Letter(s) from Natalia Vdovina to Robert (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Robert,
I am glad to receive the letter from you. To me it is very pleasant, that you have become interested in me. I would like, that we and further corresponded with you. I hope, that you have understood, that I search for the man for creation of family. I do not search for an ordinary mail, I search for love. Probably it is destiny. How you think? You can and there is that unique which I search.
I shall tell to you a little about myself. My name is Nataliya. I was born and I live in city Nigniy Novgorod.
To me of 25 years. My growth of 170 centimeters, my weight of 51 kg. I very cheerful person. I very much love a life.
Unfortunately, in the 25 years I all still have not met the the man. And I very much would like to find it. I sincerely trust, that my dream will come true. And I in the near future shall meet the love. I search for the person with which I can create family, have children. I very much love children. I would like to have two child, the boy and the girl.
The boy will be the favorite of the daddy, and the daughter the favorite of mum. I wish to have happy family.
I wish to see, how my children play. I want, that my husband cared of me, preserved me. I shall love in turn it how it was not loved by any woman. For me family, children this the most important in human life. It seems to me, that if the person in an old age does not have family, children it has lived the life vainly. Because in an old age about it at all to whom will take care. It remains absolutely one. For me in a life the family costs on the first place. Probably, it because my parents are very happy in marriage. My daddy call Aleksey, and my mum call Nadya.
They have lived many years in marriage, but not looking for years they on former love each other. At them very warm and sincere attitudes. Always, when I look at them, my heart is pleased for their happiness. And I too would like to have the family. But present Russian men completely not such as earlier.
Earlier the man was ready to make any act, any feat for the sake of the beloved. Now men absolutely differently concern to women. They have ceased to look after girls. From them to not receive at all flowers for a holiday, let alone what the friend. Now for men that, how many at it is more important than girls. The more at the man of girls, the it considers himself better.
It seems to me is absolutely not correct. The young generation of men is much more rough. For them there is no word family, marriage. The only thing, that is necessary for them it every day the new girl. They wish to walk and have a good time only, and their future does not interest. Therefore I have decided to find the the man abroad.
It seems to me, that men abroad more serious concern to a life and to family attitudes. I have decided to risk and try happiness abroad. And I very much hope, that all my efforts will be not vain.

I shall wait for your answer, write to me soon.
Your Russian girlfriend Nataliya.

Letter 2

Hello Robert,
I am very glad to receive again the letter from you. It was very interesting to me to learn more about you.
You very interesting person.
How your business? How mood?
Robert, I wish to tell still to you about my life. I never in the life was abroad. But I very much would like to visit there. I wish to tell to you why I cannot find the the man in Russia. I searched, I tried to find love here, on the native land. But as you see to me 25 years, and I all still not married and I am very lonely in this life.
Men of Russia are not able to appreciate its better qualities in the woman. It seems to me, that many of them see in us only object of desires and satisfactions of the desires. Yes, I understand, that all it is natural, that everyone the man at a kind beautiful girls first of all thinks of that, as though to drag it in bed somewhat quicker.
Such attitudes are not necessary to me. I do not wish to tell, that sex for me means nothing. I consider, that sex plays one of the important roles in attitudes between the man and the woman. But not the most important role.
But to me it is necessary not only sex, I want love, romanticism. I want normal human attitudes. I want, that there was everything, both love and romanticism and certainly sex. Unless this crime?
I have no friend now. At me it is a lot of girlfriends with whom we have fun and we have a rest.
Now I shall tell to you more about my work. I work as the seller, in shop of clothes. I sell lady's wear. I like my work.
Because I should communicate with different people much. I work six days in a week. The day off at me on Sunday.
I study English since school years. Then I studied this language at university and as went on rates of English.
But, unfortunately my written English is not so good. My colloquial English it is much better, than written.
I read your letters without the translator. But write to you without the translator I cannot. I use the computer program as the translator. I understand, that the program not so well translates my letters. I very much would like to correct all mistakes of the translator, but on it a lot of time which I have no in the Internet of cafe is necessary.
Tell to me, my letters are clear to you?
Nigniy Novgorod it is very beautiful city. My daddy was born in this city, and my mum has arrived to this city after the termination of institute from the city of Kazan. My parents have got acquainted in a disco. To my mum then there were 22 years, and to mine to the daddy 23. They met 1 year, and have then got married. It seems to me, that their feelings to each other till now have not died away, they still love all each other. I have the native brother.
I very much love it. It, as well as my daddy, call Aleksey. To my brother of 5 years. I very much love my house and my parents. They have lifted me on legs, they have grown up me. I grew as small princess, I had all. But now times have a little changed, and I should help parents whenever possible. Earlier my parents worked at a factory.
But in 1994-1995 in Russia there was an economic crisis, and practically all factories have been ruined and closed.
It was necessary to parents very hard. But they could leave this situation. Let they earn not so much as earlier, but I am glad, that at them is though any work. I very much love my mummy and my daddy.

Your Russian girlfriend, Nataliya.

Letter 3

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to see again your letter. Thanks for photos, they have very much liked me.
How your business? How your mood? Tell to me what weather at you.
Certainly, bad people are everywhere, not only in Russia. But why that good men in Russia did not come across to me.
And in general my dream to marry abroad. I wish to find favorite not in Russia, and abroad. I want, that my future children grew in normal, a civilized country. I want, that the government respected and appreciated them. I want, that they had the best formation that they were happy and did not require what. I do not search for the superman.
I want normal human attitudes. I wish to spend evenings with the favorite person watching TV, walking on the nature, looking on stars. I very romantic person. I very much love there are houses. At home I feel completely protected.
To me cosy and comfortably at home. I like to be engaged in house affairs. I the good mistress. I very well prepare.
I have ended rates of the cook. I always wished to be able is tasty to prepare. Because each woman, first of all, should be able to make a tasty dinner to the to the man.
My house is in 15 minutes of walking from my work. I work six days in a week. My working day begins with 10 mornings and comes to an end in 6 one o'clock in the evening. I like to spend the day off with my girlfriends. We often sit in the evening in cafe. And behind a cup of coffee we discuss last week. Every Sunday I visit a sports hall.
I am engaged in aerobics to support myself in the form of. As I go to pool. I very much like to float. I very much like to go to cinema, in museums. Sometimes we go to clubs on a disco. As I like to spend time at home. I like to be engaged in house affairs, to help my mum. I very much like to cook food. Visitors who come to us and my parents speak, that I am very tasty I cook food. Still I like to read books. You read ever books of Russian writers? If yes, which?
Yes, I speak in English well. My girlfriends too know English.
Tell to me, please, more, about myself in fact I should know the person with whom I correspond. I am confident, that you will become that only thing which I shall grow fond.
It is very interesting to me, what character at you? In fact character of the person it is very important. To me do not like, people, at which very spoilt character and overestimated self-estimation. Such people do not notice those who them on true appreciate. You are interesting to me whom work? Because work of the person too is of great importance in a life. I for example, have not found that work which wanted because in Russia it is very complex for making.
What do you like to do at leisure? What hobby at you is? Whether you Like to go in for sports? Whether there was you in other countries?
Than I have liked you and why you write to me?

