Letter(s) from Nadezhda Krukova to Gavin (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello Gavin, it is pleasant for me, that I see from you the letter.
My name: Nadezhda
I want you to warn that I from Russia, and that I the fair woman which do not want a deceit. As I heard about it much.
Gavin, for me such pleasant sensation to read your letter, I communicated on English with other people earlier.
So I ask you that you were not surprised from that that I can write to you in this language.
Should tell, that I loved your structure, and I hope, that my structure also is pleasant to you.
However I would like to know about you more to learn about yours interests, about your life, about work, a hobby.
As I want to not hide anything from you, and also I want it, you with me were truthful which has not hidden anything. I think, that ours familiar will be The most beautiful beginning.
I hope, that we learn about each other better to the future. I shall study, also you even can help me with it as we should do it
Together that it was easier to us with you.
I very cheerful person whom to love a life and wants to be happy.
I already spoke that I from Russia, city in which I live Saint Petersburg, it is very fine city. I shall not tell badly about the city. I love the city.
I work as the manager of an average link. I work on the company which is engaged in advertising.
I want to know about you all, where do you live, city, it is beautiful there at you? When your birthday? If it is possible have gone the photo.
My birthday 12december 1978. I like to mark the birthday, it is very fine day to be still happy.
Yes certainly I understand that our year go in before, and once all of us shall be old. But now I do not want to think of it.
As still all ahead, and I do not want to speak about it. As I still want to love and I want family happy with that who me can make happy.
I very much hope, that you understand me, that you have no problem to read my letters, I hope, that you understand me.
Please inform me if you do not understand. If you did not understand something in part, you can ask again me.
I like to be engaged aerobics, I like to go to play tennis, and still I very much like to go to a coffee house to drink very excellent coffee.
It so is pleasant for me, I want that we continued ours acquaintances THAT we HAVE not LOST our INTERESTS IN us.
Gavin that our desire was great pleasure. That it was pleasant for us to know about the friend the friend.
forgive me please, but I should go. I very much want that you wrote to me more that I knew about you more.
Nadezhda.

Letter 2

Hi my new friend Gavin!
What happened?
Why you have not answered me?
At me minute a free time has appeared and I have decided to write to you..
I am very happy that we have decided to write each other.
My friend Gavin how your day was?
I hope soon to receive your letter.
With impatience I wait....
Your new girlfriend from Russia Nadezhda.

Letter 3

Hello my Gavin. Thanks big for your answer to me.
Gavin, I read your letter, I was glad know about you all that you could to write to me, I think that we with you do not have deceit in that that we write each other.
And that that we write only the truth each other as in the letter it is possible to write anything you like.
But there is such word the facts, the trust creates time, all this comes in due course that such to deserve.
But everything, I try to do it, to not offend you as I have to you respect, and I can speak only it in letters.
I love it as you concern to me, it very much to similar me, and I very much am proud of it. Gavin, you very amusing person, in me on it it is simple - not
existing words. I am very glad that that I have met YOU, and I think that we can make something in the future.
As I read your letters, and simply I admire with it. I do not want that to me brought a pain in my heart, I want that we were fair.
My good Gavin, I want you to ask that you have written me the phone number that I could call you and we could talk.
Gavin as only I can call to you. You cannot call to me, I do not have simply phone. As it is very expensive to pay the tax for phone.
Earlier at me phone mobile was, but it has been stolen at cinema when I went to a cinema to look film.
My salary does not allow to buy so frequently phones. I think that for us with you it not a problem to long.
I can call to you from station of bells abroad, I can will buy a card to call. If you certainly want it, that we talked to you.
If you do not want it I all I shall understand my good friend Gavin as I do not want that we with you were not malicious on each other.
Gavin, I very much want that our acquaintance proceeded as well as now there is our acquaintance. You are very fine the person.
Whether I think, that you have written to me today but when I open e-mail, I shall simply go from opinion with happiness when I see your letter.
From all your letters, I could understand and estimate all yours kindness, I have understood from yours, letters, that you serious, fair, you have kind heart
Gavin.
And I do not want, that we stop to our acquaintance that we were farther in acquaintance. You have very much liked me. And I very much want that we have made
it.
What do you think of it my good friend? Only I ask honesty my good.
Gavin, I shall wait your answer to my letter. Again to read your sweet words, as my mood at once good.
I VERY MUCH WAIT YOUR ANSWER MY LOVELY Gavin!!!!!
Nadezhda.

