Letter(s) from Julia Urzhumceza to S. H. (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, my dearest friend!
I am writing you from Russia. I have seen your picture and decided to use my chance to get acquainted with you. I know that somewhere in this world lives my second half . And Internet is a good way to find him. So why not to try to get to know each another? I believe that I need to tell you more about myself. My name is Marina. I live in Russia, city called Kazan. So, my height is for about 169 cm and weight is for about 52 kg I was born on February 16,1980. I am a Christian. I do not want to speak about the appearance. As I can not estimate myself. I send you my photo. And I hope that you will make it. To have a better idea of my appearance you can look at my picture, which is attached to this letter. And what about you? Do you have any photo? I also want to saw it. I want to apologize for some mistakes in my letter. You see, I am not very good at English but I am studying it hard myself and hope to prove my knowledge someday. As for my family, I am an only child in my family. I have neither sisters no brothers. My parents are divorced for long time already. My father left us when I was still a little girl and I haven't seen him since that time. It is really very sad and I am always very upset thinking about it. So I am looking for the person who will be a reliable husband, friend, lover for me and who loves children because I adore children and would like to have a happy, friendly family and our children to live in the atmosphere of joy and happiness. It is my dream to create my own family and to present all my love, care and tenderness to my future husband and children. I have many interests and I will tell you about it in brief. Well, I can't imagine my life without music. I get up with music and go to bed with it! I always listen to music when I do something at home and it helps me to be in a high spirit. I like everything from classical to modern music. Usually it depends on my mood. From modern foreign music, I prefer Moby, Madonna, Jamiroquaer, Wanessa May, and Dido etc. My favorite song is: "In This World" - MOBY. If you want to have a good rest you must put this CD in you Stereo system and just take some fun. I always try to find some time during the day to read a book. Usually I do it before going to bed. I prefer Russian classics, such as Pushkin, Lermontov, Chekhov, Tolstoy, Dostoevski and many others. I have re-read them many times already and every time I take one of these books, it is like I am reading it for the first time. I am sure you have heard about these writers. Sometimes I don't mind to read something from the modern literature, detective stories or novels. I do it just for fun. Sport is a great part of my life. I go to the gym twice a week and also do aerobics. It helps me to be in a good shape and in a high spirit. When I am training, I forget about all problems and hardships in my life. I love my friends a lot and I have many of them. They are all very different and it is always a great pleasure to see them. Sometimes we go to the nightclubs but do it seldom because it is rather expensive for me. We like just to walk around the town and talk about different things. We often go to visit each another, it so nice to sit at home with a cup of hot tea in the cold winter evening. We often go to the cinema and enjoy our time there. When I watch a movie, it is like I am getting to that unusual for me world full of emotions, passion, love and tenderness. You see I am very romantic and I like romantic dinners with the candles, surprises, night walks under the stars and many, many another things and some day I hope to experience all these with my beloved man. Well, I will close here for today and leave something for tomorrow! I am waiting impatiently for your reply and hope to get to know as much as possible about you. For me, as a woman, I need a man next to me, cause... "What's a woman when a man don't stand by her side... " You know the song I guess man that I want to have next to me must be very strong, intelligent, with sense of humor, very romantic but motivated in the same time. He must love me and protect me, make me feel like a woman and share I really like you and have very serious intentions. So feel free to ask me everything you are interested in. Take care and have a good day! Hope to hear from you very soon.
Now bye!
Marina.

Letter 2

Hi my dear.
As usual and usual, I was so happy after your answer on my last letter my. I think about you my all days. I so wait for your warm letters for me, I want to say to you that now I can't without you and your so feelings emails my. You emails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you is a beterest part of my lonely life now, you letters gave me a great happiness and pleasure in my life. Believe me , that I speak this my words with my by sincere care to you , with my by respect for you. Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my. In last night I didn't sleep, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my , about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm letters and in basically about you my. I thought about all my , I want to say to you that I can't without you my, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my, yes, I lOVE YOU my dear. My, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it is so sensual for me my, I can't without you. I love you darling. I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it is MY LOVE TO YOU my dear. From your letters, I see that we arn't are indifferent to each other, I hope that you will agree with me my, is it true? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you , you are my future man. Also in the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us my. I cried too, because it is so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my , because I can't to be one my, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answered, but I said them that I want it very much, but I can't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my of modesty. I am a modest woman, I said about you in my last letters my. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not modesty my, I feel to you all my love to you . By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents and my girlfriend Tanya and Jan. My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling. In the eyes of my mom I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love , also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you will live in your country because they understand that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm hi and they wish us, my , our future family happiness and great mutual love my . Also my girlfriend Tanya and her boyfriend Jan said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my. They are very happy about us my dear, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my , and I agreed with them. Also Tanya and Jan said you a hot friend hi! and they will hope that we will together with you. My darling, I am so happy for us my dear. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you write with any another women my? It is so important for me my, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my . I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love. I say you about it very seriously my. It will so pity for me if you are writing with an other woman my dear . We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my? I think that my collegues in our cafe will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each other too, I will can to send emails from your country them too. My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my. I love you and I can't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my. It is so necessary for me my. I so love you. By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents for my future coming to you my, as I know from my girlfriend Tanya, it are the foreign passport and visa, I will try learn it in near future time my. My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you. I will wait for your mutual warmth letters my . Thinking of you my and all kisses for you, darling. As usual, again and again, a hot hello from my girlfriend Tanya, Jan and my Mum too, all my warmth kisses, Your love, Marina.