I shall wait for your answer.
Nataliya.

Letter 4

Hello My Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter again. What new has occurred in your life? How your mood?
It was very interesting to me to learn about you more. I want, that with each letter we learned each other better.
I want, that with each letter we became closer each other. I shall try and I hope, that I shall not disappoint you in the future. I do not want, that we in what deceived each other. I want, that we always were sincere with each other. I think, that it is always better to tell to the person the truth, than to deceive it. I want, that we have learned to trust each other. Certainly, I understand, that it is very complex to trust the person whom you never saw.
To trust the person who sits at a computer somewhere very far. But I very much would like, that in due course we have learned to trust each other. Because any attitudes first of all should be under construction on trust and understanding.
I very much want, that you became my friend. And sincerely I hope, that subsequently our friendship will pass in something greater, in love. I very much wish to find the love, the only thing the man. I am very glad, that we search for the same. I too am very tired to search for the love in Russia. It seems to me, that it is hopeless. I very much wish to find the love abroad.
I have many relatives in Nigniy Novgorod. My grandmother lives in suburb Nigniy Novgorod. Unfortunately, my grandfather already for a long time has died. And my grandmother should live one. It lives in small village, in 100 kilometers from city Nigniy Novgorod. We persuaded it to move to us to city, but it does not wish to leave from village. Speaks, that cannot live in city. Mine the uncle and the aunt too live in city Nigniy Novgorod. My cousins and sisters too live in this city. I still had only relatives of mine of the daddy. Because it was not the unique child in family. It had brothers and sisters. As its mum all is still alive. Mum was the unique child in family.
And, unfortunately, its parents already for a long time have died. Therefore I have no relatives in Kazan. All my relatives in Nigniy Novgorod. We try to meet as it is possible is more often. Usually it occurs in birthdays or on any else holidays.
I very much like to read books. It is simply healthy, that you read Russian authors. It is my favorite writers Tolstoi, Pushkin and Dostoevsky. My mum since the childhood learned me to read books. You do not represent, I have learned to read already in 4 years. I was very clever child and in all very quickly studied. I remember, that when I have gone to 1 class, in school, it was completely not interesting to me to sit at lessons. Because the majority of children still only studied to read, write and read. And I already it was able to do all. Here such I was the clever girl.
After leaving school I have acted in the Kazan State university. I by a trade the manager. But I did not manage to find work by my trade. õÚ has got a job in shop of clothes. I very much like my work. Because I like to communicate with the people, new acquaintances. From work I like to spend to free time with my girlfriends. I have the best girlfriend. We are friends with it from school. Its name Oksana.
Yes, May very good month in Russia. At this time rains the warm season already comes to an end and begins.
I very much would like, that you have got acquainted with my parents. I think, they will like you, and you will find the general interests. They at me very good and kind people.
I send you a photo of my family. Beside with me my parents. The boy, near to my daddy, is my younger brother.
At the left, the woman and the little girl is my cousina and her daughter. I await your answer.
Nataliya.

Letter 5

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter again. It was very interesting to me to read your letter. Your letters are interesting to me all. It is very interesting to me to learn about you more. I see, that you very fair and kind person.
How your business? How your mood? What new has occurred in your life? What plans at you on target?
I'm fine. Today I worked all the day long. At us very cloudy weather. Here also there has come autumn with its rains and a cold. My most favorite season this summer. I very much love warm weather, the sun, I like to listen to singing of birds. But, unfortunately, in Russia severe enough climate. The Most part of year weather cool.
Winter in Russia very cold. Certainly, I like to go for a drive in the winter on skis. But it very quickly bothers.
Not skiing more precisely bothers, and the cold and a frost bothers. In the winter we put on very warmly. Many money is spent for winter clothes. Because it is necessary to have warm footwear, a fur coat or a warm jacket, a cap, a sweater and many other things. While in the countries with a warm climate of anything it it is not necessary.
I very much like to spend summer at water. I like to sunbathe, bathe. I very much love water. You like to spend time on the nature at water? What event in your life was the most remembered?
Yes, I have favorite wine. I like a red Georgian wine. I very much like to go to cinema. Last film which I saw at a cinema, refers to L Man's season ¦. It is Russian film, but there there are also American actors. From actors most of all it is pleasant to me Juliya Roberts. I do not know the Russian actress with the same name, as at me.
Probably you were mistaken, and I can am mistaken. Is not present, unfortunately, I did not read English authors.
Happy I am am done with happiness of my family, fidelity of my girlfriends and certainly the beloved by a number.
Yesterday I spoke about you with my parents. My daddy does not trust, that at me it will turn out to find the love abroad and to create in the future with it the man family. The daddy speaks, that I vainly waste time, I go to the Internet cafe, I spend money. I shall explain to you the reason of mistrust of my parents. On the TV show many transfers about the girls who have left abroad. They as have found to themselves favorite on the Internet.
Soon they leaved to it abroad to get married. They leaved, and is more nobody about them heard. Abroad these girls forced to be engaged in prostitution. From them took away documents, and they could not come back home.
Here such histories. My parents very much are afraid, that to me there will be something bad. But I try to explain to them, that we with you do not wish to hurry event. First we well learn each other, and then we shall already solve, whether we shall meet. Tell to me if we shall decide to meet you where you would want that there was our meeting? You thought of it? How you imagine ours with you a meeting? Many my girlfriends for the husband. But I do not see, that they are happy in a marriage. Because at one husbands drink, at others, meet other women. Two my girlfriends have children. At one boy, and at another the girl.
Recently one of my girlfriends has come running to me in 10 one o'clock in the evening with the small daughter.
My girlfriend call Anna. It cried, and I could not calm it in any way. First, in darkness I have not paid attention to its person. But when I have included light in a drawing room has seen on its person a bruise, its hands too were in bruises. I was simply in horror. I stood, looked at it and did not know, that to it to tell. My mum has made to it calming tea, and only after that we could talk easy with it. It has appeared, that its husband has come home drunk and has started to shout at it. It tried to calm it and asked, that it did not shout, because their small daughter already slept. It has seized it by a hand and has strongly struck on the person. Anna miracle has had time to escape in a bedroom, to take away the daughter, and to run out on street. There it has caught the machine and has arrived to me. Here such history has occurred recently to my girlfriend. It has appeared, that its husband any more for the first time beat it. It addressed in militia, but there to it have answered, that they can help nothing.
Such situations arise almost in each third Russian family. And anybody can make nothing. It is very sad, when such histories occur to close people. Tell, in your country there are cases when the husband beats the wife?

I shall wait for your letter.
Your Russian girlfriend Nataliya.