Letter 4

Hello my good Gavin, I AM VERY HAPPY TO READ YOUR LETTER, I AM VERY HAPPY my LOVELY Gavin.
Thanks you for your photos. They simply magnificent. I with impatience shall wait still a photo.
And I am very happy that has met you my angel, I start to understand that you are necessary for me. I understand that this letter of all the third to you.
But it so my lovely Gavin as I want to speak you it my good.
And now my breakfast goes, is very fine, yes I now a breakfast on work in mine a dining room. As I could not have today time to do a breakfast of a house. I simply very much was late for work. And I can do a breakfast now here. It so is tasty.
All this time we were lonely, we were in heavy happiness of search, and only with the help of the God we could find, which we so during long time searched, I shall not speak, we could find each other.
As I believe in the god, and the god has given me my life. And I am grateful to the god who has given me such life.
I lived in these 29 years, and I still want to live, other my long years are happy about mine the person.
You will think certainly, that to me some years, that so to speak and so to decide, but are not present you, are not correct. I understand everything, and is serious, I concern to all. As I in itself very serious person and to play with whom - that in games I do not gather. Gavin, I read your letter as you have a little told about you directly, and it was pleasant to me.
And I think, that we can do something to learn about the friend the friend more. As we now with you very much demand it.
Gavin, I very much hope, that you coordinate with me Gavin, and I do not want it, you did not understand me. If you do not understand something, you ask me it once again.
And also I cannot understand, that you have written to me as it, happens, is understood very difficultly, that people from other country speak.
But I understand you my good Gavin, and I want that we always with you understood each other. That we with you did not have anything complex.
As in attitudes the understanding and trust my good is necessary, it is very necessary my lovely, you understand me? I very much want it my good.
Today work began with good mood as I read your letter, and I can answer you my lovely Gavin. As it is very pleasant for me.
And with the big desire to you I answer my lovely as I know that to me pleasantly to write to you this letter.
Gavin, my lovely now I should work to make the work. I shall wait very much your answer to my letter.
So that it was pleasant for me my good, you are fine my lovely. I am very glad that have met you my good.
Nadezhda.

Letter 5

Hello my lovely Gavin, you pleasure of my life my good Gavin.
And again you to me have brought happiness for my day, I am very happy my lovely, I receive each time big pleasure from you my good.
I grieve without you too so! I want, that you knew, that our relations become more and more serious for me, and you - now the high-ranking official in my life, I hope much for our further friendship, and I shall be so happy, if your same feelings...
As it really is very important for me. My life became much more interesting and full when you Gavin, have come in it, my dear, I hope, that I have found, that the serious person I searched for the man...
I would like to know you Gavin, very deeply, I want to know all about you Gavin, about your life, your feelings, your dreams, and, a corpse, your expectations about me!
I think, that two people of love should make everything, that they can to do their relations so by more sincere as far as possible because people should trust each other, they have no to be afraid the statement the friend the friend absolute that, that they want, and they require, it is very important,
I think. Love - not the main thing in the relations, loving people should respect each other first of all and a corpse to love each other about all their hearts...
They - my ideas loudly about the perfect relations between two people, also what you think of it? Are you Gavin, agree I?
I hope, that your same ideas! As it is very important, when the love of people trusts each other and aspires to understand in the correct way in any situation which happens in their life.
So write to me please your ideas about it in your following letters. Also I would like to know that - you dreaming about and that is you expecting for your life, I think, that the person should do some purposes and then try to reach them, and the purpose is achieved, you have no to be disappointed in a life, and you should do other purposes, only by this way to which the life will be interesting also excitation!
So tell to me what purpose make you in your life, it is very interesting to me, really I want, that you knew, that I really am interested in the message with you Gavin, and I would like to know you much better so please, loved, to write to me much about you directly and the country you Gavin, lives in in your following letters.
Also do not overlook to send more your photos, I shall be very pleased to receive them. So, my dear, I shall wait!
As I have told to you before, I never was to other country, but you would know, if the truth has been told, I have gold, want to see the whole world! I think, that it is so interesting and fascinating to go in another countries, to see other cities, to communicate to people of other cultures, to know more about them...
I think, what nothing can be more interesting, unless you do not think so Gavin?
Please my good, I very much want that you have written to me my lovely Gavin as I start to miss you my good more likely.
You of me are simple has struck the interest my lovely. I want that you were with me my good.
Gavin, now I should go. I shall wait very much your answer my lovely.
Nadezhda.
P.S. I like to play the big tennis.

