so important though I am rather pretty. The most important inside you and how do you feel about the life. I know this life from many sides and I am rather mature already to know how to make a man happy. I do not know if you answer me or not. But why not to try? I will regret if not to try. I think we should use every chance to find our happiness. Life is too short to use it only for thinking and dreaming. I sincerely hope, whether that our correspondence will show there can be we such pair. Certainly there will be many complexities on our way. it is possible, that we can remain only friends. Probably between us strong feeling of love and respect will appear. Yet I do not know. Life will show. I want to know all about you and about your life, AS we live in the different countries at me there are questions: Are you ready to have the relation with a women from Russia? or the woman living abroad is not of interest for you? whether your dreams coincide with my dreams? What is it you are lookin for in the oposite sex? I am looking for an honest caring loving, kind, faithfil, honest, humble, dicipline, easy going. openmided man,Im looking for a companion /freind. Someone to love who will love me. Someone to talk to. A caring person who will take care of me if Im sick. A live and let live mentality. Someone who will accept me for who I am and not try to change me.Easy going personality. Someone to care for/about. Someone to hold when we sleep at nite What things do you like to do in your spare time? I like to go camping , I like watching videos , Scifi Action, Mystery, Playing vid games, hiking, cooking/eating, massages etting/giving, snuggling infront of the fire place with the one I love. Favorite colors? Do you have a good relationship with your family? I do what does your job mean to you? To me it is just a means by witch I can enjoy my life. I do not define myself by my job. Do you enjoy time by yourself? I enjoy my own company and dont need to have other people Involved all the time. What is a normal day for you after work? I like to come home ,cook dinner (Im a good cook). Do a little house work. watch T.V. and go internet caffe. Go to bed. Pretty simple stuff. Are you an introvert or extrovert.. Im a little of each but mostly an introvert.... Do you go to bars pubs pool halls? I do not Do you drink? not? thats all , I will have to close now, Hope to read from you soon, Hope you like it. Please to answer sincerely all my questions. Please if you are not serious in search of serious relations that Tell me it. I shall understand and to not take offence. I hope you to not get tired to read it With impatience I shall wait from you the letter.
sincerely Irina.

Letter 3

My love! Today it is awfully cold! Now -17 degrees below zero! I have strongly frozen while went in Internet cafe to write to you the letter! At me hands and legs till now shiver! In such cold it is better to lay in warm bed and to look TV or to read the book! You do not think that I the idler simply when coldly at me any interest to walks in the street vanishes! Today I also should go travel agancy! At me it will be fast holiday in the end of December! I think that I shall have an opportunity to meet you! It is very interesting to me to learn that I needed to issue and pay to visit you! Well we will do step by step for our meeting.... First of all I cannot get the visa without having the foreign passport. So I need to get the passport. The government officer told me that it takes about 12 day to get the passport. Cost and terms of registration of 7-10 working days The passport costs 265 euro and i will get it in the government office in my town. I was told that it is better to ask for the tourist or visitor visa because everybody can take this visa for knowing the country better. Visa turist cost me 139 euro + gathering 35 euro. Also to me need 2 photos (color, the high quality, made recently, on a light background, the size - 3,5*4,5 sm. The filled visa questionnaire.* The reference (it is obligatory on the firm form), with the instruction of a post, the salary and date of transfer on a post. I can receive a free-of-charge open ticket of flight. My uncle he works in Moscow can help with this to airport Domodedovo! I only yesterday have paid rent for an apartment and have paid all bills! At me remains a little bit money only on a feed! If you can that borrow to me of money for month! I shall return to you of money! To me need only 439 euro! Please transfer me of money for this today that I have had time to legalize my papers to my vacation! Please go to branch western union! We have 3 branches in city! I think that it is the fastest and convenient way of transfer of money! My data: Irina Maltseva. Street NABEREZHNAYA. home 5. apartament 12. City Novocheboksarsk. Russia. post code: 429954. Now I shall go on the market! I shall drink then tea with crimson cooking and to lay in warm bed it is very a pity that you are not present now beside with me! We both would lay in warm bed and I would think that we have found than is occupied on more interesting than to look TV! I wish you successful day! Love you match! Irina.

P.S. If you need I will send you a copy of the passport!!

Letter 4

My love, Thank you my love! I understand Completely that is big money, but to me is more, on whom I can To rely and on it, I ask, you about your help with this charge. Please transfer me money today in western union! I dont have any bank account! I yesterday spoke with my uncle concerning tickets! he has agreeed! I shall inform you number of flight on Tuesday! Mine Love, we - I, and you love each other very much, and we shall be Together, simply, I assured of this my dear!!! I wait and I dream for an instant of our meeting at your airport my favourite!!! Ishall cry during this moment when I shall leave from air pass and When, I shall see you. Because it will be with our happiness mine Road. I close my eyes, and I imagine about this so happy Picture. My love, I dream, as we shall live together my favourite, to go On walk, storage for our hands my love. I want it you Will show me your native land, places where you like to go for a Go and where you like to spend more than your time. I want To get acquainted with your relatives and the close friends! I want To be with you very much, such big my love! I love you, and I grieve without you my most dear love! My dear, I Wish to tell to you, that I spoke with my mum, also with mine about us again and again, especially about my arrival to you. I Wish to tell to you, that my family has many happy smiles for us and They approve our close feelings of love with you!!! They - so Happy because we love each other very much!!! They have told to me That we shall be happyyou!!! They wish us the big happiness Together! They see my feelings and my happiness from our love with You!!! They understand me, that we we can not without each other Also wish us big love at this time and our future life also! Simply Big congratulations from my family to you!!! Allow me to finish my most my dear e-mail, I wait for yours The message so it is a lot of mine the man of love Honey!!! Desire to be with you such big my love Honey, Really, your lady of love for ever. Irina.