Letter 6

Hello Dear Robert,
As I am glad to receive your letter. You know, I do not understand, that to me occurs. I all think of you is more often, I recollect you. I re-read your letters on some times. I store all letters which you wrote to me.
They are very dear to me. At me such feeling, that every day, with each new letter, I all become attached to you more. It is surprising, but I like in you absolutely all. It is pleasant to me as you you concern to me, I like your letters. At me such feeling, that you simply ideal the man. It seems to me, that about such to the man as you dream each woman. I do not understand, where the American women look??? How such the man as you, can be one? I heard many opinions on the American women. I wish to learn your opinion in this occasion.
I heard, that the American women aspire to be independent of men. On the first place for them it is business, work. These are so-called "business-lady". Family for them it something absolutely another's. They do not wish to have children. Because children borrow too much time. And they do not have free time for education of children. They do not aspire to create family and if they have a family they give it not enough time.
I consider, that it is absolutely not correct. The woman is created by the God to give birth to children, to bring up them and cares of the to the man. And the man in turn should provide the family, should earn money.
The man should be the head of the family, it should accept all serious decisions. Certainly, I have no anything against the woman too worked. But for the present woman work never will be on the first place.
For it always on the first place there will be its house, its husband and its children. At me such opinion in this occasion. I would like to learn your opinion in this occasion. Tell to me how you represent the family?
What in your representation the ideal woman?
Tomorrow there comes my good girlfriend, its name Sveta. We are friends with it from the first class.
It comes from the city of Samara. I very much wait for its arrival. I have very much become bored on my girlfriend. I think, that to us will be to talk about what tomorrow. In the evening, probably we shall come into our favorite cafe. It refers to L Dolce Vita ¦. In it the cafe prepare for very tasty fruit tea.
As there very tasty various cakes and tasty ice-cream. Sveta too very much loves this cafe.
Today I wish to lead evening with my parents. Mum has baked today an apple pie. Also asked me to come home before.
Because my parents will wait for me by a supper. So I shall finish the letter. I do not love when my parents long wait for me, I do not like to be late. I very punctual person. I shall write to you tomorrow.

Know, that I every day with impatience wait for your letter.
Nataliya.

Letter 7

Hello Dear Robert,
I so am glad to receive your letter. Yes, the photo which I have sent you is made last week. I was specially photographed for you. I would like, that you knew, how I look now. This photo is made in our park. I would like to see other your photos, your family, your friends, your house. How has passed your day?
My Pervomayskaya st. 4-2 address. I think, that will be better, more reliably and more quickly if you will send me a card of your city by e-mail. My birthday on November, 10th, already absolutely soon.
I constantly think only of you. To me you would be desirable to tell all, what remarkable person. And as I am happy, that have met you in this huge world. You only think, we could find never each other. In fact the Internet is so huge here again so much different sites of acquaintances. But we ours each other and it is simply healthy!!!
I am confident, that this all has occurred to us not casually. Probably it also is destiny. Probably you my destiny, and I your destiny and we should be together? I trust, that each person in this life has second half. At someone its half lives absolutely near to it. At someone second half lives very far. Someone quickly finds the love, and someone it is necessary to search for second half very long. Here and I trust, that we are created the friend for the friend.
In fact not casually we have got acquainted with you. I very much want, that you became my only thing the man, for ever.
You know, when I read your letters, I see in them myself. We are so similar with you, that it is simply surprising.
We equally appreciate family, love, respect. I already spoke you, that for me the most important in attitudes is love and mutual understanding. The main thing that the man loved the wife quiveringly and gently. That it valued her, as though it, the most dear treasure in the world. The man should look at the woman a sight what it never on anybody did not look. In its sight it should be read its all love, tenderness, passion which it tests to the woman.
The woman in turn should make every day home life by a holiday. There should not be a monotony. If the woman has married, it does not mean, that it should not look beautiful and sexual for the husband. On the contrary, the woman always should be beautiful for the husband. I shall agree with you, that for many women career on the first place.
I never considered it correct. The main thing for the woman should be its family.
I had remarkable day today. Weather all the day long solar. In the morning I have risen early to go on station and to meet my girlfriend Sveta who has arrived today. We did not see the whole year. You do not represent, as we were glad to see each other. I have specially taken the day off on work to lead this day with my girlfriend.
It has arrived by train. We have gone to me home, and stirred till a dinner, up to 12 one o'clock in the afternoon.
We spoke about all. I have told to it about you. Sveta has told, that I have made the correct decision. It approves that I have found the man abroad. It has told to me history which has occurred to its native sister. Its sister, which name Irina, corresponded with one man from Philadelphia. Soon it has left to it on a visit and in a month they have got married. They live together 2 years and are very happy. Its husband speaks, that it never met such fine woman. They very much love each other, and recently at them the daughter was born. Sveta, seeing happiness of the sister, too has decided to find the love abroad. It has started to correspond with one man from New-York. But it has deceived it. Through a floor of year of correspondence when it wished to arrive to it, it has told to it, that it is married and has 3 children. After such severe deceit, Sveta has decided to not write any more to it. Because to it it was very sick. In fact it has simply crushed its feelings, its hope and dream.
Here such sad history has occured to my girlfriend. For these a floor of year it has had time to grow fond it of the man, and it so has severely broken its heart. Sveta speaks, that will start over again search of the of the man as soon as will come back home. I think, that it has correctly solved. Because it is not necessary to stop on half of way, it is necessary to go up to the end. I think, as we not begins to stop on half of way.
We shall be every day, with each new letter all is better and better for learning each other. I am confident, that it still will meet the the man as it was met by its sister and as it was met by me.
I shall finish my letter. Because the house me is waited by my girlfriend. It has not gone with me because it is very tired after a trip by train. A few houses also have decided to have a rest. Sveta will live at my place during the arrival. Because to remove a hotel accommodation very dearly. It remains for a week, then it will go back, home. I do not know, we shall go today to walk or not. If Sveta will want to go to walk we shall necessarily go to cinema. If it all will feel still wearily we descend at cinema tomorrow.
I shall wait for your answer.
Nataliya.