Letter 6

Hello Gavin, my lovely, I very much waited your answer, and now I see your answer my loved Gavin.
Yes we in Russia too celebrate this holiday. With DAY ENAMOURED YOU!!! Happy Valentine days.
It on so much pleasantly my lovely, you simply amaze me the letters my lovely, the truth. You believe me my good Gavin?
I very much hope that you believe me my good.
Your letters give me heat. And it so is fine Gavin.
Gavin, I know that at you not so coldly there is a winter. But anything I live here since a birth and I have already got used to this cold my lovely.
I do not think now of winter, I think of you now. And you manage in love at first sight? Only fairly I ask you.
Each time when I receive the letter from you, it resembles reception one million gifts.
Each word, each letter, gives my heart a rhythm to dance.
Some times, which I try to stop my itself, and to tell, I - not the teenager was more, some other times which I speak, there can be it - only remarkable dream, and I have reached to wake up once on May of the validity to be u r only the phantom, bypassing my heart, similarly to an angel, giving happiness to the person and then succeeded, movement to the following - does not know.
I would like to write to you more as I can see my future family and my life in the closest future. I hope Gavin to find correct for me in this way because I see, that the majority of young people does not want to create their own families, and grown-ups have or family already, and I do not want to destroy any family to build mine because I know, that it - not a good thing, and you cannot be happy misfortune of use of others! So, I hope to find my future husband through the Internet and to communicate with each other, to learn more about us and to see, whether our interest grows and develops, and then it is possible to speak about a meeting and to spend our time together.
I think, that it will be very big moment for both of us and if - we can well discuss all about our future and see, whether we are the big pair and we can support each other with our care and understanding. But also and I think, that in relations it is very important to be FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gavin, now you became very dear to me my lovely Gavin, I very much want that we began more than friends my good. The truth my lovely.
I very much want it Gavin, I do not want to be a deceit, I want to be with you that you caressed me. It seems to me that I am in love with you my lovely.
And I hope for it Gavin as I see and I believe you that you too want it. All should be mutual my lovely.
Gavin, and I very much want that we trusted each other, I very much want it mine are fine Gavin.
I very much hope that you understand me, and at us all will be good.
Well my good, now I should go, but know Gavin, YOU are VERY NECESSARY for me!!!!!
Yours Nadezhda.