Letter 8

Hello Dear Robert,
I am glad to read your letter. Today has begun very well. I have woken up with excellent mood. It probably because yesterday was simply wonderful day. And consequently, that I am am surrounded with my most favorite people.
Only you do not suffice beside. We yesterday up to night have spoken about a life with my girlfriend, Sveta.
In the morning I had to leave my girlfriend. When I left for work, it all still slept. Yesterday we have decided to not go anywhere, and to remain at home. Besides mum has made a celebratory supper. And we of all family have lead this evening houses. It would not be desirable to go anywhere because at home there was very warm conditions.
On work day has passed very quickly, I would like to come back home somewhat quicker. In the evening we with Sveta wished to walk on city. Because it for a long time was not in our city and it would like to walk on city.
We were going to go after walk to cinema. But, unfortunately, our plans have been again destroyed.
Because my dog very strongly was ill. When I have come from work it was very languid. Sveta speaks, that it all the day long laid also ate nothing. I still yesterday have noticed, that my dog became any languid. It did not run and did not play, but only laid. We had to go instead of walk to veterinary clinic. Doctors speak, that the cat has poisoned with something. I at all do not know, than it could poison. It eats everything, that we eat ourselves. They long examined my dog. Have then made to it 4 injections. I could not look at it and have left a cabinet in a corridor. You do not represent, as strongly it shouted, when to it did injections. It it was very a pity to me. It even had tears on eyes. My heart was broken off from a pain when I heard its shout.
Doctors have written out many medicines. They have told, that if it to not treat, it will die. I very much experience for my cat. I do not want, that it died. I very much love my cat. I very much experience for it. My dog call Filya.
It lives at us 2 years, and became the full member of our family. Tomorrow I again should carry my dog in veterinary clinic. To it will do again injections. I hope, that it will recover soon. My girlfriend now beside with me. It transfers you greetings and speaks, that it very much would like to get acquainted with the man which has won the heart its girlfriends. Now it is precisely confident, that too can find the love abroad. Because now it knows, that there are abroad fair and kind people, such as you. I to it too have told, that it will necessarily meet the the man. In fact we with you have found each other. I think, that the most important it to trust in happiness. If you trust that you will be happy the happiness will necessarily come to you.
I always waited and trusted, that my love will come to me, that I shall meet the man which will make me happy.
For me appearance of the person is not important. The person love not for its external beauty, and for its shower, for its mind. I knew many beautiful people, but the majority of them were egoists, mean and silly. I do not search for prince beautiful and harmonious. I search the present for the man which can preserve me, love, understand and help. I wish to present you all not spent love. All that love which is in my heart. I trust, that we shall be happy together. My heart speaks me about it. And what you feel? You trust in ours with you the happy future? You ask, as I represent our first meeting. I shall tell to you. I represent, as I fly to you in the plane. The stewardess declares fast landing. I all am excited, my heart is ready to be pulled out for excitement.
The plane has landed, I rise and I go to an output. When I have approached to an output, I have looked around.
My heart was hammered even more strongly, I have seen you. You stood with a bouquet of colors and looked at me.
On my eyes there were tears. But it were tears of happiness. I have run downwards on a ladder, to you, to my favorite and to the only thing to the man. We embraced, turned. We did not notice anybody around. There were only we in the whole world. I whispered to you on an ear: L my Darling as I waited for this day, day of our meeting ¦.
We of gas were full of love and happiness.
I with impatience shall wait for your answer.
Nataliya.

Letter 9

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter. Your letters just fine. They do my day by the happiest of all days.
As I am grateful to the God, that it has enabled us to find each other. As I ask the God that it has enabled on to meet. I every day with impatience go to the Internet of cafe to see there your letter. I constantly think of you, I dream. I do not understand, that to me occurs. Still never I felt such happy. You became for me very native and close person. Never could think, that I can become attached so strongly to the person on correspondence.
To the person whom I did not see in a real life. Thanks you for photos. I store all your photos. For some reason as soon as I have seen today your photos, I at once have understood, that you have made them more recently.
And when I read your letter, I was convinced of it. Here you see, how much we already well understand each other.
I wish to take today these your photos home and to show their my parents. How your business? What new?
Than you were engaged today? What plans at you for tomorrow?
I always was very romantic person. I always dreamed of prince on a white horse. Yes, I dream of walks on coast, about a romantic supper at candles, about declarations of love and about many other things.
I today weigh day has lead on work. Tonight we with my girlfriend Sveta shall go to walk. After work I all over again have gone home to learn how are you doing from my dog. Today we should not go to veterinary clinic because Filya has started to recover. We had supper all family, and then I together with Sveta have gone to the Internet cafe. I very much would like to write to you how strongly I miss and as you do not suffice me.
At last we could take a walk easy on city. Because all these days I worked, and in the evenings we went in veterinary clinic. I so am glad, that we managed to walk today. Now we wish to go to cinema, on film 9 Army.
It is the Russian film about war in Afghanistan. Speak, that it is very interesting and fascinating film.
The girl who works together with me, went on this film. And it speaks, that it even cried during this film.
Native mine, my parents send the regards to you. Also wish you successful day.
Sveta too sends the regards to you, and kisses you on a cheek, as the guy of the girlfriend. So you do not think anything bad. It very well concerns to you. And only owing to ours with you to attitudes, it has decided to try again happiness and to find the the man abroad. Because it sees, that at you serious intention and you will not deceive me. And I too feel it. I feel, that once we can be together. Because you already now became for me very close and native person. I every day with impatience wait for approach of evening to go to the Internet of cafe, to read through your letter and to write to you the answer.
After film we do not wish to walk a little on city, and then we shall go home. Probably we still shall come on a visit to our general with Sveta to the girlfriend. All of us together went to school, in one class.
And it still does not know, that Sveta has arrived in Nizhny Novgorod. We wish to make to it a surprise.
We shall come into shop, we shall buy a pie to tea and we shall go on a visit. I represent, as it will jump with happiness, that we send to it on a visit. I shall finish the letter, differently we can be late at cinema.
I shall necessarily write to you tomorrow.
I shall wait for your answer, yours Nataliya.

Letter 10

Hello Dear Robert,
Dear mine, I very much missed on you all the day long. When I have come to the Internet of cafe, I was very glad to see there your letter. Dear, my I so it is glad, that you speak with the friends about me. To me it is very pleasant, that you spoke about me with Dr. Anatoly Sagalevitch. I would like, that you have expressed it my gratitude and warm words. I would be happy to be present at your meeting on December, 1st. But really these dreams can become a reality???
I send you a photo of my girlfriend. I shall be very glad, if you will help to find to it the love.
You know, today you for the first time have dreamed me. It was a fine dream. In my dream we were together.
I saw our house, our children. It was simply magnificent!!! I remember your happy person when you played with our children. I sat on a bench, in a court yard of our house and looked at you and on our children. Their happy laughter till now is heard to me. My God, as I did not wish to wake up. But it was only a dream and it is more than anything. But this dream was fine. We were very happy, you, I and our children. We had a present family.
Family of which we so dream. You played with our children in football. In their my dream was two, the boy and the girl. You ran, drop at the ground and all time laughed. I never shall forget this dream. I trust and I hope, that sometime this dream becomes a reality.
Dear mine, we with mum spoke about ours with you to a meeting. Mum speaks, that all it only correspondence and is more than anything. Because we are divided with very big distance. And to us never to overcome this distance.
Certainly, any distance can be overcome. But, to overcome this distance between us it is necessary to have financial assets. After that conversation with my mum I did not sleep all the night long. I cried and could not fall asleep. I have lost hope, at me hands have lowered. Probably, I cannot be happy and to be near to the beloved.
I do not know what to do. I in despair. I wish to be with you, but I can make nothing for this purpose. Tell in fact it not the truth? We shall be together, we necessarily shall together. I am ready to throw all, only, to be with you.
Unless it not the present love? We can overcome all barrier to be together. The main thing that both of us wanted it.
I would like to present in this case to you a song in which the column to the simple girl is spoken about strong mutual love powerful and rich. I hope, that it is pleasant to you. This song very much is pleasant to me and my mum and when, I listen to it the column I represent you to roles... My heart very strongly knocked, I dreamed of that, That when we shall meet, you will tell to me these words... I felt you, I felt, that your love to me has passed through many miles on wires. I feel, that Every day, with each your new letter I more increasing and more more close to you, my love becomes all more strongly and more strongly to you. I am assured, that when I shall see you, and you will see me, the barrier between us will fail, and all our feelings will overflow us with huge force, as if the rough river which has broken through a dam...

" What night!, my darling columns
The moon so brightly shines,
And whisper of leaves, a rustle of grasses
Strengthens a wind...
Forever to yours to become
I dream and this hour
Let my love will concern you... "

These words from a song which I send you. It seems to me, this song
Very well reflects my feelings to you...

" Morning becomes a dream, and night will eternally last,
We one in the huge light world...
But heart begins to boil - I can help you,
Heavens everyone become wider... "

I wait for your letter, mine of columns.
Your Nataliya.

Letter 11

Hello Dear Robert,
I am glad to receive your letter today. Thanks for photos of your house. It very beautiful. Your today's letter has touched my heart. You so beautifully write. You very gentle, tender the man. It seems to me, that you are able sincerely and to love the woman selflessly. The woman whom you will choose and which will be with you, will be the happiest woman all over the world. I very much would like to become this unique for you. I very much want, that we were together. We speak with my mum about all. How our meeting can take place. We dream in what house we with you we shall live. My treasured dream it you and only you. I can think and dream only of you. I wish to embrace you, I wish to kiss you, I wish to feel your breath and warmly your body. Yes, I think, that would be correct, if I all over again have arrived to you for short time. Probably 2-3 weeks. For this time we can learn each other, whether understand we approach each other. And then I could come back home, speak with my parents and arrive to you already for ever. It would be the true decision.
How your business? How has passed your day? How your health?
My dog feels very well. Today it very cheerful and all the day long runs and plays. Yes, street Pokrovskaya very much approaches for romantic walks.
I today was ill a little. I am very bad today myself I feel. Last night, when I have come home after work, my parents gathered on a visit to the brother of mine of the daddy. Mum spoke me about it two days ago, but I have absolutely forgotten about this event. Yesterday they in family had an anniversary. The brother of mine of the daddy and its wife marked silver wedding. Silver wedding is 25 years of a joint life. And in your country it is accepted to celebrate round dates of a joint matrimonial life? Only present, they have lived together 25 years. It so is healthy!!! I too would like to live with my husband of 25 years and more. You will not believe, they till now are happy and love each other. Therefore it was necessary for us to congratulate them on such holiday. I too have decided to go together with my parents because I would not like to remain houses of one. Recently, when I remain at home to one me becomes very sad. I began to cry very often. I do not know, that to me occurs, but to me is very lonely in this life. At me loving parents, at me are girlfriends who are always glad to help me. But I do not have not enough beside loving the man. Men which would embrace me, has gently kissed. If to reflect, nothing is necessary for the woman for happiness, except for loving men beside. To me it is very heavy without you. On road to relatives, we have come into shop. There we have bought a bouquet of colors and the big pie. When we send to them on a visit, they were very glad to see us. My aunt was very beautiful, and my uncle too was the present gentleman. It was in a tuxedo and in a tie, and my aunt was in beautifully evening dress. My uncle has presented my aunt for their anniversary of a joint life a beautiful ring. Let it was without jewels, but it all was equal beautiful.
And the aunt was very glad to such gift. Then we have sat down to have supper. And I not that have eaten something and now I am am hurted awfully with a stomach. I again did not sleep almost all the night long. To me it was very bad.
You represent, today I still ate nothing. Because I cannot anything is. I am am hurted very much with a stomach.
I do not know, that this poisoning, or something another. I do not know, that such has occurred and, that such I has eaten. But I feel very badly. Dear mine, perhaps, I shall finish the letter. I shall go home, I shall accept medicines and I shall lay down to sleep. I hope, that tomorrow I shall feel much better. I shall write to you tomorrow.

I wait for your answer, yours Nataliya.

Letter 12

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter. Dear mine, today I feel little bit better. But I have solved, that it will be better, if I descend in hospital. Because I do not understand why I am am hurted with a stomach so long.
Today during my lunch break I have gone to hospital. Because to me it be not become easier. My stomach and hurts still. I very much was afraid to go today to the doctor because I was afraid of that it to me will tell.
I since the childhood am afraid of doctors though I hurted very seldom when was small. The doctor has examined me, and has told to me to go to hand over the analysis of blood and to make a picture. I awfully am afraid to hand over blood because I am afraid even of a kind of blood. In the childhood when to me once took blood from a finger, I even have fainted. But today all has passed successfully. I have waited results of the analysis of blood, their visor and have gone again to the doctor. It has told to me, that my analyses in the full order, that I am healthy.
It has told, that it was simply small diarrhea. Also that it is necessary for me to eat correctly that more such did not repeat. The doctor has told, that it is time to me to stop to eat sandwiches. It is necessary to eat every day something hot, any soup. I was very glad to it because most of all I do not like to hurt. I have had time to make all for the lunch break. Then I have returned for work and have broken to the collected affairs. On a way for work, I have come into a drugstore and have bought medicines which to me were registered by the doctor. As soon as I have come for work, I have drunk a tablet, and in 15 minutes to me it became easier.
Tonight we with Sveta shall go on station to buy to it the ticket for a train. Tomorrow it is necessary for it to go home. Because it has taken holiday on work only for a week. I already have so got used, that Sveta lives together with us, that I do not represent, that tomorrow it already will leave. We became very close for this time. Even my parents are upset by its departure. They became concerns to Sveta as to the daughter. It very kind person.
But, unfortunately, it is necessary for it to go home. Because it should work. At once after visiting the Internet cafe I shall go home for Sveta. I do not want, that it leaved, because I have already got used to it. I have got used to that it every evening met me from work, we went with it to walk on city, stirred about all. I very much do not have the close person beside. To which I could talk, to which I could cry on a shoulder a difficult minute.
Sveta became for me such person. It became for me as the native sister. I always dreamed to have the native sister.
To me it was very frequent a little alone in the childhood. I did not have not enough sister. I very much would like, that in the future this person became you. That I could will entrust you all the ideas, all the experiences.
I want, that we shared with each other, everything, that occurs in a shower.
In each letter I try to open to you the heart, the soul. I would like, that you knew about everything, that occurs in my life, about all my doubts and experiences.
Yes, I understand all, that it is necessary for us to wait a lot of time that in the future to be together.
But so it would be desirable, that all was as soon as possible. Your yesterday's dreams about which you speak in the letter, have disturbed my heart. To me to be even stronger it wanted near to you.

I with impatience wait for your answer.
Your Nataliya.