Letter 7

Hello my lovely Gavin, I am very happy that you have written to me my lovely, I the truth am very happy.
I want to tell to you that I am very pleased with you, I am simple from you I lose consciousness as I receive from you the letter. This such great pleasure.
I think, that my parents gave me everything, but now I grew and should build a life directly. I also try, but it is difficult for one and therefore the good person who would help me with it, is necessary for me, together in us it would appear better. You agree with me?
Gavin as I simply want to be happy my lovely. I the truth very much want to be happy with you. I ADMIT FAIRLY I is IN LOVE WITH YOU Gavin.
I am very much in love with you my lovely, I very much want to be with you my lovely. I very much want it my good. It is simple on so much pleasantly to be with you.
What do you think about it? Tell to me please my lovely?! What do you think about it? I do not want that we hurried up so that we right now have met. I do not want it to make my lovely.
I simply want that we were happy my good. I think to us with you, it is not necessary to speak about bad as with you, it is good us, and we want to be happy, together that we shall do happiness with you.
I know, that it will be difficult for creation as we now are very far, but that, all from us with you should pass, and in us with all of you will be good..
Gavin, I know this distance between us to us not an obstacle, we shall find as us, we shall meet, that we have understood, that with you is necessary for us.
That we have not made a mistake of anyone with you that all was simply fine, excellent further.
Yes I understand that we should wait still. We should wait still . It is simple on so much well to read your letters.
I simply die from you my good. I now can tell to you that I love you. And very much I want to be with you my fine.
As I love you, but we still should find out each other. We should make it. We should make it my fine.
We should make it my lovely. It is simply lovely for knowing that you are with me, in my head.
And I very much want Gavin that you to me all have told also. So that it was very pleasant for me. I very much want that we were together.I very much want it, I do not want to look at those people who now is happy. I also am now happy. As I know that we together.And we let's not draw please any conclusions bad my love. At us with you in the future has much put. That with you it was very good us.
I very much want that you were with me my lovely. I want to prepare you for a supper when you come from work that you ate very well.
Anything bad, very good appetite at you will be with me. As I know that is necessary for me is my lovely. I very much wait for you my good.
That I could feel you near to myself my love Gavin.
Well Gavin, now I should go my lovely.
I shall wait very much your answer, yours Nadezhda.
P.S. My home address:
Burceva street. house 1 appartment 61
my full name
Krukova Nadezhda
Postal code: 199004

Letter 8

Hello my Gavin, many thanks for your warm letter.
Gavin, I very much waited your letter. I all time thought, how you, what with you?! You simply did not leave my ideas Gavin.
As I the truth already have to you love feelings. And I do not want to hide from you it. I want to speak you it. That you knew it. As I cannot hide my feelings from you.
Gavin, I know I can shall draw hasty conclusions for you. But I know precisely, that I now am not mistaken in you.
And I speak only that that I feel to you Gavin. I should think of you. When I lie down to sleep. My heart beats very quickly.
As I simply feel you Gavin. I feel you near to me Gavin. You seem to me that now near to me in one bed.
I miss you awfully. I need in you so. Because I the truth cannot without you Gavin.
It not only words which I feel now Gavin. I think of you all time. I never had it before. Such feelings simply to not write in the letter.
I did not see you however, but I cannot live without you more, your letter. I want to touch you Gavin to feel your high temperature and tenderness, I love
you, I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you not fear. It is strange for me also Gavin. But I can guarantee to you, that it is true. I love you Gavin, and idea concerning you do me so happy.
I want to be with you so. I want to feel you with everyone a part of my body, I want to feel sensitive contact of your hands to smell yours a body.
Only to know, that I only yours and that my you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I - full desire, and I want you as the person, I want to be your wife, yours the friend, your assistant to soul, your beloved, and your dream.
I understand now completely, that you are a person of my dream. I searched for you all my life, and now I have found you Gavin, and I am not going to lose you.
We shall be happy together I shall make all for this purpose Gavin. I am strong enough to overcome all difficulties and difficulties which are between us.
There is no barrier which can stop me. My love will overcome all difficulties on our way. We shall trust together to me.
I shall move all declines only to be with you. I do not need in something I only wants to see you to study your eyes, to kiss your lips, in touch your strong
body.
Gavin, it simply my feelings. I speak you all this because I love you Gavin.
You for me now the first dream of mine a life. As I do not think that people of 70 % have the most important dream it only money. This my opinion Gavin. I do not speak that precisely 70 %.
It only I so think Gavin. I do not enter into this percent. Which dream of the big money. As I think in relations there should be feelings.
Gavin, I hope that you understand me. And I think that you on me will not be malicious after that letters. I only want to tell to you I love YOU Gavin.
Now I should go to work, I shall wait your letter with the great pleasure Gavin.
Yours and only yours Nadezhda.