Letter 13

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter. Dear mine, today I feel little bit better. But I have solved, that it will be better, if I descend in hospital. Because I do not understand why I am am hurted with a stomach so long.
Today during my lunch break I have gone to hospital. Because to me it be not become easier. My stomach and hurts still. I very much was afraid to go today to the doctor because I was afraid of that it to me will tell.
I since the childhood am afraid of doctors though I hurted very seldom when was small. The doctor has examined me, and has told to me to go to hand over the analysis of blood and to make a picture. I awfully am afraid to hand over blood because I am afraid even of a kind of blood. In the childhood when to me once took blood from a finger, I even have fainted. But today all has passed successfully. I have waited results of the analysis of blood, their visor and have gone again to the doctor. It has told to me, that my analyses in the full order, that I am healthy.
It has told, that it was simply small diarrhea. Also that it is necessary for me to eat correctly that more such did not repeat. The doctor has told, that it is time to me to stop to eat sandwiches. It is necessary to eat every day something hot, any soup. I was very glad to it because most of all I do not like to hurt. I have had time to make all for the lunch break. Then I have returned for work and have broken to the collected affairs. On a way for work, I have come into a drugstore and have bought medicines which to me were registered by the doctor. As soon as I have come for work, I have drunk a tablet, and in 15 minutes to me it became easier.
Tonight we with Sveta shall go on station to buy to it the ticket for a train. Tomorrow it is necessary for it to go home. Because it has taken holiday on work only for a week. I already have so got used, that Sveta lives together with us, that I do not represent, that tomorrow it already will leave. We became very close for this time.
Even my parents are upset by its departure. They became concerns to Sveta as to the daughter. It very kind person.
But, unfortunately, it is necessary for it to go home. Because it should work. At once after visiting the Internet cafe I shall go home for Sveta. I do not want, that it leaved, because I have already got used to it. I have got used to that it every evening met me from work, we went with it to walk on city, stirred about all. I very much do not have the close person beside. To which I could talk, to which I could cry on a shoulder a difficult minute.
Sveta became for me such person. It became for me as the native sister. I always dreamed to have the native sister.
To me it was very frequent a little alone in the childhood. I did not have not enough sister. I very much would like, that in the future this person became you. That I could will entrust you all the ideas, all the experiences.
I want, that we shared with each other, everything, that occurs in a shower. In each letter I try to open to you the heart, the soul. I would like, that you knew about everything, that occurs in my life, about all my doubts and experiences.
You ask, as I represent our house. It should be the light, cosy and pure house. In it many windows that in rooms was always light should be obligatory. I do not want too big house. It should be small, but cosy. Yes, ceilings should be high with various patterns. There should be a greater drawing room with a greater table for reception of visitors. Our sleeping room should be spacious and store our love. I want, that we had greater and very soft bed, want that the ceiling was mirror. Our room should be in pink-blue color. Because it is my favorite colors blue and pink. The children's room for our future children should be a small fairy tale. There it is a lot of toys, a ceiling with stars which are shone in darkness. Our children will have a two-storeyed bed. On the top floor our son, and on bottom our small daughter will sleep. How you wish to name our future children? I would like, that our daughter called Aleksandra, and boy Robert. It is possible to name our children in honor of your parents if you will want. In a court yard of our house it will be obligatory a garden where magnificent flowers will grow.
As it would be possible to make a small fountain. Necessarily swing for our children. Still we will have a small dog from whom I can to have a good time on a green lawn our children. Here so I represent our future house. Dear my, I very much would like to visit your city. Tell, if I shall arrive to your city where I shall live? If you will arrive to my city it is necessary for you to remove a hotel accommodation. And I very much would not like it.
I want, that we lived together, fell asleep together, woke up together. I want, that nobody stirred to us that we always were only together. Therefore I would like, that I have arrived to you. It so is healthy, that you wish to make to me a surprise!!!! But I wish to warn you if you wish to send me something by mail it is not necessary to do it is better. Because you only will vainly spend money. Your gift, most likely, will be stolen.
Russia, alas is those. And I would not like, that your gift, intended I, managed someone to another.
Keep this gift is better and you will present me it when we shall meet. Besides I have no phone of the house.
At us very dearly costs to make phone of the house.
Thanks for a photo of an actress with the same name, as at me. It is simply surprising, is the Russian actress and you know it, and I do not know. Now I shall know, that there is a actress with the same name as my.

I with impatience wait for your answer.
Your Nataliya.

Letter 14

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to read today your letter. As it is healthy, that you write to me!!! I so am happy!!!
How your business, my sweet? How you have lead today?
I feel better, my stomach does not hurt any more. Here only my heart today hurts. I shall tell to you all under the order. Yesterday I have laid down to sleep only in one o'clock in the morning. I have come from the Internet cafe and have decided to esteem the book. I weigh evening yesterday read the book. Now I read the book which refers to LCasual¦. This book about the lonely woman who tells about the life. Its husband have killed, and it has remained one with the daughter. It was very heavy to it to go through death of the husband. But soon it has learned, that its husband had the mistress who now waits from it for the child. It had enough impudence to come to its wife, after its death. It asked from it money, because it did not have money even to buy to themselves meal.
You do not represent, that it has made. It has given it money and even has bought an apartment in the center of Moscow.
I have been simply revolted by its act. Though, it is possible it it was right. Because the child was in what is not guilty. And it has made it in memory of the husband and for its future son. It very long searched for the murderer of the husband. But it has found it and has revenged for murder of the husband. I have read through the book, up to the end have laid down to sleep. I very long could not fall asleep. I very badly slept. Nightmares all the night long dreamed me. Bad dreams about you dreamed me. To me dreamed, that you deceive me, that you have other woman.
To me dreamed, as you together with it are dared over me, above my letters and feelings. I cried in a dream.
I have woken up in cold to sweat, to me was terribly, very terribly. I could not sleep all remained night.
I paced the room and did not know as me to calm down. I did not sleep from three one o'clock in the morning.
I watched TV, but did not understand, that there show and about what speak. I thought only of you, I did not know as me to forget this dream. I hope, that this dream, remains only a dream for ever. I do not want, that you so have severely deceived me. Do not do to me painfully. My darling, tell, that all it not the truth.
You do not have anybody, except for me? I the unique woman in your life? It is very important to me to know it.
On work today for me there was heavy enough day. Because sleepless night has had an effect. I weigh day was as in a fog. I went, nobody noticing. I even have broken today a mug from which I always drink coffee, and have not grown lazy nearly hot water. I feel broken. I am afraid, that it can appear the truth. Because speak, that color dreams usually come true. And I saw a color dream. You were such beautiful in this dream. But you did not love me in this dream. You laughed over me. In the morning I have told this dream to my mum. It has told to me: L I see you have fallen in love, my daughter ¦. My person has reddened from these words of my mum.
To me became awkward from its these words. Probably it because its words the truth. I can is valid have grown fond of you? In my heart now so much various emotions and feelings, that I cannot understand, I test what feelings to you. I can tell only one, you are very dear to me and I have very much got used to you.
It seems to me, that I the truth am enamoured in you.
Dear mine, I wish to arrive to you. I want, that we lived in our house, instead of in hotel. Besides in Russia the winter begins, and especially will not take a walk in the street. Because winters at us very cold. Better we together shall arrive to Russia in the summer to visit my parents. You agree with me? If you agree my arrival to you then I tomorrow shall go to travel agency that all to learn. I hope, that the trip to you will not cost for me very dearly. I shall write to you about everything, that I have learned tomorrow.
I wait for your letter, my darling. Write to me more likely.
With love, your Nataliya.

Letter 15

Hello My Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive today your letter. Thanks you, that you have dispelled all my doubts. I so waited today for your letter. I even was afraid, that you will write to me, that my dream was the truth. You do not represent, as I was afraid, that this dream will appear the truth. I do not know, as though I could go through such deceit.
Probably, I for ever would cease to trust people. It would be very heavy to me to live further, not trusting people.
But I am very happy, that it only a dream.
I'm fine. Day has passed is simply remarkable. Here only weather today does not please. Since the morning very cold. I love when the winter begins. I like to look at just dropped out snow. It very white and pure.
But very soon winter very much bothers. This monotony and a cold bothers. The Russian winters very cold.
Sometimes the temperature goes down up to a minus of 40 degrees. At such temperature close schools and universities.
I do not love, when weather such cold. In the winter I like to ski, on skates. But it quickly enough bothers.
Because it would be desirable to lie down on the sun, it would be desirable heat. And what favorite season at you?
Dear mine, yesterday I have absolutely forgotten to tell to you, that Sveta have left yesterday.
We of all family saw off it on a train. We with it even have begun to cry. We would not like to leave. Because both of us perfectly we know, that now still not soon we can see each other. Many my girlfriends have left from this city. They have parted on different cities. And only sometimes come to Kazan to visit the relatives and friends.
I consider, that it is good, when people not looking at all on distance, do not forget about the friends. It also is a true friendship. Friendship which can overcome everything, both time and distance. Tell, you have friends of whom you are friends since the childhood?
Dear Robert, I wish to ask your advice. At my mum in two days will be put a birth. To my mum 48 years will be executed.
I wish to give it a gift. I still have not thought up, that to it to present. I wish to be passed on shops tomorrow, during my lunch break or after work. I still have not solved. I wish to consult to you on this question.
Because it is better to man to know what to present the woman per day a birth. How you think, what gift to me to make to my mum on it put a birth? Advise me, what to me it to present? My daddy will give my mum a beautiful bouquet of colors and a gold ring. And I cannot solve in any way what to present it.
Now I wish to tell that I have learned in travel agency. Last night I went there. I have lead there very long time.
When I have come to agency, the manager has been borrowed with other client. And it was necessary for me to wait.
While I sat in a reception, I read many various magazines about trips of Russian girls to the USA. The manager was released through 20 minutes and has invited me to pass to it in a cabinet. I very much worried, that could not tell anything to it at all. It asked me will calm down, the glass of water has allowed to drink. I have a little calmed down and have told to it about my problem. It to me has in detail told about all. To make out the visa of bride é-1 to us with you it is necessary to meet even once. Therefore, first, that I could go to you to me it is necessary to issue the tourist visa. This visa stands out for 3 months. Therefore I can live at you 3 months.
After that it will be necessary for me to return to Russia, and only after our first meeting we can make out the visa of the bride to me. Registration of the visa of the bride will borrow 8 months. During our first meeting it is necessary for us to make the photos proving, that we met. As it is necessary for me to issue the international passport. Registration of the visa and the international passport will borrow 2 weeks.
The travel agency will be engaged in registration of these documents. To receive these documents to me it is necessary in Moscow, in embassy. Only after I shall receive these documents I can buy the ticket. As you see if to make out the tourist visa I can already arrive to you in a month. It would be very healthy!!! I have taken an interest, how many to me official registration of papers and tickets will cost. When the manager has named to me the price, I have not fallen nearly from a chair on which sat. Registration of the visa and the passport will cost 210 dollars. The ticket aboard the plane, there and back, 600-900 dollars. It is very dear to me. At me is not present so many money. I very much was upset, I do not know, that to us now to do. In fact I so dreamed to visit your city. Really my dream never will come true? I did not sleep almost all the night long, I all thought of you.
I already planned, dreamed of ours with you the house. And now I in confusion.

I shall wait for your answer, write to me more likely.
With sincere love, your Nataliya.

Letter 16

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter. Dear mine, how your business? What did you do today? Today I weigh day has lead on work. I am a little tired, because very much early have risen today. On work I'm fine.
Today very cold weather. Heat already, I think, will not be. Last night I have gone on shops to buy to my mum a gift.
As a result, I have absolutely casually come into flower shop. It is the best flower shop in Nizhny Novgorod.
Here sell real flowers. I have seen very beautiful flower which refers to LSatsifilium¦. It blossoms very beautiful white colors.
I have spent all salary for this flower. I liked this flower, it is simply delightful. My mum very much loves room flowers. At our place many various colors. I too very much love room flowers. It seems to me, that the house, without beautiful room colors not so it is beautiful, as with them. I had to go home to carry this flower.
I have hardly informed it up to the house. Because it enough big. To me has carried, that yesterday my mum was not at home and it has not seen my gift. I have hidden it in a case, in the room that mum has not seen it about one tomorrow. Robert, tomorrow in the morning, I shall rise early to wake mum and to congratulate it happy birthday.
To us visitors today will come. You do not represent, as mum was glad to my gift. I have risen today in 6 mornings that mum still slept. I have silently come to it into a bedroom and have whispered to it on an ear L Happy birthday, my love mummy ¦. Mum has woken up, I have kissed it and have presented a gift. It was very glad, even has begun to cry with happiness. I very much love my mummy. It at me the best mum in the world.
My darling Robert, I very much miss on you and very much I wish to be with you. To me it is bad without you.
You are necessary to me, only you. To me so it is sad, that we not together. Why the destiny so is severe to us?
Why it has helped us to find each other, but cannot help to meet? My darling, me so would be desirable to meet you somewhat quicker. I so wish to be with you. You the man of my dream. I am grateful to the God that has met you.
I do not wish to lose you.
Now about my trip to you. I should go to Moscow, only after the travel agency will finish registration of my visa and the passport. I shall go to Moscow for 2 days, only to receive the available visa. Because visas give out only in embassy, in Moscow. From my city up to Moscow of 500 kilometers. So it is not far. More I have no information on my travel to you. I have written all to you in the letter yesterday. Now I can make nothing, because I have no money. In agency can begin registration of my documents only after I shall pay for official registration of papers.
They will not do anything, while I shall not begin to cry. Yes, mine the salary is insignificant.
Probably, it will seem to you ridiculous. But for Russia it is the average salary. I receive in shop of 160 dollars.
Therefore, as you see, I cannot pay charges for a trip to you. I so am upset, my dear. I in despair. I already dreamed of our meeting, about our future. Why the destiny so is unfair?
Dear mine, I shall finish the letter. Because it is necessary for me to run home, to help my mum. I shall write to you tomorrow.
With love and kiss, your Nataliya