Letter 9

Hello my love Gavin, I again want to tell to you many thanks for your fine letter.
You cannot present on how many at all I is happy. As I again see your new letter.
And my heart simply bangs with happiness Gavin.
I to not think at all about the friend. Only I want to think of you Gavin. I simply do not know that occurs to me, as I love you Gavin.
And you know about it Gavin. I know that you also love me, also respect and want me in the a life.
My working week was not from the most good. As it was a lot of work. But I already spoke, when I think of you. In me there are many forces.
And I do not think at all of my work. I do not want to tell that I do not think at all Gavin. That you have correctly understood me Gavin. I simply always think of you Gavin. And I want to think to you.
You became very important for me, and the happiness falls outside the limits me when I receive your gentle message each time when I see it.
My offer feeling to you grew gradually about everyone new our letter.
Certainly all of us still in general know all about the friend the friend, but I cannot be here in distance from you, actually more I need in you in your
attention to care and like.
I want to tell you it, right now I think it during this moment, should be right now!
Probably I even think it there is no absolutely that feeling which the man and the woman whom the feeling is as number with each other, but we so are far, also I want. That you felt all emotions which I write to the message to you and felt my sincere and gentle love to you.
I want to wake up once in your bed and to feel your high temperature close to me in all not opening of eyes, to feel easy strong and gentle hands, to feel
tenderness from gentle and sweet lips and I want that time, have stopped during this moment and we would be only one, and anyone is not present at the world only I and you my loved Gavin more.
I want to be days and nights with you only with you loved Gavin. That you never left me. That you always were with me Gavin.
In the afternoon we shall enjoy walks in shadows of wood and trees will whisper to us as, urgently we like each other, we shall go in the street cities Carrying out each other for a hand or covering each other and people will envy our happiness and to be grateful for us.
I want it, you have cleaned me my gentle Gavin. You now know that my feelings are real to you. And I do not want to joke of you. As my heart it for you
Gavin.
Gavin, I promise you, that I speak all to you and I write. I shall necessarily make a reality during a life. Also I shall prove to you that it not only words in the letter.
And that that all this is real. That I feel that to you. And that that I want from you. I promise you, with I shall make it really. As I the truth of it want
my love.
I know that such now love. I know now that such now when your favourite person very far from you. I now much that have understood Gavin.
I with hope shall wait our meeting Gavin. I hope that it will be in the near future Gavin. Now I should go. I shall wait your answer very soon.
Yours Nadezhda.