Letter 17

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very happy to receive your letter. I am glad, that you had a meeting with the old friend. I hope, that you have very well spent time and have talked.
How are you doing at mine the man? How your mood?
I cannot believe, but my feeling to you every day becomes all more strongly and more strongly. The love to you overflows my heart. You know, I any more do not represent the life without you and without your letters.
You as strongly I want our meeting would know. I dream of that day when we shall be together. I know, that it is not easy for making, but is my dream. I sincerely trust, as you dream of me as strongly as I dream of you.
I know, sometime we shall be together. Because the present men always achieve the purpose. And you present the man, I know it. Therefore you will make everything that we were together. I sincerely trust, that we shall be together. My darling, yesterday we have lead fine evening with my relatives. Here only I slept today very little.
I slept only 3 hours. The holiday was simply wonderful. Mum was very happy.
The supper was very tasty.
Visitors were in delight. So it is a pity to me, that you were not with us beside and that you could not try our excellent supper. I as well as wanted, have baked a pie for my mummy. I very much tried, and my diligence have not passed in vain. The pie has turned out very tasty. I set candles also have brought it in a drawing room where there were all relatives and friends to my mum. I have put a pie on a table, and mum has thought of desire and has blown into all candles. At it it has turned out to blow into all candles from the first, you represent!!!
Certainly, I have put it on a pie not 49 candles, and only 20. My mum does not look on the year. It looks is much younger. And in a shower to it all 20 more. It at me very modern woman.
Therefore I always share with it absolutely all.
I can tell to it about everything. And I perfectly know, that it always will understand me and never will condemn.
My daddy has made a correct choice, having taken in the wife on my mum. They ideally approach each other. They are simply created the friend for the friend. My parents are very happy. Visitors dispatch only in 3 o'clock in the morning. I have laid down to sleep only in 5 mornings. Because I was cleaned in a drawing room, have washed utensils after a holiday.
Mum wished to help me, but I have told to it, that on its holiday it should not wash utensils. I have made all itself and so it is tired, that simply was ready to drop from weariness. I only have laid down on a bed and at once have fallen asleep.
To me yesterday it was very lonely without you. I did not have not enough you beside. I did not have not enough your attention. It would be desirable, that you bore a pie together with me. I do not have not enough your embraces.
You are very necessary to me. I so would like, that you sat next to me behind our celebratory table.
My love, I so am happy, that you can help to arrive to me to you. I cannot describe the feelings on a paper.
I would like to shout for the whole world, to tell everything, that very soon we shall together. My God, as I wait for this day when I shall see you at the airport with a bouquet of colors. I already wrote to you, that my visa and the passport will cost 210 dollars. I am very glad, that you have an opportunity to help me.
Tomorrow I shall learn in agency as you can send them of money. As I learn exact cost of the ticket for a trip to you.
That you could know how many to me it is necessary money. And tomorrow I shall write to you about everything, that I have learned. I sincerely hope, that they will help us. I so am excited, my dear Robert. I trust, that we shall be together. Because now, the only thing that stirs to our meeting is money. And I do not want, that they have prevented to meet and be to us happy.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter tomorrow.
With love, your Nataliya.

Letter 18

Hello Dear Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter. I very much missed on you. Your letters always do my mood better.
If to me it is sad, I recollect your letters, and to me it becomes better. How has passed your day? Than you were engaged today? What weather in your city?
At us today all the day long it is raining. I do not love when it is raining. Because to me always becomes very sadly and alone. On an old Russian sign if today there will be a warm weather the winter will be warm.
You know, in Russia many old national signs, times still our great-grandmothers. For example, if to you through road the black cat has run across, means there will be something bad this day. Or, if to you on a way there was a woman an empty bucket, it too a bad sign. In Russia many such different signs. And in your country there are any signs?
What interesting customs are in your country? I wish to know about the country in which there lives such fine the man as you more.
Today I wish to lead evening with my girlfriends. Because, we already enough for a long time did not gather.
I think, that we shall very cheerfully spend time. Probably, we shall go to our favorite cafe in which we already for a long time were not. I consider, that is necessary to enjoy a life while there is an opportunity. As I would like to take pleasure in ours with you a joint life. I would like to learn more you, your habits. You like to drink what coffee. That you prefer for a breakfast and many other things trifles. But all can be learned it about the person, only if to live together with it. Only when two persons live together, only then they can know each other, as themselves.
And I very much would like, that it has occurred in the future. Because it is not known, that will be with us further.
In fact a life such unpredictable. But I precisely know only one, I love you and I wish to be with you.
You the man of my dream. About such to the man I dreamed all life. Such I represented the the man in the children's dreams. Such the man as you, dreamed me at night. You the best the man on the Earth. Sometimes I do not trust the happiness. Everything seems to me, that, that to me now there is it only a dream. But if it is a dream, My God, as I then do not wish to wake up!!!
I wish to write to you one small poem which very much is pleasant to me. This poem on that, the person when it loves is how much rich, and it love. The riches of the person are expressed not by quantity of its money, and the attitude to it of other people. The biggest riches it when near to you are the person who loves you and which is ready to offer all for the sake of favorite. I hope, that it too is pleasant to you: This morning I searched for a wallet, there was empty.
Then I have checked up my pockets, I have found some coins.
Then I searched for my heart and have found you.
And then I have understood, how much I am rich.
Now I shall tell to you that to me have told in travel agency. They will be glad to help me with official registration of papers for a trip to you and in purchase of the ticket. But they cannot receive your money. In agency to me have told, that they are not engaged in it. Because it does not enter into their duties. The manager of agency has told to me, that only I can receive your money and then pay this money in agency. To me have found in agency flight, but only up to Los Angeles. Here this flight:
Moscow (MOW) - Los Angeles (LAX)
The tariff there and back: 749$ + gathering of the airports
Airline: Air France
Tell, you can meet me in Los Angeles? It is convenient for you?
As has taken an interest, how you can send me of money, in fact it so is far? In agency to me have told, that it will be better, if I shall go to bank and I learn, how you can send me of money. I at once have gone to bank.
In bank to me have informed, that you can send me of money through Western Union. It is the fastest and reliable way of transfer of money. You represent, I can already receive your money in 30 minutes after you will send them.
It is simply surprising, so is fast!!! That you could send me of money to you it is necessary to know following my data:
1. A name: Vdovina Nataliya
2. The country: Russia
3. City: Nizhny Novgorod
As while translating money to you should inform any number of translation.
You should inform this number to me that I could receive money. As I should know your full name and your exact address. Here the information which I today have learned. I hope, that you will take advantage of it and will make all more likely. Because I very much wish to meet you more likely. Besides we should make all as soon as possible.
I am very glad, that your friend has offered you favorable work. I am confident, that you will have good dialogue with the friend.

I with impatience wait for your answer.
With the most gentle kisses, your Nataliya.

Letter 19

Hello My Love Robert,
I am very glad to receive your letter today. I have gone to the Internet cafe during my lunch break to write to you.
Dear my Robert, I too never used Western Union before. Everything, the information which I have informed you I has learned in bank. You have not understood one phrase which I have written to you. It " a number of translation ".
I too not at once have understood, that this such when the employee of bank explained me it. These are 10 number which should inform you while translating money. It is control number of a remittance. It is number (10 number), you should inform me that I could receive money. Now you understand, about what I speak?
Total sum which is necessary for me for a trip to you of 1109 dollars:
749 dollars - the ticket,
210 dollars - the visa and the passport
As it will be necessary for me to go to Moscow to receive the visa. It is necessary for me to live there two days.
I learned, how many to me the hotel accommodation for 2 days and the ticket up to Moscow will cost.
A hotel accommodation of 100 dollars for two days and the ticket for a train of 50 dollars (there and back).
Here, everything, that is necessary for me for a trip to you. Yes, in Russia it is possible to exchange dollars for roubles. We even have shops where the prices for the goods are specified in dollars. So with an exchange of dollars for roubles of problems will not be. I think, that in bank to me can give out at once your money in roubles.
I think, that will change dollars for roubles most reliably in bank.
Dear Robert, I too very much it is excited!!! You Represent, in 3 weeks you can already see me, and I you.
I am very happy, my dear. You have made me the happiest woman in the world. I simply do not have words to express my feelings, emotions on a paper. It can be seen only. If you saw now my happy eyes, you would understand all without words. As it is fine to love and be favorite. This biggest happiness on light. I wish to make you happy,
the happiest the man.
With love, your Nataliya.