Letter 10

Hello my most love Gavin is happy.
I very much am grateful to you for yours gently and the beautiful letter.. You my happiness Gavin, and you know it. It so is pleasant.
I am happy to know, that we now have mutual feelings, I am happy to know, that you have not left my love without the attention and that you have answered me reciprocity.
I could not assume at all, that the Internet is capable to help to build to people the love, but it appeared the truth, and I am happy, that the Internet to help me to find the love, it you!!!
With each new your letter, my love to you to become all I am stronger also any more I do not present the future without you.
Ideas about you do not leave me, I constantly think only of you, constantly I present ours with you a happy joint life.
To me still such strong love to somebody, you never were necessary to feel the first man which has given me this true love.
I speak you, that I very strongly love you also I want, that you always knew, that you have won my heart and my trust on the present.
Now I only your woman, now at you am the woman who very strongly loves you and dreams of you every day.
Now we have that we so for a long time and persistently searched Gavin, we have to what we so for a long time went, we have that we so strongly wanted, we have our sweet and beautiful love to each other.
Gavin, I very much want that our dream has come true to real opinion. I want that we with you were together.
I cannot live now without you. I cannot present the life without you Gavin, and I at all do not want to represent it. As I very much want that we with you were together my love Gavin.
What fine feeling - mutual love. And it seems to me, that one that I can hold your hand, my beloved Gavin and to go with you beside.
Rather will satisfy to overlook about all the world. I imagine us both movement together to the sun as we are filled with bright warm light from our love.
I want to feel this light all body , to feel high temperature and a cosiness of our love. I want to be with you Gavin. I want, that you never release me from hands Gavin.
But while it - only mine dreams. Between us - one thousand kilometers of the basis and the god knows how many miles of mountains and the sky the world Gavin.
Look on words which I have found for you. They the majority of recurrence my positions.
I cannot make anything the right when your person lifts my opinion. Your smile, your eyes have made a fool of me, and I am under your period. I try to stop and operate it Gavin.
Gavin, my love. I should ask you. As it very much interests me. Whether you want to meet this month? As I am simple I can not wait more to meet you..
I very much want that you have answered my question. Whether you want it now? My love and then I shall go only in embassy to find out about my arrival to you. Ok Gavin?
As I cannot make it if you on itself to make do not want it. I know that you wrote you want to meet me. But I should know the exact answer.
As can in your heart, you are afraid of it Gavin. I do not speak it precisely so.
Can you are simple inside yourself are afraid of it.
It is not necessary to be afraid my love, we have grown fond each other. And we should be together. As soon as it would not be Gavin. I hope that you understand me my love.
Gavin, now I should go. I shall wait very much your answer. Yours always love
Nadezhda.

Letter 11

Hi my love Gavin,
Now I can tell to you with the big confidence, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, and only you mine Gavin. I am ready to shout these words of happiness for the whole world my love.
My love at me is very good news to you, I hope that you will be very glad.
My love today I went to travel agency, and spoke concerning trip to you, they have told that I can arrive to you, and receive necessary documents, without special problems as I not when did not leave Russia, and for people which not when did not go abroad have very big privileges.
My love the travel agency has asked me that I have concluded with them the contract on granting of their services as now at them very good discounts, and now they have already started to make to me the visa and the passport, my love they have told that it will be ready approximately in one and a half weeks.
My love to me also informed how many it will cost, my love my visa and the passport will cost to me of 460 dollars, my love when I has heard it I has been upset and afflicted, as I have no such big money.
Then I at once have hastened to my mum, and spoke with her about this sum of money, my love my mum has told to me that she has savings which make only 130 dollars, and she can give it to me.
My love I is now very strongly upset, as I have no completely all money so to pay my visa and the passport, my travel agency has told to me that to me will be already necessary to pay all this on following weeks, my love I very strongly worry, and I do not know that to me now to do.
My mum has told to me that I should ask the help for you as you very remarkable person, and my unique love in the world which will not leave me in a trouble and will necessarily help me. My love it is very a shame to me to do and ask it you this money, but I very much hope for you that you will help me and will not leave me in such trouble as you also very much want that I arrived to you.
My love I shall arrive to you under the tourist visa, it will be valid within 90 days but when I shall arrive to you that I I can even prolong it.
My love also I has learned that you can transfer these to me of money, through system monetary translations " the Western union ", my love you will require only my information, my information so that you could send this money:
Name: Nadezhda
Lastname: Krukova
Country: Russia
City: St. Petersburg
My love also you should inform me the also the information, similarly to a full name and a place where do you live and then I without problems can receive this money.
My love I very much hope for you that you will help me and then I shall arrive to you as soon as possible my love somewhat quicker.
I very much want to be in your hands, I have very big dream, it when I for the first time shall see you at the airport, I shall throw all things, I shall run up to you and there will be the longest kiss in the world, I for a long time shall not release you from the embraces, it will be the beginning of a modern history of love, we shall be so happy.
My love now I shall wait for your letters with impatience, and to pray concerning ours with you of a meeting, I very much hope for you that you will help me and will not leave me in a trouble.
Write to me somewhat quicker, I wait for your letters.
Your love forever, Nadezhda.